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    1. New Goal Upon Gardens and Dreams

      by , 12-03-2010 at 08:36 AM
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      During the day I had some emotional but fun situations where I would have loved to have been in a situation like this before and tried different things out. Then I realized I got the idea to use my dream world more. My dream world may be nearly perfect but my waking life has a lot of areas where I would like to see improvements. The dream world is a lot like Star Treks holo-deck, I can make it what I need and try things out there, in complete safety, and I even have a panic button. I was determined to recreate the dream world to meet my waking life needs.

      Upon dreaming I had 3 totally underwhelming dreams and I was not lucid in any of them to any degree.

      Dream 1: The Garden and a Patdown
      There was this large forest and gardens but to get into it you first had to go through a security room that looked like a torture room from a video game. In the room you got a patdown and then were free to go int the forested garden area. The forestgarden was nothing special and I just looked around and talked to people. Upon leaving I was patted down again.

      I had 2 other dreams of talking to people about useless things which I will not bore you with.

      Reflections:
      I realized that in order to create a task in my dream world I am going to have to try to focus my thoughts before sleep to more of a self help feeling. I order to go to sleep easily and have good dreams I focus on anything I want as long as they are positive and simple. But what I need to do is focus more on fixing and growing and less on having a good dreaming experience. No wonder I am bored with my dream life, I have made it so… well to use a British phrase, pedestrian (not British, not that there's anything wrong with that ). It reminds me of what I heard Dr. Who say “You make all of space and time your back yard and what do you have? A backyard.” I have to make it more than a backyard and I have all this control, I need to use it! I never thought of using the dream world like a tool but I am now determined to. So my new dream goal is to make my dream life to serve me waking life's needs. So far, not so great…hmmm wish me luck
      Tags: garden, goal
      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    2. incoherent dream fragment

      by , 12-03-2010 at 07:11 AM (Visions in the Dark)
      I had a dream in the early hours of December 3rd, 2010 and woke up briefly to scribble out the following on a peice of paper before immediately returning to sleep. I could not remember any of the dream when I woke up later and have only this fragment of writing (written while half asleep before dawn) to go by:


      In afganistan? with tall apartment building surrounded by water, sometimes on land because tide comes and goes, each building at often warrinf with another building, fishing as the tide comes in and out, seeing the fish and my brother moving the fire pit, Samir? and two people open a free dental clinic in a tent (with a second floor) in the middle of the apartment complex, pay what you can or make donation to Muslim child feed fund, soldiers and insurgents want control of it, after some time Samir has idea to improve area with damn and better buildings, I am there walking dam area when I come acreoss canadian base and am taken in for questioning, many canadiands being held, i see two women being stripped searched my two naked male soldiers and video tape it, soldiers on base hunt me down after i steal a gun and tie up some soldiers/officals, i am captured and similarily strip searched after sending copy of video to CNN but a sympatetic male offical obtains my camera and tapes my strip search and also sends that tape to news program
    3. mice and vegetables.

      by , 12-03-2010 at 07:01 AM (a teahouse inside my head.)
      I'll keep this one short.

      They were trying to ban vegetables in England (I don't live in England...) and all of the mice were meeting under the bathroom sink to discuss its implications. I don't know how my POV worked but I don't think I was a mouse but there weren't any humans actually involved in the story. It felt like I was just watching it through a window or something.

      Closer to waking up my dream was about a party or something (I just get that feeling). Then in the morning my mom tried to wake me up and I was half asleep. She asked me a bunch of times what class I had first and I thought I was responding but I was responding in my dream. When I finally said it out loud I realized I wasn't saying the class (math) but rather tumblr.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    4. Zombie Patient Zero

      by , 12-03-2010 at 05:20 AM
      Zombie Patient Zero
      Clarity: 7/10
      Importance:2/10
      Sleep: Good
      Sleep Position: Unknown
      I'm taking refuge from the zombie apocalypse in a sometimes house, sometimes store. The front of the store provides us with lots of supplies, but we disagree on how to use them. I try to convince the others we should each have our own emergency supplies on us, and that we should stash supplies in fallback position in case the zombies get in and we can't reach the food anymore. But nobody will listen to me.

      I notice the side door won't close properly, and zombies could easily get in. I won't be able to sleep at night knowing that door is so easily circumvented. I go out to the back yard which is fenced off and inspect the fence. Two people with me say the zombies could get over it easily, but I disagree because it's topped with barbed wire that will snag the dumb zombie's flesh.

      I turn to see the rest of our group have been overrun by zombies, which are making their way towards us en masse. The three of us hop the fence at the gate and run for it. We run into a warehouse, but there are zombies everywhere. We have no choice but to go up to the top of the building to get away. We hide in the attic, which is clear for now. One of the guys turns into a mouse and crawls between the floor boards. We're to follow him, but his route just pops back out into the attic.

      The zombies have now found us, and we run for the stairwell, but there are zombies there too. The zombies get my two companions, and I'm now on my own, the last survivor. I manage to get away and run into the garage where I'm confronted by a lone zombie who grins at me demonically. I recognize this zombie, who was present during all of the attacks. In fact he was the very first zombie, patient zero.

      My only weapon is a box cutter, and I use it to slash at the zombie's throat. Over and over I slash it's throat, cutting deeper and deeper until finally it's head flops backwards. I take a few more hacks at it's spine until I finally sever it's head completely. The moment the first zombie's head comes off, all the other zombies disappear.


      Had some mundane work dreams too, not worth recording.
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      Uncategorized
    5. Bruce Wayne Likes Prison

      by , 12-03-2010 at 04:54 AM
      Type: Regular dream.
      Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
      Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

      Notes:
      I watched The Dark Knight yesterday.

      In this shorter dream, I'd made a pact with myself to rescue Bruce Wayne from prison. Apparently he was caught by police, or something. I didn't really think about the details in the dream, although I'm sure there was an explanation as to why it happened. I don't recall actually seeing myself go into the prison, but I simply walked down a set of stairs and turned a corner to see a set of five or six stairs leading up to a slight platform. This was in the basement of the prison, I knew. It was well-lit and made mostly of concrete, in pretty good condition, but I could see green fungus or something in a few of the corners. It seemed dank. On the steps, there were a bunch of inmates just sitting there and talking amongst each other, rather quietly and reserved. Two convicts were playing rock-paper-scissors. As a group, they didn't really look that much like criminals because they weren't that grungy or scary-looking. They just looked like bikers.

      Bruce Wayne was sitting among these inmates, against the wall, looking around and only moving a little bit to adjust his position. He was in a basic suit and tie which looked a bit scuffed-up. He obviously looked like Christian Bale. He looked at me and said, "what are you doing here?"

      "To rescue you. Let's go."

      "How did you get in?"

      "The guards are down."

      As I spoke, the convicts looked at me curiously. One narrowed his eyes in suspicion, but none spoke to me directly.

      Bruce said, "I like it here. I'm not going."

      "Fine."

      I started to turn around and leave, and then my alarm woke me up.

      Updated 05-16-2023 at 08:57 PM by 28408

      Categories
      non-lucid
    6. The Very Long Dream

      by , 12-03-2010 at 04:28 AM
      Type: DILD.
      Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
      Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

      This dream probably spanned twenty minutes, and nothing was fragmented or cut up. More stuff probably happened, but I can't remember the details.

      I was pretty much in the middle of nowhere, on a pretty barren landscape made of rocky terrain. There were a few single-lane asphalt roads going here and there, but no cars. It was clearly daytime, because the sky was light blue and the sun was shining (although it didn't cast a glare or cause me to squint). In the middle of this land, there was a large construction framework for an incomplete building. There were thin sheets of metal between some of the beams to create "walls".

      In horizontal sections of the framework, there were planes of wood drilled into place to act as platforms to walk on. These larger pieces of wood were light in color, but rather thick so they wouldn't snap when someone was to walk on them. The whole structure must have been four or five stories tall, and at least seventy feet high.

      First I was on the top of the structure, sitting with my legs hanging off a steel beam, looking down onto the ground. I had a chocolate coin in my hand that I was multiplying using non-lucid dream control. I'd curl my palm around it, look away into the sky, and then look back at my palm, which I would then uncurl. There were now two coins. I did this a few different times and ended up with five or six. I didn't feel the thickness of the coins in my hand grow each time a new one appeared, which logically should've happened. I looked down at the ground, which was now darker and had a more brownish hue than before, and held my hand out, watching the coins fall as I let them go. They disappeared when they got to the ground, as if the distance between the top of the framework and the earth was more than it should've been, so much that one could no longer see them falling. But I still knew the distance was less than a hundred feet.

      I got up, balancing on the beam without feeling any sort of wobbliness or issues with weight distribution, and kicked off the beam, flying into the air. I only got four or five feet out from the side of the framework, although I used much more force and should have gotten at least twenty feet out. My dreams tend to do that - I exert powerful force on something to push away, but I only get so far away from that thing. I landed within a matter of seconds, not feeling wind or air rushing past me as I fell, and recoiled slightly. Once I recovered and stood fully upright again, I looked around me and saw people walking around. There was now a smooth concrete sidewalk going around the perimeter of the framework, and a rectangular, modern-looking pool just a few feet away from it. There were also big glass windows in between some of the steel beams now. It looked almost like a house, except it didn't really have walls. I saw some people walking around, one holding a huge crab that looked like it was either inflated, or made of rubber. I took a slight interest in this, but ultimately ignored it.

      "Where's the restroom?" I suddenly asked out loud, but not shouting. No particular reason as to why I said that. Someone who was just walking past me said, "to the up", but even though it didn't make any sense, I interpreted it as "to the right". I turned to the left, strangely enough, and saw a metallic door. It was positioned in a large glass window between two vertical beams. I saw a sink and a white cubicle inside (I've rarely seen a normal restroom in my dreams, just public cubicles). I opened the door and walked in; the walls were now solid, made of stony, tan-colored brick. There were no longer glass walls or steel beams, but it looked almost like a gross, decrepit restroom. "Yuck," I exclaimed, looking down at the floor. It was hard, grey carpet that looked pretty gummed-up.

      I turned to the sink, on the left side of the room. It was a basic white sink that came out of the wall, and only had one stainless steel tap instead of two. Without testing it, I knew that it only gave out cold water. "This place sucks!"

      That was when I turned around and opened the door. Outside, I was now in a city. To make things less normal, though, my dream had actually put me on the third or fourth story of a building. I'd just stepped out into a balcony with no railings. I looked down and saw busy streets with multiple lanes and strange, distorted-looking cars that drove in opposite directions in the lanes. The balcony I was on was at least twenty feet long, but only three or four feet wide - barely enough room to be able to walk without feeling like you're going to fall off the edge. I saw my mom walk out the same door, which was now twice as tall as it was before. She was holding a book, Of Mice and Men. The cover, without closer observation, looked like it had a large tree or shrub and a riverbank. I knew it was that novel.

      "I'm hoping you've finished this book!" she told me, a little angry.

      "Duh!" I said, stung.

      "Okay, let me make sure. Finish this quote off for me..."

      And then she read out some random quote, that seemed in the context of the novel. I just can't remember exactly what it was.

      "Are you kidding me?!" I said to her, "I didn't have a lifetime to memorize each quote in the book!"

      "Yes you did," she said.

      "I've had enough of this." I turned around and walked away (heading towards nothing but the end of the balcony), but I heard quick steps behind me, becoming louder and louder. Within an instant, my mom was behind me. She picked me up by the collar of my shirt, throwing me into the traffic. I was no longer on a balcony a few stories higher than the streets, but I was on the ground level. I ended up on the road and saw a big semi coming towards me. I became somewhat lucid just as the dream ended, but I didn't use any powers or anything to stop the massive truck. Instead, I just curled up.

      Then I woke up.

      Despite the ending, I wouldn't count this as a nightmare, because there was no fear, only emotionless thoughts like in a normal dream.

      Updated 05-16-2023 at 09:00 PM by 28408

      Categories
      non-lucid
    7. VigRX Plus Reviews - What to Expect From Its Use

      by , 12-03-2010 at 03:18 AM
      VigRX plus is a penile enhancer supplement. It can be taken by men who are within the range of 18 age to 75 age. It can enhance your erection size. Men who have problem gaining and maintaining erection will benefit from the use of VigRX plus. How can they benefit? They will no longer have problem gaining erection. Further on this review, VigRX plus supports normal erectile function which every healthy man should encounter. This is to say that you will gain an erection when you are sexually aroused. A normal individual will normally gain an erection when he is sexually aroused.

      Moreover on this review, there are two chambers in the penile organ which are responsible for erection. When these chambers are filled with blood, they will engorge resulting to erection. VigRX plus does not just play one role. VigRX plus can also help to increase your penile size. This can be seen when you gain erection. You will not just notice this difference. Climax is the point every man wants to get during sexual intercourse. VigRX plus is also effective in aiding men reach climax. VigRX plus will get you the sexual desire and stamina which are required to attain climax.

      Finally on these reviews, you may be wondering about the ingredients used for making VigRX plus. VigRX plus contains natural herbal ingredients. Thus, it does not require doctor's prescription. If you want to feel the best effect of taking VigRX plus, I highly recommend you take it 30 minutes before you have sexual intercourse. It is geared towards enhancing your overall sexual characteristics. It will unleash the utmost working ability of all your body's sexual functions.

      Updated 12-03-2010 at 04:22 AM by 39420

      Tags: vigrx
      Categories
      Uncategorized
    8. Fragment of building a space Relay, then of Nomad.

      by , 12-03-2010 at 01:59 AM (Robo's Dreams)
      I'm in space, building some type of giant structure, I have the idea it's a space relay. It's made up of self assembling parts that send each other data. I put the last piece on, it has two spinning satellite dishes, the entire piece is glowing slightly. I pull out my laptop and enter a message to be sent out, press enter and my message is sent throughout the cosmos, too bad I don't remember what the message was,

      I am sitting in a car with nomad, I have a strong sense that tigress is nearby, but I also have a sense that it might be a twinner of her, or in the next universe over Nomad and I are talking about Kevlar jackets, tanks and military stuff in general.
      Categories
      dream fragment
    9. Second LD same day!

      by , 12-03-2010 at 01:56 AM (11 false awakenings)
      Okay so i got on earlier and i decided id post this dream too.
      It was a WILD so i entered in the jungle, and heres this lepord and it jumps from this tree like thing idk man.
      and it starts talking to me saying i had to be one with the pack and right about now i was going WTH? and then it hit me like a train, I turned into a lepord... IT WAS AMAZING!!!! I felt like i had paws! my heart rate felt slower and i was relly warm... oh boy did it feel great and then a monkey just jumps from a tree and lands on the ground, and i was thinking, Eh im a lepord why not? so i run over there and snap this monkeys neck and the ghost of it flys to heaven. so i sink my teeth into this monkey, and it tasted like lobster, i swear to god it did.
      next thing i know dream fades im human again... so the rest of my dream is just me having some fun and i started flying around new york city trying all the cool things ive seen people try to do
      so far i got this done in one dream:
      Flew, transformed, eat something, jumped off a skyscraper, and went to the moon...

      When i went to the moon it was relly weird i saw this guy, he was tall relly tall and i didnt get a good look at him...
    10. The Return of the Dreams

      by , 12-03-2010 at 12:30 AM
      So for the past few nights I haven't been sleeping well at all due to real life things that needed to be tended to. Finally got most of those out of the way so I have more time devoted to sleep, thankfully. (Between working out and working, I'm worn out.) I'm not even sure anyone reads this but myself, but what the hell, ya know?

      The Blizzard that Blanketed the World
      - I dreamt we have a HUGE blizzard and for some reason I was in my Ghillie suit (Off note: Yes, I own a Ghillie suit.) I was with Cole, and we were walking through it, barely being able to see in front of us. I decided to venture off on my own when he said he was going to wait for a ride. I thought my house wasn't far away, but somehow I got lost in a village of shacks, seemingly like I was thrown back into Medieval Europe. I was stumbling about, freezing and I knew I was near death. Someone asked if I was alright, and I said told them I wasn't and that I couldn't feel my fingers. The man ran up to me and gave me some fluid I thought was water, but quickly I learned it was whiskey. I got pretty drunk. It felt strange, and I stood up and started walking, though It was more like hobbling, around. While the man and an older woman, probably his mother, argued about giving me liquor. I stammered around thinking "I'm Drunk. I'm drunk! Body, can't you see I'm drunk!". The man and woman decided to take me in until the storm passed, and I was able to live in a giant basement that I pimped out and I got through by helping people with their plumbing.

      The Iron Dragon vs The Iron Man - I was in some sort of labyrinth made of steel and lava with 4 other friends. We were decked out in futuristic armor and I had some sort of gun that shot in bursts, it kind of resembled an M16, but not quite. Me and my friends were going through the labyrinth which had doors of fire, and we saw a giant dragon which seemed to be made of iron, or the same material that our armor and weapons were made of. We began shooting at it, and slowly but surely taking down it's health. Then all of a sudden all the fire doors opened and we were no longer safe from it. It charged at us and I dove out of the way. Then we got past it and it chased us through the maze of hallways and platforms. Before I knew it I was separated from the rest of my friends and with the dragon on my tail. I had a good hunch that my friends were dead, and as soon as I thought of it their names popped up in my HUD (I had a helmet on) with KIA next to their names. All of a sudden I was desperate, and I knew I was probably going to die. Almost resigning to my death, I instead pushed on and turning around at corners to send bursts into the dragons head, which did almost nothing to it. I found myself sprinting across the platform surrounded by lava we first met the dragon at, and something, or someone said to me "You are in charge here. You choose your fate." All of a sudden I turned around, saw the dragon about 30 meters behind me, shot some bursts into it, and it charged at me. When it was not a few feet away from me, I suddenly flew up into the air using a jetpack I had all but forgotten about, and through the ceiling. Before me all I saw was blackness, the only light escaping from the hole from the lair of the dragon. I woke up after that.
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    11. no, I haven't already quit

      by , 12-02-2010 at 10:08 PM (LiveInTheDream's DJ v2.5)
      Just what the title says. No, I haven't already quit. I just had to take some MORE time off from lucid dreaming unexpectedly thanks to getting sick. But now that I'm 99% better, I can start again with documenting my average dreams and work towards making them lucid once again.

      I don't recall my dreams from last night, but I do recall an interesting dream from the night before, so I'll summarize it now.

      The dream began as a false awakening. I got out of bed and was about to begin my daily routine when I decided to go back to sleep for a few more minutes. So that's just what I did; I got back in bed and lay my head down and I was out.

      Now I was in a dream within a dream (notice the darker text indicating a deeper level?). I found myself standing on the edge of a vast canyon and exploring the surrounding area. Something didn't feel right, but I couldn't tell what. After about a half hour of looking around and finding nothing interesting, I decided to lie down and go to sleep.

      Now in layer 3 of the dream, I found myself at a friend's dorm at the college he goes to...only the actual layout of the place was nothing like the real-world college. The dream explained it away as remodeling, and I never caught on that it was a dream. My friend was asking me about dreams, particularly lucid ones, and if it would be possible to share dreams.

      "Sure it's possible, I've done it before." I said. "We could do it right now in fact, if I can manage a WILD."

      "Well, want to give it a try?" He asked.

      I agreed to try, so we lay down and went to sleep.

      I was now in layer 4 of the dream, aware that I was dreaming, and in a white void. All around me all I saw was white. I couldn't move anywhere or speak, and when I tried, it simply woke me up into the previous layer of the dream.

      "Did you do it?" My friend asked.

      "Yeah, but I couldn't stay in for some reason."

      In another moment, I woke up from that dream and into the layer before it. I was only at this one a split second before I shot up into the air as the dream faded out into the first layer, and I sat up in my bed.

      "That was a crazy dream!" I said to myself as I climbed out of bed.

      Then I woke up for real, and was totally disoriented from all the waking up
    12. The 4 Dreams I had Today

      by , 12-02-2010 at 10:01 PM
      Posted from the dreams between Wed, Dec 1 - Thur, Dec 2

      First Dream Location: Night, Old World Village, Modern-day

      From what I can remeber as being the start of my dream, I was standing outside, at the time of what I would say about 10:00 PM. It was completely dark and there was a black street light standing tall and bright in front of me. Next below the light was a cobble stone pathway appearing to be everywhere in the city with no signs of dirt or grass paths. Next to the lamp were rows and rows of houses that were painted white with dark wood (either red or natural brown) support beams, which seem to be German influenced housing. Past the light farther up the path stood a man with gray hair (including a mustache), a brown coat and pair of pants, and a blue and white striped fancy long sleeve shirt. The most notable thing was that he was holding a very shiny gold saxophone. He didn't play, he just continued to make eye contact with me and I walked away to a bar where I sat for what felt like 3 seconds and did nothing. The bar had low lighting, everything was dark wood, the lights had candles in them and where hanging in cast-iron frames. It was fuzzy in the room, it felt tired and dark. I felt like I was entering locals territory and the bartender came up to me and just stared, giving me an I-know-what-you-did look while he was cleaning out one glass the entire time with a very white cloth napkin.

      Second Dream Location: Construction area

      I raced through on a green sports bike with a green helmet on. There was a random woman holding on to me while we were racing through the construction zone. Suddenly I gun it down and aim for this make-shift ramp (seemed to be just some random wooden planks). We jumped up in the air still on the bike and headed directly towards a concrete wall about 6 feet away. The dream skipped over and we must of just landed safely while defying the laws of physics and were standing behind these metal walls (there was a second story with 4 metal walls about 5ft across, if you have ever played Halo 3's "The Pit", on the third story where the turret is near, it's those exact same walls.) The construction zone was simplistic in color, it was tan, and with about 4 red metal support beams. Everything in the room looked soft, almost as if it were a video game. Suddenly as I got my good overhead view of what my surrounding were 3 men jumped out of nowhere, allegedly hiding behind all the construction equipment. We appeared to have a shootout (while I was still wearing my bike helmet) and it was going no where. I threw a blinking explosive device (the C4 from "Just Cause 2") and the dream ended.

      Third Dream Location: Ski Resort/Hotel

      I looked at the TV as I saw countless Skiers plummeting down a literal 90 degree angle slope. It was a macho contest of failure as I watched 5 or so out of 10 immediately fall face-first or on there backs (the other half just kept going). The snow was incredibly white and looked amazingly good to Ski on. I suddenly hear my sister blurt out "I want to go down that slope" and everyone somehow gets into agreeance of going down this slope. As sudden flash and we were an an orange docking and un-docking room for skiers (the chairlift doors). The outer trim was white and the weather was amazing, clear paths, and awesome visibility. The building was made of about 40% glass and had an orange trim all around it. I tried to exit fast, but there were 20 or so adults and children in front of me all in black rings for going downhill. I skied for who knows how long and arrived higher up on the moutian some how. I went into a room that was dark, all stone and had a pool of water in it. There was a huge line, and some even jumped into the frigid water to get out. We got to the end in about 5 seconds. I awoke again in the hotel (green sheets, white lamps with gold bases, cream white walls, generic looking hotel). I was watching TV when one of my sisters friends came looking for my sister.

      Fourth Dream Location: Old Bar/Knock-off Star Ship Enterprise

      I was in an old bar with my old friend Eric. We were catching up on old times and talked for about 5 seconds (but it was about 3 full length conversations). We talked about music for a while and we were listening to nothing (I'm assuming there was something in the dream). I told him, "do you want to know an awesome song?" We were already on YouTube.com and I started typing, but there was a distortion in the letters. I typed about 30% letters, 40% emblems and 30% other. I was extremely confused and went to Google.com, the same effect happened when I typed. At Google.com, it was stylized, there was a blue and white background image of stars and the logo of Google was replaced with a distorted image (looked like a black hole was sucking in something). He said "wait" and click on the black-hole and we went back in time 5 seconds and the same typing process happened. He said "wait" and this time the hole sucked us in and I was in a dark room. The room had all tan chairs (like the ones in Star Trek) and there was no artificial lighting. There was one window with a sun outside in space and a chair 2ft away from the window. There in a big elaborate chair was sitting Patrick Stewart in his Star Trek costume staring outside. He pulled up an all blue and bright cyan hologram of what looked like a diagram of a molecule. Everything was sucked up and the dream ended.

      Well that's it , I have no idea where the basis for most of these came from.

      Dream Status:

      Lucid?: Not yet
      Dream Count Mode?: now raised to about a dream every other day.
      Binaural beats?: Yes

      Updated 12-02-2010 at 10:05 PM by 39258

      Categories
      non-lucid
    13. Weird Expirence

      by , 12-02-2010 at 09:28 PM
      in brief... 5 am hubby leaves for work i saw and spoke to him before he left. 6am i am laying in bed half sleep and what i mean by half sleep (my mind was awake but my body won't move) then my mind is tells me 3 times "get up and smoke" which was odd bcuz that never happened before but i continued to lay in bed then i hear a voice asking "do you mind if i lay with you?" still half asleep i moaned mm hmm (yes) then my mind said theirs no one here my son is asleep and hubby went to work. i then try to say no no but i could not open my mouth i could not speak so i moaned mmm mm (no) by this time my mind is trying to wake up my body but it wouldn't move like i was stuck still when i tried to turn my head it felt like my head was being held down finally i forced my body awake (it feels like breaking free from being confined) i turned over and in front of my window inside my apt were eyes it looked like a mask like the ones they wear in mardi gras (not spelled right) orange with yellow. i looked i did not believe what i was seeing so i closed my eyes swished my eyeballs around i thought my vision was a little blurred but when i opened my eyes it was still there (mind you i am fully awake now)i see no body only what appeared to be a mask. i throw the blanket up at what i was seeing and when the blanket came back down it was gone. this is the second time this has happened to me the last time i was a teenager and that time it was the same scene i was laying in bed and i heard a voice whisper my name i could feel the warmth of the breathe on my ear and i answered with hmm. then realized their was no one in the room with me i forced my body awake. if anyone has any helpful thoughts on what occurred plz feel free my co-workers said their is a spirit here and the one thing i should have done but didn't do when i moved here 4 months was get the apartment blessed.
      Categories
      lucid
    14. Adventures, Drug Dealers, House Parties, Weird Shit, and Highschool Fights

      by , 12-02-2010 at 08:27 PM
      I actually had this dream a couple days ago just never got to post.

      From what i remember the dream started out with me and a couple of friends walking around town. The whole place seemed different. There were giant hills all around the place. We walked to a forest but i cant remember what we did. We walked home but i didnt recognise the area so i seemed to be wandering wherever they went. I eventually found my way home and went inside to the basement. The whole house seemed normal but the basement was a lot larger and some items had been moved around. My dad came down stairs and handed me ten bucks and sat down at a computer. I asked him if i could go buy a dime with the money and he said yes to my suprise. As i was about to walk upstairs a tall man walked down and threw me a giant bag. I was suprised by the size so i gave him the money and he dissapeared. I walked upstairs and some friends were waiting for me. I showed them the bag and they all got really excited. I laughed and we all went upstairs to smoke. When i went back down to the basement later on i found a large group of people partying and playing loud music. Usually im fine with this but they were breaking some CDs and other things and 2 girls were wrestling on the ground though they werent very atractive. I got angry and yelled at everyone to get out but none of them would. No one payed attention. I got extremely angry and my voice seemed to turn into a booming sound as i yelled at them all to leave. Everyone stopped and just dissapeared ( i think that might have been me controlling the dream im not really sure) i than woke up because i was really hot.
      When i fell asleep yet again i found myself in a sort of strange playground. I walked over to the edge and there was a large river. I cant really explain it that well but there was an extremely large object that kind of looked like those giant oil pumps. But it wast attached to anything. I stood in front of the hammer like part of it and it began to spin around wityh me on it. I was extremely confused about what was going on and the rush from it all seemed to wake me up. When i fell asleep for the third time, i found myself in a huge highschool almost like it was for giants. Me and my friends were walking around and a kid came up and challenged my friend to fight. I was confused because this kid was really big and didnt look like he should even be in school. He and my friend fought and my friend lost.
      Than we were in a cafeteria and my same friend was sitting at a table and the lunch lady came up to him and started yelling at him to fight her and redeadedly slapped him. I dont know why i cant really remember. My friend backed down and the entire school laughed at him. There were thousands of them. But i think i woke up after that.
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    15. Enigma, 60-70 minutes.

      by , 12-02-2010 at 08:02 PM
      I am at a lakefront. There are some other, unknown people with me. I possibly swam in the lake. I'm quite sure theres a part of the beginning of the dream missing. We go to an island by car. There we drive recklessly around. After driving for a while, we stop. I get off the car and go into a house. I can't remember what we did there. After it we go to a bus. The woman (I think she was female) with me takes a green blanket and says that we'd have to mask ourselves. She wraps the cloth around her head and I go under it. I (or we?) leave the bus.

      At this point I had a false awakening. I woke up in my room and started writing down some notes of the dream. There were some unknown people in our house, a man, his wife and their daughter. The computer was on so I showed something to the daughter. Then I went back to sleep.

      The dream continued from the island. We go driving again. After that it's the time to leave. I go to the shore, where we landed. Now there are some people I know with me. A friend of mine says she has to go already. I can't remember with what she left. My brother comes to me, showing me a map. Theres northern Europe and the Baltic sea. We are somewhere in Poland. Theres our route marked with red. Meanwhile, mom is driving to the same place from France. My brother says he'll go there with mom's ride so he'll be there before me. After that he disappears. The next thing I remember is being where the dream started. I go into a shopping centre. I see my friend again, but she goes into a device of some sort and disappears. I walk around for some time. I realize that I have no money at all. Someone drops a coin, not noticing it. I pick it up. It's a two euros. I go back the way I came. Theres a square pit on the ground. My view shifts into it. Now I see myself as a creature made of pure energy. I'm in a alcove at the wall of the pit. Orange beams of energy form a grid about half a metre from the pit's bottom. Also my friend is there, in the form of an energy creature. Also numbers and letters form to the sides of the square. There are now nine smaller squares and about nine numbers or letters at a side of a square. Now she speaks.
      "This enigma may seem complicated to you. However, once we get more known with each other, things like this will be part of everyday routine."
      The dream ends before I have time to ask what she means.
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