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A bit of back story before I get into this. I picked as my task for the night to heal a massive number of people at once to test a hypothesis I came up with regarding Lucid dreams and depression.

Key:
Green = Dream
Blue = Lucid


The furthest back I can remember, I was in a dimly lit cafe or diner. I got the impression that it was in a place full of supernatural creatures.

As I was walking to the restroom a woman pricked my arm with a plastic straw as if to suck some blood. Of course, I recoiled. Then I realized that she had deposited something like a maggot under my skin, which I pinched out and squashed. She protested, but I insisted that it was my arm, and therefore my rules.

She grinned as I looked down to see that I had not helped the situation, something was spreading underneath my skin. So I summoned my connection to venom. One vivid sickly green glowing orb the size of a beach ball appeared floating behind me, chained to my back. Through this, I focused the venom energy through my right arm, emitting it from my right palm over the infected area. However, the infection continued to spread, the venom had no effect.

So then I grabbed hold of a piece of it with telekinesis and pulled it out from my arm. It looked like 3D printed clockwork. I deduced that this was a living, self-assembling, mechanical computer. I had essentially contracted a clockwork infection which was quickly spreading through my body, taking up materials at the molecular level and building new structures out of them. Of course venom energy didn't work against it, this stuff wasn't the kind of thing that poison would do anything to. It could take that as an energy input and just use it to do more work. With that in mind, I switched gears (I'm so punny ).

Alright, I quickly realized that there was only one thing in my arsenal of tricks which could combat this, I only had one choice. Throw the infection into the void, consume it, and become it. Luckily, it was already in my left arm, which is the arm that absorbs (yes I've constructed my dream body in such a deliberate manner). So I drew the infection into the void at my core, wherein all concepts become a part of me. Now I was the same thing as this, and not only did it cease the infection, I could control it. After all, it had now been added to my arsenal of tricks.

The woman who had infected me didn't quite like what I had done. She started to react negatively, so I stood up taller, and decided to intimidate her. My face split open much like a horrid blooming mechanical flower to reveal a mass of swirling cogs, gears, and blades. Through the sound of grinding, clashing and slashing came my voice, which seemed as if it were actually produced by the motions of these parts, "You have no power over me. I have become." She immediately shrank back into her seat.

I wandered out of the cafe at this point, and found myself in a house. Someone approached me, yelling that I shouldn't be there. I opened my face again, and let out a terrifying keening scream, to which the guy responded "F**K THIS S**T! I'm out!" and ran.

I became momentarily lucid, thinking that I should do the mass healing I had planned to perform, but quickly forgot.

Once I got outside, I remembered again, and flew to the top of the tallest building. I summoned my connection to the concept of healing. Six large warm pink glowing orbs appeared behind me, chained to my back. I focused the energy into the palm of my right hand, concentrating it as tightly as I could muster before it exploded, raining confetti down on the surrounding area. I then projected it outward as a field of pink energy as if I had extended my now pink aura at least one hundred yards out.

Now that I looked down, I found that the roof was now packed with people. Every space available to stand was occupied. I reached out and grabbed someone's hand, yelled that everyone should touch the people around them. I then pulsed this pink energy through these physical connections as if we were human neurons.

"How do you feel?" I asked some of the people around me. They all said pretty much the same thing "I wasn't really injured or feeling bad before, but now I feel amazing."

I can't recall what happened between that and waking but I feel there was probably more content there.

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A couple of cool things.

First, I managed to complete a goal the first night choosing it. I have dedicated myself to getting back to the basics of lucid dreaming and actually practicing a lot of the things usually reserved for beginners in an effort to improve my ability. So far, it's been working amazingly well.

Second, that clockwork infection was SUPER COOL! The nerd in me is super exited about this. Also, I have a tendency to take the negative things that happen to me in my dreams and turn them into resources I can then use to positive effect. I'm actually looking forward to utilizing this new ability to see where I can take it. I'm sure it's not just good for intimidation. I can't help but wonder if I can build things with this clockwork. It has a lot of cool potential.

Third. I can't tell, but it seems like the mass healing may have had the effect I wanted. So far, my depression this morning seems as if it has been slightly lessened. I can't say for sure until this evening as that's when things get their worst. We'll see. So far, so good. I may need to repeat the process a few times before it takes full effect.

Dream 1 : [COLOR="#800080"]I was in my kitchen looking at some McDonald's bags.I look in the bags and there are a lot of McDonald's hamburgers(Which I don't like).I want to eat it but then I see my sister and I give her the hamburger to try it.I look in the fridge and the fridge is FULL of food and chocolate.On the fridge there is a lot of ice cream(watermelon ice cream).I run in the living room and tell my sister,mom and grandmother that if we don't eat the ice cream it will melt.[/COLOR]
Dream 2(fragment) : [COLOR="#800080"]A kid was dragging me around in a forest.She seemed really happy while I was somehow scared.(The kid was a girl and she had dark long wavy hair.She was also wearing a dress)[/COLOR]

church in the mountains. Everyone acts like suck the whole time, treating me like trash, which is weird since all the people at my church are nice (most all). I am in the sound booth and everything is messing up because electronics can sometimes be weird in dreams. They ask me to hold up some signs that look like they are plastic. They are extremely smooth and hard to hold, but the sides are rough like rock.

Big party, overnight camp like thing. I talk to RDC for like 5 minutes, normal small talk, but not normal for us to talk like this. I fall down and am lying in bed but I have no idea what the sensation is, definitely a mixture of awake asleep I haven't seen before, I am still talking to RDC with this, but I know that I am still asleep because RDC is answering. RDC leaves and my brother-in-law tells me that RDC updated something online and hands me a computer. I look through pages and pages trying to find it, not incomprehensible crap, I am very aware and I finally find it.

Currently wishing I knew more about
BrandonBoss
(can't remember the second)

Doesn't cross my mind that RDC would call me BrandonBoss makes no sense, but that is what I am used to being referred to on computers. Everyone is sleeping here at the camp tonight, I will talk to RDC again later.

wake up go pee, go to sleep.

I get up and my wife wants to take a shower, we head to the bathroom, but it looks like my old bathroom. I am a little confused. Check hands, I smack the wall and it startles my DC wife. I walk over to the wooden wall and put my finger in between the cracks, it starts slipping in, it feels solid still, but like the solid is giving way. I can still see my whole hand when it is in the wall, but with really low opacity. I decide not to continue and I decide to go and tell RDC to stay out of my dreams unless RDC wants to be a part of my life. I walk out of the bathroom and I am in the upstairs of the building I was at in the previous dream, I call out to RDC mentally and see a shadow coming up the stairs. I look all around and see sleeping bags upstairs and downstairs. Everyone from the party is asleep. The shadow is definitely a big man. I turn around twice (360) and the shadow is RDC. I wake up.

This dream was after my WBTB and SSILD.

I dreamt that I was to go and hike a 14er. We had to get there first, and had some issues driving there. I was driving, and the car kept getting messed up. Eventually we got there, and there was a huge lake and a bunch of people and a party. The lake was an ocean blue. We all said that we would start hiking in a bit, but then no one did. I kept saying to people, "Maybe we should hike up before it gets too late?" but everyone would ignore me. Eventually, I decided to just go up myself, and as I was walking over to start, I woke up.

Morning of September 7, 2013. Saturday.



Just when I thought I have had almost every dream possible about variation in how sound presents itself, along comes something more complex and interesting in seeing, hearing, and feeling it (with the potential of even smell and taste, supposedly).

In this dream, my wife and I are living back at Clayfield, the second place we lived in real life since we were married.

There is a large, long device that is used in arranging music and it is all based on modules and nodes that fit into various fairly narrow compartments (the potential width of each adjustable section seems to relate to the note length), almost like the physical manifestation of a DAW. Recently, in real life, I had been working on a fairly new concept, even mentally in a precise way when falling asleep - of integrating sound in three-dimensional continuity in the sense of frequency bands mixing seamlessly.

In my dream, my “machine” is almost like a piano in concept and does have a type of smaller keyboard (but used only for testing the overall sound or “hit” of an individual compartment in a sequence of a measure - from left to right - a completely different concept than a spread of potential usable notes on a piano), but the main focus is on the compartments, each almost like a miniature breadbox. Each and every sonic totality of a particular instrument is a special module, about the size of a paperback novel - each with its own interesting properties. Each module fits in each adjustable area as part of a particular rendered measure (again, from left to right). It is somehow rendered to another machine (a smaller one on the other side of the room) before its final form (or master) in the form of a strong “ribbon” (which the sound is recorded on).

I feel a great interest in the different parts and how they fit. One part, about seven or eight compartments from the left, is part of a conga fill, I think, or at least one module of a conga drum, and perhaps a tom or two of different tones (which is a bit “off” as it is only the first measure of the song and would not have a fill unless that measure was a short intro, which actually may be the case in my dream, though it does seem more like a verse. Most of these pieces are somewhat rectangular and everything seems to be made of mostly wood, with some metal and perhaps other materials here and there, such as a miniature drum membrane set inside a compartment within another compartment at a forty-five degree angle and sliding doors within other sliding sections at times. I eventually notice that some of these things have aspects of other notes from other instruments somehow physically inside them, and can be set (almost like a mousetrap) to work in different ways when the machine uses the particular setup.

I see very clearly, the different parts, almost as if the snare drum and conga sounds (as well as the implied organ or synthesizer parts I have in the machine) are aspects of a “giant harmonica” within the machine. I focus on how the snare and conga modules have different types of holes in the front and relate that in the same way you would relate differences in harmonica or accordion reeds. Even though all the modules look basically the same in size, other than how they are narrower with shorter notes, I become focused and highly interested in the different, more subtle structures, and other compartments inside those.

Another strange technical aspect is how my mind somehow combined the idea of the black keys and white keys of a piano (or any other keyboard) with the idea of the size orientation and placement of the measure parts, which really does not make any sense, almost comparable to only being able to play a guitar by using one string at a time, and only being able to go downwards exactly one string at a time for each note or event. Also, regarding my dream perception itself, the width of a key on a piano has nothing to do with how long the note has to be held. I guess it is an example of how dreams combine completely different ideas into one in a very unusual way.

After time, I do start to wonder how a more complex mix (say of eight tracks, or several individual bands or ranges) can be designed. The small wooden modules of the brass notes may even be club-shaped (rather than more rectangular) and slide in at an angle above the organ sections. If the brass has two notes on the hit, it is a club within a club that is attached internally by a wire perhaps, and slides inside the machine, each internal compartment within another compartment being perhaps two-thirds the size of the previous. There is also a vague awareness of the actual coil of a real spring reverb of a real amp (but miniaturized) in one of the compartments. There may also be velvety heart-shaped modules, like a miniature box of candy (but without the candy itself) and resonating with a flute-like lilt.

I really do not complete a project; I mostly only dwell on the one measure and its potential, which still seems like a great deal of complexity to ponder. This also reminds me, in parts, of the childhood “obsession” I had with being more interested in the smaller cardboard container (and its mysterious “hidden” sections) of the chocolate Easter bunny than the chocolate itself.

At any rate, this machine would not be feasible in reality, as it would take up far too much space for even a two-minute song, and where would you get all the potentially endless modules and nodes and where on Earth would you store them? - you would need something close in size to an entire town or at least a several-block area, or a few really tall buildings - imagine if all the DVD movies you had took up the space implied by the sets in them, even solely within the range of where the main focus was on the actors. This is also somewhat akin to dreaming about computer games being an actual physical device (such as a large and complex three-dimensional board game with robotic tokens) than a computer screen.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps, had problem of not being able to fall asleep again, so only one dream, also had almost-WILD before that dream but didn't went further than entry sensations.

I wake up and go through door, only to wake up again i feel that i am dreaming and attempt to get up, but for some reason i am barely able to move and if i try to move more i get re-false awakened, that repeated like 4 or 5 times then i woke up properly.

3.40 Complicated dream. Some kind of dormitory and I seem to play a trick on people in the dormitory by banging doors (I'm a reckless devil me) Some people outside apparently heard me and came into the dormitory and I pretended to be asleep (Ed! This is crap mate...C'mon!)

Cut to me walking with a woman (definite likeness to a former work colleague) I'm telling her that I've taken out a lease on a building within a commercial park and she said "Yes, I heard you had."???? (I really must get out more)

I repeated what I did the night before and got up at 07.00 AM and stayed up for an hour, revising a list I'm doing for memory improvement. I went back to bed and did 5 minutes running through memory checks and dream signs, then my usual instruction re waking-up after each dream and recording it. I woke up once after a small dream and resolved to remember it and go back to sleep (that's been risky in the past, but I do remember it and that's a step forward already)

(Not sure of time) There was a lovely black dog with a very shiny coat and, for some reason I pinched its tail. It must have really hurt and the dog was obviously in pain and I comforted it. (No...I'm not proud of this one...but then it's down to Ed anyway isn't it?)

9.20 am I was working at a desk in a company (DS) A woman brought me a package and told me to send it to (I don't remember the company name) I thought "That's not part of my job description." but I must have located the phone number of a contact and I rang him to confirm the address and recipient. He blathered on and seemed to be complaining about me ringing him Then I couldn't find the package on my desk and I thought something like "That's odd...I must be dreaming."

Then the scene seemed to change to open countryside and I could feel the heat of the sun. People talk about excitement...well I felt joy I thought I can tell the wife that I'm lucid! Then I thought don't lose the dream and it started to go and I think I felt a bit dizzy. I remembered about spinning and I did it for a very short while...I usually get very dizzy doing that but not this time. It seemed to stabilize but then I wake up. But I noticed the background music I was playing was absent...then it seemed to fade-up. I remembered to check that it wasn't a false-awakening then I tried to get back into the dream but I've never done that before and it didn't work.

I'm pretty certain it was lucidity but I'll keep it low-key at the moment and see if I can achive LD#2 Then I'll know won't I?

I've had dreams about school for the past few nights now. It probably has to do with my return to school.

I was playing golf with my golf team. I don't remember a lot, but we were at a really green golf course. Then, I was back at the school with my golf clubs, and I was waiting to get on to the bus. I got on and it was really crowded. Then, my friend (who doesn't even go to my school) got on the bus, and there was a couple spots open, but he looked like he got angry because there weren't, and got off. I went to follow him, but my WBTB alarm woke me up.

Dream Fragment: A boy posted to DV that he had never felt emotions in dreams until now.

I AM DREAMING
I had this dream a few night ago just trying to catch up on my dream journal.
I was out with Laura at some restaurant eating wicked food having a ball and its like 4am in the morning and i get a call to go to work in a few hours time to go diving.
I'm like for real cant you get someone else to do it?
I'm like dude its 4am in the morning and he hangs up on me. I get home laura is pissed i get no action i roll over get a few hours sleep and rock up to work at the dive shop.
They give me one student i'm like WTF
You got me to finish a great night for one student and i miss out on getting laid are you for real.
Everyone else has like 3-4 students and there are 2 other teachers and you give me one so im like what ever lets go.
We end up in phi phi island and we get out there via jet ski's.
I take down some kiwi girl who has dived on the east coast of NZ so i know she is going to be a fish its nice and easy so i don't have to worry about her all too much. The dude that call me up dived near where i was with his students.
My student and i go down do the dive come up and she is on the boat. I was going to catch up with that dude that ended my night because i wanted to bash the shit out of him. Then all of a sudden
everyone is screaming out "Whale" "Whale" "Whale"
I look at him and it turned into a race and hooned out to where the whale is. It was a humpback whale everyone was trying to touch getting photos i just sorta hanged back and thought to myself they have all gone japanese on this whale the poor thing.
I went to touch him and i couldn't touch him there were 2 many people there. The whale started swimming off i was like fuck this i'm on a jet ski i went around to him and as he was swimming away i put my hand out and touched the whale. I then felt the whale and i did a pulse out of my hand and he stopped dead in his tracks. I then soul merged with the whale and as i did it i looked at his left eye and his pupils dilated. 2 souls become one. Wow this was most intense feeling i have ever had in the dreamscape come to me i mean i actually felt it like i was there. The best way to describe it was if you physically touch source and embrace pure white light. It lasted for about 20 mins. At this stage i knew i was dreaming. This was a more then Lucid feeling it was like source telling me congrates you put up with all the bullshit i threw at you in the dream you worked it out now enjoy my reward and don't get me wrong he does this all the time that is what dreams are lessons. You get to the final destination now enjoy the feeling you deserve it. My heart was racing and the dude that told me to come out to work that day was next to me. I was like take a photo dude quick and he tried but he didn't want me to look better then him he didn't want me to get a photo.I hate that jealousy. I grabbed his camera and threw it in the water. lol
I was Lucid so i created a waterfall under his jet ski he lasted about half a second and was out of the picture real quick lol
I let the whale go and he swam off making his whale sound good bye. I then had a news reporter come up to me and was like awesome.
I'm like yeah i know but you know what i did right and he looked at me confused, i merged souls with the whale right i told him how to do the merge then he said don't worry i got a camera we can go get a photo.
I woke up like 5am in the morning and i could not get back to sleep i normally get up b4 lunch this was not going to happen this morning.
BEST DREAM EVER TO DATE!!!
I love Whales.
I would pass up getting any action from any female any night of the year to do what i did lol
Merged souls and i learnt that in Avatar Energy Master. Thanks Michael Monk and Peter Collectiveconsciousness Shelton

I AM DREAMING
So i found myself flying the Millenium falcon sitting next to my brother. I looked at him and i said crank it crank it.
He went downstairs and did the chewbacca thing and we jumped into light speed it was pretty cool.
We come out of it and i pull into the Death star.
There were these four races that were given power and battling over Earth below from the death star. One race was trying to poison the population on the planet. I figured hey if source was letting it happen then let it be. It sounded like a Monsanto thing with the GMO poisoning which is happening to all of us right now. They were all fuckheads so i did something nuts, i wiped them out by sacrificing myself.

I AM DREAMING

I AM DREAMING
NBA season was on it the lock out was happening. I was the owner of the Miami Heat and i knew Dwight howard.
He was making up his mind whether or not he would sign with the chicago bulls as they needed a centre.
I told him to wait until 10 games in and then sign with the Heat.
I was then down at the Miami heat first game of the season and everyone was rusty as always when its the first game.
For some reason a security guard was playing on the court and he was messing it up.
Then shaq walks in the building and i was like your hired done.
I should of said I AM DREAMING as shaq is already retired but it didn't click.
Source always throws little hints to see how alert you are for you 2 work out your in a dream i'm getting better at it.
I was hanging out with Pat riley in the end organising stuff.
It was just a cool bball dream.

I AM DREAMING

I AM DREAMING
I was in Perth at the Burswood casino.
If i bothered to remember it i was probably blazed the night before since it kills your dreams.

That was it and that was all i can remember i didn't write this one down when i should of a few weeks ago because only the other
day guess what i was in the Burswood. I lost $70 on the poker table from chips which my mate had kept like a few years ago.
Some of this stuff is starting to trip me out a little because when im at certain locations in my dreams they come true. Even if it was just one line sentence that i find on my voice recorder.
Im going to go full detox now im over everything. My dreams are more important then what there making out to be.
If i could remember the whole dream i probably would of lost my money at the poker table and not of played poker the other day because i knew i would of lost.

I AM DREAMING

I AM DREAMING
So i was in some supermarket and i saw all these celebrity's they were all dressed up in weird shit. I looked at them and said who gives a fuck.
I got invited back to there house so i was like fuk it ok because i know they tend to have wild party's all the time. I was walking outside around the house.
Next i found i was inside sitting at a table opposite Brad pitt, he looked at me smiled and threw a brick of hash on the table. I should of just smoked but i didn't.
I should of said I AM DREAMING but you can't always get it all the time.

I AM DREAMING

I AM DREAMING
I had a dream about the first I AM or Source and i asked Peter what it is like to feel the I AM source as light it was too much a powerful energy
to feel i must of got 2 excited and i woke up i couldn't get back to sleep as i was buzzing.
It doesn't get more pure then that.
Make the intention of wanting to meet source in the dreamscape and you will be blown away.

I AM DREAMING