dream fragment

Big Brother

The only thing I can describe about this dream, is that it included my big brother. What happened or any details other than that, I do not remember. Tried very hard to find any other information, but it is hopeless. I find it necessary to write down even the smallest bits of information of my dreams, so that I have on record that I at least tried my best.

Last Nights Dream

There is a big sea and I go into it. There are fish and horrible jellyfish things in there. I don't want to touch them because I think they are dangerous.

Dream Non-lucid

There I was, inside of this purple room. It was a game room where you could ride roller coasters, play videogames, play pinball, and everything else that you can dream of. My friend, Lindsey, has always wanted to listen to dubstep, so I tell her to go to the roller coaster and I will chose the song. She went on, and I went up to the person that was controlling all of the lights, music, etc. When I was next to him, I saw that he was on a ledge. On my left was purple stairs, and right in front of me was a purple rail. The man, which was supper old, was controlling a computer that was white on top of a purple stand. "Can you please change the song to umm... Neopolitan Dreams," I asked the old man that was on the computer. He opened up a software that he was using to open the songs. I started to head away, and was about to get onto the roller coaster when I heard that it was the original. I was all confused, and I guess that Lindsey could tell because she said, "Is it the wrong song?". "Yeah," I replied as I stepped out of the cart I was in. I headed back up to the old man and said, "I mean the dubstep remix." He opened up Firefox, and sighed. I guess he didn't have the song on the software. I headed back to my friend, and hopped into the roller coaster. I then woke up.

Dream Fragment Non-lucid

My details are very hazy, but I am trying to remember it the best as I can. I was on a map, I can't remember the name, on Call of Duty. My friends and I were talking about submarines. We would also drive the submarines, even though we were not underwater.

I only remember a small dream fragment from last night. I had really, really bad stomache ache and it hurt like a bitch lol

February 9, 2012
Last night was pretty dissapointing- I could hardly remember anything :/. It might be because I went to bed a couple of hours later than usual, so hopefully after a good night's sleep tonight, things will look better.

There is a possibility that I could have had a very short dream. Something to do with my alarm clock. But that's all I can recall.

I had a dream that my hubby and I were packing up boxes (we're getting ready to move in RL) and I went into our bedroom. When I walked by the bathroom I noticed something unusual. I walked inside and the tub was filled up with water. Not only was it filled up with water, but it was like... filled up PAST the line but it wasn't over flowing. It was like looking at water through an invisible tub, if that makes sense. Like glass was surrounding it but it wasn't. As I was staring in wonder at this piece of work, I noticed that I was standing in water. The whole bathroom was now an invisible force holding up water. I pulled the plug out of the tub to let it drain. Then I noticed something else strange. The water was now only water-like on top, on the surface and it was just air below. It's so hard to explain.

Anyway, I stepped out of the water-filled bathroom and ran down the hallway. "T, I think we have a big problem. I let the water out of the tub and now it's flooding our bathroom and bedroom." He ran with me down the hallway. The water was in our bedroom now and we were trying to save our stuff. I picked up my son and told T to get our clothes and stuff together so we could leave and that I would get my son's stuff. He said ok and then we both started to leave the bedroom. T put my son down in the hallway and we stared in horror at the door to the bathroom. There was a strange shadow figure standing behind it. I picked up my son to protect him from whatever it was and T opened the door. There was nothing there but the strange water.

Then I turned suddenly down the hallway and there was something, I think, standing by the baby gate that we keep there. I couldn't look at it directly, like it was in a blind spot. But my first instinct told me it was alien. So without hesitation I ran towards it to attack. ( I always, ALWAYS, approach aliens like this in my dreams.) I remember thinking, oh my god, it's happening, it's just like in my dreams. (stupid.)

I went to kick it down and woke up making a strange sound in my bed, kicking my leg. I was too scared to go back to sleep right away.

After finally convincing myself that it was just a dream, I fell asleep.

I had a long and interesting dream about one my teachers. She's my online teacher and I've only met her once on campus in person, but her name was different and it started with an L. I had been on a stage with this girl that I used to be best friends with in high school. We were goofing around, spinning around on chairs and stuff. I thought we were going to get in trouble but Ms. L was laughing at us like we were her favorite students. We were there for some kind of audition, but we never did anything but spin around on chairs, goofing off. We were selected anyway.

Then we were living on some kind of campus with Ms. L. Ms. L and two other teachers lived in this little area where there were three houses. There was a gate though. I went to visit Ms. L for some reason and rang a bell at the gate. I didn't know which one I had rang because they weren't labeled. I was hoping I'd get lucky though. I waited for a while and kept wondering if I should have come this late. I realized it was like nine at night. Finally I figured nobody was coming and nobody had heard me, but I was thankful they didn't because I didn't want to get in trouble. Before I turn to leave the lady who lived on the right side was checking her mail. She was kind of rude, but I said, you're Ms. (something) right? She was like yea, you should go to bed now.

So I turn to leave and I ran into this kid. (This kid looked like a character in the X-Files episode I watched right before bed.) He wanted me to follow him so I did. He broke through the gate and everything is hazy after that. I remember it feeling like some sort of video game, like we were in a pinball machine. Then he took me into this room and he started throwing knives down at this person on the ground. He wanted to kill the person, but he was just messing with him. I was begging him to just let me out and I swore I wouldn't tell anyone what he was doing. I was trying to act nonchalant about it, like "who cares what you do." but I planned to call the cops if he let me out. I was really freaked out. He just kept throwing down the knives and this poor victim on the floor had knives sticking out of his skin and he was crying and screaming for help. I didn't know what to do.

I woke up.

I was worried about DEILDing this morning in real life when I went back to bed because Danny just got off his night shift, and I've never tried to DEILD with him sleeping in bed next to me. You know, like I was afraid I would have a hard time discerning the difference between waking up for real or a false awakening. I'm also afraid that if I shout "More Lucidity", then real life Danny will hear me lol. But I managed it anyway.

I fell back to sleep on my side facing away from Danny, and had a non lucid dream about a really large guy with black hair and a mustache and glasses, who grabbed me. I woke up briefly, then fell back to sleep. I felt the WILD vibrations creep up behind me (kind of like when I feel Demon Danny climb on my back), but since I was on my side, I felt him creep up behind me and grab me and hold me really tight. I could even feel his hands lock around my stomach, and his thumb moved over mine in an attempt to hold my hands, almost romantically. I held his hands and looked behind me to make sure it was a dream and not Danny in real life. Nope, it was the guy from the previous dream, though he had shrunk down some. He still looked like the guy, but he was more Danny-sized now. So I turned to face him and then rolled on top of him. I put my hand on his face and tried to lean in for a kiss and the bastard bit me! Just like in the other one, he started to lose his control over his human form, and in defense I guess, he bit down on my hand and wouldn't let go. So I did like I do with my dogs, "No biting,... NOOO BIIITING, easy, easy, be niiiiice, no biting." And I was able to get my hand out. I then wanted to do like I had discussed with Alyzarin, and I got up to go check my refection in the bathroom mirror. But as soon as I got out of bed, and tried to turn toward the bathroom, the dream faded and I woke up.

But only briefly; I fell back to sleep immediately, and like the previous dream, I felt the creature creep up behind me and hold me tightly again. (I guess he just wants to spoon lol). I tried to just, grab his stuff and have him do me from behind, but his form was starting to morph or something. I knew I had to work quickly, so spun around and flipped him over and got on top, and pulled his pants down. But as soon as I managed to get his junk in the right place, it melted away. I was able to will it back, but then the dream started to fade again. So I shouted More Lucidity which helped a little, then I looked over my hand, turned it around a bit, and that locked things in place for a bit. I looked back down at the creature, and now he was Demon Danny (I knew it all along). I was able to get partial penetration, but then he started to shrivel down in size. So not fuckable (my lucid sexual partners tend to shrink and shrivel or suddenly). So I put my hands on his stomach and moved them outward while saying "GROW". He grew back to about 95% of his original size, good enough. That was my first attempt, and success, of willing a shrunken DC to grow back in size. I got on top of him, again, and his junk melted, again, then I woke up.

BALLS, I should have gone to the bathroom mirror. I also should have just said fuck it, flipped him over on his belly and whipped out MY junk. My lucid cock never fails me. The fucker bites me again, that's EXACTLY what's going to happen.

Still, yay lucids!

I'm sure there was another dream, where there was some useful new way to do something, but I cannot recall it. The story is a bit mixed up because I think I returned to the same dream twice.

First

I’m playing a game of Super Mario, though it doesn’t seem that I’m actually controlling it. It’s the first level and when I quit at some point, the game continues on its own. I watch it till the end and go to a corridor. There is a kitten sleeping at a corner. I go past it to a room, where my brother is trying to teach a duck to talk. So far it can only say roku. The kitten comes and picks a fight with the duck. The duck fight back and then the cat races it back the corridor. The duck uses some rough measured and wins the race.

I go outside, where there is a lake on the backyard. There is some snow. My brother is swimming in the lake, the water seems warm. I sit on my knees in the snow and put a bowl of water in front of me. I have a towel over my shoulders and start throwing the water on my face. It’s warm.

Second

I’m in a classroom at a University and discussing physics with a group of people. An older professor says that he has something interesting to note before the seminar starts and writes a fraction of the corner of the blackboard. I’m not sure what it’s about so he adds another one.

Tonight i also remember a relatively large portion of my dream(s) and I'm also pretty sure I was awake a around maybe 7 am but feel asleep again pretty fast. The thing i remember best is not surprisingly what I experienced last, which would be playing indoor soccer. It started out with being a clip from what seemed a professional match but at some point it changed into me being a player and instead of a stadium, a hall.
We were a total of 4 players i believe each team had what seemed like a professional Asian player but I'm also pretty sure that Thomas from "IT ministeriet" was on my team. There was a very annoying the detail to playing and that was my lack of control, i could accelerate but lower my speed and i was barely able to turn. Somehow i was also moving the goals (the type you'd see used in floor ball) around mostly by accident.
The other main part i remember was based on a city environment i think was Venice or at least Italy. There was on one side of the river an oldish city landscape on which the sun was shining it must have been a bit before sunset since the light was golden. I started out in the city together with at least one other person i cant remember. The next thing that happened was that i got onto a boat since i remember talking about men selling them self as dancers i must still have been together with someone at that point. Then I somehow was on the the other shore (cant remember actually getting off the boat) and it was a hill with a lovely view over the city and the river. The theme here was "landmåling" which meant that i together with my mother had to get to the top of this rather large hill, maybe it would be better described as a small mountain, after wandering a bit around the small streets we found an empty loot on which the point my mother was looking for was located.

1-16-12 - 1-17-12

1. car in tree, falls, tree cant support weight car gets damage real bad all over

2. car in rollercaoster ride gets stuck in an inside are and fenders are damaged and paint can be lifted off

I walk into my old primary school with my girlfriend on a friday afternoon, it is all fenced up as if it was a prison. We walk into the office and we have to go through a metal detector, i walk through first but as i walk through i see one of my old teachers that i had a great amount of animosity for, but we hugged instead and greeted each other with with warm friendship. He starts telling me that he redesigned the play equipment and built it from scratch. we walk into the playground and i see it, it looks very Americanised but enjoyable to play on. I walk up onto it and look around the school, there is bark everywhere, the slides on the play equipment were upside-down but the children were still able to slide down it upside down, i turn to my left and see a bunch of friends, so i go sit with them, Luke Wangman is there as well Dylan Bosman and others that i can't put a name to. A negro friend comes up to me and greets me, i say to him "remember in year 6 when Dylan teased you, and i was your only friend, you were a good friend" he replies to me "haha yeah, you were a good friend and still are, don't worry Dylan, that was a while ago i don't care anymore". -Memory fades from there.

I walk with a friend down the street, it is night time and the street lights are dim as if they aren't getting enough power. We walk into the service station and my friend starts to hear military personnel out the front, the shop owner also hears but i am not hearing it..... We are all hiding in the building, but i am not scared i start to eat the things in the service station as if nothing is happening, i am not afraid and everyone else is just over-reacting. I walk out of the shop with my friend while the giant squid like monster is attacking yet i am not phased by it at all, i am walking down the street while destruction surrounds me.

The part of my dream that stands out the sharpest was flying on a carpet together with Alex and Stefan, the landscape was from around Århus. Before i started the flight i was in a hospital and I'm pretty sure the same building was a school just a moment before. I also remember look in the mirror and having my face almost completely covered in my beard.
There was one last 3.rd thing about the dream i had in my mind but now i cant quiet remember it

February 7, 2012
I can only recall some dream fragments from last night; none of it was very vivid. However, I do believe my dream recall is improving because instead of just one or two dreams, I could remember three . Let's hope I can continue to improve as the days go by.

1) The first dream is the faintest, because I can't really remember much- just an idea for the most part. I believe it had something to do with me getting a job...

2) The second dream was more vivid and I can recall more details. Towards the beginning I can remember that me and my family are out skydiving. I am standing in this green field watching people come down on their parachutes one by one. One of them was my dad, and although the details are fuzzy, I can remember that when he got up he just collapsed onto the ground. We rush to his aid and suddenly the scene skips to a hospital. It shows my father sitting up on a hospital bed with wires attached to him, dressed in a hospital gown. I think a nurse came in and told us that my father has high blood pressure and that it could be fatal. There is treatment but it is very expensive. I believe that I was crying (maybe not). My father assures us that he will be fine and that we won't have to buy him any medicine, but his expression isn't very convincing. The dream fades after that...

3) My third dream began with me talking to a friend of mine in my school gymnasium. I can't remember what he and I were saying but it might of had something to do with his band. The scene then skips to me in this dim-lit cafe. The walls are dark green and there is a small platform rising from the floor- I am guessing this is where the bands always play. I can remember walking around the hallways opening doors, but the details are fuzzy so I don't know what exactly happened. Maybe I was their manager, walking around doing manager stuff? By the end I think that I am up on stage with my friend and his band, and that we are all singing and performing together. Soon after that I wake up.

Attempt & Extra Background Info
In order to get myself into the habit, im posting all dreams of mine, regardless of how pointless. I attempted another WILD for about the fourth time last night. I've been trying many multifarious techniques; this time I tried Reversed Blinking to get myself very relaxed, followed by deep breathing whilst counting down from 100 in between breaths. I made it to about 60 before I fell asleep into a non-memorable mini-dream(I get these very often when attempting to LD). Then I conted up from 1, made it to I think 17, and fell asleep. I awakened at 4A.M. for my WBTB technique, did a RC to make sure I wasn't in a false awakening and stayed up for about 20min browsing DV. After 20min I decided I was pretty awake, and didnt want to risk not falling back asleep, and attempted a WBTB-WILD. This time I tried to simply breath deeply, imagining a dream setting thoroughly involving all the senses, and tried to remain aware. Eventually I fell asleep and overslept according to my normal school waking time. De to me oversleeping, I didn't sit and try to recall my dream, because I was rushing. The collection of my dream randomly hit me before class started, and I was walking into the cafeteria.

The non-LD

This was a dull dream fragment, however I remember some details. There was alot of conversation that took place during the whole dream, and I can tell it was pretty normal. However, I didnt recall any deep details such as conversations. The earliest I can recall, is being a party with some of my ex-druggie friends.(I used to be pretty heavy in drugs, but I eventually dropped it like cold turkey due to my urge to be so sucessful academicly and overall.) Some im no longer friends with, and some I just dont talk to much anymore(my old "scene" druggie group). We were in a large house hosted by my ex-friend Josh(who had called me the previous day asking for one of his items) planned for a party. They all started popping pills and I left the situation, and found someone who disapproved of it like myself. I encountered a girl I never talk to, an underclassmen named Andrea. We pretty much ranted how we thought popping pills was so ignorant. Eventually I ended up running into another girl(upperclassmen that has posted on my FB wall I never speak to.) named Melissa. She was sitting on the floor at the edge of a bed, looking out a window. Outside there was like a parade, and I recall watching someone in a giant dinosaur costume. A human was controlling it, but the costume was probably about 5 feet taller than a bus. The dinosaur grabbed a bus acting ornery and people in the bus screamed. I spoke to Melissa a bit, and that's all I can remember.

I should be getting a galantamine supplement to make my dreams more vivid tomorrow. As for the LD, i'll still be attempting every night!