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1. My family and I are visiting my paternal-side grandparents. In our car, there's a weird bottle with the Joker's eyes, hair, and mouth on it, the idea being that you hold the empty bottle up in front of your face and it makes you look like said Clown Prince of Crime. For the lulz, I end up singing "no, he can't read-a my Joker face~" (despite how much I can't stand the actual song in waking life)

When we get to the grandparents' house, I get a call from my friend that she's not going to pick me up for our vacation until a day later. I get remarkably upset.

2. Something about a machine that weaves incredibly soft T-shirts out of only a handful of cotton fluff. Threading the machine is a bit of a challenge, and you have to hold on to the end of the cotton throughout the entire process, but the results are cool.

3. Something about sneaking into a building through an air vent.

Damn, I remember much less of this dream than I thought I would in the middle of the night...

It was at the end of a school term. For some reason everyone was either dressed as pirates or they actually WAS pirates, I don't remember. There was a lot of events involving me and people from the school that are very very faded now. I vaguely remember some form of staircase or something.

Since it was at the end of the term everybody had done their game projects and there was something about them too.

The following keywords I have forgotten about so much that I can't make out much of them:

Stopped fight (I think I stopped some fight)
Purple pirates (A pair of the pirates had purple shirts)
Cup noodles (totally blank on this one, lol)
affä (swedish word affär which means store, but it is lacking an r... I think I must have been tired xD)

This is my first entry in the Journal, so bare with me.

I am standing in front of my boyfriend Randy looking up at him telling him its our 5 year anniversary today. Im not really sure where we are but I know we are outside. He then looked down at me and said "ive been with 4 other women over the course of 5 years". At first I didn't understand what he had told me. I was confused. Then a sudden rush of emotion came over me. I started screaming at him. Screaming so hard in my dream that in real life i can feel all the muscles in my body tense up. My heart is beating fast and im breathing heavily. I dont wake up yet. Im screaming at him with tears in my eyes asking him why he would do this to me. Randy shows no emotion. Just staring at me. Then says "didn't think you would mind". I then repeated his sentence as a question. "I cant believe you would do this to me". I then wake up. Not being able to breath. My chest hurts. My body feels stiff. I quickly fall right back asleep into the same dream. This time I'm inside a building where it seems we are having a party for me and Randys Anniversary. My immediate family is there. I sit down at a table next to my mom. She is very happy. Smiling at me she talks about the food thats being served at the party. She got up from the table to get more food and comes back with a boiled egg. I remember staring at the egg as she ate it. And she said " I just had to have an egg". She then turns into Randy. My mom is now behind me standing over me. She hands Randy a gift. Wrapped in blue and red wrapping paper with a musical card attached. She opens the card. A song starts to play but he quickly shuts it like he is embarrassed that it plays a song. I cant remember the song now but I did recognize it in the dream. He then hands it to me. I open the card and say "you might as well let it play". I read the card, though i cant remember what it said now but I do remember it was addressed from my dad. I started to cry and handed the gift back to Randy. Which he then turned back into my mom. Mom kept smiling at me even though I was crying. I then woke up with sadness. I rolled over in bed to see Randy in deep sleep next to me. A feeling came over me of great anger towards him. I almost felt like I couldn't tell if this was reality or a dream again. I didn't know if what he told me in my dream was real or not. Did he really do that or was that in my dream. I got up and went into the kitchen to get a drink of water. Came back and went to bed.

Had another dream soon after I closed my eyes.

I was floating above my parents house. I could see that the roof needed repair. The shingles where half missing and there is a huge hole in the roof where the kitchen is. I could see all the installation inside. Now im back on the ground walking up the steps into the house. I tell my mother there is a hole in the roof. She says she already knows. She then takes me outside. I follow behind her to the back of the house. She takes a few pieces of siding off the house to reveal a hole. She climbs in first. I climb in after her. It was wet and moldy. I remember smelling the mold. I see installation and wood from the frame of the house. I see the sun coming thru the whole in the roof. My mother then fades away and its just me. I see a pond that was formed from rain water coming in through the roof. I see a dark shadow past by me. It was fast. I felt afraid. I look back at the pond and see a white and orange calico cat walk up to the pond and drink out of it. I pointed and said "here kitty kitty" The cat ignored me. I then crawled back out of the spot to see my mom waiting for me. I then wake up from the dream.

My dreams where a jumbled mess of images until I remembered the mantra that I was saying all day yesterday, "I am dreaming, I am dreaming"

I was outside, there was a beach behind me and a car in front of me. I started to get into the car when I heard my mantra, "I am dreaming."

I paused and realized that I was dreaming, then I got into the car. I thought of my goals for the night, I only had one that I could think of. The goal was to meet Raven Knight at the volcanic planet that I had painted, but how to get there? All of the scenarios that I had visualized before going to bed involved me already being at the planet.

I attempted to visualize the planet, but nothing happened. No matter what I tried, I couldn't get myself to move. It reminded me of the last time I was lucid, I had no control over my dreams.

I looked out the car window, I expected the moon to shoot up over the mountains in the distance any second now. Sure enough, It did, but with more force than I had anticipated. I willed it to slow down and stop, and it did.

then I woke up.

I had a nice dream last night involving TW and computers, lol. I'm not sure exactly what we were doing, but I was asleeep in bed and TW came into the room and he was like "hey I've figured out why it's not working! The guy that I am living with in student housing showed me. And it was something to do with the fact that it was html v1.0".
He was trying to show me where "html v1.0" was written on a pencil, which was connected to a firelighter through a keychain. I was barely awake and was at that stage when I couldn't really focus on anything, and he was trying to show me the text which was really small so I was like "okay, wait a sec, my eyes are still adjusting to the light and I can't focus properly".
I was also thinking "WTH this is kind of a cool surprise visit but this is kinda funny that he is showing me this at this time. Surely he'd show me once I've already woken up?" But I wasn't annoyed or anything, just slightly amused.

There was more to the computery side of things than this. I have a feeling that it involved being connected to Pallkars using SSH, and stuff like that haha.

Then there was another bit relevant to the fact that TW had lighters on his keychain; mum was asking for my advice about lighters because we were in Philippines, and asked if the one she was getting was expensive. It was $20.50, I think, and I was like "hell yeah that's really expensive!". She was like "oh, okay" lol.

And thern there was another part where I was in the Philippines with Shaun and it was early morning, around 7.30 so I took the train to this random place and stayed there because it was slightly exciting. It was also raining pretty hard, and I had my umbrealla.

I missed the first train there, and the people watching me as I missed it were like "oh.." and had that expression of half-sympathy half-amusement on their face as you do when someone JUST missses a train. One of them was an indian woman in traditional dress.

The destination was at the top of a hill or something. I think it was some sort of campus and there was lots of student housing there. It may have led to the place where I was sleeping when TW came and saw me.

08.07.2010

Ideals: The Hunt (Non-lucid)

★★★☆☆

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

RAT-AT-AT-AT-AT-AT

Gorrammit. There's too many.

Countless mechs surround me from all sides, as I flee ever deeper into the cave. Capable of taking me out at any time, they seem to be making a sport out of chasing me. If they knew who I was. . . If they knew I was the Head Imperial General in charge of the war effort. . . I'd be dead right now.

I consider using Geass to take them all out at once, but I'm not confident I can imprint that many at a time, and if I fail, then my power and identity would no longer be a secret. Everything I had struggled and fought for all these years would be for naught. I have to keep moving.

Off to my right, on a raised rock ledge, their Ace Pilot comes into view. He fires a burst from his gun that glances off my armor as I veer to the side to avoid the brunt of the attack.

Hmm. . . I've got an idea.

I focus on the Pilot and activate Geass, feeling his mind wipe clean as my will overtakes him. Just like that, he turns his fire onto his former allies, in an attempt to protect me. He does pretty well, allowing me to make quite a bit of headway into the cave. Almost home free, I exit the narrow passageway into a huge, open cavern.

Frak me.

Lining the tiered walls are hundreds of mechs, waiting to to open fire. Their ambush sprung, there's only one thing I can do to defend myself. . .

My Geass explodes outward in a shock-wave originating from my glowing eyes. I see every mind it wipes, all the desires, all the fears, all the intricacies that made that mind unique. It's too much; there're too many; I'm losing my grip. . .

I awaken.

11.07.2010

The camping, the pigs and the World Cup (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two dreams tonight (plus one fragmented).
Third one:

I was going to a camping.







We were in some groups and we would enjoy some outdoors and indoors activities with other people. I can recall that one of the activities was having sex with someone of the opposite sex. It had to be a different partner every night. Having sex was a must.
There were a few females in my group, however, they were moved to another group. My group was only my wife and me.
Other of the activities were outdoors, some sports under a lot of sunshine.
I was talking with a friend about the sex activity while we were going somewhere. He told me he was very bugged because his girlfriend was having sex with another guy as it was required, but she was enjoying it a lot. He was afraid he would be dumped.
I was wondering why did they forced to have sex with other people. I also wondered if they knew I was married with my wife so they avoided forcing us to have sex with other people.
The scenery changed and I was talking with my wife. There was a farm that was going bankrupt and they were going to slay all the animals they had.
They had two pigs (pretty big pigs)







Both my wife and I were in love with the pigs. We wanted to save them so we planned to adopt them. We wondered how our bed would look if both pigs, our two cats and the both of us would fit in our bed.

The scenery changed and we were at home. We found out on the news that the World Cup match was going to be played at 10:00 am instead of 11:30 am as usual. We were annoyed because I had to enter at Pata Negra at 10:00 AM and I would miss the beginning of the match. My wife said, "I hope from now they do not screw the times for the next matches."

Missed Dream Signs:

- The sex thing at the camp. It has no sense.
- A pair of pigs. The number two is a MAJOR dream sign. In most of my dreams, I dream with two "something" I always RC when I see a pair of something, as I dream in pairs a lot.
- When my wife talked about the following matches. It was the final match, so that made no sense.

What I would have done if lucid:

- At the camping, talk and find out stuff with other DC.
- At the farm and at home, probably leave and try to teleport to other age to complete a ToTY

11.07.2010

Olive Oil Fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two dreams tonight (plus one fragmented).
Second one (fragmented):

- Olive Oil Store.
- Going somewhere.
- Something going on with a client.

Missed dream signs:

- Can't recall any. The Olive Oil store should be a dream sign.

What I would have done if lucid:

- Leave the store.
- Blast into oblivion the dancers if they were there.
- Head for a Task of the Year.

11.07.2010

Brother and pools (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two dreams tonight (plus one fragmented).
First one:

I was in the entrance of a house. I saw a few cats. Inside there was a lady who appeared enlightened. My wife told me that the lady was smarter than me. I was wondering why did she said that. My brother was doing some homework at home and I saw him.

The scenery changed and I was now in a pool. My brother was going to take a bath and someone told him that he had to wear his "jinjoes" all the time, even while taking a bath. "Jinjoes" was the name called to his regular glasses. I saw a pair of glasses floating in the pool. I put them on and I dove to the bottom of the pool. The I was alone in the pool.

Missed dream signs:

- Brother (he is 14.000 miles from me)
- Glasses floating in the pool (regular vision glasses do not float)
- Probably I was able to breath underwater when I dove.
- The name "jinjoes" It's a very odd name to call to glasses.

What I would have done if lucid:

- Talk with the enlightened lady.
- Ask my wife why the lady was smarter than me.
- Seek for improvement and/or request the lady to fuse with me.

I'm back from my trip to Colorado! It was amazing and I got to climb Pike's Peak. The first night there I had several dreams that stuck with me until now(a few days later) and I'm finally getting a chance to record them. I don't remember that much anymore but I'll put some down.

regular dreams: 7-8-10

This dreams was based off of some conversations I had with friends. Sometimes when it looked like it was going to rain outside I would be joking around saying "It's go' rayne foooool!" and acting all ghetto. So I guess this is where it came from.


It was the morning before heading out to climb Pike's Peak(just like in RL). I turned on the news to see the weather for the day. This black guy came on with the weather and said "It's go' rayne this mornin! It's go' rayne in ma 'hood!" This made me really sad because [I thought that we were going to have nice weather for the trip.

It turns out that it did rain that day, but not until the afternoon after we arrived at the camp. Whew.


There were some more dreams but I dont remember/want to share them.

After tossing and turning for what seemed like forever I finally sat up in bed, rubbing my tired eyes. Why was I unable to fall asleep? Normally I don't have any difficulty falling asleep, but this was clearly going to be one of those nights where I wasn't going to heading back into my dreams. Considering that I'd made plans to go back to find Dragor and finish the task of healing him. Well, that obviously wasn't going to happen tonight unless I managed to find a way to get back to sleep soon. Feeling kind of hungry, I left my room and went to the kitchen without turning on any lights. What I found in the refrigerator made me start drooling…

it was a chocolate cake! It looked like one of the most delicious chocolate cakes I have ever seen, dark chocolate cake with chocolate icing and slivers of dark chocolate on top of the cake, a ring of strawberries around the edge of the cake. Being hungry, I figured no one would notice if there was an extra sliver of the cake missing… I cut myself a thick slice of cake and happily ate it. Only then did I realize the slice of cake I had taken was extremely obvious to anyone who took even a fleeting look at it. I was trying to figure out some way to cover my tracks when it occurred to me that I could possibly be dreaming. I did a RC and discovered that this was definitely the case. Since I was in a dream anyway, I went back to the refrigerator and ate the rest of the cake.

Feeling like a pig now, I thought about my other goals for the night. Oh, yeah! I wanted to find Dragor and try again to heal him. With the intent to locate him, I focused on opening a portal and went through it. I stepped from the portal to find myself beside a very familiar looking cave; it was the same cave where I had found Dragor the first time! I hadn't thought there was a chance Dragor would be in the same place as I had found him before… Well, since I had been there before I knew exactly where I needed to go. When I reached the large chamber in at the end of the entry passage I found the same three people there. This time, however, Dragor was walking in front of the other two who were sitting in some big chairs. It was obvious that Dragor was angry at his two companions, he was pacing back and forth and telling them they had better get off their asses and do what he told them before he got really angry. The other two seemed a bit nervous over the threat, but not enough to actually do much… that is they didn't seem to want to do much until they looked behind Dragor and saw me. When he saw the other two staring over at me, Dragor also turned to see I was there.

This time it was immediately apparent that none of them wanted to waste time on idle chat. The three of them attacked me on sight, firing large blasts of energy at me. Witchblade formed immediately and protected me from the power of the blast, the force of it propelled me back through the passage and out the mouth of the cave. I landed there and looked back into the cave where I saw the three of them coming, Dragor in the lead. I waited for them to approach me as I considered my options for getting Dragor on his own. There was a blur of motion as the two guys with Dragor split to my right and left and attacked me from those directions. Now was the chance… I opened a portal directly behind Dragor and charged directly at him, right into his lightning attack and tackled him right through the portal…

The portal I had opened led to an isolated location; a dead world not far from the planet I had been on when I found Dragor. I hadn't specified where the portal should go, I had just directed the type of location I had needed the portal to lead, and I had wanted it to lead somewhere that a big fight between Dragor and me would not hurt anyone else. I surveyed the surrounding area. The landscape that surrounded us was completely devoid of life. Dragor stood glaring at me, the only thing I could see in his eyes was pure hate. And yet I knew that somewhere inside of him there was a spark, a chance for his heart to be healed, a chance for him to be set free of this hate and to live his life how he chose. But he was not going to make healing him easy, it was obvious that he was going to fight it every step of the way, holding onto is hatred in the same manner a drug addict will hold onto their drugs even though those drugs are killing them. He said if I wanted to play, this would be the last game of my life.

All I saw was a blur of motion as Dragor came directly at me in a full on attack. My training with Vegeta must be doing some good, as I reflexively jumped into the air and avoided Dragor's attack, coming down on his back with a hard kick that sent him head first into the dirt where he dug a trench with his face. That didn't even phase him, though, as he did a flip back onto his feet, turning to face me at the same time. He had a smirk on his face. He said he was glad this wasn't going to be as easy as he had thought it would be with me being a mere human. He moved his hands as if he was doing a Final Flash like Vegeta on Dragonball Z, instead of an energy blast, however, a blast of lightning came out of his hands. I used Whiplash to deflect the bolts back at their source. After reflecting back in the opposite direction, however, the bolt of lightning split into two separate bolts, circled around, and hit me from behind, the result was I was knocked over and was sparking all over. Dragor, apparently thinking the attack had done more than it actually had, was laughing at me and asked if I wanted to change my mind about fighting him since he really saw no advantage to destroying an opponent as weak as me.

Ok… it was time to stop being on the defensive and go on the offensive. I had the idea that since I had attempted to heal him he would expect light energy attacks and know how to block them. I thought maybe he wouldn't expect the dark energy techniques I have modeled after Alex Mercer on Prototype…

I had the song Phantom Lord by Metallica playing, but more because it helps me get more energy than because I was using it to focus a spell. I selected Alex Mercer's spike attack, sending dark energy into the ground to have it erupt right under Dracor in the form of razor spikes. Dragor responded instantly, jumping into the air, clear of the spikes while laughing. A bit more dark energy… and a blast of dark energy lightning came from the tip of each of the spikes, centered in on Dragor. Apparently he wasn't ready for that one, as he failed to get out of the way as the dark energy lightning wrapped around him and pulled him into the ground hard as the spikes retracted. So now Dragor was even more pissed off and on his back in the middle of a small crater.

But I also saw that the dark energy inside Dragor was beginning to become more unstable as he had tried to absorb some of the energy in the lightning attack I had just hit him with. With it being unstable, there would be a better chance to draw some of it out. So I switched from Phantom Lord to Silver and Cold by AFI (Your sins in to me, my beautiful one…). The effect of this healing song was to pull quantities of dark energy directly out of Dragor and into me. Even that wasn't as easy as it sounds… he was more than willing to relinquish some of his energy, in the form of flame attacks, sending waves of black flames in my direction. I had to redirect my healing spell, place it in conjunction with Fuel by Metallica (Gimme fuel, gimme fire, gimme that which I desire!", to absorb all of the dark energy as it came in my direction. I was focusing on The Curse by Disturbed to try to stabilize all of that dark energy as it came it, but it was looking like it might be too much energy to stabilize all at once.

No matter how unstable my energy might be getting, Dragor's was much more unstable because he was pissed off. He erupted into a massive blast of fire powered by dark energy. The entire area around him burst into flames, flames reaching high into the sky and scorching the ground around them, burning into the surface of the planet itself to make a large crater there. I could hear Dragor inside the flames laughing maniacally, saying that there was no way he could be defeated by one as pathetic as a mere human, his full power would crush me like a gnat… he continued yelling and laughing, sounding like nothing short of a complete lunatic. The flames around him blasted into an even brighter blast which was nearly blinding to look into. Witchblade was protecting me from the force of the flames as I focused on absorbing some more of the energy…

This wasn't getting anywhere… but it did appear he was expending a large amount of his energy into all of those flames. So maybe I might have some success in using a healing spell at this point. So I focused on using the song Touch My Heart off of the Devil Hunter Yohko soundtrack. The song started playing, and the first thing I noticed was something I'm not used to seeing… it was forming a sphere of light energy around me that was blocking out the dark energy flames. I was able to approach Dragor much more easily than I had expected with the dark energy being blocked out by the sphere of light. When I got close enough to Dragor I was able to move on to the next part of the spell; a pillar of blue and white energy erupted around Dragor,

which clearly got him even more pissed off or maybe it was actually hurting him, because I could hear loud roars from within the energy pillar that I couldn't tell if they were of rage, pain, or both. The pillar of light burned bright until it had burned off all of the dark energy flames and left nothing but a huge charred crater with an unconscious Dragor in the middle of it.

I went over to Dragor, he was alive, though he looked quite disoriented from the entire ordeal. I had some unstable dark energy inside of me… so I was focusing on The Curse by Disturbed (Defying the curse that has taken hold, never surrender, I'll never be overcome!) to stabilize the dark energy inside of me. I had gotten it mostly stabilized when Dragor got up and looked at me strangely, still looking very disoriented. The song spell to use now was Of Wolf and Man (I feel I change, back to a better day… Hair stands on the back of my neck… In wildness is the preservation of the world, so seek the wolf in thyself! Shape shift nose to the wind, shape shift feeling I've been, move swift all senses clean, earth's gift, back to the meaning of wolf and man!) to change Dragor back to his true form, which is that of a blue dragon.

Dragor now had the form of a huge dragon, three heads, shining scales that looked like they were made out of brushed steel, breathing bolts of lighting, roaring so loud that the surrounding mountains were shaking with the sound. The entire dragon was sparking, an electric dragon, it was an awesome sight to see. The dragon finally calmed down and looked directly at me with its middle head, now the dragon had the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen…

Dragor made a snorting sound in my direction before flapping his massive wings and taking flight into the sky and disappearing through a portal that appeared there. He had just disappeared from sight when everything around me faded and I woke.

★★★

Flying

I had a dream of flying around with someone. We got onto some rooftops, my friend was goofing off and fell off one of the roofs. I was looking for where he fell when I fell too.

Trying to fly

In this dream I was going to try flying for a reality check. But for somereason I don't remember the outcome.


Searching

I was in some abstract house looking for some underground caverns. i had a map that indicated there was a large mass of caves almost like and underground continent. On the map it started in the sonoran desert and was big enough to cover mexico and the top of south america. I kept jumping into small rooms that were being built expecting to find tunnels. Someone was with me and said that i would never find them.

Not the bees again

Back at the same strange house where swarms of bees were all around. I kept running through them and not getting stung.

Serenity

I had a dream that Serenity was about the size of my thumb. She was on a table and I was looking at her, she was waving at me going "help me, help me!". Just then some guy came along and started reciting poetry. As he did this Serenity grew in size until her normal height.

I then looked at the guy who helped her transformation and it was john lennon. (the spitting image.)

I started off in some video game. I was with 3 other people. We all had a different class. I believe there was a mage, archer, healer, and something else. It was some sort of PvP arena. We had made it through many rounds and now we were marching off to yet another tournament. (This dream lasted much longer than described, though I can't remember much of it)

Then I was at some sort of ceremony with my class. We were all on horseback in some spacious area. We had to ride up to these people and accept some reward something, and then walk away.

I started off unmounted. There was someone cantering. JO commented that I wasn't going as fast as him. I was hopping around as if I was cantering and explained to him that my leg was sore so I couldn't go as fast.

Eventually I ended up on a horse again. I accepted my award and then went away. I saw someone cantering so I figured that I would be allowed to too. I urged the horse to go as fast as possible. I didn't have stirrups, so I wobbled a bit until I collected my balance. I then used my legs to steer the horse around.

I then ended up in another dream. I don't even remember what I saw, but I know that Mrs. G. was there with FR. Mrs. G. started pissing on the ground, and I felt some of it hit my leg (what a wonderful thing to dream about -.-). FR said something, that's all I remember.

Then I was at school, in my old classroom. I was having some sort of race with another person, I think KA. We had to get somewhere downstairs as fast as possible. We ran down the hallway, and she parted at a stairwell to the left. I laughed to myself as I ditched her and just kept running down the hall.

I ended up running to Mrs. F's class. I started helping her with some of the chores. She complimented me, and we talked about stuff that I can't remember.

Then I was on a bus, sitting beside KA. We were talking about how we missed being at TR. Then we ended up going to what was apparently Wonderland. The place was more like a playground. It was winter for some reason. I started playing around on the monkey bars.

Then I was at home, or at KA's house, I can't remember exactly. There was something about calling her. Then it ended.