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So I keep waking in the night with an abrupt start...adjust my hair, and turn over to fall back asleep. And this is the result...




I am E-Con, God of Lucid Dreaming. It is my duty to send out bolts of lucidity to all the dreamers in the world, and I take in energy from the people on DreamViews.

I am in a white room, though 'room' isn't a good descriptor. It's more like a place that can't be quantified by mortal dimensions. Behind me (visually) are what appear to be cloud-like walls, though I suspect they are just a construct of the mind to give an area boundaries.

Before me is a large spinning disc, electrically charged with the power of dreams. As it spins bolts of energy (lucid dreams) are sent out in all directions to be absorbed by the dreamers of the world.

I seem to be angry...or perhaps determined...as though my task required a lot of attention and I had nothing to spare for questions or diversional thought. If someone were to walk up to me I would probably respond by yelling or simply ignore them as unimportant.


And I wake up.


I think I like my job better as a DG.




I had at least two other dreams but I can't recall them now. Too much headache going on today. :(

Key:
{Curly brace & blue} .... Relevent waking life details before entry, if appropriate

Black .... Dream body/narative text

(Standard braces & dark green, bold) .... Dream notes, lucidity, time. method etc

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{This one is from last night.... 04 June 2012}

(Non-Lucid... Fragment only)

I’m inside the 'airside' departures at a large international airport, airside, like Amsterdam Schipol..
There is a huge area of glass window.. Its just slightly light outside... I think its really early morning
I'm looking out across the tarmac, and runway, thats all 'lit up' seeing planes taxi-ing, taking off and landing

1st: For some reason I was spongebob squarepants and together with patrick and sandy we had to prepare a song for a talent show. At first we went on the stage without preparing anything and I had a keyboard in front of me with some drums attached to it. We started to hammer on the drums and playing all sorts of stupid stuff and the crowd got angry. Suddenly the dream started again. This time we prepared something for the show and when we went on the stage sandy disappeared. I started to play a song on the keyboard without even knowing which keys to press. But the song really sounded nice and at this point the dream got really vivid. I can remember clearly which keys I pressed on and how it sounded. Suddenly Sandy appeared again and we had an awesome super jam on the stage. The crowd applauded and the dream fades.

2nd: I was in some kind of huge villa with another person. I'm not sure why but we played hardcore-tag. With hardcore-tag I mean that we tried to chase each other but we placed booby-traps and other stuff. The guy ran upstairs and I ran after him. Suddenly I saw some mines placed on the floor. I tried to walk carefully across the floor without touching them. When I got across I started to run again and noticed a tripwire on the floor. I jumped over it and now the guy said that it's my turn to run away. I used my parkour skills to jump over the stairs and ran down a huge hall. Then I went up the stairs again and placed some bear-traps. Suddenly I was in front of a big black door. The guy approached and he was also confused because of that door. I think we opened the door but my recall fades here...

3rd: This time the location was a gym. I think I was in sports class in school and there was a huge mat and some springboards. I ran towards one and did a perfect frontflip. Suddenly some other classmates were next to me and applauded. My friends tried to do frontflips, too but they failed. Suddenly I got the idea to try a butterfly-twist. With a lot of speed I ran towards the springboard and did the twist.....and failed. I landed on my neck and it really hurt....I woke up

Venus was in-line with the sun last night and so I had a weird dream!

'Spontaneous lucidity'

I am walking in what looks like a shopping centre/mall, all of a sudden, without reason I a lucid - I just know I am dreaming, I do not need to check. I remember allot of warm colors in the mall, yellows and oranges, I think I am somewhere where it is usually allot warmer than the UK. As I walk along I feel my l dream slipping, I am going to wake up. So I stop a stare at a strawberry that is being displayed on a fruit stand, I get really close and can see the tiny individual pips on the surface of the strawberry. I sit down and breath slowly in and out while staring at these details and am able to steady my dream again (a small success for me in regards to dream control!) as I walk further into the shopping mall this happens again with a banana I think, eventually I decide that I will try to find someone, just someone that is not supposed to be in my dream/a 'real' person. I find a girl/woman standing at the entrance of a shop, she has tight brown curls and is very pretty. We embrace and then I have a false awakening; I am sitting in the same shopping mall but this time sitting in a circle with around 8-10 others, sitting across from me is the same girl I just had the dream about: we are trying to determine whether we had a successful shared dream. I describe what it is that I had dreamt, but the girl is finding it difficult to remember. She then mentions something about a orange, which somebody, I am thinking was 'kiara' who posted that thread up about 'wanting a shared dream' says that it is a success, I argue that it doesn't count - but then she holds up a sheet that she has written up - on the sheet is a table cross referencing everything that could mean something else. I do not remember the others in the circle but they could have possibly been the other members of the IOSDP...

Sirius Black smooth

Dream fragment of walking along with Sirius lack and noticing how ridiculously smooth his skin is!

Bogey sandwich!!!

I am watching some kind of extreme cooking program, the chef on the program is explaining how to make food dishes out of things we find growing around us etc, he goes onto explain how bogey's (snot) is very nutritious and cuts to a bowl filled with tony dried bogies, he takes a few on a spoon and puts them in a sandwich - I know, totally gross right? urgh!

I was walking down a dark and slightly forboding path way, i could see it used to be a gravel path but old in its nature with unkept grass verges either side.
Just as i passed under a bridge strangly everything was in slow motion and there were people flying and flaoting toward me. i heard a voice talking to me, i knew it wasnt my voice but it was male. Soothing and affirmatively he told me to relax and to let go. I heeded the voice and began to gently float down this dark pathway toward the nothingness i began to pick up more and more speed, Struggling to stay 'afloat' and to stay in the air, helplessly front flipping toward the unknown. It was then i gained my balance and forcibly hurtled into the shadows..

Blinding light met me, i was soaring HIGH above the ground over the most beautiful landscapes i have ever seen, enormous and powerfull waterfalls, vivid green grass without any buildings, vehicles and 'blots' on this landscape to speak of. I knew at this point i was dreaming and became LUCID. I decided to fly a bit longer and enjoy the view.
After a short while i decided i would land and try some things out.

when i landed, i found myself in a very nice apartment type room, it was then a friend of mine handed me a lovely cup of hot chocolate (mmmmm) As a drank i looked around the room in amazement, i had never been to this place yet i knew my mind was making these images. i looked down at the carpet, high quality thick pile rug obviously. when i moved i noticed my footprints went upward instead of inward. Confused, i continued my stare at them, they changed into a black like disk like object. i picked them both up, they had a polystyrene sort of feel but heavier. i threw them across the room like frisbys and giggled at the obsurdity of what just happened. a man then handad me a glass, i presumed my friend that made me a hot chocolate had made him a coffee ealier. I said "sure i'll clean it" (not sure why i did, its MY freaking dream, not yours DC!) as i walked toward the sink a felt the dream fade into black... and that black was the back of my eyelids. i was awake again... shame.

Summary: AWESOME dream AND went Lucid!

My dad makes a strange type of pasta. It is infused with caviar and fish. He tells me to try it. I say okay and get my chopsticks.

(Copied from my DVA workbook)
I entered my school so that I could say "farewell" to my classmates. The first thing that I noticed, however, was that almost all the signs had the word "shit" on them. I asked my teachers why, and they said that they had rid the school of children who weren't older than 13 (my school had students of all ages, but the classes were obviously separate). I'm then at my house playing a game on my Xbox 360 that was released in two parts and had a humorous name. It involved going to other worlds by traveling through portals and solving puzzles.

Mom, Dad and I stop by a small grocery store on the way home from nothing. The store is more like a bar than a store, but I guess you could say it is both. There are lots of people staring at us. Dad gets into an argument with the manager because the guy is being an asshole for no reason. Some of the people laugh at us, and I have an odd sense that something bad is about to happen. We walk out of the store, but Dad turns around and marches right back in. I follow after him with a rushing sensation. I strut in, see him yelling at the manager, and I immediately scream "STAY AWAY FROM HIM" at the bar-grocery people because I think they might attack him. My dream shout is strong, filled with a cold biting wind that scares off all the DCs. I am thrown off at how loud I sound but quickly become distracted by the dream again. Dad has picked a fight with the manager and goes into a back door. Once again I follow after him. The hallway beyond the door is dark, but I can see at the end of it my dad is lying unconscious in a room. There is an office to my left where I can see a lady clerk typing away at a computer. At this point I am filled with adrenaline which further clouds my already foggy thinking. I scream at her in rage, she turns around and is suddenly the manager with a snug expression on his face. Feeling like there is nothing I can do or that it might be a trap, I run away back into bar-grocery, again the people stare and laugh at me, but I am in a hurry and run out of the store. "They have Dad!" I frantically shout to Mom. She has a sad look on her face. She directs her attention to a car next to us with 2 children inside. Apparently the manager's wife went inside and left them. I know what she is thinking, that we take the car and children as collateral until we get Dad back. I hesitate for only a moment before yelling at her to "GET IN AND DRIVE." She reluctantly gets in and I run to a nearby store to hide behind a pillar so I can watch the manager come out and see his reaction. "This had better work!" I think.

Notes:
Dad has bad road rage and cannot stand when people either do their jobs improperly or show a lack of courtesy. The day before this dream he almost made someone crash into the back of his truck on purpose because they were tailing him far too close. I share in his pain at the idiocy of most people and how bad at driving they are or their lack of care for life and living or other peoples' lives, but I realize that most of the time nothing can be done and people are just crazy. He should have been a police officer, I tell him. This dream is obviously about my fear that his rage will lead to serious consequences. And perhaps it shows that in the worst situation I would be willing to step down and do something immoral and terrible to assure the safety of my own family. I'm not sure if that's honorable or not..

Missed Dream Signs:
-The combined bar-grocery store filled with far too many people.
-My voice sounded cold, harsh and so loud that I noticed it was abnormal in the dream.
-Instead of fighting the manager I ran away.
-My strategy of kidnapping his kids was pretty over dramatic.

oops.

Bad dreams, mostly forgotten...
I recall slicing in half, in one swipe of a sword, 6 dogs. I noticed one dog in particular. It was a slender black dog with a long snout. I watched as it's body separated cleanly, yet gruesomely.
Another dog wasn't as fortunate. The sword didn't make it all the way through him and I struggled to finish the job and retrieve my weapon.
I don't recall why I killed them, but my heart was breaking for them.

In another dream, I was with Myles. I was showing him my secret closet/escape route. The safe was there as well.
I seem to recall water ways, canals or a "lazy river" (famous in Water Parks), but I've waited too long to record the dreams and I've forgotten the details.

And now I'm all caught up with my DJ

Dreamed I was driving "Big Red" [our Motor Coach], only she was a golden and cream color.
As I drove along, I became aware of stalled traffic. A cop car was in front of me, but a distance off.
I couldn't slow or stop Big Red, so I somehow ended up outside and directly beside the vehicle. I grabbed ahold of it, lol, and planted my feet against the road to slow it down. As we went along, I thrust out one of my arms to keep from side swiping another vehicle, but we still crashed into the police cruiser.
I saw his head whip, but he seemed okay.
Don't recall how the dream ended.

I also dreamed I was living in a Hotel but I was being kicked out. I could stay longer if I could come up with some money, but that seemed impossible.
I was highly anxious because the hotel room held all of my possessions- everything from clothes to computer.
I ended up coming up with the money just barely in time.

In yet another dream, I was in a building filled with people. A person of authority (a cop?) needed to talk to me, so we looked for a quieter area. We ended up finding a room, but the door was blocked with stuffed animals. He kept pushing them aside with his foot until he could close the door.
We sat at a table and our sexual attraction toward one another was unbearable, but we didn't act out on our feelings.
>>>He looked like the guy who works at Arby's (black man with green eyes). I ate there just a few hours before going to sleep.

I had a couple more dreams- one, a nightmare, but I've forgotten them.

I dreamed of tornadoes again. I was on the balcony of some hotel when I saw them. Cocoa was with me and I was terrified that she wouldn't follow me inside, but she did.
I slammed the door and we went to the far end of the room and kept very quiet. The tornado still managed to follow us.
Thankfully, though, there was a small (sort of) trap door on the floor. When the tornado landed on it the floor board spun around and when it settled, there was no tornado but 2 knickknacks of kissing children (which I owned in real life a decade ago or so).

Then I worried about my neighbor whom I had been speaking with just moments before fleeing the storm. I cursed myself for not sounding a warning.
The neighbor was actually 2 doors down (but one balcony over lol). She and her mother were still on the balcony but completely uninjured.

I also dreamed of being outside the trailer and seeing a bear cub. I worried about him and was about to usher him inside, but I recalled the mother bear is never far away. Instead, I went to a window and looked outside.
Sure enough, his mother was outside. But not just her alone. There were 3 other mother bears with cubs of their own and one of the mothers was fighting off a pack of wolves.

I also recall tidbits of flying, dead bodies, driving and food. I've forgotten the specifics however.

Oh yeah, I also dreamed I was with a group of people. I asked how I could find someone to have sex with lol. I complained that I hadn't had sex for over 2 years. I don't remember any more of the dream though.

In one dream, I was with my kids outside the trailer. The animals were carrying on, playing, and very faintly, I heard something like a train whistle.
The sky became dark quickly. I frantically looked around for a safe place to ride out the storm, and that's when I noticed 3 slender tornadoes touch ground.
I then saw my hubby, from the corner of my eye, at his garage. The kids and I raced toward him, but he hadn't seen us and was putting the garage door down. I screamed we were coming.
I don't recall how the dream ended.

In another dream, I was flying. I no longer remember many details other than it was a slightly scary dream which I enjoyed none-the-less.

In yet another dream, I was driving and lost. I passed at least 3 Yetti at different times. I couldn't tell if they were real or costumes, so I finally asked the last one if I could give him a ride somewhere lol.
He declined

In another fragmented dream which has been mostly forgotten, I was in some large building and some sort of conflict was happening. I raced to my "secret closet" which also contained the safe I now often dream about.

I dreamed Snuffanuff [who ran away] came home and that I struggled to tie him and Cocoa up outside. Someone walked by and commented "what a beautiful dog", and out of frustration I asked if they wanted him.
But they shook their heads "no" lol and hurried along. But I heard them say, under their breath, that they had been talked about the other dog. I looked to where they indicated, further ahead and I was confused by the appearance of a large black dog. Then I realized it was Meesha [the puppy] all grown up.

In another dream- in which I played no role except to occasionally jump into the POV of various DC's- I saw a young man and younger woman searching for escape for their people.
I've forgotten the details except for the fact they were a peoples at war. They lived in a place of exceptional "primitive" beauty.
They finally arrived at a hidden entrance, fumbled with a lamp and they each took a crystal from a bowl. They had broken off the crystals from a larger one.

They entered a cave which became a tunnel, which lead them to an underpass in our modern world. They were happy, but "I" still grieved for them.
Their families soon followed and they established their own small community.
But then the leaders took the young mans sister from him to raise her with their own standards. They played on her young age and curious and compassionate nature to draw her away.
The brother was enraged, though a part of him acknowledged it was likely for the best.
I don't recall how the dream ended.

In another dream, I spoke about home-made tattoo and peroxide to someone (?) and I mentioned how peroxide DOES burn.
>>I had that dream because I saw someone yesterday with strange white blots on his tattooed arm. I wondered about it. Plus, I cleaned some grooves in my cabinet using peroxide and I was surprised to discover it stung quite a lot and turned my fingertips white for a long time.

I woke very quickly "hearing" the computer ringing. But hubby wasn't calling me lol

Oh yeah, I also had a "Mario Brothers Dream" lol. I haven't had one of those for quite awhile!
I was just a computerized character going through seemingly impossible levels.

Another dream I had about a couple of months ago went like this- I was lying on my side awake, curled up a little. I think I was in sleep paralysis. So I was half awake. All of a sudden my body starts to rotate anti-clockwise. What I mean is that my head went from being on my pillow to down where my feet were and all 360degrees until I was back where I started! Although I was under my quilt, when I spun, I seemed to be on top of it because I could see my room moving round as I rotated! This happened a few more times and I couldn't wake myself up. I was actually scared. Eventually when I thought I was awake I thought I have to tell my mum and dad now because that was too creepy. So I got out of bed and started to feel my way along the wall to get out of my room. As I went to open the door, I actually woke up and was still in my bed.