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Part Four

The days past, Jane called me a few times to make sure that I was doing okay. Some days she sounded more concerned, and other days she just called to let me know that they were still working hard on the case. I didn't except them to get any solid leads yet, but I was kinda hoping. I had been working a late night, spending extra time in the office. I had made it a habit a bit to often lately, and did feel bad that I was neglecting my kids. They didn't seem to mind the pay checks though, and the trips to foreign countries, so they didn't complain.

-Note: Rizzoli POV.-

Rizzoli sat in a booth at the bar she frequented. Maura sat across from her, sipping on her wine. "You know, you never did tell me everything that had happened," Maura started. Jane gave her a look. "I really don't want to talk about it. I'm still a bit concerned though." "Well Jane, you have every right to be. Her rapist is still out there. But honey, I'm more concerned with you right now. You seem to have distanced yourself from everyone, even me."

Rizzoli picked up the bottle of beer she was drinking and took a long swig. She looked out the window, an angry expression crossed her face. "Hey, what ever it is. I can help you get through it." Maura told her. "Not this Maura, not this." "Is it about Allison?" Maura asked. Jane nodded. "Well, did you at least have fun?" Jane looked to Maura and a smile played across her face. "Yeah, I had a great time. It was exhilarating. I have never felt this good in a while." Jane played with her hands, continuing on talking about Allison. Before it got to intense Maura did an ahem style cough and Jane looked up. Standing behind her was Korsak.

"Hey Korsak, what's up?" Jane asked. He looked serious, too serious, for Jane's liking. "It's Allison, she's been hit by a car. An Escalade to be exact." Jane looked worried. "I'm going." She grabbed her jacket and stood up. Maura followed suit.

A little while later they were there at the hospital. I was laying in a bed, an oxygen mask covering my face. I was unconscious. "What happened?" Jane asked, a little forcefully. "We don't quite know who is at fault," a doctor said. "What are her injuries?" Maura asked. "Well the only damage really done was to her left leg. She needs a few pins in her knee, and a metal support to help the shattered tibia. She also has a few broken ribs, but mainly she's going to bruised." Maura nodded. "Can we see her?" Jane asked. The doctor nodded. "She is unconscious, but I am not concerned. Her brain scans look good." Once again Maura nodded.

Jane stepped into my room. Machines were beeping, making sure my heart rate was monitored. Jane sat down in the chair next to my bed. She sighed. She quickly stood up and left to room. Maura, who had been looking on, watched as her friend struggled with her emotions. Jane walked down the hall to the bathroom, tears in her eyes.

Maura sat down in the waiting room, and picked up a magazine. "You know, you really have a lot of explaining to do Jane," she said quietly when Jane appeared from the bathroom. "I know... It's just really complicated for me. I..." she began. Her phone rang. "Rizzoli!" she barked into the phone, trying to hide the fact that she was upset. "Hey partner. We got a report that someone spotted our rapist at the local Walmart." Frost said. He then gave her the location of where the Walmart was.

I came back into consciousness, and began taking rapid breaths. The pain in my leg as excruciating. Tears filled my eyes. A run came to my side and calmed me down. She said she was giving me something for the pain. I slipped back unconscious as she gave me the pain killer. A few moments later my body was in spasms and my heart rate was erratic. Maura jumped up and turned around. "What's happening?" she asked. The doctor shook his head that he didn't know and wheeled me out of the room and into a critical care unit.

-Note: Jane POV.-

Jane was pacing back and forth at the entrance of Walmart. She wanted to catch this guy. The guy that had hurt her friend.. her girlfriend.. lover... no- her friend. She played with the words in her head. Still trying to make some sense of how she felt. When she saw him coming out she yelled at him. "Hey!" He took off running and she followed suit, tackling him to the ground. Korsak was right there and told Jane that he was going to arrest him. "I got it Jane." Jane let go and said that he could have him. "Get this monster out of here," she practically screamed. She was still furious at the man. Her cell phone rang and she answered it. It was Maura. "Jane, you really need to get down here." Jane turned and told Korsak that she was going back t the hospital, something had happened.

Jane was in the waiting room. Maura looked at her. Frost stood next to some vending machines. "Jane I think you need to sit down for this." Maura said. Jane looked to where my room had been. "Oh god Maura. No. No. NO. Come on." She had her hands on her head and she walked back and forth. "Jane, please. I need you sit down." "Please tell me it isn't what I think it is." "I will tell you when you what happened when you sit down." Jane sat down, head in her hands.

"Allison has been moved to a critical care unit. As far as they can tell she is doing okay. Something happened and she slipped into a coma. They don't know what yet, but they are working on it." Maura explained. "Now will you tell me what is going on?" Maura asked. Jane sat back and looked at Maura. "She kissed me." Maura nodded. "And I kissed her back." "Okay, so you kissed her back, that doesn't mean..." Jane interrupted her. "I kissed her back and I liked it. God Maura. I don't know what is going on with me." She stood back up.

"Jane, I think that..." Maura paused. She stood up and held Jane's hands. "I am here for you no matter what. Gay or not, if there is anything I can do for you, let me know." Maura pulled Jane into a hug. "You are my best friend, don't let anyone get in the way of that." Jane smiled and hugged Maura back.

I went to bed later than I wanted and woke earlier then I wanted. Before I went to sleep I could not concentrate on my recall mantra and I fell asleep with stray thoughts. No dreams recalled.

I went to bed later than I wanted and woke earlier then I wanted. Before I went to sleep I could not concentrate on my recall mantra and I fell asleep with stray thoughts. No dreams recalled.

Killing three birds with a single stone:

9/9

I bought an XBOX 360, but I didn't have games, so I decided to go with a friend, who has a 360, to burn some games. The travel takes like 75 minutes, my friend lives a bit far, so my mother is saying to me all the day "don't go to that town, It's a very dangerous zone". Anyway, I grab a bike of the street and I'm there in 20 minutes (huge dreamsign). I go fast, avoiding niggers, but trying to turn, I enter in a shop accidentally. I almost break a lot of expensive pianos. I hear somebody shouting "Hey You, Matías!". I don´t know who's this person, but It looks familiar. I ran out. I see some friends on the street. **missing dialogues**. Finally, I arrived to my friend's house with a bunch of DVDs.


I am in Córdoba (I have a house in that state) with a lot of friends. I am naked, bui It doesn't matter to anyone. I enter to a restaurant/pub/whatever. I ask for a crab coctail (day residue, I've seen one on TV). The guy in the bar is a bit annoying, He doesn't pay atenttion to me in several times. So, I spit him in the face. Everyone turns to see what happened. I fall to the floor. An employee comes to me, angry. She looked like Anneke Van Giersbergen. I spitted her in the face. I really enjoy spitting people. The things are getting pretty bad...
Suddenly, my friends appear in this place to balance the things. Now, We can have a "fair" fight. All men were knocked out except two big guys. "I need help, that's gonna be hard". A cousin, Alejandro, appeared next to me. 200 pounds, and two big fists to knock that two annoying giants.
Suddenly, I woke up in the same place, with my friends. I feel a bit dizzy, and my friends too. They tell me a dream like mine. Wow, that's the proof I needed, SDs are real!.
I wake up another time (but this time It's not a FA).

9/10

I woke up, and lying on my back, I couldn't recall any dream.

9/11

I had no time to recall dreams, but later, a remembered a bit of a dream, in which a woman was sucking my feet.

All I remember of this dream is that there was a bare tree (I believe there was a white background so it may have been winter), and a glimpse of a drawing of some man yelling...

0/0

No recall on account of intoxication. Zeo says I had 5 REM periods. I wonder what those "lost dreams" are like. I guess I'm never know.

I remember two short dreams from last night, which I guess is pretty good, but I don't think my recall is anywhere good enough to be able to remember the things I would want to do in LDs. I used to have pretty good recall and then summer messed it all up, so hopefully I can refresh myself quickly.

Dream 1: A Tornado
I just now realized I was reading this post by WakingNomad soon before I went to sleep and I'm 100% sure that's where this dream came from.
I was in a car with my mom driving on a curvy road through a dense forest much like you would see in a car commercial. We finally arrived at a beach. There was a big group of people I didn't know there (I often see people I don't know in real life in dreams, but recognize them as generic "friends". These people were generic strangers) as if I was getting dropped of at camp or something. We stood on the beach for a while and then the sky turned greyish yellow.
All of a sudden my mom and I were standing outside a log cabin. We walked in and from the inside it looked exactly like a normal room (no logs or anything). The walls were color changing (white to blue to yellow) and there were a bunch of windows in the room but I don't remember much else about the inside. My mom and I spent a long time looking out the windows amazed at what was happening. There was a storm outside but there was no rain and no thunder. There were clouds and a strange constant sizzling sound coming from the sky. The sky then lit up light a nightlight and a giant grey tornado began moving towards us. My mom said "Hey! Let's get the trashcan!" We ran down a long grey flight of stairs that wasn't there before until we reached a giant trashcan (about 4 times the size of a normal one). I can't remember anything else.

Dream 2: Stationary Store
I was in Osaka, Japan (I recognized one of the buildings) with a generic friend (or I just can't remember who it actually was) and we were standing on a street corner extremely bored. Then I saw what I thought was a Sanrio store behind me. I said something similar to, "Let's go in there, it's less boring." We walked in and it wasn't actually a sanrio store, just a generic stationary store. The lady working there wasn't Japanese either, she was Kitty from That 70s Show. I have no idea what else happened.

2nd Lucid

I FINALLY HAD ONE

I went to bed at 1:30 yesterday because I didn't have school and at about around 8 AM today I had a really vivid dream and then someone told me I had 1 million views on youtube and I was like what? Thats when I realized I was dreaming and I did a reality check and my pinkey finger was deformed and I was like . I got excited but then I remembered to calm down. Everything seemed to vivid and I could see and touch everything. There was also flying dumbledorgs every where (from harry potter...) but the weird thing is that it was just his head that was flying around

My lucid dream only lasted for about 20 seconds because my little brother woke me up because he can't keep quite in the morning (We have a bunk bed.)

(Ocean City is a very narrow strip of land between Assawoman Bay and the Atlantic Ocean. It is a peninsula, surrounded on three sides by water.)

I am at the beach. It's a beautiful day, and I am walking on the beach. Everyone is happy and partying. I walk from place to place, meeting friends along the way. The ocean is calm with a little surf. I turn around and look towards the bay and see a giant tidal wave forming. I estimate it is about 20 stories high. It is moving quickly towards me. I am scared. The ocean is behind me so there is nowhere to run. I look at the building in front of me. It is a typical beach front house. I think to myself that there is no way this structure can protect me. However, I have no choice. I run up and stand with my back to the wall placing the building between me and the giant wave. I wait, cringing in terror...



The wave hits. A section of the wall next to me blasts open with water shooting out. Water is rushing everywhere, but I am ok.
I move out from the building and look back at the bay again. Another wave is forming. I am already in hip deep water. I decide to dive under the water this time, and let the wave wash over me. It works....

A third wave is forming. There are still structures to hide behind, but I am afraid this is it. I am dead. Suddenly, my hands appear in front of my face. I think, "Wait, this could be a dream!". My hands look normal...

"How can this be?". I then start to realize that this MUST be a dream. There are dream signs screaming at me. I look again. This time I notice my middle fingers are shorter than any of my other fingers! Yes! I am dreaming! Wake the hell up!
I awake, smiling. It was only a dream! (LOL)


Conditions: 2400 mg of Omega 3-6 Fish Oil daily
Fell asleep: 1:00 am
Headphones: none

COMMENT LUCID NON LUCID DREAM SIGN

So, before I begin writing my dreams I'd just like to say something that was really weird that happened to me this morning as I went to write them down. I had gathered my laptop and my thoughts about to go sit outside and write down my dreams. As I stepped outside of my house I was confronted with A GIANT PARADE going by. This included the "moonshine luv shack" float which was a 2 story tall redneck shack on wheels. I immediately did a reality check, because that just seemed like the sort of thing that would happen to my while I was dreaming. Oddly enough, I was completely awake....

DREAMS:

I was sitting in this room... It used to be my secret crawl space attached to my closet. I was with J, and we wanted to go see wizards. These were wizards that we had previously met. We decided to start making flyers and such to get people to come.

Next dream.

I'm with L. I'm talking about how I'm going to see a band we both really like in my dreams. I ask her if she wants to come and she says yes after getting really jealous that I was going to see them. She then says that she's going to come. We both go and see them, and things get weird. There are lots of cars everywhere that seem like they are trying to hit us.
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..... I should have written my dreams down before I went and stared out at the really bizarre parade because this is all I remember right now. Perhaps the rest will come back to me. It is possible that they will not.

1:00/F/C
quick lucid

Me and several people that I knew were 'on lost' and I knew it was around season 2 (Knew it in my head, to correlation with the show) and everyone seemed to be dying. Twice my own perspective was killed off. When that happened I just feel backward, felt a blackness coming on, and pushed my way through it. All of these 'Lost' adventures also had to do with other people we were fighting. Several times while up in the treetops walking, I was capable of flying. Eventually we made our way to this generator-like device that was really powerful. I don't remember what we used it for or what it did.
Eventually I was just walking around and natasha and chuck were there, as well as one or two others I can't quite remember. There was a DC that I didn't know in RL. There was a goat in a pen that I jumped into, and it started charging at me from the left of this thin, long pen. I jumped out of there and ran to the top of this small building that I couldn't get fully up on (kind of stuck in the entrance/ladder-way that led to the top of the roof. The DC (who was a woman) let the goat out and eventually tried bringing it to the roof.
This switched to me just being at Natasha's house and Chuck could fly too, but I had lost my ability to, so I was jumping off there porch (their porch didn't have a rail) to fly again. Eventually this made me realize I was dreaming.
Having become lucid I was still in my normal dream for about 30 seconds. Then I felt myself start to wake up, so I closed my eyes (thinking that's what you do) and started spinning. Eventually I couldn't help waking up. I false-awoken my eyes to Natasha and Chuck being passed out at my kitchen table (where I slept to) from the party last night (it was them 2 since they were last in my dream). I looked at the clock and it was 3:30 pm. But I quickly woke up from the False Awakening to actually waking.

What's up yall!
I'm new here and this is my first post.
I thought i could sum up my lucid experiences: first lucid dream, I was playing warcraft (that time i'd play long ours of that game) and while playing i suddenly realized, while trying to read the info on an item, the info changed so i realized it was a dream! Then i dont remember weather I woke up or fell for another dream.
Anyways,
Second lucid dream was awesome. I was reading some sort of manuscript, from a really old paper/papirus-like, and it was like a screen on the tv when e credits go up, and, while the paper would go up on my "screen", there was a female voice whispering the meanings of the manuscript. It was a very strong feeling! Then i suddenly understood it was a dream, and that the message of the lady was very very important to my life, so i started saying to myself: i have to remember this. This is very important! I have to remember this!
But I only remembered the dream, not the message, too bad

Ok so, starting this week, I have the goal of developing the ability of having lucid dreams, and already had two awesome dreams, none of them lucid.

First this week:
I was at a training gymnasium like place. There were two round tables. It was day. People in the round tables, including myself, were practicing levitating small objects, and I was trying to levitate my ex-girlfriend's ring.. When I saw that a friend of mine was also able to do it, I started doing it too!
Then, i was with my kendo teacher: he showed me some moves, threw me on the ground and I slide on the floor for 10-20 meters. Then he threw some other student and himself in the same way

Second night:
I was practicing kendo again, outside, with a lot of people, then in some periods I was wearing my Greek sleep-shoes, some times I wasn't.
So, the teacher showed me that in one movement, I should hit with the sword, and levitate for 1-2 seconds in the air. He and other students showed me how to do it, and I started practicing that.

Just remembered another dream. I was with my ex-girlfriend and deciding whether or not we should get back together or not. Maybe during the dream I realized that was a dream, and didn't have a response whether I wanted that to happen or not!
Note to self: investigate the ex-girlfriend dreams and feelings related to that..

Wish you all a great weekend!

(Note: This dream, was more powerful than any ive ever had at the end, this carried over into WL after awaking)


I Was at a friends party(Long story, different dream), i looked into a picture of a desert and my dream faded, then i was riding my green 250cc ATV through said desert. i remember looking around and seeing mountains in a 360 degree view, but they were far off. I looked back behind me to see a Big blue line crossing the desert some odd 500 klicks off. so i tried to drive my ATV to the line, as i got closer it turns out to be a tital wave. i quickly turn around and drive away. i remember feeling the heat of the sun, and the sting of the loose sand in the air hitting my arms. i decided to practice my wheelies and tried one. I tugged as hard as i could on the handlebars and just fell off, so i quickly got back on and attempted it again. While in motion i pulled the clutch, revved and dropped the clutch and did a wheelie, and held it for 30 or so seconds. i drove onto a highway, in the middle of a desert, i know. i remember seeing a van, and thinking it was my friends, wanting to show off i Did a wheelie past them, my atv was now my motorcycle and i didnt have time to stop at a tollbooth so i drove past it, aswell with one other tollbooth. The third tollbooth i hit, and fell off my motorcycle. The pavement was hard, and unforgiving. police surrounded me and pointed there weapons at me. feeling daring i pulled out a mp5k and shot at a cop on a motorcycle, killing him i jumped on his motorcycle and doging bullets again fell off at the tollbooth. To hell with it i say, and i jumped over the bar. Seeing two vehicles, the cops shot one and it caught on fire, i got in it and drove it back so it wouldnt blow up the other car. Bullets ricocheting all around me i jumped in the car to see someone in the car, bullets stoped so i got out slowly. Only to see this misterious woman, poised on the other side of the cement wall, pointing a pistol at me. All of the sudden this emotion of sadness and pain, washed over me. she crossed over the wall and came closer to me. i slowly reached up to the gun and took it. and set it on the green car i had just exited. i looked into this womans eyes, and saw pain, and hatred. She was suffering, alone and unable to share her feelings. I began to tear up, and i held this woman, i held her tight, and we both cried, i cried harder than ive ever cried, i could feel my heart, and my emotions, better than in real life.

I woke up after this event, crying, and holding my chest, because the pain was still there. i dont know who this woman was but i felt her pain.
i am still feeling the pain, some off 8 hours after this dream

Two very huge planes in my dream are going over the town I was in.. I say town because it really didn't look like a city area but more so of a town with wooded areas. These two planes were very huge not commercial planes more like ones used to move cargo or lots of people or stuff. The first plane went down hitting the woods..and the second plane had a multi flag attached.. it showed brazil, america and another country not sure if it was cuba. Anyway this plane goes over my head and it too crashes in the distance and direction that first one hit the ground.
Some guy was trying to get into one of the mail boxes that had fallen from one of the planes and people told him don't do it. The man was shot by the military.. somehow I get the mailbox or the huge metal box and inside are letters and pencils.. weird items.
But the stand out part of my dream was the plane coming down with the huge flag that displayed other flags of other countries.

I was in a foodstore looking at the snus-selection (Snus is a form for smokeless tobacco that goes under the lip. Not the same as dip and chewing tobacco). When suddenly I found it harder to move. I got more and more paralyzed and suddenly I fell down to the floor. This isn't the first time happening in a dream so I did the nose pinch rc and it worked. I sort of forced my self up, still having problems to move though. I felt that the dream was starting to fade, so I tried the rubbing hands together technique. It didn't work that well, mostly becouse I was unsure and still am if I was going to focus and look at my hands or look at the environment. I saw a mate of mine buying ice cream when my dream started to fade again. I decided to try the spinning technique. This was really fun and I spun very fast. I closed my eyes and when I opened them I was at a buss-station in Oslo with some old friends, still lucid. The dream still wasn't stable enough, so i felt the wall, hugged it, smelt it. I even lifted up my shirt and rubbed my stomach against it. I probably got a little bit to intimate with the wall, but it was so real Anyways, after I was done humping the wall I started walking. I saw a janitor and decided that I hadn't done anything real fun in this dream. I pictured a gun in my pants, but my dream started to fade again so I rushed it. But when I pulled the gun up it wasn't there. And then I woke up. Any good techniques for stopping paralyzation and what I'm supposed to focus on during the handrubbing?