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Some fragments I remember from last night:

I was in my front yard, it was dark outside, possibly evening, overcast. Pretty dismal. I'm not sure what I was doing, but I think I eventually entered my house.

Possibly driving to and from somewhere, or to my house.

Saw one of my friends, and she hugged my right in front of her ex boyfriend before she left the room. It was kind of surprising to me in the dream. But nice.

I dreamed that I worked for I think arlington cemetary or some kind of really important cementary of sorts. This is a bleed over from the first dream where I only had a snipet, but it dealt with the same thing. I don't remember much but I do remember one scene/conversation with a guy. Me or my character (don't remember which) had to meet this important person because they had to change some property of a body that was going in the ground (I think it was the ground temperature?). Anyway I wasn't physically there with this character (who kinda looked like Leonardo DiCaprio) when he heard about it. He started to complain about how I was a noob and I couldn't change the ground temperature until the body was buried for at least two or three days. He than started to rant about other 'cemetary' properties and I foolishly asked what was the point of all this since it would be easier if our culture just cremated bodies.

Well he seemed so insulted that he didn't justify that with a response. About that time my brain started to wake up and the scene got mixed with a sorta manga style as I was trying to remember it for my DJ.

I was working on plans for a F-15 but it was frustrating but i was gonna get a delicious chocolate cake so i kept trying but i didn't finish before i woke up so no awesome cake. oh well. and i need to end this dry spell.

I had a random dream about texting before this dream.

Now for the main dream. I was playing FF XIII with my friend A, who told me we would a few dreams ago, he was right and 2 other people. So we fought through several bosses but i don' remember the dream well. It was epic though. This dream made me remember a legend of zelda dream similar to this(it was also multiplayer) a few weeks ago but i didn't remember much about that either.

I dreamed I was with a battalion of soldiers. We were crossing a chasm. After we crossed, we reached...my back yard? Odd. I went into my house. Suddenly, a giant beast approached me! This thing was far from friendly. I ran outside to the troops. We had no choice...we were gonna jump into the chasm. As I jumped in, I didn't just fall like normal...I soared fifty feet into the air. I suddenly became lucid without dreamsigns! Time to save my Mandalorians! Then, I had a false awakening! Then, I awoke for real.

I was at my current high school but as with most places, it was different from the original place. So i was in class, and it looked like one from college, with the long rows of tables. and i was talking with my friend C, and i told her i was feeling kind of depressed(which i do from time to time, including when i had this dream) and she told me she would make me feel better. She then gives me a short little kiss on my lips and now i'm confused and slightly red and she does it again and makes me more confused. She then proceeds to makeout with me and when she stops, she is blushing, saying she was only trying to make me feel better and she went too far and went away. i am now extremely confused and red. and all of this occurs while class is in session, and she did it at the front of the classroom although nobody noticed . This didn't bother me though, and i decided to splash some water in my face. I go to the restroom to splash some water in my face to find a giant lizard monster in there. So i just turn around and explored some before i woke up but i don't remember anything i found.

I woke up from the previous dream and got out of bed, I had to go use the bathroom. I left my bedroom, went to the bathroom, and took care of business there before heading back to my room. A few days ago I got some letter stickers that I used to spell out "QUESTION REALITY" on the inside of my bedroom door. Those letters were not there when I had left my room, but they were there on the outside of my bedroom door as I was going back into my room. I pinched my nose, did the RC, and found I was dreaming. I became lucid.

Ok, now what was my first goal… to meet MoSh and find out about Romano! I used the door across my bedroom door and turned it into a portal to MoSh's inner world. I stepped through the door into the area outside MoSh's house, so I went right over to the house and knocked on the door, I wanted to be sure I got there and cloaked myself before Romano showed up, but I also wanted MoSh to know I was there. MoSh showed up, he opened the door and asked what was up, I told him why I was there, and he laughed a bit, then he said I was too late. Too late? I'd missed it? How could I have missed it already? I told him I had come right there as soon as I had become lucid… MoSh said Romano had already come and gone, so I had missed it… then he disappeared, apparently he had woken up.

Um… ok… that had not been expected… did I have another goal? I was pretty sure that I had more goals, but I was a bit unsure after the previous epic fail on reaching my goal… yeah. I remembered that the next goal involved meeting Nomad on the moon, we were going to talk to dolphins, which seemed unusual, but sounded interesting, so I opened a portal to the moon, to the biodome. When I got to the other side of the portal, Nomad was already there, he looked at me and smiled, then said we were going to go see the dolphins, at which point he jumped through a portal that had formed in the ground. I jumped through the portal after him and found we were falling from the sky into the ocean, I transformed into a mermaid as I dived into the water, Nomad also fell into the water, but I didn't see if he transformed.

Nomad and I swam for a short ways under the water until I spotted some dolphins, they were swimming around and playing with each other, then a couple of them came over when they spotted us. I noticed Nomad's form for the first time, he was part jaguar, and the first thing that came to mind was that he was a catfish… I started laughing, which drew weird looks from everyone, but I didn't mind. The dolphins, Nomad, and I were all communicating telepathically, Nomad asked if there was any hope for our world and those that live there, one of the dolphins clearly spoke above the others, she said there is always hope, as long as there is life there is hope. I was thinking to myself that yeah, there might be hope for the rest of the world once humans have all killed each other off… One of the dolphins said that all of that hatred is not good, he said to purge my heart of hatred. She said she had heard the saying that money is at the root of all evil, but it is not, it is hatred that is at the root of all evil.

I paused, then I asked if they didn't hate humans for destroying so much of the ocean, they responded that as a species, humans are young, like children, and when a young child pulls the tail of a dog, not understanding the harm they do, that child has to be taught, not hated. The dolphins were talking about how the purpose of living through this life was to learn and to teach, learn from those who know more and to teach those who know less, and thus exchange knowledge and allow everyone involved to advance to the next level. She said it is this knowledge that we all get to keep and take with us to the next world, the knowledge and the energy we create, whether it be positive or negative, is what we are, not these bodies. She said for an example, cats and dogs are working towards teaching humans about unconditional love, the dolphins had spent a lot of time watching humans and interacting with some, and were willing to both teach and learn, though they had found very few humans who were yet ready to learn what they have to teach. She said some other species were learning in the company of humans to care for other species, a mother tiger adopting piglets as her cubs, foxes befriending hound dogs, birds befriending cats, animals that are normally predators developing friendships with those who are usually their prey… She said that as with teaching any child, patience is needed.

I looked over to see what Nomad was doing, he was not there, I wondered where he had gone off to. Had he left with other dolphins? Had he woken up? Was there really any way to know for sure? I looked back to the dolphins I was speaking with, and I could tell they were smiling, they headed for the surface, got a breath of air, then came back down and floated in front of me again. She said that was enough of being serious… life is too short to be serious all the time… let's play! She swam off, grabbed a fish and ate it, then moved in strange patterns and pushed what seemed like a ball of denser water through the water at me. I caught it and threw it back, the dolphin batted it back with her tail, I used my mermaid tail to bat it to another dolphin, and we played with the ball of water for a while, it was fun to be in the ocean and playing with the dolphins. I continued having fun in that manner until I woke up.

I dreamed I was at a store. I noticed some flyers. When I left, I asked some girl to grab me one. I waited...and waited...and waited. I finally went in myself, and became lucid without dreamsigns! I came into the store's playroom. It was full of little girls. Just for my amusement, I turned them into hot girls my age. I went outside to a road. I saw some friends. Time to battle some Romans. I made my friends suit up in Mandalorian armor, then summoned some more. I went out to scout for a school bus, since it's what the Romans showed up in last time oddly. I see the Roman bus, and I activate my jet-pack. I pull out my Westar-33 blaster pistols. I mow down Romans one-by-one. My soldiers did a number on them too. Suddenly, a javelin came at me from behind and hit my jet-pack. My jet-pack exploded and killed me! WTF? Oddly, I didn't wake up like normal. I was now a ghost looking down at my dead body. Now I was really mad, because my soldiers surrendered! Now I awoke.

I dreamed I was in my mom's car with my mom and brothers. We were on our way to a toy factory to get Godzilla toys. On the way there... I became lucid without dreamsigns! So, as my brother went into the store, I turned into a human sized Godzilla and terrorized the people. When he finally left the building, I turned into the real 330 foot Godzilla and smashed the building. I continued my smashing until I awoke.

Note: I started off this night with three major goals, the first was to meet up with MoSh and see if I am able to be with him when he meets up with Romano, the second was to meet up with Nomad and go into the oceans to communicate with dolphins, and the third was to go through time and view a dream Walms had where it seemed that some insane version of me was attacking him for no apparent reason. Unfortunately, I was not successful in entering my WILD upon falling asleep, which made remembering my goals in the dream state considerably harder than it would have been had I been able to use my WILD.

As I was heading to class at ITT Tech I was convinced that there was something I was supposed to be doing, someone I was supposed to meet with, but I couldn't think what I was supposed to be doing or where I was supposed to meet with someone or even who I was supposed to meet with! That was driving me nuts that I couldn't think of what I was supposed to be doing and who I was supposed to be meeting! I was so distracted by it that I drove right past ITT Tech… well, that was easy enough to fix, I would just have to make a U turn and head back to the school. There was a lot of traffic coming from the other direction, so I wouldn't be able to make a U turn, so instead I waited for a brief break in traffic and turned left into a neighborhood. I was going to just turn around and head back to the main street, but there was a concrete median in the middle of the road and I couldn't get to the other side to head back. So I continued driving down the street looking for some way to complete my U turn, some way to turn left and then head back in the direction I had just come from.

So I kept on driving along the winding road, there was no way I was going to make it to class on time now, so now not only would I end up defaulting on whatever it was I had agreed to do with whoever it was I was forgetting I would also be late for or miss my class. This was not going well at all. At least I had a pleasant drive, though, through a curvy road lined with nice houses and a lot of trees, it looked like a very nice neighborhood to live in. I came around a curve and drove up an incline towards some nice homes at the top of the hill. There was no longer a median in the center, but I had ceased caring about turning around and heading back to school. One of the houses at the top of the hill looked strikingly familiar, though I couldn't place where I had seen it before nor could I think of how I might have seen it before since I had never been down that road. I pulled up next to the house, going slowly as I tried to think of where I had seen the place before and what it might mean, when a man came out of the house and looked right at me… great… now he was going to think I was some kind of crazy person casing the joint or something…

I moved to drive away from the house, but right as I pushed on the gas my engine died even though there had not been any signs of trouble just seconds before. The man was coming over to the car now, I was wondering if he realized I was having problems or if he thought I was a nutter, I figured I could tell him I had slowed down because my engine was making noises and then it stalled. At least I would have a good excuse for having stopped right in front of his house. He came over to my car and peered in through the driver side window, smiling in a friendly manner, it was a young man who looked to be in his 20's, he had short dark hair and a nice smile and I found myself staring into his beautiful brown eyes… He asked me what I was doing, and I realized it was rude to stare at his eyes or any other part of him, and I said I was just having car problems… He looked at me strangely and asked what I was doing using a car for anyway when I normally just use portals.

The man paused, then he said what I needed to be doing was cloaking myself so Romano wouldn't see me if he was to come tonight. Romano? Who in the world was Romano? Was Romano the person I was supposed to meet? It didn't sound like it, since this man was saying I should be hidden… or cloaked… how was I supposed to be cloaked? I must have been giving him a puzzled look because he asked me what was wrong with me, get out of the car and get cloaked, Romano might be arriving at any moment, and he wanted it to look like he was alone here… I was still confused… He asked me if I really had no clue as to what was going on, he asked me if I wasn't lucid, didn't I realize this was a dream? A dream? This is a dream? The man said yes, it was a dream, so hurry up and cloak myself, Romano might be there at any minute, I still didn't know who Romano was, but I was realizing who this man was… it was MoSh… and this was a dream, so I would be able to cloak myself. I got out of the car and focused on making my energy invisible, then I focused on Of Wolf and Man and changed into a cat, a black house cat… I did that and hid my energy.

Now I followed MoSh back to the house, I was a little kitty trotting along behind him, he seemed a bit impatient and acted as if there was something that wasn't going well at all. I was going to ask him what was wrong, but all that came out was a meow. I rubbed around his legs and purred, purrs are supposed to soothe anxiety, and it seemed like he had too much anxiety right now, he absent mindedly reached down and scratched me behind the ears, so I purred louder. I saw a dog entering the room,

a big dog I didn't recognize, MoSh reached down and scooped me up into his arms and started petting me, I continued to purr. The big dog came over in our direction, and sat down in front of MoSh, he was looking at me strangely, then at MoSh. I thought I heard voices, telepathic communication? Between MoSh and the dog? Was the dog Romano? Maybe… I was trying to tune into the communication and hear the voices when everything faded to black and I woke… it seemed I woke awfully suddenly…

9.06.10

It started at soccer practice. My fun competitive soccer practice. I was with all my friends and having a great time. After practice one of my team mates: Al, asked for a ride. i said it was fine, my bro would be driving us. not only did al get in, but so did vic. My bro needed to know where to take them. Al said "my mom's work". We didn't know where it was and oddly enough... neither did he. So we drove to where we thought it might be. At the university, where we practice. we went there, parked the car, got out and went to look for al's mom. Somehow when we went inside i lost al and vic. i also got separated from my bro. I ended up in a room with two strangers. They were blond. There was also food in the room. I took a sandwich and ate it. After eating it i realized that i was supposed to have paid for it. Screw it, i left. I ended up in a room with a fascinating contraption. Taking care of the contraption was one of my teachers. My favorite teacher, a math teacher. He had a grand plan and it involved the machine, which might, transport me through time?!?!? I ended up calling my bro and asking him where he was and what he was doing. He responded: i'm eating at a china buffet. I couldn't go because i had already eaten the stolen sandwich and i was too excited about my teacher's adventure anyways. that's when the dream ended.

I am laying on a futon in a friends dorm room, and the tv is on, playing something I can't make out. the room is dark and the only light is coming from the hallway through the open door. The room is filled with people that I used to know from high school and other places.

I dont see why I'm dreaming about starcraft all the time lol. Im not like majorly obsessed with it, but it still seems like I always start out dreaming about building things in starcraft. When I try to dream about something else, I just get pure black . Oh well, we'll try again tonight

I was walking with a group of people I had known in high school. I had no open conflict with these people, but I never really cared for them. My ex-girlfriend is included in this group. We walked up to a gigantic movie screen and sat down in a circle. The screen looked like any drive-in theater, but we were sitting on the grass instead of driving. As we were watching the opening credits for whatever movie my mind had created, the title of the movie kept changing. My friend Jared walked towards us and sat down next to me. He said something like, "What the fuck! The title keeps changing." I said "I know, I don't remember it doing this." Then my ex-girlfriend got my attention and said "You've seen this movie before haven't you?" I said yes. "Then why does the title keep changing?" I told her I don't know. I was silent after that, because I didn't feel like talking to her. She eventually started talking to someone else, taking the hint. The last thing I remember was someone with a yellow shirt sitting down in front of me, blocking my view of the movie screen.

I was angry with myself upon waking up, because I should have picked up on the constantly changing movie titles as a dream sign. Had I became lucid, I probably would've steamrolled that group of people...except for Jared. He was the only cool one of that group.

Was at some sort of huge country inn. While wife and kids slept in the room I walked around some other rooms that were open to all guests. Couldn't sleep. People were milling about. One young woman took my arm and started talking to me. After just a minute or two chat she asked, 'Do you want to do it?' Was shocked. Had hardly had time to feel attracted to her. She showed me her belly. Was tempted to go with her. Mentioned my family in the next room. Didn't go with her. Went outside. Was night. Somewhat scary scene as large gangs of guys came by. No one bothered me.