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Had a dream last night and very nearly forgot about it so i dont have much...

i was walking out of a house and some police woman walked out next to me, she decided to search me and found a small piece of smoke. i can remember telling them to keep it and to give me a break. dream jumps and there is a big house but there is something different like the house was alive or something, cant quite remember, there is more to this house and its starting to anoy me that i have forgot. next i remember being out the front of the house trying to kick a flat footballs around, we managed to get one blew up (we being friends) but i dont recognise them, i wake up after my first kick of the inflated ball..... i only remember about the dream after around an hour of lying about in my bed.

glady back to some epic dreams with some stable lucid periods too. one i remember was just sitting on a big square area with other people and just using senses to explore the space without mving and just trying to stay there for as long as i could. only felt a couple of minutes but it was more stable than other recent lucid bits. i remember saying to a friend 'so even if there was any possibility of us sharing a dream, i bet you would never get in touch to check would you? no one wants to be the one to sound crazy...'

an epic work/school based on last night. based around a vending machine type thing which i had to scan into to get my stuff to pack and deliver. had the numbers switch and move but i still battled on unlucid for a while. the main theme of the dream was once again authority figures misusing their power and me trying to get out of it and change it but this time was a bit different. this time it was call me dave cameron blended with some old bosses of mine. he had done or said something that was completely out of line and i was trying to cath him out somehow. trying to do it without resorting to violence although i do remember squeezing him/something in my hands to show it that it had no real power.

i remember asking people how i could go about sorting it and one answer i remember from a neighbours character was basically just that i had to become like my own lawyer and learn the law for myself in order to beat these guys. for once a dc talked absolute sense was good to have one of these dreams and be conscious enough to actively go about changing the whole situation for the better, rather than just avoid it or run away. even if i wasnt lucid enough to realise non of it mattered, perhaps i just need to see it through. in past dreams i definately remember having a room where it feels like you just cant go into because your bosses are some kind of inhuman monsters, but in this one there was no fear only a brief recollection of past similar moments and then i definately went in although sadly cant really remember what happened when i did.. perhaps thats when i squeezed cam,, i dont know

I joined a womens' volley ball team. We only had three practices, when the coach decided that she wanted us to enter into these volley ball trials to get accepted into the league. I personally didn't think we were any where near ready for this since most of us had not even practiced our serves yet. The coach found a loop hole in the league rules that would put us at a great advantage if our star player was a married lesbian. I stepped up and volunteered to marry Darcy if our team made it into the league. I was not a lesbian, but I was not in a relationship and I was not one of the better players, so I figured if it would help the team, why not? It would only be a marriage on paper. Besides, the likelihood of our team getting into the league was very slim. The coach was very pleased that I had volunteered to do that.
I was not allowed to participate in the trials. If we won the trials, I would no longer be a part of the volley ball team. Our team did not make it into the league. In fact they were one of the first teams eliminated. I felt a wave of relief.

Again, I am in my home-town. ( I have moved now.)

I was back with my ex. Somehow I made her jealous I think by talking to some other girl. I remember telling her "that its ridiculous, i was only talking". Because of the argument my ex decides to cheat on me, she came round with a random guy she proclaimed was her "new boyfriend" and decided to start trying to aggravate me.

I resist their taunts for a while but eventually I snap and end up kicking the shit out of this guy.

Somehow my ex manages to turn my family and friends against me. I remember them all becoming more and more distant and cold towards me. Eventually i decide to leave.

I wander the streets, crying, cold and alone. For some reason it is snowing, there is ice everywhere and its slippery.
I have nobody, I'm so down. I walk up bankfield road towards VJ's house. And also keirnans old house.
I see VJ and call out to him, he is with other people I don't know but smiles and waves me over. He asks me how I'm doing; "not good" I reply. One of the guys asks me what is wrong so I tell them my story.
VJ and his friends feel sorry for me and tell me this isn't suppose to happen. They decide to help me, it turns out they know some agents that will put things straight, I meet with the agents. They drive some sort of van, black. I climb into the back and there are 3 or 4 agents. I tell these people my story and give them the information they ask of me.

I remember hanging' out with VJ and the strangers until the agents return, they told me that had completed their mission and that I should go home. I was nervous about this, what if it hadn't worked?
I head home, really slowly, the ice and snow have disappeared now. I'm really anxious about seeing everyone.

I round the corner to my house and begin to walk up the street. As I near my house my family rush out of the side gate, they tell me they have missed me and they had never turned against me, they needed me to help the agent capture my ex. I was slightly annoyed that didn't tell me this but overjoyed that I could go back to my family. They bring me into my garden, my ex is there, the proceeds to torment everybody there for a while until the agents arrive and take her away.

1. My brother claims to know how to play Norwegian checkers. Since the game is legendarily difficult, my sister and I are asking him a lot of questions

sister: "Who taught you how to play?"
brother: "A girl in my class."
sister: "Did she know how to play?"
brother: "Of course!"
sister: "Did she really know, or were you just taking her word for it?"
me: "You know, a lot of people claim to know how to play chess, but they actually change a lot of the rules. Is it like that?"
brother: *nods* "I just took her word for it. I don't think anyone knows the exact move order."

2. I am playing a computer game with my brother while texting Cassie. I tell her that I am thinking of buying some Mishigami furniture (I don't know if mishigami is the exact word, but is was pretty close to that. Apparently my brain just made up a japanese-y sounding word to represent japanese furniture.) She responds with something like "For mishigami, i don't ask around at parties." In the dream, I realize that she is talking about some party we had been at (all fictional) where she had been telling me about japanese furniture. Now, she is accusing me of having 'stolen' the information from her.

Meanwhile, in the computer game, I boast to my brother that I have all the monk upgrades. He says, "I think I do too." I say, "I don't think your civilization can get all of them." He points to his market and says, "See, I have all of them." I point to the monastery and say, "You get them here, not at the market." He says, "No, the monastery is just so you can unlock the stable, and that's where you trade your resources, when you unlock it." He pretty much turns out not to know the proper function of a single building in the game, and I am very surprised that he is a competent player and I wonder how he gets by.

3. I have joined a website, and I am still trying to figure out the culture of the community. I submit a short story, and it is featured on the front page of the website, so I think, "good, I must have done my research properly." I get a pm from some girl that goes something like:

Hay i lyked ur story. my fav part was te wizzard. r u a cristian? i am a cristian nd i luve jesus. i am a shaman with a tedy so join my clan.


EDIT: also I remembered a fragment, about a baby toddling around in the snow, with a giant pair of hands picking up snow and packing it onto the baby, making him a walking snowman.

Non Lucid. Lucid Task

I wake up in bed to the sound of a phone vibrating. I grab the phone and look at it and it's my wife's phone. I think, man I just took her to the airport, if she forgot her phone that's really bad news. I wonder if I should call her or try to bring the phone to her. I get up and walk to the living room and a party is going on. That's when I realize that I'm dreaming. Sitting in the living room is a comedian friend of mine and a chubby black girl I knew in college. I go to the kitchen and it's a pretty blonde talking to some random guy. The house is in a funky setup that I don't recognize. I go back to the living room and everybody is naked. I ask, what kind of a naked party is this?

They say, "it's really no bid deal." I shrug and start to take off all of my clothes. I get totally naked and realize that I need to stabalize the dream. I decide to use my sense of touch and give a big naked hug to the chubby black chick. She's smiling and laughing and I'm kissing her. The feel of her skin makes the dream pop in a much more vivid way. I kiss her again and walk to the kitchen.

The people in the kitchen are still clothed. I tell them that this is a naked party and they look at me confused. I take the blonde girl by the hand and lead her to the dining room. Then I bend her over a table and pull her skirt off. She is wearing a white thong. I pull that off too. My penis is erect and I start to put it inside of her. Her vagina is still dry but after a few attempts to put it in I see a thick whiteish gray viscous substance form near her clitoris. I look at this substance for a minute and lose my erection.

I walk back to the other room and ask the party, "when are the rest of the naked people supposed to get here?" They laugh incredulously and shrug. I wait for a second and then remember that I'm supposed to be flying in this dream. I walk back to the dining room and jump a couple of times. No dice. I wonder if I'll get a little bit better if I go outside. I walk to the back door and step outside.

Right outside my door is a 15 by 25 foot mural of a beach an sky. I look for a minute at the mural and realize that I've just stepped onto the porch at the house I grew up in. I look away from my mural to the right and I see a line of trees, then a giant beach and lake and in the distance a mountain range with white caps. I start running to the edge of my porch and leap off.

When I leap off I start flying 100 feet into the air. It feels good and I'm shooting close to straight up and a little forward. I close my fist and shoot a little bit faster. I remember that I'm supposed to try flying at a supersonic speed and I think about the "magnet" technique that King Yoshi wrote about in his flying tutorial, so I think I'll give it a try. I look in front of me and see a cloud very far away. I reach my left hand out to it and imagine the magnetic connection. I close my fist to solidify the connection and pull my left hand into my chest. I shoot toward the cloud at an amazing speed the wind is rushing in my ear and I wait for the explosion. Nothing. I shrug and look around at the world on the ground.

I see cars passing by on the street in front of my house. This would be a good time to see if I can't make a car fly so I come in for a landing in my dad's front yard. There's a big black ghetto ice cream van in the front yard selling stuff to a line of people in front of it. My friend stephen comes up to me and tells me that the van is selling some amazing shrooms and I really should get some. I laugh and reply maybe next time.

My friend z, a video post production specialist comes out of the house and asks me with a nervous voice if I knew that the doors weren't locked.

Yeah, I say, there's a party going on, it's no big deal.

"Well, the house is pretty much open right now, just thought you should know." I think for a second about if my dogs might get away, then remember that I'm dreaming. Z asks "hey, for the movie you're making, do you think you'll probably use your editors for your color correction?'

Probably, your outfit mainly does visual effects.

He nods.
That's when I wake up.

Zebrah,

I always journal my dreams. I guess I fail to note in my workbook when I don't remember them.

My dream goals are to enter my worst childhood nightmare (which has proven difficult so far), and
to shoot fireballs or move something with my mind.

I think that before I can do that, I need to focus on my ADA and triggers more. I used to think about
it all the time--then when I had a lucid, I remembered my dream goals. The last two or three lucid's I
had, I didn't think of them at all.

movies and cars

Not sure if this was one continuous dream or many dreams.

It started with me watching a movie at someone's house. The show was rather boring but I remember the distinct face of one of that characters. I went into another room and watched a different movie but then saw the same character so I asked my friend if this was a sequel to the movie he had been watching but I forget his answer.

Suddenly I am in a movie theater. My friends spot some people we know so we go up a few rows. Now I'm sitting beside some girl. She was talking to some guy and they obviously like each other... but she suddenly sent him away and she appeared upset or angry. She turned to me and said, "There's no such thing as real love... therefore I can't be with him... only bad people." I was going to try and argue to say that she could really try it for once... that's it's no a good idea to sabotage something good when it comes along otherwise once she cuts her ties to him she will really feel the loss and probably later regret it... so treat god things as they are when they come along. I had these thoughts so clearly articulated to tell her but she suddenly went back a few rows before I could say anything. My brother or a friend said, "Hey, there's Spencer," and pointed a few rows below us.

Suddenly We are driving in Calgary at night time. We almost hit a few cars and now I am thrid person perspective and driving the car with my thoughts. I turn it to safety and go on a road that starts getting really steep. I se the top of a hill ad just barely manage to get the vehicle up it. I can feel the car going down the other side of the hill but when my vision gets to the top... it's flat like a plateau.

Images

I am sitting in a restaurant and some woman I know is staring at me and smiling. Looking into her eyes feels like coming home. My vision shifts and I am in bed with a short woman with long black hair and dark skin.

I was on the buss. Oddly I forgot to put on shoes before I got on earlier. I looked through my book bag and found sandals, which I don't like to wear. I made did with it anyway. I entered the school building and a kid walked up to me and said "What you doin wearin that, you ugly. I replied and said "Shut up." Then I thought to myself that he should try to do something about that. I musta been in a violent mood. I then started walking around trying to find another pair of shoes, that are in my taste.

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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Intended to do a short WBTB this morning when my girlfriend went to work, and I did. I also intended to WILD but I failed horribly as I fell asleep a few minutes after starting to try. Did wake up a minute or so after and had some fuzzy feeling in my body, but lost consciousness right away. Oh well, a try is a try! Had two lucids aswell, which was kinda nice, but they were a bit short.

02.00: Sleep

08.00: WBTB 10 minutes

09.00: Flying MILD
I'm standing at an excavation site in a big valley. There's a big drop next to me and I can see mountains over the drop. My brothers Morgan and Martin are there. Martin is driving an excavator and he's trying to park it. I jump up on one tire to talk to him when he finally stops. We talk trash for a while. I jump down and head up the small hill.

I get lucid just like that. "Hey Martin, let's fly!" I shout. "Yeah, let me just park this thing" he replies and tries to park the big machine. It's very unstable for some reason but he manages to do it and gets out. I check my hand and count eight fingers. We head up the hill, the wind is really picking up. I rub my hands to stabilize. Not only is it blowing alot, it's foggy. I can barely make out the mountain over the drop.

With a small jump I'm airborn and Martin is right next to me. Using the wind I fly high up, the feeling is awesome. I've got my goal set in mind, to fly at supersonic speed. I head over the mountain and pick up speed, trying to imagine a force pushing off of my feet. I can feel a slight push and I pick up speed, but it's nowhere near supersonic. I figure it's because I'm flying upwards. I rub my hands to stay in the dream as I usually wake up when I fly, but the dream starts to de-stabilize anyways. I'm fly over a small forest when I lose it.

10.30: Dreams MILD
*I'm lucid right away, walking down a small road going through a forest. Three women are up ahead, in their thirties or something. I pass the first two before grabbing the third and giving her a big kiss. She's barely average looking but I don't care, this is fun! She starts to breathe heavily instantly. Like my lips are made out of pure ecstacy.

The dream skips. I watch the woman I just kissed stand infront of a mirror. She's got the beginning of a beard all over her chin, a bit too much hair for my taste.

*I'm in a nearby town, my coworker Krull is there. I'm holding a grapefruit and I offer it to him. "Have you ever tasted one of these before?" I ask him. He tells me he hasn't. A guy with the same kind of beard appears. "Oh look, he's got the same kind of beard you do, only alot nicer" I say and point. The guy's got a very cool shape to it, and it's slightly red. Krull seems to be offended and says nothing.

*I'm watching my old dreams I wrote down a year ago. Only they're not written down in words, but rather built in the game "Terraria". I wonder how the hell I should read all those blocks and items placed everywhere. I mine a few away.

*I'm in my appartment and it's blowing alot outside. I can hear stuff tumbling around out on the balcony and I decide to take a look. It's snowing aswell and I walk out in it barefoot. I spot a few brown boxes flying around and I grab them and put them safely. My neighbours under me are talking and I check what's going on. Some boxes have flown down to her and I apologise. A broom appears and picks up some and hands them to me. I never see my neighbour but I hear her giggle.

I put all the boxes back, they're green from mold. I take a bike and put it on top but it won't stay upright. I struggle with it for a minute or so before getting it right. I head back in and Monica's watching TV. It's a viking show, made by famous Swedish comedians. I wonder why they haven't done that before. The girl does the "whale" in the water and the guy laughs retardedly.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8½ hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Too bad I failed the WILD, will have to try again tomorrow.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

It started at home, I for some reason had a problem with my phone, which I was trying to fix, then blamed a friend called Eric. I chased him all over the place, and got other people to chase him with me, I shouted his name. We were running up some stairs and he somehow got a gun and started shooting at me. I chased him into a class room, and the teachers tried to distract me, eventually they told me where he was, but I didn't believe them. They made me do work for a subject that I don't even do.q

I was at school, sitting on a bench. I think I must've been waiting for an exam or something. These two girls, one of which is a regular dream character started acting liek they were trying to get my attention. I ignored them. I heard someone behind me say "oh my god, Harley!" I looked at him, then a teacher got angry at him and told him to go away.

Sort of

I've been having a LOT of sex dreams lately. But I can't get no satisfaction even in my sleep

The most memorable was from yesterday. I saw my ex-hubby out shopping. He was trying on another pair of black jeans (all he really wore back in the day) but I was wearing a sexy red dress. He saw me. Next thing I recall is we're in a room somewhere. He's mad about something and he whips out the palest, most swollen "member" I've ever seen. He tells me to suck it and I tell him "no. F*** me." He looks surprised that I told him to have sex with me.
Then the dream fast forwards to AFTER the freagin fact and I was worried I had gotten pregnant. He had 5 new kids and I commented to myself that he was definitely still fertile. I worried about how I would explain my pregnancy to my hubby seeing how we haven't had sex in almost a year.

I ended up taking a nap from about 1:30-4:30AM. I had what started out as a normal enough dream.
I was at a gas station, trying to fill up, but a motor bike was blocking me and there were tons of cars around. I got out and moved the bike, but the kick stand wouldn't hold it. Someone in another car was good naturedly laughing at my plight. I eventually laid the bike down. Next thing I recall is being unable to control my mini-van. I almost ran over a cop who was directing traffic out of the gas station.

At some point, I went to sleep in the passenger seat of my van. I woke up to find it filled of guys. Instead of just 2 seats in the front, as in real life, the vehicle had a bench seat. I then played passive-submissive, laying my head on the shoulder then lap of one of the car jackers. He took the bait and placed his hand on my stomach. My stomach?! Really? I was ready to have sex with the whole lot of them, but the leader made it clear that absolutely no harm would come to me. Me. Who was still pretending to be asleep. Arg.

Then I dreamed I was a wild horse o something- in heat- and I didn't get lucky then either.



Then the dreams went to the somewhat mundane. I was trying to take care of my own needs while hiding under a blanket with my niece and a couple other kids in the room. Nothing. Too distracted.

Then, the dream became weird and my mom showed up, upset, because she found strange stuff under my mattress when she came over to clean. The items were small. Some sort of paper trinkets with stuff written on them and some notes. She told me to be careful sleeping on that stuff or something (?) might just happen to me. I didn't even remember what they were but I had the impression they were magic related.
Then my p-doc showed up for a VERY open session. There was another doctor AND my family in the room. I don't recall if we actually spoke. He listened to everyone else complain about me, then he handed me my file.
I worried that he was moving or "firing" me, but that didn't seem to be the case.

Then the dream changed again and I was at a bar, trying to pick someone up. No luck. I woke up.

I wish my period would hurry up and get here so my hormones will get back to normal. This is just crazy!

Tonight I dreamt about hockey.
It all started off on the hockey field, mostly on our part of the field. So my team was defending.
I was the only one there, the other members in the team weren't close enough to help me defend.
So, I was defending by myself, and I was already in a crappy situation, but when I looked down to my hands, I was holding a pencil!
And I actually managed to defend with the pencil! So I took over the ball, and went to offence solo style.
Still using the pencil, I was running, but running was incredibly hard, I felt sort of disabled. Yet eventually I convinced my mind to make me run,
I ran faster and faster, flying past everyone (Even members of my team, I didn't pass the ball at all, and I scored!
Then I was tired and I just walked off the field, and strangely enough I noticed half of my team followed me...
It was kinda cool, they saw me as a leader
After like 10 minutes of relaxing, I felt like it was time to get back into the game and score again.
I ran onto the field (Struggling to run yet again) but I took control over the ball again, running was a lot easier this time!
I noticed I didn't have a pencil anymore, but a playing card!
I kinda bent it, shoved it half under the ball, and sort of shot it, but like in a curving motion, going up and falling down again.
And it was a horrible shot, but I scored yet again!
I felt awesome, and from there I don't remember anything from the hockey part.


The next thing I remember is me being in my backyard, at the pond.
I remember thinking about the hockey match, and being like, how could that have possibly been real? Am I dreaming? I was really hoping I was, because I have been trying to lucid dream for a while. And it's not been working out so far.
I did a reality check, but it failed. I pressed the fingers of my right hand into the palm of my left hand, not really expecting it to work I guess.
And it failed. So I was very disapointed. From there my dream also ends.