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Good morning! Had a pretty sweet night. Alot of dreams actually and I couldn't go back to sleep after my second lucid.

23.40: Sleep

06.00: Floating on a balloon
I'm with Monica on a bus and we're on Gran Canaria. "This is the last day you know" I tell her. "Oh, that was quick" she says. We're satisfied though. All of a sudden we're in a river. I'm holding onto a black balloon. Two ropes go down a few meters from it, and at the bottom there's a swing. Monica stands on the swing. I try to navigate but it's really hard. All of a sudden we stop. Our anchor has gotten stuck at the bottom. Monica pulls it free.

We decide to go upriver this time, but we keep sinking. I flap my arms and we rise to the surface. I check the balloon and it's getting smaller. All of a sudden we arrive at some house. There's a guy there with a very high-tech looking chair. "This is a new game, like virtual reality" he tells me. I inflate the balloon again and it almost bursts. I figure the rubber has been stretched too much. "You're the first one here actually" he tells me. A few other people arrive.

06.00: Half arsed WBTB 15 minutes

07.00: Weird game, weird girl MILD
I'm playing a very weird game. It's some kind of RPG game and I'm a character called "Mummer." It's a white clothed monk-looking guy. He's fat, and he uses spells to attack. To make the spells work, you have to wave your arms in certain ways. There are loads of spells to be used, but I can't do more than one, which is some kind of laserbeam by holding one hand back and one to the front. I kill a monster using it. I'm starting to get frustrated. I watch a video of some guy who does some awesome firespell.

The dream skips. I'm now going to play the game with my brother Martin. We're in my bed and Martin chooses the warrior. I get up and head over to the table to fetch something. When I get lucid. "Hey Martin, you should join me" I tell him. I explain that I'm dreaming and that we can meet up in the dreamworld. "Just take these earplugs and go to sleep, I'll wait for you." Martin heads over to the bed and I'm left standing there. I get bored in an instant. "Hurry up dude" I tell him and head out.

As I open the door to my appartment, I hear a very loud rushing sound. Like some pipe is leaking loads of water. The elevator is about to close and there's a black dog standing outside of it. With the leash going into the elevator. "Wait!" I yell and grab the door just in time. A girl in her late twenties, with short black hair is in it. "Trying to kill your dog are you?" I ask her and push the button. She gives me a big smile. I grab her breasts and kiss her to pass the time. I remember that I can't close my eyes and open them instantly. I almost lose the dream.

The elevator stops at the bottom and we get out. I start going to the right, she to the left. I don't intend to have LD sex. "Where's my log?" (in Swedish the raw translation means like, where's my dick) she says all of a sudden. I look down and I can see that I'm arroused. What the hell! I start walking towards her. I can see she's not wearing any underwear as she pulls her flowery skirt up. She starts walking away, teasing me with her ass. She exits the building but I catch up just outside. I grab her, turn her around and enter her. I go at it but lose the dream just as I'm about to finish.

07.00: Fragments
*I'm with my coworker Björn. We're walking on a beach. A cliff appears ahead and we have to crawl through a tight scaffold or whatever to get onto the path going under the cliff. Björn climbes through easily, but it takes forever for me to go anywhere. I figure it's because I'm so tall.

*My brother Morgan is playing a first person RP game. He's trying to hit a few rings flying through the air, but he can't. I push him away and try myself. One after the other I take the rings out with my bow. When the last one's been knocked down I spot a note. It fell from one of the rings. I grab it and try to read it. It sounds like a riddle in gibberish.

08.40: Drowing kid
I'm with my brothers, my mom and another small kid on a dock. The small kid keeps giving me the finger. "You can't do that, you're too young" I tell him. Fucking brat. Morgan and he runs away and we watch them. The small kid loses his footing for a second and falls into the water. Me and Martin runs over there as fast as we can and dive in. I can't go under water, it's like I've got a life jacket on. Martin goes down and after a few seconds the small kid appears. "I can't talk under water!" he says as he breaks the surface.

I grab him and swim closer to the dock. My mom grabs his arms "Watch it, he's fragile" she says. We get up and sigh. That was scary. Morgan and the kid runs further down the dock and soon after we hear a splash. Morgan shows up smiling a second later though, atleast he can swim...

08.40: Police
I'm sitting in a couch in my mom's house. I'm trying to un-tangle some fishing line. Suddenly two huge guys show up. They look like cops. They look at me for a second. All of a sudden an old man starts screaming with a machinegun in his hand. Everyone in the room is panicking, but no one fires a shot. Ater a while the cops make people put their guns down and take them out back. I look through the window and can see two of my coworkers in a small house, being interrogated by the cops. Valdis walks up to me afterwards and tells me about it. "They kept us there for an hour and tried to pin us to a crime, but they couldn't."

08.40: Tigers



I'm with my family at a nice picknick area. Some foreign guy is singing at the beach. Martin and I head for a walk. We spot two huge white tigers walking. "How much do you reckon they cost each?" I ask him. "I dunno, probably more than a million each" he replies. The tigers walk away but another one shows up, it's more got some orange in its fur. It runs past us and god damn it's huge! And the speed, it's amazing. People stand still, intrigued and frightened at the same time.

A few more tigers show up and they run all over the place. One heads right into a few bushes and starts rolling around. The bushes are left in a big mess. My mom's dog starts barking and I grab her by the collar. I take her into the car and lock her in. I start imagining African's going up against a tiger with a spear. Damn they must have balls of steel.

08.40: I'm a firestarter! MILD
I'm given some random orders by a girl. "Get my money I've saved, they're hidden in my small clothes." I'm at some kind of farm and ahead of me is a couple of barns. I enter one of them and the inside is such a mess. Blankets are everywhere and I recognise three similar "Bart Simpsons" blankets. I spot a small cupboard and open it. A small plastic bag is inside with a few coins. I spot an old five crown bill in it aswell. I thought she was poor. There's a dog hatch on the wall and I decide to exit there. After a bit of struggling I manage to get out.

I turn lucid like that. Standing infront of a second barn with a huge open door, I think about what I want to do. "Hello?!" I yell out loud, someone must be around. No answer. I remember an old task, looking in my pockets. It looks like I'm wearing my taekwondo pants. The right pocket is empty. I visualize finding a lighter in the left and I feel on the outside of it first. There's definitely a lighter in there. I pull it out, it's metallic. I light it and it produces a very cool blue flame.



The wind is picking up as I try to light a flame in my hand, after a second try I manage to do it. I extend my hand towards the barn and the flame shoots out. The barn catches on fire, it's blue. I fill my hand again and light a few more places on fire and a few trees behind me. I remember the current basic task. To eat something. I take a bite on the lighter, it's solid metal. I fill my mouth with fire instead and swirl it around a bit before breathing it all out, setting the barn on fire even more.



I figure it's time to go as the burn is burning normally. I reach out with my hand and make the plastic bag I had left on the ground, come zooming. I jump and start to fly. It's not going very fast though, and I have to struggle to go faster. I fly over the barn and land on the other side. I'm wearing a backpack for some reason. Oh right, there are tigers up ahead! I look at my hand, and it looks completely normal. I start walking towards where the tigers are at. I jump and start flying.

08.40: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Awesome dreams.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

There's this crow around my house named Stan who imitates cats and we feed him. He was in my dream and I forgot to update my DJ this afternoon (went to sleep at like.. 6 or 7AM, got up around 1:30PM).

So I was sitting in our yard and my friend was there, but she was standing. It looked like we had some little get together going on. There were lawn chairs around and we both had drinks. I dunno if anyone else was there. Anyways, there's a branch hanging over her head and Stan is sitting on it and kind of acting weird, like flapping his wings a bit and stuff. In real life, my friend likes to run into flocks of birds and scare them off and I remember hoping she wouldn't try to scare Stan off. I didn't want her ruining the relationship we had with him. Luckily she didn't and just reached up and started petting him. I started thinking that he must be injured or incredibly sick because we can never get close enough to touch him, so I put a chair under the branch and got myself up to eye level with him.
He looked like a crow, basically, but he also looked kind of cartoony. His head was broad and flat and his eyes were big and human-like. I think he may have had a cat body for a few seconds.
Anyways, Stan was looking around really frantically and making strange noises. I was talking to him softly and inspecting his body for wounds, like lifting his wings and checking his feet and face. He seemed fine so I wasn't sure what was wrong with him.

That's all I can remember.

Alrighty guys, it seems that I have been away for quite some time. I know nobody probably paid attention to me anyways, but if you have then I am here to let you know that I am back. After all this time my life kinda flipped into something totally different, and wasn't until yesterday that I had a natural lucid dream without trying. It reinvigorated my interest in exploring the dream world. I hope that in the next week or so I have some interesting dreams to share. Peace out!
-SuddenGun007

a
6-18-2011


Type: Unknown
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was laying in bed. I had just had a dream of being at a carnival and walking in front of a group of guys and one of them gave off this offensive/mean feeling towards me when I walked by.
It was all black now but I willed the dream back.

Only the images came back and they were black and white only, but in like a kind of negative color scheme. I wasn't sure if this was a working/running dream or if it was somehow frozen because there was no sound and I didn't see anything else moving.

I was where I was when the dream collapsed so I walked back to the group of guys again. As I walked I became in third person view but my physical feelings were 1st person. I watched myself from a lower right hand side. There the guys sat, I targeted the offensive guy with my mind and I threw him with my telekinesis toward the horizon. I could see him falling end over end, flailing his arms and legs trying to get control of himself while hurtling through the air. I calmly watched as he flew quite a distance before falling out of sight. I was amazed how I had no effort in throwing a 190 pound guy about 200 yards away, all I had to do was focus, believe, and move my hand a little.

There were still 3 guys there and I tried to think of experimenting with another power but oddly I couldn't think of any, not one! I tried still harder to think of them, I knew they were there but couldn't access them! Then the dream started to fragment, I couldn't concentrate on both with all this intensity and then dream collapsed leaving me in the darkness. Instantly my memory of my powers came back shortly followed by a feeling of "too late now"

1. I'm reading the steampunk novel "The Difference Engine" and taking notes in the margins with the pen I use for my dream journal. These concern an idea I have to rewrite the story in America, casting it in a more comical light with plenty of snarky humor. For example, I reference "All About the Benjamins" and make Ben Franklin a cocky womanizer.

2. I'm in a hospital for some routine test. I notice J. C. from high school with his sister in the waiting room, and I seek to avoid him by ducking down a hallway. I sit at the end of the hall and read a magazine. When I come back to the waiting room, my old friend W. L. is there talking to someone...

I am doing math problems at a Nazi labor camp. (I have no idea what was going on there, but I wrote it down so it must have happened. Weird.)
Scene Change.
I am at some sort of sports facility where middle schoolers would have their birthday party. I see an old friend of mine, Dallas, and his family. I ask them how they're doing with a smile, and notice the setting has changed to a funeral. They are deeply grieving for the loss of his mother's sister. His father wants to talk to me in a separate room. I enter, and he disappears. Here I become lucid, and for the first time it is actually pretty vivid and stable. Unfortunately, the ceilings were too low to fly, and I was kind of trapped. I got too excited, and woke up. It was the longest I have been lucid so far, and the most vivid.

I am on the way back from some sort of sporting event with my Dad. We got into a minor fender bender. We stopped at a restaurant and they gave us free root beer because it was Memorial Day.
Scene change.
I am drinking in a bar with my friend Elijah who is disguised as a secret detective. I somehow owe him 150 pets. (How do I even pay that?)

Me, my brother and my parents are at an unidentified ski lodge. Me and my brother argue Borders vs Barnes and Noble. (I have no idea what exactly there is to argue about, but I sided with Borders, which is odd because I actually prefer Barnes and Noble.)
Scene change.
My friend John works at a Coke factory. I knock over a bottle, and go to get a towel. I somehow end up in a BlockBuster store, and my friend Adam shows me his favorite Zelda movies. (None of them actually exist, they had Link and Luigi on the cover. How I did not become lucid here is beyond me.) Then I walk back to the factory, and John already cleaned up the mess. He says I owe him 5$.

I was playing at some music festival as a trio with my brother Ellis and our friend Tyler. (I play bass, brother guitar, friend drums.) Ellis and Tyler argue about not knowing songs, and I talk with another friend of mine, Elijah, about the Safety Dance.

I am in English class, and a substitute teacher yells at a classmate of mine who always quotes Shakespeare.
Somehow I end up in an unidentified computer lab, taking a Math final with people who aren't in my class. I distinctly remember my actual math teacher. We don't really do anything.

My friend Elijah and I walked downstairs into the kitchen. I saw a commercial for what I thought was a Nintendo remake of the N64 (An earlier discussion of me and Elijah in real life), but turned out to be some dumb special edition magazine thing. He mentions a party at his friend's house. (Note this passive control). I say "Oh, doesn't he live next door?". He thinks, and says yes. (Once I awoke I realized that his friend does not live even close to next door.) I see my parents, and the four of use walk into the park.
Here the scene changes.

I am now sitting in the back passenger's seat of an SUV. My parents (Who knows where Elijah went) say they will be back in a second. I see my Dad's friend drive by and wave. Then, a middle aged man I've never seen before jumps in and starts the car. He floors the gas, and I try to yell but nothing comes out. When he finally slows down for a little at a red light, I barrel roll out of the car. He heard me take of my seat belt, and leaps after me. Here I become lucid, and lose a good amount of vividness. The last thing I remember was facing him in comic book style fashion. I did a nose plug RC and woke up.

Cylon Reconnaissance 6/13/11

I was part of a Two-Man recon mission from Galactica to a planet (probably Kobol). My partner was a female. I think we came down in a Raptor, but I don't recall the beginning that well. We were walking through some dense jungle/forestry, and soon found ourselves at the edge of a cliff, and we dropped down into the grass for cover.

The female pulled out a large sniper rifle, and I took out binoculars to aid her. There were a few of Cylons (human variety and toasters) in a clearing below. For some strange reason I wasn't able to assist her in targeting; I blanked. They soon saw us and we slid down the cliff side and into the valley, along the wall until we hit the tree line.

There were weapons all along the ground. My partner manage to pick up a working weapon. I however, picked up two sepearate weapons, neither of which were in working condition (Oh yeah, love my luck =P ). One of which looked like a longbow...I assumed it was an energy weapon, but apparently it was just a bow, or it was busted. The second was a sort of mechanical rapier, with a second blade running from the hand hard, and meet at the tip of the main blade.

We darted back into the cover of the woods and were running REALLY fast--inhumanly fast. I realized that WE were Cylons ourselves! (Twist!) The other cylons were a few yards behind us, firing at us, but missing. We leapt into the wreckage of another raptor and set a beacon (which marked the a target for Nuking from the ship in orbit) and were "beamed up" to Galactica.

From this point, it switched to a movie style dream...I saw the other Cyclons looking at the beacon apathetically just as a massive mushroom cloud appeared, shockwave and all. It was pretty intense. After that, it switched to President Rosland doing something...the dream got a bit illogical after that.

Last night I had two dreams. I went to sleep at around 12:30 AM and woke up at 4 AM, went to sleep again to be woken at 8:30 AM.
In the first, I was taken through a series of what ifs? of my own life, in backwards chronological order. What if I had said different things during the day? What if I had never met my first girlfriend? What if my best friend had succeeded, and broke me and my current girlfriend up? What if I had never met my best friend? What if I had never been born? Everything was surprisingly realistic, and I thanked my lucky stars some of the things went the way they did, because the alternatives were just plain awful.
I woke up at 4 and attempted to WBTB but failed. I fell asleep and slipped in to a dream. It was the previous day (yesterday) and first I saw my best friend and my girlfriend talking outside. I know he is trying to get us to break up, and I ran at him to try and stop him, but he punched me out.
I came to seated around a table with 3 of my friends, including the one who had punched me out. Dream Logic dictated that I shouldn't yell at him or go at him again, so we went in to a conversation about my girlfriend. He said she told him she wanted to break up. This caused me to cry out in sadness, which apparently I did so loudly that I woke myself up. I continued to scream, until I suddenly realized I was awake.
I attempted to go to sleep again but I could not, the sun was up.

I haven't posted here in a while, but I finally had my first lucid in over 5 months!! It's written in notes since I don't like taking the time to flesh out my dreams into narratives, but it gives you the main idea. I might just start posting only my lucids on here or something.

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[COLOR="#808080"][/COLOR][COLOR="#1E90FF"]3) walking down hallway in huge building (same as building in 4, 5, 6, 7, 8?), trying to catch up to NA and JF, see them, go into a different room with a bed, then keep going down hallway, lots of kids my age in a classroom, NA and JF there, [/COLOR][COLOR="#DC143C"]i tell them we're dreaming, they're shocked, i say yeah, we're dreaming so we can do whatever we want, i pinch my nose to prove it to myself, i need to calm myself down, rub hands together? i explain to the people in the room that this is all a dream, we can do whatever we want, we should do something, more and more people are figuring it out, start getting up and walking around confusedly[/COLOR][COLOR="#1E90FF"][/COLOR][/INDENT]

galantamine 8g
choline 500mg
melatonin 1mg

wake @ 3:30am
sleep @ 6:00am
wake @ 7:45 am

Astarius and the Whiny Vampire-thing

-I was lucid, in a bedroom by myself. I was trying to stabilize in the dream, and it was really dim. I was rubbing myself all over and saying, "I am lucid, the world is vivid" over and over. I got out of bed, and saw a small black creature on a long chain, on the bed. It looked like my sister's small dog, but I couldn't be sure. I wanted to let it go, but I didn't know what it was so I kept trying to get the lights on, saying, "lights on" and "I have the vision of the eagle" over and over, and finally tried to use the light switch, which didn't work. (Note to self: try "vision of the owl" or "night vision" in the future)

- I was becoming lucid, and realizing I was surrounded by a crowd of shadows pressing in on me. I stood up to one guy, and was asking him, "what do you represent? what do you want? do you have a gift for me?" I backed him against a wall, turns out he didn't have a gift for me so I pulled a ruby out of my heart and gave it to him. We were kind of at a standstill, and I asked, "God, what do I do with this person?". A ceramic mask appeared over the guys eyes, we both felt relieved, he said "thank you". I walked to the front of the house and came to a window. I carefully pressed on the window and it maybe cracked slightly but I dove through it pretty easily and flew out.

-Lucid - I was flying around and asked the dream to "show me something important". I was transported to a room where a (guy?) with a slight build was lying in fetal position on the floor, facing me, dressed in black. He started to tell me some kind of story about helplessness, and he bared his teeth which looked like vampire teeth...he started to tell me about how he "had" to be a vampire, he had no choice, some really whiny poor-me story. Then he bit my index finger on my right hand and latched on. I tried to shake him off by slamming him against the floor and the wall...and then I called out, "ASTARIUS!" The wall in front of me opened up and Astarius appeared and with his usual amazingly bright smile and attitude, said, "YES!" I held my hand out to him with the thing stuck to it which was becoming mush by that time and I was realizing it was not as it seemed...and asked him, 'what do I do with THIS?" and he pulled out a tissue and said, "let me help you with that, it's just a little sumpin' sumpin'. I expressed gratitude and appreciation for him and told him I'd let him get back to bed (he was dressed similar to the way he always dresses, except it looked like he was in jammies pattern).

Still lucid - Flying on - I tried to fly up into the black night sky. I couldn't get very far so I called an angel for help, as usual an angel never came so I just started wondering if some part of me would help me. A guy who looked a lot like Taylor zoomed alongside me and helped me fly and I asked him what he represented. He said something like "your bioelectric system" or something. He had a blue rubber headgear that looked like a superhero costume. He told me that "it is IMPERATIVE that you continue to take physical action", which I agreed, I understood it to be connected to something I thought of for solstice, as well as being kind of lazy about sitting back and waiting for the universe to hand me things. We flew to an ice rink where people were ice skating, and I remembered I had ice skated before and liked it and didn't suck too bad.

Flying around somewhere else later - I arrived at a building that had an opening to the right and spiral steps carved into the building going in and down, a purple light was glowing from the center. I thought of it as "Astarius's place". I tried to get in through the stairs, but they did an Alice in Wonderland on me and changed and got smaller and smaller or I got bigger, and couldn't fit. So I tried to get in through another entrance, the wall opened up to reveal something that looked like a desk, and there were boxes of pens in UV pastels all laid out. I was trying to dive in through without messing up the order, and tried to dive in but it was a little solid and so I tried moving everything out of the way telekinetically and stacking it all to the side and diving it, for some reason I don't think I made it in.