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Dream 1(fragments):

There was something about some organization and protecting some cities, then i was controlling a plane and had to shoot down some enemy vehicles/planes using some kind of energy weaponry.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was with some group and we were going through some jungles, then temple and then we got attacked by a tribe of some furry creatures with spears and were fighting back.

Dream 3(fragment):

Something was going on in a large hall.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was with some group and we were traveling through some cities and were searching something, there was some talk about city named 'Greenies', which was the city full of money makers and scammers. Eventually after going through some other places we have reached it and on the way we also met anthro furry who told us more about Greenies. Apparently the most of the city was built of the same houses and there was some kind of scamming going on all over the place.
Soon we have found some kind of house where people were trying to heal kids from some mental diseases but truly they were just making money and doing even worse, there was one girl that was trying to kill everyone. We have started planning to rescue everyone but then dream ended.

#231 - DILD - 7:20AM

I'm going to have to say that this is one of my very most favorite dreams. I just loved everything about it.

I am with a group of musicians at some outdoor event. They ask someone where the "auditory event" is. The person points in two different directions, "Audience, over there. Non-audience, over there."

Suddenly, there is some country singer sitting in front of us with an acoustic guitar. There is some non verbal agreement that he will play with them. He asks us to give him a moment to warm up first. He starts singing some Johnny Cash song getting only a few seconds in then stops, shaking his head. Then, he sings the intended song that sounds for like George Straight. His voice is deep and rich and the sound quality is amazing. I look over at the musicians. They are just lounging with their instruments listening instead of joining in. I yell at them and they slowly get their guitars and keyboard out.

Suddenly, I realize this is a dream. I think is a perfect set up for a goal of mine. I take an acoustic and start playing with the man and find myself standing with him on a stage. I totally fake playing but I sound awesome. The sound quality of the dream is just amazing. I then begin singing with the man and the lyrics sound like an actual song that I can't remember now. I look down at one point and see that my guitar is very strange looking with only four strings. I shrug and continue on. At some point, I hear a female voice join in with us. She sounds amazing but I don't see her anywhere. There are white sheets hanging all around the stage. As I play and sing, I move through them expecting to find the her hiding from us. I give up after a while because I am more interested in performing. I never see a crowd and there is just darkness beyond the stage but I don't care about that. I just play on.

We go on to another song and now it sounds very classic rock. The country singer is nowhere to be found but it sounds like someone is playing with me. I look down and realize I am now playing with an electric guitar. The song sounds a lot like "Stay With Me Tonight" by Quiet Riot but also totally unique. The riffs start out slow and the picks up with some high pitch squalls. I sing like a rock god and fully enjoy my new found abilities. At one point I see a whiteboard with the lyrics appearing on it as I sing the words. I am still lucid but its like someone else has taken over. All of this just comes almost automatically with just a little bit of direction from myself. I concentrate on the whiteboard and really try to remember the words I am singing so I can record it when I wake up. I repeat a chorus several times trying my best to remember it but it was just too difficult holding the performance together and memorizing it at the same time. I realize this as there is now a bit of a breakdown in the song. I remember singing something like, "Wont you or will you stay? I need to know because I'm so crazy crazy crazy crazzzzyy." Then the song dissolves.

I decide to go with something with beat now and imagine a setup like Beardyman's. I pretend I have a foot peddle with all sorts of distortions, large soundboard in front of me, a mic on a stand. I throw three separate beatbox sounds and loop each sound one at a time until I hear all three at once. After each sound I fiddle with controls on an invisible soundboard. The fact that I cannot see it doesn't stop me. The effect is very techno and amazingly legit. I then pick out a simple riff that I invented back when I was learning to play the guitar IWL. Once it all comes together I just stop in awe of myself. I say, "Now THAT is what this was supposed to sound like." I listen to the loop once more and I suddenly wake up.

One of the later dreams:

> I pulled off I-80 to the right (Not off an off-ramp, Off to the side) to a greenhouse or some such place and while I was in there I knocked over a large slab of yellow melon (Which had no skin and was unprotected from dirt and such but didn't get dirty) and after I put it back up a small dog started eating it. I went to the other side of the building to talk with employees (Including one man who had a mustache and was balding a bit but who wasn't Jeff Yeager the Cheapskate) about buying the melon but couldn't as it was discontinued or something like that if I remember right. I notice now that there wasn't any highway noise.

Later in the same place I was in a room and watched Rescue 911 on TV and I said that the TV show was on from 1991 to 1996 (Though that's true I meant that it started in 1991 but it started in 1989) cried about something regarding a young child while an older woman watched it.

I was then later in another room which was fairly empty and then later went into another room where I spoke to a woman. The weather may have been slightly rainy outside and I saw that out of the windows.

> Later, I was in a Walmart carrying my Telecaster, Thinking of playing a song inside it and then while I was in there the intercom system on the house phone paged my phone and I answered it, And Father was on the other side of the line talking very faintly and said something about "My son" And I was alerted.

#230 - DILD - 4:51AM

I am playing The Simpson's Tapped Out in my phone but it changes and there's something saying BRONZE AGE and I start collecting pieces of bronze verses XP and Money. Suddenly all the Simpson's characters become medieval knights with swords. The screen zooms in on a man in a gray cloak with a blue capped knight on each side.

I decide this is a dream and put my phone down. I think about walking out the back door and I am suddenly stepping out to the back deck.I run into the back alley forgetting any task but fully enjoying the vividness of the dream. I look down the alley both ways as far down as I can see but the distant views are blurry though I can make out what the neighborhood looks like. For no reason I decide to run left and fully expect to come to the main road after a block but I am suddenly in a different neighborhood.
I run another block heading left again until I come to a house that gets my attention.

I decide to be a criminal and break in curious what I will find. There is a side door with a large glass pane in the middle.I punch it and let the glass shatter. I almost float through the opening but I pause worried about the occupants of the home defending their property. instead, I out my head in and shout, "Helloooooo?" There is no answer so I open the door and go in.

I still feel the need for caution so I slow creep through the first room. I look around and see its more like an enclosed porch and is mostly empty of stuff. As I sneak a long it feels like I am moving painfully slow and I want to speed a little but I seem unable to. I finally reach a hallway and peek around the corner.

I see that Immediately to my right there is a doorway to a kitchen. The layout is simple with a long counter wrapped around the right wall and nothing on the left. I spot an middle aged heavy set woman standing there with her back to me. It looks like she has a corded phone in her left shoulder while peeling something like carrots or potatoes over a trash can. I feel like I need to take her out. I look at the counter and see a pair of scissors on the counter. I rush forward, snatch up the scissors, then move behind the woman all in one fluid motion. Then I quickly out my left hand over the woman's mouth and jabbed the scissors into her lungs with my right hand. I quickly stab her 3 times before I realize what I am doing. I just murdered a woman in cold blood! I let her limp body drop to the floor and wipe the blood off the scissors on her shirt. I briefly worry about finger prints but remember its just a dream. I still know I am dreaming so I continue in without giving her a second thought.

I rummage around the house looking for anything interesting expecting to find something amazing. I think about the September ToTM of last year and hope there is a teleport device someplace. I run up and down the hallway and open closets and cabinets but find nothing interesting. I soon wake up.

#229 - WILD - 4:19

There is a first lucid part to this but I lost it. I end partially waking and trying to DJ but find myself back in the dream. I try telling myself that its ok I'll remember it later but I can't. I end up having an OBE style dream with no vibes and leave the bedroom. I hear a strange loud sucking noise (probably a distorted sound of the fan) and the bed room door opens slowly. I feel fear and try to yell at it and challenge whatever is about to come at me. I can't seem to get any words out and can only let out a gasp like in typical SP. The bedroom door suddenly slams shut with a loud bang.

I suddenly find myself back in bed with my arms pinned down. I try to fight it at first but decide to calm myself and just let it go. I try to transition several times but have a difficult time with it. I eventually wake up.

Two nights ago, I had a long, boring dream about my family... I didn't write anything down and now I can't remember anything.

Last night, I had a long, boring dream about driving... I don't even know if I had a goal, I just remember driving, endless driving. So boring.

I gain recall when Im waking with an old friend of mine from middle school his name is Walter who was a really cool person with everyone. I remember walking down his hallway and going through a door that led to some bleachers filled with a whole mess of people. I remember having a conversation with him and he was saying "I barely know and of these people" and I replied "thats because theres 4 schools on this cruise. So at that point I remember walking around the bleachers to see who I knew and I remember seeing Jazmin from my middle school with her lil possy of 2 or 3 sitting on the edge of bleachers and I told there was a group going to the club tonight called "Alcohol" which was the only club on the cruise ship. So then she was still thinking about it and I was like "hit it up if your down to party". Then after that I fainted remember taking some shots at a bar with a huge crowd partying around me and then regaining vividness when I am in this room with some people which I believed contained the best gamers in the world and we were drafted into a tournament which we were about to get out matchups for the day. I remember seeing one of my white friends Johnathan in a gray suit saying that hes dressed up as some unknown name that I dont remember. After I remember him saying the name another 5 people showed up in gray suits which was mad random. After that I notice all the televisions turned on in the room and it was like Bocampers where there are TVs are every where and they were showing clips of Tekken from playstation 1 and I remember seeing Jet Lii and Eddie the break dancer that I used to choose to beat everyone. At this point I remember I got hungry and started eating food in my dreams which at one point I was looking in the fridge and said "ima make macaroni " who wants some and walked out to the room where everyone was at and offered a bowl to my friend Chris which at that point I looked down at the macaroni and saw that they were infested with those lil black bugs that make holes in the macaroni.

(This dream took place after waking up from the previous one, and falling asleep again.)

I was in a smallish room. I think I remember there being sort of an office-y style to the room, with a plant, sofa, table, etc... Outside was a long, narrow corridor, with lights spaced out very specifically, on the ceiling. It looked kind of like a hospital corridor. Suddenly, all of the lights went out simultaneously and I closed the door, scared. Like the last dream, I became lucid out of nowhere. I closed my eyes and willed the lights to turn back on. When I opened the door again, the lights were on, but the light from them looked kind of strange and hard to explain. It sort of looked hazy and unreal. After that, the same thing happened as the previous dream. I started to wake up, rubbed my hands together, and forgot the rest of the dream.

I was with my Dad and Step-mum and we were about to get onto a plane, headed to New York (I think). As we got on, the room suddenly shifted and began to look like some sort of high security vault. I don't really know why, but I suddenly became lucid. All I can remember is being surrounded by a couple of people I didn't recognise. I closed my eyes and tried to materialise something out of thin air. I opened my eyes and there was a small chest in front of me. I picked it up and opened it, and there was a ring inside. I could feel myself starting to wake up so I rubbed my hands together and my body started feeling like it was tingling a lot. I can't remember anything after that, but I woke up pretty soon.

Used some different tactics last night (mnemonics and tagging) and did improve my recall
Dream 1:
I was at my good friend brad and his roommates new house. It was massive he showed me around the entrance area, which I remember little of other than the fact that there were a lot of things to which I replied, "dude, that is so sick" and other similar comments. We then went to one of the bedrooms, it was huge and had the type of ceiling that followed the roof all the way up to its peak. It was dark but the walls were black with these huge brightly glowing blue checkers on it. In each checker was a different poster or fat-man I guess of some sports illustrated swimsuit models. I stood in awe of the room for a few seconds before I noticed his roommate (someone who I know here at nuke school and does not know brad at all) had 3 women in his bed. I laughed pretty hard and apologized, and he just responded with a "sup dude?" Brad and I had a good laugh afterwards.

Dream 2:
We were at school though it was a different set up with super long streets lined with our rooms. We all knew of this doomsday event that was happening but nobody knew what it was about. It was chaos with everyone trying to figure out what was going on. I noticed someone from class sneaking around and I ran to the room he had left from (not his) and broke in, I saw some of his stuff in there and began snooping around. I uncovered something that linked him to whatever was going on but the dream becomes fuzzy after that.

Dream 3:
I was in a large group of people, we had some type of physical training we had to accomplish which was shown to us on some kind of futuristic hologram. Instead of doing this, a lot of us went to see a movie instead. We returned and whoever was in charge gave us another physical assignment, I don't recall anything after this.

I'm standing in a clearing filled with men in armor and horses, near some trees. The guy I'm talking to is psyching himself up, saying he can't get excited about fighting unless it's (the particular people we're about to fight) - with anyone else, why bother? I refer to Alexander, the man we're following, as "the undiminished king."

A woman in a modern setting believes she's being punished, looking up at the sky and addressing her father the storm god, "What have I done?" - but what she saw as a punishment was meant as a message, about a friend who she's separated from.

1st person, as a wolf, a woman stroking my jaw and debating out loud whether to leave me in that form.

A teenage boy having guilt-induced hallucinations about a man he'd hurt, seeing him with a face burnt black and empty holes for eyes, I can see the wall behind him through the holes.

A book with an illustration of a red circle covered in black markings has gotten soaked and the markings are washing away, and the boy who damaged it is apologizing, but the girl who owns it is saying it wasn't the real deal after all, if it would run.

September 15, 2013

notes: a rather long dream, hard to remember all the details, lucid towards the end, attempted a dream share

Deeper than Underground
There are bad guys beneath this office building, the corporate kind you know about but you can't do anything about it. We just go about our office life pretending the bad guys aren't down there.

But a couple of my friends want to find out the truth of what's happening down there. In the basement of the office building is a giant door leading to the underground. We can hear noises, footsteps, voices. My friend, whose gone down there, tells me about what he's seen. Its a huge labyrinth down there, possibly for the military industrial complex. The scientists down there are conducting experiments. Either way, its too dangerous to go down there unless you have a death wish.

The dangerous scientists are climbing up the stairs. They see us and we run before they can catch us. We run outside but were afraid to be seen outside as well. There guards are everywhere. There's even people who look like ordinary civilians on the other side of the street who work for this "underground".

We climb the chain link fence into this tiny square of a patch of grass. There's a cross and roses, someone died here. But still, it felt like the safest place to be. Me and my friends stay in this little grassy square for a while before deciding we have no choice but to face the underground agents head on.

Walking back we joke about how were gonna beat the shit out of those agents. "we'll go wild on them!". My friend howls like a wolf. "You're doing it all wrong!" I said, so I out howl him. But my other friend shakes his head "This is how you howl" and he out howls all of us.

Were back to that room that leads to the underground, but the agents surround us and in moments my friends were taken away. Dragged underground to who knows what. At that point I meet the leader of this underground - its my uncle???

Traitor! How could he! (attack on titan ref?)

His army has surrounded the office building. The employees pretend they don't see the war happening outside and continue to stay glued to their computer screens.

I scarcely recognize my uncle with that sinister smug. He tells me that his current mission is to capture me. He tells me there's no point in running because his agents are literally everywhere. So his mission is to capture me? For what? What does he plan to do to me?

His thugs chase me but I evade them each time. So my uncle throws a curve ball, he tells me "You can go back inside the office building, if you do so you'll be safe. We won't chase or use you anymore. But know if you make this decision I'll use children in your place"

What's he going on about? I go back inside the office building and for a few moments I consider that I should stay here because its safe. The employees are mindlessly away ticking at work. I look outside and I can see the thugs dragging away two young black children that they picked up from the street. The little girl was crying as they were pulling her by the hair.

I look behind me and think, did everyone in this "safe" building make this blind sacrifice? I can't stand the sight anymore! I jump outside and try to attack my uncle, but all of my attacks are useless.

I don't see the kids anywhere "Where are the kids! Where did you take them!"

My uncle blabs on making sarcastic remarks, but I'm too pissed at this point to pay attention. The thugs surround me again, they really do mean to capture me. I can see behind them that the two children were released. My uncle goes up to them and hugs them as if he actually cares for their safety. It disgusts me!

I clench my fist waiting for the thugs to make their move - when - I see an Asian girl on the other side of the street motion for me to come towards her. She's hiding in the buildings shadow. A rebel?

I rush through the mob of thugs and join my new friend on the other side. "Hurry its not safe here!" She guides me safely out of these dangerous streets filled with agents of the underground.

"Who are you?"

"We - are Deeper than Underground. The only way to survive is to know your friends."

I understand what she means. The underground has infiltrated even the common work place, then they are everywhere and can be anyone.

As I ran next to her I felt I could trust her with my life. I also felt she was extremely alert, aware, alive and someone I've always known. "Wait, what's your name? I don't want to forget it!"

"Nyu"

"New?"

"No, Nyu"

I'm not sure I'm pronouncing or spelling it right.

"Over there is a safe house, keep your head low!" I ran all over the city, but the "safe house" was overlooking the office building I just left. Now I get it, the bad guys aren't expecting this safe house to be right in plain sight. We couldn't exactly run to the house. We had to crouch and keep low and make sure the thugs still standing in the office parking lot don't see us.

"A kitty cat!" There was a fat lazy cat outside. The grass was super green. And this house, in the middle of a desolate city, was so damn cute. "In here" We go inside the house and its pure magic for me. I'm just in awe of every little detail. The dishes. The chair. The cabinetry. Who ever lived here must have been a happy person.

"There is your house right?"

Nyu doesn't answer. She just warns me "Don't stand by the window or they'll see you"

But the dining room window caught me off guard. It was directly facing where my uncle is. Why, why is he doing this? Suddenly my dream goes through a weird shift, like slow motion.

I can see a blonde girl lived here with her little brother. They were happy. "I" was standing in the dining room watching them play outside in their yard. My "friends". Suddenly the agents of the underground slaughter them. The window glass shatters! They're coming for me! And ----

I wake up startled and disoriented in the back seat of a car. Nyu looks just as taken back. "What was that, it was like a memory. Nyu it was your memory wasn't it!"

Nyu was the one who was standing in the dining room watching the agents slaughter he friends. "---gasp---You saw my memory! I saw your memories too!" But Nyu doesn't tell me what memory of mine she saw.

The woman driving us also looks asian, she must be Nyu's mother. "That house isn't safe anymore. You two are lucky"

I don't remember what happened, but something went wrong. Me and Nyu are once again on our feet on the run. Its night time now and nearly pitch black. The thugs are right behind us and in front of us, tall ass chain link fences. I go right through the fences as though I'm water, again and again and again. I look behind me, Nyu is having a harder time. The thugs are right behind her. "Hurry!"

I realized we have to run in a zig-zag pattern to lose them. I quickly change direction and run up the emergency fire-escape. Its so dark in front of me. But I can still sense a shadow in front of me. The thug didn't think I'd see him coming, so when I guarded myself I threw him off guard and falls off the fire-escape. Me and Nyu make it through the night.

"This way!" We run down a city street. "This entire street is deeper than underground. Were safe here." She kicks open a door to a basement apartment - headquarters. "You're okay!"

For the first time I got to meet the rest of the Deep. Just a random mish-mashed group of civilians, whose eyes have seen war. The HQ was fast away tracking down the movements of the undeground's activities. They hid nothing from me, showing me their plans and everything.

"But one thing I don't understand is how did you escape. Nyu told me you evaded an agent who attacked from the shadows?"

"You see, they were chasing us from behind. He didn't expect us to see him attacking from the shadows in front of us. It was easy to throw him off guard."

The Deeper than Underground seemed impressed with my first victory. They talk to Nyu, assigning her a new mission. "Were going to meet up with a new team. But be on your guard, we don't know whose side these guys are really on"

Its daytime now and me and Nyu head to our mission's destination. As always, we keep our heads low and out of sight of strangers. Hiding behind some bushes we meet up with our team leader "You see those guys down there? They're a notorious gang. But we need to know if they are agents, or if they'll help us" Nyu jumps to the task without fear. I had my hesitations to jump in the mix of a gang of boys.

But around this time I had something else to worry about. I'm dreaming. And I have a lucid goal that I need to perform. I wont be able to help Nyu fight the Underground anymore. I fly down to her side "I have to go. But before I do, please tell me your whole name so I don't forget"

Nyu smiles, she tells me her whole name. But, I've forgotten her last name. All I remember is Nyu.

I close my eyes and start my lucid task - dream sharing. It didn't work and a few minutes later I woke up.

Sunday, 9/15/13

Last night, bed 1:30 - 9:45

DR - It's at night, I'm on the driveway, showeling some dirt, dust from the blacktop street. I turn the showel around, to see which way it will make the least noise, so it doesn't bother the neighbors. Showeling or scraping.

Now I'm inside. The owner got a complaint from a person living few streets away. We don't even know why would she complain about our place, since she can't even see it. But I learn that she complains about other things that don't concern her too.

I'm sitting at the desk, holding a tiny kitten. The complaining neighbor is coming over. So the owner of the house gives me a small bottle of milk to feed the kitten. I guess to soften up the mean neighbor, to show her, that we are nice. But the kitten tells me that the milk is a bit sourish. I tell her I may have milk in my apartment, I'll go get it. I know I don't have milk, but Half&Half. But they don't need to know it.

anthony was at my house for some reason and he has a bunch of acid which i asked him for. i asked what would happen if i took the entire role and he saidi that i would have ceisure.


i gave a piece to natt and apiece to myseelf. within minutes we both felt very euphoric and all the colors felt brighter. i went in my house and felt really high and my mom said she needed help with the grocieries. i panicked but played it cool and yelled back noooooo i cant help...because thats wat not high mat would do and i didnt want her to be suspicious if i helped with the grocieries.

when i went back into the garage nat was playing some facing game and we both giggled at the screen which was mor[hing colors and such into pinks and blues. i was like yeaaah lets play.

but than and old friend caleld and was asking for urgent help. i called and he was asking for a name of someone i didnt know. he hung up.

i yelled at natt for when i got of the phone for cheating on the video game. i told her to wait tll i got off the phone but she defied me and kept playing.

at one pt i realized i must be dreaming cuz anytthony would never come over to my house....i ignored these thoughts and kept being high

next thing i know natt and i are in a big group of people. natt reasured me that its cool and we somehow end up in a sky skraper with natts friends mom. nat was wearing a robe but she decides to get naked. the mom doesn't care.

i talk to the group asking if they thought i was talking weird to my mom in the kitchen? they saidi i was normal and ireplie good cause i felt like my eyeballs wer guna fall outa my face and i wasnt sure if my mom noticed. we stay in the sky skraper and i forget what the rest hasppens.

I’m racing Rane around the yard of grandma’s house. I’m going really fast, it’s so fun. At one point I really push myself and feel the strain. On the fourth lap, I see she’s not far behind me so I concentrate really hard on getting to the end mark.

I remember seeing a bunch of vivid green leaves on the trees on the left on one lap.

-Lost a dream due to not realizing I was awake. I got a glimpse but lost it before I could try and coax it out. :/

Inspiration: Rane was over last night until late. Can’t believe I didn’t have ‘running’ as a goal already since I love it so much IWL.

Edit: Just this could have come from Cheetu from Hunter x Hunter since I had just seen an episode with him, and I had added running like him as a goal recently.

Notes: I stayed up an hour late hanging out with my besty since it was her birthday. It’s probably when I’m really tired, but I noticed that sometimes I won’t realize that I’m awake and going through my dream in my head until the memories start fading. Sucks!

I joined the Intro Class yesterday evening, and am going to be working on the DILD technique for a while. :3