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Well its 4.14 am in the morning and i decided to get up after a dream and write this one down its a little important.
I guess you can say i was on a roller coster ride and i had a old mate who turned into a big enemy of mine try to come after me.
We were on the roller coster and he was trailing me i jumped off and hid under the track and waited for him to go past
Don't ask me how another cart can go past one i was just on.
i guess i think i made him think i was dead or i had bailed and gone.
It seemed i was was off running and something made me turn around and roar like a bear at him it was as if i had come out of the dark or lurking in the
dark.
I had turned the dream around from being hunted to the hunter.
So close to standing up to my fear so close and i woke up. i will take small steps in dreams any night of the week.
My stomach is killing me no food its having a weird effect on me.
Gonna try go back to sleep and go on the Lurk again i got school in the morning.

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Ok So i'm in my first day of fasting of starving myself let the fun begin lol
I had about 3 dreams last night the one that was the most vivid was me back in the day playing basketball shooting hoops down at my old stadium just going
through the motions of how a basketball player warms up. Weird thing was there were 2 soccer playing friends from when i was like around 10 years old
something i have not thought about for a long time, they were there shooting hoops.
Second dream was dale showing me how to make Lemurian Headbands which was pretty cool.
I can't remember how to make the 3rd dream.

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Ok so i had a few dreams the first one was about working on an oil well with some other senior learning the ropes on how to
pump oil.
The second Dream i think i was a lawyer trying to solve a murder, there was another dream but i forgot it... i had short dreams last night.
i still remind myself everyday "i'm Dreaming"
So i will get there, at least i'm having dreams before i had a very bad sleeping pill addiction it seems i go too sleep now not too hard which is a good thing. Still waiting to wake up in my dreams, i did wake up and i forced myself back to sleep after the oil dream
trying to get myself to forcefully to wake up in the dream it didn't work.

I think i might set my alarm to 3am so i jump out of bed and stand up in my bed to try and get me in the mode of jumping out of my body... we see.

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Well i should be writing down my past dreams but i have been having some bad ones, i went back to the space cake to stop the
dreams but it didn't matter and didn't stop them... this shaman tea makes them come out more wilder lol
Its like im having a stand off with my fear in dreams and as soon as i realise i can control my dreams and i stop running will
probably be the day that i wake up in my dreams.

From the past few days i didn't really want to remember them, but heck i will write one down anyway.
I already forgot last nights dream but i remember one from a few nights ago.

It was back when i was working for the old man and his right hand man tried to get me kicked out of the business.
I just remember pulling out a gun and sticking it in his face but i didn't pull the trigger i just laughed i win.

Thats all i remember.

I got to bed pretty late last night, but I still remembered a dream. Perhaps the start of school somewhat inspired this dream. School

I'm at school, but it's in the middle of the forest. My friends are there from waking life. I had to go meet some teachers, and do some stuff.

First dream i think i was a vampire not cool but i was on a war path of blood sucking so at least i wasn't running away from fear.
I feel like the day that i stop running and turn around and face my fears something big will happen.
Im trying to drill it in my head every morning when i wake up why they hell did i run away for?
Its kinda like out of the movie "The Matrix" where neo stops running and turns around to fight.
There all like what is he doing, "Hes starting to believe" He believes he can control the situation so he stops running to do something about it.
I need to incorporate it into my dreams.

Anyway i woke up then back to sleep had a second dream i had a pet lion and i was feeding him vegetarian food. This might of had something to do with me living in Phuket and when i nearly built a house and got a pet tiger i had it all sorted and lined up.
Also i think i showed my grandfather that if he only feed his dogs vegetarian food they would of raced quicker and lived longer.
So at least i finished off with a good dream.

Me and my mate have both noticed a mass increase in dreams since we started drinking the shaman tea big increase.

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Well my dreams have been getting wild of late. I guess i induced it with the shaman tea that i have been drinking.
As long as i don't smoke weed or eat space cake during the day my dreams are off the hook.
Weed drains your physic ability to dream.

I spoke with a mate of mine asking if it was ok to meet big foot or the forrest man apparently they were listening into the
conversation and so they sent me a dream to see how i would react in an encounter with them.
I dreamed i was in a forrest i was holding a big bunch of banana's and i knew they had me surrounded.
I pretty much just asked them please don't eat me have a banana instead LOL
Well it seemed to have worked because i didn't impose a threat on them or try to show violence towards them or want to kill them.
I'm hoping to catch up with them when i go to Lao it will be interesting to hang with them in the forrest my mate does it all the
time.

My second last dream i rolled a casino with a pack of strippers playing cards that was fun until the casino caught on and tried to
hunt us down and kill us. Still trying to break alot of my old bad habits i guess.

My last dream i was trying to get onboard a UFO ship with Zorra from Hollow Earth. The gathering was happening
then i had the military come after us.
I swear to god i'm waiting to wake up in my dreams and i'm waiting for the day when i finally realise i have all the power and i can turn around and
tell the darkness enough is enough you can't scare me. Once i learn how to drop the fear then i know i will have won.

I need to get a Mp3 recorder.

I Am Dreaming
I Am Dreaming
I Am Dreaming
I Am Dreaming

Trying to remember to say that during the day so i can maybe one day wake up in my dreams. Fingers crossed
I need to start to ask my spirit guides to help me more.

If though this dream was months ago i'm completely against Aliens they are nothing more then what we call a side show distraction.

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Don't remember much at all now, but there was a part where I was in the area between the outside front door and the inside front door at the middle school I used to go to, except the place was much bigger. Outside and inside there were many deer, mostly does. I warn people not to be rambunctious around them, especially the bucks, since even deer can be dangerous when threatened. At some point Spock was with me for a short time, but I'm not sure if it was then or some other time.

Later, I'm in a rain forest-type area, and smeagol is being very possessive of an oblong coconut, but I want the coconut, so I take it and convince him to instead focus on a large, oblong mango.

(This is from September 1.)

I decided to go shopping at a new grocery store, but the front door was closed, so I took a shopping cart and went in through the cart area where they have those big plastic flaps employees push carts through. The first thing I saw was a big display with lots of holiday candy, mostly Christmas and Valentine's Day candies, then I passed through this huge open section that was almost the size of a regular grocery store itself. It was nothing but meat, lots of different kinds of meat, different cuts and stuff, all piled up on counters all the way around the walls. Some of the meat piles were almost as high as me. I remember being both fascinated and creeped out at the same time.

I was debating on taking a plane ride to Indiana. The people I was going with were taking the plane, but I determined that it was only 200 miles away, and that I might beat them there if I take my car since they'd have to wait for the plane and all. When I got there, I walked out onto a long wooden walkway that snaked around a building and jutted out over a big waterfall and some dangerous rapids. Also on the walkway was a little girl who stood with a creepy old man, and I remember thinking the guy was totally a pedophile but the girl seemed okay so I ignored him. I talked to the girl about some things and she giggled a lot, but later I found out the girl had died and most likely was killed, and I just knew it was that creepy old guy's fault. I slipped and fell down on the walkway, and when I looked up I saw a huge spider in a web on my left and a huge yellow butterfly on my right. I was almost too terrified to move because I didn't want to upset either of the bugs but someone I slowly got to my feet and went into the building the walkway was attached to. Inside was a long hallway and lots of different rooms, and they were labelled based on what was taking place inside of the room, like for instance one was labelled SAT Room and people were taking the SAT test in there. I went into a room with a haircut label and the lady there said I had to get my hair cut if I wanted to be a part of their building. So I sat down and she cut my hair, but I kept hearing her say "Oops!" and I was upset that my hair would look crappy.

I had a lucid dream that began with me standing in the dining room of a house. It was decorated very southern and was quaint. Nothing was really happening except me standing there, so it gave me time to think about where I was, and I didn't know. So I performed a reality check, the palm test, but it failed and my finger did not go through my palm. Still it felt like something wasn't right, so I did another reality check by holding my nose and trying to breathe through it anyway. It worked, and I was still able to breath, and that's when I realized I was dreaming! As soon as I became lucid, the scene started to fizzle out, like an old TV screen when you hit the antenna, so I rubbed my hands together and spun around a few times and the scene restablized. At that point, I was super excited because it's rare that I have complete control of my actions in a lucid dream, and I immediately go to the front door of the house and try to open it. However, when I opened it, there was another door behind it, and another, and another, and it was just endless doors all the way. So I went to try a closet door and it also gave me nothing but endless doors. I was really annoyed at this turn of events because I didn't want to be stuck in a quaint country house when I could go out and do fun lucid things, so I stared really hard at the front door and willed all my concentration on it. I had a vision of myself opening the door and emerging on the other side in a heavenly realm as nothing but pure light energy, so I took that as a sign to try opening the door. Sure enough, the door opened, but just to the front porch rather than the nice Heaven I'd envisioned. Out on the porch I was overlooking an old farmer's field covered in snow, with a few trees growing here and there. It looked a bit like the backyard of my grandmother's trailer. I got really excited again and jumped off the porch, intending to fly away, but instead of flying I drifted to the ground like a leaf. Another failure! I lay there, face down in the snow, concentrating on willing myself airborne, and after about a minute or so I began to hover about an inch off the ground. I continued hovering, kind of wobbling precariously in various directions like that American flying saucer prototype in that one old video, but the dream fell apart before I could really get my flight aspirations going.

Sleeping schedule, where are you. First dream was fairly long.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was apparently at school and there was some kind of test going on about which i didn't cared. Then there was something about languages and the fact that i have used english everywhere, then i was talking to some people and there was something about some small red mech things. After that i was wandering around through some other rooms.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some multiplayer platformer with some people and we were going through some metallic place full of traps and fighting some robot things. We had jetpacks and at some point there was something about falling down invisible stairs.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was browsing some illustrated forum game and then joining it, there were three other players and we were entering some building owned by some organization and then our team had to split up a few times and three of us had to fight some humanoid robots and one of them was one of organization's leaders. The fights were done like in RtD and we had lots of potions.

Dream 4:

I was playing some game that was made around shmup creation and it was multiplayer. At first i was trying to figure out how to make stuff and there was some coding involved and i have created some simple boss fight. I've been looking through some other creations and fought some grey spaceship-style boss, and then later i joined someone and she decided to show me some other creation which apparently was 3D boss fight. It was kinda chase, spaceship-like playership vs tank-like boss, on the road. At first tank spammed waves of weak enemies in lines while i had to get close enough to be able to attack him, they died in one hid but there were hordes of them and they all flied parallel. Soon second phase started where tank attacked with aimed shots from his cannon and was speeding around trying to ram my ship, at which he almost succeeded at one point, but as i was shooting him the phase went down quickly. Third phase he fired his main cannon which was some kind of huge homing laser, but i point-blank'ed it after it fired and destroyed the phase in seconds.

(This is from August 31.)

I was running through the mall, chasing after someone. I passed a big candy store, and ran through the food court. At the end of the food court was a second, smaller candy store and I went inside. Amy was there working behind the counter, and another friend I can't remember was also there buying candy. She was buying lots of chocolate, so I bought some peanut butter cups and then we both shared our candy with each other.

Something was wiggling around in my jeans pocket and I realized it was a big scary cicada. I ran around screaming but everyone else was also too afraid to get the cicada out of my pocket for me, so I ran into the bedroom closet to take off the pants. I thought if I held the pocket shut while I took them off and then ran out and shut the closet door quickly, the cicada wouldn't fly at me. So I ran into the bedroom but it was raining in there, so I grabbed a stuffed teddy bear and put it on my head to keep from getting rained on, and luckily it wasn't raining inside the closet. I took off the pants and ran out the closet and then out of my apartment, but I'd forgotten to close the closet door so I knew the cicada was waiting in there for me. Then this weird creeper guy walked up to my apartment door and stared at me funny, and I realized I was naked from the waist down which was obviously uncomfortable so I ran away. Apparently we were all about to go on vacation because I had stuff packed in boxes elsewhere, so I ran to the boxes to find pants. The boxes were in some kind of airport or bus station that I was running through, and I remember running past lots of benches and a huge cat scratching post that was shaped like a pirate ship. When I was putting new pants on, I noticed two big ticks on my leg, so I grabbed them and threw them in the car thinking that the heat in the car would kill them for me. Jenny was upset and demanded I go back into the apartment to get some toys she forgot to pack. So I went back, but I remember going inside and seeing the cicada on the wall and then running back out scared.

(This is from August 30.)

It was my first day in prison, I'm not sure why I was there though. The prison cells were the old-fashioned cages with metal bars, it was very depressing. In the cell next to mine was a little girl who was covered in dirt and would lay on her bed and cry on the phone to her older brother. She'd always talk about how dirty she was and how they wouldn't let her shower or eat. It turned out that she was framed by her older brother because he didn't want to go to jail, but she didn't know that and would cry to him. He'd always feel guilty about it every time she called, but not enough to turn himself in. In the cell next to the girl's, was an old woman who'd been in jail for decades. She was hopeful she would get out soon, but one night she overheard the little girl talking on the phone, saying "I don't want to be stuck in here forever like them!" and the girl pointed to her. She got really upset and lost hope she would ever be let out after hearing that. Late at night, I went out into the prison yard and saw two shadowy figures on the other side run into a building. I followed them inside, and saw them both, two prisoners, laying on a big comfy bed and watching Doctor Who on a TV. They were annoyed that I'd followed them, but they couldn't make me leave because technically none of us were supposed to be out that late. I laid on the edge of the bed and watched Doctor Who, and they kept grumbling and pushing me because I couldn't stop moving around. Later on, a guard came and escorted us to a big room with desks, and said it was time for an exam. I didn't know what he was talking about because I was new, but I saw everyone pull out half-finished puzzles and start putting them together. So I looked through the shelves and found an abandoned half-finished puzzle and sat down, but the puzzle pieces were super sticky and kept sticking to my fingers, so I wasn't able to finish it in the time limit.

I'm evacuating a place where True Blood's Eric and Bill had been staying; Bill's already gone, but Eric's chained to a chair, and I have no intention of freeing him. I'm going to carry him out in the chair. Despite this, I have nothing against him, and I'm asking him if he wants me to bring any of the belongings he's kept in these rooms. I'm kneeling in front of the chair as I speak to him, and I say that I may need him to carry something of Bill's in exchange, to which he consents. Aside from 2 belongings which needed no discussion, he says he doesn't need anything else. It seems a shame, the rooms are full of things he's collected over his lifetime. I pick up a sword he has on display with a hilt that looks like carved ivory or bone, and I say sure, you may not need anything else, but it's better if it can come, isn't it? I put it on the chair with him.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

Fragment: a mention of Louis, a king.

I've heard about a gathering of people I'm thinking of as 'the British' tonight - there's a connotation of a specific politically subversive group in my mind - and I intend to arrange a meeting with the queen, although I'm not as close to her in this reality as I have been in past iterations; I've spent too much time focusing on other contacts this time through. I sit down beside the queen at her mirror. Her daughter, Antoinette, is here as well, standing by the window; she's beautiful but spoiled, self-centered. That's largely my fault - in other versions of this reality I'd devoted more time to her and she'd developed into a very sweet girl. This time around, we're not particularly close, and she notes only that she owes her name to me. In French, I ask the queen her plans for this evening after the party. I don't speak to her in a particularly deferential manner. She seems wary, suspicious, but I think I have enough influence with her to pull this off.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

I need to kill a giant snake, but I can't find a weapon. Finally, a woman produces a long knife and beheads the snake herself. But I tell her that it's still alive, you need to destroy the brain, otherwise beheading it is just slow death by suffocation, it's cruel. I point to its eyes, which are still moving; I tell her it's suffering. She doesn't care. It's harmless now, that's all she cared about. I can't believe this. But I do my best to put it out of its misery without a weapon, until finally its eyes stop moving and its skull is crushed. I pick up head and body and carry them outside.

When I reach the door, the storyline changes - at first I was still aware I was carrying something and needed to get rid of it, but I forgot about it quickly and so the snake disappeared. I was distracted by the sight of colorful glowing orbs floating down the river, just through the trees. There's a festival going on all this week, and tonight is the children's celebration. I walk past the women handing out colored orbs for the children to light candles inside and carry down to the water, and as I walk I see a couple kids carrying their lights the wrong way, down to the sea instead of the launching place at the river. Some adults are trying to point them the right way, but the oldest kid says something about their father's ship out at sea.

I was pretty confused last night. When my WILD alarm went off, I could've sworn that I was already awake and that I hadn't slept at all. I shrugged it off and attemted a WILD/FILD, but I failed and ended up dreaming about spiders again. FML. I guess hordes of spiders is a new dream sign, lol.

I start school tomorrow. What does this mean for my lucid dreaming efforts? Now that I have an actual reason to get up in the morning, I'll be able to establish a regular sleeping schedule and better understand my sleeping patterns. This should make the whole process a hell of a lot easier.

It is definitely time for me to start DJing every day! My recall went down to only two full dreams last night. Only six hours of sleep, but still needs help.

I have like a half fragment that reminds me of speed racer. the building that the "huge corporation" owned. I think that it might have been part of the first dream, or a different dream all together where my idea of vilians comes from in the second dream, I hope that makes sense. If it doesn't make sense to you, it does to me.

I am in a huge warehouse that has red rustic walls. The ground is about 50 feet below me and I am standing on a small platform with a small rail. There is no way to get up or down. I have three DCs around me of my brother-in-laws and my sister. I realize somehow that I am dreaming and don't think about RCing or anything, but I want to get down from the place I was at. All three DCs just jump off and fly away. I don't even thin about it (like I still have to do) and I go across to the other platform that has a door. I go through the door and talk to some kids. I lose lucidity when talking to them and don't remember the rest of the dream.

I wake up at 6 like I always do, but I knew my alarm was set for later today because I had such a long night.

I am with the same three DCs, but my wife is with me this time as well The idea of going back and flying again sounds intriguing, so I tell them that there was a couple kids in our secret lair and that we should get them out of there because they are acting link villains. They took this "villain" thing seriously and they all summoned different clothes onto themselves. I did the same, donning the "superman" outfit first because of the flying I knew we would be doing, but changed because someone else had it on. I was a blank slate superhero now. I don't really like superman anyways. I teleported into the building and we were on the platform with the door. Underneath the platform without the door, there was a opening like you see in the Deathstar when Luke is running from stormtroopers, white hallway behind it and everything. I jump off first and everyone else flies ahead of me. I am flying at "leisurely pace" and cannot seem to speed up. I forget about the kids and start flying back and forth. learning how to gain speed. It takes me about five minutes to get to a speed that I could actually swoop in cool looking. I got back on the platform and just jump off, letting myself fall for a bit and then flying around the room. still gaining speed, but still not as fast as I want it to be.