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I remember having a False Awakening, but I wasn't lucid for it. I only realized what it was when I woke up.

I can scroll around a map Homestuck-style. My friend tells me to look at this certain area, so I look and there's this little imp thing with its head cut off, waving its arms around. I proceed to look at every area with a door, and there's one in every room with a door.

There's this group of people that I'm included in, and we're trying to break some sort of building. There's this guy in techy armor, and he cuts an oval into his shirt, placing a portal in it so he can carry the portal on his chest.
"Hey, I kinda look like a human-controlled construct."
We portal in and start marketing this new candy and cookies to the leader of the building.

There are two brothers. Their father was killed or committed suicide, I don't know which. It just showed an image of him in the background, dead and bloody, sitting against a wall while in the foreground his son is playing with the butler happily.
They were on a roof, and had to escape from something. They kept catching each other when they were about to fall. One time, the older brother falls and the younger brother goes to catch him. He's not going to make it. He lets go of the rail he was holding on to, falling to catch his brother. He'll be able to save him, right?
No, wait, they're just freefalling. They talk, tell each other they love the other, and then suddenly I'm back in the previous dream (this is where the candy ads come in)

Repeat dream, perhaps beans are a dream sign?

I really wanted beans on toast.
I went to the supermarket and there was an enormous pyramid display of tins, at least 30 foot high, and they were all balanced perfectly. I tried several times but couldn't get a tin out without making the pyramid fall over.

I was taking a nap. I tried to lucid dream, but I ended up not getting a nap at all. However, this was still quite interesting.

Whenever I close my eyes, I see patterns of blue light. I see waves of glowing blue all moving around freely, with some occasional orange thrown into the mix.

This time it was very vivid. At one point it was so clear I could see the rough edges instead of blurriness.

The strangest part is, at one point my heart started pounding for no reason. It quickly went back to normal, though.

I also remember feeling vibrations in my feet at one point, but it went away after a few seconds.

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So pretty!

I had a (kind of) false awakening in a non-lucid dream. Not sure if this would be considered a false awakening or not, though.

Keep in mind that this was a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time ago. I'm shocked I still remember it.

I was dreaming. That's all I really remember. I dreamed of waking up, but some odd things were happening. Everybody's power was flickering on and off. The rest was really fuzzy.

All I remember is that everybody's lights were flickering on and off, and making some clicking noise as they did. It wasn't really a nightmare, just some odd dream.

EDIT: Now that I think about it, I have a feeling I was slightly lucid for a few seconds during this dream!

Dream fragment.

We were going somewhere when both of our dogs and a stray cat decided to hop in the vehicle without us knowing. We drove to some place where there were a few cats; one of which was sitting on someone's van. I was walking up the driveway when the smallest cat bolted around the van, seemingly out of nowhere. It then bit me with razor-sharp teeth. Believe it or not, this wasn't really a nightmare.

This dream was worth notice because it was the most vivid dream I have ever had (Still not that vivid). Another reason is because I felt what it was like when something was hurting you in a dream: Nothing. I could literally feel the cat's teeth sinking into my skin as it bit me, but there was no pain.

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These images are 100% accurate compared to my dream, the only flaw being that the evil kitty's mouth was bigger and it had sharper teeth, and there was a van parked in the driveway; not a car.

Dream 1: I remember being with my friend who was a guy. He didn’t seem that familiar, but he was my friend. We were riding my polar bear dog (This was probably Naga from the Legend of Korra)

Somehow we were in school, but we had taken a break so I could go ride my mount. (Still unsure if it’s Naga or not) We dismounted, and I tied the huge dog near a fence near our school. Once we went inside, we were swept away by a moving bus that folded out of the school. We were on a field trip.

We arrived at a gym about a couple of seconds from our school. Everyone walked in and sat on the bleachers. I sat with my friend and another girl who I knew. I was shuffling around trying to find a seat with my friends away from everyone else.

We listened to the speaker go on about something. For all I know we just sat there for a minute or two and got up and left. We went back through the way we came, into the bus. We felt it lurch and fold out of the gym as it had folded in. I heard my guy friend say, “I like riding Naga better than being on this roller coaster.” I looked at his face. It was a slight greenish color, and he looked dizzy. “Hold on,” I said. “We’re almost there.”

The bus folded back into the school, and we got out. We walked outside and the dog was happily sitting on its haunches waiting for us.

We mounted, and walked down to the road. By this time the moon was out. The only lights out were the streetlights around the neighborhood.

I grabbed Naga’s reins and moved her along, walking down the street. No one really took notice of her. My friend said that he wanted to steer her. So we switched places. Somehow I had grabbed some rope on the back of her saddle, probably misleading rope. My friend got her to jump into the air and start flying. They flew so high, but I wasn’t on there. I was still holding onto the unraveling string below. I was floating for some reason though.

They came back down and I got on once more and took the reins. We took off on a run towards the city. We reached some buildings and some busy streets. We ran into oncoming traffic, but we just jumped over cars. Easy peasy.

Walking our way was a couple of friends from school that I knew. They were running away from something, I don’t know what.

I ignored that thought as we walking into some sort of restaurant. Naga was looking pretty tired so we just sat inside. All of a sudden, I saw Naga walking away. I followed her into a lit up alley. She layed down, but was getting smaller, and smaller, and smaller. Afterwards she retched, then lay limp on the ground as still as a puppet.

I ran up to her and felt her. She was no longer there. I cried and cried. My poor Naga. :/

First

I'm walking with a very enlightened master and a student of his. He is not really teaching, we are just chatting about different methodologies of enlightenment and the role of the teacher in them. I seem to know who he is and he refers to a few other teachers I should know.

We stop is a park. There is a structure for children to climb we get on to of that and sit for a while. The other student is talking with the teacher and I'm listening to her questions. A dog appears below us and tries to scare me by attacking my feet. It doesn't seem to want to fight, so I think it's scared and let it be. It goes around to the other side of the structure and doesn't attack me anymore. The master and the student are watching and comment something.

Second

We are home now and the dog is with us. I arrange a fenced area for it, so that it doesn't bite anyone. I give it a pillow some other stuff. It's my dog now.

fjg

Didn't Remember

Everyone was looking up through heating duct work and saw a $50 bill. I did the smart thing by going to the top of the duct work and looked down to discover $56. I blew the money down (how I ended up with it makes no sense) In the process I found a pile of $20s and a $10. I share with my dad the discovery and give him $30 for the phone bill.

A girl I lust for was with a new man in my old bedroom growing up. It sounded like they were fighting, her refusal to give in. Turns out that was wrong as they made plans on transportation to somewhere. We passed each other without speaking.

Fragment: Breivik was on Twitter answering questions.

[COLOR="#483d8b"]I was at some mall with M and we were going to the first floor. I suddenly wanted to go to a jewellery shop, where they also do piercings. We went over there and then the woman there kept ranting about how this can hurt and blahblahblah. By the end of the dream she was nearing me with a gun but I woke up just before she shot. Now I see what she meant by "it might hurt a lot" xD[/COLOR]

Can't recall anyhing else

[COLOR="#2e8b57"]lucids[/COLOR], [COLOR="#483d8b"]non-lucids[/COLOR]

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Sooo, no updates for awhile longer, probably. As if that's much of a surprise. =P

[This is my first dream journal entry here, hopefully i'll post it the right way ]
[Things in brackets like this will just be my thoughts on the dream, ect.]
[I'll also ONLY post LUCID DREAMS]

So today i tried a WBTB along with SSILD [which i tried for first time] and it was successful. After around 1 hours of sleep i got lucid randomly [DILD].
I was in our kitchen and i remember someone being close to me, but i couldn't see anyone. Since it was kind of dark in there, i thought it's time to get outside. Before going outside i noticed a bun on the desk and decided to try a little telekinesis on it, just to be sure i can Mass TK something later on [the whole challenge thing was in my head all along]. It was really easy to telekineses the bun and i smashed it into the window.

Then after that i walked up to the window and just passed through the glass, but for some reason when i noticed our neighbour taking care of her garden, i just fallen back inside our house. I went through the glass once again, thinking that it won't stop me. For sure it didn't, i got outside.
It was kinda sunny, but i felt like a storm is coming or something like that. I started with flying up in the air, then i sit down on our fence and looked around. [At this moment i forgot a small part of the dream sadly].
Then i noticed a random ugly old guy sitting in a small car near out fence and he was nude and was smiling weirdly at me... I was just about to go and throw his car away or something, but then suddenly it became night.

Since night is not so good and makes it easier to wake up, i decided to find a light source. I noticed a street lamp nearby, which was almost at the right place where it is in reality. I went under it and i was concentrating to create huge a vivid light and make day from night. During this attempt i accidenlty closed me eyes for a little longer, which caused me to wake up. But i got back to the dream easily and fast [my eyes didn't open completely and i just had to wait some seconds to open my dream eyes again].
I was at the same place again and now tried to control the light of the street lamp. It went where i wanted and lighted everything, then i tried to create daylight again, which halfway succeeded as it started to be sunrise slowly.

I decided to fly on, but just to the closest crossroads which is close to our house. While flying i wanted to practise more on my telekinesis, so i picked a tree out of the ground and thrown it away, althrough it wasn't the biggest tree, just a smaller one.
When i got to the crossroads i just standed in the middle of the road waiting for cars. I noticed some big pile of snow on the road and decided to create a firestorm on it to melt it... i heard the sound of the firestorm, but it didn't appear for some reason...
After this the dream started to fall apart harder, so i rubbed my hands together to stabilize it, it worked well. [it was my first hand rubbing stabilization, i used a different method before].
It didn't take long for some cars to come to me. I wanted to use my super strenght now, so i took one of the cars and smashed it onto another with one hand, they got crumbled up well. I thought to myself that this goes easily so i want more challenge. I thought about a truck, which then appeared behind me. I took the truck with two hands and smashed it as well, which caused a kinda big mess on the street. Then i wasn't really okay with it and wanted a truck that has oil or fuel in it. TWO of them appeared immediately, one of them was already threatening me because it was sliding towards me with full speed... It's not a problem, i thought... nothing can hurt me, so come on big guy
Just as the truck hit me, it fallen into 2 parts and the oil/fuel all spread on the street. Now was the time to get the other one. I picked it up and smashed it on the oil/fuel [really don't know which one was it] and it caused a HUGE explosion, which i was standing in the middle of. I thought to myself that i caused kind of a big trouble for the neighbourhood now, haha.

Then while the flames were still going on, i decided to fly on and for some reason i had a thought that "I was just about to check the time" and got a feeling that i need to fly down one of the roads because of it... While thinking this a clock suddenly flashed in front of me like a vision, which said 10:58 as the current time.

[After this i woke up, but i couldn't get back to the dream again... When i woke up the time was 8:05 in reality].
[I went back around 3-4 times to the dream the same way as i written once up above, the dream wasn't that stabil now for some reason].
[I also used the hand rubbing stabilization one more time, but it didn't work this time].

23.04.2012

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at some sort of formal dinner. The dinner/party was in the last floor of a tall building. The place was decorated in scarlet red, and with white fancy lamps. Most people who assisted the dinner were older, probably mid-40's or 50's. I was hanging out with the few people that were around my age, my friend Diego was among them. We were looking out a window into the city, it looked tiny from up there. Everyibe was having a good time, getting to know other people and just chatting and dancing.

Suddenly what seemed like a fire alarm went off. The power went out but seconds later red flashing lights started going off everywhere, accompanied by a loud alarm noise. I thought it was just someone who thought it would be funny to pull the fire alarm. A loud voice came from the building's speakers, saying it was not a fire but rather a critical situation. We were told to lock the doors, and not let anyone in, or out of the dinner hall. Some people started panicking, confusion quickly set in. I took a look out the window into the city again, something didn't seem right. The traffic seemed out of control, and I could see people running as if desperate (they kinda looked like ants from up there). For a second I thought it could be a zombie outbreak, but Diego laughed at my suggestion and I then realized how silly it sounded.

From across the room, knocks, screams and moans were heard on the other side of the hall's door. People close to the door stared at each other and started debating on whether they should open the door or not. I was worried about what could be on the other side of the door. Someone finally decided to open it, despite the orders that were given to us. People started rushing in from the other side of the door, some were screaming, others had blood all over them, some missing limbs and others... others looked like they were feeding on each other. It was then that I realized I had been right minutes ago, we were in the middle of a zombie outbreak.

My friends and I opened an emergency exit leadings to some stairs, some of the older people joined us. Diego suggested we went upstairs, to the roof, but I convinced everyone to go downstairs instead, as the roof would be a dead end. After running down 10 or 15 flights of stairs, we were faced with a gate blocking the way. We went back into the building, we were probably on floor 40 or something by now. The building's emergency lights made it easier to see. We ran down a hallway and got to a huge, wide window. We could see the street better from there, and it was clear the city was in chaos. Some people started suggesting that we should just jump out the window, as it would be a quick death. Some people gave in and started jumping. Every jump ended in a nasty noise, which made us uneasy. I looked down, and thought about it.

I could just step out the building and get it over with, but as we looked down to the body-splattered sidewalk, we saw something repulsive that made us (those who were considering jumping out the building) quickly change our minds: 2 or 3 of the people who had jumped, had not died on impact, but had broken most bones of their bodies and could do nothing but watch as the undead approached them to feast on their flesh.

We knew it was just a matter of time before zombies arrived at this floor, and we would be done. We started searching the whole floor, and I discovered a balcony that was close enough to a nearby building's roof, we could jump on to that roof and make our way to the street.

Dream Skips

Diego and I are running away from zombies, I don't know where the rest of the group is. We had found knifes and axes, which came in handy to clean the path a little bit. We saw a bulding with survivors inside, they aw us and made a signal for us to join them. The building was small, just two floors. The main floor was basically a big U shaped hallway, with an entrance at each end. We were planning on spending the night there. We all found a spot on the floor to lay down, we had decided on having 4 people rotate through guard throughout the night, luckily I wasn't one of them. I was dozing of when a loud bang was heard. A car had crashed on the builing's gate, forcing them open. We all panicked, as zombies started rushing in. They got most people who were too shocked to realize what was happening, a group of 5 or 6 includding Diego and I starting running down the hallway.

Zombies somehoe were catching up, these were fast zombies, faster than most of us. They got mostly everyone. It was just Diego, some guy, and I left. The other guy tripped Diego to make sometime, zombies catched up to Diego and for a second I thought it was over for him, however he managed to get up and catch up with us as we made it to the gate. Diego wrestled the guy, and told me to get to the other side of the gate. I obeyed and diego closed the gate, with him and the other guy just seconds away from being devoured by zombies, he told me to find a place to hide, and that it would be ok. I asked why, I was trying not to cry but it was impossible, he then pointed at his ankle, he had been bitten at leaat 5 times after the other guy had tripped him. I thanked him, and was forced to look away as the zombies catched up to them.

I woke up, I could still Diego's screams. I looked at the time, I had slept through my WBTB alarm.