So, I decided to embark on a journey through the realm of dreams As of tonight I haven't had much time to contemplate LD or practice RCs but I will definitely be mindful as I prepare for slumber, tomorrow morning I will make my first real DJ post Also I'm going to drink some apple juice before I sleep tonight, I hear it makes dreams more vivid.
Dream 1(fragments): Was playing some multiplayer game that kinda looked like minecraft and i had to fight other players on rather small weird shaped island over the void. Weapons were various and not related to minecraft though. Dream 2: I was in the futuristic city and i've discovered that i had some special abilities that everyone described as 'reality hacking' but i couldn't control them well yet, police and government started chasing me so i had to retreat. Some other person with abilities have found me, he had transformation abilities and he used them to scare the chasers off. We started talking about something and in the end he said that we need to move to different city to find someone else important. Soon we exited the city and were traveling through forests, i figured out some of my abilities and with one of them i could make myself really huge. Then in the another city we were infiltrating a building which presumable was the location of who we were searching for. The building itself was pretty old and it literally barely standed, we have used abilities to clear the place from any forces that were searching for us, though the dude went a bit overboard transforming into some sort of red T-Rex thing making it much more noisy that we planned. When we were done we entered the building, i heard some weird 'announcer' voice and asked dude about it since he also heard it, he said that it's something that only people with those abilities can hear and that their team uses it for some messages. We have progressed through a few rooms full of tech stuff and decided to split up. Soon i've found a group of some people that were guarding the place and decided to fool around with them since they didn"t really knew that i had abilities. Soon i've found who we were searching for in one of the rooms, she was a child and she didn't really knew why those people were holding her here. I've convinced her to try getting out of here as most of the guards were busy in one of the rooms, and she did. I"ve searched for dude but accidentally got back into the room of guards, this time they knew who i am so i ended up striking building's weakpoint to collapse this part of it onto them, almost ended up in some kind of pit beyond the walls and rubble but i could fly with wings and i got out using them. Back in the other part of building i've found that reinforcements have arrived on our side in form of two more people with abilities, one of them could make technological objects 'alive' by channeling some colored energy into them and they were talking and stuff, we have found some info that way. Dude from earlier was here too, and together, not forgetting the child, we went out of the city back into forest. There we met up with two more people, a man with ridiculous hair and a woman, they had abilities too and apparently were very powerful and kind of 'leaders'. We all started discussing various stuff and planning something via world map.
Last night I was able to control another dream. This is the third Dream in the last 4 nights. There will be more detail.
non lucid dream: last night I dreamed that I was sitting at home and watching TV late at night. and so Suddenly out of the window stood the man I have feared and wanted to have a dream I'm talking about "Micheal Myers" and I have dreamed about him before, but they were a while ago I dreamed about him. I've wanted to kill him in a dream how cool it would have been. but any case, he stood there staring at me o. and I was quite scared and ran away to the door and I opened it. but there stood the legendary boogeyman and raised his arm but his large bloody kitchen knife and stabbed me in the chest and I fall to the floor and I wake up pretty quickly sweaty. go to the bathroom and look at myself and crying to me next time and I'll take you Micheal. I'm a fan of the movies "Halloween" so watching them pretty much
Took a nap this afternoon and I have one fragment and one dream. The fragment, I was in this old house and there were zombies there. The were slow, dumb and... boring, really. There was a competition going on, people were setting up pranks for the zombies and there was a woman who graded the pranks and gave them advice. I remember some pink jelly thing being used a lot. The dream... I was in this really weird place. People were fixing up the place (it also looked like an old house, but it was really big, almost like a block with two or three old houses) for Cory Monteith's tribute. As I was walking around, people from the Glee cast were painting everything in black, it was all very dark. After a while, they had missions, they all had to be at specific places for a huge performance. Interestingly enough, even though they were the Glee cast, they were not. They were random people that my mind decided to have as Glee people. Anyway, then I found Matt Morrison and Jane Lynch, but as Will Schuester and Sue Sylvester. I guess at this point, I was not watching the Glee cast do something, I was just watching Glee. There were two boys sitting at a table and they were saying they couldn't participate in the Finn tribute (yes, it changed from Cory to Finn, so I guess I was definitely in TV land by this point) and they started vomiting, it looked like black paint. Sue told them that their punishment for not being able to participate was to kill themselves. She gave one of them a gun and he shot himself. She took it and gave it to the other guy. The other guy said he wouldn't kill himself and that she couldn't make him do it because they were family. At this moment, I punched him, even though I had been just watching. Will got up and told us we had to calm down. I took the gun and tried to shoot the guy, but the gun wasn't working. I started taking it down to put everything back together again. As I finished, I was in training for something. A guy was telling me I had to be careful and learn how to shoot well, because sometimes we only had one chance to shoot. There was a lot of stuff to wear too. Then I woke up... and wow, I had not noticed how dark the dream had been...
I was online and seeingt hat there was event at a resturant that some of my friends were going so I decided to go and surprise them. So then I got in my car and headed to applebees I believe it was to see the group of 40 I usually hangout with. When I enter the door it seemed like a game option I had 5 choices to enter a different tyoe of scenary sort of say because each door had a different scripting which was mad weird but not sure why I didnt question it which I am still working on. After choosing a door I went inside the resturant and saw a table like 5 tables long like usual where all my friends take over a resturant and saw the first person which was Cynthia on the edge and Mirsa sitting right next to her to her right. I also remember seeing one of my other friends Ernesto walking towards me like if he was going to another section of the restaurant and we have each other a bro hug. After that I remember seeing Mirsa on the other side of the table to Cynthias left side asking for her purse on the first chair which she had left it on most likely because thats where Frank was sitting and he was in the bath room or something or talking about cars outside. So I gave Mirsa her purse and then I sat down and she appeared on my right again asking me "so where have you been" or maybe Cynthia asked me not sure. Then I just remembered I started tearing a bit because I felt the brotherly love I hadnt felt in such a long time and everything was saying "awwww". At this point I remember that Chris was coming in with his family coming from Kingdom Hall I believe since they were in there suit in ties and I heard him screaming "And theres Frank" and I got up and saw him and everybody started clapping and cheering so hard and gave him the hardest bro hug ever because its been quite a while since I actually seen him in real life. After that I remember everybody was leaving the restaurant and going home and Chris and his family stayed there and other people where going to another restaurant I believe it was Olive Garden which I said I was bouncing to. I then remember saying bye to Frank and then he was in the car and screamed out "And dont forget to text me" then I laughed and walked away to my car with a half eaten pizza box that I strangely remembered that it taste really good.
PSoH setting, following Leon. He puts out messages searching for D. Meets up with fellow 'searchers' - for various things - some of them more useful, or sane, than others. He's sleeping with one of them, and at the moment sitting up in bed next to her, saying "don't look at me." A boy who leaves something broken with friends or family and is surprised to find they've fixed it when he returns, he hadn't asked them to do that. A wrong turn leads to a dirt road, and then to a moss-covered graveyard, where I get out to walk. My IRL sister L. and I find ourselves stuck with a tour group.
9/12 I feel motivated to try to do a proper WBTB on a weekday and besides I got to bed by 1030 and incubategirlfriday. Wake 12-something decide too early to pee- back to sleep. 415am dream DV forum related...thinking about my DJ and my task entry cape vs other term that would have been clearer & transport vs teleport. WBTB incubategirlfriday again, different scenario then SSILD FA DILD white wall blocking my hall@home where it should not be. Boom I realize it is a dream but I don't remember how much I did but I'm pretty sure I didn't go out of the house my recall could be much better lately. I find myself back in bed and I attempt a DEILD and feel some vibrations but either wake up or enter a dream without awareness or forgot. I find myself back in bed again and this time I'm able to successfully DEILD and this time with the vibrations I decide 2 start thinking of where I want to end up and I thought the beach would be nice and that's where I was. Nude beach apparently I was there with several women and we were all nude. The beach did not look familiar it had short run up to the water and the water was fairly calm but it was obviously the ocean. It felt like somewhere far away. It was daytime and it was beautiful and the nod beautiful blue. Eventually I find myself back in bed and successfully chained together another DEILD. I think I lose awareness for a little bit and I am inside a house that I do not recognize. It feels like the house is out in the country. I hear the doorbell ring and I go outside. Outside is a big tree. I don't see anyone but I walk up to see if someone is behind the big tree and there is a boy looking at me curiously and this for some reason brings back up my lucidity. I wonder if he represents a younger me. I decide to show him what I can do and I fly up into the sky and then back down and land on the ground and I say check this out... I fly up and around the planet a few times and I wonder can he even see me and I fly back down and land right where I left off somehow. I shoot up again and fly around the planet multiple times I'm not sure if I land again before waking up finally for the day. No Girl Friday though.
Updated 09-12-2013 at 04:22 PM by 61674 (add color & clarify)
Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps. Pretty low awareness in this second lucid. Dream 1(fragments): I am at home in one of rooms and i randomly start flying with my wings which makes me realize that i am dreaming, i notice some family members waiting for something sitting near the table. I recall my goals and about to do them but i wake up. Dream 2(fragments): I was in my room there were some mechanisms, then there was some story about some snowy town full of mechanisms. Then all mechanisms explode and i am randomly back at home, i realize that i am dreaming, but still following some kind of dream plot i blame what happened to the town on a sconce in the corner, i jump towards it and start clawing it apart, then i feel my wings and shortly dream fades out and i wake up. Dream 3(fragments): Was watching some kind of top-down RPG play and there was some quest and item collection.
Morning of September 12, 2013. Thursday. I am living in an area that seems to be right near a larger parking lot (to the north), almost as if my family and I live in a shopping mall or at least a one-storey house of such a size. It seems fairly late at night. A few cars are in the parking lot, but only one car has people near it. A man (Giovanni Favia?) and woman with a younger daughter (who changes, alternating in ages a few times, even being a baby at one point but as old as thirteen or fourteen at another point) are in the middle area of the parking lot. The family is Italian. Overall, this dream offers a different scenario than usual even though I have dreamt of healing light emanating from my fingers or hands before. I have several Italian and Latino cousins and in-laws but I do not feel a stronger of family connection or personal “cause” of any kind in my dream. There is no emotion other than wondering what the real (full) story is. People are always doing things and engaging in beliefs and conflicts I have absolutely no clue about; I am mostly passive in this dream for some reason. It turns out that everyone is dividing into groups - not based directly or entirely on race or culture, but seemingly more in an ongoing situational way. Still, I seem (by situation only) related to them somehow, so I choose to go with them (although I do not actually see anyone else around or anything threatening even though the family seems somewhat frightened of something), as we all supposedly need to go somewhere. This may possibly be related to a natural disaster or some sort of fighting in one region - it is not clear. I will probably have a lot of family members I would eventually be an “enemy” of during these times, but that is not the main issue or theme. Soon, we are riding with the family heading west, but it now seems to be daytime (the ol’ “Ed Wood” style of dreaming, continuity never a concern). It seems we almost run over a male teenager who had fallen off a bicycle just prior to us passing him, just missing one of his feet by an inch or so. Perhaps it is actually MoVimento 5 Stelle (Five Star Movement). (It was actually Beppe Grillo involved in involuntary manslaughter by car). However, even though the car is going fast, I seem to have a deep trust of being driven without incident, yet, I also somehow understand that we may have already died and am even pondering that “fact” for a short time (this has happened in a few other dreams as well - this exact same perception - I even sometimes get that awareness riding in a car in real life, especially with a taxi) - wondering about the awe of it all, even a sort of “destiny” of sorts - or playing an important role in the “mechanisms” of time or eternity by just being still. Eventually we reach an area we are going to be living for a few weeks, I think. No one was annoyed by us becoming a part of the (survival?) group or had mentioned that my name did not sound Italian. There is only light mention of the obnoxious-sounding “V” Day (Vaffanculo Day). Later, it seems the daughter is very sick as well as a few others and they do not do much other than sleep. My dream changes more to a focus on my own physical awareness and movement as I then have the ability to project rings of blue light from my fingers and palms. This is where my dream is the most vivid. The rings of light, although mostly two-dimensional (not like a torus) have healing energies. I also notice that they sometimes are not always rings but are sometimes comma-shaped and more greenish as they turn about (although sometimes coming close to a green/blue Yin/Yang shape), moving to the intended “target” (some sort of odd mix-up of comma and coma, as a couple of the people are supposedly in a coma). I seem to mostly cure the people. A toddler becomes so strong that she almost seems stronger than me in movement and energy after a time. There is also a point at which the daughter of the other man is somehow a “twin” or “copy” of my oldest daughter (or rather, twins or copies of each other). I sometimes add a mouth movement, somewhat like blowing into a balloon, I suppose, to give more momentum to the rings of light, without breaking them apart (as with a smoke ring). This goes on for quite some time in various scenarios of helping people. There is a very odd part that is quite creepy (in thinking outside of my dream). It involves an older boy where a larger section of flesh is separate from the right side of his head, but not in a gory way - and it does not even seem to hurt him or be likely to cause a more serious infection or serious medical problem. It is almost like a ring of bacon and jelly, but not fully a ring anymore - but is now C-shaped because of some sort of “erosion” from not being on the head for almost a day or so. I think about how it should probably be placed back on his head before it becomes even more uneven and difficult to keep on. After this, there are some people I actually seem to heal by adding more flesh to them (such as from missing fingers or ears). In the next dream, there is a scene I have had before, but not that common - old bird seed that had sat around in bags in a dark or damp area. In this case, a younger woman (unknown) is somewhat annoyed that she had let the store (public area?) get that way over time. She begins to clean up. For some reason, I had eaten handfuls of the seed (it also seems to be some sort of human food, used as part of a dessert, I think) and had thought the taste was actually not bad. The two bags had been there over a year, perhaps two years. She cleans more and more of the area. My wife Zsuzsanna is there after a time, seemingly reading at first - later watching a video. I notice, after more things (including the bigger cloth bags) are cleared out, that there are deep, dark holes under the floorboards - in the ground as well as farther along within the wood or supporting beams - almost like various little caves. I notice more and more “strange creatures” and vermin moving about, some of them bugs, but I also notice a beautiful but dangerous-looking snake. I watch the snake move about the beams under the floorboards and then slowly begin to wonder if it will come out and be a threat. About that same time, I then see it moving towards the direction of the opening in the floor that I am near, but it is no longer a snake, yet still very serpentine. It almost seems to have no legs, as I see it is now some sort of mongoose (though it really was a longer snake before, unless it was a different creature that moved out past the snake - as the anaconda-like pattern does change) with beautiful snake-scale-like design and bright colors all around, then I do see the legs that are so smooth, they are almost like wheels in the way the body moves. I warn my wife about the “snake”(?) which becomes more mammal-like near the end. It looks like it might attack her (I get the idea this sort of creature spits venom prior to a more aggressive weasel-like attack), but it seems not quite certain of its “prey”. Instead, it just sort of “grins” - looking somewhat like a Chesire Cat. I get the idea my wife might see it as a pet or at least not be alarmed by it being in the room. Additional notes: I am not that familiar with Italian culture, or with V-Day as a political campaign in Italy - the first being around the same time period as this dream - On 8 September 2007, he (Beppe Grillo) organized a “V-Day Celebration” in Italy; the “V” stood for vaffanculo (“f–k off”). This dream also includes a somewhat recurring aspect of the “clone” or copy of a familiar person (often a relative). As already mentioned, blue healing energies from my hands and fingers have been in my dreams fairly often. There actually is a larger parking lot across the street from where we live presently, and I have also dreamt several times of living in an actual shopping mall. The beautiful and bizarre serpentine mongoose in this second dream may relate to my “Rikki-Tikki-Tavi” persona - which I and a friend had used in the past on forums, as well as obvious sensual overtones, including those implied by the old joke “Do you like Kipling?”, answered by “I don’t know, I’ve never kippled”. However, a mongoose also attacks and kills cobras in the story, so it also possibly represents totality of (combined) diverse personas (dominant and passive?). Also, I should note my wife was likely reading “Jungle Book” in my dream, followed by later watching a movie version, as this connects with recent real-life scenes.
Dream was about summer storm that went wrong. I was at my house with 2 more friends(I dont know them in real life, they are DC) and it started to rain with wind being progressively more intense. At one point, I looked outside the window and saw a big tornado coming. Judging the intensity it was probably F4, or F5. It missed the house and then the sky cleared but only for short. Sky was all blue but sun was so hot, it was burning everything. Then the clouds came up again and lighting started. It was very very intense and at one moment I realized I cant stay outside so I run into the house leaving the friend in my backyard. He wanted to watch the storm but it was way too dangerous. He was hit by the lighting and later we tryied to reanimate him. He had burns and he was shaking. A little after that, the dream ended. I think that last part is a reference to the movie I watched yesterday on TV, called "The Englishman Who Went Up a Hill But Came Down a Mountain". There was a storm scene in it which is similar to the storm in this dream, though still different enough for me to suspect that this dream is significant in some other way. I dont usually dream of destructive storms and the last time I did, it was 4,5 years ago and that dream was in a way a prophecy of the personality purge that I went through. This dream wasnnt that intense, however it was meaningful in some other way I have yet to discover.
Remember absolutely no dreams last night, other than one literally straight before I woke up at 10:30am. All I will say is it involved a sexy Japanese lady ;D I seem to get dreams like that a lot...very short ones of a sexy lady straight before I wake up
This was a NyQuil night. I slept like a log for the first part of it. Awoke after midnight. Drank warm milk. Spent some time on DV. Went back to sleep. This morning I don't recall dreams, but I feel better than in the evening.
9/12/13, 10:45-5:50 I meditated before sleeping. I said a few mantras. Went to bed at 10:00, couldn't get to sleep till 10:45. Dream 1: I remember it was the 17th century. Britain was colonizing America. The Brits decided to build a railroad from Britain to America. That's crazy! Since trains weren't even invented at that time. Don't know why I didn't see the dumb logic in that. :/ Dream 2: I remember a building. It might have been in Florida. That is all.
9/11/13, 10:00-6:00 Dream 1: I was in a camp with buildings in the forest. I remember a girl from school. ----------------- I also became lucid around 6:00. I woke up in my bed, feeling the rush of energy. I couldn't decide if I was awake or asleep! I didn't feel like moving to find out, so I woke myself up .
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