non-lucid

I was on vacation with the T-hir family. I was standing on a coast, it was cold and the sun was not shining. Everything was cast over with a bright blue-gray. I had long desired to ride on a boat, so I decided to do so. There was a huge mountain across the ocean. I wanted to go there, but i don't know why. I got into a boat and I rowed it. the water was wild, slashing around me and entering the boat. I steered on, completely astonished at the beauty.



I came upon the surf tormented rocky shore. Reem and I ventured across it into a huge, brightly lit cave. Her mother, family, and my family were there. There was a rocky formation of some type of well in the cave. I looked into it, and I saw a rabbit identical to Zooni. The character was different however. The rabbit jumped out of the well, much to everyone's shock. It hopped over to Reem, and she played around with it. They seemed to get on well. I wanted the rabbit to come over to me, so we could play. I felt as if I obviously connected better with rabbits, and plus i longed to play with it. I approached the bunny, and I tried to stroke it. I recalled stroking my own Zooni, and how she would simply relax and lay down, half-asleep as I stroked her fur. This rabbit skittered around me, it was afraid of me and didn't want to play with me. It escaped from my hand and went back to Reem. As Reem stroked it in the way I had, it fell down into a sleeping position, and i smiled, recalling when Zooni did that. I had forgotten all about it.

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Frag about school.

14.07.2010

Looking for a Soul (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Seventh of the night:

Someone was killed. The wife of this guy was very pissed, but I told her I could help her.
We went inside a building. It was like an odd metallic maze. We were in this maze looking for the soul of this guy. We were moving silently so they could not spot me. I had a card that I would be like placing it in different spots, like punching it. However, it was a white digital card. I walked in front of a mirror and instead of my reflection, I saw the reflection of the deceased guy.

We though he would be happy about all the hassle we were having to save his soul.

Missed dream signs:
- Wrong mirror reflection.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Either talk with the DC to find out about myself or complete a ToTY.

14.07.2010

Can't turn it off! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Sixth of the night:

I was in a place were we all were very strong men. We were friends but we fought each other to train.
I was watching something in the computer and a guy started to tease me. I was feeling like fighting but the guy did not want to so I agreed in not fighting him.
This guy told me I had something stuck in my teeth and it was not pleasant to see.
I was going to the restroom to remove it, but I appeared in a store that was familiar to me.

I appeared in front of a small water dispenser behind the register. I though it would help. I dispensed some water in a glass and then the thing would not turn off. I tried to turn it off and the water came with more strength. I started to hit it and I broke the faucet so more water would come out. One of the employees touched it and turned it off.

I went home and a storm started. I was happy because with such a storm the Olive Oil Store would close and I could enjoy a day off.

Missed dream signs:
- Odd functionality of the water dispenser.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Either talk with the DC to find out about myself or complete a ToTY.

July 14, 2010

Synopsis: I pretend to be a cat trapped in a human's body!

Cat Roleplaying
Bad guys are after me, I don't even know why! They find me and accuse me of espionage. I'm in real trouble now and I don't know what to do. My friends come to my aid - and before I can say anything they make up a lie from the top of their heads.

"You don't understand, she can't be a spy! She's actually a cat in a human body. That's why you saw her sneaking around, because, that's what cats do."

"A cat?"

My friends give me a funny look I get it, I get it! I quickly get on all fours and do my best to imitate a cat, trapped in a human body. The bad men aren't amused! They leave, promising to keep a watch on me and if I do one thing un-cat like, it'll be my friends who will pay the price.

Well that was a smart plan!

I ended up role-playing as a cat for years I think I was even forgetting how to speak. At first the towns folk were like "I don't think you're really a cat. You're just a person like everyone else!"

But having pulled off my four legged gig for years, I was a tourist attraction and everyone loved me. I finally ask my friends "Is it safe to stop being a cat?"

BTW

It turns out I really was a spy! And I used my cat prowess to dig out as much info on these bad guys. After sneaking around on all fours in some fancy hotel, I woke up.

July 14, 2010
Slept between 0300-1000
Found out that lucid weaver's alarm rings don't ring if the phone is on silent... : I forgot to turn my phone back on normal, last night

Work fragment
First bit of the dream had to do with food. Then being on the phone with Rachel (boss), and also something regarding Elijah (co-worker).

Weird dream
I remember sleeping. I woke up into the dream. I'm living with my parents, but we are in a house different than my RL one.

[Dr. House]
House approaches my boyfriend and I. "I've found the answer to my problem!" he says.
"He's so cute," I think.
"I'm evicting you!" House says.
"WHAT?!"
"I'm evicting you. That's the answer to my problem," he says, matter of factly.
"You know, we're paid up in full, so you have to give us 30 days notice, at least."
"Sure, whatever," he says.

[Living with the ex]
Somehow, my ex, Joe, learns about my plight. He invites Jack, my mum and myself to live with him in his basement. I don't remember much about this scene, other than him getting the wrong idea about something (like me putting the moves on him?) and me pointing out that I wouldn't be doing that, especially with my boyfriend living with us, too!

[Going out]
I've just woke up again. I find that mum and Jack are going out to Walmart. They were going to leave without me, cos they knew I just woke up and hadn't ate yet. I said I didn't care, if they could wait 5 minutes, I'll get dressed. I didn't want to be left alone with my ex.

[Kinky shop]
I must've gotten left alone anyways, because I next found myself in a very kinky shop. I became barely semi-lucid... I remember thinking to myself, "I don't want to buy anything kinky, because I don't want to journal it!" I found this other bit in the store where they were selling sleep masks. They were supposed to be those ones that are really, really good and completely blacks out the sun, even if you're staring at it. I was holding them in my hands when I woke up.

14.07.2010

Gauntlets of the Magi (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Fifth of the night:

I was driving in my car and my wife was next to me. We picked up a lady and we had to go somewhere else. My wife moved from the backseat to the front seat. I was sitting (and driving) in the backseat, and this lady sat next to me. I was wondering why did my wife moved.
I saw a stop light turning yellow, but I had time enough to pass without a violation. This lady was rude to me and forced me to jam the brakes. She was complaining about what I did want to do.
The scenery changed and I was alone in a room with little furniture. I saw a window. It was sunny outside. A small green parrot entered the room. I was frightened because I though it was a bee or something. The parrot exited the room and I closed the blinds.
I walked into another room and I started to talk with this lady again. I could not hear her well. I was looking at a big walking closet full of boxes and clothes. As I was unable to get what the lady said, I thought I could read her mind.

I went to other room and I laid down in bed. I tried to fall asleep thinking in what the lady said. I had a false awakening in the same room and I walked into another room. I saw a treasure chest half opened and another one coming from a moving platform. This lady asked me a question. I could see the words suspended in the air. The responses were familiar but I was not sure. I chose a response and I failed. I could see how this lady's face changed into a sad-angry expression and I was kicked out from the room.
I entered the room once more, and I saw the same thing with the chests. A different question popped. "Which one of these is Octo?" Then I could see various gauntlets.







Two of them were leather, one of them was from an armor and one of them, was brown with magic shapes. I chose the last one.

The lady smiled and I put the gauntlets on. I felt magic going through my veins and I saw a magic map we had.







I could see several black icons popping around the map. Some icons were like food, others were like a lady crying and some, were enemies. I knew with the new power, new responsibilities arose. I had to save all those ladies. At the right bottom corner of the castle, I saw several black nights popping out. They were brand new enemies:







The lady told me, "Beware of those. They are very dangerous." I felt they would not be a threat to me. I had my new glove and I could blast them with any spell.

Missed dream signs:
- The wheel of my vehicle was in the back seat.
- The FA.
- Getting kicked out from the room and coming back in with the same thing about the chests.

What I would have done if lucid:
- This dream was a very interesting dream. As lucid I would have make the dream last longer. Save those ladies and burn the Black Nights. It would be a fun lucid were I am not completing ToTY/M or finding out about myself. Probably an epic one.

14.07.2010

AIDS cure? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
Fourth of the night:

I was in a room.
I saw a 16 years old female DC.
A mosquito bitten her. Thanks to this mosquito, her AIDS illness was improved a lot.
Someone made her an interview for the TV about the major improvement after the bite from the mosquito. While the interview was taking place, she was nude in the toilet.
Her parents approved the interview.

Missed dream signs:
- The fact of improvement on her AIDS.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Talk with the DC and find out about myself.

14.07.2010

Non REM lucid???? Instant Projection???? FA??? What happened! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
First of the night.

I was lying down in my bed and I could see perfectly. I was wearing my total blackness glasses so it had to be a dream to be able to see through them. I heard a voice that whispered in my ear, "You are a genius" I then, was able to see in a 360 degrees radius like if it was an Astral Projection. I suddenly saw a black shadow, it was more of a presence rather than a shadow. I guess it was a dream and not an Astral Projection because it did not feel like in an Astral Projection. It did not feel either like in my regular lucids. But I was fully conscious that I was not awake. I could not move from bed. The shadow did not want to attack me, it was just there, walking up and down my room. I decided to wake myself up. I knew I was not in a REM so it would end soon anyway.

I had a false awakening. I was still paralyzed but I could still see through my glasses. Not as clearly as in the lucid or whatever-it-was. It was not as if I had no glasses like in the lucid, but I could see the shape of my hand. I was bugged and I took my glasses off. I was awakened...

This was very odd. I am very focused in increasing my regular recall from 3-4 dreams a night to 5-6 a night. I am also focused in getting at least one lucid per night or every two nights (so far so good) and also I am focused in Astral Projection. I have been thinking about dream sharing as well. However, as soon as I went to bed, I felt tired so I just planned to fall asleep. I did not attempt WILD nor Astral Projection. I know I was meditating and I fell asleep instantly. I also asked my wife in the morning and she confirmed me I fell asleep as soon as I touched the pillow, so it was not a massive Hypnagogic Hallucition.

Missed Dream Signs:
- None.

Dream Signs Noticed:
- None.

Reality Check Performed:
- None.

Went fishing with MP and hi son. Odd I never talked to him. Nothing worked right. My knots slipped out and my fish were getting away and some were floating. Felt frustrated.

First I am involved in a paint-ball fight in the middle of a mall. Unfortunately, I suddenly remembered I left my gun back at home, so I had to run from the blaze of gun fire while unable to defend myself. I don't remember much more than that.

_________

I am walking through the first level of a 2 level mall, and I am following my parents through it. I start to stare at a symbol on a marble wall that was isolated in the middle of the mall. Although I "knew" I was not in a dream (haha or so I thought), I decided to try and do a reality check on the metal symbol on the marble wall. I looked away and looked back at the symbol 3 times, and it did change small details about it.

"Holy shit, am I dreaming!? But it feels too real to be a dream, everything looks somewhat normal..." I told myself

I decided to try and see if I was dreaming by aiming my arm at an object on the second level in the mall, and tried to make it explode with my mind. Nothing... I guess I am not dreaming. One more RC to see if I am.

So, I chose to close my nose with my fingers to see if I was able to breath still. I was, but it felt like I was barely able to. It felt like there was a small crack that my fingers didn't cover that allowed me to breath a bit, and it seemed realistic to me at the time. So, I decided I was not dreaming in the end...

As the dream continued and any lucidity left was completely gone, I walked up to the symbol I was doing RCs on before and took it down. I continued to walk around the mall with my parents with the large metal awkward looking symbol in my hand. I remember that I continued to do RCs on it through the rest of the dream, but the symbol changed very little every time. Thus, no lucid.

Note: Next time I am not sure whether the RC was successful or not, continue to use different RCs until I am positive I am in or not in a dream...

I had a minor cut on my head or neck. I was bleeding a lot. I was washing. The blood was running over me. Jokingly I was reminded of vampire girl bs Frankenstein girl. I looked in the mirror and made a scary face. But my features actually changed and my teeth became pointed. It scared me but I tried to laugh it off.

Writing this down now more than 12 hours after I woke up so I might have lost some details.

It started out with me and some friends in some house. We were making dinner. I was cutting cucumbers and salad and I noticed that the cucumbers got bad really fast. They became all soft and squishy while I was cutting them.

At the same time there was like a party night or something outside and there were drunk people everywhere. After a while they started to invade our house for some reason xD. They were exactly like zombies. I fled to the attic of the house in which there was a ladder going up through a square hole in the roof. I knew that that was a special hole that let to another world and I climbed up.

It became somewhat like a game. Me and some others were collecting items at a beach and the other people was nice. This part is really blurry but somehow I ended up being chased by some hunters tribe. They chased me to a house that was fugly. It was like 0.5*2 meters wide and broad while it was maybe 20 meters high. Imagine the shape you would get if you stacked like 1000 mattresses on each other. It had a rope on the outer wall hanging from the roof and I climbed it all the way up. Then I clinged to the roof while the tribe threw rocks at me. The rocks somehow caused the house to sway back and forth in wide slow movements as if it was made of something soft. It swayed so much that they could almost reach me in the extreme positions.

I knew that a minotaur army was approaching the land. I took the opportunity to sneak away from the house to the place where the minotaurs flooded forth. They rushed along some castle wall and I lured them to the same place as the tribe to make the minotaurs attack the tribe (all of this I didn't really do physically. It was more like that I thought it and it made it happen while I was watching kinda). After this action I knew that people thought I died when I disappeared from the roof. I went to the beach and someone who looked like gandalf was there lol.

1. I've taken the day off to go shopping with the parents. We go to a Wal-Mart, and as usual I start goofing off. However, I soon find myself in a section of the store I've never visited before. It's a "premium" section, one for the extremely rich, even though the prices are still advertised as rollback (Fuck me, another failed text RC). They're selling things like ultralight airplanes and antique cars, but in the back I find a couple of Tour de France level bicycles. The first one I try has the wheels attached backwards, making it impossible to use, but the second is allright. I take it and start riding around the store with the wind in my hair, and feel silly but happy.
As I ride back to return the bike, my cell phone goes off (with the RL ringtone). I pull it out of my shorts, but with only one hand on the wheel I have no way to control what happens next. I crash through two panes of heavy glass in the back of the store, and stumbling from the wreckage fall over a plane! The manager comes up, angrily demanding that we pay, but my Dad only has $400 on him. I start to freak out.

2. I'm answering questions on Twocansandstring.com (an awesome website), when someone asks about spinach and Popeye. I start to answer, but wander outside to underneath a tree at my research station. V and one of the grad students wander over to me. V makes awkward small talk as the grad student strokes her, and I feel extreme jealousy.

3. Las Vegas has become a post-apocalyptic wasteland ruled by pop-punk style overlords. The streets, however, are filled with legions of metalhead zombies. Something happens to one of the rulers, and I see the teeming throngs rise up to take back control of the city.

I was with one of my old friends, Hanna, who was with someone in a wheelchair at an amusement park. For part of the dream I was also crippled, which upset me. I went on a ride (which is odd because I don't generally go on rides) and then got lost. I was way at the edge of the park and reached a forbidding-looking fence and a dead end. I was confused and at the edge of tears. I then found another girl who I remember admiring and feeling attracted to (I'm bisexual, yeah) who was Japanese, and she tried to explain where I was but I didn't really get it. There were signs all over pointing in various directions, labeled weirdly, and I couldn't see any part of the park.

I don't remember if I ever got back or not, ominously enough...

Shooting again:

I was brad pit against Angelina Jolie. She was threatening to kill me with her giant army. I wanted to show her how good I was at shooting. I started shooting the heads off of people in her army with my rifle. I was getting all head shots and they were all missing. I was climbing a ladder and killing them all before I got shot and it reset. I was back at the beginning about to start shooting. She said something that angered me and I started shooting them all again. This time I got hit after killing around 10 people.

Haunted house:
I don't remember writing this at all or the dream. This is what I wrote: Lived in haunted house. There were ghosts everywhere. Last thing was having sex on bed and faking sickness to take a rest.

Henesies house:
Was at henesies house. It was a mix of being outside and inside. Her parents wanted to talk to me about something, but were afraid it would offend me. I told them to just say it. They told me that they were changing lucys name to rossie. I laughed and said I could not care less. I hung out with them and ate some incredible swedish meatballs. I was on my back to my house with bella on a leash. I kept tugging her to go faster and she morphed into a beautiful woman. She told me it was really ungraceful to be tugging at her all the time. I apologized and walked into my house. There was a threesome going on in the bed downstairs. I ignored it and started making some chicken. I later went over and played the Wii with my friend dustin.

My death:
This was super vivid and really weird. We were high up on some mountains. There was a guide showing us around. He ended up telling us that we were going to be sacrificed to the mountain. There were four chambers, fire, earth, water, air. Each person would go into the chamber and a giant wall of spikes would come down and smash you. Your body would then be released into the water. I accepted my death and was not scared. I had a little churning in my stomach, but ignored it. I was really happy that I was fire and I thought that it fit my description. The ritual had begun and I looked to my right to see the first person get smashed. Blood splattered everywhere. I was happy that it happened so fast because it would be painless. This dream was SUPER real. I knew that I would be dieing so I prepared myself for the separation of my body and energy. I started chanting in a different language. I felt much power in my words and started floating. It was my turn. I kept chanting and floating towards the chamber. I was in the chamber and heard the spikes being released. I was smashed into a little pile. I felt a little pain and was released instantly into the water. I started sinking. I could feel a slight turning sensation and felt the color blue. It was really peaceful for a second. I forgot who I was and what was happening and just relaxed. I kept going deeper and deeper until I woke.

Playing tennis:
I was playing tennis with Kara Wii sports style. It was two on two. We kept losing and I would get really pissed because I would lose no matter how I hit the ball. Every time I hit the ball it would slightly hit the net and sink. This kept going on for a while until I stopped playing.

Super close lucid:
I really need to figure out my rc's better because this should have been lucid. I was in the park with Kara. We walked over to the lake and laid down for a bit. Some kid was throwing basketballs into the river. I remember looking around and admiring the beauty or the park. The colors seemed to glow. This reminded me of being on shrooms and I decided that I might be dreaming. I turned away from kara so she could not see me do a nose pinch and nose pinched. I could breath a tiny bit, but decided that wasn't enough for me to risk trying to fly. I just looked around and thought that this felt like a dream and was really surreal. I am pretty sure this is a dream I kept thinking. I had a basketball in my hand and it popped making me forget about the thought of dreams. I went back to my house and to my room. I started cleaning it and got a call from henesie. She said she was going out later to show her sister a good time and asked if I wanted to go with her. I said yes and continued cleaning.