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1. I had just walked out of the restroom in my house upstairs. I looked at the clock and it read 4:36 a.m. All of the lights were off and everybody was asleep; or so I thought. I walk into my pitch black room and am about to hop into bed when I notice that my sister is standing in front of my mirror looking at herself. "What are you doing?" I ask her. "Trying to find the weed" she tells me. Wtf? My sister looking for weed? I am quite surprised so I walk back out of my room to see what is going on.
As I walk into my hallway I notice that the lamp downstairs is on and I can hear the t.v. going. I then hear my dad chuckle and I realize that he is the one watching t.v. and that everything is normal. I walk back into my room and tell my sister to get out and then I get back into my bed.

2. I was on my laptop and I was logged onto DreamViews. Everything looked insanely similar including the entire layout of the website itself. I click on a thread named "List of Medically Crazy People" and I see that the thread was started by Mismagius. I start reading it and I eventually come to a list of DreamView users. The people that are on the list are seen as "medically crazy". I scroll down the list and I see alot of familiar names, and suddenly I see something that shocks me. My name is on the list. "What does this mean" I thought, "Am I crazy?".
I looked at the list in shock for a moment. I continued down the thread and at the very bottom of it there were alot of pictures. There was a picture of a woman and one of balloons. Overall alot of the pictures looked like they had something to do with a birthday party.

3. I was in a building and I saw my old friend Valerie. I walked over to her and we started talking. She looked gorgeous. Now she had blonde highlights in her hair and she also got alot taller. We walked over to a mirror and compared our heights and of course I was taller, but only by a little bit and I'm 5'10. A guy named Riley, who I know from Algebra II class, walks over to us and stands next to me in the mirror.
He joins our conversation and I realize that he's a pretty chill guy.

I was in Metro Manila. I received a call/message that I'm supposed to go back to the province or that my family is going here. My father died. He was about to go to the Metro before he died, so they rescheduled his plane ticket, which was scheduled January. They moved it to February. (apparently, corpses can travel via plane as people) My father's side was going to meet us there. (not sure if "there" means the province or Metro)

I was on the phone. I was calling someone or receiving a call from someone. I heard a female voice. For some reason, I thought of Alona.

I was in the province, in our hometown. There's a parkour activity in our backyard. They were training but I was doing chores. I went inside, watched TV for a bit. When I went out, they were already cooling down with meditation.

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NOTES:

- Set alarm at 4 hours and 44 minutes.
- I was seeing hypnagogic images, very realistic as if I was really "seeing" something in front of me, not just imagining.
- I slept around 4 a.m.

I just typed this out on a thread, so I thought I would paste it here so others can see one of my profoundest earlier dreams.



Early on when I had only about 8 years of lucid dream training i was entering every lucid and calling out in a voice that reverberated the dreamworld like the sound AUM. I would call out SIVA, SIVA, SIVA with the intent and feeling of both a prayer and a plea. I had been feeling something that seemed to be entities following me (not of the dream) but they stayed just at my periphery, for about a year. I went to a local park and went out into the field and practiced skills. I was very devoted and trained my abilities in every dream. I practiced leaping onto the top of a swing set and stopping dead on top of it. I suddenly got a feeling that even this was screwing around and I needed to be more serious.

I jumped down and faced off across the valley and called out SIVA over and over and shook the dream world with the power of my reverberating mantra. Suddenly I was yanked off the ground by an unseen force and pulled bodily and roughly forward through the air at high speed. It pulled me along and I saw a narrow canyon with a stream in it that I was being drug just feet over. I stretched out my feet and touched the water. It was more real than anything before and water flew up and was very life like. I was rushing towards the end of the valley and could see that the stream was issuing from a small cave at the very end. I was drug into the cave by this force and through a tunnel.

I was dropped on my knees in a very small cave, to small to stand in. It felt very really and I was scared, but did not want to wake myself. Was this something magical and other worldly/ I sure had been yelling SIVA into the void for about a year, better not wake now, no matter how terrifying this was. I looked around and there was a small alter in front of me along a wall. I heard a voice, "You must not destroy anything in my wolrd. Now choose!" I looked down and the alter now had about 6 items on it. They were common items that would be on an alter. There were matches and incense, a mango, and a bowl and a few other items.

I felt like this was a test and I needed to do something. I figured the first thing that one would do is light the incense. But no, that would destroy the incense and the match, what else could I do? I looked at the mango and wondered if I should bite into it. No, same problem. Then I thought about the mango having a seed! One of the skills I had practiced was causing trees to sprout out of things like skittles. I focused and caused the mango seed to start sprouting into a sapling right there on the alter.

The back wall lit up and the cracks in the wall started rearranging into a face. The face started talking in a powerful voice. It said, "I am Horus! You have drawn the attention of those with power. Why have you come here?"

Then I did perhaps the most arrogant and odd thing I could imagine, I suddenly decided that I was not going to speak with Horus until I tried calling out to SIVA now that I was someplace otherworldly. I turned from Horus and faced the back cave wall. I called out SIVA three times in the same mantra like reverberating way, as loud and strong as I could.

Suddenly everything changed, but it was an emotional change. Little changed physically, but I was overwhelmed with awe. I was unable to speak or move and I as terrified and also filled with other intense emotions, in a way beyond explaining. The back wall turned into black obsidian and a green light shown behind it. The light moved like a flame, but was inside the blackness.

A voice of ultimate authority and power boomed out, "I am SIVA! The gates have been opened to you! For now, leave this place!" I was suddenly pulled backward out of the cave and down the canyon. I was slammed back into my body and sprung awake with my heart racing and tingling with adrenalin.

It was very soon after that that the things following me started to reveal themselves and eventually one of them became my first real dream guide. Eventually after years of training I was taken to the astral and allowed access to a wonderful city. I have been going there for about 15 years now.

Sounds crazy? Some of you will not be able to believe this stuff about dream guides and going to the astral. However, for those who can believe, if you want this, it is attainable with dedication and time.

The Statues That Came Alive?

I was doing something in the dream but i can't recall what it was. After it happened though the dream started falling apart and i could see a clear light blue screen in front of me. When I saw it i thought about Jade and how he might keep himself in the dream. Than a voice appeared out of no where saying that whenever they want to stay in the dream they keep their eyes on the tornado.In front of me i could see a red curve line. The dream was starting to shift so i quickly started making it into a tornado. At first it was stiff but after a few tries it began to spin around like a tornado.

I fell out of that scene into a room filled with many rooms but the rooms weren't really covered with walls. I walked into a room where i found a tall dark tan skinned girl, with medium length dark brown hair and orange highlights in the hair that was braided.Oh, and she was wearing a dress but i forgot the color. She told me to follow her. At first i was scared of her but decided to let that fear go. She opened a door where a older man walked through. As I was watching the scene change and more characters come in i was thinking about how great it was to finally have the time to actually enjoy lucid dreaming. The girl closed the closet than sat on a bed in the room. As I was walking up to her it felt like my body was starting to move slowly. I did my best to walk to the bed than fell on it with my head looking up at her.She than took a pink accessory item of a lady bug(I think... It looked like a ladybug but the accessory was the size of a quarter) "Put this over your head before time runs out." she told me. I heard a timer noise ticking away as i tried my best to move the accessory with my mind to above my head. But before i knew it"Beeeeppppp!"It was too late."Why didn't you just take the beetle with your hands and put it over your head?" she asked. "Because I can't move my hands!"I told her. "oh" she replied back to me.

I was able to get up after that and told her how real she seemed to me and how i enjoy observing characters like her. Than i turned around and saw that there were dream characters preparing for a party by setting up the table. " Does anyone know where Dawn is!?" I asked. But no one replied to that so i asked " Is Dawn real to any of you!?" A really short older woman with alien like eyes, dressed like a princess came to me and said yes."What about Eye!?" I asked. " He's real too" another replied back. ( I should have asked them if Winnie The Pooh was real. haha)" Okay...So what do you guys think about reincarnation. What's the point of me being here if reincarnation is true?" I asked. The short older woman replied saying that it was very important and that it was necessary in order to fix the time line. I thought that was an interesting answer than asked if reincarnation separates you from your loved ones isn't that a sad thing?The lady said no because of it not being a permanent thing.Than another lady who looked like her twin sister looked at her with mad eyes like she was talking too much." This dream is really vivid" I said happily admiring the scenery. But the other short lady was still looking displeased. I didn't really care to ask them more deep questions after that. After looking around for a bit they said that they had to go. Everyone began transforming into still statues. The dream was obviously ending so i didn't fight it and let it happen.

Cat girl
I had a lucid dream where I was in a anime. I was a cat girl and got stuck in another dimension where the bad guys were hanging out.

DC Conversation
I was talking to a dc that told me him and his friends enjoyed making the teacher mad. I asked him if he did this everyday and he said no. Only occasionally. He than asked me for my number. I said no and just told him my email. Its not like hes going to remember though since hes just a dc. But it was good observation to see how well the dc stays on topic.

Here is a second edition of my back log dream journal. Some of these are more semi-lucid but were very vivid and cool.

10 Dec - 2014 - Wild Night
Crazy about 5 lucids

This one started and I was in a jungle on the ground and I was by some weird looking radar tower that was on top of a large structure. It was covered on moss and greenery. I watched the radar move for a bit and it moved very strangely, more like a robot. I climbed the tower for some reason and reached the top. When I got to the top it wasn't very stable and I was concerned I would fall, as in all dreams I began to fall. I then realized this had to be a dream and floated to the ground the rest of the way. I grabbed ahold of some of the dirt on the ground to stabilize and clear the dream a bit. It still ended shortly there after.

I was in the backseat of a truck with my wife and we were going down a hill very fast. I was really concerned with my well being and found myself being thrown into the air a bit. We were almost doing straight down hill, I thought this was crazy and did an RC. We were at the bottom of a hill now and I got out. we were near train tracks. I got out of the car and worked on levitating people that were around me, I wasn't very good at it at this point. I then think I may have lost some lucidity but I was still 'powerful', there were a bunch of cops around and I took one of their guns and I think I shot at some. This one became a cop chase type dream.

This one I think was a DEILD but I lost lucidity a little ways through it and regained off and on. I was flying through a jungle, sometimes falling grabbing leaves and soaring around. I wound up down by a cabin, but cant remember much more than that.

19 Dec - 2014 - A Cult
Semi but long and vivid
I was initially part of a cult and we were building a big structure, kinda like an ARC but a building but we were all god like. Some girl got kicked out and ended up killing someone and coming back to the cult. I was getting ready for battle but realized I was more powerful than anything and went to face the invasion alone. I stood at the road entrance and the incursion began with foot soldiers. I used TK to toss them all up and some I threw into different objects. I was able to pick up multiple at a time and eventually the guys stopped and vehicles started. I also threw them in the air. At the end of this really long battle I remember being hit in the side with something and then the people I was with and I walked off. I was happy that I had not been hit but it was a very cool dream.

29 Dec - 2014 - Late for Work
I was talking to my wife about something that had been bugging me and after the conversation I realized it was very late and I was really late for work. I began getting ready but looked at a different clock, it was different and then another was different. I asked myself WTF (dreamsign) and did an RC. Tried to do something inside at first, not sure what not. I was in my house and it was really close to what I live in now. I went outside and pat my dog on the head, then picked up a rock in my hand and rubbed it to further stabilize. I rubbed it quite a bit. My front yard was really similar to how it is now, it was very sunny outside. I thought of flying up to go to an alien planet. I ended up not being able to fly really well and wound up grabbing the house gutter to try to climb up. I was holding on to the siding and decided to do an elegant back-flip which instead I ended up landing on my side. I floated to the garage roof which was across the yard. This dream seemed to last quite awhile.

1 Jan - 2014 - Slap the counter
I wrote this 4 days after it happened so not many details. I was at a counter in a kitchen and had a moment of clarity and did a RC. Hands. I slapped the counter and shouted to stabilize and the DC that was there looked at me funny. I started looking closely at wall and feeling it, even climbing up it a ways. This was even later. Don't remember how long it lasted, but it seemed like quite awhile.

17 Jan - 2014 - Supplements
I had at least 3 maybe 4

In bedroom very unstable. Dark and felt like a lot of clothes were on me, i thought I might be in a dream so I tried to move a box with TK and it moved. I did a lot if touching when I got out of the first room. Light switch wouldn't work. Outside it was day time.

This one was very long and it started with hanging out with my family, I did a random RC and became Lucid. I left right away and began to explore and I was touching a lot of things as i was moving through the dream. I may have lost a little lucidity but I was exploring many different houses. I went up and down and climbed through rubble in one house.

I was in a car with some guys I work with and did a RC and became lucid. I got out of the car and began to use TK on everything. I was flipping cars and tossing people around, off the bridge I was on. I was in a city type place so there were buildings all around the freeway I was on. Pretty cool one.

Just for doing any journalling at all:
I keep dreaming of knowing a place in the Bavarian mountains where a half-overgrown old ruin of a wooden house stands, forgotten and far off and I move in and sort it out a bit, make it beautiful, tend to the plants around.
And live there secretly, often in a kind of escape from something else.

I wonder how much congruence there really is from dream to dream about this house, it evolves I would say. And I love it.

Dream one - Floating through the landscape:

[I'm sure there was more dream before I got lucid, but I can't remember what happened.]

I'm in a field of various wild grasses, reminiscent of a wheat field but not as uniform, with different heights and shapes of grass. Judging by the flowering it's mid summer.

For no obvious reason I suddenly suspect I'm dreaming and confirm it by floating off the ground and GET LUCID!

I try to remember my dream goals and remember that one of them was to incubate a mountain in China complete with distinctive flora and geology. I look up and see that there are snowcapped mountains in the distance. I decide to try to fly toward them. I rise up higher until in a few hundred metres above the ground figuring that being close to the ground would make the movement seem greater and therefore harder to go a long distance. I look down and see some suburban streets and notice that I appear to be flying backwards, away from the mountains.

I fly higher still until the ground begins to fade away behind clouds, then focus on looking intently at the mountains hoping that the scenery between me and them will fade out leaving me with only the mountains. As I'm doing this I try to picture some more authentically Chinese looking mountains. The mountains get greener and steeper and start to look more like the mountains I wanted, but as I'm doing this I'm realising that the Chinese mountains task was *incubation* and actually I need alpine mountains for my "fly through a snowy apine valley" task. I start heading up the valley reasoning that there will be not snow higher up and I can transform the mountains back to alpine style as I go.

Unfortunately I wake up decisively moments later :-(



Dream two - Rescue mission:
[I wish I'd written more notes on this one when I first woke up as it's faded somewhat now]

I'm inside some kind of vessel that could be a submarine or perhaps some a space craft, there's chaos going on with alarms and flashing lights and loud crashing noises and people rushing around reacting to whatever it is that's going on.

The scene flashes forward to some time later when the emergency is over and everyone has settled into the realisation that we are trapped underground. I'm reminded of a story I read of recently of some German soldiers accidentally trapped for several years in a supply depot when it was sealed to keep it from the allies.

The scene changes again, now I'm involved in some kind of rescue/salvage mission.

I'm looking at a map or perhaps an overhead photograph of terrain showing what looks like impact marks in sandy silt at the bottom of a body of water. I can hear a woman's voice explaining that these marks indicate where a vessel hit the ground hard. At one end of the elongated scar there is a dark smudge that it is explained is the craft itself showing dimly through the silt. It turns out that is has come to rest barely below the surface. There is a painful irony that if the crew has realised they were so close to the surface they probably could have found their way out. Indeed, the female voice goolies on to explain that one ends of the vessel is just fractionally protruding above the surface.

On closer inspection, I can see a corner of the craft, an incongruent hard straight line among a vague blurry picture. As we watch, we can even see a little movement and realise that the vessel rocks slightly as crew members within move from one end to the other and we realise that the crew, presumed dead, must still be alive!


Rescue mission for a buried sub cum spaceship