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I attempted WILD, but after turning my alarm off, I just jump back into bed and fall asleep. I need to find a way to stop myself from going back to sleep automatically; maybe set two alarms?

I remember one of my dreams involved being in school, in a large, concert-like auditorium. There were chairs seated in rows, and I was trying to get by a Latino couple at the end of one of the rows. The space was really tight, but the girl decided to try to trip me by moving her legs in front of mine and the boy followed suit. they both started laughing, and saying stuff in Spanish I couldn't understand, and no matter how hard I tried to get past them, they kept me there, moving my legs around in a stomping motion to try to get them off of me. Someone apparently saw the commotion, and called either security or an administrator over to us. The administrator thought I was attacking the couple and once they both saw he had come over, they acted like it too. I don't remember my punishment, but for some reason, my group of friends included Varg Vikernes of Burzum. I would think this to be a Dream Sign, being he is a famous person, and I do not know him personally, but I didn't pick up on it; I just accepted that I know Varg and we talked about how much bullshit it was that I got in trouble. I remember later finding the Latino boy's Tumblr (blogging website) and he had a lot to say about the incident.

The second dream I remember had something to do with my dad and I going fishing. I think I remember a jetski, and I remember on the way back, some kid had a 5 string guitar which used to be John Petrucci's (Dream Theater). He had it tuned in some weird ass way that isn't standard for music at all like A#D#F#BE or something. Anyway he handed it to me and i just played open strings and it soudned like a Dream Theater song which was cool I guess.

Nothing was completely out of the ordinary in these dreams, besides Varg being in my group of friends, and I wasn't able to pick up on it.

5/14: I really don't like when these dreams sneak up on me, but it's OK. This kinda felt like the "Jotaro Kujo" dream four months ago (the last time I wrote here, I had a beige, plain-Jane, boring hard drive running Windows 2000 and it was too slow and every card in the machine failed. Now, I'm using a hard drive running Windows XP--working sound and graphics card and all), except this time it showed me the what the mega-corporation I created in both series, SpiraTech (for 2 writing projects, the Supercar and Insert Coin series) was up to, and it was no good, as always.

I was in this office that looked like a hospital and some of SpiraTech Industries' core members were talking about this project they were working on, bearing a striking resemblance to (you guessed it) James Lafferty. All they had to do was log on to a computer operating Windows XP/Vista/7 using Internet Explorer/Mozilla Firefox/Opera/Safari, etc., Google him and read all about him on certain websites--which means SpiraTech did their homework, but that's about as far as it got.

In the two series, SpiraTech's main goal--like most villains--is world domination in the world of cars and racing (Supercar) and video gaming (Insert Coin), by doing secret projects to beat the world's best competitors, usually in the form of humans and cars--but most of them on the Supercar side of things backfire on them. They'll also resort to low blows like setting up heists to steal things that are important in history like a Ford Model T or a Spacewar arcade machine.

As much as I'd like to see my 3 writing projects (Supercar, Insert Coin, Education Lane) become TV shows--the second an animated series with 16 to 32-bit Super Nintendo and SEGA Genesis/32x graphics (like G4's Code Monkeys did with 8-bit graphics) and the third a sitcom about teachers, I've still got some work to do, so it may be a while (and I have to find a publisher!). Maybe this dream told me to get to work and stop wasting time. For me, getting ideas are sometimes easy while others difficult. I just need to get more organized, that's all.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Not only is my recall going down, but I managed to miss getting Lucid again while RC'ing. I'm pissed.

01.00: Sleep

07.00: WBTB 15 minutes

07.00: Pool
I'm with my friend Jesper and his family in a big pool. We swim around and do whatever. My sister's friend has apparently lost most of her keys and we try to find it. I find several keychains and small shiny objects she had on her key chain. We get out of the pool to go buy some beer. There's a small store nearby and we enter it. I look for beer at the back and find a few cans. A foreign guy walks up to me as I'm trying to find more and tells me he needs beer. Apparently because I haven't decided what I'm supposed to get, he can just take whatever I have taken.

He takes my three beers and I'm left with weak beer. I spot an old classmate. "Hey man, can I buy some beer off of you?" he smiles and shakes his head. God damnit. I realise there's one more person who has beer. It's Ove from the series "Solsidan". We get out of the store and walk into his house. He's at the neighbours so we are free to search his home. I see a case of beer above his stove and spice cabinet. I spot a bottle of "Lucid Dreamer" pills. I accidentaly make them fall and have to put them back again. "Hurry up he's coming back soon" Jesper tells me. I arrange the bottles, but I can't remember exactly how they were before. He's definitely going to notice something's off.

12.00: Fragment
*I'm about to be executed for something. It's going to happen the next day and I think about how it would feel to either get your head chopped off or get a lethal injection. "There's no way I can do this" I tell Monica. "I'm going to escape and I'd rather kill myself than letting anyone else kill me" I say. She looks worried.

12.00: Be more critical!
I'm at a dock with another guy. We're about to go fishing but he tells me there's something wrong with his boat. "The one just outside of Africa's coast, I have to fix the box. The other people were drunk" he tells me. Whatever that means. "Alright man, I'll wait here" I tell him and check the worms, they are still alive and well. I spot a table and head over there. Three coworkers are there. I sit down and is handed a blank paper. It's a test in English and Maths, but I haven't studied. I write down some random equations and try to think of the words we were supposed to do, but I haven't even seen them once.

After a while I scramble the paper in frustration. "What's one single F going to do? I've got A's in all the other ones" I tell them. "Why didn't you study?" Björn asks me. "Well, I did before, alot, but I guess that was a week ago" I say. Two large boats arrive and dock. Loads of people get out, mostly graduate students. "Oh cool, look at that" I say and point. There are several nice looking ones, it looks like they aren't wearing enough clothes. A bunch of Asian girls eye me and giggle.

I get up and head into a house further up the hill. My friend G's there and he's playing Pokemon. I watch for a while as he's getting beat by some crocodile/turtle Pokemon. "I love Golem" I tell him. "He's got alot of attack and defense". I sit down at a table and my friend Felix is there. He puts a razor on his plate and balances it there. "I shaved my pubic hair with that" I tell him. He throws it away in disgust. His brother Victor comes down the stairs. "You know six Asian girls just went up" I tell him.

"Yeah I know" he replies with a big smile. Suddenly I feel like doing a RC. I look at my hand and count six fingers. That must be wrong. I count again, I still get six. I close one of my eyes and count again. Six. "Hmm, my vision is a bit blurry" I say and rub my eyes. I start thinking of dreams and know that one dream sign is that my tongue feels extremely thick and clumsy in my mouth. I can't seem to talk properly. Just like a moment ago. I dismiss it and count my fingers again, six, only this time there's tiny fingers growing out inbetween them all...

12.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10½ hours

Supplements: 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Oh well, I guess this can still happen. Although I have decided to start doing RC's VERY properly again. No more slacking and I will also try to up my recall. Three dreams in 10½ hours of sleep is so bad by my standards. I will get Lucid tomorrow, and I will fight! Unless I get drunk tonight haha.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I was outdoor. It all were a little bit creepy, with the bees and flies, flying around everywhere. But i desided to go out anyway... In the garden, bees had created a sculptur of a great bee. Now were the bees and flies flying after me, so i desided to go inside... I ran the fastest i could, and was in the house before it was to late. In the house i saw a strange girl. I think she had black hair and big eyes, not enourmous, and her eyes changed often from blue to orange... And i can't remember what happened next... But i can't remember me talking to her, i had never met a DC like her. She was a bit creepy and like a person in real life at the same time...

Once again , fragments.

I remember having a dream where my grandma (mom's mom) died. At first , I couldn't care less. I saw my mom crying and then I realized:"It's not only her mom , it's also my grandma. And i'll never see her again." A tear popped out of my eye and I got sucked to a void. Seriously , whats up with those voids? I wasn't even lucid.....

After I woke up I tried FILDing like crazy.I hit SP twice and also got semi-lucid. When I FILDed (FILDed?) successfully I was sleeping in my parents car with my family. We stopped at the GILI gas station and there was a resteraunt there for some reason. "This is a dream" I thought to myself , and tried performing some dream magic. It didn't work "THIS IS A DREAM!!!" I yelled in my mind , hoping that it would work. But nothing. "THIS IS A DREAM THIS IS A DREAM THIS IS A DREAM THIS IS A DREAM!" I tried again. I kept telling to myself that this is a dream but at some point I just lost control and even though I kept reminding myself that i'm dreaming the plot just continued and I couldn't perform any dream magic. I think I tried teleporting O_o. My subconscious just doesn't like me. Y U NO GIVE ME LUCID DREAMS?

already hazy to how this all started but the first thing i remember is being in a truck with my brother on a long road with an interstate overpass not to far off. i recognize the place from real life. it was from when i was down in florida but i cant remember where and why i was there originally. we both had rifles but nothing to shoot at. i was aiming down the sights and my vision began to zoom in down the road. running down the road was a overweight girl chasing and shooting at a person. i didnt notice anything about the person being chased, not even what gender they were. i started shooting at them but nothing happened. i thought they must be other dreamers in there own dream and therefore oblivious to me. as they ran up the on ramp to the interstate (fat chick still firing periodically) my brother drew my attention to a truck approaching from behind us. 2 redneck kids were inside, both armed with rifles. we invited them to help us. we explained that we were dreaming and wanted to start some chaos.

*it was at this point i became aware that i actually was dreaming and for some reason could control what was happening. so i started exploring. i left my brother and the others and walked away from the road into the woods where i found another road with dense forest on either side. it was very long and very straight. from where i was standing i could look down the road in both directions and see that it went straight forever to the horizon. cars were coming both ways. starting in the distance. i aimed at them with my sniper rifle. i couldnt see the drivers because they were still too far away. but i guessed at where the drivers would be sitting and took my shot. i must have hit several of them because i watched several cars careen off the road after i shot at them. suddenly i notice one of the cars actually coming close enough to make out detail. i immediately shot at the drivers side of the windshield and the car crashed spectacularly. it flipped end over end until it landed right in front of me.

curious, i walked up to the now mangled car, which was lying on its roof, and saw two hands hanging upside down out of the window. obviously attached to someone hidden in the wreckage. there was gasoline leaking everywhere but nothing exploded. it just slowly burned. i noticed that the hands were small and feminine so i grabbed them and slowly helped a young asian girl out of the wreckage. she was flustered and scratched but otherwise ok. she followed me back into the woods and back onto the original road, which i was still trying to remember from real life. the only thing i could recall was that it was somewhere near fort myers and a long way from my home in tampa. i had only been through there once and i think i was looking for tires or rims.

i found myself suddenly aware again that i was strangely in control of this dream. and since i was in control, i wanted a car. but not just any car. i wanted a black 95 camaro z28 with t-tops and a 6speed. (its my favorite car) i walked the across the road, the asian chick still with me, and walked into a junkyard. the junkyard had cars everywhere, it had all my favorite cars from skylines to corvettes. all in perfect condition. then i saw it. parked off to the side was my black camaro. Lt1 engine and everything. but no keys. i told myself 'im still dreaming so i can find a way to steal it. we broke into a dealership showroom that happened to be in the middle of the junkyard. the showroom had cubicles lined up along the huge windows and each one had a bunch of keys pinned to the wall. as i searched the keys in the first cubicle a mechanic came up to us to find out what we were doing. i recognized him as one of the people i had encountered earlier and chatted with him before he went back to work. i went back to searching the keys and found the keys to an old stingray corvette i had seen earlier. i handed them to the asian chick and she left. i found it wierd that she hadnt spoken the entire time. i finally found the keys to the camaro and rushed to find it parked out in the road, ready for me. i jumped in and floored it *

things became hazy here and the next thing i knew i was standing in between two train tracks in a huge open field with a gradual slope. it was like the side of a mountain but very few trees. i ran across the tracks as two trains passed on each track. both going the same way. they were for some reason silent and i could hear people yelling at me from the windows as they flew by. i turned and walked down the slope. now this entire area was covered by waist high grass but the area i was approaching had huge abandoned buildings which seemed out of place in such a field. i took out my binoculars and checked the area out. i could hear someone on a PA system calling for people to come get hot dogs and burgers. through the binoculars i caught a glimpse of my brother and the asian chick disappearing behind one of the huge buildings.

i suddenly relized that it was a trap. and someone else was here luring me in. i snuck into the closest building, which was also in shambles and climbed up several floors. up near the top of building, i found a man with a sniper rifle aimed out a window, he was obviously waiting for me to pass by outside looking for the mysterious hot dog stand. i crept up behind him and grabbed him in a chokehold and suddenly realized he was one of my coworkers ( his name is Bill and yes, hes real ) i tried to turn his rifle on him but it suddenly shrank in size and seemed to turn into rubbery plastic. * then i wake up

I remember a few details about a dream I had before this about being roomates in college with my friend(will be doing this in RL in just a few months!) and we checked into our dorm but it was haunted and I kept freaking out as my friend was just sitting there like nothing was wrong. I kept hearing noises, like the door slamming shut and floor creeking and I would curl up in a ball in my bed when my friend and sister would leave me alone. I just remember that it was really really scary!

I was in school and it was about halfway through the day and I really wanted to get out of there, I think because I was just bored and wanted to go home. So I was standing at the back of the hallway where my locker is, holding my books and some loose change, and decided to just sort of.. fall over and faint. I dropped my books, trying not to think about all the people staring at me, and listening to the coins drop on the floor as I fell. I think my passing out was half real and half faked because I blacked out on the ground and woke up a few minutes later. Everyone had gone to their classes, and I found it weird that no one had stopped to watch or help me, except for one of my old teachers, Mr. Belan. He was the only one to come and he came walking down the hall with a wheelchair saying "Sorry it took me so long." 'Wow I don't think anyone cares that I'm laying on the ground barely awake right now..' I thought, slowly opening my eyes and trying to regain focus. He wheeled over to me and I was barely able to stumble up and sit in the chair. I don't know if he told me that someone told my parents or if I just assumed someone told them, but I was really afraid of them coming to the school to pick me up because I felt embarrassed. Mr. Belan wheeled me to my car, but as we went outside the scenery changed and we were in the beautiful mountains of St. Everest. But everything still seemed normal to me so he just kept wheeling me to my car(which seemed like I had been there in a previous dream and left that car there) and when I got there I realized that I had to tell him the truth, that I had faked(sort of) my fainting to get out of school. I slowly fished for socks in my car(no idea why) then turned to him and realized I was dreaming. (It took awhile for me to grasp the fact that this wasn't real and for a second or two I actually tried to wake myself up because I wanted to get out of there, but that failed and I realized this is a dream and I can do what I want) Wanting to get away, I told him "I just want to fly away," then turned to the face of a cliff of one of the mountains we were on to jump off, but instead I turned back to him and told him everything. I wanted to see what would happen, I guess. He got angry at me then started to run away from me down the small mountains. I was easily able to catch up with him though, as I took giant leaps and floated down each mountain. It was quite fun. Anyways, I finally caught up to him and he agreed to have a meeting with me to discuss what just happened. We went to this city and went in this white, old, run down, small building with only one room which contained an old rusty cheap table. As soon as we entered, I saw this strange character. It is hard to describe.. it looked like the cave dweller I had been drawing in real life(don't ask why..). Half human, standing tall, yet a dark green color with long ears down to it's shoulders. For some reason, I recalled seeing it in another dream and becoming good friends with it(though I don't think I ever really dreamt about this thing before as I think about it now) So I went over to greet it and then woke up.

I drew a picture of the creature just for fun

Again, a midday nap/AP beckoned...literally.

I closed my eyes and immediately I
Saw swirling purple energy that after a moment became man shaped. I knew this person, I was greeted with a "Hello Aeona" then he hugged me.
Purple wrapped around me.

We had just gotten to a beach, it looked around sunset and we walked..without talking. Like usual I was wary of the scourge commonly called seagulls, and I thought I hope no one has fed them lately. I had an odd feeling then..

I heard a friend talking. She was upset about people coming into her dreams lately, and in general ruining her dream-space. As I heard her, I saw my home page on facebook where she was posting word for word what I was hearing. I was still at the beach with facebook in the sky. This amused me very much and was glad I hadn't be pulled away; I didn't want to leave where I was at. I responded with "There's a lot of that going around lately" empathising with her.
I was pushed forwards lightly, I turned and looked at Him and he said to me teasingly "Go on..tell her what this is all about."

I started talking to her, seeing my words written in the sky, about impersonators that some call templars and other unethical Dream behavior adding what their purpose behind this was. She asked me how I heard her, and I explained "I was in a place very close to where you were. Since I know you well, I could feel your distress and you called to me and got my attention." She asked me how we were even speaking (I knew she was asleep and not lucid) so I told her "we are talking on dream facebook." Then she was gone.

I turned around and said to Him that I need a real vacation.

Intro notes and dreams last night.

I have been attempting to Lucid Dream for about 3-4 weeks. I have had one lucid dream so far.

Last night I had a dream of being at a track meet with my Tom my old coach and a few friends and family. They were finding a way to combine the teams so they could help each other out. Don't have much more than that.

As a side note my first Lucid Dream was in the house I grew up in. I awakened in the bathroom naked. I think I was looking at my hands and perhaps that made me lucid.

I stood up and looked around the bathroom. Of course there was a mirror there and understanding that mirrors can be strange I looked into it. My face was very distorted and I couldn't make it out too well. My body was hunched over and extremely hairy.

I walked out of the bathroom and into the dining room. From there I walked into the Kitchen. I lost Lucidity there. I think I simply fell back into a typical dream state.

Geez, I haven't posted a DJ entry in over a month. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??? Anyways, I had at least two lucids in one night a few weeks ago. Although I couldn't manage to do much, the number alone is an achievement for me.

~I think the first one started out in a big room, like an auditorium or something, filled with people. I was lucid, and tried to dramatically make all the doors slam shut at once... Yeah. I ended up taking a while at each of the three sets of doors, struggling to close them while people ran around screaming. A bit frustrated, I hopped up onto a stage at the front of the room and walked backstage. There was a winding passageway leading somewhere unknown, which I started wandering down.

"Hello? Anybody here...?" I wanted to find someone, even a random DC, just to see if they could help me do anything. To my intense surprise, TG appeared.

"Don't get frustrated," he said. "As long as you keep trying, you'll get better. I promise." Then he was gone again. I can't remember if the dream continued or ended there.


~Second dream. I was in a house, although I'm not sure that's where it started. Still lucid, but a little less so than before, I wanted to explore the place. The carpet was white, the walls were white, all the trim and everything was a light colored wood. In some places the ceiling was very low. As I walked around, a person followed me. She threw pushpins at the walls and floor.

I turned a corner and saw what I think was a vacuum... A really creepy vacuum. It was like a bright green cube with wheels, and a tube/hose thing coming out of one side. But it had a human face on the front. Its eyes were the same bright green as the rest of the thing, and it was staring intently at a small pile of screws. I didn't mess with it.

Suddenly, the girl with the pins threw one at the floor right next to my foot. Then another, and that one hit me. It hurt. I turned to run away, and she peppered my back with several more. By that point I had lost lucidity and was just trying to run away.

~I'm almost sure there was another dream, but I can't remember. There was also a false awakening somewhere.

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May 13 2011



I found myself playing in some dirt outside a roadside diner.
My identity changed to more of that of an adult and I got up and went inside hearing all kinds of happy conversations.

My senses were pretty open and I could feel all the people in the place.

Once inside I saw it was a nice bright coffee house like place. I walked into the center of the tabled room and then thought 'I'd like to sit with the 2 quirky gay guys, they seem interesting' and started to walk over to their small round table. They got up glaring at me and left.
Telepathy works both ways, hmm, I'll have to watch my telepathic outflow more.

I sat at the now empty table and listened to people talk which was a bit confusing because their verbal words and their metal words, that I was telepathically picking up, did not always match .

Guy1: "Oh that's great!" 'whatever'
Guy2: "I know right" 'I'm bored'
Guy1 "You must feel lucky?" 'I guess'
Guy2 "Oh I am" 'not really'

This was messing with my head and I tried to change my focus and then I saw a hovering robot about the size of an office trash can, it had a yellow light on its metal domed top and a red colored hair-like metal decoration under its hat like top, no face.
'I wonder what this is doing here'
Robot: 'I'm interested in human men-kind."

I was glad it was completely telepathic.
It stayed by me and intenetly watched the 2 other guys talking.
I plugged my attention into the interplay between the robot and the conversation but it was boring and my mind drifted.
'mankind hmm'
'yep'

I then felt a pull outside

This was no regular outside place, I felt no humans at all, as if they had never existed, though I thought that they had something like a million years ago.

Then I saw the dark figures move, I was looking at a strange group of chimp sized apes, about 20 of them. They weren't chimps, their faces were different, fuller and wider, and they all had a little gray hair around their faces.

My senses were still open and their radiation (a telepathic flow of consciousness you get from conscious things) felt a lot like human's but very simple like a 2 year old.

One was trying to kill a wasp that had flown out of a hole in the ground. He knew it could sting and was holding it by its wings and hitting it on the hard packed ground to kill it and knock off the stinger. The wasp was hardier than the strange chimp thought and I could feel he was sorry he had chosen to eat this insect. Another youner ape came over and watched and motioned with his hand in a whipping motion to rip the wings off but the older ape didn't get what the younger ape was trying to say.

I woke up wondering what happened and why I woke in the middle of that story.

These days I had crappy recall... It's not worth to be posted, just a couple of words, but I have it in my other DJ (the physical one). I think I'll try that ADA technique, while waiting for the academy reopen.

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[COLOR="#000000"][/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]Finally a dream with good, long recall.

I don't remember exactly, but I can infer that before I remember, I was in the past. Right now I'm at present time at my nan's house.

[/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I was talking to someone we brought back from the past, he looked pretty normal, so it was probably only 50 years back at most. We were talking about how he wanted to see his family, and asked about using my nan's time machine, I told him she might not let him. I talked to her about using the time machine and she said we can only use it for important things. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](if that's so, I wonder why she let him be brought to our time) [/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I went back to him and said she said no, but if it's just for a tiny visit she might. She still said no, but we tried to go anyway. We couldn't figure out how to set it, there were 3 presets, we tried the first.

The first preset landed me in what looked like a party, there was a disco ball, everybody had afros and peace jewelarry, so it must of been the 80's. It was completely crowded, I couldn't even move a bit, so I had to shove my way outside. No matter where I went there was a party, so it made me uncomfortable, it obviously wasn't the time we were lokoing for, so we left.

The second preset landed us in a small, but futuristic looking city, it must of been a bit in the future, so this OBIVOUSLY wasn't it, but we stayed for a bit. There were aliens hidden there, though they were in human disguises, I found an alien after some looking, but they didn't do much. We went on to check the third preset.

When we got to the third preset there was a roundabout and a road linking off of it, it had an old house by the road, and a large, unoccupied pen near the roundabout. There wasnt much techonology, but there were old steam cars, this looked somewhere around the right time. We were in a car and we drove by that house multiple times until we stopped at the pen. [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]I became lucid somewhere around here.

There were a bunch of weird looking people and 3 of them were seriously annoying me, I pointed at one and said "DISAPPEAR!", and he vanished. [/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"](along with a rainbow glitter and sound) [/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]People were a bit scared, I pointed at the second person and did it, when I realized I pointed at the wrong person, I said REAPPEAR! and he reappeared. I then disappeared the other 2 and then the other DC's got really scared, but I calmed them down. I then remembered my goal to eat dream food, I yelled out, "CINNAMON DOUGHNUT!" and a cinnamon doughnut appeared in my hand and I ate it, it tasted normal. I remembered stabilization stuff and rubbed my hands together and licked the net, but the dream ended soon anyway.[/COLOR][COLOR="#000000"]
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I'm sitting in class across from Milan and we're playing paper football, ignoring a nonsensical and hypocritical rant from Ms. Kaminiarz. I hear her ask Dennis to go write something on the board and whilst he's up there, he tells a joke. Everyone finds it hilarious, I hardly laugh. Some girl starts up a conversation with me about school and I notice Tawnya glancing over with an annoyed look. I get the impression that she think I`m interested in this girl but I'm not. A little while later, I notice someone rubbing/massaging my back. It strikes me as odd and I'm not sure who it is; I have a feeling it's the girl to my right (the DC named Courtney from a few previous dreams) but then I go "it couldn't be, what would she want with me?"I decide that it's probably Courtney (from Caf class) who's sitting behind. I can't remember what happened next but I know I had a false awakening after.

I'm not sure but I think this was my subconscious trying to tell me to stop settling for less.

I tried to get comfortable on my side, and began to feel my body numbing. after a few minutes, it stopped getting stronger and my neck was uncomfortable so I tried my back, while telling myself "1, I will dream a lucid dream, 2..." I guess I eventually fell asleep and I don't remember a thing about my dreams. I will try a WILD tonight.