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Note: I have been running really short on time lately, and I end up not journaling everything, so I have gone to a shorter format so I can get everything I would like to journal recorded and still have time for other things.

The Dark Wizard
I am in a cavern with a group of people like might be found in a Dungeons and Dragons game. We are in a cavern that is blocked off by creatures, they are too strong for us to escape. They have a dwarf wizard chained up with magic, he is laughing at them for their inability to escape. They got in and captured him, now they will all die. Everyone is arguing on what to do. They ask who the fuck am I? I figure I could get them out of there, but I have a better idea… I can heal the dwarf wizard. He has a spark, so I use the song Touch My Heart to restore the flame in his heart. He is still bound by magic, his powers are being suppressed. I tell the others they can set him free now. He is no longer laughing at the situation, now he says he will help them escape. No one there wants to trust him now, apparently they don't believe I was able to heal his heart. Since they won't listen, I figure I will just have to allow the wizard the chance to prove himself. I look closer at him and see he uses dark energy, but it is stable now, and I just need to set him free of his bonds. "Through the darkness of hell and the blackest of hates, he who makes fear awaits you. After many lifetimes sealed away, the power remains for all to see, now it's un bound, now I set it free." There is a cyclone of dark energy surrounding the dwarf that pulls huge amounts of dark energy into him and allows him to break free of the bonds. Now he is not only free, he is more powerful than ever before… but still stable. He is angry at the creatures outside because he says they corrupted him in the first place, so he will help the people fight them off. Everyone there is terrified of him, but he proves them wrong as he uses his power to clear a path out of the dungeons, eliminating all of the creatures that dare stand in their path. Most of the creatures start running away before the force of his power. Once outside, the wizard says he is willing to let the past go, he won't bother the people unless they bother him first… so just leave him alone. They seem more than willing to comply with that.



Animal Sanctuary
I am in someone else's house, I am visiting there with my mother, and we are surrounded by all sorts of animals. I love the situation, and I am trying to get close to all of the animals and pet them or at least take photos of them with my iPod Touch. There are sooooo many kitties, I want to pet all of them, and most of them are willing to let me. There are also many dogs and some rarer animals that include big wild cats, a bear, an elephant in one of the larger rooms… some of the rooms are HUGE. I am in a room with many trees growing indoors, and there are birds and squirrels that are extremely friendly, even a raven comes from the trees and lands on my shoulder, being very careful not to hurt me with the talons on its feet. The raven has very soft feathers. My mom wants to go, we are on our way out and I see many animals I don't recognize, I try to linger back and take photos, my mom rushes me out to the car. We are driving home when I realize something is moving in my shirt and I find it is a pair of squirrel hitchhikers. There is also a canary on my head that seems to have found my hair to be a good place to roost.


Energy for Asuka
I am inside MoSh's inner world, and he is there with me. He seems glad to see me there, he says he wants to be sure Asuka is ok, he hasn't seen her around much in his dreams. I ask him where she is, he says if he knew that he wouldn't be so worried about her. I go into the house and try to scan around for Asuka, she isn't in the house, so I go to the door to Hogwarts. I scan Hogwarts as best as I can do quickly, no sign of her there, so I go to the door to the home of the monks that are training her. She is there! MoSh and I go through the doorway into their temple and look around, I am able to track Asuka's signal to find she is near a tranquil pool of water. The pool of water is surrounded by beautiful flowers, and Asuka is floating over the pool, meditating. MoSh asks if she is ok, but she doesn't respond, she is clearly too deep in meditation. MoSh asks one of the monks if she is ok, the monk says she is fine, she is just meditating, she should be out of it soon. MoSh asks if she is ok, the monk says aside from being a bit drained of energy, she is doing fine. Soon she comes out of her meditation and floats over to the shore and lands there. She wakes up, smiles at MoSh, and then hugs him. She looks a bit depressed, maybe just low on energy. Just to be sure there is nothing wrong inside her, I use the song Touch My Heart to give her some extra energy and purge any remaining unstable energy from her. She looks at MoSh, then at me, and she seems to be a bit more lively now. She says thank you, that energy really feels good, she has been quite tired lately. MoSh asks the monk how Asuka's training is going, the monk says it would be going much better if she had more confidence in her abilities to keep control of her own power. That fear must be dealt with first, and this requires much meditation and practice, which is what they are working on now.


Raiders of the Lost Arc (TotY)
I have said I would take MoSh into Avalon so we could go take care of something that needs to be taken care of, he says he is interested in doing that. So that is the next stop for the night. I take MoSh through a portal, focusing on letting Avalon guide us, but instead of taking us directly to a place we need to go, it takes us to the island of Avalon. MoSh looks around the island and says he thinks Asuka would really like it there, we should bring her sometime. I remember Tigress also says she wants to come, so I tell MoSh to wait for a bit and I open a portal to the moon, to the spot by the koi pond. She is not there, so I figure that means she is off in another dream and might be doing something she does not want to be disturbed from. There will be time for her in Avalon later. I close the portal, then MoSh and I get on a wooden boat and float down a river into a thick grove of trees where everything goes dark… and we find we are standing in a desert. There is a lot of commotion going on not far from our location, so MoSh and I go to check it out. There are many Nazis surrounding an object which could only be the Arc of the Covenant… there are two people tied up to a poll, one of them appears to be Indiana Jones, the other is a woman. One of the Nazis is about to open the arc, but I remember the Task of the Year where the goal is to open the arc and see what is in there. I have to open it, not him. MoSh and I easily kill off all of the Nazis, I use shape shifting to form my arm into Alex Mercer's arm blade and slice through them all. MoSh uses a pair of katana and some cool looking martial arts moves. Indiana and the woman are staring at us in awe, MoSh sets them free. They say we should get the arc to safety, I say no, we're going to open it. They both protest, but they certainly can't stop us… MoSh and I go over to the arc and open up the lid, Indiana and the woman run for cover. There is a glowing light in the arc that is like looking into infinity, there are surges of energy down inside it and flashes of light… then there is an eruption. The energy explodes out of the arc and permeates everything in the area, flowing through both MoSh and me as well. What a surge of energy! It doesn't hurt at all, it feels good. Once the energy passes through us, a spirit forms in front of us. I can't tell if it is male or female or even human, and it speaks to us (or at least I hear it) telepathically. It says we have pure hearts and have thus survived the test. It thanks us for releasing it, then it fades to nothing. The arc is now completely empty… nothing more than an ornate artifact from a time long past.

Dream Lucid Partially lucid

Feb. 3, '11:
1) There was a hamster that kept attacking a pocket watch that I had. The hamster would growl and bite at it. It got more crazy and I couldn't get it away from the watch long enough to hide it.
Then the hamster stopped moving. There was something wrong with its brain. I didn't know what to do.

2) I was a scientist. Three young boys sneaked into my time machine. It was shaped kind of like a giant laptop, and the whole thing was inflatable. The boys threw a ball into an empty space in the underside of the machine.
It was floating on water. It started to deflate and an alarm went off. I ended up in the water, which had turned green.

3) I had a very short lucid moment. I was flying when i realized I was dreaming. I looked at my hands and landed on a roof. That's all I remember.

I dreamt that a dog - lady - that's dead in real live was alive in my dream and was juming on me.

03.02.2011

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was a prisoner in a dark circular stone room in a magical tower. In the centre there was some sort of glowing blue energy that allowed people to teleport to the entrance of the tower, but it wouldn't work for me. I don't remember the next part very well but I think I escaped with the help of some girl.

My cousin A was surfing on the beach.

I saw my cousin S on a news report. At first I didn't realise it was him and thought it was his brother A. He was really good and won the world championship (I saw this on the TV).

I was at the beath with my family and we met S, a friend of his and some other guy. I was very thirsty.

The dream shifted again and I was in a buss. M and T were behind me and wouldn't leave me alone. I think they were pinching me.

I'm at work during morning care with KD. Her room is a lot bigger and there is a shower in the back right corner. She needs to be showered and she stands up as soon as I ask her too. She's unusually cooperative, and as soon as I notice that, she starts banging her head against the wall and trying to bite me. A lady from work, JV, comes over and we do a takedown on KD. I'm looking at KD and I say "Hey pretty girl.. we're calm.. we're calm..." and she smiles at me.

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I'm at a bar with AC and this scraggly looking guy is walking up from outside. I say "That's the guy!" and AC and I both start laughing.

might be ble to remember more now, as im well again! yay! ^-^

This is just a small chunk of my dream- it was in the middle, and I can't remember the beginning or end. I was with this group of random DC's, none of which I actually knew, and we were on the run from something dangerous. We were in this jungle/desert hybrid (which doesn't sound like it would work, but it did) and there was a downhill chute that worked like a water slide. None of us wanted to go down it- I guess it was dangerous- but one girl in the group coerced us into it. She made us all lie down on the ground, and covered our eyes with marshmallows and our mouths with bandaids. It was supposed to be helpful. Then she sent us all down the chute, but she stayed behind, and everyone was mad at her for chickening out.

When we arrived at the bottom of the chute, it was flat desert with wooded mesas rising out in random patterns. At this point, I was viewing the dream from a bird's eye perspective. We ran along the edge of a mesa, because there was something dangerous down here and we had to escape. Then a Tyrannosaurus Rex stomped around the edge, and I sent my group onwards to sacrifice myself fighting the dino as they ran away. I woke up before I could.

Then, just little fragments-- a pool in my old middle school, going there at night, something about the stage.

Small piece came back to me. I recall the dream being really long and this was near the end, but I can't really recall the rest of the dream. All I recall is that it was me with some friend (not a real-life friend) who both had been enslaved by this evil guy. We were in a large, sort of room, it was shaped like a lima bean with walls a good 20 feet high, however no ceiling. It was nighttime and you could see the stars through the roof. We weren't the only slaves there, the room was packed with other people enslaved. In these dream the world supposedly had magic that was quite common for people to use, but we were enslaved because the guy found some way to remove our magical abilities. Anyway, don't remember exactly what happened, but some elite force of mages (don't remember what the group was called, but there was 7 or so people in the group) showed up and managed to free us.

It is quite foggy, don't remember it real well, and as said this was near the end.

There was another LD I had that was really fucking cool, but I can't remember it well because I went right back to sleep afterwords to try to get lucid again. I was in this creapy factory/industrial foundry complex/prison. In the begining I was helping some prisoners to escape, they were 3 guys who I considered close(only in the dream, I have no clue who they were), like brothers, and the theme of the dream was 4 Brothers, a jazz standard I vaguely know. I helped them out into this hallway, then I walked out in to another hall but had them wait because the janitor or someone was there. THen we snuck out into the next hall. Something around this point tipped me off and I became lucid. I explored the place a bit, but don't remember much other than that it was all painted and rusting metal. I remembered the ToTM and wanted to find a door I could take outside. I decided that if I kept going down I would eventually find it so I kept jumping down these little drops and going in a circle, there were some small sets of stairs to and I kept jumping and focusing on how it felt, real, but at the same time it didn't hurt as much as it would have for some of the bigger drops. I lost the visual and tried dream spinning. I remember it being succesful, but I don't remember where I ended up.

I was walking in a suburban neighborhood. There were swimming pools everywhere full of bright blue water. Even in the gutters of the street there was crystal blue water, this tipped me off it might be a dream. I stuck my finger through my hand and became lucid. I walked to a nearby house where I heard people yelling and walked inside to the lower part of the house(it was on a hill). I decided before I opened the door that I would find a nice fat joint on a table inside(I've been wanting to try to use the sensation of smoking as a dream anchor, plus I'm taking a break from smoking for a while so I really wanted some weed). But no luck. I saw a desk with 3 drawers on it. I decided that I would find a joint in there, but again no luck. I kept opening the first drawer and everytime it was different, but no weed. First it was empty, then full of nondescirpt junk, then full of silverwear, then hypodermic needles, then empty again. I stepped back a moment and thought of how I could make it work. I imagined that it was the drawer that I usually keep my weed in and opened it. This time there was a weird peice of glass that looked like a combination between a jar I have and a pipe I have, but no weed. I wandered off, don't remember anything else.

In another, I was walking down a street in some sort of complex with a bunch of buildings on a little road. I heard a Led Zeppelin song in my head. Something made me think I was dreaming, maybe just that I had just fallen asleep and was still remembering what I was think when falling asleep and some of the HI I saw. So I tore this huge metal sign out of the ground, one of the ones you can change the words around on. I knew I was dreaming because I wouldn't have been able to do this, but to be sure I smashed the sign onto another sign or something that was nearby to see how it broke. It broke into small fragments they way things usually do in my dreams. I got excited and was gonna do something(can't remember what) but I got too excited and woke up.

I had another dream before this where I tried the TOTM but failed. I was in my house, I don't remember what I was doing but something tipped me off that this might be a dream, so I put my finger through my hand. I became lucid and my first thought was to go do the task of the month so I went outside. It was night and the clouds were sparse. I focused on them and tried to make more appear. They started swirling around and a few more popped up but not enough for a storm. Then these weird red ribbons of energy started swirling around closer to the ground. It was really cool, sort of like something you'd see on an acid trip, but I sensed that I was making them swirl like that somehow. I tried to focus on the clouds and make more of them, make them darker. I was able to a little but no storm. I think I wandered around my yard a bit then I woke up.

I was in a room that looked like my bedroom at my parents cottage, but the furniture was different, no bed, more chairs and a table. There was a group of people there talking about LDing. There was an old guy(LOL percy, this is you) leading the discussion. He said something about the next class, and a guy who was taking notes asked him a question. I realized this was a projection of the MILD class from last night and became lucid. I thought about what I was going to do and decided I was gonna jump out the window and go do the ToTm. I lookoed at the shade and watched as it turned darker outside like it would if a storm was approaching. I grabbed the shade and swung out the window tarzan style onto the porch.
(At this point A Flaming Lips song off At War With the Mystics starts playing in my head, super happy)
It was already raining but not that heavily. I looked up at the sky and felt the rain on my face to increase lucidity. Then I caught some rain in my mouth cause I was damn thirsty. I focused on making the clouds darker and watched as they thickened and grew darker. I got too focused on one spot and the clouds formed a kind of pyramid, with a super black cloud on top. The pyramid shot out a big orange blast of energy when I started thinking about lightning. I knew this wasn't gonna cut it for the TOTM despite how cool it looked, so I looked away at another part of the sky. I focused on the sound of the thunder and tried to make some lightning to go with it. At first there were just sparks up in the clouds, then some lightning shot downward but it never reached the ground. I felt myself losing control and I knew I wouldn't be able to hold the dream much longer, so I decided that the next lightning strike would hit me and it did. It didn't feel like much, almost like being hit by a column of air. I wasn't electrocuted nor felt anything tingly like I expected. But it did knock me on the ground. I laid there looking at the sky. Now things really started to come apart. I held the dream for about 10 secs and woke up.

Non-Dream/Non-Lucid/Lucid

I am walking down a busy street when I perform a reality check and realize that I have six fingers. I look away and the fingers have not changed in number, so I become lucid. I try and change the number of my fingers by pulling off the excess finger, but decide against it once I remember other lucid possibilities. I then try an activity that has been eluding me for the past few dreams - flying. This time, however, I decide to begin the flight neo-style and jump from the ground to the air. I look around and realize that I am flying in mid-air. I take a couple swimming strokes to steady myself and take off (again as neo) with my arms by my sides. This causes me to fly straight into the ground. However, I am not discouraged as I feel minimal pain. I repeat the process again except this time hold my hands a-la-superman which allows me to fly with stability.

I fly over to a diner by the lake that surrounds the town and set myself down near the entrance. I then try another of my lucid goals: to become a super-sayan. I hold my hands in front of me and yell "camee camee caaaa!!!" in an attempt to make a light beam come out of my hands. The only thing that comes forth are small crystal-like particles in front of my hands that look like the beginnings of a light beam. After a few seconds I try again, this time with zero results. I then decide to go inside and see what is happening inside the diner. I look at the peaceable people having lunch and smash a table to pieces, (probably angry over my failed light beam attempt). The manager throws me outside where I was before. I then notice a large pole, presumably for telephone lines. I fly to the top of it and start peeing off the edge. I then look down and see a woman from the diner watching me. She asks me how I was able to fly up there and I tell her that we are in a dream. She is fascinated with the idea and asks me to teach her how to fly. I come down from the pole and tell her to jump into the air and use swimming strokes to stabilize the flight.

Suddenly I find myself in the middle of an intersection. The woman is there along with two other men who apparently want to learn to be lucid as well. I tell them all that we are going to fly to Paris and that they all should just follow me. I then crack a joke which I dont remember, but it went over well. We all jump into the air and start flying. As we go higher and higher I begin to lose control of the flight as gravitational instincts set in. I'm not sure when or why, but we all veered off into the building, flew through walls, and ended up in a room. I then decided (not sure why) that I would kill all of them in Saw-esque traps. I followed them around the room but they seemed aware of my intentions and evaded me at every step. After a while I decided that it would be pointless to continue and tried flying away to Paris by myself. However, I was pulled back into the room.

And I woke up

non-lucid lucid

I was at my old house that I grew up in and because of some unknown force I walked outside and started towards the school. When I got near I saw crowds of people pouring into the school. I got close and shuffled into the crowd and began to follow them. We walked along the grass and eventually came to a strange portal type thing. I looked upwards and there were flying saucers throughout the air. I somehow knew we were going to be judged within these portal devices. So when it was my turn I got inside and felt accepted somehow and then I was instantly onboard one of the flying saucers. There were other humans around me but also aliens.

I woke up for an instant and fell right back asleep.

I thought I had to go back home for something so I ran for the portal and jumped through. From the portal I was at my house again. The environment seemed different and everything felt empty. I went outside and the sky was gray. So I walked back to the old school and when I got to the field I saw a beautiful woman. We walked for a bit and ended up in some weird room.

I woke up again and this time reassured myself I would do a reality check when I noticed this woman again.

Upon rejoining the dream I was in the strange room again but the girl that I was previously with was not there so I did not do a reality check, but I knew I was dreaming and was partially lucid. There was one girl inside the room, but I wasn't interested in her. She told me that the aliens left this weird machine that could make people appear if you showed the machine and picture of someone. There was a magazine of whatever so I looked through and found an image of a beautiful woman. I showed the machine and she appeared at first and 0's and 1's and then formed a human. At this point I wasn't lucid anymore and I knew that I was going to have sex with this girl. So we started having sex and were going for quite awhile. People around were just watching and one told us to hurry up. This just kept going until I woke up.