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I had a weird dream. It was almost as if I was dreaming about being lucid, rather than actually being lucid, if that makes sense. I was walking around the streets of my hometown, trying to gain control. I kept shouting, "clarity now!", but my dream scene kept fading.

Third attempt (didn't try last night, had very short, barely clear dreams). I've read about PBILD (dreamviews(dot)com/f44/peanut-butter-gives-you-more-realistic-dreams-110952/), lol. It seems the consensus agrees it works, so I've decided to eat some PBed toast before I do my usual routine.
(I decided to name this post Szerencsetlen because of:

youtube(dot)com/watch?v=PwjShn7Xi_4

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This is my first DV DJ entry.. I do keep a blog about my dreams (because I can blog from my phone, so I won't have to bother turning on my computer, waiting, and losing dream details), but I really wanted to share this one.

The main dream was about my mum and i having an operation. When we were put under, i had a lucid dream. But when i woke up, back into the main dream, i did not maintain my lucidity.

Which is a bit stupid, because NOTHING was rational in the main dream. ..the operation room was a field, the sky was Orange and the doctors were skelletons. ..noooothing weird at all about that which might suggest being in a dream, right? XD

It kinda looked like an Iron Maiden poster, which is weird, because I hardly ever listen to Iron Maiden. I like them, but lately I've been more into J-rock and haven't listened to them for a while.
Maybe my brain went operation=doctors=nurses=women=virgins=maiden=iron maiden?

For some reason, I was being sent to this so called prison every day of the week for an hour a day, and it was really just the WienerSnitchzel that is only right up the street from me, but they gave me homework, 9 pages a night too. I was not happy about it, and nor was my stepdad. He drove me home, and said that He would try to get it so that I'd only have to go once a week. What is strange is that my Stepdad is in a home because he can't walk... and things aren't looking good for him, so why was he out, and why was he driving? Anyways, we stopped in a pathway with a field, in which I found out my brother was also in the car. We travelled down a path in this field, until we came across a ramp that was much too steep to walk up for any human, but somehow, my brother and my stepdad did just fine, even with his handicap! Nonetheless, there was no way I could do it, and I saw a small tower, the way up was a stack of multi-colored shoes, that I had to climb. As I tried, it was not that easy though, in fact, the stack fell over twice, and I could not get up, but somehow I miraculously got up the hill, and ran fast to try and catch up. Through a corn field and past a highly athletic sport course. I ran, so I fit in as a jogger, and once I was out, I was pulled away by a old friend, and a few more. Suddenly, I was surrounded by my old classmates, and they told me to put on some trunks, so I did. We were at a beach, and we were all with bathing suits on, and my mom was supervising, but that's where it ended.

What does that mean?

I took 100 mg b-complex at 3:45 pm

Bed at 11pm, but didn't fall asleep until much later.

Woke up at 2:57
Woke up from DR at 4:22am - quite vivid, full color, I slept on my right side during this dream
My friend K is in town K, and I'm helping her get to town Lála to a dormitory for new teachers. We ask around at the bus stop, (I speak hungarian) which way is Lala, I also see numerous street posts with directions to many places.

We got to the dormitory. Now we have to go back, to pick up the car she left at the cultural center.

We are back at the dorm. As we are leaving again, she stops by an assembly and tells hungarian jokes in slovak. The crowd is loving it.

We get to the old and creepy building. Inside is dark and looks like abandoned factory. There is a huge elevator with mean door - if you not fast enough, it may pinch you. We get on, only to get off, apparently because of me, we have to go to second floor.

There is a train station. The train is about 25 feet wide, flat conweyor belt. We get on and sit down. Suddenly there is silver colored water spilling over the belt as the belt starts to move sideways. Looks like a flood. We are moving towards some low houses and there is a disturbance in the water ahead and I realize those are elefant heads sticking out.

We try to swim to the left to awoid them. But here are houses and fences. We maneuver so we don't hit anything. Dry land. Some kind of a zoo? There are animals everywhere. A lion launches at me but passes by. There is a group of beings and I get a feeling they are there to be amused by us in this situation. I get mad at them and throw a potato at the but of an gazelle that's standing facing these creatures in hope, it will charge at them. I got an idea to pick up more potatoes to protect myself and start stuffing them in my shirt. A green parakeet flys at me and I throw a potato at him what makes him mad.

There is a black pipe metal construction and I think it's the zoo fence. I climb to the top. There is an elephant that tries to get me with his purple trunk. I grab it and it stretches, then it pulls free.

I had a very odd LD situation happen this morning.

My daughter leaves for school around 7 am so I am up at that point but then fell back asleep. I have tenants that decided to move out this morning so they woke me up again and again and again after that.

At some point I fell back asleep, realized I was dreaming, got very excited and tried to interact with someone in my dream and woke up.

But then I remember lying in bed and something didn't feel right. So I do what I have been trying to train myself to do... see if I could fall out of bed like fluid. I remember feeling like I was moving but not really... then I slid out of bed, hit the floor and when it didn't hurt I realized I was still sleeping and stood right up.

I do what I always tend to do in this situation, I flew up through my ceiling and tried to enter the second floor of my house. I remember having to rip through something and made it to the second floor but I woke right up.

I fell back asleep and had a very odd non lucid dream where I was second in charge of this company. (I watched horrible bosses a few days back and think I was incorporating part of that.) It was actually a really great dream and I remember waking up because I had to go to the bathroom and muttering, "No... damn it. Why did that have to be a dream?"

I used the bathroom, laid back down, put in ear plugs and tried to fall back asleep but never did.

I figured I would log it in because I promised myself I would keep track of them all no matter how short they are.

Lately I've been laying down to dream and I get a buzzing in my head/eyes and purple sparks that used to lead to a open dream scene. Lately that dream scene has not been appearing and instead I see and energetic sphere. I feel like I'm being pulled through a tunnel and I see a sphere with energy emanating from it. Now I've seen the sphere 3 times now. I haven't been able to actually LD. Yesterday everything happened in place as usual buzzing > purple sparks > feeling of being pulled through a tunnel. Then...(copy and paste)

I layed down to practice 'dreaming' and had no success at all for the first hour. I took off my brain wave generator head phones and decided to just nap. Within minutes the buzzing started. The usual buzzing in my eyes happened and I was waiting for the energetic sphere to come. It looked like it might start happening but instead I saw a box. It was a comical looking. It reminded me of Mcdonalds or something. I saw a smiley face on it and it seemed innocent. I wasn't able to see very clearly what it exactly was though. I tried to focus my vision on it and it would become clear for a moment. I could zoom in and out on it. I started to lose it when suddenly the buzzing increased and I saw the sphere, except the sphere was eclipsed by something. I saw that exact eclipse this morning when I watched the sunrise. It looked like something you see after watching the sun for a while. You know how you start to see a dark shadow in the same shape as the sun after watching it for a while? I saw the sphere eclipse and I didn't know what to think of it. Suddenly I was pulled through a fast moving energetic tube except 100 times more intense than ever. I was bolted through the universe and through everything that I know as me. I saw facebook melt into a digital nightmare, I saw my whole life jumbled into a strange mess. I became terrified as my whole existence jumbled together into a horrific, nonsensical nightmare. I wasn't exactly scared, I was just unsure. I zoomed around in a fractalated universe of strange things for a while then I gradually just came back and saw the ceiling of the guest room and realized that my eyes were open the whole time.

I felt like I tripped my balls off. I have no way of explaining this. I was hoping someone might be able to relate or give some insight. PLEASE. BTW I don't take any hallucinogens nor experiment with any drugs.

ok so this is my first entry: anyway the dream starts out in this huge room, not wide but tall. the room was a pale yellow and there was a old fashioned theater balcony about 20 feet up in the air hooked to the wall of the room. there was a creepy guy sitting in the booth starring down at me and i had no idea what was going on. ( i was trying to get a grasp on weather i was sleeping or not, but i guess i believed it was real at the time). anyway the man looked like the fat guy from fear and loathing in Las Vegas except he was wearing a sky blue suit. anyway i was trying to find a way out but there were no doors or windows. then there was a huge earthquake and the walls began to crumble. the second the light from the outside world began creeping in i woke up.

This was one of my Favorite LD's of all time! July 5, 2009
I thought I was dreaming but everything was dark . This has happen to me a few times but usually nothing comes of it because I can't make it light. I did the breathing through the nose and it worked but still it was like I had no body and everything was dark. Like a blank canvas (in the dark, lol) Then I thought ok maybe my eyes are closed. I tried to open my eyes and I remember them feeling very heavy and I was afraid I was going to wake up but I did it anyway and I was laying in my bed. At first I couldn't move but I did the hold the nose and breath (HNB) again and it worked so I realized I was still dreaming. I decided to get out of bed still afraid I was going to wake up and this wasn't really a dream. I kept doing the HNB and was working to my suprise every time. I pryed myself out of bed. I felt so heavy and almost the same feeling when your really tired and have to get up in the middle of the night to pee. I walked into the kitchen and Erik (my husband) was there. He doesn't really take my LDing very seriously and when I saw him I wasn't totally convinced that I was still LDing so I went into the spare bedroom and tried to go through the Mirror but it didn't work So I thought I must not be dreaming.
-jump-
I'm walking through the house and I see Erik and do another this time I do the HNB. It works so I walk up to him and with a big smile on my face say hey guess what your in my LD. He laughed replying "Oh really" he didn't really believe me. I was talking to him walking through the house then I relized he wasn't going to believe me till he had one himself. So I leave and start looking for someone else to talk to.
_-jump-
I try to go through a mirror again with no success that is something I have not been successful at yet in any of my LDs. I want to change the scenery. It is still semi dark in the house so I walk into another room and suddenly all the lights pop on all at once. I did another HNB, still LDing. This room was not a room in my house I am somewhere else. There are 3 or 4 ceiling fans and white walls with windows and long flowing curtains. I try to go through a window but that does not work either. Going through things just does not seem to work for me in my dreams I really want to figure that out. So then I go outside and I decide to fly so I start a small jog down a copple stone path along side the multi story beach front building I just came out of. YES, I'm at the beach! There are a few DC walking along the path. I take flight right before hitting the sand. A female DC point at me as a ascend into the sky . I am totally enjoying the flight. Doing flips and swooping down and almost hitting the water. Then I decide I've never gone underwater in my dreams. This water was the murky green color of the Maryland, Delaware east cost ocean. So I dive down out of the sky and almost make it a few times but only my arms would touch the water. So I keep trying and finally I make it. Just as I'm about to go under I see something swiming in the water a dark angler looking fish perhaps. So when I get beneth that water I spead my arms in search of the creature, I can't see a thing. I am not afraid because I am aware it is a dream. I relize I am holding my breath, so I decide to breath. I must admit I was a little nervous to breath the first time, but then excilerated by the fact I was breathing underwater!
Then I think I might of had a False Awakening
Now I am in a building I'm not sure where. I do a RC HNB it works I'm LDing. I walk around. As I look around it seems to be some kind of religous buiding but HUGE and beautiful. Mulit dome ceilings with detailed paintings. I try to remember what else I wanted to do while LDing and relize wait I want to talk to Josh (my fiance who died in a car accident 9 years ago). I keep thinking maybe I will seem him around the next corner but it's not working. I decide to ask some DC if they know a Josh Durrance. I ask this young male DC standing next to me if he knows of a Josh and he said no. So I ask to other make DC if they know of him and they said Josh, Josh Durrance yeah we know him. I was in shock and asked if they could take me to him. They said sure no problem. We walk outside of the building we are now in like an alley where cars pull up to drop people off. They tell me that he is in there, a bulding connected to the building we just came out of. There was a female DC she appeared to be a police officer or a security guard. I walk up to ask her if she can take me to Josh. She said he is in there but we need to wait. I remember looking around at all the people and the detail and how WOW, these people are all made up in my head, this is amazing! I see a baby boy and I look him over holding him and trying to put every detail of him in my memory, to his tiny fingernails to the little scratch on his chest. I sit down and start talking to the police officer lady and I believe it was the other two gentlemen that sat down with us in a circle sitting Indian style on the floor. I told her that this is all happening in my LD. I asked her for her phone number. She said it's diffrent then your phone numbers it as 4 numbers. I said oh I know we all have an extra number now attached to our original phone numbers IRL a 2 or an 8 depending if it it cellulor or landline. So I looked for a pen then relized I can't take it with me. All I remember is 6 and but there was only 4 numbers to the whole phone number Then I remember Josh. I asked if I could see him now. They said yes but be prepaired he doesn't look anything like he did before the accident. IRL he wasn't disfigured in the accident he just looked like he was sleeping. They showed me a picture but it wasn't very clear he looked shorter and his face was all disfigured. So I went into the room and saw him sitting there but it looked nothing like him. I started to cry all these emotions bubbling up inside of me. It wasn't the way he looked I could of cared less. It was that we where finally in the same room together again. I have missed him SO much and to just be in the same room was more then enough. The emotion felt SO Real and although I was crying it was of joy.
Then I woke up. This was my longest LD, but I can't believe I forgot to do my quest of going down to the center of the earth in an elevator!

This was one of my Favorite LD's of all time! July 5, 2009
I thought I was dreaming but everything was dark . This has happen to me a few times but usually nothing comes of it because I can't make it light. I did the breathing through the nose and it worked but still it was like I had no body and everything was dark. Like a blank canvas (in the dark, lol) Then I thought ok maybe my eyes are closed. I tried to open my eyes and I remember them feeling very heavy and I was afraid I was going to wake up but I did it anyway and I was laying in my bed. At first I couldn't move but I did the hold the nose and breath (HNB) again and it worked so I realized I was still dreaming. I decided to get out of bed still afraid I was going to wake up and this wasn't really a dream. I kept doing the HNB and was working to my suprise every time. I pryed myself out of bed. I felt so heavy and almost the same feeling when your really tired and have to get up in the middle of the night to pee. I walked into the kitchen and Erik (my husband) was there. He doesn't really take my LDing very seriously and when I saw him I wasn't totally convinced that I was still LDing so I went into the spare bedroom and tried to go through the Mirror but it didn't work So I thought I must not be dreaming.
-jump-
I'm walking through the house and I see Erik and do another this time I do the HNB. It works so I walk up to him and with a big smile on my face say hey guess what your in my LD. He laughed replying "Oh really" he didn't really believe me. I was talking to him walking through the house then I relized he wasn't going to believe me till he had one himself. So I leave and start looking for someone else to talk to.
_-jump-
I try to go through a mirror again with no success that is something I have not been successful at yet in any of my LDs. I want to change the scenery. It is still semi dark in the house so I walk into another room and suddenly all the lights pop on all at once. I did another HNB, still LDing. This room was not a room in my house I am somewhere else. There are 3 or 4 ceiling fans and white walls with windows and long flowing curtains. I try to go through a window but that does not work either. Going through things just does not seem to work for me in my dreams I really want to figure that out. So then I go outside and I decide to fly so I start a small jog down a copple stone path along side the multi story beach front building I just came out of. YES, I'm at the beach! There are a few DC walking along the path. I take flight right before hitting the sand. A female DC point at me as a ascend into the sky . I am totally enjoying the flight. Doing flips and swooping down and almost hitting the water. Then I decide I've never gone underwater in my dreams. This water was the murky green color of the Maryland, Delaware east cost ocean. So I dive down out of the sky and almost make it a few times but only my arms would touch the water. So I keep trying and finally I make it. Just as I'm about to go under I see something swiming in the water a dark angler looking fish perhaps. So when I get beneth that water I spead my arms in search of the creature, I can't see a thing. I am not afraid because I am aware it is a dream. I relize I am holding my breath, so I decide to breath. I must admit I was a little nervous to breath the first time, but then excilerated by the fact I was breathing underwater!
Then I think I might of had a False Awakening
Now I am in a building I'm not sure where. I do a RC HNB it works I'm LDing. I walk around. As I look around it seems to be some kind of religous buiding but HUGE and beautiful. Mulit dome ceilings with detailed paintings. I try to remember what else I wanted to do while LDing and relize wait I want to talk to Josh (my fiance who died in a car accident 9 years ago). I keep thinking maybe I will seem him around the next corner but it's not working. I decide to ask some DC if they know a Josh Durrance. I ask this young male DC standing next to me if he knows of a Josh and he said no. So I ask to other make DC if they know of him and they said Josh, Josh Durrance yeah we know him. I was in shock and asked if they could take me to him. They said sure no problem. We walk outside of the building we are now in like an alley where cars pull up to drop people off. They tell me that he is in there, a bulding connected to the building we just came out of. There was a female DC she appeared to be a police officer or a security guard. I walk up to ask her if she can take me to Josh. She said he is in there but we need to wait. I remember looking around at all the people and the detail and how WOW, these people are all made up in my head, this is amazing! I see a baby boy and I look him over holding him and trying to put every detail of him in my memory, to his tiny fingernails to the little scratch on his chest. I sit down and start talking to the police officer lady and I believe it was the other two gentlemen that sat down with us in a circle sitting Indian style on the floor. I told her that this is all happening in my LD. I asked her for her phone number. She said it's diffrent then your phone numbers it as 4 numbers. I said oh I know we all have an extra number now attached to our original phone numbers IRL a 2 or an 8 depending if it it cellulor or landline. So I looked for a pen then relized I can't take it with me. All I remember is 6 and but there was only 4 numbers to the whole phone number Then I remember Josh. I asked if I could see him now. They said yes but be prepaired he doesn't look anything like he did before the accident. IRL he wasn't disfigured in the accident he just looked like he was sleeping. They showed me a picture but it wasn't very clear he looked shorter and his face was all disfigured. So I went into the room and saw him sitting there but it looked nothing like him. I started to cry all these emotions bubbling up inside of me. It wasn't the way he looked I could of cared less. It was that we where finally in the same room together again. I have missed him SO much and to just be in the same room was more then enough. The emotion felt SO Real and although I was crying it was of joy.
Then I woke up. This was my longest LD, but I can't believe I forgot to do my quest of going down to the center of the earth in an elevator!

*coughs* i probably should have written this down a lot sooner.

I remember fighting D..I don't remember much else....but I had a FA afterwords and found myself in a truck and woke up.

I was also in some major city, and the previous dream was still on my mind, and that's when I thought that I could still be in a dream. I was at some arcade, kinda like chuck e cheese or something. I asked one of the DC's why they never let realize that they're in my dream, and she replied something to the nature of "it's because they're not as clever as you". She didn't seem like a DC at all. Almost sentient.

This is about an odd dream I had last night, I was not lucid, but it was rather vivid. Before I start you must know some people I talk about in my dream. Mrs. B is my band and chorus teacher and Vin is my best friend.

It started out at school, like a usual day, but I was told, by Mrs.B, I was to go to County Band Fest today. County Band Fest is an annual concert performed by kids in my area, you get two days off school to practice. She told me to wait in her car with Vin until she was ready. So, I did.
We waited there for a bit and suddenly the car started to drive itself. Before we knew it we were on a highway! But, we weren't scared. By now I probably should have done a reality check, but I wasn't aware I was dreaming. The car just kept driving, and it didn't hit a single car.
This went on for a while and I couldn't take it any longer, so I grabbed the steering wheel. Then we started hitting other cars. When we hit them though, we would go straight through them unharmed. The cars would fly off the road into oblivion and we wouldn't feel a thing.
Of course, I only went through this for a couple seconds until the car stopped. We got out and we were greeted by a trucker-looking man with an orange beard. I've never seen this DC before, so we'll him Mac. Vin and I asked Mac if he would help us get back to school. He said he would if we helped him with a favor. We went up on a hill and he told us to help him throw giant stuffed plush Angry Birds (you know, from that addicting cell phone game) at the local gas station.
Without questioning why, we did as he said. Eventually some people came out of the gas station and started throwing the birds back at us. It was fun, like a snowball fight. Then.... I don't remember what, this part of the dream is blank to me, but picked back up as if it were the next day.
I went to school, so apparently Mac helped us get back I guess, and I was in the shop room. There was Mrs.B, I have no clue what she was doing in the shop room but it's a dream, and she asked me to come over to her desk. She said the County Band director called and wondered why I wasn't there yesterday. I started my explanation, but then the dream ended.
Oddly, this dream has some elements of truth to it. County Band Fest is this week and I wasn't asked to go this year. Maybe that's the message behind the dream.

I am vaguely aware of my surroundings. I sit at a school computer terminal. I am in some sort of university for studying magic. On the computer, I am exchanging messages with different people. one of which tells me that people are starting to talk about me. I exchange a few messages with Raven Knight, then the dream skips to me cuddling with some random girl, the skips again to me standing in front of raven knight in an open area, possibly overlooking a city. While I am speaking with her, It crosses my mind that she is being used as a battery, possibly to power a city or something like that.

This dream left off in the same location as the one prior to it. I cannot remember anything from the prior dream other than it involved my mom.

I was waiting for the public bus at the corner of Red Hill and El Camino, where the uhaul station is. When I get on the bus, I leave my stuff on the bench, and did not bring it with me. Someone on the bus notices this and points it out to me, yet it does not cause me to go back and get it. The bus takes off and ends up somewhere in Los Angeles. It does not go along normal streets, but it appeared to go underground like a subway. I see rich people playing tennis and I ask someone "is this beverly hills?" "No" he replies. I end up in some mansion, or a museum.

I slept over Alec's this night, so I didn't get to record anything down (of course on a day I have a bunch of dreams), but I remember some stuff. Hopefully it will come back to me as I'm typing this up. (It didn't).

The dream I remember the most is this one where I was at school, and it was on the verge of being taken over by a swarm of thorny vines. We all needed to get out because once these vines took over the place, we could never escape. I vaguely remember a mine cart in one of the rooms or something, and it may have had something to do with our escape. But anyway, eventually, after a bunch of stuff I don't recall, I was outside the school. There was still a little bit of time left, and I knew that there were a lot of people in there that weren't going to make it. I summoned up the courage to go back inside and save some people. The one I was after was Jenn. She was with some other people on one of the mine carts, so they came too. We got outside just in time, and I thought about all of the people I couldn't save, and I also thought about all of the stuff that I left inside the school.

There's a glimpse I remember of this dream where I am in this record store and Lindsay happened to be there. She was complaining about all of the records being mainstream, and I muttered that she shouldn't be talking, because that's all she listens to.