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Failed a WBTB. I'm unhappy.

Initially I dreamed about some sort of house that me and my girlfriend were staying in. We were like renting it for some reason and I think my girlfriend had a reason why we couldn't stay there, but I don't remember why. Eventually the scene changed to her house, and her mom was there with some ice cream. For whatever reason though, the ice cream was laced with weed, so when we ate it we got high. It was the strangest feeling, really--I actually felt high after eating it. It was definitely a dream sign considering the fact that my girlfriend would have nothing to do with anything weed-related, but I missed it.

The scene changes. I'm at an unknown location with my girlfriend and another friend of mine named Josh. We're with a dude I don't recognize but who evidently graduated from my high school. I feel like his name was Tyler. Anyway, we're talking about the student newspaper at my high school and how it's gone down in quality since that Tyler graduated. I worked for the student newspaper when I was in high school just like Tyler, but when he was in high school they had more funding and had more hours in the day to work on newspaper-related things. He also talked about how he worked for CNN while he was on our student newspaper staff. There were some other people around that I sensed worked with him, but I didn't know them and they didn't talk. He gave me, my girlfriend, and Josh some old copies of issues released when he was in high school, and for some reason they were huge and extraordinarily heavy. We left with them. Once we were far enough away from the building we opened one up, but for some reason there were just pictures of cymbals arranged on the pages, made out of construction paper. I was disappointed and couldn't understand how that could possibly be a quality newspaper.

After I woke up I went back to bed and had various other dreams, but I'm having a hard time remembering them all...the most recent one I can remember involved me, my uncle and aunt and two of my aunts. One of my aunts was murdered in a pool that I was swimming in by some sort of phantom. He was white and sort of translucent with a red circle around one eye and a blue triangle around the other. He wasn't human in form, he was something entirely different. The aunt he murdered he basically ground up into mashed guts in the pool, then he collected the remains and my uncle just sort of sat there smiling with blood on his face. I tried to wipe it off while climbing up some sort of slope behind him, headed for I don't know where. My other aunt just sort of sat there and scoffed, since she doesn't like the murdered aunt.

Before that I remember being on some sort of catwalk above the pool with people, and I think I felt the presence of the phantom, but I don't remember fully what we were doing.

Once again, failed to achieve lucidity, but I'm garnering a pretty substantial dream journal, so hopefully that will help.

so im skipping last night because i didnt write any down so i forgot.

1) i find myself in whats supposed to be my room but it doesn't look anything like it. 4 of my friends are in my room with me we are talking and making jokes that now seem to make no sense. soon they leave and my phone goes off just like it does to wake me up to write in my DJ but instead i change the background on my phone and soon i see a car drive through the wall in my room into a picture .

all i remember is lots of fragments of dreams i can't remember which ones go with which so ill just write the longest ones.

2) im at the beach with my sister then the place starts flloding but not with water but with sand so we run into a house and go into the basement then i see my cousin.

3). my mom decides to take me somewhere i don't want to go as she drives me there soon i realize she is no longer driving so i have to take the wheel and drive myself soon we get to where we were trying to get to i tell her that i am just going to sit in the car and wait.

4).i am watching a documentary about some one who was on american idol from the north pole and she had to walk home trying to find he village then im in a Chinese restaurant eating something with random people and we watch a play.

I was standing around in this random white building. V was there, and so was my mom, and someone who was apparently his mother. He took my wrist and looked at the bracelet that was on it. He then jokingly asked for one if he gave me something that I can't remember, and I giggled. But he kept insisting, and I wasn't sure if he was joking about the bracelet or not. Then my mother reassured me that he was actually joking. I grinned, and it ended.

I started off walking around with some people in my old summer camp. We were walking on a green grassy hill. Eventually we reached some spot to rest. I vaguely remember drawing or doing something with KE and SA. All of the sudden it was snowy, and we were kicking the snow around and playing with it. Eventually we ended up playing some kind of game that I can't remember.

I also remember some sort of WoW related dream.

Since I didn't really start sleeping until 4 in the morning, this is what I'm doing. Okay.

Weird. I had... at least five dreams about dreaming. Do they count as false awakenings? I'm not sure, because I didn't really do things that were morning routine-y. Some of them were... no, most of them were about celebrities. It feels like I didn't have to remember a lot, but I know that there was some name that I messed up in one of them that supposedly triggered my 'lucidity'. It was like, Crom Truise or something. It started with a... G, I think. It wasn't very messed up, just the first and last letters were flip-flopped like that. God, I feel like it just happened and I can't remember it. Weird.

I woke up a few times and tried thinking about dreaming when I went back to sleep, only to have really the same impact. It was almost like they were continuations. I think I -thought- I was lucid, but I wasn't. The last dream that I remember having, I was somehow dating this guy who I really liked. I believe he was Sohn Dongwoon from a Korean boy band that I like. It was like I was back at Japanese camp (Which I went to this past summer.)

Before that I had a dream about Nishikido Ryo, another member of a boy band I like. My parents were also in that dream.

I do believe that I experienced sleep paralysis for the first time while conscious, but it was actually kind of uncomfortable, so in the end I switched positions and lost that feeling. I will try again tonight.

I'm also starting a hand written dream journal, but I've got to go now. Ciao.

Key: Non-Lucid, Lucid

I finally had a long detailed dream that I recalled last night. I also recalled my first dream of the night pretty clearly. Hopefully my recall dry spell is over! Fingers crossed!

True Blood

I was Eric from the TV show True Blood. I was being hunted by Russell Edgington, also from True Blood. It was dark and I was outside in some kind of hedge maze. Russell was floating in the air, laughing. He was taunting me and had sent a really big pig to kill me. For some reason I was afraid of the pig. I killed it. I was trying to lure him in to a position where I could kill him, but he was wise to it.

School Romance?

I was a teenager. I was in some kind of bar or diner. It must have been a school trip because I was with my old school friends and there were lots of other people from school there. There was a girl with some of her friends there too. Somehow nobody in school knew her name. She was seriously cute, blonde, and had a certain innocent look about her.

To make it clear at this point, the girl isn't a real person but a concoction of my imagination. I'm thinking it's a mix of two people from reality, although her appearance it totally unfamiliar to me.

I told my friends that I was going to chat her up and get her to tell me her name. I went over and spoke with her. I was asking her questions and go the impression that she wasn't shy but just didn't like to tell anyone anything about herself. The only people at school who knew her name were her friends apparently. I said that I'd try to guess her name and I'd bet her that if I could get it on the first guess I'd get a kiss. Surprisingly she agreed and said I could have 5 guesses.

Somehow I felt confident that I knew her name. So I listed off 5 guesses. The ones I recall were: Emma, Claire, and Sarah. It turned out my first guess was right, much to her surprise. A bet is a bet, and I won the kiss.

The scene changed and we were travelling back to school on a coach. I was still chatting with Emma as we pulled up outside school. I asked her where she lived, and she just happened to live in a house right across from school. Anyway, I said goodbye and departed to catch the bus home.

I think there is a piece missing here that I don't recall.

I was at school in a room that was a hybrid between a science lab and the food tech. classroom. I entered the room, and it was dark. It was hard to see. There was a bug flying around. The teacher, who I couldn't really see, said it was dangerous. Everyone was looking around. I felt something crawl in my ear! I started freaking out and tipped my head to the side trying to get it to come out. The lights came on. It fell out of my ear. It was a small piece of blue plasticine. Behind me, N, was laughing. He told me that he had thrown it inside my ear. I felt stupid but was impressed that he was able to to that from such a distance in the dark.

I was back at the entrance to the same room. It was light now and I was showing up for a lesson. I got the sense it was either a new room or it could have been the first lesson of term or something, because I was thinking about where to sit. I knew at this point that I was now dating Emma and wasn't sure if I should sit at the same table with her or not.

It was the kind of classroom where there are large tables that fit about 8 or 10 people around them. When I was at school it was pretty typical for any science, technology, or art subject.

Anyway, I was with some friends and we went and sat at a table. I was sitting next to T, who annoys me so much. Emma enters the room with a friend and sits at the table with us.

The lesson isn't so much a lesson but some kind of weird assignment is being handed out. Rather than simply printing it out though it was being dictated. I, as per usual, wasn't really paying any attention to anything much. I realised I didn't have a clue what was going on. I also felt like since, as per usual, I hadn't been in school for a while I had totally missed out on something that was happening. I was trying to copy off of the people next to me, but I couldn't really figure out their handwriting. I was also struggling to write myself. It was really weird, because the assignment was to fill in some complicated insurance forms. It seemed as dumb in the dream as it seems writing it now.

Things started to get more random. T, who was was sat next to me, was also sat at another table across the room. I raised my eyebrows in surprise and so did he. Then he started moving his eyebrows in to strange patterns. N started telling everyone that he had actually graduated from school at age 14 and that he was super intelligent. It was all a bit pointless and then I woke up.

This is my dream journal. Ftw. I had an ld lastnight. Btw if there isn't spaces inbetween some words its because of android 1.5on my stupid lg eve. Soanyway, the dream I had... I was just laying down and then all of a sudden a black zombie midget with an afro started to somehow unlock the door. So he came in and said hello in a weird voice after teleporting to my living room , which scared me.I'm now lucid. So I decide that instead of opening my realeyes, I wouldbe fully lucid. So I really didn't have to do an rc at all. I went "rlly black afro zombie midget? Oh ya? Well, IMAH FIRHIn MA H LAZOR!bahhhhhh!" so boom. then I woke up.

Woow, ok so since camping, I haven't recorded my dreams.... I'm going to put down the lucid dream I had while camping, and then my dreams from last night.

August 6th
1- Camping Lucid
I am trying to escape from my dog who is trying to kill me. We end up in a stairwell and I'm trying to keep her back while her jaws snap at my face. Suddenly, a train blasts through the stairwell and kills us both. I float above the train, and realize I am dreaming. I end up in an unfamiliar kitchen. I look at my hands to stabilize the dream, and everything becomes clearer. My cousin is suddenly beside me. "Maggie, Maggie! We're dreaming!!" I shake her. She seems to be brain-dead, and she only speaks in wails. "uuuUUUUUuuhhhh". Ok, no fun there. I leave the house and decide to visit my cousin Nikki. I climb up a palm tree and jump to the next, and continue this all the way to her house.
[By the time I got there, I had lost lucidity, and because I didn't record the dream, I don't remember much of the rest. I know it had something to do with the radio? Or music?]
2- Tiny Baby
I am at my aunt's house and I am faced with the choice of aborting a baby (even though it was already born). If I abort the baby, I get a lot of money. But if I keep it, I get to keep a good conscious. What really doesn't help is that the baby is very ugly. It looks like a cabbage-patch doll. I decide to keep it. Somehow it is my child, even though I don't remember ever conceiving it. Anyway, later in the dream it is very very small, small enough to fit in my hand. There is some guy stalking it and I have to protect the child, but I keep dropping it and it gets a lot of bloody noses.

August 11th
1- Short Lucid
I am in target, and somehow I attain lucidity. There is a lot of noise and it is hard to concentrate. I stick my hands out like Moses and command that all noise stops. It does, except for a woman speaking on the PA. "This is my dream and I have complete control over your volume!" I exclaim, but to no avail. I lose lucidity and forget the rest of the dream.
2- Where's My ID??
I am at Lover's Lane, a 18+ store, and they need to see my ID. As I am looking for it, the woman at the counter is trying to show me a chapstick that Madonna uses which kills worms. She is rubbing it all over the counter talking about how effective it is, but I am kind of grossed out that A: it's been all over the counter and B: the counter has worms on it. Anyway, I can't find my ID so I tell the woman to finish her explanation when I return with the ID. I run back to a hotel where my family is staying, and I'm trying to find which room we're in. My brother spots me and starts chasing me. I get into the room and lock it, but he somehow gets the door open. I'm searching all over for my ID, and IRL I hear my mom calling me to wake up. "Oh, I'm dreaming." I say, and try to wake up.
I can feel myself in the bed, and my body feels tense. Now I am sinking into the bed.... Am I awake?
2- Walmart Fight
I open my eyes, and I am in my bed, but my bed is in Walmart. My mother is standing next to the bed. "Finally, you're awake!" Am I dreaming? I look at my hands and they're all wrong. Just to be sure, I pick up a nearby squirt-bottle filled with water and spray my mom in the face. "NNOOOOO!" She screams. She grabs a water gun and hides behind one of the aisles. My brother appears with a larger gun and he, too is trying to shoot me. We're running around the store shooting each other with water, when I find a giant water gun with a bat on the end of it. There are children getting their picture taken behind a curtain, and I run towards them to beat them up (don't know why...) This is when I wake up.

Saber shows me a soundwave massage chair. It's full of woofers and subwoofers. You play a didjeridoo in it, and then the speakers amplify it, focusing on the subsonic sounds.

He says anyone can build it. He doesn't care about the patent. LOL

not much to report since my Dream Recall still sucks...

Well, I was stuck at home all day today, so I did some petty work around the house which had made me tired by the evening. By 4 pm I was on my bed, and decided to take a short nap..

I had downloaded this application for my mobile phone, LucidWeaver, and I decided this was a good time to try it out.. I set the alarm to ring after 90 mins and went to sleep..

I remember having this non-lucid dream, still can't recollect much of it, though I remember it involved dogs.. yeah I know, I REALLY gotta work on my Dream Recall Skills

So I was with the dogs (for some reason there were three of them), when the alarm went off and and instantly woke me up.. I thought "Oh shit!.." and thought I had blown it. the dream had ended, dogs were no more..
But then I realised my eyes were still closed and I could feel a little numbness in my legs, so I decided to remain still..
I remained that way for a few minutes and slowly began to feel the sleep paralysis set in. The numbness spread from my legs upwards, freezing my mouth and the truckload of saliva I'd accumulated in it by this time ()

anyway, I was feeling these cool tingly sensations all over and thought I began to see something strangely cool when...,
THE FUCKIN ALARM WENT OFF AGAIN!!
..for no reason I can remember..!!

The sensations stopped, and before I knew it, I was back to square one..

I tried achieving SP once again but after three minutes the alarm sounded again, knocking me off-guard!

So I decided to call it quits for the evening and try again tonight..

The issue with the alarm application, it turns out, is that I had tinkered around abit with the settings earlier and accidentally set two extra alarms, which were meant for 'lucidity training'.. I'm usually a deep sleeper, but somehow I woke up at the first alarm itself that had ruined the plan.. gonna try again tonight with the older settings.

I'm still new to lucid dreaming, this is only my second day of actually trying, and I know SP isn't that great an achievement, but still, it felt uber-cool.. can't wait for the night to set in, I think I'll have difficulty falling asleep (my body feels totally rested from the nap), but anyway.. eyes on the prize baby!

NOTES

Raven and I meet up at the base of the Tower near the entrance to BanYanLand.

Along the way, a bunch of other dreamers appear: MoSh, Loaf, Tigress, mowglycdb, and Walms. Mosh is wearing a white robe with a hood and green trim. His eye are two green gems. I ask him why he's wearing the robe.

He grins at me: I AM A SPACE DRUID. His eyes sparkle, and lightning crackles across his teeth when he says it.

ok.. these are supposed to be notes.

We meet Bobby AKA DJ Sabertooth, AKA Saber. He is a giant were-saber-toothed tiger in a green smoking jacket. He is smoking a giant joint. We hop in a flying car, and he gives us a tour.

He talks about the ecology of the place, and how he set up everything to go in circles.

He says it's a prototype for a self-sustained Tree-House-Farm. Wow! Permaculture.

EXACTLY.

There is a silk factory, silkworms... koi... He says the silkworms are weaving dream fabric.

The place is HUGE.

One. Giant. Tree.

We become ant-people and crawl all over the tree.

Bobby and Raven laugh maniacally. MoSh is confused. Loaf freaks out. Walms doesn't seem to notice. Tigress shrugs. I gnaw at the tree.

****

This dream was so long... I think about an hour... but I don't have time to write it all down.

There is some weird fight-game... at The House...

same weird fucking house, always a different looking house, but it's always the same one.

Jaegaan gets in a play-fight with that Asian bi chick with the stupid reality show.

He grabs her wrist and makes her slap her ass.

He undresses her, and they tell me to film with my camera phone.

okay...

Then, Angel's alarm clock goes off.

I really think that binaural beats don't work for me. Whenever I listen to headphones and try to sleep I just cannot do it. Last night I barely got any sleep at all. It was horrible. I only remember the vaguest fragment of a dream:

My brother in law is on a roof and so am I. But the roof I am on is a good 15 feet away from him. I look around. It's sunny out and it looks like we're in the desert somewhere. The setting kinda reminds me of Assassins Creed. I suddenly run forward as fast as I can and leap towards the other roof. I hit the side of the building and my fingers barely clasp the edge of the roof. My heart is pounding and I'm able to pull myself over the edge. I lay there for a second before continuing towards my brother in law. I get to him and say something to him. I can't remember what I said. But I know I mention that we're on some sort of mission. So I point across the way and tell him, after exchanging a few words, that we need to head over there to fight off a few people. After that we need to jump back towards another building where we can meet up at our 'base'. So we do. We jump across and again I barely make it. My hands are just barely over the edge of the ledge. I pull myself up. We fight off a few people on this new building before heading back to the building with our "team". For us to get there we can't jump straight to the roof, we have to hit the ground and then scramble up a rope ladder. I go first. I hit the dusty ground and am on and up the ladder before I can take a second breath. My brother in law attempts the same thing but as soon as he hits the ground he moves too slow and is swept away by a group of men in ninja costumes.

I also remember a few little fragments but I'm not going to write those down. I barely got any sleep. It was terrible.

* fell asleep aruond midnight. had 3 good reams but i only remember the first one :(

Dream 1: I remember I was at a store and the only items I was concerned about was liquor. I was putting lots of bottles of different varieties into my shopping cart.

(i don't remember how I got to the store, and I don't actually remember going to checkout to pay for the alcohol)

Now I'm new to dream interpretation, but I'm guessing that since I'm 18, and was drinking last night that my dream was a yearning for freedom??

I was walking through my school ( it was very different to my normal school) trying to find the sport's coach to ask if there was golf that day. The sports office had a thatched roof ?? and all the teachers had left their phones and ipods sitting on the desk with nobody there??? When i left the sports office i was in my garden (i knew it was my home but it was completely different). There were dark clouds overhead and when i began to climb the stairs into my house a hurricane sucked me up and threw me against a high wall. When i fell to the floor i had no injuries (very weird) and suddenly there were a lot more hurricanes all over. I began to run away but more cam from everywhere. That was when i woke up.