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I was just getting up from my couch to post a new vid on youtube. I only have 20 subs on it and 1 minute after the video was uploaded, I imeditly had 21 more subs even though I am not a good youtube

I couldn't sleep last night, so at 5:30 am I took some NyQuil knowing I'd have fuzzy dreams if any at all because it'd put me in a deeper sleep and the kids wouldn't let me sleep for long. Sure enough we were up at 10:30. Still, I got a fragment out of those five hours

Dream Fragment: I'm arguing with a guy on the phone. Not like talking though, we're texting. It's something about a magic spell that's at his house or his parents house or something. I'm telling him we need to get it, and he shouldn't have just left it there. He's picking on me and texts me "Our poor baby! That spell was practically an elemental!" then sends me a little "smiley" icon that is actually a water drop shape and it's crying. I wasn't upset though, I found it funny and charming. At some point I was walking in an outdoorsy setting towards him while he was trying to text me back. I don't even remember what he looked like though, lol.

06.22.2012

Give Me a Dollar (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Inside a random school building, and I believe I'm at an auditorium. I forget what is going there, but there are quite a few dream characters listening to someone.

Whatever event happened ends, and I believe I get out of the building to go do something, then I forget I left something at the auditorium looking place.

It was dark, so it was hard to tell if it really was one, anyway, I go back and I find that one guy that looked like Spencer from "The King of Queens" (the sitcom) is responsible of containing lost material.

Apparently, some girl to the side of me that I can't remember too well told me about him, and as I'm going to speak to him, she interrupts me and says,

"Give me a dollar."

"Hold on," I replied while putting my up my hand. I talk to the Spencer looking guy, and he starts showing me what I left behind. I get the stuff back, and then I have a dream shift to where I'm near a school bus.

It's pretty difficult trying to get inside of the bus, and I basically spend nearly 30 seconds or so looking like a complete idiot trying to climb up to the entrance of the bus. You literally have to take one arm, lift yourself up, and then find a place to plant your opposite feet just to get a small boost.

The bus starts, which prompts the others to start as well, and I still haven't gotten inside the bus as yet!

So I'm left dangling with my hands holding tightly at the edge of the entrance to get inside the bus. After a few seconds, I managed to pull myself up. This bus is really small, like build for only 2-3 people at most, excluding the bus driver.

I glance over to see some lady trying to run after the bus, and apparently she's some kind of assistant for the bus driver since I heard her screaming at the top of her lungs that she's supposed to get on there as well.

The bus driver ignores her though, and I only remember standing for a while inside the bus, but not sitting down.

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06.22.2012

Small Flood (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe this dream goes with the first dream. I find myself shifted to a place that feels like home. I go inside, and my father invited a few of his friends to hangout and have a drink. There's probably 3 men I recognize.

Let's just nickname them "W," "R," and "C."

R is basically standing there relaxing, and probably speculating about something because he looks a bit spaced out from my view. W is sitting down, and he looks pretty chilled as well, and he tries to ask me a question, but like the other girl in the previous dream, I tell him to hold on a little bit.

I go up to C, an adult I played tennis a few times with outside the realm of being in tennis teams in High School.

Anyway, C tells me that I've lost some weight since the last time we met, which is probably just my mind telling me that I really lost a few pounds.

I forget what I say in response, but the conversation eventually ends. Then I realize that the floor I'm walking on, it's flooded with water. It's as high as my ankles, and I decide to go upstairs.

There hasn't been a house that I remember having a two story, except for one, but it was a really small area to be in, so technically it was still a one story house.....meh whatever.

I have a few dream bits that somehow get incorporated with this dream. I see Kakashi when he was much younger from the Kakashi Gaiden arc or whatever you call it from Naruto Shippuden.

Seems Kakashi is trying to protect something wrapped in white cloth, I would presume it's a baby safely contained with open space to breathe of course. Seems he and a few other shinobi are trying to send these babies or containers for them somewhere else.

They're stored in what looks like a random house, and the most apparent feature of the place were the shelves with books.

I think Obito was there as well, but things went a little fast for me.

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06.22.2012

Demon/Incubus Version of Me? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Seems I'm engaging in some kind of Call Of Duty: War at War-esque type of dream. I believe I'm a spectator most of the time, but I have moments where I'm shooting people as well.

The area resembles the "Cliffside" map in COD:WAW, but the thing that makes it different is that the bases inside look completely new compared to old, dark, and ancient look from the actual game map. It almost felt like being inside a mini locker room.

I don't recall myself dying at all, and I do some weird things too, like lifting dead bodies and using a person's weapon to kill a few people, but that itself is something I'm not sure of.

I continue doing this until I probably get bored decided to spectate for a while. I'm inside from of the bases, and after I've seen that people aren't coming it as frequently, I see a woman come in.

She looks a lot like a girl who was from my art class that I thought was really cute.

It's call her "Allis" for my own sake.

Spoiler for 18+:

I get this urge to just grab her as soon as she comes in. She falls on the floor, and she's wearing black lingerie. She's a bit shocked at first, but she smiles at me, prompting me to do the same.

I feel something weird, I feel like I went through some kind of transformation. It took a while for to realize the effects, but in the mean time, I slowly advanced to her and gently slide my penis inside of her vagina.

Both of my hands are on the sides of her shoulder, not touching though. I begin thrusting her, and I see her close her eyes and moaning in pleasure.

I kind of feel how it's like to be inside her, but the sensations seemed to be suppressed, so all I feel is a nice slippery sensation.

Sucks being a virgin...

Anyway, while I'm thrusting her, I get her into the doggy-style position, and this time, I change my perspective to where I see the lower regions of my body. I can still see myself thrusting her vigorously, and my skin is blue.

Wait....I slowly look up a bit, now I have abs.....still humping Allis like an animal....then I look up and I see myself with purple wings and slightly bigger afro than I do now in waking life.

My eyeballs are yellow, and my pupils are black, and the Sclera is black as well. I have one mark below each eye going vertically, and they're red marks too.

They don't go all the way down, I'd say maybe 1-3 inches long. Sweet, guess I'm a demon. I can't be an incubus because Allis was sleeping, or maybe I managed to share a dream with her and have my way with her....hmmm...she liked it, so I guess it's not so bad.

So much for morals and ethics.

After thrusting her, I decided to go after her anally. Damn it, just doing it in the vagina was just fine Link......

I tried to forced it in, because deep down (now that I'm recalling this dream), I hated this bitch in waking life. I knew she liked me (maybe I'm just being full of myself right now), but she was always a bitch and tried to make herself look like she's all that, sure she was nice to me, but meh.

Okay, enough of that little confession. I see that forcing it isn't going to help, so I rub my cock a little bit around the rim of her asshole, and slowly push it in.

After that, I barely feel any sensations of a nice tug inside me. Think the dream fades after that.

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06.22.2012

Middle School Again... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a Middle School environment all over again, more specifically, Thornton Middle School in Texas. Some parts are a little different, but the section with different food selections and all that is still preserved like in other dreams I've had about this school.

I wait in line to get the side meals for the foam tray we're using to contain it. One of the servers, who was a male, looks young, like he's probably still in college, asks me if I wanted another part of the meal added. I kept saying yes because all of the food looked pretty damn good.

While I'm waiting in line, I arrange the food properly, and even took a little bite out of the french fries on the tray. It seems the line I'm in, the supply of the main meal is already done, so we have to move to another line, but there isn't anything interesting.

I get out of the line, look around for other sections, and I see there's a soda machine. I get a foam cum and start filling it up with Sprite, even though the logo for the part that I'm getting the Sprite from said "Asian."

In fact, all of the soda names were "Asian."

I was this close from doing a reality check, but assumed it was just some prank.

There was a flash of light and when I opened my eyes, I was with my wife and we were holding hands. We were at what looked to be the edge of a town and the sky was orange and I did not see a sun giving off light. We walked up to a man and asked him what is this place and he replied “you are in purgatory” in Russian and we understood each other. His blue button up shirt and gray slacks looked faded almost to the point of being white. My wife and I both yelled out “Nooooo” at the same time. We realized that if we are dead, then our daughter is on earth alone. We have no idea how we died, but we know that we want to try to find a way back. We begun walking through the town and noticed all the different churches, temples, shrines, etc… everywhere. The people entered the places to pray had faded clothing as well; however, we walked by a satanic church with what appeared to be hookers on the outside trying to lure people in. The people leaving the satanic church had clothing that were darker as if they were being dyed a darker color to almost being black. Once your clothing is pure white you have earned your right to go to heaven and once they turn fully black you are damned to hell. Everyone goes to purgatory first and has to prove themselves so they can ascend to heaven or descend to hell. Even babies go to purgatory for a brief few second before their clothing or swaddle blanket turns pure white and they disappear in a ball of light to heaven.

In purgatory time is not the same as it is on earth. We had seen medieval knights marching in armor, cavemen trying to start a fire with two stones, people in space suits hovering around, etc… We started to ask around how to get back and everyone said it was impossible. We ended up in a bar and it was almost empty. We walked up to the bartender and asked him is there a way back to earth. He said that he has heard rumors of a way, but we would have to find the Middle Man. As soon as he said that three men with dark close walked in the bar and began to fight everyone in the bar, while working their way to the bartender. I told my wife to hide behind the bar and I began to help the bartender in the fight. I grabbed one of the men’s arms and his dark red shirt and dark blue jeans went to black. The man began to scream and then he disappeared in a puff of black smoke that smelled of sulfur. The other two men ran out the bar. The bartender came up to me and asked how did I do that and I said I have no idea. I walked up to one of the men that was hurt during the fight and placed my hand on his head and his clothing went pure white and he disappeared in ball of light. The bartender said “Oh my God! You are the Redeemer!” I have the ability to look into a person’s soul and send them to where they belong, either heaven or hell. I found my wife behind the bar and she seemed to have been hurt during the brawl and broke some ribs. The bartender said that we cannot die here in purgatory since we are already dead, but we do feel pain until we heal. I placed my hands on my wife’s ribs and then she said the pain is gone and I felt her ribs pop back into place. The bartender told me that he will take me to the Middle Man. I cannot stay in purgatory, because I have to ability to send people good people to heaven and bad people to hell, but I could also send bad people to heaven and I will be tracked down and be used. They will use my wife as leverage against me to send them to heaven.

The bartender took me to a house that was outside of town and was in the middle of nowhere. We walked in and the house was empty with the exception of a table and man sitting at the head of it. He looked like an old gangster from the 1940’s. His suit and hat was split down the middle half black and half white. The middle man was a vigilante in his time and he killed a lot of bad people to protect the innocent. He enjoyed killing bad people and is now stuck in purgatory forever. The middle man told me that there is a way back as long as we are worthy. We will return to earth at the point when our souls left our bodies and will not remember anything of purgatory; however if we are not worthy we be stuck in purgatory forever and can never ascend to heaven. We accepted the risk and were lead to the back yard to what looked to be a fountain, but made of gold. We were given goblets made of gold and jewels and told to drink the water. My wife and I drank the water at the same time and closed our eyes. When I opened my eyes all I saw was a white blanket over my face and I was holding my wife’s hand. I squeezed her hand and she squeezed back. We both removed the blanket and we were still at the accident scene. We were apparently in a horrible car accident and died. The paramedics and firemen were amazed that we came back to life and our injuries were gone. They brought us our daughter and we were so happy to see that she was alive. My daughter had a few scrapes and bruises, but they disappeared once I held her. I asked my wife if she remembered what happened and she said “no.” I somehow remembered everything. We walked over to the ambulance and the driver of the other car was seriously hurt. He said that he was sorry for the accident. The road was wet and he popped a tire and lost control. I walked over to the man and said it was ok, we forgive him and I grabbed his hand as he died and I was able to see his soul leave his body and his clothing turn white and disappeared in a ball of light. I then knew my purpose in life.

I remember this dream from last night. Non-lucid, I am getting quite frustrated with myself.

I was walking behind a DC representing my brother IRL, through deep snow, up some kind of hill on top of which was what looked like a shrine to some kind of deity. I made effort to step into his footprints so the snow wouldn't slow me down much. As I did this I said to myself, "Stepping in the footsteps of giants", for whatever reason.
Then I remember my family skiing down the hill, I didn't have skis so I slid down on my knees, which was pretty exciting. I looked back to see my sister almost skiing off a cliff.
THE END

I woke up in a couch bed at my dads, the hall way near the cearial
closet and the staircase, it was literally crammed into it, I was
frusterated that my WILD technique didn't work again, followed by
some stuff I can't remember, then I had the funniest though.
"What if I was dreaming?" I did a reality check, and everything
started to collapse again, and fade. I grinned and tried to yell
"CLAIRTY NOW" but it only came out as a squeak, so I sang, I can
see clearly now, the rain is gone, I can see all obstials in my
way.." and everything was clear. A few seconds later, my dad woke
me up and I told him about my second long lucid dream, I didn't
do a reality check or anything so that didn't make me lucid again.
that was a 3-4 layered dream.

I just write everything down in a notepad doc, then copy and paste it here. This was my second lucid dream if it counts, but atleast my second sucessful reality check, and a unique dream for me.

Didn't try any methods, it just happened.

I was doing a combat operation inside a hospital, not sure why, when I realized that it didn't make any sense. This snapped me into lucidity. I then proceeded to fly out the window, and down to a nearby baseball field. Knowing that the people in my dreams weren't real, I decided to attack them. I attacked the pitcher in the baseball game, and then got swarmed with players attacking me, which woke me up.

Good 40 seconds of lucidity I guess, not bad for my first time.

fragments and emotions. nothing I can make sense of.

Date: 21/06/2012
Place: My holiday caravan
Time of getting into bed: 00.22am
I took 100mg B6 tablet before bed

My notes claim I woke up at 2.55am after a dream, but forgot the dream instantly.

Dream 1 - Non Lucid dream - 3.51am

Myself, my partner, and two of our closest friends are talking in a room. I am discussing dreaming with one of my friends, although I don't remember mentioning lucid dreaming, I do remember talking about dream signs. We decide to try and share a dream, and look out for each other in out dreams. I do remember talking about how dreams were another life while you slept.
Suddenly we are on the streets of Manchester, England. We are walking over a large, old stone bridge, very wide with old stone buildings up either side. It is a beautiful place, but very stone and grey. I am still talking about dreaming, and telling them what to expect. I do tell them a wave of water will crash over us, but not to worry because it cannot hurt us! Soon enough, a huge, crashing flood of water rushes onto the bridge, like a tsunami. I climb with ease up a telegraph pole, and the water just wets my feet. I am not scared, but the others are a little. They get washed away a bit by the water (so they are now behind me) but are not hurt. After I climb down, the water has passed and I now tell the others that what happens next is called Hypnogogia, and although it can be frightening, it will not hurt us and will pass. (How I did not get lucid I do not know) and then, a mist-like wind (like the spirit, or ghost of the water) rushes by, it makes a noise like screaming, tortured human voices shouting out. I am alarmed but know it is safe so I just watch. There appears to be neon, glowing, shadows of people (the people screaming) they are not real, just like holograms or visions. They soon pass and it is quiet again.
We are now back at the room (where we began) but now we all have beds and sleeping bags on the floor. We try to settle down for the night, but one of my friends has a young girl (8yrs?) at the bottom of his bed, sleeping. He cannot sleep because she is taking up room making him uncomfortable. Eventually I ask her politely to go on her own bed, which is empty. She agrees, but only if she can have a sleeping bag as she was cold (hence her being in said friends bed) we agree, and we all fall asleep.

Dream fragments - Non Lucid dreams - 5.08am

Here my notes are very sparse.

'I was eating something... and thinking that I wasn't eating when I was falling asleep, so where did I get this food from...?

Me and my partner are naked, in bed with someone else. Although there is no sex or sexual intentions, we do accidentally 'rub' bodies with this other person and make jokes about it.'

I feel relaxed and decide to try and WILD I seem to be trying for some time and decide I am too awake. At one point I enter SP, but fall asleep. I wake and try again a few times, hazily between sleeping. Perhaps I wasn't really sure what I was doing. At one point I enter SP and my partner moves around, waking me up. I am too annoyed to try again. I seem to not be able to fully relax inside my head, maybe the B6?


***NOTEWORTHY***
I believe I was being woken by my partner's movements, and the sounds of birdsong outside when trying to WILD, my mind wandered frequently, maybe the B6?
Dreaming about LUCID DREAMS didn't make me lucid!
I was reading about SP and Hypnogogia during the day
I was a little ill (eaten something bad) before bed

buddhist temple :

i walk to a buddhist monstery i walk on this long stoney fence i see a monk walking on it i get down and jump back up on it then a monk with white robs (not ordained) sees me from a few meters and jumps down before i get close i ask him why he jumped so soon, cause its not the buddhist to do , so with a smile he says his not yet a monk . then a few steps later i see a monk that i recognize from youtube videos he smiles at me like to say hello as if he knows me but i keep walking because it happened so fast - then started thinking i should have hello and then i felt guilty a bit

when i get to the monestry before entering there are lots of frogs on the floor i try not to step on them - and then i hear a voice saying : even the ugliest of animals the frog have a soul - and i think to myself that its not true they are very good looking then i look on the frog and think : maybe, if you look at them with that head maybe- thery are all slimy and black eyes and think how un-buddhist to say that they are ugly

there is a long stairway in the monastery which i climb the stairs looks modern

school :


dreamed about a former school kid that was a bully in school (eldad) i looked for some reason at his old pictures in something like googles search images

was also seeing parts of some school thinking how great and good looking are they but when it showed a few togheter they looked less pretty even ugly - i think the parts where green grass and teal men's bathroom that suddenly i saw all in one vision and the grass had spots of no grass and the bathroom was shattered - and i said to another bully that its a school what does he expect

cliffs:

something about having my own group of eagls and

then someone explain to me (i dont remember seeing anyone) to feed them meat so they wont hunt animal and might get a disses

dream : comments : lucid

22nd of June, 2012

I discovered with Nooks a hidden cove beside I mountain that, when you went down into the water, had a sweet shallow-water cave leading off it. We swam into the cave and, when we emerged from the water, were suddenly involved in a film shoot involving Nicholas Cage. I had this cool DSLR video camera to film with and was looking through all the footage on it which showed all these amazingly shot, elegant, beautifully colored scenic scenes of waterfalls and rainbows. So for a little while I was the cameraman on this film which had basically no story line but involved Nick Cage in houses and other random places..

Somehow that faded and I was driving in a car with my Nana on a dirt road above the cove from before. Suddenly she swerved and the car fell into the water but became a jet-ski which we rode into the cave again. On entering, we began placing mine-cart tracks and riding along the rails while digging out the walls all Minecraft style. The cave slowly filled up with people also mining away and then Professor Snape began to make these two Barbie-type dolls have sex. I told him he was being childish and that he should be more professional.

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Ahh man! There was another awesome one this morning which I forget now. I'll update this later if I remember. Watch this space!

Edit:I remembered!!

Okay, so I was floating/swimming in this large harbour area "eating" boats and harbourside buildings. Eating basically involved me reaching out toward the object and trying to touch it which would make it slowly start disintegrating from where I touched. Even though things looked far away, I could reach them all- almost like we were missing a 3rd dimension or something. Anyway, I ate a couple of Cruise Ships and some buildings and a sea plane and then I got full from eating too many things. (lol, just writing this is making me weirded out!)
So I climbed aboard an Aircraft Carrier where I helped land some more sea planes, and then went into the cafe, which teleported me to a similar cafe in a small town. There I ordered a spring roll which I was told would take about 2 minutes to cook, so in the mean time I went and had a small party in the dining area. Now that I think about it, I think it was some kind of Uni lodging or something.

It was strange.

The dream started when I was on a mw3 map, zoomed into a missile type thing. When I realised this must be a dream. I zoomed out of it and looked at my hands, my 2 fingers in the middle of each hand were curled, funny that happened because I saw a teacher at school who had fingers like that just yesterday. I then tried to stabilize my dream but got distracted and forgot to do a nose pinch rc, I then thought of what to do and I tried to spawn someone I wanted to see they where there but disappeared when I turned around. I tried a few times but it didn't work. I looked at my hands and tried to visualize a beach but ended up in blackness, then im not too sure what happened but I think I lost lucidity around here, but somehow the dream turned into modern warfare 3 and I was shooting people and it was coming up on the feed. After a while I saw a nice car and I thought I hope my dream don't end because I want to drive this, I done a nose pinch rc too at that moment, so I got in the car and I was there for a few seconds then the dream ended. Im a bit confused to whether I was lucid when I saw that car.

My 2nd dream/ It all started off weirdly where there was a camera looking somewere outside my house and there were people and my mum said it was happening again and she got up the news on tv so I thought lets call the police, it didn't work.

Im not sure if this was the same dream but this is when the good part comes im with this girl and im introducing her to my family, we planned to go out to dinner but there was lots of family there and I got shy, so I told them im not going and I was going somewhere else with her, so I went to find her and my dad came with me, when he told her she looked sorta surprised but then my dad started to get forceful and he said u better go then im not sure what happened but he started to sort of push her away and I told him to stop it then after a while I didn't know where she was and the dream ended.

When I was sleeping I had a dream that I was at a special event at the video game awards or some gaming event and we were watching the games play and we got to get free DLCs for the games being played and there were some cool 2-3 disced games, I know this because we got a big bag full of video games of our chosing limit 10 or something, I remember me trying to get specific games and almost comming short but I got the best wat better than anything out now.

Today is the first day I started wondering if I could explore my dreamworld, and use it to realize my deepest feelings and to accomplish my best wishes. All of this happened with a vaguely remembered dream from last night that I think was very weird but interesting. I only remember few details, I think it's because I don't have so much training like you guys, but I did my best to remember it.

Suddenly I was in my house, in my homeland (far from I am today), standing in "my" room looking at a forgotten friend, somebody that I really know but because of life issues and mistakes I made we had to separate from each other. She... was somehow standing at the window, watching the street. Then I heard somebody to say "Be careful, you will fall off". Immediately I thought it was impossible because the window blinds are separated by three inches and no one can fit and pass through it. But it happened... I vaguely remember her body (specially her legs), moving like falling from a balcony through the window. I started to feel that sensation of problems and stress and bad thoughts about the girl. I run to the balcony to see what happened, she was hanging from an edge beneath the window... I run to safe her, but something stopped me: WITHOUT SHOES?? "What did I care about it?" I thought later, but in the dream that was SOMETHING THAT I HAD TO WEAR...

Next time I was in the street, looking (just knowing that it was there, without details and blurring) at her dead body, and someone (I knew he was my little brother but don't really remember his face) said "She broke her back..." A jump again to something like a little grave made of rocks with her dead body in there just at the same place of her death. I remember me feeling so sad and stressed, I wasn't aware that I was dreaming at ANY MOMENT...

The dream slowly diffused in my recalls as I later talk with my mom about calling my friend's mom at a neighbor's house.

I tried to find some specific symbols to this dream but I don't really find something interesting, maybe if someone can tell me his/her interpretation... I would really appreciate it... It was everything make up from my subconscious, I wasn't lucid...

Non-Dream Dream

I was able to recall bits and pieces from 5 separate dreams today:

Dream 1: When I woke up I remember thinking "I am not prepared." That is all I can remember.

Dream 2:

One of my co-workers, WW, appears to me looking like Kung Lao from the Mortal Kombat video game. He is very wise.

Dream 3:

I am participating in a sort of corporate olympics for my company. The two events I play in are baseball and basketball. The baseball tournament is a very big deal and I am the star player. Our team goes on to play coaches from MLB. Someone on the team named Chung (fit, bald Asian guy - don't know him in real life) has a baby.

In the basketball tournament I help some crappy player dunk the ball. I eat a Big Mac and some other burgers. The Big Mac has 4 patties and I am allowed to eat them because I am playing basketball (I can burn it all off).

Dream 4:

I am in some sort of college scene in a weird apartment building run by an old lady (someones mom?). The apartment walls are covered in 100's of pictures of all the tenants.

Note - this old lady has appeared in my dreams before but I don't know who she is.

Dream 5:

My current neighbors have a zoo in their back yard. Even though they are my current neighbors, my house is the one I grew up in on Pam Ln. I get into a fight with the neighbors because their zoo animals escape and come into our yard. My cat Vito kills two of them and tracks another over the fence (this was rather comical because this cat is 17 pounds and does not climb fences).

I clearly recall seeing a baby giraffe and two very strange birds looking at me through the kitchen windows.