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6/8/14

Last night bed 10pm

Tired a and sleepy from 6 am shifts and then working second job from home.

Finally recall!

Lots of dreams. As I woke up at night, I re-tell myself, so I don't forget.

1. I'm cutting pineapples

2. I'm walking down a street in Thailand, on the right sidewalk. Some people, including a police offficer on the left sidewalk and looking at me suspiciously. So I walk over to that side and stop by the window. It's a small police post. It's empty. I expect the male police officer who was sitting on the chair just outside to get there and talk to me. But a female police officer walks in, sits in a chair and starts talking to me in italian.

I figure it must be international language, but I am kinda puzzled as to why italian. I don't really know what to tell the officer. I don't really need anything, I only went there to show them they should not think of me as suspicious, I'm safe. So I say "hi, good morning, my name is [my real name]. I'm thinking really hard what to ask her, coz I really don't need anything. I feel bad.

3. Cruiseship museum? Walking on it. It's in a dock. City is on the left.

00:00 Sunday 2014-06-08

00:05 listen to the-power-of-self-hypnosis track (7th rep)

00:32 bedtime

04:48

(early morning recall, yay, finally getting some back):
+ hiking in beautiful mountains under a clear blue sky, looking into the distance and seeing tall mountains appear, walking up besides rugged mountain rivers, avoiding robocop walkers (heh). I see the clear blue sky (IWL wondered at the clear sky at bedtime last night after some rain and lots of clouds yesterday), and looking into the distance some tall craggy cliffs appear

06:37

later morning (remee went off in the middle of a dream, shocking me awake, recalled other dreams):

+ two guinea pigs fighting in a small house suspended from a tree branch outside, one falls out, I pick it up and nuzzle it, it has a baby on its head, the woman who owns the other guinea pig is annoyed at my wife, she thinks "our" guinea pig was the cause of the problem, it was night.

+ I walk into my childhood room and look around, everything seems in place (but it was off a bit), I take off my shirt and move to hang it up, then think that vultures can fly 500MPH right into you and that would really mess up your face. I look to the right as I enter the room and note that the twin bed is missing ("as it should be, we took it out" false memory), there are some things on the ground like a reading pillow with arms on it. The edge of my work desk is overhanging the head of the 2nd twin bed closer to the window, I think that's where I sleep (looks kinda small). I'm taking off my shirt and putting it on a hanger, hanging it on the shelves, facing the shelves standing close to them, that's when I think of the 500MPH vulture.

+ Wife tells me to call my sons who are at a concert, I'm driving on a road and think they've organized the concert here, the road is on a hill, I call younger son, remee hits and I'm suddenly blinded (still driving), wake up in a panic ripping the mask of my face so I can "see" again (oops). I speak to my younger son, I have him tell me his location at the concert, he is in section B-12, I write this down, then BOOM that's when remee hits.

Falling back to sleep, lots of HI, I see: people getting into a little blue car, a star-shaped leaf on my desk, and others I've forgotten

Alright! I had a lucid dream tonight after doing a WBTB and SSILD, if I can get frequent results using SSILD it will become my main technique for induction. I really don't know why or how it works but I look forward to next night.

1. Killer planes...

I was with some friends near a wall and next to the wall were seats, there was an opening in the wall were a small plane frequently flew through. We wanted to sit as close as possible to the hole so the plane would barely miss us, one friend sat so close the plane near smashed his head but he said I shouldn't worry.

2. Alright lucid, and now what?* (SSILD)

I was flying above a pine forest and suddenly I know it's a dream, I land in the forest and the pine trees are red and orange. On the ground level the water is 1 meter high and I do an RC to check, as I plug my nose and breath in I can clearly feel the cold air going down my throat. Suddenly I'm quiet worried of the fact I'm standing in water. (IRL I really don't like standing in water while I don't know what's in it...) A large waves formes and throws me off balance, as I go under I get teleported to a place I can't remember but it was urban. There I did the nose plug RC over and over cause I just couldn't believe it was true, then I looked at my hands and saw they were deformed. I tried flying several times but failed, after that I tested myself with some basic questions... "How old am I?", which I answered wrong cause I said "I'm 15 years old.", while actually I'm 16. DERP! For some reason after many failed attempts of flying I got bored for some reason and woke myself up. (I feel stupid now, I could've done more things...) I was suddenly in my bedroom and it was Sunny outside. Then I fell asleep again and woke up ones again but now it was raining. I got out and asked my sister who was already awake "Has it been that grey for whole the morning?", she said yes and I knew I had an FA... I should really do an RC everytime I get up now.

One thing to note is that last year when had a DJ I had my first LD after 8 entries and this time I had an LD again after 8 entries... according to the other DJ I should now have a night without an LD and then I should have a night with an LD again. Let's hope I can break the chain and become lucid tonight already!

Journal Entry Lucid #51 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: Meditated before going to sleep.

Lucid Dream #51, day: 06/07/14, time: 4:11-5:14am" Details":
I remember I had a nail and a hammer in my hand. I looked at my left hand and it had a nail inside of it.I then take it out and I try to put it into my feet. It was painful. After taking it out I looked at my hands and realized that there is no hole in my hands. I made sense out of it by saying that the nail was so small that it closed up quickly. I am in my childhood home when I was 6 years old. I see my sister. I start talking to her. I hear someone in the bathroom. I told her that I could hear someone in the bathroom. She responded, "Yes that is me".
I knew it was a dream now. I then tried to focus my attention on details for this dream. I was telling her about piercing myself. I saw the wooden cabinets and I noticed that there is no mirrors. I see white paint smeared on the wooden cabinets. I began washing my hands, after turning off everything I left. I see a guy from the church, YE. He is a short man that is bold. I tried to ignore him but thought about the strangeness of him being in my dream. I saw a marble floor. I went downstairs. It was the weirdest stairs they had a twist in them that seems to define logic. I then went to a kitchen area that previously didn't exist. Inside it was huge. I then touched the table. It felt slippery. A quick look and I realized that I didn't wipe my hands upstairs after washing. I laughed at the details my dream put into it. I then grabbed a towel. It felt foamy like after shave. I see a men walking back. I said to sister loudly as if I can't hear myself, "I DO NOT KNOW HIM". I could barely hear her, she whispered, "No, ignore him". He then stopped to look at me. I believed he felt what I felt. He knew it and I knew it, I am waking up. My sister's voice is diminishing because I am waking up.

Journal Entry Lucid #50 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background:
I meditate and woke up for WBTB. I meditated again and went to sleep.

Lucid Dream #50, day: 06/03/14, time: 4:27-5:20am" Confusion":
I am in the house. I see my dad is in the kitchen making some food for my mother. I am hyper active running around the house. At first completely unaware of the bright pink lights that makes it look like a club. My sister woke up. she came out of her room drowsy. I jumped around and I thought this feels like a dream.
I then do a R.C, but it failed. I didn't accept it though since I knew it was a dream. I looked at my hand watch and it says 9:15 and I look away and back it reads 9:10. It was fairy close. I went to our backyard. The house look so 'real'. I am too focused on the idea that it could be real that I didn't think about it as 'dream'. I went to the wall outside and I wanted to create a portal. I turn and look back to see no portals. I try again and again. My sister calls me and tells me that I am losing my mind and I need to stop LD. Little by little getting increasingly confused. With further confusion the dream destabilized. I went further into my backyard. With out the confusion I could have been aware enough. I didn't have a door in my back yard. I tried to open it and it wouldn't open at first. I couldn't even recognize that I went into 3rd person perspective. I didn't like it at all I wanted to wake up. They come out and told me to follow them. I didn't want to. I instead willed myself to wake up.

What convinced me that it was "real" was not the logic in the dream, but the confusion. Confusion gets rid of the clarity that lucidity offers.