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"Lucid dreaming, huh?" he says.

"Yep. Been doin it for a while. I kinda haven't been trying recently."

"No shit."

"Yeah. It's really great."

"Hah." The guy next to him laughs.

"What?" I ask.

"You've been talkin about lucidity for a while and you haven't noticed?"

"Noticed what?"

"You're dreaming."

He whirls his fist into my side.

Rows of steel beams on racks, a grinder wheel, sheds, all next to a highway and overlooking a large field.

Dream Journal #14 May 16th, 2011

blah i fell asleep after my wbtb… sigh

anyways first dream i remember was my brother coming back home and like he came home rich or something from the cruise. basically my room was renovated like crazy lol. then he asked me to sell marvel vs capcom and everything. i can remember elleean my dad and alvin with me. we went to some place right near knotts to sell them. i got mad at alvin for not listening to me. ellean and alvin had weird personalities… they weren't acting “themselves” in my dream. weird. I also remember looking at some WII games, and the store only had like 2 games, and me and ellean were like, wtf? so we sold marvel vs capcom and left to go to a new store. also... the place that was right by knotts for some reason is very familiar, like i've been there before. i KNOW i was there at some point, either in one of my old dreams or in real life. that’s all i remember.

next dream was that i was in ms. Kitts class lol. she became much stricter… as soon as i went into the room with my hat she told me that i would get suspended if i went in with it again. then, i started listening to my beats in class (sigh i should have went lucid from this). it eventually started to make a lot of noise because the class was quiet. Also, quick detail... the song was sleep all day (party all night) by sean kingston, as I actually heard the lyrics coming from the headphones. She then confiscated my items,and I asked if I could take it after class ended and she said yeah. Lol.

I had several false awakenings where i was already writing in my dream journal! i think im just way too tired to even try to lucid right now, but for some reason im remembering a lot of my dreams.

third dream i remember was ellean jumping through my window with heros leash and he jumped off the roof. my impression was that he was going to hang himself but was joking about it. i took heros leash which was actually right next to me (should have became lucid..) and went downstairs to bike hero. i eventually concluded that biking was not necessary, ill just drive him around the neighborhood to practice my driving. so i did lol, and i kinda “stole” my moms car to drive hero around. when i got back i was surprised nobody even cared.

fourth dream i remember was kind of a fragment. i was in physics class with lukas and mckenna. i remember having the biggest headache of my life. mckenna kept asking me for jesus’ number lol. and i saw lukas phone on the chair next to me for some reason with his older brother on the front screen. that’s when i woke up.

well, i didn’t get lucid, but i remembered four dreams tonight. proud

I feel like a failure. Haven't been writing anything down and lose the dream by afternoon. I did go lay down for an hour earlier to practice getting my body into SP. I didn't get far, I think I had just fallen asleep and then I had a small dream.

I thought I was awake, because I was laying in my bed and my husband had just come in and put Mia, my sister's dog, in the bedroom and shut the door. I got up, because I wanted to know why Mia was here (I had just seen my sister and Mia yesterday.) I got up and let Mia out of the bedroom and went into the living room with her. I didn't see my husband, but everything was gone in the living room, like picked up. My first thought was wow, he's cleaning. I started thinking about Mia again and wondering if my sister had forgotten her here. Then I woke up in my bed about 5 minutes before my alarm would've went off.

Might have had the potential of becoming lucid if I hadn't woken up. I think I knew it was a dream but just woke up to make sure instead of doing an RC. >.<

i am standing in front of a door. i am aware that when this door opens i will be face to face with my deepest fear, problem, and the thing that is getting the most in the way of my success and happiness.
tension builds as i brace myself.
the door slow opened to reveal my ex girlfriend.
not at all what i expected but it made sense in the dream (and upon awakening). when i saw her i was overwhelmed by all these dreamy and wakeful feelings and it woke me up. subconscious is definitely trying to tell me something hahah.
OH WELL! back to sleep

It was a very quick nightmare, it didn't least more that 10 secs (i guess). I wake up in my room, look to my router and there's a big (a little bigger that average) black spider with it's eggs around it. I suddenly wake up (idk if it was in real life) rubbing my body with my hands, thinking that the spider was on me...

that's the second nightmare i have with spiders...I remember having only 3 nightmares in my whole life

I'm on a train. I'm not exactly sure how I got here. I know that I came from somewhere because I know that I'm not finished travelling. I must have come from the city. The city is passing by through the windows. The windows are as large as the walls and ceiling. The visible infrastructure alone makes this city unreal. My train is passing right through the heart of it. It leans slightly to the left and to the right, but I am firmly grasping a handlebar.
I look to my left. A modestly pretty young woman looks awkwardly at me. She is dressed in soft colours. Green shirt and... brown pants. I am slightly distracted by the passing images of the city, but I now realise why she is looking at my strangely. I am dressed like a poor man. A very poor man. I appear to be wearing several sweatshirts and a khaki jacket on top. A blue sweater has thumb holes in it, and is tattered as a result.
I pay her no heed because I know that I have more important things to do. I decide to head down to the lower level of the train. I need to get to the front of the train, so I begin pass through the aisles politely. I have to sit in an empty seat because someone is coming the other way. As soon as she is gone, I move again. I make it to the front.
There are ranking navy men on the train. Why? This is a train, not a boat. Through the window I can see a massive structure facing the ocean. I can only see half of it because it is directly in front of the train. The train hikes upwards, but I feel no change in gravity. The train stops without seeming to slow down first. The platform isn't at all unusual. The doors all open and the passengers flood into the larger ship's entrance doors, in a seemingly routine fashion.
I get off with the rest of the passengers, but I do not follow them. I walk towards the front of the ship, past where the passengers enter. I seem to know where I am going, yet I feel as though I am discovering the vessel as I go. I reach a corner and am forced to turn. I see a large red door and I open it. It leads to stairs that I begin to climb. I can see the sky as I reach the top floor of the vessel, and I remember what I came for.
I take off my disguise. Underneath is a specialised military sneaking uniform. At the far side of this level, ocean-side, is an empty room. It is large, almost as if its purpose was to store cargo. Most of it is outside, but a roof extends almost to the stairs from where I came. The far wall is lined with a staircase leading to a single door. I make my way in that direction.
As I reach the stairs, I can hear the door open. I quickly hide underneath the stairs, hoping to catch who I am certain to be a young Ocelot off guard when he reaches the bottom. But he sees me. I reverse my point of view to see how he is able to see me.
I rewind time.
Now I am in the middle of the room, ready to try again. I quickly run to the stairs and hide directly underneath the door. I hear Ocelot come out. He walks down the stairs casually. When he reaches the bottom, I come out to attack him.
With my left arm, I try to grab his left arm, and with my right, I try to grab his throat. His reflexes are quite fast. He spins and deflects my right, then retracts his left. He faces me head on.
I rewind time.
From the middle of the room, I run to the stairs, and up towards the door. Ocelot is just coming out of the door. I tackle him and he roll down the stairs together. When we reach the bottom, I have my legs wrapped around his torso and I punch him repeatedly with my right hand. He pulls out a gun and shoots me.
I fall dead on the floor. He shakes his head at me and turns to a table behind him. He pats his clothes clean and tosses his gun on the table. He doesn't realise that he dropped another gun when we rolled down the stairs.
I intend to use my wake-up pill, take the extra gun, and sneak up on him when he isn't ready. I use the pill to get up but he sees me. I run for the gun but he is too quick. He draws a pistol and shoots me between the eyes. In slow motion, I see us from a different perspective. I cannot be certain, but I appear to be Big Boss. I am falling backwards in mid-stride as my head is knocked back by the force of the bullet.
Ocelot slowly lowers his pistol, spins it around, and puts it away.
I calmly wake up and stare at the ceiling.
A few seconds later it hits me.
I just fucking fought Ocelot! No fucking way! I lost though! Whatever, I'll get him next time. If only I were lucid! FUCK!

16.05.2011

Exploring Space (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The 500th dream was coming up. I was aware that with 500 dreams I would get the "Epic Dream Journal" award. I wanted to have an epic lucid dream and I knew it was a one lifetime opportunity, so no chances to make it wrong.

I was living with some friends for some reason. I had a girl friend instead of a wife. She was very different from my wife as well. We went to the beach and we were going to have sex. She told me that she would meet me later after doing some assignment I had. She was very happy to see me.

I realized all the nonsense of the dream and turned lucid. I decided to take a flight to make my dream very stable. I flew over a huge town. It was night and I could see the whole town lit. I was happy as it was a high quality lucid dream.

I flew over a lake between the tall buildings. I could see boats floating and also, submarines. In addition, I saw like stores that were sunk, but they were supposed to be like that, as I could see customers inside (it was made out of glass)

Double consciousness triggered. I could feel one of my cats and the dream quality dramatically fell. I needed and epic dream to celebrate my 500th dream. I grabbed a piece of bush and started to squish it with my hands, so I would stay anchored to my dream. It worked fine, double consciousness ended and the dream quality skyrocketed once again.

I got to a more quiet place of downtown. However, it looked more like a low end neighborhood. I found a dog that needed to be walked either on the dream or Astral plane. I was going to walk the dog and see if it changed the physical plane and actually walked the real dog. I realized it made no sense what I was saying.

I decided to enter a building and see what my mind created. There were a few people, but they were acting very dumb. I found a container with Cola Cao (chocolate powder) so I opened and tasted it. It looked like blue crystals, but it tasted like the real thing. As I was about to exit this weird house, I saw a giant yellow plastic duck next to me. The nonsense surprised me.

I looked up to the sky and saw the moon. I decided to fly to the moon, however, when I started to reach it, it fell! It started to melt until it vanished. I was wondering what could I do by then.

I decided to have a flight in Space. I was sure another moon was going to spawn. As I reach to space, I saw several black holes and explosions













Different shapes and a lot of colors were seen during this flight. Some of these happened right on my head, but I did not feel anything and it did not changed the path of my dream.

I saw a wormhole and decided to enter it. I started to travel at high speed until I got to a different dimension. All I could see was nothingness... a few seconds later, I saw a lot of starts and different colored letters... as weird as it sound. It looked freaking like Sesame Street!!! Each time I stepped on one of this letters, I could hear the sound of it.

I stayed there for a few moment and decided to take off again. I saw another wormhole and entered it. I got to a different planet. It looked like the Earth, there were humans and everything, but the sky had three suns and it was red.

I entered a building and suddenly, the daylight turned into night. I decided to exit the building and fly to keep the dream stable, but I was loosing it fast. I got to the top to a building where there was a restaurant. The tables of this restaurant were round and they had white cloths. There were two servers who were dressed up in business professional. I also could hear a violin playing. It looked very upscale. My dream was almost gone, so I asked the server if I could borrow a towel. He told I could, they had spare ones. I started to rub my hands with the towel and my dream got stable again.

I once more entered the building to explore. It was pretty similar to what I explored before. I even found the Cola Cao again, and once more, it was made out of blue crystals. As I exited, I found the same plastic duck too.

As I exited, I saw the sun and decided to fly to it. It was very cloudy and I felt like not flying through the clouds or I would wake up due blurry vision, so I flew at super high speed. Soon, I was in space again and I could see the Sun. As I approach it, the dream ended extremely abruptly.

I had a FA and I wrote down the entire dream when after I while I woke up for real and almost forgot the whole dream.

16.05.2011

Short FA fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had another FA. My wife was out of bed and she told me she was not sleepy anymore. It was around five AM in the morning (dream time) I told her about my dream and she asked me if there were beers. I told her I saw some people with beers, yes. She complained that beers could not be sold on the streets. I woke up for real.

Being Chased

I was entering a wooded area with various roads. The designated area was in a decline which I was walking down with Hermoine from Harry Potter. We were looking for something important. But somehow we were spotted and we began running down some road. We turned to exit the area and that meant climbing a hill. She was running ahead of me and I began to get tired while running up hill. Suddenly I was crawling uphill I was like a centipede with many legs trying to go faster up the hill even though I was exhausted.

Sam is a Rebel.

I was on the internet chattng through a yahoo like program but it was all red. I saw a conversation between Sam and Nomad. I was wondering why Sam was talking to him instead of me. She showed him a picture of a yellow duck doing a faceplant on a telephone pole. The caption was "this happened to me."

I started sending Sam a message and suddenly she was sitting beside me. She was wearing western clothes with a strange white hat. She said she was smoking cigarettes now. I thought it was out of character since she once gave me hell for smoking, it being against her religion and all. She wanted to go outside with me to have one. But while we were talking My hand was onher and I was stroking her hair. "Wait" I said and hugged her, she hugged back. "I need this." I said and we just were laying down on the couch with one another peacefully when I woke up.

Wal Mart.

I was working at Wal Mart or something. My old boss from Mcdonald'swas harassing me about returning my uniform. I was trying to give it back. but my dad called me away to point out some book. I started reading it and I saw someone was writing a book about "Nomad and Xaphor." I was intrigued by this so I decided to buy the book.

DELETED

No recalled dreams this morning. I wasn't able to set my clock to wake me up multiple times during the night, and I only got about 5 hours of sleep, so I guess that why. Going to bed early tonight, and I'll be setting my alarm clck to wake me up 3-4 times. I hope I'll recall loads of dreams, and maybe even get a lucid one! I'll be going MILD-amok!

16.05.2011

Magic the Gathering tournament (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a big hotel. There was a Magic the Gathering tournament going on. I was wondering where my blue deck was. I went through different rooms with different scenarios. There was a 40 years old lady who wanted to have sex with a Spaniard. She was looking at me but I am already married. There was a 15 years old guy who started to flirt with her and touch her. Next to the bed where these two folks were, my wife was around. There were seven kids and a guy as well. The mom of these 7 kids was missing. One of this seven kids had Magic the Gathering cards spread out. All his cards were blue and one of them was, "Force of Will"

I left this room and went to the lobby. There was a little kid who told me to hold his deck. I saw a Mox Jet, a Library of Alexandria and a Gauglet of Might. A old guy pointed at a small hole in his throat and told me he got operated. I wanted to tell the kid to watch out for the cards he had, as they were worth hundreds of dollars. I wanted to point out his Mox Jet, but when I search for it, it was a Mox Diamond (worthless) and I wanted to search for a few more, but I only got random cards I cannot recall.

I met with a guy who had a binder, but instead of Magic the Gathering cards, he had business cards. He claimed he exchanged business cards to help his friends from Spain. I pulled one of my business cards and gave it to him. I realized I lived in the US, but I could always read the Tarot over the e-mail or phone.

[INDENT]

16.05.2011

MMA Fights (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in some place about fighting, possibly the MMA or some boxing place. The place was huge. There were big locks and chains. There were some training devices that were like videogames.

The screen was about 50 inches and it had several cameras. You had to fight (for real) with a guy and the device would say how good or bad you performed. I realized I am not a fighter but a more spiritual person. However, I wanted to give it a shot.

Some slender guy who was taller than me approached and got read to fight me. I was not afraid as I knew how to deal with tall people. This guy threw me a kick so I grabbed his leg and swept his other leg. As he fell to the ground, I fell on him, elbows first to do extra damage on his face, however, for some reason I hit his ribs. I started to punch his face, right, left, fight, left... His face was not damaged, but he fainted due the pain.

I was excited because I was going to be respected if I won two fights in a row. A friend congratulated me and told me my next opponent was coming up. Another male, who was African American approached at me. He looked very strong and sharp. My friend told me, "This one does not talk! Watch out!"

The fight was more like an MMA fight, the both of us got hit. Suddenly, this video game beeped indicating that we both were about to loose. I started to hit him stronger, but he blocked all my attacks when he hit me once. I was up for more, but the system told I lost. I could see some status indicating our damage. The other guy was 99% damaged. I was a little pissed as I almost won, but ended up loosing.

I went outside and told about this to a friend. My friend told me it was a strong one and that it was very good for me that I almost beat him.

I had a FA in my room and went ahead to write the dream now. The clock of the microwave was blue instea of its regular color. I turned lucid and decided to go for a flight. I got out from home and started to fly, however, I realized that my previous dream was too long to start a new one, so I wanted to wake myself up to write it down and then, induce a LD.

I had another FA in my room. I went to my microwave and instead of the time it had └■ [COLOR="#DC143C"]I felt a little annoyed because I did want to wake up, and opened the microwave assuming it would not lit up, it did not. I woke myself up again.

In the first dream, I was walking around a lake in the city I live in with my family members. In real life, the waters have risen and flooded a bunch of places. In the dream, I wanted to walk around it. The water levels had risen a lot and much of the paths were unpassable. I remember running through shallow water where the sidewalks were and going onto a bridge, looking over it to see that the path we usually take was completely submerged. I also remember trying to climb a hill or wall while trying not to fall into the deep water.

In the second dream, I went to the doctor. My doctor was a character from a television show. (Max, 90210). I wanted him to look at a rash on my skin that I was worried about.