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Some people were shooting as if it was Call Of Duty on a rooftop and at the end the person I saw the eyes through jumped off a building without having intended it - He overshot or didn't look where he was going.

September 3: I saw one station wagon go by and later I saw a blue one go by while I stood on the porch and I recall the man driving it was wearing a T shirt and was shaven and had short hair.

Also, There were plants around the porch like there are in waking life.

September 4:

1: Mother's car; I think I was in the car driving with her at the wheel and I think Aunt Bonnie was in the car at one point too. At one point we got off an interstate which was supposed to be near Natrona Heights but the intersections were similar to the place where Rt. 322 meets Rt. 36 near I-80. Somewhere there was mention of Pap being dead. Mother crashed into the front grille of a parked 80s Ford sedan that looked similar to an 80s Caprice Classic and pulled back, Later going on a road similar to Rt. 28 and then later the car crashed and as she was on the ground on dirt in a garden; She was desperately trying to keep a plant alive while rescue workers were around her.

> Untold as of this time. Do I recall it?

> In room with people and products that are detrimental; Some spiritual people said products like "Stay Idiot" were saying "Stay Stupid" and weren't nice. (Edit, 15/Jan/2015: I agree!) Then I saw an Asian man standing with his back to a column but facing the exit door and the employees tried to kill the customers and numbers popped up on some people prior to their deaths. I went to the left side of the room (Left as compared to if you were just walking in) and got behind one employee near a cash register and used him as a shield after I removed the blade from his hand, Then I went out the exit with him. After I let him go by pushing him away with my foot I saw a number pop up on his head as he fell to the ground (Dead, I think) and I told the other people who were leaving and who were ahead of me to run, And there was an explosion behind us and then I saw an older couple in their 50s in their bed and the bearded husband brought a sword out from under the covers. Who goes to bed with a sword under the sheets?

> Talking to Kurt Cobain who was in the dining room; He didn't talk much at first even when talked to. I asked him something then he didn't respond as he wrote something on a piece of paper that might have been on a clipboard. My Father was sitting at the computer and Kurt was closer to the door to the kitchen which is where I stood. I think I became somewhat lucid at this point as I said I realized I was dreaming and Kurt said something in response to that. A bit after that I asked him something "If it's OK with you" and he answered on subject of Nirvana, Saying they weren't all that good and talked about the sincerity of the music. (And quite frankly, I'm not much of a Nirvana fan anymore either! But I did hope to dream of Kurt in the last few weeks prior to this dream.)

> Sewer Shark. I played it twice in this dream but it was not the same as in the video game and one run took seven mintues or was supposed to, And the game was different in the dream than the in-waking-life video game is.

> Near end: Walking at flea market. I awoke to a dream of walking around at the Hazen, PA flea market and my Father was there. I walked ahead a lane and then back to be with my Father, And we then started picking up change as a sedan car was behind him and someone commented on something.

#223 - WILD - 2:26 AM

My body begins to feel odd and I take note. I think I have had insomnia and I am finally getting into the WILD stage. I question weather or not I am deep enough but I fall for the classic mistake of expecting vibrations. I never get them but after a while I notice my legs doing really odd jerking/popping motions. I try to ignore it and just focus on awareness.

After a little longer and a series of random and confused images, I hear my son playing in the other room and the sound of the TV. It sounds like some kids program. Suddenly, my wife calls me to come help her. I suspect this is all not really happening but I am not quite sure. I open my eyes and look at the clock to check the time. It reads: 5:0L. At first I think the alarm should be going off but the "L" really stands out at me. I think I have to be in the dream for sure now.

I get up and go to her, curious what she wants. She is at my son's crib and hands him over to me to change his diaper. I take him out of reflex and I feel a little unsure now if I am really dreaming so I ask, "Are we dreaming? This is a dream right?"
She nods and agrees that this is a dream. I put my son down and say, "Well, I don't want that! His diaper doesn't matter now!" I do a few nose plugs then just to make sure that I am not being an ass in waking life. Satisfied, I turn to the door and tell her, "I'm sorry, but I'm leaving now."
She just smiles, "That's fine."
I stop, "Oh wait come with me!"
She nod's again and I pick my son up and go out the front door not bothering to check if she is coming or not.

I step off the front porch an hover across the yard with my son in my arms. The big Oak tree is a brilliant shade of green in the bright sunlight. I become distracted by a sound coming from the neighbor's house. I feel somewhat restricted holding my son now and decide that he can walk. (He's just now learning in waking life) I set him down and believe that he can walk and keep up with me. He does.

There is a kid next door that used the live at the house on the other side of us. He's messing around in the yard next to a giant dark blue pet carrier. For whatever reason, I smash into it, knocking it over. Then I pick it up and try to throw it on top of the house. It doesn't go very far and I try it several more times. Then I question why I'm even doing this and turn around to go back to my son. I don't see my wife anywhere but my son is tagging along behind me. I try to remember my tasks and after a moment I remember to sing the ABC's. I turn to sing to my son but he has disappeared now. I sing to him anyway hoping he will come back. When I get to "QRS" I pause. I can't remember rest for a moment and have to think really hard. Finally, I blurt out the rest of the song without any problem.

Now the dream is destabilizing a little, so I lay flat on my stomach feeling the sidewalk with my hands. I try to think of the next task but for some reason I think it has something to do with posting a joke on DV about Choline. I reach into my pocket and pull out my phone. There is some white text on a blank black screen that looks like a "tiny url". I try to memorize it to see if it loads an actual web page later but it seems pretty hopeless from the get go. I try to log into DV but my phone just will not work right. I mess with it for a while before I realize this wasn't even a TOTM. Now, I suddenly remember that I wanted to walk up a wall.

I run to my front porch and think of gravity shifting from the ground to the wall as I step onto it like I've done a few times before. When I reach the ceiling I do the same again. Now I am hanging there upside down but the dream goes dark on me again and I wake up.

Last night's dream was a strange one, although it is mostly fragments, my most vivid memory occurs in a basement; or a room which looks like one. There was somebody, perhaps me or a girl(?), who was tripping on morning glory seeds. What was truly bizarre was the discussion we were having. which involved the gorging of eyeballs from their sockets, whilst hallucinating on LSA. I saw the individual with just their bare sockets exposed walking around in an almost zombie-like manner. At the same time, the dream character had eyeballs in their appropriate compartments. Now, this contradiction is chalked up to being a dream fragment but nonetheless, perplexed me to no end.

I only remember the middle of this dream. I am in my parents room on Ali's phone and I look at all her apps. I find a sorority app for a sorority that she used to be in. I open it and look at the events and see that they are having a dinner at an Asian restaurant for some kind of cultural awareness. I find this incredibly stupid so I comment something negative about the sorority. Some girl immediately comments back about how I am a bad person and the leader of the event tells me to contact her first if I have a complaint. Then Niki comes in and sees what I did and starts yelling at me for it in front of mom so I tell her please don't say anything. But Ali hears so I have to tell her and then she says she feels bad for her sorority seniors but doesn't seem to mind all that much. Something else definitely happened in the house after that but I don't remember.

I am jumping back and forth from a video game and a room. awake and asleep as well, so I am just going to focus on the video game fight. The rest is "I got up looked around the room and started playing video games again." Not very good stuff.

I am in a map that looks like super mario sunshine.



There is one freaking boss mech that is blue with a yellow breast plate and back plate and yellow knee caps and elbows. About twice the size of a human (pretty small). I was running in circles fighting him with three other people. I went out of a building and grabbed a plate off of him before he could get to me and I put it on my back. It gives me the ability to move faster, but not quite fly. He leaves and goes to another town that is similar.

definitely woke up here and then sleep.

All of my crew jumps on our glider (like the ones that float around Jabba the Hutt in Return of the Jedi).



We get a map of the city he is going to. Circular like the last one and he seems to just stand in the middle blowing things up, like people and cars. I jump in first using my back half/jetpack to slow myself down right as I attacked him from the sky and grab his front vest. I take off with it and my friends jump in and attack from all sides. They get some good attacks and he gets more aggressive and start hurting a few of a my nakama . I put on the vest and am now able to be about a foot off the ground and go really quickly around (sadly this felt exactly like I fly when I just jump around quickly instead of flying. I start beating the crap out of him with help from my team. The rest of the things he was wearing we started taking off and each of us were putting things on and getting power ups. One girl had a glove and was using to deal huge blows to him. We were all very fast, probably because I am pretty fast and they were all associated in the battle with me.

After we beat him, we went back to the original "super mario sunshine" world and there was another brown mech with black in the same places that the yellow was on the previous blue one. I am flying across. This one is pretty fast, and I am flying around in circles through buildings. I have some sort of gun that shoots fire, I noticed something weird about it and remember that it is a video game. It reminds me of lucid dreams. I get out on top of a building and somehow have a glove as well I fly in a circle and I do a quick burst with the last of my energy and shoot myself towards him. I hit him with my super charged glove. It breaks his hole core and I win. I think, when checking I woke up.

Crazy nap dream...

I kept waking up and going back to the same dream. I was watching a TV show and I wasn't actually part of the dream.

The story was about a group of people who were travelling outer space because Earth had been destroyed. Then, one of the girls got sick. She didn't tell anyone, she went to the doctor. When she came back, she told one of the guys that she was sick forever. Her sickness? She was constantly aroused, especially to "dangerous" guys. In fact, she claimed she could see those guys in blue.

One of the guys, the one she told her "sickness" to was a "bad boy", so he was blue. They kept having those "will they, won't they" moments, but everytime they got close to kissing and more, something would wake me up.

Finally, the group ended up on a planet wheretheywere received very well. They were all happy until the woman who was the leader of the planet told them they'd all be killed cause they had made some people orphans. Then, three people showed up and they said that this group had gone to their planet and killed their families and everybody else.

The girl looked at the guy and they were both blue. Since they knew they were going to be killed, they left the place to (hopefully) get together... I never saw it happening, though, cause I woke up for the last time.

Is it stupid to want them to have a happy ending?

I got super lucky on this one. It was a very long lucid. I went to bed late on the couch, then woke up, went back to sleep. Did that maybe every 2 hours until 10am when I could finally sleep undisturbed for a couple hours.

I drifted off to sleep, and immediately had a dreamlet of me reaching over and checking my phone. I knew I was dreaming because I had just go e to sleep and I did t need to check my phone for anything. I immediately left the bedroom and was greeted by my dog, Daisy. She was super hyper and jumping all over me, and then a second Daisy appeared! They were all over me and I felt I may wake up. So I just relaxed, pet the 2 Daisys, and felt the dream get more stable as I recalled the advanced task. Perfect, I'll just walk up the diningroom wall. I also remembered the ABCs task, so I thought I would just sing it while trying the advanced. I put one foot on the wall, then as I tried to put my other foot on the wall, I fell on my back lol. Like in real life, but I had a tiny moment of hover. I tried this maybe two more times and fell. I did reach the end of the ABC song at least! So anyway, I tried a spot of wall next to an open door, and I used the handle to help me once both feet were on the wall. Then I walked right up, no problem. I got to the ceiling, put one foot on the ceiling, and immediately felt my work flip 90 degrees. I got both feet on the ceiling, and it felt like strong magnets were holding my shoes in place, yet I could take steps with little effort. It was amazing, I felt the blood rush to my head, and my hair was hanging down. I really felt upside down, really cool.

I don't remember how I got down, but I wanted to try walking up the wall again without the doorknob. I thought maybe a run and jump would work, and it did! My feet stuck right on the wall, and I was able to repeat the process, this time in front of the diningroom mirror. I cod see my hair hanging in my face.

Again I don't remember how I got down, but I wanted to try again, this time just walking straight to the wall like it didn't matter. When I did, I fell again. Oh well, run and jump worked at least haha.

Still lucid, I recalled the call a dc task. Should be no problem, since I've done it before in lucids. But never with a cell phone, and that's all I had at the moment. I don't know about y'all, but trying to find contacts on my iphone is hard enough irl, much less dreams, lucid or otherwise. I would find a contact, then the screen would scroll away from it when I tried to click it. After alot of trying and failing, I finally came across "Kevin M." from college. Haven't talked to that boy since like 1994. But I called him and he answered, but he sounded like a drunk Texan, instead of the straight edge Norwegian I remember from college. I asked if this was the same Kevin M that met me in a H4H build in 1994, and he said it was him. I asked why it didn't sound like him anymore, and he said in a thick drawl "Because I turned into a drunk Texan, I hope you don't judge." I said it's all good, I got enough for the task anyway.

The dream was STILL going, but I couldn't for the life of me recall the 4th task. In this moment as I'm typing, I still don't remember it, so no chance. I started probably losing lucidity a bit at this point, but I remember I went to the bedroom and say DC Danny. We didn't speak much, but I was messing with some stuff in a drawer. My finger got stuck on something sharp, and I was like "wtf is this?" And Danny said "it's a fishing lure." So it was. I took the little hook out of my finger, and was admiring the pretty red feather lure attached to it, when I noticed that in the same basket in that drawer, was a couple individually wrapped condoms. I said "I don't think you should keep fishing lures with the condoms baby, seems like a bad idea." I was already kneeling on the floor because this was the bottom drawer, so then I just kinda lay down on my side on the carpet. I could feel that I was about to wake up, and I thought to myself, "Yeah, that's enough for this dream." And I woke up on my side, in the exact same position, in my bed.

NORMAL | DREAMING

So, this is like the 5th time I've come back to Dreamviews after a long break. Can't really remember any dreams recently, other than one...

I was in my tent at reading festival, where I've returned from fairly recently. I think I was really drunk (would make sense ) and I was attempting to get up and out of the tent. It was very dark, must have been about 10pm. Wasn't pitch black - had the kind of nightvision you get from being in the dark for a while. The tent was flooding horrendously, although it didn't seem to be raining. There was about 5 inches of water in some parts! I was trying to drain this out first. I got out of the tent at some point and saw a man behind my tent, but I don't remember this too well.

That's all for now! Leaving to university in just over 2 weeks, so I'll finally have my own private accomodation to practise lucid dreaming, meditation and astral projection without my parents bothering me all the time

Date: September 5, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB (WILD failed)
Total Sleep time: 7 hours

Dream
I was on a bus with several family members, like we were going on a family vacation. I remember us stopping at the beach, but it was not the beach. It was more like just a big area of water. The kids were getting off of the bus to stretch their legs and I remember telling them not to get too close to the water. We boarded the bus again and then everyone started talking about donuts. We found a little old fashion bakery that made a special type of donut. We ordered the donut and waited and waited and waited for what seemed like forever. One of my family members asked me why were we waiting 4 hours for a donut…then I woke up .

The lights in my IRL home won't turn on. None of them will, and I think of the darkness as a danger, which makes me wonder if this is a nightmare. I start to head down the stairs, by floating, head first. Yes, this is definitely a dream. I start to do my light-of-Apollo anti-nightmare trick, which after 2 uses appears to be my go-to way of avoiding nightmares now, but then it occurs to me that while I'm here, I could enjoy some lucid dreaming instead. I decide that there is no ceiling, so that when I look up, I'll see the night sky and be able to float up into it - and then I turn over and am pleased to see that this is so. After I've floated up into the stars, I look down to the house again to put the roof back on, and then, as if it was just a task I'd briefly delayed and had to get to now, I start up the anti-nightmare trick, and wake myself up in the process.

(5:08 am, just half an hour after bed. As I was trying to get back to sleep, it occurred to me - this has happened a few times now, nightmares with this timing and on the theme of darkness - I'm starting to suspect this is the result of trying to sleep before dawn. Possibly on some level I'm aware that it's much darker than when I usually sleep, and my dream interprets that as something wrong. Reliable way of getting lucid, though, so that's not really a problem. Back to sleep.)

Fragment: "Ancient papers, and an age a fraction of that."

I'm discussing an upcoming ball with a young woman I'm acquainted with, leaning against her desk while she goes over the invitation, pointing out the bit where they encourage everyone to dress colorfully, and she, thinking herself quite clever and looking for me to praise her, tells me about the black outfit she's planning, so that she'll stand out in a sea of bright colors, and she asks what I think. I tell her I expect that's exactly what the people throwing the ball are planning themselves, so perhaps take that into account. She reconsiders, and asks what I'll be going with, as she can't picture me in anything but black. I say not at all, my basilisk coat is blue, isn't it? - it's entirely black except for the basilisk design but that's enough, and I think about the feel of that dark blue color, the warmth of that creature's image on my back. As I think about that coat I either am or am referencing The Etched City's Gwynn.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

OUAT's Belle is binding Rumpelstiltskin in a contract without realizing it. She was speaking in metaphors and he's got to abide by them literally. While the two of them were attempting to patch things up between them after a fight, she asked him to pretend she's the mistress and he the servant in their deal. He, sitting on the side of her bed, is thinking that they've done this before, thinking of a particular scene in which Julia was a princess and I was her servant, and how utterly beyond my reach she'd been then. (A scene from a dream I had years ago, accurately remembered as far as it goes, though he left out the unflattering parts.) He's been silent too long, and when Belle says something, he jumps up and makes a game out of it, addressing her as milady, going to her window and throwing the curtains open, asking what she'd like for her meal. And although she didn't at all mean that he should literally treat her as his mistress, only that she wanted him to think about things from her perspective for a moment, she's not surprised by the game and she takes it as a sign that all's well between them again, so she gets up to make breakfast herself.

As she leaves the room, she finds a strange object in a corner of the hall - a statue of a unicorn that she hadn't noticed before, with what looks like a real horn. She knows Rumpelstiltskin's been after such horns, so she's wondering why he leaves one just lying around here - unless this is what he makes out of them. She thinks it's odd, and goes on about her chores, when she finds another one, smaller, in a window sill. She knows that wasn't there before, and she calls to Rumpelstiltskin, and turns to see that he's already found the first one, and is looking at it with obvious displeasure. This is something that shouldn't be in the castle.

(Woke up. That last one was almost certainly influenced by watching Legend the other day.)

Thursday 9/5/13

Last night bed 1:30am - 8:30am

I believe this dream was influenced by episode of jeff lewis interior therapy I watched on sunday, about a gay couple that was together for 5 years and one girl really wanted to get married? And by my IRC convo with OB last night.

DR 8:30am

There are two girls and they are good friends. One of them asks me to marry her. I like her, but I kinda love her friend. So I figure, I could do that and be closer to the one I love, while still kinda loving the one who proposed to me as well.

All kinds of emotions go through me. I wonder if my parents will be still alive when I tell them, or should I tell them now, knowing that they will be happy to hear that I got married. I'm not worried about them not accepting my gay marriage. I know it's my life, and although I never in million years thought this would happen to me, and I'm surprised that it did, I'm ok with it.

Now I hear, that next step is for me to get a "equipment removal" surgery. I'm thinking, well, I'm not really using it anyway, It just hangs there, I don't really see a good reason to remove it. But I go to see a nurse and she writes doctor's schedule on a blackboard. Next few days he is teaching, and in his office, and then he is on duty in the hospital. I'm surprised she told me maybe only one week's worth of schedule, because it seems too fast to me to decide and have the surgery.

Next all 3 of us are in the bathroom. One is doing her nails, another one is asking me to hand her something, and I'm like "whoa, this girly stuff is so not me". It's so new to me. I can't say I'm enjoying it, but I'm excited to see where it takes me. And perhaps I'm willing to make some changes to accomodate my new life.

In the recent past, I have had maybe 5 dreams about getting married. They were all "wth, how did I agree to this bs"? This was the first one, when I was ok, or even happy about it. But still, enough of these marriage dreams. I get the point. Now give me some weapon, ammo, and let me lead insurgents, or be chased by police.

At the very top of an apartment building there is a duplex, with a rooftop lawn we share. I live in one, Michael Keaton lives in the other.

In the middle of the night, he is always up late working on things. Researching something. I catch glimpes of him in a chair or at a desk from the lawn. We do not speak. We make no contact of any kind. His office is filled with pitchers of his family but he lives alone.

One night there is a knock at the door, I open it to find a bunch of young punk looking kids dressed in all black. They want me out of the apartment. I told them no, they laughed. They looked like teenagers who would play vampire the masquarade. Because they are all actually vampires. (dream sign!!)

They set up shop in my place to keep an eye on Michael Keaton. Their leader seems obsessed with him, and knowing what he's researching. The others don't care about that. There is a power struggle going on in the group.

One evening, Michael Keaton travels for the night, and the vampire leader is able to sneak over into his home and snoop around. He finds two very interesting hidden rooms full of treasure and collections of books. All of it seems very important and cool. When he goes back to my apartment the others demand they kill the vampire hunter on the spot (I assume Michael Keaton.)

The leader tells them no, he is important. He's working on uncovering the King vampire. The other teenagers rebel and kill their leader and then kill Michael Keaton when he returns home. It's a nasty blood bath.

I read in the paper that there is an estate sale in the other half of my old duplex and I go to see what I had been missing since being forcably removed from my home.

His apartment was a shine to his family that had been murdered by the undead. For some reason a bunch of little shop keepers had set up in the secret rooms and were selling everything like it was a flee market. It made me very sad. All of the really cool books and treasure were gone. Sold to someone who wouldn't understand the importance of it. As I'm deciding if I should buy something or not, I over hear a conversation between merchants. One of them said "you know they didn't find a body."

- queue music -

Wednesday, 9/4/13

Last night, bed at11:30

DR 12:58
someone posting as alt

DR 8:50am
I'm in a wide, square shaped highrise building. It's bright inside. The center of the building has an open area, and opened corridors are on the sides around it. There is also an elevator on the side.

I'm and FBI agent, complete with the dark blue windbraker with big yellow letters on the back. Me and 3 other agents are chasing and apprehending a serial killer. We know he is dangerous and I can feel the tension in the air. We have him handcuffed but the elevator and as the door openes, we debate how to safely put him in and transport him, when he somehow gets away.

Now I'm in the opposite hallway, 1-2 stories below where I was before. I'm talking to 2 girls. I feel like one of them is importants. A 7 year old, cute girl, with freckles around her nose, is fidgeting and dancing around and making faces while we speak. I feel like I have to protect her from that killer, because in the future, she will be crucial for something good. I also feel that I'm no longer in same time as I was before.

I smile at her while we speak, and she is happy and I'm also happy. I know I can't tell her why I'm there. We also say some names and I repeat that to remember it.

In (elementary school) class, I’m sitting at a desk at the front of the room. We’re assigned a project where we have to make a music video based on a topic the teacher gives. I write down ideas on a slip of paper, but see that Nikki (5th? grade classmate), sitting to my right, keeps glancing at it. I ponder songs I could use for it - it needs to be perfect.

The paper is sitting in the top right corner and Nikki has it. I get really upset, because Nikki stole my idea. I leave the room in tears?

I wade my way through the crowd in a mall. Miss S., the teacher (from 3rd grade), is trying to find me?

-Sitting at a table with her and her friends, they’re younger.

I’m outside on my Asian friend’s porch (in the dream only). There are two pianos standing together. I move the front (wood?) one forward and say something about how I miss it (playing), and press the keys of the big, but thin, black piano. My friend starts pressing them too and we just play it for a bit, no particular song. The notes are a bit quiet but it sounds nice.

-Something about rice.

-Going to stay the night again(?) if it’s okay with her family.

-Impressions of other dreams.

Inspiration: The topic for the project was something to do with the book I’m reading (The Book of Earth/Dragon Quartet #1) but I can’t quite remember what. I was getting really worked up reading it last night because it has so much injustice and sexism in that world. :/