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I remember a few specific dreams back from when I was a child all the way up until before I started keeping a journal. I feel like they should be recorded to facilitate dream growth. Here's some of the more interesting ones.

When I was a kid I had a dream in which I was in a motorcycle race in a pixelated world. It looked like Road Rash if anyones ever played the game. I remember getting off, wandering around the course, and suddenly being in a commercial. There were these people who wanted me to select which item I wanted to buy and they were advertising them to me. One was called the "Shower Brick Wall" and I watched a video of myself opening the closet in the bathroom, taking out a giant brick wall, and putting it in front of the shower curtain before taking a shower.

One more recent one involved me somehow transforming into this giant donkey-kong like monster thing. I was trying to get away from the police or something and I was on the top floor of some apartment building. I remember jumping between these big colorful buildings, going in through windows and zip-lining or jumping into the next window in an effort to get away. It was kind of awesome. Then I was back in my house as a human again and it was the end of the world or something. I was looking through these secret documents in some effort to stop it. Last part of this dream, I was in some giant futuristic space ship. I'm in prison for something and have to walk onto some platform I believe is a teleporter. It launches me out into space at hyperspeed and I die, then like a video game, I respawn somewhere else in the ship.

I also had a dream recently where I was on the ocean city boardwalk. We were going between casinos and we saw a shop with TV's in it. I realized I was with some mafia-like group. We were all in suits and had tommy-guns. We started taking TV's and loading them into our car. Then, once we were driving away, the world seemed to turn into Mario Kart. The track we were on seemed like a combination of rainbow road and some snowy place with snowmen and igloos. My perspective wasn't in the car though. I was just kinda floating around the track and observing it.

Another one I had a long time ago started in the sunroom of our house. I look out the back window into the field behind our house and all hell is breaking loose. There are tornadoes and volcanoes and the ground is shaking in the field. I run into the living room and see my whole family just sitting around oblivious. I yell at them and tell them we have to get to the basement. Nobody pays attention. I go to the basement door and urge them to follow me. My grandpa walks by with a dumb smile on his face and says, "Okay, just a minute, we're waiting on the cappucino!" Silly dream characters...

The dream starts down the shore. I'm vacationing in a beach house and I decide to leave to go to the bathroom. However, there's this guy following me who I recognize as one of my dad's patients (by dream logic anyway, I've never seen him in real life). He keeps trying to ask me questions, he asks "if im having fun?" and I ignore him because I really have to piss. I get to the bathroom and go up to the urinal, start peeing, and he comes up to the urinal next to mine. He starts peeing and I notice that even though he's a white guy he has an enormous black dick (bleehh). I leave immediately to wash my hands, and looking for a towel I look into a stall. There's a girl in one with the door open trying to cover himself up. The towel dispenser is for some reason above her head. I question why she's in the men's room and decide to leave without drying my hands to avoid being rude. However on my way out I look back over the stalls and I can still see her head. Some guy walks into the stall with her and they just stand there looking at me. I leave.

When I woke up I also remembered a noteworthy dream I had about a year ago and haven't really thought about until now. I feel like this would be a good place to keep track of dreams like this so I'm going to make a post with some old dreams.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

I haven't attempted a WILD in a long time because I don't get enough sleep as it is.
I woke up after about 5 hours of sleep this night, and realized that I could sleep as long as I wanted this day.
This sounded like a good occasion to try to WILD.
I was drifting in and out of split second dreams, having trouble to transition into an actual dream.
After some time I finally managed to properly calm down and transition though.


I open my eyes, and find myself in a weird bedroom.
A kings palace is what first comes to my mind, seeing the insanely big bed I'm in, and the luxurious Victorian decors.
I don't feel like wasting time though, I have a goal!
For some reason the dream feels immensely stable, I feel like I'll be able to stay for a long time.
I immediately teleport to Teraluna using my phoenix wings.

As I emerge from the fabric of space, Yuya is standing right in front of me, waiting for me.

"Ready when you are."

She knows what I am planning on doing. I remembered that Faye has helped me remember that in childhood dreams, I was wielding a very special katana.
We've already established that if I try to fight all out with a conventional weapon, the vibrations of my dragonic energy causes them to break.
I know that my old katana still exists, and that it was made specifically to withstand these vibrations.
But that is not the main reason I want it, I mostly want it because it is an item from childhood dreams, the idea of finding it again amazes me.

"How do we do this?"
"Only you can find the katana, but in order to do so, you must first remember it properly."
"Any suggestions?"
"Absolutely. We are going to venture into your past."
"We can do that?"
"Well, not exactly. We can't turn back time obviously, but we can relive your past to some extend."
"That sounds amazing!"

With no more than a wave of Yuya's hand, water emerges from a lake below us, and starts forming a portal on the bridge we are standing.
The water calms down, making the portal look like a mirror surrounded by a stream of water defying gravity.
It's quite beautiful, but it also feels weird and mysterious.
Maybe I find it mysterious because the mirror is reflecting everything besides ourselves.

We walk through it holding hands, and with just one step we are in a completely different location with no portal leading back.
I immediately get a very strong déjà vu feeling, I have been here before, a very long time ago.
We're inside an old stone tunnel. For some reason I know that it is part of a tower structure.
We start walking forwards, going through some stone rooms and more tunnels.
I note how real everything feels.
Walking barefoot, I feel the structure and humid surface of every single stone I step on, and the coldness within them.
The place smells old, wet, a bit like salty water, and I feel a light breeze on my skin.
My vision sporadically becomes unnaturally effective, allowing me to see the surface structure of stones very far away.
The place is old and broken down, it hasn't been maintained for a long time.

As we keep walking the déjà vu sensation becomes stronger and stronger.
Everything feels rather mysterious.

"We're here."

We enter a bigger room through a tunnel, and I get quite a bit of a shock.
There are three people standing in the middle of the room, but I immediately know they are not actually there, they are a projection of my memories.
One of them is a younger version of myself, probably 14-15 years old.
Then there's a past version of Yuya, although she doesn't look younger than she does now.
And the last person, holy shit! is that Selene?

Yes, I know it is her. She's only a little older than the younger version of myself, maybe 16 or 17.
She has long brown hair and is wearing some sort of leather armor.
She's also carrying two long knives.

The younger version of myself is wearing loose white pants and a white armless shirt.
He doesn't seem to be wearing the katana I'm looking for though, which I find a bit odd.

"Holy shit! Is that us and Selene?"
"Yes... let's follow them."

As we follow them I sometimes catch a glimpse of what this place looked like years ago around them.
My past self gets attacked multiple times by samurai covered up in black clothes, but he doesn't seem to have any trouble getting rid of them.
I was so confident back then, I didn't overthink things, I didn't hesitate. I just lived in whatever reality I was presented with without thinking about it.
Seeing myself like that is oddly amazing.

We enter a new room, which I identify as the center of the tower. The room has no ceiling, it goes all the way up to the end of the tower.
In the middle there's some sort of elevation. In the past version, there's a small table with a crystal on it there, but it isn't there anymore now.
My past self takes the crystal, but gets interrupted by some dark humanoid creature before he can escape.
Out of nowhere he summons a katana and cuts the creature into its face.
The creature is only barely able to escape its death.

This is the katana! this the one! It is very beautiful. It reflects the moonlight all over the room.
One side of the blade is engraved with a dragon, similar to the fire tattoo appearing on my back.
The other side is engraved with a bird, presumably a phoenix.
The illusion suddenly disappears, and I am alone with Yuya in the room.
I sense a presence and immediately power up.

The dark creature from the memory appears. He has a massive scar on his face from the katana cut years ago.

"Hyu... and there I thought you were dead."

I'm afraid, he seems to be very strong.

"You must fight..."

He teleports right in front of me and hits me in the stomach.
It hurts. The punch is so strong I am thrown a few meters through the air, right into a wall.
As I get up he is right in front of me, about to smash me with a twohanded sword.
It cuts into my left sholder, and I am barely able to teleport a few meters away.
Fuck... a split second and I would have been dead.
I need to focus, especially because this teleportation maneuvers are quite disorientating.

The wound on my left shoulder immediately stops hurting and the bleeding stops.
I focus on the creature as hard as I can. If only I had my katana right now...
He charges me again by teleporting right in front of me, but this time I am prepared.
As he tries to cut me with his blade I teleport behind him, just before he hits me, and I launch a ball of concentrated energy at his back.
It hits him hard and explodes.
The burning remainder of his clothes are scattered all over the room.
He has a massive wound on his back, but still faces me again.
He wants to keep going.

He laughs hysterically.

"It seems my end has finally come."
"Surrender!"
"I shall do no such thing. Finish what you have started years ago!"

For some reason I know he is right. I have to kill him, he needs to die.
He needs to pay for sins he committed years ago, and he knows it...

He charges me again, but this time I take the innitative.
Before he is able to teleport, I teleport myself towards him.
I slap him in the head with the back of my right hand, releasing as much energy as I can in the process.
The vibrations caused by the impact cracks his skull and most likely destroys his brain.
He falls to the ground dead and his remainders erupt into flames.

My shoulder starts hurting again, and there's a little blood coming out the rather deep cut.

"Now you remember the katana, now you know that it is more than just a memory."
"The rest is up to you."

Yuya approaches me and heals most of my wound using water magic.
I teleport us back to Teraluna...

It's going to take a while sometimes for me to post new stuff. mostly because of my new alarm clock that's INCREDIBLY LOUD. For some reason ever since I got that thing it's been stifling my normal dream recall. my mom won't let me use my old one. So I'll mostly post stuff on weekends.

this is a dream I had about 3 days ago and am just now remembering. I was Ezio Auditore from assassin's creed. I was chasing 2 guys. They were both black with short black hair, and were wearing black leather spy clothes. I chased them through part of the city and eventually cornered them in a church. They ran up some church stairs and turned a corner. I then ran up the stairs and turned the corner to see that they had been killed by some woman.(white, with short black hair, about down to her cheeks or jaws)I assumed that meant I won the game. Then the two guys came back to life and I had a choice to either go into assassin's creed zombie mode or end the game I decided to end it and work on the zombies part tomorrow because I had already done enough on that game today. Then when I ended the game I ended the dream.

I was at my old school, and apparently is was the last day. There was some WC3 creeping in there, and I was with some others, but in the game, and we were gathering some units to go and raid the upstairs classroom.

The view turned to normal, and me and a horde of classmates went upstairs. We entered the class, which seemed to be Mr. SP's class. I walked into the room. To begin our raid, we were going to go through all the people's bags. But for some reason, only one other person entered the room with me. We crept over to a bag for each of us, and started unzipping the pockets. I was wondering how this was going to go over; without the mass of students, there was no hiding. Surely I shouldn't be going through people's bags? The people that were already in the room just silently stared at me, and I self consciously and slowly unzipped the bag.

AM was there, and the bag appeared to be hers. In it was a massive box of those Welsh's Fruitsations gummies. I opened it and inside was a massive brown paper bag of gummies, but they were not fruitsation gummies, rather just random sour ones. I munched on a watermelon one.

Then as I looked around, a bunch of my classmates were sitting on the floor and just hanging about. I saw JO in one corner. MA was in another corner, and I think I said something to him and sat close to him. I then checked my phone for texts, and then saw KR and DO and KE at the other side of the room. I ran over to them and sat with them.

---

I was at the back of some house, looked kind of like KE's house, but with a large backyard. It was winter and nighttime, and I was decked out in winter coats and whatnot. I think they were bright red. The backyard had somehow turned into a skating rink, and MA and some others were playing hockey. MA kept looking at me it seemed.

Eventually, MA seemed to have transformed into some other random guy. He was a young adult it seemed, had brown hair and brown eyes. I was on top of a deck that was attached to the house of which the backyard belonged; the deck was wood. It seemed that it was maybe dawn now for there was slight light and the sky was a dim light blue now. It was snowing too. The guy was talking to me. He was telling me some story about how they had been skiing or something once and how he had to catch up. Below the deck there were 3 horses; one was a young black colt, one chestnut (though slightly more deeper and duller brown than a usual chestnut), and another I can't remember clearly. I joked that he should have just hopped onto the horse and ridden to them. He laughed and told me that he would have, but apparently the horse was lame. I started telling him something about the ranch, but he seemed uninterested.

At some point in the dream he was showing off how he could make my bladder jump out of my body. And he did. Next thing I knew I felt this hollowness in my lower stomach, and it was like I was throwing up something... and there lay a pink bladder on the floor. Just dandy.

This led me to eventually skiing across the icy streets with a pair of skis, but it was physically more like rollerblading since I could get over hills and whatnot. But, having my poor sense of balance, I fell many a time.

---

I was at school again, but it seemed to still be my old school. RA was with 3 other teachers in Mrs. MA's room. Apparently they were teaching her how to sing or something. She was trying to sing, and they were telling her that she needed to use more power behind her voice. I randomly started singing Gloomy Sunday. The teachers told her that she had to sing more like me with the power in my voice.

This somehow brought me to a grad trip with KA. We were getting on a school bus and we were wearing our grad dresses again. I was constantly singing Gloomy Sunday. KA scolded me and told me to stop since it was getting annoying.

---

I was at the field across from my house it seemed, except that the field was much bigger. It was also full of large tall stalks, as if it was growing with barley. It seemed to be summer, maybe the evening, as a light golden glow was spilt across the field. There was a man and his son there. They had about 8-10 dogs with them. They were saying something about being careful with the dogs.

The next thing I knew I had somehow stolen the dogs. I went to my house, which was much like a house from TS2. I hastily built some parts of the house so that I could secure it. I had locked the dogs in a room. I locked the door by pulling some weird mechanism. I then locked myself in another room with an easel and some other stuff and started painting. Meanwhile, I could hear the man shouting at me to let his dogs free.

After a while I decided for some reason that I should let them go. I went out and opened the door with the dogs in it. For some reason I thought he wouldn't do anything, but he ended up letting his dogs ravage the house.

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I was in science class. The desks were put into pairs and threes for some reason. I apparently now sat in the middle with KA on my left and DA on my right. I asked her about the new science project and who was in her group. She said sullenly that she had PE and KO. I decided that they must've not picked the groups themselves then, and I felt bad for her. I told her that my group was RA and KA.

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I was in an apartment building. My mother was sorting mail. The walls and hallways were all a brown-beige color. My mother asked me and someone else to help her sort the mail, but we couldn't do it properly for some reason.

I ended up in the room adjacent to that one. V and AN were there. I had on a sweater, but it zipped in a way at the hood so that you could zip in other layers in between. Apparently I had stolen WI's coat again and was making him look for it. I unzipped it and took a layer out for some reason. V and AN saw and laughed, and I told them not to tell WI.

At this point some sort of WC3 and WoW and D2 influence came in, and I was in the DoE with AN it seemed. There were some items on the floor, like in WC3, and I tried to get a bunch of them. At the same time, it was they same behind the character view of WoW. AN was trying to bother me, and the last thing I remember was kicking him in the chest to give him a piece of my mind.

Haven't been visiting this place a lot due to exams, anyways here's the list I have.
Non-lucid, lucid, extra comment

1st of April:
Couldn't Remember anything D:

2nd of April:
Can't read my handwriting

3rd of April:
Playing some American Football, being taunted by a PC. And someone sucked really badly.

4th of April:
Dream set in a destroyed urban environment (probably due to the abundance of Crysis 2 I've been playing). Some kind of weird Martial Law seems to be in effect.

Time seems to be divided in a whole new way. Some base unit of +/- 16 mins - environmental mapping time (which allows people to map out all interesting object and areas). It seemed so convincing that when I woke up, I didn't know what time system we were using.

NapTime:
I did something, but I can't recall what that was.

5th of April:
1) In new york, feel like Bruce Willis. I came back to look for a job and started off looking on Manhattan island. There I run into some crazy idiot that is obsessed with some doomsday type article. When I try and help someone else clean up a paper mess, this idiot becomes hysterical.

2) Driving in some car commercial. Car gets stuck in some water pit, have to cut myself out. Drive another car, an Aston Martin, come to the same waterhole and turn around. The car has warned me not to go in there through one of its brand new safety features.

18th of April: Pregancy WTF
Found myself lying on a bed in what looked like my room. A girl is lying beside me on the bed. She tells me she is pregnant with my child (My dream left out the good stuff...) and wants to tell her dad, something in me didn't approve of this idea.

I apologize for any incoherency and randomness throughout this entry.

Week 1
catch a ghost

Monday 04/18/11: minimal recall. dreams of work and old friends.

I was at my grandma's house and I was showing off my new iPhone to my family (I don't even own an iPhone). I gave it to my sister and she handed it to my cousin, he handed it to someone else and it got passed around the family. By the time everyone had seen it and they gave it back to me, the iPhone was covered in ugly white paint. It was completely ruined. I went crazy, asked them what had happened to it - they all denied putting the paint on there and told me that it had always been painted white.

I got angry and they all turned on me, telling me to calm down and get a grip. They then carried on with a new conversation as though nothing had happened at all. I just had to sit there and keep my mouth shut even though I was really angry.

Then I got up and went outside for a walk, but when I walked through the front door, I wasn't outside my grandma's house, I was outside my aunts house. Completely different layout; my aunt lives on a suburban estate. I end up in my aunt's estate in many of my dreams - maybe because I spent a lot of time there as a child.

In the dreams it has a very specific layout which doesn't fully match the real layout of the estate. For example there is a road that loops around the whole estate in my dreams which doesnt exist in real life.

In my dream last night, after leaving the house with my ruined iPhone, I walked the road that loops the estate and ended up at my old primary school. That's all I remember.

I woke up feeling very distressed.

I was on some kind of cruise, but it was my churches christian camp. I was dreaming that I had huge muscles, then I was talking to some girls, then I was really drunk, and smoked a cigarette. Cant remember everything, but I think we were in Miami. The clubs from far away looked really cool.
4/18-Was in a really weird dream that my brother or something like that was going to grow a pot farm. We started walking up a trail that was pretty cool, lots of people but it was a chill place, he lead us around to a isolated area with a pool and emptied his pot into there. Then I was supposed to carry a little bit pot to the place, and there was some cops. When I passed them I said phew that smells, to blame it on someone else not me. I was scared they would smell it on me. Somehow this changed to being back to school with my friends, during some kind of camp again. During this camp school was active and I saw some people I haven't seen in a while. Then this somehow changed to being in a buildling with a couple other guys and girls. We were playing some kind of strip game but it wasn't working. Then we were walking toward the beach but some guy behind us that we didn't know was trying to kill us. I was behind him, so I came behind him and started fighting him. I took his gun and shot him. But by then his team of navy seals came. I jumped into the water to hide but they threw a trap in their and lifted me out. Think thats it.

First dream of the night I became lucid. I was doing some trucking business and when I realized I was lucid I tried a new stabilization technique. The technique engages all senses and it worked. First its the sight, so you look around examining all things possible with careful details. Then the smell, I usually never smell in dreams but it worked this time. Then the hearing, you listen in. When I tried i started hearing waking day life noises. By this point the dream was pretty vivid. I walked into a shop and saw an officer. I asked him for his gun and he gave it to me. I started shooting it at the window. Then when I wanted to get out, I was trapped. It took a little but I was finally out. I had a false awakening and when I got up the dream began fading. I started licking things and grabbing on to things. I began eating my blanket. However it was the end of my REM cycle so I woke up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a bunch of fragments and I even missed a chance of becoming lucid... I need to start doing my RC's properly again.

23.45: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm with Monica and we're at some parkinglot with her car. She parks it.

*A therapist tells me something about my hands.

*I'm climbing this huge crane at work.

*I walk around and do several hand RC's. I remember counting three or four fingers several times without thinking much about it.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 5 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Jihah.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Not great recall on this one. I'm noticing that the things I remember are pretty detailed but I only recall short lengths of my dreams.

So I was outside my high school and it seemed like mid spring. Some of the vegetation was green and some was still brown. I think I was throwing something straight up in the air for the heck of it when I came across a grungy lookin guy. Well, he sort of came across me...Anyway, I felt like I could trust this guy so we hopped in my Jeep (which I wrecked so I don't drive anymore) and I drove us down the street a little ways. We stopped and had a little conversation. I could sort of just tell that he was my future self. I don't think he ever actually said it. He warned me about the 15th of April in some future year. Also, it turns out that I become a transvestite in the future . Now the odd thing about what he was telling me was that this stuff hadn't happened to him yet either. I don't remember how the dream ended.

Dream - Lucid

I was in the car at night. I was riding with Rachel, who was driving. Apparently, we were going to get married. I wanted to marry her AND Ryan. We found someone who would do it, but instead of Ryan, Rachel's friend Christina was there. Weird. I remember being in front of the person marrying us.

I didn't have a wedding band, but an engagement ring. The ring was super cheap. The band was gold and it had a small diamond set in it, though I don't think it was a real diamond. I remember it being a little too big as well, and it kept sliding around on my finger. It also kept bending; it was extremely malleable.

I remember also skipping data analysis, even though I'm out of absenses in that class. I did approach Rachel in a classroom, and asked her if we could at least have a wedding ceremony. She seemed bothered by my asking, and pretty much told me she couldn't afford it. I knew that I had rushed into things by marrying her; I felt like I should have been more patient. I didn't want to even be with her, I wanted to be with Ryan. I was dissappointed in myself for rushing.

I remember then, at some point, asking Rachel if she believed in coincidence. She told me yes, and started to explain why. I told her I didn't, and that I thought everything happened for a reason. She countered me by saying that only some things happen for a reason. I didn't understand a lot of what she was saying.

Then, I remember being outside in a huge pool of very clear water. I remember flashing my ring at a guy who had asked me out. The ring now didn't have a stone, but had a black oval in its place.

I then remember going underwater, and seeing a group of guys standing under there. It was like there was a small town under the water that had been flooded (I have been playing too much Zelda in waking life, haha). I swam to the bottom, and let my breath out so I would sink and be able to stand on the bottom. I talked to the guys. I then went up for air.

When I got to the top, my old friend Josh was there. I was talking to him about how upset I was about the whole marriage situation, and he said, after some talking,
"I won't be home from 2-8, but why don't you come over at 8 to keep me company?"
I knew what he meant by that...I would be cheating. I saw the seductive look in his eye. As he was leaving, I nodded and said yes, I would be there. I didn't feel super bad about it, but I did feel a little bad.

Then, I remember being in a huge, open stone field that was surrounded by some small buildings and trees. I thought I was under the water again, but upon further examination, I figured out I wasn't. I was talking to a lesbian, and I was telling her about the situation. I then concluded as I was talking
"You can't marry more than one person. I'm not even gay!" Big duh moment.
I then remember pulling out the marriage certificate. It looked very unofficial, and looked like a photo copy. It had Rachel's, Christina's, and my signatures on it. I ripped it up.

~

I was in some apartment/school. It was kind of like dorm rooms. People were stealing all of these things out of the rooms, things that were "bad", or something. I went into someone's room and took a poster off the door. I remember hearing the crumbling of paper as I took it with me. I went outside to put it in a car, but felt so bad about stealing, that I went back into the room and laid the poster down on the bed.

Then, I remember walking in a hallway that looked like a middle or high school lobby. I was with someone else, a guy, and we were walking towards the front door to leave. We were stopped by an old acquaintance of mine, Sean. He told us to stop, and then said that we had to go through a certain door because it had The Lord's Prayer posted on it. I said to whoever I was with as we passed Sean
"I've known The Lord's Prayer since I was little..." I didn't think it was neccessary for us to stop and read it.
We approached the door, and saw the prayer posted on it. I don't remember if we used that door or not.

Then, I remember watching a war. An ex, Jake, was fighting in it. He had a hand-held cannon that he was using to fight with. I was watching him fight while sitting at a table. He was in a field. I remember watching him use the cannon, and every time he would, some of his hair would fall out.

After awhile, he approached me, and said
"Every time I use this, some of my hair falls out!" He pointed to his head.
I remember he was wearing a brown hoodie with the hood up.

Then, Jake told me the war had been a stalemate. I then asked him
"How can you tell who wins and who loses?"
He replied, very smartass-like
"Well, the team who celebrates is the winner...and..."
I cut him off and said
"I know that. But how do you know who wins and who loses?"
He started to answer, but I woke up.

(Still keeping my notes going, but I haven't had much time to write them all out. I have been doing some work on my new site, though, where I'll be posting a lot of my artwork (some of which is dream-related). Give me some feedback on how it's looking so far (I'm still doing some heavy editing), and make sure to sign my Guestbook! )

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