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07/26/13 Holy F$#@ this was weird. I did not intend on going astral tonight, but the craziest stuff happened anyways. Am I reaching out with out realizing it or getting pulled in? Here it goes, my recall fails at a couple places.

I am having a basic LD that involves 3 girls who are supposed to be real life versions of friends I have on DV. The idea is that some how we have got together in Boise for a dream retreat or some form of DV picnic (what ever). I think it was Gab, MelanieB, and OphiliaBlue. I was really only semi-lucid, kind of knowing it was a dream but not bothering to act or interfere. I just was kind of watching. The DV girls were all pretty and looked random, not like profile pictures, just random DCs who represented these ladies. I think they all had accepted free lodging during the conference at a big house my dad used to own. Gab and Melanie wander off and seemed irritated, then the scene shifted and I was in the hall supposing it was bedtime. Still a bit lucid I 'knew' in the next room I would find a luxurious comfy bed. I did. I really was unconcerned about doing anything. Just summoning the pictured bed was all the control I had yet used. I knew it would be soft and covered with silk or sateen. It was and I sat on it.
Suddenly something shifted and the dream took on a new feel. I saw that a closet had something moving in it. It turned out to be 3 young female children each playing on their own shelf in the closet. They had that weird feel actual entities have that are astral and not normal DCs. I decided to become fully lucid as this was weird and curious. Were these supposed to represent the 3 DCs from before? I was uncomfortable around these 3 giggling entities. They were not likely actually kids, but who knows. Just a little to creepy. I went back out into the hall.
An entity who was now in the form of the OphiliaBlue DC ran up to me and seized my hands. This seemed entity like, but I was still not sure. I had not tried to go astral. The DC?entity? started earnestly proclaiming that she knew I was a good man and powerful. I realized it had my hands pretty firmly. I went down the stairs and into the yard. It kept a grip on one hand like a scared child. I decided to just go look around and drag it with me for now. Ahead of us was a man coming our way and the DC said "help me, they are after me." I tried to just fly up and over the guy. He looked creepy and angry. I told her to fly, but she was almost a dead weight. I ended up dragging her up with great effort.
I was wondering what was going on. Flying takes great effort in some astral realms as they have imposed gravity to increase the livability of the place. I could fly ok but the DC?entity? could not. The DC also had real weight. I wondered for a moment if there was any chance I actually was dealing with OphiliaBlue and perhaps she is not real good at flight? No, that seemed far fetched. It is far more likely this astral entity just assumed a form I would feel sympathy for. Another man was trying to get at her and shouted something like "why are you helping it escape?" I could not pull the weight up any more, so I repulsed him with a force like projection.
Right or wrong, I decided this was in no way Ophilia and that I was pretty freaked out. I am trying desperately not to get in any more trouble in the big astral city as so often results from my confusion and recklessness. I also had a feeling this may not be that realm at all. The guys seemed scary and creepy, and I in no way trusted the think that had firmly latched itself to me. If this was the big city, I may be helping someone evade authorities, and if it was another realm then I have no clue how dangerous the inhabitants are. Time to shake this thing off and freakin bail!
I jerked my hand free and started flying fast, then really fast as fast as I could. Not a good sign. Gravity here was far less then the big city. This was looking more and more like I accidently AP'd to the wrong place or that the thing that grabbed me acted like my dream guides and pulled me there. Screw this. Run. I was moving fast like an airplane and eventually found a new section that looked busy and had beings moving busily around. I landed and walked around. No one here looked dangerous at first. they barely took notice of me. I just explored and did random LD stuff for a few minutes.
I decided as I had a long running highly vivid LD going to try and do some of the goal suggested to me in my Help with advanced tasks thread. I scanned my brain trying to remember a task. I came up with the one about experience an alternate version of your life. I had chosen to see a life where I had children. I figured I may be in a creepy astral city that is new to me, and perhaps not very savory, but why not try a goal and take advantage of the high level of stability the city provided. I went up a stair case but was sure a creepy fat guy was following me. I just hurried away and though I lost him.
How to go about this? I tried just walking up to a DC and asking for help. I approached an entity that was female and said I would like help seeing a version of my life with children. The entity caused hair to completely obscure her face, but did talk back. She was confused at first but then agreed to help. She asked me to go with her. At this point the dream took on a ghost of Christmas past kind of theme. With her showing me scenes and us talking about it.
She showed me a red faced version of me in business attire and an over coat. I looked stressed and hateful. I was clearly very overworked and unhappy with life. This version of me started ranting about income taxes and how one could never get ahead. Then she showed me how I met the mother of my children. I was living in a big city and a starving kitten was eating maggots. The DC of me was taking care of the sick kitten and met a woman. Then a whole fast montage that I have trouble recalling took place showing parts of the life in which I raised a child. It was a pretty little girl. I think a divorce and a lot of bad feeling were in there and a separation I which I lost contact with the child. I actually got caught up in the emotional side of this and felt intense joy and sorrow at some points. Suddenly the montage part ended with the alternate me laying drunken in the road. A pretty woman about 20 who was my daughter was trying to help me up. I suddenly was inside the DC me. I got up off the ground and she helped me to the side of the road. Her husband or boyfriend showed up in a 4 door sedan and she got in. I supposed this was the end of the task and the experience. I decided to see what would happen if I actively took part. I got in the back seat. I could tell right away that this was now just the entity who had helped me see all this, and she looked concerned that I was planning on following her or bothering her. I told her I would just get out on the next corner. It was in front of a large market.
I walked into the market and took a minute to notice just how crazy vivid and life like everything was. Now this seemed friendly and like the big city on the astral. Maybe I was safe. Perhaps I am just getting powerful enough to handle flight a little better. At least no one seemed to be following me or anything creepy. I saw weird shapes as part of a display. I was unsure what the objects were. They made me think of another advanced task I had planned on. The one where I would come upon a pyramid at least as big as a truck, use TK to lift it and stand it on its tip, and then spin it like a top. I decided to just ask one of the entities where the pyramid was and see what happened. Either they would assume I meant some pyramid they knew about and direct me, my subconscious would create an answer, or they would just be irritated at me talking nonsense.
I asked the first entity to come near me "how do I get to the pyramid?" He replied "What are you talking about?" I repeated myself. He finally looked like he understood and replied "I think I know what you mean. Go down this road until you pass the station and take the first left."
I left the market and walked down the road. I saw something ahead that must be the station and a side road. I figured I did not need to walk all the way down there. I just floated up and looked where that road should lead. Ahead was a large temple complex that looked like Mayan step pyramids. I flew over to it. In the astral realms you can not really effect structures, but you can impose an illusion of dream material over any visuals. I imposed my own visuals here. I pictured this stuff, and from my dream perspective saw the results as follows. I used TK and ripped the largest pyramid from the ground. I then caused it to flip over. The graphics broke up a tiny bit and could have been smoother, but they held together and still looked like a giant pyramid rotating in air. Just a little glitch in the rendering. I set it point down and used TK to spin it. OK, that was anti-climactic. I now saw the correct pyramid as it really exists there and flew up to the top of it. I was sure that counted as completing the task, but maybe I should try to complete it with a smooth sided pyramid as that was my original idea. I could also try to keep the glitchiness out of the visuals. I looked down at a near by step pyramid and attempted to change the visuals. It became malleable to my intent and I started to squish the steps into a flat sided shape. Something grabbed my eye and I saw that an entity that looked like an older man was running up the steps towards me. he was very intense. I tried to figure out what he wanted, and he seized both my hands in his. He stated something so similar to the woman before, and the feeling of pleading was so much like before that I was sure this was the same creature. He kept saying things like this "I know you are an honorable man, I know you will do what is right, you are so powerful, I know you are honorable" I was 100% sure it was the same creature, I am not actually sure some off the astral races have a concept of male vs female. Maybe some can be both, or maybe my mind imposed an image that I could relate to on input I was trying to take in. Or, perhaps this creature picked a form it thought I would protect and failing to get my protection as a pretty woman, had decided to try an aged venerable man.
All of a sudden 3 creepy men are running up the pyramid towards us, and surround us. They yell that I have no business preventing them from capturing him. I yell back that they need to give me a chance to hear what he has to say. They create a box around us, but I am not too worried about that. If it is like other boxes entities have thrown up, I know they can be phased through. they circle us and one rushes forward to grab him. I use a force like push and repel him. Now they are pissed and look ghoulish and dangerous. I yell one more time "let me hear what he has to say!"
I half think these may be the legitimate law enforcement here and I do not want any trouble. I look at him and he just uses a pleading tone and repeats the same stuff about "honorable man" and so on. I say "if you can not make it more clear than that, let me be." He will not let go of my hands, and the three guys look ready to get very serious. I decide to shift out of the astral and duck for the cover of my own waking life. I force myself awake.
I was experiencing a true real world adrenalin rush and as I sat in my chair trying to recover I had vibrations or chills pulsing up my spine for 3 or 4 minutes. Dur~45 min.

I'm sitting in Grandma's dining room. Grandma is walking around, passing out and serving things. Grandpa and her are bickering about the wrong hamburger buns being bought, though it doesn't matter because we aren't having hamburgers. As they continue to bicker, I look across the table, from where I'm sitting, at Hannibal. He's sitting quietly with an amused look on his face, watching Grandma and Grandpa. While he watches them, I watch him. I like to look at him. He's very beautiful. My eyes move to his perfectly tailored, midnight blue, three-piece suit. It makes me think I'm under-dressed in my simple t-shirt and jeans. I look back up to his face and notice his eyes on mine. He wears a small, fond smile and I can't help but smile right back, so happy to have his smile directed at me. In an instant, Grandma and Grandpa disappear and a small, disc-like device appears on the table between Hannibal and I. He picks it up and hands it to me. I take it. "This is the only way to find me," he says. "Throw it to the ground and it will give you my address." he watches me as I study the device, rolling it around in my hands. I look back up at him and throw it to the ground. It lights up red and starts beeping. Suddenly we are standing side by side on a balcony over-looking the ocean. There is no artificial light, so the night sky can be seen perfectly. "We'll be alright," Hannibal says, taking my hand in his.

I'm in a classroom full of fish tanks. I notice that each tank has something wrong. Too dirty. Not enough water. They all have one fish in them. I try to help them, but all the fish die. A boy shows up and hands me a blue color pencil. He says I need it more than he does. I thank him and hold the pencil close.

Kim has a laptop, one that I was using for iTunes. An error occurs and a box appears. It's nothing but numbers. There is a space to type. Kim picks up my phone and looks up something. She tries to type it but it doesn't work. I tell her that the program is not meant for that. She gets mad, thinking that I just don't want her using my phone or the laptop.I tell her to think about it like a different language. The program only recognizes numbers. So typing letters won't work. She ignores me and keeps trying to type words. I tell her that she's using the wrong language. I then tell her to imagine a new language, one that we don't understand and it doesn't understand us. She says okay. I ask her what good would it do, talking to someone like that. They can't understand us and we can't understand them. And speaking our language, as if they should understand, does no good. Regardless of the speaking or typing, it simply won't work. She nods her head in understanding.

Julie and I are on Olive Creek St., reading a sign on one of the lamp posts. The sign is fuzzy. We immediately look at each other and know that we have to run home as fast as we can. In my head, before he appears, I see a man. I can't see his face and he's covered from head to toe in black leather. I know he's dangerous and will get us if we don't run. We start running and just as we are about to turn on our street, I look behind me and the bad man is walking behind us. We run faster and make it home. We run into the house and lock the locks and wait. We both look out of the peep hole and we see the man walk past the house.

4 a.m.

I was looking down the road at night. I think the place is EDSA. I walked a bit.

8 a.m.

I was in the mall, meeting people. There are a lot of foreigners. I think we're going to have a trip. I saw a Caucasian woman across the street.

I went outside to get away from people and felt pain on my right cheek so I messed with it and gobs of thick cottage cheese looking puss squirted out for a good two minutes, I got it everywhere. Then I hear the rv pulling out, and my sister ran up to me and said we took too long and that they left us. Then me and my sister were sitting on the floor with blankets like we were getting ready for a sleepover and we were listening to the radio, it said there was mass ghost hauntings in Minnesota, we were relived briefly until they said it is now in california, I panicked because I knew they'd go after me..(luckily my alarm clock woke me up)

Sooooo..Last night, i should have gotten plenty of sleep but i stayed up late to watch "A clockwork orange". And well, it was such a good movie, but i didn't much sleep xD

-I like broke into a house or something
-I climbed a pillar leading to a floating fortress where i was going to free the four legendary birds.

No dreams, But this was my final day of getting up extremely early. Which means, i will be getting back into the groove of things from now on.

I was driving my dad's car in some urban area. First on an expressway, but later, I got into a more boulevard like area. After awhile I got distracted on my phone and lost control of the car.
The car spun off the road and rolled over into a vacant lot. I knew that I had lost control of the car under my own fault, and it wasn't the accident. So when the cops and my parents showed up at the accident scene a few minutes later, I pretended to be dead so I wouldn't go to jail.

My mom had singed me up to go to some preliminary military school that only lasted for five days. And (enter dream logic) the military school was held in my own bedroom.
I had just woken up on the third day. I had been sick and asleep for the first two days of the school, but now that I was awake, I was expected to be ready for the class.
After I woke up, I was scrambling around my own bedroom with the other students from the class in uniform watching me. I was trying to get my uniform on while being yelled at by the drill instructor.

I was in some subway station, I think in New York. I became lucid somehow. But this wasn't very good lucidity, this was crap lucidity, groggy and not very clear. And that goes for the whole dream. I was lucid, but I sort of had drunken lucidity.
The first thing I can remember after that was Lia was there. She started teaching me something to do with flying in lucid dreams by having me jump between these two platforms in the subway station.
It's a little difficult to describe, but these two platforms were on either side of the train track by the end of the station. (Where the train goes from the station to the more narrow tunnel between stations.) Also, the platforms were quite a bit higher above the train tracks than the station platform.
Anyways, Lia had me fly between the two platforms several times. Eventually the flying power failed. Lia said that it had something to do with the gravity of the dream rather than the powers I was using.
After the power failed, we walked up some stairs into the city. The city had buildings that looked like New York, but it didn't have the feel of being near the water. (Another thing about dreams, I can have a feel for the area even if I don't look at it.) Also, the skyline seemed somewhat sparse. There were only a few tall towers, most of the buildings were very low-lying.
We began walking down the road. I began using voice commands to change the weather. But the problem was whenever I gave a voice command to the weather, it would change to something seemingly random.
For example, If i said the weather should change to rain, I would get snow. If I asked for clear skies, the weather would change to cloudy.
I was trying to get there to be clear skies, because I wanted to experiment with moving the positions of the Sun and Moon in the sky. Eventually I gave up.
I went into some diner and sat down. The diner had the feel of one of those retro kind of diners we rarely see these days. But I didn't sit at the bar, but rather one of the tables on the front side (not all diners have these, only the larger ones.)
The diner had a very dank feel to it. It was dark, and only a few lights were on. I sat down, and a moment later, a faceless waitress gave me a glass of chocolate milk. (my favorite childhood beverage, admittedly, still my favorite beverage.)
Well it wasn't a glass, but rather served to me in some strange thermos container. The lid was a very shallow white plastic cup filled to the brim with chocolate milk. The actual cup was a much deeper chrome cylinder, also filled to the brim.
Given my groggy lucidity, I decided to try and drink the chocolate milk. But I was afraid that since both ends were so full, I used telekinesis to carefully lift the cup up to my mouth and take a sip.
I was able to do this with both the silver cup and the plastic lid, in said order. But after the lid, I had attracted the attention of some other dream characters in the bar who were amazed that I was able to lift the cup with my mind.

27.07.2013

Oneironaut Zero Saves Me (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Listened to a self-hypnosis recording I did with my voice and decided to continue not using WBTB, managed to get a decent lucid. Without even trying, SWEET!!!

Recall is okay, just the normal if I were to actually do a WBTB and have a decent sleeping schedule. It will only get better when I get more into making more audio hypnosis scripts and/or saying them to myself before sleeping at night. I managed to get my tonality and emotion-pouring down with the scripts, which makes the imagination that much easier. Might even make a longer hypnosis script for myself where I'll make a recording and save it for some other purposes.

Imagine being in an underground base where the dominant colors are mostly shades of blue and turquoise. The dream itself repeated some aspects for some odd reason, and it was mostly me checking if the person Oneironaut Zero killed stayed dead. But let's not worry about that right now.

All I can remember as I'm shifting back and forth with third person, first person, and just spectating what's going on over what seemed like watching a movie, I started harboring extreme sensations with adrenaline and fear.

My recall for this has a lot of patches, seeing how there were so many areas I must've traveled in a short span of time. Most of the double doors were electronic and open, and it seems every time I enter some area, I would see to my right side a wired fence shaped into a cube protecting random electronic objects. Like bases or power generators of some sort, and with how things were going, it seemed the building we're in has some kind of invasion of weird creatures, machines, and such occurring.

It seemed I was pretty lucky, not having to deal with all of that, yet. Throughout the dream, I felt sensations occurring within my head, neck, and back region. It was a sort of fuzzing and vibrating feeling, it didn't hurt, but it wasn't something I would want to tolerate for too long. It almost as if my senses were just elevated because of the rush and adrenaline surging through my dream body, that it was a matter of life and death, and all that mattered was getting out before I end up dead.

And as I'm running and dodging without looking back, as if all that was needed was for me to sustain the narrow tunnel vision I had in this dream, Krauser shows up yet again, and his countenance is completely different from the other dreams where he seemed to only show up to scare me, but never had any ambition to kill me.

He extends his left arm, and seems to be ready to facepalm my face straight into the wall behind me, and luckily, there just happened to be someone right behind me that he ends up hitting instead of me. Either he was still trying to scare me, or he just had crappy aim. I waste no time and immediately dashed to the open double doors to the left about 10 feet away from me.

Suddenly, I find myself accidentally tripping, and it's really, really hard to get up.

Great.

JUST GREAT!

While Krauser is trying to get his hand out from the person's head he slammed against the wall, I'm still struggling to get up. I felt like this dream was going to end up being miserable until someone in a blue-black jacket comes in rapidly, and the dream character looks a lot like Oneironaut Zero who's just waiting for a good fight with Krauser.

He indirectly signals me to leave, but I'm still trying to process how he came about. Eventually, I managed to finally get up from the floor, still looking at what Oneironaut has up his sleeve to deal with the Krauser dream character coming after me. And before I managed to get past the same left door that's now to the right of me (since I braced against the wall), Oneironaut Zero goes through some mutation while Krauser does the same.

There seems to be tentacles gradually coming out of the left side of O's face, then some grows behind his back, and after that, I was too afraid to really see the full transformation from both dream characters. I wanted to help, but it seemed O can hold his own, especially since I have no chance against a fully mutated Krauser that probably would end up twice the height of the original.

Now things shift back to me watching the events as if I'm looking at a movie or something. I noticed I started to pick up the pace with running away, but not only that, feeling more agile, flexible, and even ready to do super-human jumping as well. The scene that was previously saturated with a turquoise and blue atmosphere now changes into a mustard-yellow atmosphere.

And things are getting even more hectic as I'm trying to avoid the random machines and other-worldly creatures that are just too hard for me to process their visage and composition because of how I only cared about getting out of this place alive. I still worried about whether or not O would be fine dealing with the Krauser dream character, but I guess some kind of instinct kicked it telling me he'll be just fine.

There's a long metal chain that happens to be one of the few ways to get out of this place, and I immediately jump up to grab onto it. And as I'm slowly taking my time climbing up the metal chain, there seems to be random fighting below me. I noticed Wonder Woman (the Justice League version) seems to be taking pretty hard hits from whatever entities she's fighting. She's being thrown left and right and still while recovering each time to go back fighting full force.

All of this is still occurring while I'm looking at myself and the background scene in spectator mode. It seemed the dream character of me was so fixated on climbing upwards without looking down, and the more I focused wanting to get out, the more intense the fighting is below. I can hear the slashing, clashing, and all the punching sounds along with the grunts, moans, and screaming as well.

I wondered how the hell I got myself into this dream environment, and I'm presuming I finally made it to the top and I'm hopefully free and safe from all the chaos beneath me. My train of thought, or at least me being able to visualize myself starts getting patchy again.

I start seeing a few glimpses of areas I've been before, and I take advantage of this ability to check to see if O was okay. All I saw was Krauser's dead mutated body, so I'm presuming O managed to seal the deal and get out perfectly fine. But I didn't have time to speculate and try to again some assurance that he's alright, seeing how the monsters and machines most likely are tailing me by climbing the long metal chain as well.

From this point, I don't know where in the world I'm headed, all I remember was just jumping off somewhere very high. The dream environment and setting shifts completely now, and that's probably because I forgot what happened in the middle.

That's what I get for not doing a proper WBTB.

Anyway, I'm in a different scene, and my feelings are less anxious and intense, so I'm assuming things are safe now. Imagine me now being within a large and spacious area that resembles a base for small planes and helicopters to traverse. Surrounding me about 400 feet to 2 miles are large garage type buildings, as if I'm near some miltary base.

But it doesn't feel like that, it feels more like some type of training ground for people who want to pilot flying vehicles. And I find myself noticing that I'm waiting in a short line, and I quickly shift my head to the left to see who I'm waiting in line to meet.

I noticed there's a lady that looks like she's in he 30s, she has bowl cut hairstyle that's orange-red with a slight shade of black near the front regions before stopping to the side of her face. She's wearing a classic secretary black dress shirt and skirt that's a about knee-level.

She's filling in applications and signing forms I'm presuming, and while I'm waiting for my turn, I take the time to just look around and stare into random space. I noticed how it's early morning within this dream, and I can see the sun rise up slowly to my left side. And as I turn to my right, you know how you can see the heat waves or whatever from a distances where the light gives the illusion that the objects are bending?

It was like that for a a minute, and as I'm turning left and right occasionally, I turn to my left again to find an elderly man sitting about 5-10 feet away from the same female that's busy with the people in line. He has his back faced to her on her right side (my left side), and is sitting perpendicular from her.

It seems he's waiting for something, and I begin to notice how he's holding some kind of certificate in his left hand. I didn't want to pry into the information within this certificate, but because he's holding it in a way that makes it look like eye-candy, I can't help but zoom from far away to see that he's most likely trying to get his driver's permit or something.

The man is wearing thin-framed glasses, a few jagged features sustained in his visage, and is a bit obese, maybe 250-400lbs. He's wearing a green cap with a small streak of orange, if I remember correctly, and he's just casually reading this certificate to himself, probably to kill some time.

Then he finally gets his turn, and quickly gets up to meet the secretary like female I'm waiting for as well. She declares to him the type of license this man will be getting, and she stated some things that are hard to process, jargon most likely. I believe he had to have a restriction on his license or whatever it is he's trying to get because the female stated how he had some kind of disability.

She states this a bit loud, not too loud, but just enough to make the man feel ashamed for his disability. He quickly tries to cover the topic by questioning her randomly, but it's not really working out for him. I don't really pay too much attention to is situation with her, and I'm sure the dream characters I'm behind in line didn't really care, or at least pretended they didn't hear the conversation.

You know how you wait in line for something, and there's someone somewhere at the far corner of the area you're in that shows off or does something loud that makes every avert their eyes towards them? And then when things settle down, they quickly turn back so the person doesn't feel like people are staring at them like hawks? It was kind of like that, and as the man eventually has his situation covered, it's finally my turn to speak to the lady.

I honestly don't know why I'm standing here, but it seems the lady knows I'm here for something fortunately. She tells me that O gave me a letter, and I was puzzled for a bit. She tends down while still sitting on her black rolling chair to open a drawer and hands me a letter. I quickly tear the seal and read the glanced at the content for ab it.

Then I tried to re-read it to absorb whatever content the O dream character that saved me tried to give me in this letter. The letter is folded into thirds, hot-dog position, and as I'm trying to sustain my vision and make things a bit clearer, I find it difficult to read the content.

It starts getting blurry, and no matter how hard I tried to calm down, relax, and let the word trailing shift back to their original position, I can't really string together a cohesive train of thought from this letter. I believe I decided to put this letter in my pocket by folding it the opposite way after folding it back hotdog style and gave my thanks to the secretary like dream character female.

All I can remember from the letter was that O stated he was alright and didn't really have much injury from before, but he was more concerned that I hopefully got out alive without any injuries myself.

I can't recall what happened from this point, and I guess I tried to leave because I didn't want to stall the people waiting in line behind me.

Sucks I don't know what the O dream character was trying to tell me. It seems whenever there's a message being given to me, especially letters, I always end up having to save them for later only to forget them and never really getting the chance to see them before I try to have a dream where I can find the letter again without worrying if it was going to be a false copy.

If only I recalled this dream earlier, I'd probably be able to get out a few chunks within the letter, but that's my fault.

I felt even more guilty that despite of this O counterpart being a dream character, that this entity still cared enough to risk his own life to make sure I got out safely. It's happened before with a female that takes a laser cannon shot to her chest and stomach region, and a few others I can't recall off the top of my head. I'm personally glad O was just fine and things didn't end up where someone's life is taken away, compared to the dream I had months ago where the lady that pushes me off before possibly dying from the laser shot.

Those types of dreams where someone has to take their life are always hard for me to process honestly, even if it's all just a dream.

I wanted to do much more in this lucid dream, but I guess all I really cared about was seeing how the dream plot would unfold instead of sitting around doing nothing but wondering what to do.

I remember the dream seemed to start out where I was at a school library that looked like the inside of a Barnes and Noble book store. I could smell printing in the books, and then It was like I was reading a manga book but then it was happening right in front of me somehow but two dimensionally. The manga book really didn't seem to have a premise because when I was reading it I saw the print of a school girl aiming a gun or beam gun up in the air randomly. She had short dark hair pulled back into a pony tail and looked like a manga character. Then, she pulled the trigger. This was like looking at a flip book except it seemed to happen on one page. After she pulled the trigger it hit a pillar which then collapsed and fell on top of another school girl who kind of looked like Konata from lucky star but then an older version of her or a similar looking girl then came around the corner. The younger Konata was passed out from being hit and the older girl that resembled the younger shorter one came in and swiped the girl up then ran off to get some help or something. I then flashed back into the bookstore. It was almost like I was witnessing another dimension act itself out. I thought that what I had just read was boring and seemed to lag on about random stuff so I looked through the other manga books. I said no to all of them while saying things like "another book about school girls, no. A book about friendship and hardship, no." I listed all the genres off by my own liking and insisted that it was just the same crap over and over again.

The next dream I was onboard an Alien ship, I had awoken into this dream remembering seeing a fading light and being lifted up. I saw these tall green aliens looking at my feet and poking them, I then realized my feet were green. The aliens then started saying things like "where, were you?" "we were looking for you" and they kept asking those questions until I said something like "I don't know." and then felt distanced from the aliens as I zoned out into a haze for awhile and then woke up

The next dream was Harry Potter related. I remember that chronologically something had happened to where howarts history was repeating itself and time in this matter really didn't exist. I was walking around Hogwarts talking to Ron who was telling me how easy it was to get lost as a first year and told me to try not to get into trouble. I then was on a different floor, Hermione, who was standing looking on ward looked disappointed about something. I couldn't tell until the scenario of where I was became more clear to me. I was in a class, I don't remember which one, but something had gone terribly wrong and Hermione was struck by this. I was a little disoriented within the dream so I don't remember completely what had happened in the classroom like room in hogwarts, it was as though I was trying to remember bits of the movie and the book together to create a dream, but it was all a haze.

7/27/13

Last night bed at 2:30am after partial Breaking Bad marathon

DR 5:40am

But the time I wrote it down, all there is left is a frag.

I'm running up the stairwell, hiding from a teacher. Something about some type of a LDer.

Recall was better but it kinda vanished in seconds, i need to stabilize my sleeping times.

I was playing some multiplayer games with someone and in each there was some choice to be made, also there was something about dragons.

[In search of the time that is good to wake up so that I can remember dreams I am trying out a project. I knew that I wouldn't be going to bed until three this morning so I set my alarm clock to ring at six. I would write down anything that I can remember from a dream, pace around a little, and prepare to take a nap--because I usually have lucids in naps. Unfortunately my dad didn't wake me up at nine like I thought he would and I ended up sleeping from six-thirty to twelve, soooo. . . .]

1) I must have been in some store, either a general store or a pharmacy, because I was looking at a shelf that had several pill bottles on it. I recall that their tops were shaped somewhat oddly.
*** this is the second time medicine has appeared in my dream. if it keeps on like this it'll be a dream sign.



2) In real life CLS is a Christian Camp that I used to attend during the summer for one week, but here in this dream it was slightly different. There were four groups and we were placed into whatever Hogwarts House we were (so of course I was in Gryffindor), and our "levels" were determined on what grade we were in. I was a junior so the year after would be my last year to come unless I became a counselor.

The place that we were in was sort of like the school cafeteria back in Ucon with a "log cabin" sort of theme. There was a large but old fridge pushed to the side and by collecting food in our bags we would obtain points for our teams. I remember thinking something like, I wish this was a Nano-Fridge, which comes from The Sims 3 in the Nano-Microwave. If the fridge was a Nano-Fridge then it would have been of better quality and would have kept it from breaking. Every time the fridge broke we were instructed to stop running and dump our food on the ground (or on the table, which ever worked better) so that the counselors could fix it.



3) In The Sims 3 for console there is a particular character called Willow Lynd, and she lives with the other local Goths. I was sitting with her in what I would assume to be a library (though to be honest it was really as though I had been sucked into the living room of The Clique house--the house that she originally lives in in the game. The walls are red, the carpet is red, the chairs and sofas are red, and the windows are big. Someone distrusted Willow due to her "Goth" status--I think it was an authority figure, but I can't be sure--but I can't recall how she felt about that.

At some point during that dream I stood up and walked over to them, though. There were a lot of people in the room over.



4) Another effing Sims dream. Each Trait you choose for your Sim would open up a different "Challenge" (or story line). The ones that I were looking at were technological, so I was probably thinking about the Computer Whiz Trait. Also, I caught a glimpse of the daughter on there turning into a Teenager.



5) Nothing but crystals in a cavern. The crystals had a blue tint. . . .



6) Jarvis and I were playing some sort of video game with one another. I'm not entirely sure but it seemed that the objective was to become a leader over a land by recruiting people. My character was a female and she was going to some area that almost looked as if though it had been abandoned. The stone bridge was crumbling, the grasses were growing out of control and trees' branches had fallen onto the trail. She kept persisting through the wilderness and eventually reached civilization. I'm not clear on what happened but I don't think that she was welcomed with open arms.

She escaped through the pipes during the night. It was a full moon.