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January 16 and 17, 2011

Synopsis: Yesterday, I dream a girl deceives then. Then I have a fun morning VILD. In two weeks I'm moving out, and last night I dreamed of my new apartment!

Deception
There was a gathering happening right here in the neighborhood. It was taking place in a make shift tent-dome large enough to hold over a hundred people. Inside was a teacher, and he was going to teach us something important. It was very secretive, well despite the fact that you can see the dome for miles.

It felt very special inside the tent-dome, and I was really looking forward to the teachers lesson. But then this girl started to ask me questions about oil painting. I try to help her with her painting problems. Now she wants me to follow her. Where I don't know. But she made it sound important.

I decide to help her and leave the tent. I follow her all across the suburb for what felt like miles. I kept wondering, are we there yet? Finally she turns around to look at me, she's standing at the intersection. I think she's finally going to tell me what she needs help with.

But I don't like her expression, there's something, not so nice about it. Suddenly she disappears. And I realize I followed her for nothing, now I'm lost and I don't know which way is the dome.

Fun VILD
I woke up but I was so sleepy. I just wanted to close my eyes. I started to fly over a beautiful scenery. Green mountains with tall peaks. I can still feel my body on the bed, and hear my sister talking in the room. But the green was so vivid, as I soared, the VILD became more and more stable.



Afterwards the landscape became cold. I was flying over snowy mountains which slowly flattened into a valley. The scene became bleak and ugly with some industrial buildings in the horizon. I wanted to go the other way instead. But now I'm stuck. I can't fly, I can barely move, I'm so heavy. I must be waking up from the VILD because all I can feel is my body sleeping on my bed.

I slowly made my way towards a train. I thought, I'll take the train to carry me. I opened my eyes for a second, but when I closed them again, I was on the train fast moving! But then I woke up for real

My New Home
I wake up and look around me. My room is completely different! The furniture the orientation, everything. I look out the window and I don't recognize where I am. There's no ugly highway or ugly fast food buildings. Instead its green, so green! I know where I am, I'm in my new apartment right next to the park!

My mom walks in the room and tells me my sisters are waiting for me. I quickly run outside and me and my sisters have fun exploring my new apartment. I woke up shortly after

Saim

something about Sam... But I forget what it was....

Jay

I briefly remember being at Jay's house... but he wasn't friendly like usual... He was being a prick... I forget what we argued about.

Toothless.

I was walking around in some weird building. I there was chunks of teeth falling out of my mouth. I desperately wanted to know what was wrong. I searched around for a mirror for a while. When I found one i looked in my mouth.... Chunks of a lot of my teeth had fallen out and my mouth was all bloody... I started panicking and tried to put the chunks that fell out back in my mouth... so much blood,

Asuka's training.

Was in some place with asuka. we sat down and held hands into a meditation. We went into a training scenario to control her rage when she fights.

Wound up in an inner dreamscape overlooking a large city. I was across a lake overlooking the city. The scenario is to kill the shadowy figure running at you but do not touch or harm the woman running close by. I did this scenario over and over again.

When the light came up in the city everything went vivid. I was looking at the futuristic city and was thinking "Is this 2012?". no matter. I ran along the lake. I saw the woman run by and ignored her. The shadow figure came and I teleported to him and beat him to death. I pulled the black hood from his face and saw that it was my brother lying on the ground dead. and I killed him... I started screaming from the shock and it sent me back into the meditation place with Asuka. I could feel her holding me to calm me down as I woke up all the way.

Sleep paralysis stuff

First I was seeing Asuka's face... and it started stretching around me and I woke. FA in another bed and I see chris highestridge. He's sitting on a chair and his right leg is half gone like and amputee person. He's saying that he's a warrior and can hanle this. But then he yelps in pain and starts swearing about his damn leg. the scene fades



Scott


Was driving to Edmonton with my dad to see Scott's work place. We went into a building with a circular driveway that led up. I've had many dream like this before. anyway we enter the tp place and see a lot of construction going around. I remember doing specific tasks on the job and then later seeing scott and Yves.

Bathtub

I remember having a bath with Asuka and she was crying about something but can't remember what.

I had just awoken from another dream which i could barely remember. I think it was something about a video game, but wasn't completely sure. I had plugged my nose and tried to breathe, as i usually do when I wake up, and good thing, it had worked and I became lucid! The dream was a little "iffy" and felt really strange. I figured that it was starting to fade, so i rubbed my hands. I focused on the warmth and feeling of the hands, thinking the dream was going to fade away, but it didn't. Instead, it became one of the most vivid and real dreams i had ever had.

I contemplated what to do, and, like usual, the TotY popped into my head. I thought about what to do. It was a choice between racing grease lightning and casablanca. Having never seen Casablanca, i decided to try grease lightning. I wanted to try out my new way of changing the scenery, by just snapping my fingers and not even closing my eyes. I thought, "drainage pipe, classic cars," and when i snapped my fingers, the scene instantly changed and i was in the large drainage type thing where there were a bunch of people dressed like in the movie talking and fighiting.

I walked up to who i thought was grease lightning and told him that i would whoop his butt in a race. He laughed and scoffed at me. I took it that he gladly accepted my challenge. I nearly started crying... He had one of those little plastic electric cars that you see little kids driving around with. I looked over and summoned a Lambo, birhgt red and ready to race. I hopped in and started it up. It was awesome. Never being in a lambo before, i was eager to see how it preformed. I drove over to him and told him, "Hey! Nice car!" He just laughed again and said, "watch this." He suddenly reved the engine and it sounded just like mine. WTF!? The little plastic toy was going to compete with a lamborghini!?

We both pulled up to a crack in the pipe and all his friends drove up along side me. They were in their normal '50s cars, like they should've been in. One guy stood there with a checkered flag. He yelled, "Ready, set! GO!" And we took off. I was way ahead and noticed that the other's hadn't even moved. I was nearing the end of the pipe and saw the others already there! WTF again!?!? They were cheating! I quickly turned aroudn the pipe and could hear them finally driving. I floored it. The others had caught up to me and were on the side. I have to admit, it was kind of funny seeing a little plastic car going over 200 mph, but I was starting to lose focus. There were passing me! I imagined a nitro button right next to the shifter and, of course, it appeared.

I quickly pressed it and was launched back into my seat. I saw the speedometer quickly rising. 300, 350, 400, 450. The finish line seemed to move further and further away the faster i went. I was still catching up on the others though. I decided, "the heck with this." And i teleported myself to the fnish line. The guy was still there and waved the flag again. I won! or so i thought... I looked around and noticed the other people were sitting there drinking and laughing. I had lost! The guys started to walk over to me, but i could feel the dream fading. I jumped out of the car and tried to spin to stay in the dream, but it was too late. I woke up in my bed, a little disappointed that i didn't get to stay in the dream.

I find myself in my father's living room where he is sitting comfortably on his couch taking a long drag of his cigarette. My brother, who is standing next to me, is trying to convince my father to stop smoking because of his poor health. I join the discussion when suddenly I see my dad's right arm crumbling off of his body. Not in a very gory way but it was definitely disturbing.

It was as if whenever he'd take another drag from his cigarette more and more of his right arm would turn into ashes and crumble off piece by piece just like the cigarette. He saw this happening but continued ignoring us and kept smoking till both his left and right arms were completely gone. He suddenly had a brand new, but unlit, cigarette in his mouth and was looking at us both as if to imply "Would you please light it?"

Somehow, I wound up neighbors with Duncan McLeod, and he was teaching me to swordfight. I wasn't an immortal, it was just for fun. There was something involving My Little Ponies, and my old church, and of course a fight. I don't think I want any more details, really. This was quite enough 90's flashback for me.

Nap-
Since it was a nap, I am lucky I remember even one fragment, which I did. I only remember the lesson involved in it. Someone, or something told me my life would get better when I am older. That's all I remember. maybe it's because it gave me information about the future that I couldn't handle right now.
Or it could be that I ate alot of cookies because right now my life is great anyway.

I dream that I overhear that my ex-husband is being stationed through his job to Arizona. I think, "oh good, now we can move to Arizona." I won't have to worry about not being allowed to move to a different state with the children.

Next we're living in Arizona. Me, my 2 children, my mother and sister, all in the same house. It has an upstairs and we're rushing to get the kids ready for school so they won't miss the bus. Me and my mother are frantically getting the children ready. I see my mom running down the stairs and then she jumps, but loses her balance and falls down the stairs. I see that she's broken her foot and my sister rushes over to help her, so I take over taking care of the children, but my daughter misses the bus.

Last night I was reading a black-and-white comic book when I realized I was dreaming. I told the book to be in color, but nothing happened. However, as I turned the next few pages, those pages began to be in red. I said, "Not just red, but full color!" A few pages later, green was added to the red, and a few pages after that, blue was added. I thought that I had achieved successful LD control, when yellow started appearing along with the other colors! Some kind of delayed reaction I guess. The appearance of the yellow surprised me so much that I awoke.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

23:30

Fighting oneiric monster

With my BF on a small hotel in India. We’re tired and we take a hot shower or we’re in a spa, something relaxing I feel we deserve. Each of us stays in different rooms. Later we’re in a war. I’m running to help my BF who is held prisoner on a cave by a half human, half-robotic creature that wants to kill me. It’s some oneiric monster we want to get freed from in our dreams. We’re fighting but I’m kicked out of this dream and find myself in a beach, lying on shallow water. I swim for a while along the coast to reach some place I see at distance.

3:00

Trying lucid meditation
On some nice big house where I’m staying for some time, like keeping it clean for its owners who will come back soon. The house is full of gadgets and tech stuff and I’m in the kitchen trying to make sense of some gadget that is on the counter. Then someone comes, maybe the owner. I need to leave so I go close the kitchen’s window. Then I feel like jumping out of the window and check a nice terrace to my left but I think “Oh, I wish I could do that...Oh, wait, I can! I am dreaming!”So I become lucid. I fly out of the window, check the view from that terrace and there I find an entrance to a small lab where some young people work. The terrace connects to more terraces and I walk and explore them. At the end, where it opens on a suspended square, there’s a playground with kids playing. Below there’s a sandy road. The landscape is ugly, like some poor neighborhood on a 3rd world country and I think that’s maybe a clue that I should use the opportunity to just meditate, as there's not much to see. So I decide to levitate, legs crossed and I meditate. But as I do this, I slowly come closer to the floor unwillingly, until I land on the sand, facing a wall. I stay focused. I keep my eyes looking down and I notice the sand, I can almost see every grain. I feel each sandy grain on my feet, this helps lucidity strengthening but then I see the sand moving and growing a lump in front of me. It is about to form some face and I am sure it will be some kind of demonic figure to scare me and distract me, but I don't care, so it vanishes before finishing to form. Then I hear what seem like a bunch of cars coming in my direction and I recall I’m sitting in the middle of a road – for moments I forgot this was a dream and I got up, afraid of being hit. Two trucks were coming towards me, but I remembered again I was dreaming and decided not to move. They just passed by me, without even touching me. Then I forgot to keep meditating and thought about the ToTY – my first goal was to do the Wizard of Oz task.

Wizard of Oz (ToTY)
So I decided that when I turn around, I would see the beginning of the yellow brick road and I would meet Dorothy a bit more down the road and ask for her shoes. When I turned around there was just a normal paved road, but it was flanked on both sides by yellow markers and yellow walls and only yellow buses circulating along its length. My first thought was to try again, but curiosity won, I wanted to see how it would develop further.
To my right side I found a bus terminal, right at the beginning of the road. Having a rest, near a parked bus, was some girl with wavy brown hair. She was with three male friends and she was changing shoes. She had a large suitcase open and lots of shoes on the floor. She was putting aside some really nice red shoes with high heels and slipping into some other more comfy shoes. I approached her and I said I really liked her shoes and asked if I could try them. She allowed but when I put them on, the shoes became yellow. I asked her why did the shoes become yellow and she said it was the way they were, they’d change colours when we’d put them on, but she said not to worry, because they were perfectly fine and would totally work the same way. So I decided to knock my heels 3 times while saying “there’s no place like home”. But nothing seemed to happen.
I waited for a while without moving. Nothing seemed to change. Then I noticed there was a river right in front of us, behind the bus terminal. A huge noise revealed a boat approaching fast. This boat had two guys inside and they made some quick and dangerous turns in the water, causing it to spiral and wave in amazing patterns. I didn't know what this exhibition was about but I was admiring the hypnotic effect on the water, when a group of mutilated dolphins that had just been cut by the boat’s engine arose at the surface amidst bloody water. Some were still fighting for their lives, but there was just too many bones exposed and bits of meat everywhere. It was a horrific scene. Then we heard police sirens and for some reason we did not want to be there when they arrived. So we run up the road and looked for cover.

Meeting unknown dreamer
I jumped over a low brick wall and grabbed some hanging vines which revealed some door behind. I sneaked in and found myself on some kind of tunnel. At its end there was another door and when I crossed it I was on someone’s house. I was looking for someone and I heard snoring in the living room. I went there but there was only an hi-fi from where the sound was coming. Then I saw something moving on the next room but it was just some robotic arm which grabbed the remote to the hi-fi and turned it off. This house was becoming too creepy, but I kept going. Then on the very last room on the back I found a guy. He was short, tanned, round face, south-american looking. He smiled at me and welcomed me. I sat on his bed and we talked. I insisted in speaking English, because I knew he wasn’t Portuguese, but his language sounded familiar. He was either speaking Spanish or Portuguese-brazilian. He insisted that I speak Portuguese because he could understand me, but I was having difficulties in changing language mode, so I would still sometimes reply in English. I said I was sorry for that, but it was the habit. He told me is name was Irino but his last name I’m not so sure. I just know that we laughed because of the similarities with my own name. Then I realised I was dressed in the dream just as I was dressed in my bed in RL – just panties and a tank top. He noticed that I noticed and because now he was sitting by my side and touching my leg with his leg, I noticed that he was getting aroused and his eyes were glowing. He put his hand on my leg and I said no way, it won’t happen! Just yesterday I met this other guy who also wanted sex on a dream, but we had just met, like WE have just met, ok? [Off course I already had sex with other guys I just met in dreams, but either I wasn’t lucid or the feeling was mutual and overwhelming. If not....] So I got up really fast and headed to the closest window. I saw his garden outside. He had beautiful lettuces and orange trees. I asked him if he was growing it and he was proud to say yes. I was glad that gardening was a topic capable of diverting his attention from sex. We talked a bit about the importance of organic gardening and growing our own food. Then I woke up.

6:30

Earth’s core
As I fall asleep I focus on a hypnagogic image and it becomes a stable dream. It is a city on a valley, seen from above, on a street going downwards. On my side there’s a show window of some shop and when I see my reflection there I realize I’ve just fallen asleep (WILD). I fly and I hover above the houses thinking about what to do. Then I turn around and see the hill I came from and I recall a dream that some guy shared on DV about his meditative experience on the center of the Earth. So I plunged on the ground, on the hill besides me and I imagine myself going deeper and deeper and crossing the several layers of the planet’s interior. I remember the guy (sorry, don’t recall who you are!) saying he felt the different forces of each layer (the mantle, the core,...) pulling in opposite directions and I tried to experience the same. I did feel the forces or energies, pushing and pulling and twisting in all directions and it felt clearly different from when I cross wormholes between dreams. When I felt I reached the core I stayed there in absolute darkness for a while, just feeling these forces around me.

8:00