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LUCID - exploring powers

I am back i the restaurant that we celebrated Guys birthday from the night before. Its a little different father is not there. I called alllen earlier and told him to come. When he came to the restaurant i went outside to get him. We walked back in and sat at the table, Keeni matvey and I believe it was dina but im not sure were sitting there. Allen sat next to Dina and i sat opposite him next to keen. He kept getting up to get the waiter and close the curtains…This is unacceptable in such a restaurant and I told him to act more civilized. Keeni started saying all the things father would say about him if he was with us. He looked over at Dina or that other girl and made her smile. He gave her a little peck on the lips making sure I see it. I tried to understand, why were they smiling? Something his been attempting to do in the past couple min... This seemed weird and I did a RC. LUCID- I get up and hug him "thank you for this lucid" and I walk out in the main lobby of the restaurant. I dont feel as excited about this as I did before, more like Im used to it and its supposed to be like this...I rub my hands and everything becomes more clear. He follows me out and we think about what to do. I tell 2 people to follow us and we walk downstairs to the bathrooms. We lock them in one of the cubicles and I levitate above the top to see what they do. The pee on the wall..We gather more people and lock them all in cubicles…Discussions begin about how were goon kill them all…Allen takes of his clothes and begins showering before we begin. I loose interest in murdering these people and decide to explore what else I can do. I try flying, this time I fly out the building and onto the roof of another building. I look around and feel that im really high up I don't want to try that again. So instead I morph myself through the floor of the building into the floor bellow. It feels weird to do that but I did it. I look around this place is completely unfamiliar to me which is more faded. I realize places that I don't know are harder to see vividly for now. I want to know more about creating my own places and what else I can do. I remember the astral library… I run as fast as I can at the window and break through the glass I fly into another window which I know is a library. I walk around the libabry I remove the one piece of glass that got stuck in my fist from the entry as I walk..looking for a librarian to ask for a book about superhuman powers so I can practice some of the techniques. The librarians get to preoccupied with the broken window. They try to figure out who might have done it. While I wait I loose Lucidity.

Im in the car with DIna Ida and her mom…Her mom and I are in the back seat. She is talking to Dina about my bybylka and then she pulls down my sweatpants and starts examining it while talking telling dina that its nice…I don't know what to do so I just don't move. DIna tries to get her to stop but she says she deserves bybylka to…I feel so awkward I don't know what to do, she's touching my bybyl. Eventually we get home and I go in the room with Munchking and lay on the bed. This is all unfamiliar home to me. Dinas is doing something in another part of the apartment and I feel awkward here..Her mom comes in the room. She locks the door. She sits on the bed next to me and says every woman eventually wants a little bit of younger fun and DIna will to. I try to tell her thats not necesarruly true and if it is we are gona figure it out together. She doesn't seem convinced but leaves the room.

I feel my body in bed again. I realize the dreaming is done and i feel my body in bed. I wonder of there is any way to become lucid again. I doubt it and allow myself to wake up.

first LUCID - flying at home

I'm in a class sitting on the table listening to the teacher. My phone rings and I try to turn it off but it won't turn off. I try everything, silence my phone, go in settings, turn off my phone. Nothing works. It just rings and rings it's so annoying. I am surprised no one in class or the teacher has complained. After some time of fiddling around with it I just give up and try to hold it silent and listen to class.
I wake up in bed and realize I was dreaming and that sound was my alarm clock. I pick up my phone and try to turn off my alarm. It feels like i did. I remember my dad lost his key so I take my key and go to the door. I lock it from the inside. I go to the kitchen my dad is there. I walk in the living room and sit on the couch. Keeni is siting here. My phone is sill on me and it rings again like the alarm clock. I take it out of my pocket and look at it and again I begin looking for ways to silence it, again. I try everything, I think back to my dream...this is exactly how I think- "technology doesn't work in dreams why didn't I realize it" ... "maybe I'm still dreaming" I put my hand to my nose, plug it an take a deep breath. I breathed in....I can't believe it. I breathe again. It works. I get up and try again...it works! phone in hand, still ringing I'm lucid. Such excitement fills me i strike a pose and begin to create an energy ball with all my passion. No ball is created. After a couple of seconds I realize I should isolate myself Keeni is watching. I run out through the living room, kitchen (my dad is trying to make fun of my energy ball attempt he saw), i dont care i run through the hallway back in my room, close the door. It's about morning as it should be . g is at school. My phone is still ringing. I stand around thinking how to use this time. I put the phone in the drawer to not hear it so much. I feel the stability of the dream, last time it ended by now this time it didn't feel like it would end any time soon. I walk over to where there is some space in the room at the edge of the bed. "it's time to levitate" I look down at my feet and start to levitate. It works instantly. I raise up slowly and fly around the room back and for a couple times. I can't believe this. I run out of the room back in the kitchen. His still there "look what I can do" I levitate above the table. I think he grumped something about it being wrong. I didn't care. I told him not to bother me and went back in the room and closed my door. I wanted to try flying with my body parallel to the ground now. I flew up and with my body parrellel flew to the window. Its so easy. a couple of times as I would look out the window I would consider flying out there but I thought maybe I'm to inexperienced yet it's so high up...fear of falling...I was right by the window parrallel to the floor in the middle of the room with my hands stretched out in front of me from the short flight I just took from the door to the window.

I start to feel my body in bed. I can hear the phone. I realize that it's my real alarm clock that allowed all this to happen. I lay silently again in darkness like last time. When I'm fully shure the dream is gone I open my eyes. I turn off my alarm.

Im laying in bed as I was when I was awake a few seconds ago. My uncle comes in my room and sits on the chair he begins telling me about his story from the evening before. I stand from bed and walk to the bottom edge of it. As we're talking I turn my head and look outside. I see the view out the window shift very quickly up then down kinda like tr bulding is falling but smoothly and I float up into the air and I hear water. I FEEL density, not like in a dream but real life. In the moment that I'm floating up I realize this is way to real and unreal at the same time I must be dreaming!!! I get to excited I'm not sure if this is a dream or real life but judging by the realness and density I assume it's a lucid. After what seems like 3 or 4 seconds I feel it fading and I am in bed again right as I was before my uncle came in the room. I don't move. I'm very excited that I felt lucid for a few seconds and I Allow myself to fully return and get up from bed. It was like nothing I ever felt because so much happened in those few seconds.

There were two guys. I think I might have been in one of them or I was watching. One was shorter with a rounded hat thick mustach rounded eyes wearing a suit and the other a bit taller no hat no mustach less shaved with stronger facial features. I was tied suspended from the ceiling. So was the other guy. We knew she was coming. One of us loosened the knotts and helped the other. There was a few moment where we didn't know if to hide or run for it. We chose to hide behind a couch. Which we quickly realized isn't a good Idea. As she walked in I decided my only chance was to sneak out where she came in. She didn't seem to care much that we were gone. As she wasn't looking I made a choice to go for the door. I went for it and she didn't notice. Out in the corridor I walked towards the elevator past her big guard man and 2 others. When I walked into the elevator and pressed L it was annoying trying to figure out the buttons they weren't really in English. The guard stepped in the elevator I told him things were fine she let me go. He backed out and went to ask her while I again had to figure out the buttons I was scared he would come back before I would. I finally did and went to lobby. My partner met me there and I asked him how he got out. He had a little shocker in his palm. The guard came down and chances us. I tried to save and exit but couldn't. My partner shocked him. He fell still. I again felt like I was with them instead of one of them. This time I talked to them. Outside there was a car I went out and sat in it. It was Romans car from israel. We drive around he turned on the Internet for me but by the time he did we were at our destination. Which was some kind of shelter that we got for the night. There was a Russian girl describing her American boyfriend and how she was trying to use him to become a citizen. I went upstairs where Dina was waiting in our own private room. She turned into my dad.

I came from far away to where I used to live in Seattle but it was covered with snow and there was a mountain. Dina and katya were there. I wanted to go on adventure and climb the mountain but the guy that was there said it would be to hard it was to tall and to cold. Some snowboarders and skiers went by...I didn't like Dina and katya at the moment so I left. I went and stood in lunch line at my high school. Chris was ahead of me he was talking about his food and how that partial combination he chose was to heavy. I chose the same combination it was the only thing that was good.

The iPhone I bought at garbyshka turned out to have a crack on the back. I planed on returning it. I went outside through the parking lot to the fence after which is a park. Kids chance each other and police stop them. Chasing and running is not allowed anymore even if it's playing. I talk to the police. He isn't dressed up as one. I climb on the fence he tells me to get off. I walk back throug the parking lot two little dogs bark at me. When I get home I look for the recieipt from the phone. I can't find where I put anything. The bathroom in the apartment has been remodeled. I go on Skype chat and everyone is on. We chat. I go back to the store and they can't return the phone even though it's fake on the outside and cracked. Abdul's there. We sit at a table and talk. I talk about Dina.

im in the car i tink with allen kara and dina. my driver is driving. we ar on a snowy mounting with harsh terrain . it looks beautiful but we are so close to falling of every second. we stop at the peak. the view is one of the best vie ever seen. one side is mountains and snow. everything is sparkling and glowing. the other side is the sid e of themountains nd it looks like shrooms. its kinda moving and sparkling. eventually we keep driving dow to the city don there.

im standing behind a plane in act 2 next to the stash where the baggage comes out. im waiting for the baggage to be released i can see my bag. everything kinda falls over and i pick some stuff up…we wait for the flight attendants to come and give out the bagggesge. after they do im standing at the stash with my bag. there are weapons. my character runs super speed. i cant figure out whats going on so i chosee a weapon and run around. i later realize im in the game. i find the house where allen kara and dina are. this place is like act 2 combined with a beautiful seattle with a landscape in the background. we play. I keep dying until i discover the rocket launcher. someone shoots me with it i dodge up alllens moms housee stairs and the rocket bounces off the wall and shootsw me in the face. i choose the rocket launcher and kill some people as well. eventually everyone goes to sleep im sleeping downstairs where (in allenshouse there is a dining table) in the kitchen mny ipad is playing some kind of video review still. i wake up to barren and the baby on my bed. the baby calls barren a baby and allen tries to play with it. he exits. barren pees on my bed and kara waits for allen to come back to ask him what to do about it. since the house is not ours he tells her not to worry about it and exits to get the shrew. i get out of bed and prepare for the duel of brushing the teeth. but i forget and brush my teethe before eh gets back. when he enters he brings wet shrews and makes runny eggs that i cant eat. dina splashes the runny eggs on her face with the shrew saying she's ben waiting soloing for this. i am intrigued by the view outside the window….the city is bellow us and its glowing. the mountainsnibthe baground look beautiful ther are giant colorful balloons in the sky that every once in a while fall onto the city knocking outer a festive object5. the most important part is the clouds. they all look perfect nd still except every second one speeds out of view and another speeds into view. some are white others a deep grey but so beautiful non th less…i watch the clouds speeding in and out of view and say vie never seen anything like this before.

I am on some field and somethings or people are going in the direction away from me. I look back and there all of the sudden are various movie robots appearing, running after them. First I see star wars black and white soldiers. Then the 4 legged walking robot. Then some other ones. Finally, the robot from the movie Robotjox appears. But then the other black one is there too, trying to stop him. They start to fight. Now its near some loading bay as if in Cicautxo. I watched them fighting. The white robot was at the bottom and the Black one had this projecting fist. He was dropping it on a chain right on the white robot. It was hitting various parts. Then the white robot took a pallet with some white polystyrene like blocks and smashed it on the black one. I took a canister with petrol and spilled the petrol on them and was running away, making petrol trail on the ground. There were some people leaving work at the moment. I saw this guy lighting up his cigarette so I asked him if I could use his lighter. He handed me red lighter and I lit up the petrol trail. It went fast and in few seconds the two robots were in fire with all that polystyrene. I then wanted to do it gain, but realised there was carpet everywhere so it would burn it... thus I couldn't.

I am in some house, maybe friends house and we decide to go riding on 4wheelers. First we go on a road up hill, that concoct to the main road. There are some cars on the road. We just cross the road and continue on the road that goes up hill. After a while we get to some city. There is a mosque, but it is abandoned or just empty. We wonder about it and want to have a look inside, but for some reason I think it will be attacked. Then we get back to that house. There is my mum and she is doing something with her wallet. I just ask her our of curiosity, whether she still keeps all her pin codes in the wallet written on a piece of paper. She laughs and says "yes". I get annoyed, because she is just setting herself for a trouble. I then want to call O2 and chance her tariff so that it is paid automatically. Some man pick up the phone and I start asking him. He is very slow and hesitant. He goes quiet. I start to get angry... asking ... is this O2? Why wasn't my mum offered direct debit... and so on. He is scared and goes quiet. So I hang up. I tell my mum about this and then I remember that it was my friend Archalous, who opened the account for my mum. I am laughing as he got scared.

Then some girl and I go on those 4wheelers again. This time its raining. I ride fast up that road again and cannot stop fast enough so I run on the main road... luckily there is no car coming.

Colour Legenda:
Setting| Technique used | Dream (lv1) | Dream (lv2) | Lucid Dream | Notes
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1st dream, 03.49 am.

I was dreaming so i figured i'd just see where the dream would take me. It took me into the 1986 my little pony film!! I watched as mama licketisplit saved baby sweetie belle from the smooze. And i figured this had to be a cut scene as i didn't remember ever seeing it. Lost lucidity at this point and mama licketisplit was a unicorn and saved baby sweetize belle from falling over the smooze waterfall.

2nd dream and 3rd dream, 06.13 am.

I'm not 100% sure i had 2 seperate dreams, or if i sreamed about a WILD or if I had a real One. Point is, i went lucid.

I'm in a computer room with Agnes and her (ex IRL) boyfriend. He's gaming, playing zelda on pc. Something about the creatures being real.

I'm in my bed again, i can see the color swirls that usually precede hypnogogic hallucinations and unlike usually, i'm apparently far gone already, as i can feel my body being paralized. I panic, try to call for help but nothing happens. I calm down. Apparently there's nothing i can do, so I just brace myself for the ride. Apparently I'm having a WILD.

Let the hallucinations come over me, now recognising them for what they are and knowing what they lead to, check my hand when i woke up and my right hand has toes for fingers. 6 of them XD so i clap to myself a few times to channel the initial excitement.

I walk out my bedroom door where my friend Nicole is, and apparently we have a dog too. And we're on ground level rather than first, where my appartment is IRL. ..i was actually wishing for someone else but he, again, did not appear.

I tell them i'm dreaming, but they just ignore me. I touch the window and it just gives way, as if it was ice rather than glass. I call for their attention and push my whole finger through. They're still ignoring it, so I pull a trail down with my finger through the glass.

We go outside outside with another friend (pedro) and Pablo, bartender at my favourite pub and apparently Nicole's boyfriend. As we're walking, i tell Pablo to remind me that I'm actually dreaming so I don't lose my lucidity. We walk past a dog that's barking violently, i tell myself that this is a dream and i can do anything. So I look intensely at the dog and say "sit" calmly but firmly. It sits down, looking up at me in confusion.

Now, things from the previous dream seep in and Nicole turns out to be an animal morph, needing to be rescued from one of the Zelda creatures and there's a lamb and the whole dream gets unstable and i try to teleport Nicole out of there to save her, but I wake up.

Finally I did a WILD, although not intentionally. I enter the hallucinations phase fairly often, but as they're so terrifying I usually do everything I can to wake up from them. Of course, that was before I learned they're the road to a lucid dream! So now, I don't TRY to do a WILD but when it just sort of happens, I'll just let it happen, it wasn't so bad this time.

Took AGES to fall asleep!*
No lucids tonight but I was close again.
In the dream I was on holiday and I had to create my own virtual world for homework. Sam had to as well. Me and sam played sonic. Then someone took me dad and Sam to a big temple thing. We were FORCED to bow down to this thing! After that, I was suddenly playing as E-102 Gamma but the level was the skywalk!? It took a long time then I realised I could shoot so I shot my lasers and got through in no time!*
I was then at school. I was on a square table and there was about 5 or 6 on a table. Only 3 tables were out and the only people in the room was people i like. We wore normal clothes. I remember I had to go to the office but again it was like my
Old school office. Lot of people were there including Claire and Jenny. Claire was researching music for dreams. I was trying to tell her to research EILD but she had no idea what I was talking about so I wrote it on the wall. Unfortunately, I spelt it "equals". The person running the office asked if everyone had brushed their teeth because it smelt bad. I hadn't but I said yes anyway lol and so did Claire and Jenny and everyone else. She went somewhere and when she came back she had a shower head full of my coconut powder deodorant. We were told to put it on. Lauren put some in her mouth yuck! I went back to "class" and it was time for table rotation. My group was on the second table so we rotated to the third. I avoided beth (we had recently fallen out in waking life) and sat on the side of the table. We talked and stuff then it was tine to go home. I was tired because I couldnt fall asleep for the whole night (at least thats what I thought in the dream) so in the car I made the seat go back and suddenly my pink blanket popped up! I lay underneath it and I still couldnt go to sleep. I tried and tried and tried again but I just couldn't. So at this shop my mum drove right in through the entrance and got some shopping. Then she found a tiny shirt which had a name so it was someones lost shirt but it also had a cartoon picture of her, a friend and some teachers playing a sport. I watched as it came to life. I got out of my car bed and climbed a tree for no reason. I can't remember what happened after that.

Couldn't remember anything at all last night except something pertaining to lightning and a hitman in some city. Though, I also remember a hotel I stayed at but that's it. Perhaps I'll have better luck tonight. :/

I was with Jay, my friend from when I lived in Jacksonville, and I made some rap beat. It was a really good beat. He was saying that he knew somebody who wanted to buy that beat. I said, "Ok," and Jay went to talk to Mark M., one of the managers from work, in the shift office. They were talking about the "paperwork." I am then given a printout, a page telling me I'm going to get paid $345 up front. But it turns out that the whole thing was a setup and the people are using it as an excuse to sabotage Jay. The people who supposedly wanted to buy the beat lived next door to Jay and we went over there. It's night time and as we get there, they are shooting guns at Jay. He keeps yelling, "Snitches! Snitches!" and he is shooting back at them. Tracer bullets are flashing. As they are all shooting the guns, I jump up on top of a wooden picnic table. There is glass on it in a wood frame and as I jump onto the table, the glass breaks.
I somehow find out that that was just a scene in some weird movie being made about me. It was like candid camera in that whoever was filming didn't let me know when they were filming it. After that, I go home and I'm talking to Jefferson and my Dad about getting the money for the beat.
(I guess I forgot that I was not actually getting paid and that it was a setup.)
Then I run into the backyard of the Summer Drive house and I run back to where the dirt hole is and I jump on this platform which is a catapult. It hurls me over the dirt hole flying through the air. And I land.

12/4/11
LUCID video game dream. Shooter, triggers. Large mechs (skeletal design. Exposed structure) are enemies. Gun down with a pistol and machine gun. Components flash when under fire. Break and the mechs compress as the parts reconnect to bridge the gap.

I am a noble son in a fantasy setting. In love with someone my parents (mother) disapproves of. Sit down at a table and mother says put your hand on her lap to all the siblings. Teleportation spell. Spell fails (my fault?). Some family members were teleported and my lover remains.

Food court thing. Talking with Bailey and Robert. Bring up something Robert had told me, but apparently I was supposed to talk to Bailey alone with that later. Talk about previous dream, apparently really loudly. Glance around to other tables.
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LUCID I go look at some form of Asian soup and then grab a chocolate cake thing with marshmallows. Delicious...

This dream was kind of odd, because I was half lucid and walking around this large circle building with a bar with a bar tender under it and some offices then upstairs was a hot tub. Then some girl celebrity was walking around. I found it very odd indeed that when she went around the corner and back with different clouts. I said "Wow you change...fast." She just smiles and runs away like she committed a crime.

I came back to this same place with just an image that would activate it and I just "Walk" into the picture and back into the same place. It was quiet amazing, I think i will try to go back to that place. I feel like I can.

In this dream, I was in Florida with my cousins. There were two parts of the dream, both connected but I cannot remember how.
In the first, which is much more vague in my memory, we had some sort of spaceship which we had to use to defend the Gulf of Mexico from the USAF (?) with. Apparently we succeeded.
The second is far more vivid. In it, a neighbor threatens to kill us. He chases us throughout the state as we search for a telephone, until finding one on a boat. We call the police, and a man named Bill picks up and asks me how I'm feeling. But the man is instantly killed when I hang up. Then, I walked in to a subway. Two indian men were behind the curtain. I asked for pizza and some garlic bread, which they gave me. I ate the meal, and was soon after woken up.