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I was in a giant canyon that had a blue and green tint to it. There were a lot of pine trees that were that same color, but no pine needles or leaves on the ground. Come to think of it, it was perfectly clean for being outdoors. I was part of some sort of trials or competition. I was in a group of about four other people like me and one who mediated the challenges. The way it worked was if you out did everyone you were with you moved on to a group of other people in other groups that did the same, like a tournament I suppose... I beat everybody at what we were doing and moved on, or perhaps I stumbled the next group up, I'm not sure. Anyway I was about to begin the next set of obstacles but I woke up. I can't recall any challenges I needed to do specifically besides maneuvering inside of a house/tree built into the side of a hill, but that's it. There was a women inside with me, I don't know if I was competing against her or if she had something to do with the challenge.
I wish I remembered more of this dream because it was really interesting

I was listening to a new song by S3RL called Requiem for a Dream. It was apparently a cover but not of that song. I think it was from a computer because I remember reading the title on a black/pink(?) media player. I can only remember a tiny part of the song that was just some really nice kind of low tones. I was listening on big headphones and it was so good that I started crying lol. I remember imagining someone playing it at Heart of Gold and me just bursting into tears. N was there too, possibly a bit after my first listen, and I was telling him about it.

When I mentioned this to him he said he had a dream that I was trying to make him listen to a song at a computer. Interesting.

I'm in the military, and working as a combat medic. I see two people fighting, and I break it up before it gets crazy. Then we head to the gym. There's a broken backboard, some guy laying on his back, and he has glass stuck all in him. I'm with Tara, and V and we have to get him back to the hospital.

On my way over there, I was thinking about the best method to transport him, and figured that we'd need to get most of the glass out of his back and start an IV. The only problem was, I couldn't find anything to save my life. I kept pulling out super long needles when I just needed a small iv catheter. I gave up, and just started instucting Tara and V to get the items...hell, I had the most rank anyway :p

Sleep: 2:20 AM
Intention: "I will remember my dream"
Didn't hear alarm set 4 hours later.

7:27 AM

I was near the Bacolod North Terminal. I think it was afternoon. I was with some friends, watching buses go by, south-east direction. One says Xan of Carlos, or something. A friend mentioned that there are several same-name cities, so they have to specify which city. That confused me. I believe the term or idea "factory" was also included.

It was night. I was still there with friends, looking directly south. Almost no vehicles in sight. Almost no people. There was a security guard or two. We were sitting on chairs in the middle of the road. Then they stood up to leave. I asked if it's okay to just leave like that. I remember returning the chairs and apologizing to the guard afterwards.

Dream - Lucid

I was at my house in the playroom. I was looking at my left foot. I pushed the top middle of it, right under my middle toe, and it opened to show wires and mechanics; my foot was mechanical. (think Will Smith’s arm in I, Robot).

Apparently, the reason I had a mechanical foot, was because Jason had one. I talked to him on the phone about it at some point. I don’t remember if it was through text or actually talking on the phone.

I then remember talking to my mom about it. She was asking me if she was sure that was a good idea. And I kept backing it up saying it was a good idea.

Jason did tell me that he had lost the feeling in his foot after awhile. I noticed that my mechanical foot wasn’t as sensitive as my real foot. I didn’t think it was a huge deal.

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I was watching a movie about a female high school student who posed as a teacher. It was a comedy, kind of like Easy A or something. The girl had straight, short/medium length dark brown hair, and glasses. She had an accomplice, her friend, who was helping her cover it up. I kept seeing them get in the accomplice’s car and go places.

I think she finally got caught.

I then remember talking to my mom about the movie. I’m not sure where we were, but we were in a room somewhere. In the middle of talking to her, I had the realization that I was dreaming. I smiled, and looked at my mom and told her this was a dream, and I got the same look most DCs give me when I mention that. I ran past her.

I examined my hands to keep the dream stable. I also yelled
“Stabalize!”, which successfully stabilized my dream.

I went by a dried up potted plant sitting on a counter. I touched the leaf and it felt so real and vivid. I love it when that happens.

Then, I remember being upstairs. I was in a room that looked similar to the bonus room. I wanted to go somewhere else; to get out of the house and fly outside. I tried to tear up the ceiling, but only saw insulation.

I then spotted a dark blue wall with I think yellow stars on it; it almost looked like it was wrapped in wrapping paper. I started to tear it up, trying to find something or somewhere new. It came off in big blocky chunks, and just looked the same underneath as it did on the surface.

I woke up in sleep paralysis. I kept still and let it buzz until I went back into the dream. When my mind was sure I was dreaming, a voice in my head said
“Action!”

I then effortlessly floated from my body in my bed. I was then close to my body’s head, and looked down and saw my body. It was laying on its back, and its eyes were open wide; it looked so frightened. I gently stroked its head of messy hair. I felt compassion for the body lying there.

I examined my hand to try to stabilize the dream, and it worked for a second, but I then lost it.

Again, I woke up in sleep paralysis, and the same scenario repeated, and I again heard
“Action!”

I then was in a room. I wanted to fly, but it had been so long that it was proving to be difficult; I felt held down by gravity. I fought the heavy feeling in my legs, and took off through the ceiling and into this crazy cloud world. The hues of the clouds were grey and blue, and there were all these colorful floating structures; it reminded me of a Super Mario Galaxy world.

I was a little unsure of the flying at first, but I then felt like I was riding a current, and it got so much easier. I rushed by all these crazy floating structures, some that were swinging back and forth. I was smiling and laughing, saying
“I’m dreaming! I’m dreaming!!”

Writing a book

We are in some kind of a big barn. My family and I are upstairs, and I am trying to drop down to the bottom floor. I remember going down that way before, but I think somehow that I just jumped down. At first it doesn't look like too far of a drop, but looking again I see it is about 20 or 30 feet down. I decide not to jump, but to have my family lower me down with a rope instead.

I am also writing books. Actually, what I am doing is re-writing books that other people wrote. I wonder if people will accept the book, and if so I know I will make some money.

Bank Robbers

I am part of a group of bank robbers. We hold up a bank, and I think somebody gets shot. Later, we are laying around discussing our crime.

"What do you think," somebody (possibly our leader) says "about 30 each?"

"What, $30,000 each?" I ask.

"No, 30 years each. Maybe 30 to life. We did shoot someone after all."

"They'll never catch us." Another gang member says.

"Yeah they will," says our leader, "we shot somebody and robbed a bank. You think they'll just forget about us?"

Our leader thinks we should just sit around and wait to be arrested. He doesn't seem to think we even have any hope of getting away. I vaguely know that this is not real, and I am not really a criminal. But instead of becoming lucid, I just think that I ought to run away rather than go to jail for something I didn't do.

The police at this point have told us we are going to be arrested, but have left us alone. Maybe we are out on bail or something. It is understood that we won't run away, but I consider doing it anyway. I go outside, and think about running off into the woods. Again, I vaguely remember something about this being a dream, but I don't become lucid. I just remember that in previous dreams I can never run away, and it is just a frustrating experience because I can never run fast, or climb over obstacles when being chased. I don't want this to turn into another annoying "chase" dream. Besides, since I'm innocent, I think the right thing to do is probably just be honest and go to trial.

this was meant to be up yesterday, but i was quite busy :p

05:41 12/6/2011
Dream Views: this is just a part of my personal dream journal, ignore this ==>(from this point on in my dream journal, the date that is listed (in the row above) is the date of the day after the night of the dream)

ok so i think i have an amazing dream recall but its also getting better to and it works best with dreams that are actually deep down, and they are vivid.

!*!*!sidenote for me: look up varying depths of sleep (not NREM and REM, but i guess a study of how deep REM can be)

Ok so i had a lucid!!! And i didnt even try It started out with me and (odd that he keeps reaccuring and all) trey. We were standing in front of my grandparents RV, but i didnt consiously realize it was my grandparents RV. I knew i was dreaming, and the dream kinda started to shake, i put my hands on the RV and felt to body of the vehicle, and amazingly enough, it felt just like a car lol. I focused on the way it felt. Then trey was kinda no longer there, it was then someone else, i wanna say that, due to later occurences of this DC, it was Jason Statham xD (lmao the actor. played in the transporter movies). He went from (my left) the front of the RV to the passenger door and began going through the stuff, and i then i tried to summon someone, i told myself she (micah) would be there when i turned around, but unfortunately she wasn't. [sidenote] But i think that the scene that i saw was from some other dreams that i remember from the past, that one spot i have seen at least twice before [/sidenote] then i told him to look in the glove box, because the keys were in there (again testing my will power and control of the dream xD) but he never said whether they were in there or not. I don't think that they were. Then i walked around (past the drivers side of the vehicle) and climbed onto the side of the trailer of the tractor trailer that was now there. And amazingly i didnt even notice it had changed, but i was holding the side and rubbing it so i wouldnt lose lucidity. He was driving the whole time, although i couldn't see him, so obviously it was him the whole time xD (dreams: a very fun topic). He was driving around in circles, we were in some kind of industrial yard. With a hanger(?) across the road from where i first gained lucidity. And ironically, while on side of the truck i lost lucidity, well actually i wouldn't say i lost it, but i definitely forgot that i was dreaming. At some point a car was driving down the road, towards the truck, i don't know what ever happened to it, but then the truck drove threw the hanger and i jumped off the truck. Then im not really sure what happened...its like i was hanging out with some rebels that were fighting for their freedom, but i was just outside the hanger, and the next thing i remember, is one girl telling me something about we aren't human anymore, we have been changed. Or something like that. For some reason i think we were now pop-tarts...and i argued saying that we were still human, and i reached down to grab my penis to know for myself that i still was, and when i looked down its like i was in some kind of square suit (resembling a pop-tart), i dont remember anything else happening after that.

I had two dreams last night.
In one, I was on vacation somewhere with my friend's family and mine. I accidentally put on his (my friend) sister's shoes and suddenly an earthquake hit. When I woke up, I was his sister! This should have seemed a bit odd, but apparently I don't RC enough because I did not become lucid. I completely took on the role of his sister, and when we went home I lived her life for about a week (it was like a movie, where it showed small clips of things. I didn't experience a full week as her.) Then, I woke up around 1 AM.
I attempted to WBTB but it didn't work. I simply fell asleep. I had a dream that me and my friends Konnor and Kevin were captured by this group of 3 people. They said they were going to enslave us. First they fed us Italian-Style thanksgiving dinner, and then they took us to their garden (which was oddly similar to the garden at my old house) and gave us some rather sharp gardening tools. We seized the opportunity and grabbed the tools and charged them. Then something happened and before long we were having a snowball fight. My friend Kevin was on the other team for whatever reason, but me and Konnor were together and halfway in, Konnor pulled out a revolver. Kevin pulled one out too and shot Konnor. As I was crawling over to get Konnor's gun, Kevin shot at me and I dodged, but suddenly I woke up in the middle of performing the action of dodging.

The start is very blurry for me. I can remember going down a door to some place with two others. I got to this random area and for some reason I worked out I was Lucid! (After thinking about a DILD I remember for some reason that I thought to reality check and so I blocked my nose and I could breathe =)

The first thing that I did was crouch down and take a good look at the wrinkles on my hands. I looked as close as I could to get all the detail in. However I didn't think to taste or smell anything. I did say Focus now a bit to try clear things up and it was pretty clear from memory.

After that I knew that I wanted to be somewhere else. I headed to the door that we came out of and I opened it. To my surprise the same place that we had came from was there (I thought it was always random places through doors) I then walked back through a room we came through to see a door that we walked passed.

I opened the door to find I was at my cousins house. I talked to him a bit about something random as I was starting to lose control of the dream. Everything started to get all distorted and deep voices. I lost control of the dream and then I got out of the spa we were talking in and walked around to see my aunty. I asked her were my mum is and she said "I'm not sure possibly down here" So I walked down to find them all sitting around a christmas tree .

My aunty then insisted that I was to sit down on this chair and tell her every detail about my Lucid Dream that I just had/having however the dream ended there.

FINAL NOTES: I'm super happy to have my first Lucid Dream. It occurred after all my attempts through the night (one WBTB WILD and four CAN-WILDS (I managed to keep my eyes closed for two CAN-WILDS and not move when I woke up! However they failed for some reason)) I'm assuming that it happened at about 8:30ish and it was so short because it had been going on for a while already and I just lost control of the dream. I think it was a DILD? Even though I hardly do reality checks and this is my first DJ entry.

tl;dr
1. I had my first lucid dream
2. after all my 6 attempts each night for 4 nights it turns out that I just did a reality check during a random dream.
3. It was short but I enjoyed it a lot.

• The first dream consisted of me riding in a truck I have never seen, with some guy I have never met. I was smoking out of my bowl, and he shows me his identical bowl and points out how he has the same. Everything after that is too fuzzy. I can't believe I was not aware enough to trigger lucidity.
• The second dream happened after my usual WBTB at 6am. I met with an ex gf, didn't know how I got there. Me and ex start making out, have sex. Talk to her for the rest of dream. Also, pissed I did not trigger lucidity.

I feel triggering lucidity should have been easy in both dreams, both were unusual. I'm upset that in both cases I never thought to reality check, ect.

This dream is kind of lengthy just for a fair warning. All this was none-lucid.

(There where certainly stuff before this happened but I remember these parts)

It all started with a vision of some captain who discovered a bay and decided to make a factory at the end of it, it has some earth quake activity and he wanted to harvest the power of it and turn it into profit. It then showed a map of the factory at one end of the bay. Then there was a huge earth quake which caused a mega tsunami with 40 million cubic meters of rock that fell at the head of the bay. You cannot see the wave only the look of horror on the captains face. Then all there was was scrap metal floating in the bay after words. It then skips ahead.

Me and my family where at a freaky virtual beach with those wave makers, and every so often it would release a huge wave and everyone would run and scream. (Maybe we where in horror land?) The odd thing was my family wanted to stay and thought it was the greatest thing. My Dad stayed home luckily and I wanted to go home and tell him about it. Naturally the family told me to stay but I left anyways. It wasn't that too far of a walk and I passed this one Mexican ladies house who kept smiling and looking at me.



She looked exactly like that lady. She lived in this one story house made of some nice wood. When I walked I would once in a while try to look back to get a view of her. Finally when I walked into my house I told him about it and he thought I was over extracting. Then the dream went above a large city showing a very large wave forming. For some reason Selena Gomez came and watched it with us as we viewed it.

Selena Gomez: As you can see, if we don't do something soon everything will be destroyed.

At this point I had this look of expression on my face wondering where she came from and just how we will stop that huge wave.



At that point the vision stopped and we where back on ground level, I didn't remember seeing my Dad or Selena anywhere so I head for the city. I don't remember how long of a walk it was but all I remember is that I was at the city and my cousin and her friends where waiting for the wave. Selena was with that too, they where all hanging out on the top of sky scrappers and for some reason the buildings where super close to each other and they where all "hanging out" of the windows with there arms in one window and there legs sticking to the other.

I asked them: "What are you doing? The wave is coming!"

My cousins friend responds. Jessica: When the wave crashes into the buildings the buildings will fall and we will be safe.

At this point all I could think of was "?????" What was this Looney Toons?



I am surprised that didn't get me lucid because the stupidity of dream characters never cease to amaze me. So the wave was coming and I figured it was the end since Selena Gomez went ahead and joined everyone else "hanging out" out of windows.

The wave came and I don't remember much of what happened then, but it got stopped somehow (It gets really blurry at that point) and I wake up.

Was at home living with my mom dad and brother. I was telling my dad about yoga and how he should try it. He said adam should try it and wewarm talked about the plans for yoga and if he would try it. He agreed. I made a energy drink and realized I was late for yoga! I hurried as fast as possible and ran out the door. I had to use my moms keys because I couldn't find mine. I was trying to go super fast and baron got loose. I gathered him up and threw him in the house. I was in ky neighborhood driving super fast around traffic. I realized I would make it and calmed down. My energy drink spilled and I got pissed. I took a left turn super fast and skid off a super high hill. I knew I was going to die. There was slight fear but I was laughing. I became super present and knew this is what my mediation has been for. I thought back to the lesson s of the last dream amended prepared. The car fell and I felt my spine snap. Blackness. I woke.


Was at some monk meditation place continuing my practices of mediation. This dream was super long and fun though is lightly remembered as it was my first dream. I went through several tests ans trainings. The most vivid part was my final test. There were spirits in a room oracles. They would tell us where to to next and what is to happen. I went into the room. I was struck with fear but did not show it. The room was unstable and moving like I was on a high dose of Shrooms. I went past everyone who looked like they were failing and sat near a mirror and into meditation pose. There was energy and steam rising from my body. Suddenly strong images formed. I was in the forest. There was a giant house made of tree and I lived there. Life was fast forwarding. It showed me many things but all near the tree. I was to live there my whole life secluded and alone. That was slightly saddening. As I died my body turned to ash and after sometime a mew tree infront of my house grew. The vision was over. I left the room and told the monk the spirit had come. He was pleased and impressed and sent me to the next test/training.

There was a big group of people at my house. We were all preparing to go to yoga. I told everyone the night before that we would wake early and go. Nobody was eating when I said to eat. These two guys were suppliers to go but were playing baseball outside. I yelled that they failed me. One tried to sell me a manicure. Leo was im the office. I went to him and said to eat. He was eating weed brownies. I laughed and said eat real food. He said he just got up. His Mas was still hard. He said my weed brownies sucked. I left to eat cereal. My brother and dad were watching on of my movies. Halfway through it stopped and talked a a out government intervention and how they were making us their slaves. In the move a guy was preparing the plane. I told Leo and he panicked. Be wasn't ready. I was already packed so I just sat their and waited. Kara sat on my foot. I woke.

Was staking items on diablo. My gear was way better. People said don't duel me but be did anyway. He was hurting me but I killed him. Andy was in town act 1. I killed him again. He quit the game. Alarm went off.

Lucid. Was at some underground scene were a musclum woman was prostrating. Everyone loved her. I was alone. A girl next to me gave mr a hit and I smoked it. It was shitty weed and her boyfriend went to get more. Ilthere was a guy spinning poi. I left to go pee and realized I was late to yoga. I want to the place and it was fully empty. I was bit spooked it looked kinda scary. At this point I knew it was a dream. I closed ky eyes and imagined being in the yoga studio. I felt the walls tried to hear voices of yogies and finally heard some. The walls were becoming stable now. I was fully in. This was bigger than my yoga studio ans super vivid. I went to a room and said hello to some dancers. I made one of them spin the staff for me. Later I found out it was a hula hoop. He spun it very well and I was super impressed. I tried to do it but the hulas were too small. It was kind of cool because you could adjust length by pulling. I left him to explore. I spent a bit just walking and observing. It faded but I fully restabalized and continued. People in the studio kept saying hi. I saw the exit of the studio and wondered what would happen if I just stared at something. It was red paint on the floor. The longer I satared the brighter it became. it would change shape. It looked like new paint was spilling over it. I finally left and walked outside. It was intense. I could hear my footsteps echoing in my head as well as the sound of cars. I looked around the beautiful sunny dreamscape and thought that these people were all mine. This made the dream quiver like an earthquake. I woke.

12/7/11

NON-LUCID

Dream 1:

I was in a Biology college class that was a bit short in size of people and room structure. I believed wed discussed about how future Biology courses will be much harder than the one I’m taking now (Biology 111)

Dream 2:

I’m inside of a college dorm with random people (I actually live by myself in an apartment not too far from my University). Some dude who was my Chemistry 111 partner was a roommate, and I believe girls could come into the boys dorm for a while as long as the room director approved it.

This whole dream was a bit random, because I woke up at random times in waking life, so some parts were probably erased. But I do remember sleeping on a bed, and there was this blonde girl with a pink blouse or pink bra and really short shorts.



She was talking to some random girl, and then the room director told her she had to go leave, but she can come back at a specific time. I believe I got up at this time and was going around this area paying attention to the details created in front of me.

One girl was looking at me I think and asked where the women’s restroom was. Since I knew where the men’s restroom was, I assumed the females’ would be to the right of the room we were in. She goes to look for the restroom, finds it, and complains on how it smells.


I suggested to her to just turn on the fan, but she started to get embarrassed, probably because she was afraid people would know she had to do the #2, and it was obvious she had to do it.



Dream 3:

I believe I see my Academic advisor for Biochemistry, I asked her a question I e-mailed to her about possible electives courses I could take since I need 3 more hours to get 14 hours’ worth of classes in waking life.

She suggested that I give her my Student name (I thought I already e-mailed you my name) and my Student ID (You should be able to know my ID by my name if you looked it up!).

She starts to walk off somewhere, and after a while, I had a “Wait a second” moment, and ran after her. She was going inside a door, but I managed to call out her name before she left. But I forgot what I was going to tell her.

Dec. 5,2011 - B-Complex 50mg at 11:26 pm
bed at 2am

DR - something about fam in where I used to live

Dec.6, 2011 - no supps, bed at 12 am

DR - whole class went to get immunization, but I had a hidden agenda - wanted to get some testing done to catch somebody on the east coast

DR- I'm an alien arriving to earth? The FBI is already searching for me. Some friends have arranged hiding places for me and as I fly through the forest, I hide in a foliage in a middle of a trunk of a big tree. Then I'm on a sidewalk with friends and we all project fake images of ourselves. The agents trying to act inconspicuous are walking by on a sidewalk ogling us. I think we are fooling them and they think we are pretty blonds and they want to get into a jacuzzi with us.

DR - we are flying with friends to Australia. In the air we see an airplane that I recognize to be Australian Coast Guard with pretty aussie flag.

I got out of bed and i try turn on my lights. Then I had a sudden impulse to try again, so whie still standing in front of my light switch, i turn it off, but nothing! The light didnt turn off, so i thought what the heck is going on...am i lucid dreaming?! I tried the finger trick thru the wall and it worked sloowwwly. At first nothing, but its like the wall was getting softer to the point that it actually started to bend in like jello, and shabam! I was lucid.

I turned around and my friend was there all of a sudden and I was telling him oh dude im lucid as i was rubbing my hands up and down my legs to stabalize. I asked him what he thinks we shud be doing, and he hinted to run thru the wall and fly out. So i was like heck yea lets do it! So we ran and jumped out of my side wall.

We flew down my street in what I thought was the most amazing and vivid scene I've ever seen. Colors were incredibly vibrant, the feeling of air was real, and the sounds were loud. I live by a main street so the sound of cars going thru were there, a little louder than usual but still.

So while flying down the street, I start to feel a little too excited and started to feel an end to the dream. So i fly down and touch the ground with my feet, felt the rocks, touched the fence and stabalized. All of a sudden my mom drives by in her car and looks out at me and says "Hey what are you doing?!" then she drives off, totally weird.

So I immediately try to fly again but neither I not my friend could. We tried and tried but could not do it. Then I had an idea, which I think I got from here(dreamviews), that If you can't fly, try to picture yourself above the ground. I interpretted it as jumping off a high place. So I pictured us on top of a building, and as we walked to the end of the sidewalk, we actually teleported ontop of a sky scraper in London(not that I've ever been to London but thats what I was thinking in my head). Then my friend reminded me that this is too high, we both had fear. I thought if it was too high then I might not be able to stabilize the dream if I jump. So i stepped back, and stepped forward and it became 2 stories tall.

Even then we were still a little afraid. But then weird things happened. The dream scene started populating incredible amounts of people in front and behind me, and I felt the dream starting to take control again. I caught myself going along with the flow and remembered faintly that I was lucid, so i still had control of what I did, but that was it.

There was a fight that happened behind me between my friend and some dude, so I went back over there and socked the guy in the jaw and knocked him out. The excitement from that woke me up and here I am now.

Pretty exciting =D.