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Wednesday Morning May 29th 2013

So hopefully you've read part one which leads straight into this. I had just used Lucidity to prevent a nightmare, followed by forcing myself awake so i could write it down in my Dream Journal.

I can't remember exactly where i woke up but i went straight over to pick up my Dream Journal. I took it downstairs where i saw Jamie. I told him i'd just altered a nightmare and had to write it down. He mentioned that i'd been making lots of noise in my nightmare and heard me when i said things in the dream. Thought that was weird. So went into the lounge and sat down starting to write.

Didn't take me long to realise that this was nothing like my house (i don't have bright green wallpaper) and i hadn't actually woken up. I closed my eyes and opened them again, straight away recognised the area as being in the tunnel at Old Trafford, Manchester. Obviously this meant i wasn't really awake again. Closed my eyes and tried to wake up again.

This time i'd woken up to my actual bedroom, looked perfect. Suddenly my brother Robbie grabbed my arms, (i sleep with the bottom of the bed against the wall, and my head in the middle of the room so i have more space to stretch my arms while i'm sleeping.) He had me properly pinned down and i couldn't move. I tried yelling for him to stop but with no luck.

It then dawned on me that this might not be real again. I managed to get my arms free, and did the thumb through the hand reality check, didn't work. I was convinced by now though. I held my nose and tried to breath through it, i could still breath! I ignored Robbie, plonked my head on the pillow and closed my eyes.

I opened my eyes, back in my bedroom again, perhaps the detail even more convincing than before. Robbie was back in bed across the room asleep, just as everything should be.

I went to sit up to get my Dream Journal, but something was wrong. My dream body arm moved up but i could feel my real body still lying down. I could feel the exact position i was lying in in real life, and my dream body was struggling to come apart from it. Every time i tried to move it felt like i was being dragged back down by my real body. So again i hit the pillow, and closed my eyes.

I awoke with everything in exactly the same place. I tried to sit up, but again the same effect of being dragged down so i knew i was dreaming. Lay down and closed my eyes.

I am back in exactly the same place with the same surroundings. But it feels so real every time! I go to move again, still stuck. I'm still lying on my side, so this time i try and fight it. I put both my arms on the bed and try and crowbar myself to sitting up. I managed to get to sitting position, but the force pulling back from where i can feel my real body is so strong. I struggled against it for a while then gave up.

It reminded me of that 'Brer Rabbit Tar Baby' episode! I was a little panicked and annoyed at this point but i tried to stay calm. I lay down, closed my eyes and really tried to pull myself out of the dream without opening my eyes this time. It felt like it worked, but for obvious reasons i wasn't to trusting.

I opened my eyes to what i had seen the last three attempts, lying on my side, Robbie asleep over the other side of the room. I tried to move my arms, i was free! I done the breathing reality check, it confirmed i was awake!

Thank F**k for that!

Has anyone experienced the sensations i was describing in the last few awakenings? It was really weird, not particularly scary, just strange.

Thanks for reading

I'm arguing with my sister about chores. Everyone has one or two things to do, except for me. I tell her it doesn't make any sense. In the process I wake up the the mother of my mothers child!? She was sleeping in my sisters old room (I think we were younger). Anyways, I think someone had to drop her off. I was suggesting to do it myself. She mentioned something about money, and she gave me like 40 bucks.

I walked outside (was nowhere near my house) and saw myself in a muddy yard. A truck was parked next to my dirt bike and I was about to start it. The guy in the truck (super swamper tiers) looked down and ask me what model it was. I didn't know, and I struggled to read the brand. Eventually he told me what it was, and said it was a good bike. D comes up to me and says he needs to talk to me.


I'm in the back seat of a car, and I'm like "what you got a problem with something?". "Maybe, it depends", he replies. Then he asks me "I heard you've been talking to RA on Facebook. Then he goes on saying how I was writing something on her wall. "Yeah, I've been friends with her forever, but I don't even use that crap anymore". Then he looks me in the eye and says "okay, but do you like her". I hesitated and said "man even if I did, she's hundreds of miles away and I'll never see her again". "Ra was always a cool chick but that's all it was, I don't think she'd be interested in me", I continued.

"Okay", he said, and I walked off. By now there were tons of people from high school here. It was some sort of dinner. D had M follow me around, and I decided to flirt/talk to whomever I wanted to. Then I saw G. She was wearing a silver cocktail dress. She finished a couple of bites of food, and said 'hi'. Then She stood up, and gave me a huge hug. I gave M a look like "yeah I hit this", even though I only made out with her a few times. She asked me how I was doing, and I told her "as beautiful as you".

Wednesday Morning May 29th 2013

I was pretty happy with myself this morning as my previous three Lucid Dreams were all as a result of the WBTB technique. The whole episode that you're about to read was over by 7am, the first time i remember waking up.

The first dream i remember seemed to take a turn for the worst pretty quick. I was lying in a bed, not mine, with some blonde woman i don't recognise. The room was small and lit only by a lamp. We weren't alone for long, when Jamie (my best mate) walked in. The mood in the room turned instantly frosty. A few nasty words, which i can't remember, were exchanged between Jamie and the woman. Then suddenly Jamie pulled out a pair of scissors, followed by the woman pulling out a knife.

I realised that something was wrong and became Lucid pretty quick!

My first reaction was to jump in between them and hold them apart. I tired shouting,

"STOP!"

For about a second or two they did, then they lunged at each other again. I was trying to think of how i could change the situation as I've read about doing. I pointed at the woman and shouted,

"Turn into a little girl!"

She started to shrink and change appearance until she was a little girl about three years old. I then turned my head to Jamie who i was holding back behind me and shouted,

"Dissapear!"

And as quick as i said it, he'd vanished! I turned back to the little girl who was just sitting down with a cheeky smile on her face. I said to her,

"Good girl, go put your shoes on."

She wondered off out of the room leaving just me. This is when i tried to wake myself up, (which normally i can do without any problem,) so i could write the events down in me dream journal.

I will write part two in my next dream journal entry so it's separated and doesn't drag on forever...

Normally i see black and a few random visualizations while trying to sleep.
This time I think I dreamed (but I was certain I was struggling to sleep) for a second and I don't realize, but then I realize and it fades to black and I continue struggling to sleep, this happened 3 times I think, I don't actually remember falling asleep.

fragment 1: my 4 year old had a huge overgrown beard of dark hair (in reality his hair is light), and I decided to cut and shave off his beard to look what his face looks like underneath, but I was not going to cut his hair in the back of his head on my own because I feared botching the job, for that I planned to take him to a barber another day. I think this dream ended before the beard was off, so I did not get to see his face.

fragment 2: a library book came with options on the dust jacket, and one of the options was to "keep this book", but then there was a hyperlink (on the paperback book) and when you clicked it, it said, "just kidding, that would be stealing, and against God's commandment, and a smiley."

Fragment 3: also library related but separate dream. I was standing in line at library to find out something, but someone else was saying that the library could not do something because that would be illegal. I don't remember what that something was.

Dream recall from today's nap.

At one point in dream i was trying to nap but i was getting distracted by family literally interrupting me, i was annoyed and told them to go away then i continued nap, but got this weird sensation of unstability, i took off headphones with binaurals playing and went to balcony, dream faded out.

Thai weed shaped into Olympic rings, smoked one with old friend, felt stoned in dream. Lost them and accused him of nicking 'em & he was laughing. Outdoor toilet which was basically a step leading onto an open sewer..

I was next to this bear sat on a chair (sounds like the beginning of a nursery rhyme I know!) and behind him was like a cabinet with different herbs on each shelf. I was following some instructions to get the ingredients from among these herbs to make bear soup to cure this poorly bear as it was sick and kept slumping forward on the chair. I kept having to prop it up so it didn't fall off!

Tonight I dreamt that I was a Ninja, and part of a ninja family. I had two brothers, and I get the impression that were always doing things together. I was physically the strongest, but dumb as a rock, something our father was always complaining about. Something about a bad dice roll on while creating my character. (So I guess it was a role-playing game?)

Me and my brothers were at the gym, where we talked about these things. It looked exactly like my local gym. That was when me and one of my brothers hatched a "cunning" plan.
We two decided to try it right away. We snuck into a heavily guarded bank, where they were keeping some kind of super goo gold, while being disguised as tourists. That meant that we were wearing baseball caps and sunglasses. We found the gold, it was some kind of green goo that contained a huge orb of gold inside it. We quickly grabbed the gold and teleported back to the gym out using our ninja powers!

However when we got back we realised that their security cameras might not have been fooled by our simple disguise, and we were right. Just as we said so we saw our faces on a nearby TV screen. They were giving out a reward for anyone who could find us. We were ecstatic, we were on TV!

Our other brother wasn't very pleased though, something about us being idiots...

Think that I'm in Wales in a camper van or caravan with living with some guys & girls, some of which I recognised from when I lived out there. General theme was a rave/outdoor festival being organised. Someone I knew from my hometown where I live now was involved in the plans. And I remember him saying he'd been to the council & got permission & had a poster with some potential acts listed. Money seemed to be a theme too & someone I knew was also trying to get a cheque card from the bank but struggling to.
At one point I was in bed with three girls, one I recognised from the past and another who layed on me saying 'tell me all about it', but I didn't know what to say!
The dream then got really dark & it was like I watching a horror film where this guy finds his family hung in the attic (this was around the time that I first saw the film 'Sinister' so anyone who's seen it will understand!).

I've been very slack on here lately but am going to try to catch up on some dream journal entries that I've been logging into my phone with the intention of writing here.
I unfortunately haven't recorded the dates of these dreams but am just going to type them up in the order they appear in my phone.

Bristol/Jaguar dream

At a friends in Bristol (despite never having been there but having friends there!), playing with a dog in the garden a Jaguar appears, I run next door and lock out this Jaguar from the garden. Suddenly I'm in house and there's this mad bitch we can see through the window, she's going from house to house trying to smash in people's doors with a spade. She comes to the house I'm in with an accomplice. I call the police to tell them and they just hangup! Then I open the door to confront them, they try to cut my hand with a sickle but it's blunt but I vividly feel it going over the top of my hand. I wake myself up screaming 'Get Away!'.

I have continuously been trying to pull winning lottery numbers from a lucid dream. I can say that I came very close!
In my dream I was driving and there was a huge billboard that had the winning lottery numbers displayed on it. As soon as I drove past the billboard I remembered "oh yea, I'm dreaming- I should turn around and be sure to remember those numbers"
Only to find that when I turned around, the billboard was plain white and the dream would not show me the numbers again!
Oh well.. I'll keep trying

Girl on phone: "Fatal!"
"Wait", Grab her arm.

Don't break my arms.

This is my first dream journal entry ever. So i don't remember much. This Lucid dream isn't very exciting either. I remember playing a game, League of Legends. I guess i noticed something so i performed a reality check and surely enough i only had 4 fingers and 3 of them were really short. I remember testing to see if i could control the dream to my dissapointment all i could do was walk. i tried to make someone dissapear, but thats all. i woke up after yelling at the person to leave and to dissapear, lol. i then woke up into a False Awakening were i told my brother about the dream i had just had. I then woke up for real :3

Dream Fragment:
I was walking the hallways of my kid school. All my high-school friends were there, but kid versions of them.