August 12, 6am-9am-4pm: Was running out of money and willing to take another job, so I grabbed all my notebooks and got my phone, left through my old room window because last night I'd heard someone tapping on it. I found some weird papers scattered and figured I could figure out what they meant in a better area. So I jogged out to the road and a kind family, mother, father and son let me take a ride with them. They had no problem dropping me off at a coffee shop. Conveniently I met a girl there that pretty said I could come home with her, she had been looking to see her dad anyway. She didn't give her name but she was a teen who looked tomboyish. So I was like okay and we all bundling into that car, the parents drove us and we finally came across the girl's home. It was huge, slowly driving down the road to it we saw a bunch of red farm sheds on the opposite lot. The manor or mansion, was reddish brown and was one of those place with two long sides to it and the middle being taller than the rest. Infront of the plain fence were beautiful flowers of pink and purple clinging on by the vines they grew from. The girl said the parents could take the car around, the three of us teens got out and walked to the probably better suited word would be estate. Along the way she made it known that her family was rich and British, which I didn't think twice about but atleast for her case it seemed like they'd done a great job getting that american dream or fitting in. It even had a fountain in the middle with a path going around it to the house. However grand it seemed outside though, it lacked inside because the inside looked almost exactly like my grandma's small home. We entered into the living room and had a look around as the daughter introduced us to people there, the only one that stuck before her father was her uncle whom I saw looking like a giant melted rock on a sofa and watching tv in what would be my grandmother's guest bedroom. After that brief hello, someone else walked into the room and it happened to be her father. He happened to look like Aurelio Voltaire, which I did mention by saying he seemed like a British Voltaire. His medium length ponytail was dark and his skin an unhumanly pale pale colour that shined like in oblivion when white skin gets any light upon it, it just appears to glow. His tilted top hat was grey and his suit also along the same grey colour scheme, pulling it off lighter or darker here and there. Like the sims 3 vampire formal suit, coming from the collar and heading in an upside down V shape to create coat tails and expose the shirt underneath. The thing that amazed me as the uncle watching grumbled at us to salute and bow in greeting, was that his height was tall. Much taller than me and I would have been more frightened had the daughter not already said her family was nice, which of course why would I have any reason to doubt her? A man being handsome and standing at a height of over 6ft, while dressed very well for his lean muscle body, was really no reason for doubt. However it was a reason to be wary, the son of the family we got the ride from currently stood infront of the man of the home, as we shall call him, and faltered quite suddenly as the eyes were turned on him when he attempted a salute to the handsome giant. It was quickly returned and the daughter said this was her father, once again easily finding away around giving information you need but not the information you want like names. Honestly I was with the son, who actually looked like he was about to faint and probably for good reason considering he looked like a younger and more human version of the father, it was like he met his idol and was melting into a pile of fanboy mess. I wasn't faring any better next to him, I completely forgot the uncle's order and turned into a strange touchy, my-brain-was-replaced-with-fluttering-hearts, kind of girl. I awkwardly bumped into him and then felt excited but also shameful when I mumbled a sorry for poking at his clothes. He was actually really pleasant though, I guess he'd dealt with his fair share of girls and maybe boys becoming blubbering imbeciles when confronted with his looks. However the mood was quickly ruined when the uncle said now we just had to meet the mother, which I immediately felt worse about and I'm fairly certain our little quivering fanboy had just gone into shock upon hearing such news. What was strangest though was the daughter's outburst of "what!?" she seemed truly shocked and outraged that her father had a wife, which in his defense would seem criminal to let such good looks go to waste on petty fans who'd much rather drool on him than listen to him speak. I might add that he seemed the quiet intelligent one whose looks more often than not obstruct the view to his brain. He didn't look sternly at her, but instead he seemed content to smile as he crossed his arms over his chest and turned to leave as though he'd gotten a wife to spite her. I couldn't help myself it seems and sort of hopped infront of his path to say that he really shouldn't use such white makeup on his skin, and that he'd look much better with a dulled greyer look instead of luminescent white. I guess I spoke out of turn because he gave me an annoyed look and walked off to the kitchen. The three of us went into the living room and crowded around one chair that the daughter had taken to sit and think in. I said I didn't want her to take it badly but her dad was kind of handsome in my eyes, she didn't respond though so I just left and went toward the kitchen. Coming over to the area, I overheard a conversation between the father and someone else. He was saying how the other one should stop changing his form and that he didn't want to frighten his guests or increase the reputation of being pretty much a rapist. I was amazed at this new information and saw that indeed his friend had changed into a green blob monster thing, but they saw me and I walked away as he told the other one to change back. I didn't really know what to do, it seemed nobody here was human I guess? Which made me wonder briefly about what happened to fanboy's parents because I hadn't seen them. With this new knowledge, I decided to head into the kitchen and figure out anything I could about this guy's wife. I did so when they left of course, then I casually made my way over to the lit area to find pots boiling away and nobody watching over them. I looked in the freezer and saw bread, I wasn't sure what was in my pot but something triggered a thought in my head. That her father was the wife, that he took on a female form every so often in order to make people believe such stuff. It actually made sense to me but I also had a thought that fanboy's had probably been eaten. Then as I was crossing over to the living room to tell my friends, I noted the father coming our way and then I awoke.
Updated 08-13-2017 at 04:07 PM by 93546
I am at my house and I wake and have a false awakening, but I go to the next scene right away. my family and I are at the dinner table. Now this food looked great, let me start with desert It was three mini Ice cream and there is strawberry short cake from another day that mother made. Then we have dinner it was I am not extremely sure but I think it was stir-fry. But this is horrible I didn't get to eat I just woke up. (and I don't know If I woke up early or if my wake up time is getting better but It is 7:41 right now and yesterday I woke up at 9:29)could just be schedule getting better)
2017, 08-10 Game of Dreams – Innocence Saved, Innocence Lost Eddard: I am in what looks like a living area in a castle. I am pacing, worried. My daughter is missing. A man tells me my daughter has been found. I ask where she is then. The man says she is in the throne room seeing the king and queen. This pisses me off. She’s been missing for four days and that’s the first place they take her?! I go out the door, heading for the throne room. I know where to go and I get there to find my daughter surrounded by a bunch of hostile faces, I see them as assholes. The king and the queen are there with the prince. I go over and put my arms around my little girl, asking if she is ok. She says she’s hungry and tired, but not hurt. I am pissed, I demand to know why my daughter wasn’t brought straight to me and been given a chance to rest and have something to eat before being dragged in here. The king, a fat man I know to be named Robert, says he thought it was best to get this business over with. I am still annoyed, but I let things go on. The Queen claims Arya and her friend attacked Prince Joffrey and then her wolf bit him. Arya and Joffrey both tell different accounts of the event. I ask how serious Joffrey’s injury was. They seem hesitant to discuss the injury. A man comes into the room with Sansa, she claims she doesn’t remember what happened. Arya calls Sansa a liar and attacks her. I hold Arya back and tell her that is not productive. The Queen wants Arya punished, but Robert says sometimes children will fight. He says I should take care of disciplining Arya and he will take care of Joffrey. He gets up to leave, he has clearly had enough of this whole affair. The Queen isn’t done yet. She says there is still the matter of the wolf. I say I have yet to see any evidence that Nymeria has done anything. The Queen holds up a shirt with a shredded and bloody sleeve. Nymeria chewed Joffrey’s shirt? She said Joffrey’s arm was in it. Joffrey says his arm was almost chewed off but there’s no injury because Sansa is a sorceress and healed it. I ask if I’m seriously expected to entertain that notion. If Sansa has healing powers then we’d better get her back to Winterfell to heal her injured brother! The Queen says she will not have a vicious beast in her castle. I tell her it wouldn’t be right to throw Joffrey out, he’s only 12. She gets red with anger and says she meant the wolf! Robert reminds her that the wolf got away. She said she wants both wolves put down. I tell her no one is going to hurt those wolves. I am thinking to keep protesting until the wolves can stay with Sansa and Arya but then I am thinking the Queen might arrange something to happen to them just out of spite… so I think better of it and say fine, I’ll have Lady, and Nymeria if we can find her, taken back to Winterfell. The Queen says she wants them dead. I tell her that’s not going to happen. I’ll send them back to Winterfell… for their protection, not hers. I take my daughters from the room before the Queen can protest any further. Once outside Sansa is saying it isn’t fair to have to send Lady away, she didn’t do anything. I tell her I agree, but the only way to keep Lady safe from the Queen is to send her away. If Lady stays, then the Queen could fabricate another attack or just order her guards to get rid of Lady and I might not be in a position to stop her. Sansa looks sad about it but finally agrees. I tell her that Lady will be waiting for her at Winterfell when she comes to visit or if circumstances in Kings Landing changes enough that we can safely bring her back. Arya asks what about Nymeria. I tell her I’ll get some people to look for the wolf, and if we can find her, she will go north with Lady to be safe, too. I tell Sansa we should go say our farewells to Lady and get the wolf beyond the reach of the Queen as soon as we can. Lady is tied up outside and I leave Sansa to have time to say goodbye to her wolf before she is escorted back home. Some soldiers on horses ride into the area. They have a bloody sack on one of the horses. A man, the name Sandor Clegane, The Hound, comes to mind, comes over and looks pleased with himself. He says they haven’t found Arya but they got her little pet. I think they already killed Nymeria and I am pissed. The Hound dumps the bloody sack on the ground and laughs. He opens the bag and I react quickly, turning Arya away from the horror. It’s not Nymeria, it’s a boy, no doubt Arya’s friend, practically cut in two. I want to kick The Hound’s ass. I ask if he really had to cut down a child?! He smiles and says the kid ran. I ask if he’s trying to tell me he’s so incompetent that he can’t capture an unarmed fleeing child without cutting him in two?! We’d better hope Joffrey never gets distraught and runs away! You’ll come back to the King and Queen saying, “I have good news and bad news, your Graces. The good news is we brought the Prince back. The bad news is he’s in two pieces.” Sandor says no one dares say that to him! I ask him then which is it? Is he too incompetent to capture an unarmed child without cutting him in half, or is he a sick and pathetic fuck who takes pleasure in murdering defenseless children?! I notice Arya is holding on to me and crying. I immediately feel bad about making that scene in front of her, making a painful moment even worse. I put my arms around her and tell her how sorry I am about what happened to her friend. Sansa comes back with Lady, she is also crying. I want someone to pay for making my daughters cry. Sansa wants Lady in her bed with her just one more night. I am walking with them back to our quarters when I wake.
Key: Side Notes (Side Notes) Title Dream Lucid RupertI was at School, the day was almost over. I saw Rupert sitting on a ledge, I shrugged it off. Walking up the hallway which was hard because it was like climbing a hill, three kids in front of me had no problem at this. It was really slippery. They were talking about something, I moved to the right side of the hallway it had a railing which I grabbed. A kid asked something to his friends but they didn't respond so I said "Yeah." The kid looked at me weirdly. I move to the left side of the hallway, they turned the corner. After getting outside the School I was looking for my Bus #45, I saw it but the bus in front of it on the bus window was Rupert sitting there. That bus starts to move so I run after it, it went to the front of the lane. I caught up and went in front of the bus, there's a few kids and no bus driver. I touch the button on the steering wheel gently but it honked the horn. I look back and a few people look annoyed and the bus driver who's in the back looks cranky. I say "I think that's my cat." The bus driver replies "It could be a cat that looks like yours." I turn back and I see a Blonde-Teen Girl driving the Bus, the Bus driver seems not to care so this is supposed to happen. The bus pulls up and gets real close to the other buses and then does a U-Turn. Kingdom Hearts 3 I was Playing Kingdom Hearts 3 in the Living Room, I don't know what world I was on but when I opened a door there was a character from Atlantis the Lost Empire and I was surprised, they're going to mix two worlds in one! I got off the game and was sad that I can't play it now but, I could play it later I remembered. College I was at a College and it really looked like a hospital but had some educational posters on the walls. After awhile I went home (old house) , I believe that Adnan called and had to be picked up from the college I was just at. I went there and tried to find the college area, there was a cooking area but then I found the college area and went to find Adnan. Back home, Adnan tells my Dad that he's getting a ride to go home from his Father. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Cat, School and my Friend Adnan are definitely dream signs. August 11th, 2017
1. It seems like I'm a ghost following someone that's carrying stuff. I feel the person I'm following is going to do something bad. 2. I'm cuddling with a girl and I'm not sure if it's my girlfriend or someone else. I feel loved. First peaceful dream I've had in a long time.
My recall isn't so good now. Ive been waking up forgetting most of the dream because im distracted by other things but I do remember a part of my dream last night. Mario was going to give a orange book with a red turtle shell on it to a blonde woman covered in Asian/Indian garment. She kind of looked like a mix of shiek and zelda but her bangs made her look more like shiek form while her garments were more of zelda style.The shell was apparently a baby so he hesitated to hand over the infant. However, when the woman took hold of the book and shell her eyes lit up a green color and he pulled the book with the red shell back after punching her with a fist full of fire. I thought I was watching a game as I saw them fight back to back and I felt it was cute how it was a game about mario protecting a baby who was supposed to be his enemy.
6am-10am: Current home, not exactly morning but it's dark like clouded sky and mom and C are leaving. So I'd guess around 8am? just with massive clouds. Mom is the last one out the door and she sees D eatibg cookies, I specifically put some in a two bags to be saved for mom and C but D was being a jerk and eating them. So after mom lightly scolds him and I make a remark of how he eats everything, I then go and put the remaining cookies in mom's pack and suggest she take them with her. Then mom leaves and D and I are alone, eventually we hear something outside so I go to check on it and find nothing. We hear more noises and find it strange, pretty much the entire time before mom comes home is feeled with weird noises. Then when she comes home I see message written in sand on our porch, mom denies they say anything and I pretty much am the opposite. Yet when I tried to read them I couldn't, it just seemed like a jumble of letters. So I ruled that out, but then a new neighbor came over and said hi. He gave off a weird vibe, not much happened after that and I woke up.
First dream-(just remembered this dream)this whole dream takes place in the game)I'm pretty sure this game is based off of don't starve now that I think about it) Fragment- Look (insert name here) this is that one game we played it is now fully released. I start playing the game I don't remember if I played this game In real life or if I've only played it in a dream. I must say now this is a survival game that I feel I've played it in real life. I am in the game, I am the character that is in the game. I am stranded in the middle of a the plains There is quite a lot of life around me and there are materials sticking out of the ground. Next scene and I already have a house and there is another person but right now we are in a food crisis But we have one food I collected and that is these insanity mushrooms (yep) now we put these in the ground to grow them. Next scene and they are grown and now I eat one. Ok I'm fine I eat another and I black out. (pretty boring dream to be honest) I am at my grandmas house It looks quite the same as my real house but there is one different part and that is the kitchen. I'm in the kitchen, Siting on the chair and I am crying cause I am starting think about how my grandma is close to death and remember someone enters the kitchen, But I don't remember who. The next scene I am sneaking into a Manson I don't know why and I don't know where I am now I am just sneaking in. Now I am in the Mansion from climb through the window, and there is a cat and It hisses and just simply transforms now it is a girl, (any of you know what no game no life is)well she looked like that one cat kid from it just s darn cute I just wish I could pet her) but she runs at me and throws me her claws, but luckily I dodge and (I don't remember what happens next) In this next scene I am in the kitchen of my grandmas house but she is not here so I have the "cat" with me and I let "It" get use to "It's" surroundings It transforms again and I ask her why she says "being a cat is weird" me "Isn't that your normal form" her "it is" and we leave it at that (I bet something happens between this huge transition but I've tried but just can't remember) Now I am in my grandmothers yard Looks completely normal Except for me and the cat girl and on the other side has a huge side of animal people, and me and the cat girl charge to battle (now this freaking sucks, the dream ends here, not the scene, the whole dream. It would of been so much fun to see the battle and not be left with a cliffhanger but oh well)
August 9th 1. 9am-12Pm Acting, movie, finished and then red bike and the body change and then now guy on red bike is dad. The other actors leave and I stay, old home, outside they left two animals to drown so I get them out. Mom, not mom comes and says I shouldn't be riding them. See something moving, run with animals and it's a bomb. Animals die, we're in the middle of a war on front current home running from russians and she tosses me a gun. I say aim high so we do a good job of picking them off from a building on our front lot. They guys behind us are like, viva la whatever cause we need their help and they shoots back. Then all is quiet for a while and then I die and then body changes to his brother, who narroration says supports everything and refuses to say he's one gender but we assume he's male. He has a fuck ton of musical instruments, lots of flutes in rainbow colours. So then he's like, don't touch that flute! Grabs it, and tosses it. I don't really need it anyway. Shoot down copter with bombs, they make a huge hole in the earth and then we steal a van and drive to a home. We check the refrigerator and in the cheese drawer are four solid blocks of different stones, Gold, Silver, a purple one, and a blue one. Then others that look like erasers but I say they're currency. These purple ones are for witches, this blue one with a trident id for Poseidon and then a green and pink and blue one. We only take the real ones. End. 2. One day turned on heel in the middle street and dissapeared into a circle, flames lit around it. Then back in bed coughing and with a disease. Mom pays witch lady to help, I get brought back but not as myself. Phone helps me remember. Eating at grandmas kitchen, in bed at old home. Painting a thing gold, cooking up family meal at someone elses house.
i have been feeling pretty motivated the past few weeks and recently got into reality checks and awareness and all that stuff again, im gonna have a lucid dream one of these nights and i cant wait
1st dream-(pretty uneventful) I was in my house, I didn't just wake up I was in my parents bedroom. I am watching YouTube, but this video was weird. The YouTuber's girlfriends had her breast bare. (could of become lucid because they were completely family friendly they don't even cuss at all) They're playing a game it was like black opps zombie mode, cause the map was weird and it had weapons to buy on the wall, has zombies, but it had a some things non black opps related. For one, it had a left for dead zombie called the tank and had a poison head crab from Garys mod. They were just talking and talking but I don't remember them saying anything except for hey (forgot the name) girlfriend why don't you have a shirt on. The dream ends after a while of gameplay. 2nd dream- yall should comment cause what is in this dream is illegal. I would put it down but It is to embarrassing. (seriously what if I put it in my old dream journal and a family member reads it? I would be in trouble. but of course if no one cares I'll put down even the most disgusting stories.
Updated 08-11-2017 at 11:57 PM by 93766
On a street with a group. People dressed as police start shooting at us. We fight back, I get a shotgun from one of the terrorists and aim at another one. A guy is targeted by a laser sight, I follow it to find the shooter, but it's a sniper high in the air, obscured by clouds, on something that looks like a helicopter. We win the fight, I look back if we collected all their weapons and we get away. Now we are in a building and I remotely see a part of it that's all white. It has all kinds of emergency items stacked against a wall. Plastic sheets, things that you use to protect yourself from radiation or chemical agents. As my view is leaving that area, white door is closing and I'm thinking that that's where we would be confined if we get attacked, and that it looks pretty safe, but isolated. A sign above door says FOG, and I know that's an acronym for that safety place. And I say in english, that it sure is not Free Online Games. We are sitting, laying all huddled and talking. I look at my phone and there are 4 messages. One is from Ophelia and I'm surprised but happy.
A Weeping Angel suddenly appeared in my younger sister R's room, so we ran out and shut the door. It didn’t mind the door being there. In fact, it disregarded the door completely. Then, R put an ice cube in a laundry basket. As the angel got closer, we stepped back as the 11th Doctor’s voiceover said, “You’ll know if it kills you.” Apparently, R got out, since she was no longer there. Anyway, the weeping angel had me backed up to the kitchen. Opening the deck door, I led Blizzard out, and tried to lead Snickers out, but he kinda didn’t care. (They're both cats) What I did next to ultimately run away was get on to the second-floor deck and jump off the rails. Now, with me on the ground and backing up to the north there were suddenly two people being followed by the weeping angel, one of which of which being R. There was also a minivan on the deck. Moments later, I found out that the weeping angel was actually a trolling guy. How I found him out was his own doing, since he had failed to remain quantum locked—he slowly walked towards the two people when I said, “Hey, I can still see you!”With that, he turned and looked at me with an annoyed look on his face. A few moments later, the two got away, and I was now way down the street. Several people spawned, just standing around and watching the trolling guy cross the street, walk into a neighbor's house, and drive his amphibious super car into the nearby lake. I was like, “That guy has a HOVERCAR!?”Next, the guy that was standing next to me also ran into the same neighbor's house. He deployed his blue amphibious supercar(the troll’s was black) and crushed the troll’s secondary vehicle.
This was the end of a dream, a lot of people were being questioned. Lots of people in rooms with big windows in them. I was part of it somehow, but I wasn't doing the questioning. Some kind of interrogations, but not torture or anything nasty, just trying to find something out. As I was going back to sleep I was having a lot of really shallow daydreams or something like them. There was kind of a narrative that was supposed to be going on in them, and I could go with the flow or kind of stop and not do what I was supposed to be doing. Most of them were in an office setting, similar to the dream I had finished above. Walking out of a building following a kid, his mom and someone else. We were in a parking lot and there was bark dust around. His mom was asking if he needed someone to go with him and he said that that he did. We cut across through some little shrubs into another parking lot. I forgot the main point of the dream.
I was applying for a job at a restaurant and was coming in on my first day. My to-be boss was telling me about the job I would have to do. It had something to do with waiting tables but wasn't very hard he told me. I said something about not liking the fact that I had to drive so far to get to work. He then gave me a uniform and told me to go change in the closet. I went to go change in a utility closet and heard someone shouting on the other side of the wall. I moved a lose brick and saw my friends brother tied to a chair in a closed off room getting tortured and cut with knives by two people that looked exactly like the boss. They were cutting off pieces of his belly and his fingers and putting them into a bucket to later be put into the food served at the restaurant I saw the boss behind me with a syringe full of what I presumed to be a tranquilizer. I should have been really scared but I must have been semi lucid, to the point where I recognized that there was no real threat, but didn't recognize that I was dreaming. I ran under his legs and got out of the restaurant. I later heard from someone that the manager was interested in me because I was one of the only people who got away. ... The dream flashed back to when I was a kid who was (I think 11) and I had been to the same restaurant with my parents. I found a strange object in my food that was rubbery and looked like a chunk of human skin with some meat underneath it. I thought it was something weird and threw it away. -+- The dream was extremely cinematic. Some kind of opera/choir woman was singing in the background and the dream scenes looked to be shot like movie frames. There were two little girls and a boy with long white hair who looked like a young version of dreamcafe's guide Dawn playing in a meadow surrounded by flowers and trees while a group of four of five older adults sat on a picnic blanket. The sun went dark as though it were being eclipsed and everyone stopped playing. It then showed a guy with a chin-strap beard and a lot of tattoos making out with a girl on the beach somewhere and the sun went dark from their point of view. The sun was still in the sky but was just a small point of light, like a bright star and the rest was surrounded by something. My vision moved up and I saw the alien spacecraft and the singing lady got louder. It looked like a huge wheel with a hole in the middle. The entire spacecraft was made up of thin black supports that sometimes were connected and other times floated independently of the main structure. From far away the supports looked homogenous and straight, but close examination showed they were made of gnarled and twisted roots that looked like blood vessels. A black goo blob materialized in the center of the spaceship. It took on a blocky humanoid form then returned to being a goo blob, then went back and became a human skeleton. It then became a number of organs and muscles which fitted themselves to the skeleton. I think it had two brains though, one in the head and a smaller one where the heart should have been. Skin appeared over it and the whole thing turned from black into a normal human being. I became that person and the dream ended.
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