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Night of July 5, 2014. Saturday.



I am apparently listening to a radio broadcast in a state of half-dreaming. The announcer clearly says “Russell Cayman’s dead”. I have no idea who that is (I have not listened to a radio for many years) and for a moment, I think of (a type of animal) caimans (alligatorid crocodylians). This seemed like some sort of telepathic pulse (or perhaps a postcognitive remnant or “artifact”), but who knows? I am not even sure of the spelling.

This slightly short WILD began and ended on an icy island. I began on the shore of the island and saw various boats and ships, all of which had a design and texture that resembled a termite mound, despite clearly being made of wood. I ventured into a cave that was right in front of my start point and found various jutting out rocks that I spent most of the dream swinging on. Eventually, I remembered what I was here for and tried to summon Ophelia, who arrived in the form of a fairy in a pink dress. After chasing her through the caverns for a bit, I lost awareness and went back to the start point, where I discovered the owners of the ships: a group of violent and viscous humanoids that had a slightly rocky aesthetic to them and possessed a hive mind. I vaguely recall trying and failing to infiltrate them, before spending the rest of the dream engaged in battle with them.

Dream 1
Recorded at 4:30am

I'm having sex with some girl and I notice that a man joins in and if looks like Dana White.

I'm either walking fast or riding a bike through a wet area. I see people fishing and a man to my left who has a dog with him. If seems to be quite aggressive when I go near if, but as I get closer and closer if tries to hump my leg.

I'm now walking through a jungle and using a device that I put on my head to be able to see in the dark. It simulates what is in front of you but through something artificial. I'm pretty amazed by this and continue walking/running through the jungle without fear of running into anything.

I'm in a bedroom and holding a couple of glass bottles. I explain to a couple people that are with me how amazing this stuff is to drink and that it allows you to see in the dark. I get quite emotional while explaining this to them, as I am so excited about what sort of power this holds. I look at the bottle and see that it says gluten free and a list of ingredients on it.'

Dream 2
Recorded at 8:30 - 9:00

I'm at a random place and I seem to be trying to lucid dream. I'm with 2 people who seem to be experienced at it.

I seem to have failed at something and was saved by one of people. They me out of a window to the roof tops of a high city building. They rest me down on the roof files and I try and get some sleep so I can lucid dream. I feel my body sliding down the roof, so I get up and see that I'm in a room. I can see some beds and a black board with something written on it. It had 3 words with arrows pointing at each word, as if if was trying to tell me that every word was important and It could help me.

My Dad comes through the door and starts grabbing stuff out of the house and asks me to come with him so we can go home. I tell him that I need to sleep here to get used to it.

Recorded at 8:30am

I'm at my house and It's owned by Kayley and Daniel. Dianne is also living there I think or maybe visiting.

I notice that Blue Sparks is here, and I think he's meant to be brothers with Daniel because Daniel seems to be a little affectionate towards Blue.

I walk into rumpus room and Daniel asks for me to fix the wall. It looks like the wall has been cut short from the bottom. I hear an argument in the kitchen between Blue and Dianne. Dianne is yelling at Blue and telling him to leave and not come back.

I see a think stain in the carpet, it looks similar to mud. I ask Kayley what had happened and she said that she knocked over dinner, due to Dianne who kept asking her to check something out, and when she did, she knocked over the meal.

Someone's phone gets a message or notification and Daniel checks if out and freaks a little. He says to Kayley about the photo album called K&D which referred to Dean(Me) & Kayley, and seems to be quite jealous of this.

Dianne is on her way to a venue where there's a competition going on. A chef is racing his guests to get to the venue before them. The guests will be treated to a meal if they can get there first. The place looks like a surf club which is on the water.

Im sitting behind the venue with Kayley, and Daniel is sitting away from us. I can see a navy patrol on the water. There's 2 massive boats, choppers etc. I see a inflatable boat head towards the 2 boats, aiming for the small gap in between them. I wasn't sure if they would fit through, but ended up doing it with ease.

Kayley is sitting in between my legs and I feel uncomfortable due to the fact Daniel was near by. I try and act as comfortable as possible.

Recorded at 10:10am (Terrible Sleep)

I'm on a train and i see 2 guys sitting near me. They start to torment me and attacking me. I see a knife and fear for my life, so I fight back and get the knife off of the attacker and stab him to death. I need to get rid of this body and decide to throw him off the train as it's moving. I see his body hit the ground and I'm unhappy at where it lands. I figure that it will be seen by an oncoming train.

I start freaking out and thinking that I'll get caught and go to jail.

I'm sitting down on the train again and another 2 guys start tormenting me and attacking me. This time the man has a razor blade and I try to defend myself by hand fighting with him to get the razor off of him. I eventually get the razor off of him and I target his throat area and start slicing at it. I end up killing the man and I start to feel the same way as last time. The other attack was frightened of me and looked shocked at what I has done.

Recorded at 8:30am

I'm in the backyard at Blaxland and Its day time.

I see my Dad in the distance. He picks up a tennis ball and throws if over to Sue and Mikes house. I can hear a doc running for the ball and someone spraying the dog with the hose in their backyard.

Dad yells out something to the neighbor and Mike pops his head over and we have a brief discussion. I ask Mike what kind of dog he has and he invites me over to have a look.

We're both out the front on our way to Mikes. As I reach his backyard I see his daughter's Rachel and Narelle. Narelle looked pretty hot and was wearing a top that shows some cleavage which got my attention. She tells me I'm looking good and would like to know if I want her to cook me some porterhouse steak. I politely decline and mix my words up a bit by saying that I can't due to Dad has just cooked a BBQ, where soon after I correct myself and say a roast dinner.

I walk over to Mikes shed and have a thorough look around it, as if I had come over to look at the shed instead. I see a green colored device at the back of the shed. I go over and have a closer look and notice that there's a little department in the wall. It looks as if it's a money shoot.

I'm now checking out the inside of the shed and I see that Mike is inside. I walk over to the corner of the shed for some reason and soon realize that Sue is behind me. She seems to be walking awkwardly as the ground is pretty uneven.

I'm now outside talking to Mike about the dog he has, and he responds by telling me that the lassie dog is now at someone's house due to there being a baby now living here and wanted it to be safe.

As I continue talking to him I see another dog behind him in mid air. It's a small dog, kinda cute and it's having a poo while looking at me. The poo is just pouring out and is a bit runny.

Dream 1
Recorded at 4:40am

There's some kind of controversy going on and I see a lot of people in small rafts. It's as if the government is keeping a lid on something and want to stop the protest at all costs. They tell the people that lining up in rafts will not solve anything. I think to myself that this is bullshit, and that we could make a change if we held our ground.

I see a scene of a man with a dead foot. I think the foot was going to get a urine bath.

I decide to get into my raft and float down the stream. It felt like a white water rafting experience. There was uneven rocks which were pointing out of the water. I look in front of me and see that there is mini icebergs.

Dream 2
Recorded at 7:00am

I'm at the Coles in my home town and seem to be looking for a some items. I feel as If someone had done something wrong. I see an older gentlemen which works at the store mention something and I tell him that the items I was looking at could do of some help. They looked like stationary items.

Dream 3
Recorded at 8:50am

I'm at a bar with Dave, Josh, Lachlan, Germain and Kane. I'm not drinking and feel a little uneasy but try and get In the groove of things.

I get offered some alcoholic beverages and give info the moment and have a beer.

I see Kane, which I haven't seen for a while and say Hello to him but that's as far as the convocation got with us.

Some ladies come over to us and we start chatting, and I see that they're after a good night by the looks of what they're drinking. I get offered a shot of something, which looks strange looking and very tiny. I knock it over by accident but pick it up and notice that there's still about half in there. I decide to drink it and a feeling of burning sensation is felt in my throat. It would have to be one of the strongest shots I've ever tasted.

I move onto up stairs and start talking to another group of ladies. I see a girl from school Ash Feke and she compliments me. I notice I'm wearing glasses. I play hard done by and act as if she could say much better things about me.

It seems to be only me and the ladies and unsure where my friends may be. I head on back down stairs and see some ladies at the pool tables. Something doesn't seem to look right about the pool tables. It's my turn to shoot and I see that the table isn't flat, it has a massive lean towards one side on the left hand side of it. I'm unsure if I'm big's or small's and ask someone. I think I'm smalls and almost miss out on seeing an easier shot which wasn't in my view.

I head up stairs and the same ladies are still there. I start talking myself up and act somewhat mysterious to keep them more intrigued. I notice that we're in my lounge room and some girl is on my phone asking what this video is all about. I rush over to see what she had found. It was of a man running while holding some kind of pole.

I'm dumb founded on how she could have guessed my unlock key and told her that she must have been very persistent and Obsessed. I walk over to the other ladies and mention the same thing to them.

I give up my act of mysteriousness and tell them what I'm really about. I get up and as I'm walking to the stairs I say I have a degree in fuck all. Ash says well don't come back then if you're just going to leave like that

07/03/14 DEILD I came back in a car. I was concerned that I had failed to provide a DV member with anything cool or fun. I planted the thought that this is the same sequence with Ophelia and the vague impression of someone appeared by my side. Ok, quick something fun.

I caused the car we were in to start flying. I made it zip up into the sky and then back down. Then I took a corner really fast and made the car go up on two wheels. Definately fun, but let's be fair. Where is the other DV member in this. Really, is Opheia there or not? Take a look, if she really is it counts; if not you are only entertaining yourself.

I look to the side and the entire scene changes. I am alone standing in an alley. I decide to start over and try to find Ophelia and Gab. I just start calling out there names. I have only seen one small photo of Gab, so before all of this I decided if I saw a black cat it might be Gab.

I call out about five times and a black cat comes out of the shadows. "Is that you, Gab?" It comes up to me. Ok, it must be Gab. I pick up Gab-Cat and ask her, "what kind of fun thing should we do Gab?" No answer from Gab-Cat. Oh well, "how about flying?" Again, no help from Gab-Cat.

I carry her and float up into the air to clear a cinder block fence, but tree branches get in the way. I ignore them and they go away. "Ok Gab, here we go!" I take off like a rocket. Imagine how a real cat would react. It was sort of like that. She grips my arm and squirms. Well maybe this is just a cat.

I see a very huge and fancy roof and we land on it. It is now a super fancy luxury kitchen. I set Gab-Cat on the counter and say, "Gab, would you please transform back to a person now?" I expect some awesome visual effects, but then I get the odd thought that watching Gab "change" would be rude.

I turn away and then look back. Gab is now sitting on the edge of the counter and looks amazingly like the one photo I have seen of her. She hops down and is sort of short (5') which I do not know if that is true IRL. She is wearing a very pretty shiny silver summer dress.

"Gab, you look so pretty. What a cool dress."

"Thanks. What should we do now?"

"Well, flying did not turn out so well. Does it count as fun if we rummage around this big mansion and pretend we are not supposed to be here?"

"Sure, what first?"

"Let's eat their food! I bet I will find a plate of hot roast beef." I open a warming drawer and a platter of cold vegies and grease are there left over from a platter of roast beef.

Gab says, "look in the fridge." I do and there is a nice roast there, but clearly cold. I picture it becoming hot. Before I get any results Gab asks," do you just want to snack on Mexican Kia? I have some here."

"What in the world is Mexican Kia Gab?"

"It is a dessert." Now why does dessert sound important? That is a TOTM!

"Sure Gab! Dessert is awesome!" I suddenly wake up again. The day is getting late. I really need to get up and have had five or six LDs. Let's call it good and get out of bed.

Recorded at 8:30am.

I'm at a shopping center and there's a car up for grabs. I see a crowd of people which are trying to guess the magic number, which will win them the car if guessed. I see a man sitting in the winners chair but people are still guessing. A lady guesses the number 9, and the person in charge of the competition tries to make the moment tense by making people think it's close or the right number, but it's wrong.. The correct number was 8.

The car has now been officially won by the man which was sitting in winners chair earlier.

I look at a car which looks like a olden style of car but somewhat nice looking.

I'm now in the back seat of the car which is being driven by one of the officials of the competition. He's driving us in reverse and a decent speed, insisting that the car drives smoothly and feels unlike other cars. He was right, as I rest my head back i feel a sense of great relaxation. I turn my head to my left and mention how nice it feels to the winner of the car, who was in the back seat with me.

We're driving down my auntie Rita's street heading onto the main road, still in reverse. I'm a little worried about doing this in reverse but it works out fine in the end.

I notice that there's a new person driving the car. He is wearing a high vision orange t-shirt and is surrounded by alcohol beverages. We see police ahead, they have set up a breath test section. The driver is a bit angry as we get called in for the test.

We all exit the vehicle. The officers notice the empty bottles of beer in the drivers seat and question the driver over it, which he replies by saying "that's a quiet one for me".

I think the worse and expect that he won't be driving any longer but somehow finds a loop hole in the system which allows him to continue on his way, even though he is over the alcohol limit.

As we're driving, there's a feeling of trouble in the air, as if the police were going to do something to us because of the way we got ourselves out of trouble.

I'm now at Germain's house and notice that Jane, Tim, Daryl and ?Nadine? are there. Nadine is cooking in the kitchen. I see a decent sized pot she is cooking with. Jane tells me that Nadine's daughter wanted to get in contact with you. Tim tells me that I could at least do the dishes, as if I was being lazy. I begin to do the dishes.

I'm now at the kitchen table, talking to Lincoln's girlfriend Nat. She explains to me her illness which causes her body to go numb around the stomach area and that it is quite serious. I tell her about my issue of where my arm and hands go number when I have my neck in a cramped position, which is putting pressure on my cyst. She tells me that it isn't harmful though.

Dream 1


I am laying down to go to sleep, when everything feels fuzzy and like it's vibrating. I go along with it and find myself in a dream. I am on top of some building, looking around to the city below. Everything looks so real and clear. I am able to count the windows and seats in a car parked on the street below.
Now, I am outside my dad's house. I know it's still a dream and so I try to fly, but it proves too difficult.


Dream 2


I'm at a store with someone. We are only buying a couple things and are approaching the register. I look and see that a younger black man has gotten in front of me. He only has a bottle of something and I don't care too much. I look again and see a few more guys (also African American) with bottles, standing around the register. One has a gun up against the female clerk.
One has a gun up against my stomach. A rush of fear comes over me, but I quickly calm down. The men all take turns buying their drinks. They line up, toting their guns. They all start to sing, they thank us, and they leave.


Dream 3


I'm walking along a river with my dad. The river is forested and by my grandpa's house. My dad is telling me about how he would always come here when he was younger.
We come to a spot that seems to have rock walls on at least two sides. There is a tiny waterfall and a rock to jump off into a small, deep swimming hole. I take my time, and finally slide into the water.
After I get out, I look at a tall rock wall in the distance - and a chunk of it breaks off, crashing to the water below. I get out my phone and take a video as the whole wall slowly crumbles away. I label the video 'SHIT' and im going to send it to my best friend, but it does not save.


Dream 4


I'm at work, at the front counter. I'm pretty sure the manager is watching me. An employee, B, and her friend come in and I take their order. They get a cheeseburger 'stuffed with cheese' and a chocolate shake 'with no salt'. I have some difficulty taking the order down.


Dream 5


I'm in the gym at school, playing co-ed soccer. We're wearing PE uniforms. There are no goals, and I think we have to get the ball through the basketball hoops. I'm really getting into it. A guy has the ball and won't let it go; I'm trying hardest to get it.
I think that I would want to sign up for soccer.
Now, we see a poster or something that says a student has died. The student is in the gym, but I guess he has still died..
We are lining up around the hoop and im going to shoot a free throw in honor of him.

07/03/14 WILD I came back from my quick break and did another WILD. I tried to do it basically as if it were a DEILD by focusing on being in the dream I had just been interrupted from. I appeared in a house and Ophelia was there talking to a girl who must be another member. The conversation was about if the girl could have a Dream Views rock band with out getting permission from Alex. The girl left and Ophelia showed me "The Dream Views Club House." I mentioned that it would be cool if we could have a place we all could meet up, but IRL I live in Idaho, which is as far from anything else as you can get in the lower 48. I guessed a real club house would be somewhere random and far away like Tennessee.

We walked out side and were in a private garden walkway between the club house and a fence. Ophelia sat down so I sat beside her. There was a box of files in front of us and they seemed to have to do with DV. We looked and the printed page that labeled the box seemed to make little sense. I tore it in half and we both agreed it made sense now (it still did not). She rested her back against me and relaxed. Umm, ok, I relaxed too and we chatted (not real chatting, but the implication of pleasant chatting and time passing). I felt a warm affection and became a bit uncomfortable as I realized I had begun soothingly brushing a hand lightly over her hair. This was all very nice and totally innocent, but a thought jumped in, "you realize this looks just like Ophelia. You can not do anything too tender and report it, besides as Sensei said, dreaming of other members could be kind of creepy." Darn, time to move this along in a safe direction.

I get up, "Um, Ophelia, I think we should move on and do something else."

"Why?"

"Oh, it is just that we were supposed to do something fun together, and I want to complete the task."

We get up and walk around the corner, and we see another carnival scene. Why carnivals? I was supposed to take Gab and Ophelia to another planet, but in none of the dreams did I think about it. We sit on some steps and look out at passing people in costume. One of them has a very weird creepy mask. I focus in and he passes behind something, and reemerges in a new vamp kind of outfit. Ophelia asks if I think he is supposed to be a vampire. I agree that is it.

We are just pleasantly sitting enjoying each others company again. I say, "I am sorry Ophelia, I was supposed to take you to do something fun, and so far I can't seem to get it right."

She responds, "perhaps just hanging out is fun enough."

I end up waking up part way and am fully aware of my body, but I decide to try for a DEILD and see if I can remember to take Gab and Ophelia to another planet. I succeeded with the DEILD, but never got to another planet. I did however get to spend some time with Gab. I will post that one later tonight after my sisters bonfire.

I’m in the kitchen at grandma’s house(?) and see out the window that the animals are fighting. One is a wolf. Someone tells me to go find a small animal to make sure it’s okay. I find it and carry it inside.

In a facility, I’m hurrying down a corridor and calling kids to me, but all of a sudden it gets confusing – there’s a haze and dimness everywhere making it hard to see. Someone is trying to get the kids. Some of them start going down the other corridor to the left.

I start calling louder to the kids “Here kitty kitty! (??)] Someone appears at the entrance to my corridor and gives a pretty speech to get them to come to them. But I know that they just want the kids to put aliens in them to use as experiments.

I whistle really loud with my fingers in my mouth and keep calling the kids to me. An Asian girl stops and calls out to me that she loves me and watches my show.

A man and robed figure are talking to this guy in a small room. I think they’re asking about his tattoos. He looks like Jack Sparrow. He spouts this long line in a foreign language and the woman says it means something different than he thinks. There’s also a short number like 7702 and the robed woman says “That’s it, that’s what we needed to know.”

The man leaves. The women leaps up onto Jack’s head like maybe she’s going to break his neck with her legs, but she stops and looks in the mirror. No longer robed, she has exotic looks, with some kind of red hair and nose piercing (barbell?). Kinda looks like Irisa in Defiance.

07/03/14 WILD. I used the mantra again, "Take Ophelia and Gab to another planet." I kind of managed to complete the bonus task, but it was short and the only "fun" activity I shared with a DV member was being at a carnival with music for about 15 seconds. Good enough to qualify, but I followed it up with two much better LDs.
I appear in a grocery store and immediately remember that I want to find Ophelia and Gab. I decide to use a basic summoning trick instead of creating them in front of me. I walk behind the customer service desk (the cashiers are shocked) and use the intercom system. I create the expectation that they are in the store and planned on meeting me here. I announce over the system, "attention shoppers, Would Ophelia and Gab meet Sivason at the service desk. Ophelia and Gab, please meet Sivason at the service desk."
I look around and a pretty woman with long dark hair is walking towards me. I decide this is Ophelia. Now, the woman looks just like photos I have seen of Ophelia, and is smiling. She walks up and in the same voice as Ophelia starts talking to me. "Hi Sivason! Gab could not make it. She is blah blah and had to do such and blah." I did not understand what ever was said here, but decided to just accept that Gab was not coming.
I seem to have forgot in all 3 of these LDs that I wanted to take them to another planet, but did remember we were supposed to do something fun (I hope that is right). I smile back and respond, "That is ok, maybe I can do something with Gab later. Let's go do something fun."
We walk out of the store and I expect to see a carnival, so sure enough there is a small parking lot style carnival. There is loud music and an elephant, plus people and games. I stop and analyze the sound quality. So far the intercom and both of our voices have been near perfect, and yes, the music is too. Suddenly Ophelia says, "Sivason, I really have to use the rest room before we do anything. Let's go back inside first." I find this odd, but she is going so I follow her back into the store. She first opens a tiny door on the bathroom door and peeks through. (?, what ever). Then she says, "be right back," and goes in. I sit on the bagging area of a unused check stand and wait.
Wait a second. Am I actually sitting around in a perfectly good LD waiting for a DC of a friend to use the potty? Just as that oddity strikes me I gain some bodily awareness and realize that I actually do have to go pee. Have I finished the goal? I guess we went to a carnival, but it seems like a stretch. I start to wake; should I DEILD? No, I need to go take care of this and do another WILD after and see if I can pick up from here. Which is what I ended up doing.
I will type 2 more LDs from last night, all part of this Bonus task sequence, but at the moment need to go do 4th of July stuff with my wife.