dream fragment

Non-Dream Dream

I recalled 3 decent fragments and a few other one liners today.

Dream 1:

I am at an amusement park that is full of pedafiles. I am on top of a roller coaster with some asian guy and the roller coaster must have broken down because we have to climb down 1000 stories to the ground.

Dream 2:

My fiance and I acquire a lion for a pet. The lion turns on us and we are forced to set it free. We decide to do this on our street and the lion gets hit by a car.

Dream 3:

I am on vacation at some kind of country club or resort. There is a restaurant building surrounded by a large grassy area. About 100 yards from the restaurant there is a large spa with a bunch of people in it, me included. There is a man wearing a dress shirt, tie, and suit jacket fully submerged in the spa. When he gets up I can see that he has no pants on (lol) and his penis is popping out under his suit jacket. After the penis show, I head up the hill to the restaurant and meet my fiance. I am wearing a bad-ass robe. I make out with my fiance in our booth at the restaurant until the staff tells us to go to the sex room in the back. Awesome...

Moments later I find myself on the roof of the restaurant (alone). I roll off of the roof onto the grass. My mom brings me into the restaurant and I have to help our chef find some magical ingredients to save the day (or to save me, not too sure here).

Other dream snippets:

-Bowling on a Friday night
-I was back on Pam Ln again (childhood home)
-I went on a hike and there was a snake

First some side notes: I attempted to WILD last night but I thought I heard my phone vibrate and I was like "Oh, a text message".. it sounded just like it but it wasn't even my phone. It's driving me crazy that I checked my phone. I decided to go back to bed and try later in the morning because I had not slept yet. Ok, I know it works better when we have already slept for some time.. but darn.. I should of figured it was the auditory hypnagogia and just continued with it. I never got that far before. (I say that because I never heard so many sounds. I did hear other sounds to by the way.) I planned to do FILD, but I set my alarm clock to go off during 2 different times of the night and I set it incorrectly so it didn't go off either time. (Mom would have heard it if it did!)

Last night I had two dream fragments, both non-lucid.

The first was this:
I was in the kitchen by the toaster. There were two bags of granola. I was thinking "I guess Dad bought these two bags while we were down in Amish Country." My dad was next to me and I asked him if I could use the granola as/for cereal. He said I could. I don't know what happened next, but logical speaking I would have took the milk out and a bowl because I like to eat that type of cereal.

The second:

I was reading about recovering HDs on Wikipedia. I remember reading that it is possible to recover 40GB hard drives. Anything larger that than that (such as 160GB HD like they stated) has almost no chance of being recovered in the case of drive failure. I didn't like hearing that...

On a side note, my hard drive had a mechanical failure over a month ago and it is larger than 40 or 160GB by far and I still need to take it in to recover the data. For the past two or three days, I have been reading all about hard drives on Wikipedia and a few other sites.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

This was my second lucid I had in the same week. Today is saturday, which was exactly 7 days since my last lucid. I almost had a lucid on the 21st (Thursday) so I am definately making huge progress. This dream was not very fun, although I managed to keep the dream going without stablilizing.

I only remember a fragment that happened before I became lucid, which was:

I was in school, with a friend. He had small plastic boxes of ice cream.

I was in the science rooms at school, not too far from the fragment. I looked at my hands and they were all bendy like a webcam effect. I didn't bother to stabilize or try the nose plug check. I walked out of the room and attempted to float by jumping down the stairs, but instead ended up hurting my ankles on impact. I kept trying, but instead imagined myself floating down the stairs. I didn't have any luck, and almost lost my lucidity. I walked back into the classroom and said to myself "I have to be dreaming, I mean, just look at my hands!" I continued to stare and examine them. I attempted one last time, but still with no luck, then lost my lucidity as I walked outside with my friend.

He had disappeared and I was suddenly sat in a huge skip full of ice cream. Some guy told me to find this ice cream which had a 1/8 chance of appearing in the skip. I looked to my right and found that ice cream, which said 1/8 on it. I chucked it gently to him and found another, which said 1/7 on it.

My recall was terrible today, I almost didn't recall the lucid. I also forgot most of what happened before I got lucid and probably some of what happened after. But I guess I'm making decent progress, 2 lucids and a semi lucid within a week. Thanks for reading .

I am sitting on a very high dirt mound. I'm looking at a deserted town below me. The place looks arid and dead.

Out of nowhere, someone pushes me down. I put my arms out in front of me to break my fall, but they suddenly turn into roots. Yes, roots. They look like dry roots of a plant. They start from my fingertips, quickly creeping up and turning my arms into roots.

I think, "How..? This is a dream! AWW YES!!". I become lucid. At the same moment, I start rolling down the dirt mound. I imagine myself stopping, but nothing happens. I am still rolling. A few seconds after, I notice that I have completely gone off the dirt mound, but I am still rolling on the ground. I try to fly away, morph, change the dream scene, but nothing works. I remember thinking to myself how crappy my dream control is.

I'm still rolling on the ground, feeling sick. I try to turn to my left, success! At least I can control the direction I'm rolling towards.

It isn't long before I start to lose lucidity, what with all the rolling and crappy control.

And that's it. That was the day I became a tumbleweed.

Well, I was lucky, because I had some dreams this week and I remembered them. As always, I will be interested in meaning of them, so I welcome PMs explaining them. If you would need some details (for example who I am (not too concrete) or what could be happening in my life, something new I am going to try or anything like that), just ask me, but with PM. Thanks!

Monday
First part of dream occured in my high school with my actual classmates, but I have no idea what it was about. Second part was more interesting. I was sitting in living room with my parents and siblings, when suddenly there came alien invasion (notes: I don't believe in aliens and don't play sci-fi games or any games, where would be aliens (just details that the aliens probably mean something)). The aliens looked like those small things from Half Life (never played it). However they didn't attack people, they attacked technology - cellphones, computers, laptops etc. I was at first recording one for half a minute with my cellphone, then run upstairs and grabbed all the technology I saw (laptop and 3 cellphones, no idea where there happened to be 3 of them) and run away.

Tuesday
Well, again I don't remember enough details about dream, only one part where I was waiting in line of people for food in canteen, when somebody tried to go before me in that line, I didn't let her (I wouldn't let her even if I met her in real life, I know who she is, she is student from other class on my high school).

Saturday
This consisted of two parts, ironically I remember worse the second part. First part was about me being one of students in class consisting of people I don't know at all (or at least don't remember) with teacher I don't know neither. The teacher had some kind of problem. She was evil. She was evil and wanted to trap every student (except one which has to do this) in dream (or dreams, I don't know if those were personal dreams or one giant shared dream). I don't know how did I find out about it, I wasn't there when they (teacher and student, which has to do it) were talking about it. But when I found out that the student was around me, my parents and my siblings for too long, I found out - I was in dream! However I wasn't lucid. I tried to say it to my parents, to my siblings, but they didn't want to accept it or something, they probably ignored it. I wasn't going to sleep or waking up from this dream within dream.
Second part was really short, but all I can remember was, that I had this weird mustache. I don't have mustaches, so it was weird experience for me. It looked like mexican mariachi's mustache (note - I don't know anybody from Mexico). Then I woke up, and found out that I had dream about having mustache.

I am in my old school classroom and my 12grade maths teacher who i hated is taking the class. She is scolding me and harrassing me just like the old days. My college friends are also there and they are looking at me and smiling.

Lately I've been having a lot of dreams that I'm back in NYC (YAY!) or that I'm getting chased.

The ones in NYC sometimes consist of just roaming the city, but they also coincide with the chase dreams.

Last night I had a dream that I was getting chased by the feds again and I had the upper edge the whole time because I could jump super high and super far, and I'm pretty sure I was running a lot faster than usual too.

In another unrelated scenario, there was a bad guy chasing me and some friends. He was trying to shoot us with some acid or some kind of chemical which was supposed to really fuck your shit up. I remember it was some wooded area that I was running through, jumping over tall fences and buildings, and then I was able to get far enough and hide on top of a brown house. I watched the guy continue to run after my friends and then jumped down to try to kill him from behind, but he turned around and sprayed me with the chemical, which tasted sour and definitely didn't do anything to me. I ran back to the house and he came after me, still spraying me with this shit.

The dream ended shortly after that cause I woke up.

Fragments. Non Lucid. Somewhere in a high rise and I'm supposed to marry this older distinguished man. He is very into me, but there is something funny about his eyes. He kisses me passionately. I suddenly remember that I am already married.

Non-Dream Dream

I recalled fragments from 4 dreams today (Ugh! - wish I would start remembering details of one dream instead of fragments of 4!!!).

Dream 1:

I am playing professional flag football (lol). I make an amazing catch for a touchdown and some asshole tackled me in the end zone, ruining his career (because it was a serious rule violation).

Dream 2:

I am drinking in either a house or a train station belonging to the same old lady as yesterday's dream. Someone is talking to me on the couch - I think it is my cousin GH. My dad, my brother and I all get high off of salvia chocolate and throw a surprise party for my Aunt AM.

Dream 3:

I finally get to meet my fiance's uncle who she has been keeping from me because he is apparently an asshole. He is in my bowling league and turns out to be a nice guy. We go to the back of the bowling alley (behind the pins) and everything looks like a high-tech space ship (kinda like the bridge on Star Trek). There were people all over manning their computers.

Dream 4:

I see a beautiful girl on the street that looks similar to my fiance, but it is not her. Paparazzi are bothering her and posting bad pictures of her on the internet. She is wearing the same dress my friend CO wore to our company party.

THE OLD MAN'S HOUSE
I was walking around a town with my friend. He was a DC who I've never even seen in real life. It felt like it was almost Halloween and the sun was setting. He saw an old house and we walked around to the back yard. It was surrounded on two sides by an old wooden fence and had a mini inflatable pool and an small, broken swingset. Closer to the house, the ground turned into a wooden floor that looked like it was rotting, and there was a big sliding door on that side of the house. We looked inside and saw a dark living room with a big rocking chair facing a TV. The whole house looked haunted. My friend wanted to go inside so we walk around to the front. I tell him it's not a good idea, but he goes through the side door. I'm inside now and he's upstairs. We explore the house some and go back to the back yard. There's an old man on the chair now and I'm trying not to be noticed. The way out of the back porch seems so far away, like the back yard turned into a long hallway. I make it through without getting caught and we walk away.

DEILD...ALMOST
I woke up and reminded myself not to move so that I could lucid dream. After what seemed like only a minute, I felt like a fell through my bed. I've done this before, but I wansn't expecting it to happen. I was excited that it was working though, and I tried to picture where I wanted my dream to take place. I remember imagining some open field covered with colored round bumps. After that I fell asleep, but didn't go into a lucid dream. I don't remember going into any dream. Sad day...

FRAGMENT
I remember something about a zombie. There wasn't a zombie in the dream though. Just someone talking about a zombie. Or something. Yeah...


Task for Tomorrow: Successful DEILD.

as i wake up to the sound of the phone ringing the last thing i remember is telling a DC to be quiet

Date: 21/06/2012
Place: My holiday caravan
Time of getting into bed: 00.22am
I took 100mg B6 tablet before bed

My notes claim I woke up at 2.55am after a dream, but forgot the dream instantly.

Dream 1 - Non Lucid dream - 3.51am

Myself, my partner, and two of our closest friends are talking in a room. I am discussing dreaming with one of my friends, although I don't remember mentioning lucid dreaming, I do remember talking about dream signs. We decide to try and share a dream, and look out for each other in out dreams. I do remember talking about how dreams were another life while you slept.
Suddenly we are on the streets of Manchester, England. We are walking over a large, old stone bridge, very wide with old stone buildings up either side. It is a beautiful place, but very stone and grey. I am still talking about dreaming, and telling them what to expect. I do tell them a wave of water will crash over us, but not to worry because it cannot hurt us! Soon enough, a huge, crashing flood of water rushes onto the bridge, like a tsunami. I climb with ease up a telegraph pole, and the water just wets my feet. I am not scared, but the others are a little. They get washed away a bit by the water (so they are now behind me) but are not hurt. After I climb down, the water has passed and I now tell the others that what happens next is called Hypnogogia, and although it can be frightening, it will not hurt us and will pass. (How I did not get lucid I do not know) and then, a mist-like wind (like the spirit, or ghost of the water) rushes by, it makes a noise like screaming, tortured human voices shouting out. I am alarmed but know it is safe so I just watch. There appears to be neon, glowing, shadows of people (the people screaming) they are not real, just like holograms or visions. They soon pass and it is quiet again.
We are now back at the room (where we began) but now we all have beds and sleeping bags on the floor. We try to settle down for the night, but one of my friends has a young girl (8yrs?) at the bottom of his bed, sleeping. He cannot sleep because she is taking up room making him uncomfortable. Eventually I ask her politely to go on her own bed, which is empty. She agrees, but only if she can have a sleeping bag as she was cold (hence her being in said friends bed) we agree, and we all fall asleep.

Dream fragments - Non Lucid dreams - 5.08am

Here my notes are very sparse.

'I was eating something... and thinking that I wasn't eating when I was falling asleep, so where did I get this food from...?

Me and my partner are naked, in bed with someone else. Although there is no sex or sexual intentions, we do accidentally 'rub' bodies with this other person and make jokes about it.'

I feel relaxed and decide to try and WILD I seem to be trying for some time and decide I am too awake. At one point I enter SP, but fall asleep. I wake and try again a few times, hazily between sleeping. Perhaps I wasn't really sure what I was doing. At one point I enter SP and my partner moves around, waking me up. I am too annoyed to try again. I seem to not be able to fully relax inside my head, maybe the B6?


***NOTEWORTHY***
I believe I was being woken by my partner's movements, and the sounds of birdsong outside when trying to WILD, my mind wandered frequently, maybe the B6?
Dreaming about LUCID DREAMS didn't make me lucid!
I was reading about SP and Hypnogogia during the day
I was a little ill (eaten something bad) before bed

Today is the first day I started wondering if I could explore my dreamworld, and use it to realize my deepest feelings and to accomplish my best wishes. All of this happened with a vaguely remembered dream from last night that I think was very weird but interesting. I only remember few details, I think it's because I don't have so much training like you guys, but I did my best to remember it.

Suddenly I was in my house, in my homeland (far from I am today), standing in "my" room looking at a forgotten friend, somebody that I really know but because of life issues and mistakes I made we had to separate from each other. She... was somehow standing at the window, watching the street. Then I heard somebody to say "Be careful, you will fall off". Immediately I thought it was impossible because the window blinds are separated by three inches and no one can fit and pass through it. But it happened... I vaguely remember her body (specially her legs), moving like falling from a balcony through the window. I started to feel that sensation of problems and stress and bad thoughts about the girl. I run to the balcony to see what happened, she was hanging from an edge beneath the window... I run to safe her, but something stopped me: WITHOUT SHOES?? "What did I care about it?" I thought later, but in the dream that was SOMETHING THAT I HAD TO WEAR...

Next time I was in the street, looking (just knowing that it was there, without details and blurring) at her dead body, and someone (I knew he was my little brother but don't really remember his face) said "She broke her back..." A jump again to something like a little grave made of rocks with her dead body in there just at the same place of her death. I remember me feeling so sad and stressed, I wasn't aware that I was dreaming at ANY MOMENT...

The dream slowly diffused in my recalls as I later talk with my mom about calling my friend's mom at a neighbor's house.

I tried to find some specific symbols to this dream but I don't really find something interesting, maybe if someone can tell me his/her interpretation... I would really appreciate it... It was everything make up from my subconscious, I wasn't lucid...

Non-Dream Dream

I was able to recall bits and pieces from 5 separate dreams today:

Dream 1: When I woke up I remember thinking "I am not prepared." That is all I can remember.

Dream 2:

One of my co-workers, WW, appears to me looking like Kung Lao from the Mortal Kombat video game. He is very wise.

Dream 3:

I am participating in a sort of corporate olympics for my company. The two events I play in are baseball and basketball. The baseball tournament is a very big deal and I am the star player. Our team goes on to play coaches from MLB. Someone on the team named Chung (fit, bald Asian guy - don't know him in real life) has a baby.

In the basketball tournament I help some crappy player dunk the ball. I eat a Big Mac and some other burgers. The Big Mac has 4 patties and I am allowed to eat them because I am playing basketball (I can burn it all off).

Dream 4:

I am in some sort of college scene in a weird apartment building run by an old lady (someones mom?). The apartment walls are covered in 100's of pictures of all the tenants.

Note - this old lady has appeared in my dreams before but I don't know who she is.

Dream 5:

My current neighbors have a zoo in their back yard. Even though they are my current neighbors, my house is the one I grew up in on Pam Ln. I get into a fight with the neighbors because their zoo animals escape and come into our yard. My cat Vito kills two of them and tracks another over the fence (this was rather comical because this cat is 17 pounds and does not climb fences).

I clearly recall seeing a baby giraffe and two very strange birds looking at me through the kitchen windows.

I am sitting with Eris and Selene on The Mountain on The Green Moon, overlooking the strange city in New Eden AKA The Biodome.

We stare in silence.

Eris?

Yes, Nomad.

Are you real? Do you love me?

I love you as you love me, my beautiful wandering soul.

Selene, how long have we been here?

We have been here, my love, since the beginning of time.

***

I am with Raven in her Inner World, we are at Vegeta's house.

We are discussing dream battling and training. Vegeta tells me I am finally showing improvement.

***

I am in the Invisibles comic. I am with King Mob and Ragged Robin. I tell them I am a Time Witch.

***

I am with Mosh in his Inner World. He has some kind of funny big pet snake which hunts down astral parasites and eats them.

***

I am in The Tower with Washu. She says she wants to help me heal my physical body.