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Nap around 3:00 P.M

I WILD into a lucid dream. It is all black. I imagine a ball of light to be the sun of my solar system. It appears. Suddenly, the sun is eclipsed by the dark side of a planet and I wake up.

Dream Fragment 1: I was in a creepy house. I could sense a ghost, and it scared the crap out of me. I woke up and was still freaked for a second before I realized that it was just a dream. o_o

Full Non-Lucid Dream 2: Warning, this is a bit nsfw, but it's what happened and I was not in control. :p I was getting some groceries and talking with the cashier at Walmart, and we both agreed that everyone should just get free membership cards. Does Walmart even offer membership cards? xD There were a few people behind me -- an African American lady, an invisible lady (I could sense her presence, or something), and I think a few other women. One of them -- can't remember who precisely -- started doing something physical to me that would be rather inappropriate to mention on a public forum and which would most certainly not happen in a public setting, and my dream self rather enjoyed it. Wasn't enough to make me lucid though. The weird thing is, I doubt that I would have been attracted to any of those people in real life. They were pretty generic, standard Wally World people. THE PEOPLE OF WALMART! Dreams can make you horny, I suppose. o____O

Oh, and in that dream, I actually had a false awakening. Inside of my dream, I woke up, and thought "Hey, I remembered a dream!" and immediately began writing it down in my dream journal. I also have a vague memory of there being a Nutri Grain wrapper beside me, when in actuality I hardly ever eat inside of my room (too messy). And then I woke up for real, and was confused because I thought that I had already written it down in my journal, yet there was nothing on the page.

Dream Fragment 3 (NOT COUNTING): My last note reads "Idk I think a 3rd one but got lost on the Z" I don't know what this means. xD But it was definitely one of those moments where you know you almost remembered the dream, but it just narrowly escapes you. D: Hence, I'm not counting this for the sake of honesty.

I haven't had an LD in a while. Hopefully tonight will change that. But then again, this is first and foremost a process that requires time and hard work to achieve. So we will see how this all plays out. I'm really going to make the effort to make sleep more of a priority in my life, but we'll see if I can pull it off...

I realize I'm dreaming, either just before having a false awakening, or because of the false awakening transition.
Try rocking/phantom wiggling.
Try listening in.
The noise gets really loud.
Try rocking/phantom wiggling again, with basically no results.
Go back to listening in.
Noise peaks again, and I then visualize/feel myself standing from bed and walking toward door. I feel light touch sensations when grabbing handle.
I walk toward stairs yelling to family, but decide to go other direction to parents' room.
I wait near their bed a sec, and manage to get my vision back by grounding myself and focusing on trying to see them in bed.
I see them in bed with my younger brother, however, they appear to all be dreaming/just on the verge of waking up.
I wait a few seconds, trying to remember my dream goals, and then manage to get them awake by touching them lightly.
I now think I remember my dream goals: "dream guide, mute, pencil, and something else" (correct, other than the second, which was "massage" instead of "mute")
I get confused by this, as I don't know what "mute" means, but I assume it means, "Pretend that you're mute."
I then stop talking, and point at my mouth, making gestures and mouthing words -- pretending I had just gone mute.

I really want to go on to the rest of the goals, but sadly it begins breaking up again, and I'm shortly back in bed. My body still feels rested, but my mind feels too awake, so I decide to just get up. I may have tried anyway if I'd instantly realized that I misremembered the second dream goal, but only did so about a half minute later.

Lucid Dream, Saturday, January 21, 2017:
Lucidity: Low

At my parents. A busty black girl insists on hugs before she leaves. I oblige of course. I go into the bathroom to prepare for bed, and find my teeth are loose and rotted. I also have partial braces (the bit with rubber bands stretched between top & bottom). Walking out to show somebody, while taking off the rubber bands, I find a girl with short blonde hair. A tooth from the top-right falls out, and as I catch it, I realize I am dreaming. Find the spot now missing a tooth with my right thumb. Blood, lots of it. For some reason it turns me on, and my attention shifts to the girl. I approach and begin rubbing the blood on her, and "dream controlling" the blood to multiply. She protests about "doing it" out here, so I take her into the nearby bedroom, where my mom is on the phone and a little girl with black dreads is looking at picture books. Some part of me, more aware, more lucid, wanted me to slow down and think a little. As we climb onto the bed and she begins shying undoing her clothes, I look up for a moment, out the window into the yard. Buuut then her shirt is off and I get pulled back in. A bit of fondling and mouthing, and I "blow" in my pants (apparently dream says clothing stays this time). Sit back slowly. After a moment, I leave the room and enter the dining room. Out the large glass doors there, I see the yard, with a line of Minecraft furnaces on the ground. A few little monsters dance around the porch, trying to grab my attention. I try to stabilize, thinking of a bubble of control surrounding me, and I wave my hands as if touching its inside wall. Turning left with both body and eyes, I am suddenly greeted with the backs of my eyelids.

Later fragment: school of magic, catch an evil master trying to steal magical tools, I escape from him, master wizards councel

This dream felt so realistic, that when I recalled it later at work today, for a moment I thought it may have happened.

So there is a guy in a distinct white T-shirt. It has 2 emblems, is smaller and one larger, and a few words on it. We are trying to find him later. I start to recall the logos and the words and his face is coming to my memory very clearly.

All that I remember is that I was neighbors with that girl I used to speak online.
She had a lot of siblings ,and her brother used to joke around always.
And we had a military base on an island, that was high grounded, it raised out like a mountain and on top it was plain, there was a forest and a bit of plain field, only grass, near the forest was teh base .
There were some other people ,and there were weapons. And then we went out to get something in the forest
We started to walk through the plain, Me her, and her brother, plus 5-4 siblings , I didnt have a gun ,and now that i think of it, noone of us had, we were connected to the base so we could communicate with them.
Then suddenly, 2 helicopters came, big ones, and her brother just started to joke around, the girl was afraid and asked what to do , i said theyre probably friendly so no worries.
Then it got down, but its rotors were still rotating ,we started to run as the heli tried to kill us with its rotors, the other heli came from the other side, then somehow we dodged em, the two helis tangled up in eachother and exploded.
We ran and ran, then on the edge of the island, we stopped cuz we were followed by armed soldiers and we almost got shot, in the roots of a tree , I found a sniper rifle, I shot down some of them, then i said we got to jump, for we have parachutes.

Then we jumped , or well , i fell down,then somehow we got home.

I leave the house, it is night. Without any reason I look at my hands, they look very funny. Is this a dream? Yes! I quickly walk through the urban nightscape and repeat my hand RCs. They are very funny, every time there is something different (bigger, more fingers, less fingers, colors). I wonder why. I can "make" my hands look pretty normal, though if I want to. After having that explored enough, I decide to finish some goals. I want to meet somebody, so I walk toward the neighborhood where that person lives. Then midway I change my mind and want to go for the dinner. In front of me there is a block of houses. I run towards it with the intention to pass through it, expecting a shopping mall with a nice sushi restaurant in it. It works! The feeling running through that walls is strange, like running into a hedgerow: it scratches and tickles (in fact, in Germany there is stupid fun sport called "Hecking" where people do right that!). In the mall I quickly find my sushi place. Seems the dream pulled details from three different WL sushi places I go to regularly and blended them together into something new. There are some people around. While I take a seat, F. immediately involves me into a philophical discussion about online marketing in a post-truth media world. I have trouble following his weird ideas. Well, but the salmon nigiris are awesome. Like in waking life, fatty, tasty, just as they have to be. While eating a lot of sashimi, I lose lucidity and continue to engage in chatter about whatever with my dreamed colleagues.

I was in a house or an apartment. It might have belonged to my Dad. The floor was sand like at a beach. There were holes in the sand which seemed to be nests for snakes or insects or something. I was filling some of them up by moving sand around with my foot. My Dad asked if I could have it done by the time of some party he was planning. I said that I would try but that I wasn’t sure because it takes time.

Then things changed so that I was no longer working on a sandy floor, but instead working on a bed or mattress, filling in dips and holes in the mattress. At one point our late dog Elvis was in one of the holes as I was moving pillows around and he came out.

Then I was in Alaska on the road and I was running into travelers. Somebody was traveling with a bunch of young women who may have been prostitutes. I met a couple travelers who were headed to Oklahoma. They said they had begun their journey in Pennsylvania. I replied that they were really taking the long way. They said that they really wanted to visit Alaska.

The scene changed. I might have still been in Alaska but I was at music club and I had been given an upright bass. I was just starting to fool around with it. There were two guys, one of whom had a beginner’s music book. They kept telling me to play different simple 3 note songs. At first I went along with it. But then I moved the upright bass over a divider into a corner of the room. As I moved the bass I made a joke to a man that was sitting close by that I hope I didn’t stick him in the privates with the stick-like stand that protrudes from the bottom of the bass.

I began to play a David Lynch-type jazz scale. I was kind of managing to play that. Then Peg said that when I hit certain notes it hurt her feet or her knee. She was sitting close to the bass and it may have been bumping into her. But I said that I needed to hit those notes and asked her to be patient with me.

So, I was playing that Lynchian piece and I had my hand high up on the neck of the bass and there were snakes up in the corner of the room and they began biting both of my arms repeatedly. I was okay, though. I posed for a photo for Peg, showing off the bites, because we thought it would look cool. Then she moved out of the way so a man from the press could take a photo.

...

Had some dumb dreams I didn't enjoy. First the family was in the car looking for my sister. We found her next to a creek, and I jumped in and tried to make my way to her without crushing the local wildlife or getting my shoes wet. There were toads everywhere. At one point I was astonished to see a small one get caught by a thin piece of spider web and lifted away. I didn't see the spider responsible for this action; it looked more like some sort of automatic trap.

Then we retrieved Jess, and the next bit had to do with Dad and some stupid design he'd done to a car that involved a lot of french fry decals and design choices. Like, there was a big plastic french fry he'd put overtop the antenna. I ended up removing absolutely everything I could to make the car seem normal again.

Then there was an odd segment where Dad was reclaming the car and putting the french fry crap back despite my protests. Oh well.

Meditated: had a lucid where I just say outside and took everything in. I stared at the moon and watched it warp. Collapsed to the ground and had a false awakening. Continued the lucid dream to my backyard and looked into a pit of rocks and sticks. Then game over. Woke up and tried to meditate back into dream but instead had vivid non-lucid dreams of getting chased by huge monsters, post-apocalyptic water shortages, meeting a talking Zapdos , seeing old school chums.

Gotta work on that re-entry.

More tidbits:
An alternate reality; a strange tunnel (more like a tram track as it was very high above the ground) with missing sections you had to jump over; a girl changing her skin texture but it glitched and looked weird for certain ones; getting lost while running through a huge building but severed heads showed the correct path after a woman yelled at me for going the wrong way... ah yes, but first I was in a vehicle. A group of bad guys kept firing EMP's at me to stall the vehicle I was in. It was a water vehicle and I finally made it to the building. There were mutants in the wide halls and they were going to attack me with a lasso-like appendage but I told them I was on their side and to attack the people pursuing me.

All of those seem to be mostly inspired by Under the Dome and my new game The Forest.

Fitbit: 3:34AM-11:54AM 12 times restless for 2hrs 25 minutes. 5hrs 55 minutes proper sleep.
I think my silent alarms were confusing the device. I turned them off before bed last night and I had no conflicting times.

I was in a high school, investigating the various paranormal objects that show up there. I found a creepy Japanese-looking doll in a kimono, which legends say will turn into someone's true love if you perform a ritual and did not look at it. I did so, and in the last part I had to count to ten as the doll transformed and I was filled with fear. It became somebody I knew who was a bit confused.

Later I was at an art teacher's workshop, and he apparently had another paranormal object.

1. My night started with an HH of me looking out from behind my eye sockets, but not my eyes. (Isn't third eye behind bridge of nose)? I have this often where my eyes are useless but I am seeing from behind them, like from deep inside my skull. This vision was of me watching two images of myself. One was a ghostly figure, very transparent yet I could see it was me and my features. It was a profile shot of her facing another me as I am today. They were looking right at each other about a foot from each other, yet about 15 feet in front of me the observer, when the transparent me put both of her hands up to the other one and grasped her cheeks as if to say I love you, my emotions felt as if this was a unity. Then it was almost creepy when both of them turned to me the observer and came toward me. These were me and it was beautiful to watch until they were coming toward me and I wasn't sure why I felt that way. I tried really hard to stay but I woke up because my emotions were all over the place. I still don't understand why it was creepy to me? Another aha moment.

2. I signed up for a race called Run for Piece. It was to collect puzzle pieces every 1/4 mile and it was a 5 mile race. At the end you had to put your puzzle together to win. OMG this was so much fun. I hope someone does this IWL. It started out in a large city. There had to be at least a thousand people. This dream went on forever but it basically started where we all got a map and a bag that we could put around our waste and it hung to the side, I was contemplating holding it instead because I was thinking it would be annoying hitting me when it got full. The loud start horn went off and startled me because I didn't realize it was starting already.
The first stop was going up a handicap ramp and into a building that looked like a cafe and when you went into the door confetti flew everywhere like and explosion. Then we had to hunt for the colored bucket to get our puzzle piece. I collected one and people were banging into each other and it was total chaos, I wondered why we were sent into a room lol, then we had to go out the other door and back outdoors, we ran around a little lake outside that had a wide walking area, there were several stops that just had a bucket on the side of the running area that were marked off well, then there were challenges along the way, once challenge was to put a mask on and reach down under the water and find the bucket of pieces, one was a little obstacle course in the middle of the run, then there was a pole that had the bucket at the top. I laughed so hard because until that point I had no idea these people were in a lucid run, everyone was lucid.. I saw people flying to the top of the pole, climbing the pole, some were stretching their arms really long to get into the bucket, I just flew to the top, then after I thought I should have just had the piece come to me, lol, but then after thinking that it must have caused the next challenge which was to use telekinesis to bring a colored beach ball from the pile to you and you have to pick a card with a color and bring back the colored ball that matches the card. I had such a fun night. I think this was the longest dream that I ever had. I wasn't first but we were laughing so hard I didn't care about winning it was just fun to be with other lucid dreamers. At the end we were putting our puzzles together and it was Run for Piece (pretty cool using piece instead of peace) and it had an image of a big puzzle piece with a peace symbol inside. Hmmm I may have to use this one lol. But it didn't end yet because now we went to a pizza party where we had to eat the pizza to form puzzle pieces that all fit together. Ummm I had nothing of it. I was starving and ate all of the pizza lol, I had fun watching some of the people using their creativity to make a puzzle pizza.

A bunch of people are sitting on a wooden floor watching a small screen. It shows some weird film, and this makes me lucid again. I remember the elephant TOTY and walk straight out the closest door into a jungle. There are vines hanging down and the noise of hundreds of birds and animals nearby. An elephant walks out of the trees towards me.

I climb onto the elephant and start to ride down the narrow trail, reminding it that this is a dangerous war-zone. Angry natives jump out of the trees and try to attack me with spears. I swing my arms and kick them away. One of them angers the elephant which then starts charging through the jungle and trampling everything in it's path. I concentrate on holding on.

The charge becomes so fast that the scenery blurs and I wake up.