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From my notepad posted this morning:



Today was my third lucid I think, but this one was the most intense I had so far. The longest one too. It's Easter Sunday today and I've been pretty sick with a head cold the last few days. However, at around 11:20 am it happened. I was quite sick last night and was on medication while sleeping, which had probably started wearing off already when I had the dream.

On waking up at about 11 I stated to myself that I wanted to have a lucid dream. Then I fell back to sleep almost instantly.

First I had a normal dream, was kind of in an office building with the hubby waiting for something; to book a vacation or room or something. Not sure what it was that we were actually doing there, but there were a lot of other people there too. We had to sit at a table and wait our turn. When it was finally that it SHOULD have been our turn, the people who ran the office stopped working to have lunch. I was not happy about this, seeing how the office was now empty and we were the only ones who had not been helped. So I walked around, and sat at a different table talking to one of the people eating lunch in the next cubical over; they said I had to wait; it would be about an hour. Looking at the table after the conversation again, there was suddenly a key, and a new phone, with head set in two different packs that was not there before. I thought someone had forgotten it there. I took it and thought to perhaps let the staff know that if anyone lost a phone, we'd be around town for a few more days, they could let us know and we'd meet them to return it. I didn't trust the office staff; since they were not very helpful to us. Before I could decide on the phone or even show the Hubby the phone, he wanted to leave, since neither of us wanted to wait another hour. Then suddenly the scene shifted, he was not there anymore and I was outside.

The next thing I know I'm stating to myself that I'm dreaming. This is odd, as my normal reality check while awake is "Am I dreaming" or "Is this a dream". Also oddly enough I had not done a reality check for a while in waking life because I had been sick; but I remembered it right then and there in the dream and perform my floating and levitation test. Normally I do it just by little gestures such as trying to float up somewhere and touch something that's just out of my reach, but since I was already thinking I was dreaming I did it a little more grand. I saw people in this outside clearing area and I decided I would run, jump and float over two people's heads and then land on the other side. The experiment was kind of shaky, but it did work. I took off, but didn't get very high, closed my eyes, said out loud that I wanted to float higher so I would not hit anyone and did manage that; but my landing was not quite where I wanted. Still it proved to me that indeed I was dreaming, as I can only do things like that when dreaming, never when awake. I then reminded myself to not get too exited, something I had read on this forum, as I had read that this can make the dreams shorter.

I was actually outside for a lucid dream, something I had hoped to achieve since I first started working on achieving lucidity. So I took it slow.

There was some kind of bridge or something in the dream scene. It was pretty big and made out of rock. Very pretty actually. What it covered I don't remember, but I know it was not water, so probably was the field/clearing outdoors where I was at. I do remember trying to get my floating/flying a bit up to speed. Was NOT too good at that though. Remember once bumping INTO the bridge - but not getting hurt. I was still saying things out loud to make them happen and this felt awkward and didn't really work all that well this time since I focusing on the float/fly at the same time. So I started just thinking what I wanted, and at times visualizing it while going along. This meant closing my eyes to make things change, which was also awkward and didn't help much either, as not all changes were those I wanted and my floating / flying left a lot left to be desired. It got really weird, as at one point there were FROGS on the bridge when I approached it, when I had expected nothing there, or perhaps flowers or plants there. So I closed my eyes, mid hover/float/fly and focused on green plants being there instead. The frogs went, but again I almost crashed just making that happen. So I figured, closing eyes not so good in lucid dreams if you are not firmly on the ground walking. Maybe it works for those who are actually good at flying yet, but for little bumbling me it didn't work well.

I messed around with the bridge and the floating for a tiny bit more and then tried to get better at manifesting things in dreams. Frogs just were not what I wanted to experience, so I wanted to practice stuff a bit better. Seemed to me
like the dream environment changes very easily on it's own, and things change there very quickly -- even randomly it seemed. Might have been the nyquil too though in retrospect.

Not sure how I got to the next part of the dream, but I was somewhere else with someone else, a girl. I worked on trying to make things happen in the dream scene. In this case it was having flowers be in different places and growing. This was
not as easy as it sounds since we were indoors this time. Again, I was using the whole closing eyes thing and it did not work at all, even with visualizing what I wanted to happen where. No flower. I know this time it was different than the food dream where I was walking around the corner to make something BE there when I got there. No I was just right there, not moving from place to place. I have a feeling the girl was trying to TEACH me and helping me figure it all out. No easy ways out this time, such as having doors or walking around to aid in my manifesting. There were only flower pots and dirt there; and a photo of the plant to be manifested as well as ones that the girl had manifested before me.

After experimentation, one of the things that did work very well was actually manipulating time in the dream realms to make things happen. I had seen enough time lapse videos online, so I used that to actually make the flowers grow and
prosper before my eyes. WITHOUT having to close my eyes or change positions this time. This was neat and I had no idea that that could be done. I did this a few times to get practice in it.

Then I wanted to try to get roses there, red roses. The other plants were already around or there were pictures of them around, so they were easier to manifest and bring into reality. All of them were yellow, and yellow/whitish and they looked nothing like roses. Roses were no where in sight; so it would be a lot harder. The pots that were there were too small, I needed something larger to make a rose bush that was blooming. Trying again first to close my eyes and visually create a pot for them to grow in was not working. So I tried to merely create a small bowl out of nothing, which did work. Then using my thoughts and the dream realm's laws of creating things to make it bigger just by wanting it to be bigger. This was very odd but interesting enough it did actually worked. No clue how though.

Sadly at this time the dream became odd and somewhat unstable. I may have gotten to exited at actually seeing all this cool stuff around me and actually making things appear out of thin air. Or maybe my logical mind made me analyze the impossibility of the situation too much. I started losing lucidity and control; but tried my best to hold on to it. The girl suddenly seemed much older, which I didn't notice when she changed over. She also turned the nice long flower pot I had managed to make into a canoe all of a sudden; saying we should use it to go somewhere. There were also two other people that she referred to which were nearby and around now too, that she named as those who should go with us. No clue how ANY of that happened; especially in less than 30 seconds while I was focusing on flower pots and roses and seeming like I had the hang of it.

Then the dream changed again. Not sure if I tried to change it or if it just did because of the weirdness and loss of control factor. I might have simply walked off. My dream recall also went offline at this time. I found myself walking going up stairs or something, probably trying to go outside again. I noticed something small being off where the dream tried to imitate reality but caught on it it and knew I was still dreaming. That awareness stuff does work. So I tried to ignore that and keep going; to continue being lucid. It would have worked, but instead I woke up. It turned out that all my medicine had worn off and I was coughing with a runny nose laying in bed awake.

In retrospect:

For one I have a feeling that I caught on to the initial shift, the sudden change of dream between the office building and the outside grassy area with the people on it and the bridge in the background. Together with my statement to myself that I wanted to have a lucid dream before falling to sleep got me into a successful lucid dream; even being sick and on medicine.

Sadly the medicine might have had an effect on things though, which might have sabotaged me there in the end and maybe even have had something to do with the frogs, and other sudden shifts in the dream scene. Since I have not had too many lucid dreams I have no idea if these shifts and oddities are normal or not. Or perhaps it was the fact that I was sick to begin with that caused problems, as the only reason I woke up was the fact that my throat was scratchy and I awoke to coughing.

Floating is getting a little better, than in my first two lucid dreams I had but only when I go about it slow and methodical. All in all I'm still VERY clumsy with it as a mode of transportation. Flying is even worse. Not sure if this is because of lack of practice, not knowing what I need to be doing to make it work, or if it's because I have a fear of heights and falling and don't like going anywhere in fast speeds in real life. I'd love to eventually ask some other dreamers about this if it's normal or if that's because of my fears in waking life.

Manifesting is getting much better, as long as I don't close my eyes when hovering and flying around. Using the time lapse technique helped a lot. More than I would have thought. Also learning that things can be created and changed before your eyes helps too, in a way this forced me to suspending the thought of impossibility in that matter. All in all it was odd that I thought of them out of the blue, because I never heard anyone mention these two techniques in the dream forums. I do know, learning to pay attention to subtle things is VERY helpful in lucid dreaming, so the techniques that make you pay attention to little things will be practiced much more by me over the next few weeks. I had an incredible amount of knowledge from my waking life, including knowing to stay calm, and that frogs on a bridge should not be there and a number of other things. This was not the case in my other two lucid dreams I had before; so I do think there is a degree of awareness that can be different from dream to dream. Control was a little harder though than in my first dream, but about as tricky as in my second one; but then again I was trying to make more things happen at once and they were a little harder than merely manifesting some food and eating it.

I have also no idea how long I was lucid, but it felt like a nice long dream; not as short as the other two I had. This one may have lasted five to ten minutes, maybe even longer. Making it through a shift in dream scene was pretty impressive too, as in the other ones I never made it through a shift. I either woke up or I shifted and lost lucidity. This was also the one I felt I was the most lucid, remembering even little details from real life and ending up having the most control in the dream scene what I wanted to do. Still not perfect though, there is still more room for improvement.

All in all I cannot believe that I actually created flowers. From scratch. THAT WAS WAY COOL. Though frog covered bridges.... well .... uhmm, no thanks. I'll blame that one on the yquil, which I'm quite sensitive to even hours after the fact. Can't wait to try more.

HayaH ---

PS: After reading more it seems I did a DEILD chaining method I did not even know existed. Way cool. Was also cool to find out that control is normally not easy for newbies and that I was not the only one walking around my dreams saying things I wanted to happen out loud before attempting them. I can tell I'm gonna have lots of fun with this once I get better at it.

Me and my step dad are going to go see a scary movie that's coming out in the theatre, but for some reason I go into a childs movie. inside of it, the dream changes to a trolley of some kind leading to an amusement park? The amusement park had something to do with Pirates,

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 30

I. I was in my garage and I became aware after I noticed how dull/fuzzy the dream was, and I remember yelling out "Increase vividness!" and the dream got much more clear. I went to walk out of my garage and I did a RC and it worked just to make sure. It was a sunny day outside, and windy, exactly how it is today , and I was walking in my lawn. I remember looking down at my body and I was wearing black shorts that were blowing in the wind, it was so realistic. I saw my neighbor out in her lawn so I wanted to go over and talk with her. As I was walking over the dream faded out. Man, all my LD's lately have been ending quite fast .

II. I was in some sort of fantasy world, it had some aspects of Skyrim that I remember seeing, and some GoT stuff as well. I was given a mission by a character I recognize now as someone from GoT, he wanted me to kill someone. I pressed him on why I needed to, because I wasn't going to kill someone without knowing why, and he let me know he was a thief who stole a special sword from him. After learning this, I decided to just go and steal the sword back, I didn't need to kill him. I was with someone else who was helping me, I can not remember who it was, but we were climbing up a mountain to a tavern where the target was located at. I turn and see a huge dragons head carved into the side of another mountain, it looked simply amazing, I stopped for a minute and just studied it, it was very detailed. After, we proceeded to find and enter the tavern where we met the thief, I led the thief to a dark corner, just in case if he tried anything I can take him down without many people seeing. I remember I was distracting him, while my partner walked up behind and slid the sword out from his sheath, I do not know how he would not feel that, but it was a dream . So I dropped the conversation and walked away with my partner who had the sword, I remember it had a distinct design to it. We go back to the quest giver who was thankful, and he told me that at later that night I should go back and finish the thief off, as he was just a bad trouble, but I declined and walked away. The dream ends.

III. I missed blatant signs in this one that could of made me lucid . I was at school, in a class with my old classmates. It was an art class with my old art teacher, but she was teaching us about exercise and dreaming. I remember I was doing push-ups as she was talking about dreaming, and I was even thinking about dreaming and lucid dreaming, but I did not recognize I was in a dream. This is all I remember.

IV. I worked at a shop in a mall, and this person comes in with a mask on and tries to rob the place, I recognized him as someone who I stopped the day before. I remember thinking, "why the hell is he trying this again?". I remember jumping on him and grabbing his gun, we struggled but I managed to take it from him, I remember I was laughing because of how stupid he was. I walked him outside where there were police surrounding the mall, and I set him down on the ground and placed the gun down as I sat down also. I remember when I sat the gun down the guy jumped at it again and grabbed it and started shooting at the cops, I jump on him again and throw him to the ground, I remember getting shot in the foot but didn't feel it happen. After the police came and arrested him, I was holding my foot wound as my mom came up as started asking what happened. The dream ends.

I lived in some society where everyone had to play Little Big Planet, but there's certain ruled everyone must abide by. Me and some friends and a small red guy were making some quiz based level, when suddenly... A guy fro the government came and started saying we can't do that, so I got the official rule book which said otherwise, then shouted "proof disproved!" then slapped him around the face a few times and then he moved out of the way, so I shouted "you dodged it!? High five!" So we high fived.

Then I woke up because my cat was doing some stuff which woke me up.

Im sort of a golf fan, like soccer i just pay attention to the big events, so recently ive been watching the masters on Tv.

I was standing on some sort of golf course, non lucid, a few green signs by a crowd said the masters with a yellow USA picture and a golf hole on it. All of the sudden they called "Mike Lawson"(Which isnt my name) and i apparently responded to it and took my turn to hit. I dont remember the hole number but i went up and swung at the ball, i flew pretty high in the air, and the hit must have been bad, cause the crowd sort of moaned like "Ohh" I dont really remember the rest, I never remember walking to the ball or taking another swing............


Greek Gods:


I was in my house with a few friends watching some show on tv. It was daytime but all of the sudden it got all dark and my friends told me to go outside quick. When i made it out i saw some kids in togas talking in some sort language ( I assume greek) I asked "whats going on" one of them stopped talking and told me they would have zeus strike me down for interupting prayer. I remember a lightning bolt exploding really close to me and i took off with my friends. We ran down the road and heard another explosion behind me. I turned too see and my friends were gone. I woke up...

Vampires:


I was in some small cabin which i would guess is outside in the forest. I was strapped to some table and had a cloth in my mouth. My hands, legs feet and head was strapped down. Two men and three woman stood over me. They finally took the cloth out and instantly i siad, what the hell are you all doing, The man on the left laughed and said he was granting me my dream. I asked what o you mean. They all smiled and i knew it, their teeth... Vampires. I was scared, i yelled "NO!" but they laughed again. One of the woman said "He'll taste perfect" and bared her fangs in my face and hissed. They put the gag back on and the man on the left approached. One of the girls said "Hey i want first bite" but he silenced her and bared it fangs and went at my neck. I felt the pain for a second, terrible pain, but i woke up. My neck tickled a bit.

This was the last dream I had this morning. For the record, I don't know how to play any musical instruments. I've never had any interest in learning how to.

It starts out with me and all of my "friends" playing music in a band room I've never been in before. We were all dressed up in suits and stuff. I said "wow! everybody's here!" It felt like I actually knew these people and that they were close to me but I didn't recognize not a single one of them, lol.

The music teacher was my college music professor. For some reason, I attacked him with my instrument... I think it was a french horn... I jumped up and launched a flying sickle from the french horn by blowing into it. And then everyone else was getting ready to attack him as well with their instruments. Lastly, we were arranged so that short-ranged players were in the front and long-ranged players were in the back, lol.

Then I woke up or I thought I did. I was laying in bed facing the wall when someone double-tapped me on the arm, waited a few seconds, then double-tapped me again and whispered my name. I turned around but nobody was there. I live in this apartment by myself and if someone had entered via any means, the burglar alarm would have gone off.

In which I go for walks and vaguely watch much improved Star Wars prequels...


Richard Linklater had remade Star Wars Episode 1, the first of the prequels. Fans had been delighted with the results and we decided to ignore Lucas’ earlier disastrous attempt. The expectation was that Linklater’s new film would become the canon. Somehow I’d let it go to DVD without seeing it, and as the dream started I was walking with H and several of her friends from my house to a restaurant through town. Along the way, one of her friends, a baseball capped man in his early 30s who was walking a friendly pit bull, kept flirting with me. Mostly we talked about Star Wars and dogs.

About halfway through our walk, we passed a boutique which had an outer façade of brick on which were hung hundreds of necklaces, bracelets and earrings for sale. Someone had recently painted the brick and they’d neglected to cover the jewelry with drip protection so everything was splattered and ruined. Even still, the prices were set high and we laughed that they would get this price for their merchandise. H and her other friends went inside and lingered, but the baseball cap man and I were obliged to stay out since he had the pit and since Lucy was with me now as well. Our dogs were friends, and I fumbled with the jewelry while we waited. I noticed a ring that I’ve recently lost in real life. I’m not too concerned about having lost it because it is damaged and one of the stones is missing but I was surprised to see it among their collection. I pointed it out to the capped man, but we just laughed about it.

Then I’m watching Linklater’s Star Wars on DVD only the parts that I remember seem so emotional that I feel that I’m really a character in the movie. On the one hand, I’m watching the movie, but on the other I’m Anikan in the movie. Linklater’s Anikan is perfect. The movie is dark and sleek. Anikan is strong, reserved, focused and tormented. He’s a badass in a difficult situation trying to do his best with all the earnestness of Luke later in the movies. In a seemingly inconsequential scene, he is given the base of a light saber from an elder Jedi which is forged from a metal unlike any we’ve ever seen before. The galaxy is at war, and Yoda and Obi Wan are training Anikan. He’s a good student, and not in the least whiney or annoying. The movie ends with him becoming a full Jedi.

I’m walking again with H and her friends, but I remember from last time that they are not going to walk fast and that we will get stuck again in the boutique. I’d wanted to make excuses because really l prefer brisk exercise, but I go along with them, expecting to be bored again outside the shop. I have Lucy and the capped man is there again with his pit bull. The man tells me he enjoys my company and asks if he can come visit me without H. I remember that he’d been flirting with me, so I remind him that I’m married. He responds that he only meant so that our dogs can play together and that he’s happy to hang with my husband too. I feel sort of embarrassed for assuming he was flirting. We get to the wall which is covered in jewelry again, and this time I realize I’ve lost my necklace among all the items. I didn’t care about the ring, but the necklace is important to me. I tell the guy that he must help me find it, but I can’t remember what it looked like. I just know that I’ve lost some necklace, so we start looking through hundreds of them. I think it will be hopeless, but he finds it among the others. It is the silver halfmoon that R gave me several months ago, and I’m thankful to recover it.

The people who own the boutique come out and tell us we can enter with the dogs. Inside, the building is a beautifully made cob cottage, and we sit at a rustic wooden table and have tea in ceramic cups. I admire the pottery and the owners of the cottage tell me I can walk upstairs to see more. There is a winding wooden staircase leading up to a loft, and the light shines through stained glass windows to bathe the room in bright red light. The rays of light were thick like fog, and from the top of the staircase I could not see down to my friends below.

I’m Anakin again and simultaneously watching Anakin, now in the theater in the cottage. This time it's the newly released Episode Two . Linklater’s second feature is darker, as the middle installment of a trilogy should properly be! Anakin is led astray by someone impersonating Yoda. I remember feeling that there is intrigue and double crossing, and though Anakin earnestly tries to work through it in an admirable way, he is in a no-win situation. Anakin is captured and placed within a machine of some sort that analyzes every atom in his body and gear and tells the secrets of all of it to reveal everything about his soul. It’s a horrifying process, but unexpectedly in the end, his enemies discover that the metal at the base of his light saber is not from this galaxy. Somehow they conclude that the metal in fact is something precious from the dawn of time itself- it is a substance that originated at the Big Bang itself. Anakin is torn somehow. He must protect this substance or else horrible things will happen to the galaxy, but he also doesn't want to betray his friends. The film ends on this note.

The capped man and I discuss how brilliantly Linklater wove the plot and how we can see no escape for Anakin except for him to turn to the Dark Side. We are thankful for him saving the franchise and correcting Lucas’ stupidity. I tell the capped man that if I were Anakin, I’d make the same mistakes he was making and we discuss how it makes sense that he could be led over to the dark side. He compares his fall to Michael Corleone and we get excited about seeing Episode Three. He also talks about how the light saber metal is like the Holy Grail and he tells me all the times that he noticed allusions in the movie to the story of the Fisher King, and he says that Anakin’s character is based on Perceval. I’m very impressed at his insight, and we are eager for the last installment.

I had the craziest dream last night. I'm a part of this reincarnation forum elsewhere and in this dream we got a new member who had only one post on the entire forum and had taken the liberty to private message me there.

She said that she had a "spiritual connection with the Gods" (I think she was referencing the Greek pantheon, if I'm not mistaken) and that they had told her that I was "of importance".

I remembering laughing and being like "yeah whatever". But she seemed to know a lot about me that she couldn't have possibly known otherwise.

She also referenced my recollections of my soviet past life several times and also stating that I had been given a "divine assignment" in this life that dealt with from her words, "liberty for all".


Hmmm......

For the record, I consider myself to be Pagan since a lot of my beliefs are derived from Eastern philosphies and pagan beliefs. I am not necessarily polytheistic. I believe in A Creator, which is synonymous with the universe and all the deities from the various pantheons are simply powerful deities that work under the Creator and co-exist with one another.

How that has anything to do with this though, I'm not sure.

#1 - Holding Down The Fort [DILD]

I only really remember the part of this dream where I was lucid. I vaguely recall flying around mountain ranges at some park... or something.... And then, I was in a school with a bunch of people and we were doing some kind of intense LARP battle. I run to some small, sealed, closet-sized room but with window and lock myself inside. People would run up to the door trying to open it, then I was suddenly lash out phasing through the door, grab their arms or legs, and snap them with super strength.

#2 - Aesthetic Lucid And Link Contact [DILD]

I remember something about my dad intending to buy me a new home, and I was walking around some neighborhood with this guy S I knew in middle and high school, though didn't get to talk to all that much. I think he was here because O mentioned that he was going to see him for the first time in years the last time I hung out with him. We walked up to some gigantic building, and I wanted to see into it. It had kind of a cool stylistic architecture that's hard to describe, but we also saw a few other buildings being built that way, including a McDonald's. I became lucid and flew up to the top to look inside, and there's no ceiling - the top is huge and totally open. I went down and grabbed on to a ledge and just let my feet dangle inside the building while feeling the wind blow past me. I spend most of the time here just enjoying the scenery, there were massive open fields and mountain ranges all around me that I could see faaaar into the distance of due to the altitude I was at. It was really cool.

False Awakening - I wrote down the dream, which almost totally screwed me over because when I woke up for real I remembered being lucid but not what happened, luckily it finally came back. I got up and went to play some Digimon game that I remember very little of now, but I do remember that it was long and intense. I finally beat it in the end and then got up and started browsing the internet on my computer. I was at a site that listed game data for all the different Pokémon. I was looking up Exeggutor's moves, and then suddenly the text on the screen scrolled to the right and new text was appearing in its place. It was some kind of chat log. The first few lines were this:

Aly!
Aly!
This is Link!

:O I think I saw the word "incredible" in there somewhere too, but I can't really remember the rest. After I started comprehending what it meant, I woke up. :T

Last night I fell asleep to my iPad playing the sound of rain and I didn't set a timer for the first time. As I first fell asleep I remember being in a classroom setting and somehow I knew I was dreaming right away. I became lucid and very excited as I knew I was slowly walking up because I was so excited. I tried to stay in the dream by performing reality checks and kneeled down to lick the ground just as I woke up. I remember a second dream nearly the same where I became lucid and woke up again. I remember recalling a little more and being excited when I woke up. Later all I recall of a non-lucid dream is being in a hotel and being in a bed in a room.

So there I was. I had no shape, no form to call my own. I was a mass of energy with no physical form, the way i have always wanted to be. I was in a dream and I was lucid. I was in a forest in World of Warcraft, trees everywhere and animals to.

I had an odd feeling. I wasn't watching the dream from third person, I was the dream. I was a mass of energy and the dream at the same time. Everything shifted and moved the way I wanted it to with as much effort as it takes to breath. I looked around and knew everything about it.

I decided to change the environment to a dry grass land and the environment changed just like that.

I then knew it was the time to see my inner self and learn knowledge from him. The next thing I knew I was face to face with a gigantic mass of energy far larger than I was. I could tell that it knew everything about me and that I could get the knowledge I seek from it.

I then asked it to give me knowledge. It was very rude and mean in response, sounded allot like me when I wake up in the morning. My dream ended right after a couple more attempts for knowledge and a couple more times of being shot down.




I later realized that it taught me about how mean I can be to people, when all they want to do is be nice to me. That is the knowledge I got from it, what it is like to deal with me when I am in a mood.

Was in the cafeteria at my school and my tennis coach was telling us to take some pill that helps us play better and we need it. I wanted to get one but he wouldn't let me. I saw a bunch on the ground so i made a plan to go get them but never actually got them.

So I am in front of the college i want to go to and my little brother is beside me (he's 12). I say "this is the college I want to go to". Then we go up something that resembles a fancy slide, but we slide UP the slide to enter the college. We begin to look around immediatley, while walking around we see a room with only 2 beds in it, nothing else in the room just 2 twin sized beds. We continue looking around and see 2 dead bodies in room, they look freaky. Then we find someone who's interviewing the people who want to attend the college. Then one of my friends who also wants to attend the college shows up and I get happy to see her there. Then I see a computer that has a bunch of mis-spelled words on it (this could've been a reality check) but it had little red zig-zags so I didn't pay attention that it was really misspelled, I just thought someone couldn't type correctly.

Somehow it begins with me and my little brother in the water. He's like 2 so I was struggling to keep him above water. He keeps trying to go underwater or just away from me because, his dad and my other little brother are wayy far out into the ocean. Eventually we leave the water and go to sit on this wooden house on stilts. I hear a little boy talking to me behind us. His mom apologizes for his disturbance and my mom says "it's okay I know how you feel". They start having a conversation and they both begin to chuckle.

There is a man in a plane, he is talking through a speaker. He says something about it being time to go to sleep and then says goodbye. I begin to freak out and I see him crash the plane.