Purple Clouds Im at wal-mart and im walking down the aisles. I see my boy scout troop and see that they are all dressed in costumes. i ask them what they are doing. one of my friends says he is siayan goku his dad is super siayan goku and his little brother is normal goku. Then i was in my grandparents car(i had been in there for 8 hours 2 days before because they were giving me a ride to the family reunion)there are purple clouds and purple fog with lightning in it. i decide im in a dream and try to clear the landscape into a blank white canvas but i cant so i decide to clear the clouds. i push them away and feel like a fucking god.but i wake up.
Key: Non-Lucid, Lucid A few dreams I typed up but didn't get round to posting from the last few days. Dig I was at some kind of event outside. I must have been a pretty young kid of less than 11 because I was with a primary school friend, A. There were large white tents and infront of us there were arcade cabinets. The arcade cabinets were running some kind of retro looking digging game that looked sort of like Dig Dug. The object of the game was to collect items and combine them. I was aiming to dig up some items and make some kind of coffee. I also got the sense that there would soon be a tournament at the event of some kind. The School That Wasn't I was standing in front of the entrance to a school. Some girl walked up to me. I recognised her as someone I went to school with. She had a kind of mousey-brown, almost grey hair. She was quite pretty. She was either quite tanned or had a skin colour other than white but not very dark, her face is just a blur and a series of conflicting images. I've never seen this girl or school in reality before, but they were familiar in the dream. I had the sense that this was my old primary school and that I was there to find something out or something. The girl seemed to be there for similar reasons. I got the sense something had happened in th e past but do not have a recollection of what. We walked inside some kind of office. The girl started talking to someone, but my view was obcured by someone else. I was confused and unsure what I was doing. The person she was talking to was a man, I got the sense he was a teacher at the school. He led myself and the girl out of the room and began to show us around the school. It was a strange place, familiar yet not. Much of what I recall is actually a mash up of various schools and colleges I've attended. There was a car-park that was part of my primary school, the front gate area was from college, and the main buildings entrance was from my secondary school. There were also hints of the university I attended here and there. I wanted to go somewhere or talk to someone, but we never did. Eventually I was back outside at the gates with the girl.
I was in shopping center with my mum and sister, while we were walking around a group of bikies drove around the store, it seemed like everyone did'nt care an awful lot about it, one bike that drove past had a woman sitting on the back of it and the male driver had a baby on his lap, the bike also had a baby seat sticking out of the back of it (Wen I think about it I saw the two people and the baby on the bike, but only after i saw the baby I saw the baby seat). One biker drove into the woolworths supermarket, which was where we were headed. When we went in I followed my mum and my sister went off to buy something else. My mum went to the special celiacs area to buy gluten free food products etc (she is celiac irl aswell) I remember her picking up four different gluten free flour's or grain type products, but there was also this triangular shaped turkish bread aswell and in the dream it seemed to catch my attention and I was looking at it for a long time. We next went into the stationary area and my mum said i should buy a new ruler because ill need it for when I'm at school (finished school 3 years ago). After that I felt this really strange thing hit my stomach and I woke up. This dream was really vivid and I can even remember the prices of the products that my mum bought. The turkish bread was $9.50 for two little bits, man my dreams are a rip off. Another I had on the weekend was when I was out in the bush with my dad we were driving to this area for a rally when we got there which was at 5am I stayed in the car and had a sleep for a few hours, I awoke to my dad driving the car up a very steep bumpy road and i thought we were just moving to another place, and then I fell asleep again. I woke up to find myself in the original place that we stopped, and that the drive up the road must of been a dream. This one was wierd because I truly believed when I woke up in the dream I wasn't dreaming, and when I woke up the last time I expected to be in this new location.
I went to bed late...about 1 am. Currently I have leg, hip, and back pain, so it's difficult for me to relax in bed. I try to avoid taking pain killers whenever I can. Some things I've read about...Exercises: 1. Try to feel love just before going to bed. Visualize friends,family,pets, anything that helps you feel love. 2. Concentrate on your third eye while saying Hu..Pronounced Hue - (God) chant for about 10 min. 3. Affirmations: a. I will not be afraid and I will remember everything. b. When I hear the gong (set for every 90 min to wake me up) I will be awake in my dream world. Timer can be downloaded here: [url]http://download.cnet.com/Cool-Timer/3000-2350_4-10062255.html[/url] c. chant...dream,dddrrreeeaaammm, stay awake, remember, to infinity and beyond, I am lucid...the world is vivid. In a totally dark room with my eyes shut, I could see red flashes and swirling shapes and colors. I felt a chill radiating from my spine and going up my shoulders and down my arms. My heartbeat increased. I was starting to feel light, when a pain from my leg jolted me and snapped me out of it. I got up, went to the bathroom where I took my pain medication, drank some water, and went back to bed. It took about an hour for me to go back to sleep. I was alert, with my eyes shut. About 8 hours later I started dreaming. I was in a forest with a dirt road. I was there for about 3 seconds, I couldn't hold on to the dream...Flash There was a white sports car coming towards me...Flash. That was it...I was so disappointed. :?
August 4, 2010 Short entry today, running on 5 hours of sleep. The set-up I wasn't myself, but I was watching this first person. My mother had been killed. I'd heard that there was a plot to kick the ass of the suspected guy who did it, as he was still roaming free. I had my doubts it was him though. I remembered reading something, somewhere, that had cast this suspicion on my mind. I'm standing at a fence and talking with my IWL mother (though she wasn't my mum in the dream, obviously). It's night time. She told me that the plot was to lure the guy to this site, next door. He was a security guard and his "company" had promised him $18.50/h to take on this new site, which is pretty top wage for a guard. He was all super excited about it. He finally appears in my dream. He's dancing and singing on the other side of the fence. He keeps coming a little too close to me and it's freaking me out. Doesn't he have any idea who I am? He's suspected of killing my mother!! My WL-mum was disgusted with his behaviour. Then, I saw people arrive. A good 10 of them. At first, they all started lining up at the fence (on his side, not ours). I saw a girl and recognized her as Nita, from my radio course. We did the old handshake my brother and I used to do (it's nothing elaborate. It's like a hand grasp, slide, finger grasp, fist bump). She tried to give me this, "Don't worry, he deserves this," look. I still had my doubts. They started dragging him off into the building. "What the hell?" the guy started to say. They took him inside, and I could hear him shouting and I could hear them kicking and beating him. It was really awful to listen to "What if he IS innocent?" I kept thinking. "What if he's enduring this for nothing?" "Mum, do you really think that this guy did it?" I asked. "Yep, I absolutely do," my mum said. There wasn't a doubt in her mind he's getting his comeuppance, but it didn't make me feel any better about it.
[size=18]New Audio File - Success! 04/29/06 ZenVotex created a file that I requested with his text to speech program. I added some whitenoise and touch of scapes and drones. My 3rd night of testing was a great success. My MAC alarm was set to play the file at 3:00AM. It started playing but I woke and went for a bowl of cereal. After I return back to sleep shortly I had notice in my dream I was sitting in some sort of shopping cart. I heard the voice telling me I am in a dream; I instantly knew I was dreaming. So I had fun with the cart and starting going very fast over hills and eventually started flying it. Well after that I had a false awakening and later dreamed that I helped my friends with some candy that was supposed to help you do reality checks. On the candy they read all the statements that the audio file was saying. This lady was reading them outloud and once again I was lucid. I think at this point I was really on the verge of awake and sleep but I was still dreaming. I looked at my hands and they were almost translucent. The file has a trigger to remember to rub your hands to keep the lucidity and I did. It was really dark in the dream and I was feeling my body go numb and lost control over it which to me was sleep paralysis. Notes: I've always had great success with audio files inducing lucid dreams. You just have to train yourself to listen to the voice.
[size=18]04/16/06 - Table top Transport I was in a wierd dream where my friends and I were using a table to somehow teleport (if you will) to different locations. I don't remember exactly why we were doing this but it was of great importance. So we all sit at the table and put our hands flat on the table and all of the sudden you feel your body and the table spinning real fast. After we arrived at this point I knew I was dreaming. I did the reality test and looked at my hand. My fingers were un-even lengths and one was backwards. So now I knew I was dreaming I decided to show off in front of my friends. We were out side waiting (for what I'm not sure) so I sat down indian style and concentrated on levitating. I started to float and my friends noticed and started freaking out. I told them this is a dream, that's how I can do this.
[size=18]My Old House - 01/17/06 Well this was in the late morning but I remember walking down my old street and looking at something that was supposed to be my old house, but it looked completely different. I instantly knew I was dreaming. The blue sky and clouds looked really vibrant which also assisted in my knowing I was dreaming. I approached the house and went inside. Inside it looked a small club or bar. The guy ask me to pay cover and I think I was with someone but I don't remember seeing their face. Then he asked me how much I was going to tip him, being very forceful and perhaps he was going to kick my ass if I didnt pay extra. His other friends got in on it as well. At this point I believe I woke up but shortly re-entered the dream and was lucid again. I was outside saw the house again but it looked different on the outside. I was running outside and jumping huge fences from house to house then I realized why don't I just fly which I jumped up and started flying for a while. Eventually somehow we ended up in a chase with some people. I was trying to use my mind and create weapons like a gun but I wasnt successfull. Normally in my lucids I make a point to do the rubbing hands technique to keep lucidity but this was the first in a while where I never did which was a bad idea.
[size=18]More Flying - The Superman Complex I was in a dream and noticed the vivid colors while I was going down in glass elevator; similar like the end scene in vanilla sky. Except this elevator had bars. Because the visuals were so vivid and colorful, I realized I was dreaming. I slowed down the elevator with the thought, and with a motion of both hands I separated the bars. I started to float out of the elevator and began slowly floating and flying. I though to trigger the theme from Superman and it begin playing. I tried to play music in mind previously in a lucid but with no success. I'm going to try to continue to use this skill I find it interesting. The next scene I remember doing slow-motion acrobatics in front of some people, I dont know who they were or why they were watching me. (i've done this previously in LDs)
[size=18]Dream Characters - 12/19/05 I'm leaving the details of the dream in short but I found out that I was staying at a house that was about to have a big drug deal go down and the police knew about it. Therefore, I realized I woudn't ever be in a situation like this I became lucid. I decided to ask one of my dream characters who they were and what they represented in my sub-concious mind. When I ask my sub-concious mind these sorts of questions I usually get cryptic answers back. This one character said that he "represented my resources!" I'm not quite sure what he meant but I find it interesting.
Toilet Troubles, Family Troubles I'm in some sort of class in this big building. At some point, I managed to flush myself down a toilet in this building, to get out of the bathroom and travel around the building. In class, I receive a slip of paper that says I'm in trouble because I flushed myself down the toilet. A lady comes to speak with me, and we walk down the hallway. I tell her that I only flushed myself down the toilet because I have a tendency to have dreams where I'm locked in the bathroom, and the only way out is the toilet. This is totally made up, by the way, but in the dream it felt like I was actually logically reaching the answer to the question "Why did I flush myself down the toilet?" In fact, I further explained to her that I only ever flushed myself down the toilet in a dream, that I was being judged in real life for something I had only done in a dream, that I was innocent of any real life toilet flushings. She seemed to agree. At this point, the building of the dream changed from having a "school" function to having a "home" function, though it was a very large building. The parents were away, so I believe Micah was doing a friend a favor by letting him stay at the house. This friend was having sex with his girlfriend upstairs very loudly when the parents unexpectedly arrive. Needless to say, Micah was in trouble. There's a family argument around the table, and I defend Micah, voicing some very true and vehement opinions at Dad, who does the "Dad laugh." Family troubles pop up in my dreams a lot, but that whole flushing-myself-down-the-toilet thing is quite unique, as is my totally illogical and ill-informed explanation for it. I should've recognized I was in a dream by the fact that I was in school. Fragment: I find myself at a music festival, where me and someone else (Micah? Kristy?) are debating which stage to go to.
Last night this is what I dreamt; I was in a quadrangle of sorts with about a three liter bottle of water in my hand, I was giving a speech to the whole school, but it was not formal. The speech was about how the younger kids should stay in their place (not sit at the back of the bus, torment the seniors, etcetera [we've been having trouble with this in my school]). When the speech had finished a girl I know walked with me over to a large metal object that had the words 200 POUND MEAT CRUSHER on the side of it, using the meat crusher we made cookies . Making the cookies was a lengthy process as we had to add particular items, the whole process was like a programming loop. Once we had finished making the cookies we went upstairs, talking, when we got to the next floor we just looked out the large window that was there. and then I woke up.
I was floating over a preschool which had various Mario video games in floating boxes. I landed on the box for Super Mario Bros (for SNES) and beat most of the game using cheats. I floated some more and came to a ranch-like place. Behind one of the buildings there were people selling jackets. I told my mom that I didn't want one, but then I saw that they had one that was the most beautiful periwinkle. The person selling the jackets explained to me that it was one of their two blue ones, called lilac. I walked around to another building, where there were a couple of my cousins and some DCs I didn't know. There was a cord you could pull that made a chess board appear on the wall, which people could then walk on to control their pieces. Every now and then, though, a shock wave would go over the board, zapping everyone who didn't jump fast enough. I went over to the open pipe we were using as a shower and wet my hair, then went back to the place near the chess board. A bunch of my friends had turned into cats made out of a bunch of little metal spheres. We went over to where our horses were. There was a really, really short horse. At first I thought it was my horse, but I remembered him being taller. I found my horse a little ways off, but when I got closer I saw that he was super thin and the wrong color. I led him over to the other horses and (literally) jumped onto his back, but he collapsed before I'd even touched him. I pulled him up and got on a second time, and he tried to bite me. Something seemed weird... I was facing backwards, but his head was in front of me. If I turned around, he would keep biting me. Then it dawned on me--the saddle was on the wrong side of his neck! The people in charge started discussing which horse they could put me on instead of LJ. "Umm... Can I get down?" I asked. They were like, "uh, if you can." So I jumped down from him, nearly getting squished twice, and got a safe distance from LJ. I wondered what had happened to him to make him so bony. He was like a skeleton. I decided not to try riding him again for awhile.
Wow, I haven't posted in a long time. There were a bunch of little planets clustered together (like in Super Mario Galaxy). I jumped between them and eventually came to a larger planet with lava an platforms. I had to be careful not to move from the position I was in (the same position I'd fallen asleep in) so that I wouldn't break out of my trance. This is like my 4th dream about SMG in the past two nights. >.>
In the dream I was outside a military base, walking along the side of a lake or large pond. I stepped out onto this little wooden area that was several feet above the water. From there I saw this huge fish. It was probably large enough to swallow me whole. It wasnt a shark or catfish. It looked more like a gold fish but it wasnt golden. It remember it was dark but had different colours. It was swimming around and jumping out of the water, and it spoke, but I dont remember what it said. There was also another creature there, a manatee or something. I enjoyed watching the massive fish.