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This dream started out as a random search on a website. I was just browsing it at first, but then I spotted someone who was related to someone that I was looking for. I observed what they did and said, and became quite jealous. I ended up finding the person I was looking for, but never being able to actually talk to them (basically what goes on irl). Anyway, at some point, the "website" aspect of it went away (though it was more like floating around images and such, kind of cool), and I ended up in what looked to be a mix between my brother and sister's rooms at my dad's house. They (the person I was looking for) was there as well, and we had a long chat (which is rare) about things. I learned about their crappy past with others that I'd been jealous of, and while I know it wasn't real, it was nice to finally get something out of them (even in a dream). Then an odd thing happened where they left for a moment and some guy comes in and starts attacking me. Except I suddenly gain monstrous strength and beat the crap out of them. And then my dad makes a cameo appearance as I toss said guy into his room where he sits on an armchair and watches TV, and that was the end of that.

Prior to sleeping I did hours of RC's and stretching/reading. I fell asleep almost immediately, squeezing in a few more RC's before I lost consciousness.

I remember only one dream and it's hard to tell exactly when it occurred, but it seemed early on. I immediately performed an RC (holding my nose) and discovered I was dreaming. I must have gotten too excited, because I half-awoke immediately, but managed to stay relatively still, perform a quick RC, and slid back into my dream.

After my second failed RC I tried to anchor myself. I thought to hold my hands in front of my face, but my arms were heavy and my hands barely resembled themselves, shifting/melting into darkness. I yelled at them to "stay", but my visual slipped into darkness and control/memory was quickly lost.

I awoke and attempted WILD's a few times in the morning, but did not have any success.

The first dream: I was standing in my room although, it didn't look familiar to me I knew it was mine. Skylar was there in front of me(she's my ex.) We were talking she reached down a picked up a laptop from her bag, and I grabbed mine from my nightstand. We lay down on the bed together and she said "I can't believe my dad didn't mind me sleeping in the same bed as you while I stay here". I said " Yeah, I know right?" I couldn't help but smile the whole time. soon we were just talking and browsing the internet, and I hugged her. She pretended not to notice but instead just smiled. That was fine with me. She wasn't rejecting me as I would have expected(She's dating someone). This dream went on for what I feel like was hours. Eventually somebody had called me and it woke me up. I didn't wake up till the ringing was almost done and I didn't have time to answer it. I fell back asleep and I was right back in the same dream. There was a certain awareness about it then. I knew it was a dream but, I had no reason to change anything. I was perfectly happy with the way it was. Sadly my phone rang again a few minutes later and completely woke me up. This dream really made me remember just how much I loved her.

The second dream: Karissa (my older sister), Sam, and I were at Vortex Springs and we were swimming when an announcement came on saying that there would be a race soon for some reason I was chosen to race Karissa's car but, I wasn't actually driving I instead had a remote control. So we were out on the road and the race had just started. We were riding on the top of a truck where I could see the car but, didn't have to be inside it. We stayed just close enough to the car to see. We started the race the near the back pack of the cars but, after awhile we were near the front. I lost control of the car and it got stuck in some mud. We got it out and continued forward a little farther where I again went off the side of the road and the car rolled down a small cliff side and was totaled. We walked up to the car and were watching it burn when Karissa decided that we needed to get stuff out of it. She gave us several orders on what we should pick out of the car when we heard several popping sounds and then part of the car had a small explosion. After that she decided we should just leave.
And that was the end of the dream session. It was an interesting night. ^.^

Room Under a Roller Coaster

I only remember bits of this dream. I was with a group of people. I had a room where I kept my stuff in a closet. There was some guy, older than me, whom I did not trust. I had an old video camera that belonged to my father. There were some video cassette tapes with it (the camera would have taken film, but you know dream logic), a calculator (to time when transitions should start and end), razor blades (they looked like fingernail clippers) to make transitions (by scratching between frames [on film]), and other chachkas related to video.

I had a feeling the guy in charge of the dorm/apartment place wanted to steal my stuff. I got busy trying to take the video tapes so I wouldn't lose my work even if I lost the camera.

As I opened the box to rearrange stuff and get the tapes, I saw an old Macintosh laptop for editing the video. This older laptop was advanced even for today. It was made of clear, tinted plastic. Very cool. When you opened it, there was a mini laptop built into it that you would unfold and flip up.

The dream kind of changed, but I was still in the same room. I looked out a giant picture window to see a roller coaster. Every few minutes, it would go by the window. I liked to get up to the window and wave at the people going by. Some would see me and wave back.

Now I was outside, but it was kind of the same place. I had a bunch of items with me; likely carryover from the video stuff. I was keeping them arranged and in their proper place because of the commotion from the roller coaster. At this point, I noticed a very pretty girl (25 yrs old maybe), but she was troubled.

Her daughter was missing, and had been for years. Somehow she was able to send money to the girl to help her in life. Leonardo Decaprio was telling the girl not to waste her money on the girl. There was a poster of the girl the mother thought was her daughter. The poster-girl did favor the mother.. Decaprio said the mother wasn't even sure the girl was her daughter.

Someone had asked the mother how much she needed. She held up 10 fingers to signify 10,000 dollars. She apparently gave the little girl all her money. Then the poster-girl opened her eyes really wide and they looked more like real life. That was pretty freaky.

Then, Decaprio had thick, robotic fingers. He held them up and showed his bottomless pit. He spent all his money on transforming himself into some weird creature. Then the mother was spending all her money on plastic surgery to change her look. She looked great both ways, but her new look involved too much make-up...eye make-up specifically. Then Decaprio was her boyfriend (not Decaprio anymore), and he had some addiction. He said, "I have my addiction, and you have your carbonated oxygen." Looking at the mother again, she had an oxygen mask on. She didn't take pills or smoke or anything. She had a tank of whatever she was on.

Driving a Truck

I was driving a semi. There were intermodal containers on the side of the highway making it difficult to drive without an accident. Many truckers were hitting the containers. I maneuvered away without hitting any, but my truck was skidding.

I picked up a girl who said she was trying to get her CDL. I told her I had my Class A license. I told her to get in the driver's seat because like an idiot I was driving from the passenger's seat. I got scared at how I could do such a thing.

I had baby dreams last night. I don't remember details--just that I had a baby girl and was excited to be doing stuff with her. But at one point there was an older toddler boy.

Yesterday's dreams:

I had climbed to the top of this huge cliff/mountain. I was alone and I got tired so I fell asleep on this little ledge next to the highest steepest part of the cliff. I "woke up" and saw where I was and freaked out. I was so scared that I couldn't move. I noticed my cat was now with me sleeping by my head (as she was in real life). I noticed she was right my the edge. I was a little worried for her. I didn't want her to fall. But I knew cats were pretty sure footed, so I started worrying about me again. I had no idea how I was going to get off this cliff when I was so terrified I couldn't move. So I just laid there.

Finally this man comes to me. He looked about 45 or 50 years old and Mexican, but spoke with an American accent. He told me his name was Journel. He was very calm and confindent. He convinced me to take his hand and stand up. Once I was up I started getting my confidence back, and I knew I would be able to make it down the montain.

Dream 2:

I was excited to start this long hike. It was something I had wanted to do for a long time. I had gotten all this stuff ready for it. It seems like there were things distracting me from getting started, but finally I was off. But when I looked at my watch it was 4:00 in the afternoon. I had wanted to leave by 6:00 in the morning because this was going to take about 12 hours. But I decided that I was just going to go anyway. I was with Susan at this point, and Carl, I think.

Dream 3:

Another bad bathroom dream.

I was in a large group of people. I think it was by a mall of sorts. I needed to go to the bathroom. I wanted to go in the mall to my sister's Salon. I had to wait in a line to get into the mall. And then I found that I had to have some kind of pass to get in. But I convinced the lady that I knew the person in the Salon.

When I got to the restrooms I was that they were really just four toilets sitting out at the side of the store. There was a curtain that was supposed to pull across all four. I watied until there was a spot open and sat on the toilet. I couldn't get the curtain to pull across. I looked out and saw that the store was full of guys. I felt really embarrassed. But no one was paying too much attention to those of us on the toilets, so I finally just went.

I remember this one starting out where I was going to china with my dad. We arrived and went over to this buffet and I had my road biking helmet on and we were watching people get food and we really wanted some but couldn't have any. *I remember just walking down this buffet, then my dad asked if we could have food and this one guy said we could and we could just pay later. So I started grabbing some food and then I sat down on this big bench seat and started eating. Then the guy came around giving everyone high fives, but when he came to me he didnt give me one. He did this a few times and then I realized that I still had my bike helmet on and this probably offended the man. So I removed it and suddenly, it got super quiet. I looked up at a mountain and then I began to eat and everyone went back to eating and talking. I then remember being in this big valley that was right next to the ocean and had a really flat bottom to the valley. I was kinda walking around looking at the bordering mountains and wanting to climb a particular one. I then remember turning around an seeing a deer that had black fur and a guy next to it. I went up to the deer and it got pissed off and started attacking me. *I grabbed its legs and started like pushing it away. Then this guy showed me a video of how to take them down. So I grabbed its hind legs and pushed it over, it seemed to hurt the animal and I felt terrible. But it got up and attacked me again and so I put its legs up on this ledge thing and it couldn't move ( I was in this little mine thing underground now ). So I climbed out of the mine. I now remember going to this big corporate guys office on the top of one of the mountains. So we walked in and I think my dad pissed the guy off at first but we came in a second time and he liked me. He owned sunline bike components and some other companies. So we started talking and he really seemed to like us now and we talked to him about his house and everything and it was pretty pleasant.*

I apologize for the lack of detail, I have limited time to record my dreams in the morning

Okay. With the dreams I had two days ago, I was able to remember them so well all up until the afternoon. For some reason now, my dreams are a bit hazier so I'll actually write some dream notes down in the morning, right when I wake up.

I also seem to automatically wake up around 4:34AM every night. I love how the body and mind works together. It's like, my body knows I want to try out the WILD technique, so it wakes up so that I don't have to be alarmed in order to do it. (The alarm usually causes me to forget my dreams immediately)

I also realized that my first close to successful WILD was actually when I was sleeping on the couch for about an hour, woke up, went to the washroom, chatted with my mom, and then went to my bed to sleep.
Strangely, I wasn't even really trying to WILD at first, but the strange sensations reminded me that this would be a good time to try it. And I got so close!

I think I'll try having myself wake up every time I sleep for the first hour, and try the WILD at that time. Waking up in the middle of the night trying to WILD is a bit of a hassle anyway... Plus I'm sometimes scared of the dark in the middle of the night

I think it will be more successful the next time I try. Wish me luck!

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in a house with a few other people. I may have been walking through a dim hallway. There were doorways open to rooms, some of which may have had turquoise walls. The rooms were all slightly dim, lit by greyish natural light coming in through the windows.

I saw two people, each of whom had something wrong with them. The second person actually had his left eyebrow shaved off. But his skin had been shaved off as well, and there was just a big, bloody wound where the guy's eyebrow had been.

The guy either told me or looked at me in a way that implied that this wound over his eye meant that I was in physical danger. I would die, possibly through my throat being cut, either by myself or by someone else.

I seemed resigned to my fate. I walked into and then out of a bedroom. I had a Bic razor in my hand. I was shaving myself. But I seemed to nick myself just under my left ear. Something about the razor was bad. So I threw it on the ground and got a second razor.

The second razor was cracked halfway along its head. It looked pretty dangerous to use. But I used it anwyay. I seemed to be make the wound on my neck even worse. I was pretty sure now that I was going to bleed to death.

I walked into the kitchen and stood before the sink. Suddenly a stream of blood was flowing down my throat. It seemed to be getting worse and worse. I felt like soon I wouldn't be able to breathe.

I now got panicked. I realized I was finally going to die, and in a way that was kind of gross-feeling and uncomfortable. I thought my mind would probably fade out before things got really bad. But I didn't want to have to deal with the chance.

In my panic I called out, "Mom! Mom!"

I don't remember the moment that I became lucid. It seems as though when I do wakek-back-to-bed, I become lucid without having to do a reality test. Anyway, I found myself on a beach and to my left were the craziest barreling waves I've ever seen. Its strange how vivid these were; the colors were somehow more vibrant an alive than they'd be in real life. I continued down the beach then turned right to what looked like temple ruins. I started ascending the stairs, but I could tell the dream was fading. I began spinning to keep myself from blacking out, and I felt a strong G-force which kept me rooted in the dream. I soon found myself in a lecture room setting, but the dream faded soon after, and I can't remember the details.

I had an actual waking not long after, and another lucid dream, and I am a bit frustrated that I can't remember it.

I wanted to try the Caspian Border map on Battlefield 3, so I entered the BF3 Beta (which in my dream had an IN-GAME server browser. Can you believe it?). I chose the map, and started playing.
Before I spawned, I saw a map showing overview as well as all my teammates' positions. I could see that all the jets were taken, so I decided to play on the field instead. I spawned with a soldier outfit and an automatic assault rifle. I was in the game, as if it was real life, however I had to control myself with an XBOX360 controller. I was placed in a large sandy field, with a couple buildings. I found a concrete tube sunk into the ground, so only 1/4 of it was above ground, which provided a good cover. I lied down inside the tube, and started camping.
I mowed about 30 enemies down, before I ran out of ammo and had to run to grab one of their guns. I swapped my weapon with one I found, and saw a pack of 7 enemies near me, trying to kill me. I dodged and ran into a building. I tried spraying them all down, but the rifle I had picked up was a 3-burst-weapon. I spammed on a trigger as much as I could before I had to reload, and proceeded further into the building through a door. An enemy was blocking my path, so I stabbed him in the throat. A couple more enemies appeared, and a couple more enemies were killed.
I walked up some stairs, and got disarmed. Two teammates were captured in the room as well, along with a bunch of armed enemies and their general. They were discussing whether to kill us or not. I took an opportunity to dash up to the general, beat him in his face until it was a bloody pulp, took his weapon, and shot the other enemies.
I cut the general's chest open and pulled his heart out. I put it in a dish full of rice pudding, and used my engineer drill to blend it out. I wrapped it in dough, and flipped it a couple times, like a pancake. Then I served it to my teammates.

MILD

Skoldag, 00:10-06:15

Jag är i en station av slag. Jag blir klar men minns inte hur. Jag stabiliserar drömmen bra, genom att kolla på golvet ta på saker runt omkring mig och sen också genom att försöka se detaljerna i en killes stickade tröja. Det är inte lika lyckat. Ser ett mönster, som en glitch. Jag ser en tjej och min mänskliga sida tar över så att säga. Jag försöker att fokusera på att upprätthålla drömmen men den tonar bort.

Hade en FA, jag var lucid i en annan dröm tror jag men sen "vaknade" jag och alla trodde att jag var galen, jag hade skrikit och grejer, försökte övertala en kvinna att jag sov men hon tror mig inte.

I'm sitting in a mall, at the food area, near a Pans Company.

I look up and see television screens (or just windows?).

Outside I see kids playing football on the grass.
One has black soccer shorts, orange shirt, is blond and has curly hair.

His hair has streaks of pink.
Sitting by my side is a gray-haired man, of his 40 years with a laptop.
He tells me that this player has an girly look, and that he is his father.

He also tells me he has straight A´s at everything in the school, especially in mathematics. I tell him that all geniuses look strange, but as a father he should be proud of the son he has.

He doesn´t seem very convinced.

I'm in a shopping center and attended several exercise machines. A is there and I try to show my physical capabilities to her.
Suddenly appears a teacher from Chile, and says that in order for the exercises to work I have to do 400 minutes of
racing time in a machine.
I tell him no,but he programs the machine timer to a 400 minutes session workout.

The machine rises to a considerable height (more than 30 feet above the ground) but I manage to turn it off.
When i reach the ground again ask the instructor who he thinks he is and where did he got the theory of the 400 minutes race.
He replies that it was in Chile, while he was in the army.
I don´t care, and leave the mall.

M is talking to everyone about the fact that spirits will come down to Earth, around the year 2012, in great numbers to speak to the living.