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I had a dream where I was choosing hard drvies to put into some computer, and I chose SCSI drives because they are awesome. I was trying to connect them but they had these weird connections to the motherboard

Another part of my dream involved magic and stuff.

OMFG I JUST REMEMBERED there was a spider in my dream *shudders* I feel sick thinking of it hahaha. Like...it wasn't just an ordinary spider. It was massive and hairy, with legs about 1cm thick and 10cm long. I had to go through this thing (more than once) where I would run through some checkpoint and it would jump onto my neck from behind while I was running through. And then I had to flick it off. o_O But sometimes its legs would get stuck between my head and shoulder, and it would be difficult to swipe away. Oh man.
I was running with someone else, some guy, and there was this other guy watching what we were doing and looking over us, like a mentor or teacher or instructor or something. The guy I was running with went and asked the mentor for advice on his Adam's apple, because apparently it was hanging too low or something weird like that. It was the side effect of SOMETHING, I don't know what.

And then there was the magical part. There were some of my relatives from Philippines there. Mostly my older Aunties I think. Anyway, there was this really weird arrangement of tables and they were underwater. I think I will try to sketch it. (No I won't do that because it looks terrible ).
And there was some person I was following (who resembled my mum somewhat) that told me to stay above water because most of the evil people just stayed underwater because they didn't know how to go above water or something along those lines. So we were diving round above water (but still kind of swimming ) and there were all these weird shrine-like things that looked underwater-y. I can't remember much more than that.

I was standing ontop of a big hill overlooking a city. I watched as two huge transformers were walking through the city smashing everything in sight. Ash, Chris and a random old lady were there with me. I was telling the guys how the scene was composited well and it looked beleivable. Then all of a sudden we were down by the water and the old lady asked us to hop on her boat. It was a big boat and we all hopped on. The old lady and Chris were saying how cool creed was, I didnt agree with them and they didnt look too happy. The water was extremly rough, the boat was rocking all over the place. All of a sudden the boat rocked up so far and I saw the water smash over the side of the boat. I woke up.


I remember being in oblivion, I wasnt holding a sword but could see my hand out ready to cast a spell. I realised I must be dreaming but the dream instantly started to destabilize. I remembered what I did last time so I went into autopilot mode and just watched my dream self for a few seconds and the dream became clearer. I must have left it too long and slipped non-lucid. I remember a fragment being back in Oblivion and had a cool staff on enchanting. It was a wooden staff with a little leaf on the top.

Note: This night was a really strange one… I fell asleep and was successful in entering my WILD, and then I proceeded to have what felt like a really long lucid with at least one instance of time dilation only to wake up and find out I had only been asleep for an hour! So I took notes on the dream and then went back to sleep, and for the rest of the night I didn't remember a single thing! Not even a piece of a non-lucid! That makes this one of the strangest nights of dreams I have ever had.

So I went to sleep with a list of goals starting off with taking MoSh and Asuka to Voyager to see Tuvok, who will hopefully be able to help Asuka with controlling her emotions and energy to prevent her from losing control as happened in an unfortunate incident quite a while back. That is the incident that made her not want to fight due to fear of losing control again. In addition to that, I wanted to complete the advanced task of the month, which looked like it was going to be easy this month, and share a dream with Tigress where we both remember, either one in a DDO world or now we've added Oblivion to the list of game worlds we would both like to visit. With this list of goals in mind I used my light / sound machine to slip directly into a WILD…

Due to my goal that I had in mind, I entered the dream state right outside of MoSh's house in his inner world as has happened in countless dreams before this one. And just like those dreams, I went over to the house and knocked, the door was opened immediately as if MoSh had been waiting for me to come, which he very likely was. We didn't take the time to go inside, instead MoSh and Asuka came outside, all ready to go. I was going to open a portal to take us to Voyager, then Q showed up and said he had found the perfect Voyager for us to visit, but it would be a good idea to approach the ship in MoSh's Delta Flyer due to some issues with this particular Janeway that could pose a problem if we just popped in through a portal. So I still opened a portal, I just changed the destination from Voyager to the landing bay of the tower on the moon.

MoSh, Asuka, Q, and I emerged into the landing bay and headed directly for MoSh's Delta Flyer, which had the entry hatch opened when we got there. MoSh, Asuka, and I got into the Delta Flyer, but Q said he would get things set up for our arrival on Voyager, then he disappeared in a flash of white light. MoSh piloted the Delta Flyer out of the landing bay and away from the biodome, heading into deep space. There was a wormhole not far past the moon, which was clearly left by Q for us to go through to find the Voyager he had been talking about, so MoSh piloted the Delta Flyer through the worm hole and exited in the blackness of space where we were surrounded by only stars. MoSh was already scanning the area for Voyager and soon changed course to approach our destination, the starship was soon in view through the front window of the ship, looking huge compared to our shuttle.

The communications system came to life as Voyager hailed us, an image of Captain Janeway appeared on the screen, she was on the bridge of Voyager surrounded by her crew, which included Tuvok, and Q was also there. Janeway was talking to Tuvok in a quiet voice, apparently not wanting anyone to hear, but the sensitive systems on the modified Delta Flyer picked up what she said, and so did Q's ears. Janeway was telling Tuvok that she still didn't trust Q, and even if the woman Q spoke of was completely innocent there was no way of knowing for sure he wasn't using her as part of a scheme of his…

"You wound me," Q said to Janeway as he stepped up right beside her, "To say those things after all we have meant to each other, it is like a knife in my chest."

"Then allow me to twist it a bit," Janeway said coldly, "You never meant anything to me, and I know I never meant anything to you beyond your twisted scheme. If it wasn't for the fact I sense truth in your tale of this young woman needing help I'd have you thrown right off of my ship."

Q looked around a bit, "Thrown off?" he asked as if amused, "By who? No one here could make me leave if I don't want to go. And that is fine that you want to keep our past love a secret, I will speak no more of it." Q smiled at Janeway.

"There was no love!" Janeway said, sounding frustrated.

"As you say," Q responded with a knowing wink in Janeway's direction, "It's our little secret."

"There is no secret!" Janeway insisted, "There was no relationship, no affair, no love, no nothing!"

"As you say, Captain," Q said with another knowing wink.

"Grrr!" Janeway was perturbed, "Dealing with you is so aggravating!" Then she decided to completely ignore Q, speaking to us instead, she said we were cleared to land in the landing bay, she said it rather abruptly since she was clearly in a bad mood. I telepathically and sarcastically thanked Q for giving us a pissed off Janeway to deal with. Q said he had to keep the role of Q or it would seem suspicious, and in that dimension Q always pisses Janeway off. Q said that in that dimension he and Janeway had been together briefly, but it was because Janeway had gotten stung by an insect that produces a powerful aphrodisiac that made her fall for the next man she saw (or woman if she had been a lesbian) and that man was Q… at which point she threw herself at a surprised Q and said she was in love with him, but since she was cured any mention of that incident pisses her off and it is such a Q like thing to bring it up just for that reason. Q added he hadn't been in love with Janeway, but he had wanted to keep an eye on her so nothing would happen to her while she was in that state. By the time Q finished his history lesson we had landed in the docking bay of Voyager.

Our surroundings instantly changed before we could even get out of the Delta Flyer as Q teleported us straight to the bridge, the first thing I noticed was the dirty look Janeway was still giving Q. Janeway then made an apparent effort to stop being so angry before turning to greet us and asking which of these two young ladies was the one in need of Tuvok's assistance. MoSh indicated it was Asuka, I was looking around the bridge at the time, it looked somewhat familiar from previous visits to Voyager and similar ships and from the television series, and yet there were subtle differences that were hard to identify that still made it seem unique.

Asuka went over to talk to Tuvok, the Vulcan stood up to greet her as she approached him, greeting her with the usual Vulcan hand gesture which Asuka failed to emulate until she actually held her fingers in the proper position with her other hand. Tuvok paid no attention to that, he just continued speaking to her. I didn't hear all of what they were saying, but I did hear Tuvok ask Asuka if she would allow him to do a Vulcan mind meld, as it would greatly assist him in helping her if he could see where her problems originated. Asuka seemed a bit hesitant, she looked over at MoSh, saying something about being ashamed and not wanting Tuvok to see, too many people know about what happened already… Tuvok mentioned that in 93.765% of cases he had been involved in or had witnessed, a human hiding from a shameful event turned out to be the only one who was passing such an unreasonably harsh judgment on themselves. Asuka hesitated, MoSh told her that just meant that the only one passing judgment on her was herself. Tuvok merely said that was correct, but if she wished to continue without the mind meld, he would still try to aid her, but it would be much more difficult. Asuka finally agreed to it.

I was thinking there were other things I needed to get done in this dream, for some reason I was feeling quite rushed as if I had to be somewhere right now, I couldn't remember any appointments or anything time based… check the biodome to see if anyone was looking for me there, do the task of the month to ride a unicorn and see if Walms was in my inner world, then share a DDO or Oblivion dream with Tigress and hope we both remembered. Tuvok finished his mind meld and said that he would definitely be able to assist Asuka with control. Asuka seemed happy to hear that. I told MoSh that I had other dream goals tonight, so if he didn't mind, he and Asuka could stay here on Voyager with Tuvok, and when MoSh wakes up he returns home automatically, Q could take Asuka home if needed… he said to go ahead, he and Asuka would be fine there. I smiled and opened a portal back to the biodome.

I exited the portal right next to the koi pond, which was where I had expected to emerge, I looked around and saw I was alone. There was no one waiting there right now. Maybe I should wait around for a bit? I felt the dream slipping… I was going to wake up… but there was so much left to do. I also wanted to see how long I could make this dream. I focused on Allura's method of time dilation, and the slipping dream stabilized.

Note: Due to the length of this dream, I will continue it in the next post.

03.08.2010

Short fragment about dreams (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I got three dreams tonight. I went to bed pretty late. One lucid tonight.

Second:

This was a long dream, however, before recording this I started to meditate for MILD and become lucid in the next dream (worked efficiently) but I lost most of this previous dream. I have the last scenery of the dream:

- I remember the numbers 245.3 and 130.
- Working indoors with a few DC about dreams.
- I was confronting a female DC due something undone.

Missed dream signs:

- Talking about dreams within a dream.

What I would have done if lucid:

- Create a brainstorm session for ideas about how to find my inner sactuary. I was sure someone knew.

03.08.2010

MILD Classes starting! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I got three dreams tonight. I went to bed pretty late. One lucid tonight.

First:

I was managing the students profiles for my MILD classes. I accepted a few last minute students that wanted to join my class. I also had to reject a couple of students that for some reason did not meet the criteria. The classes were going to take place indoors. The class was more like a small convention center. There was a big dark wooden table in the middle of the room. There were already a few students getting ready for my classes. I woke up feeling good.


Missed dream signs:

- The topic of the class within the dream.

What I would have done if lucid:

- Create a brainstorm session for ideas about how to find my inner sactuary. I was sure someone knew.

This is the beginning of the "re-start" of my dream journal that I started earlier this summer. Just a brief background here, the "sleeping man" (The name was not revealed to me until he had appeared several times) is a character that I run into every once in a while in dreams, and after encountering him in this dream I decided to start my dream journal again.

sat jun 25:

The dream began as my mother and I entered a rustic hotel which I believe was also some kind of hospital. We approached the front desk and the owner warned me that a woman at the end of the hall was nearly dead and I shouldn't disturb her. We walked down the hall toward our room and as we walked we heard screaming at the end of the hall. I entered the room and suddenly I panicked because the blankets looked very itchy (silly thing to be frightened over, I know). In this state of fear, the scene suddenly changed to a scene that I visited several other times during the night: the lights grew dim and any homely pleasantness that the hotel offered me was gone. Suddenly the door slammed open and standing in the doorway was the woman from the end of the hall. At this point I woke up briefly.

At this point I'd like to offer something of an analysis on this portion of the dream. I had this dream after a visit to my great grandmother who at the time was on her deathbed (she has since passed away, may she rest in peace). The dream may have been a kind of a representation of any fear or sadness that I had for the eminent loss of my great grandmother. After a while of thinking, I realized the itchy blankets thing was sort of a forgotten memory about my great grandmother's house where she had many itchy woolen blankets.

The next dream I had continued for the rest of the night and reoccured several times. It starts as I am sitting in a bathtub in a modernly furnished bathroom. It was here that I first encountered "the sleeping man". In this first iteration of the dream, as I sit in the tub, a sudden wave of panic sweeps over me as I notice a dark figure standing behind me in the mirror. The bathroom changes to a darker version of the same bathroom. I try to look back at him, but when I do, he is gone. From this point the dream dissolves.

From the next point I can remember, I am back in the tub in the modernly furnished room. As I look in the mirror instead of something terrifying, I see various acquaintances of mine. I look over at them and the room becomes a train (I remember this train from a dream that I had years ago). The train drops us off in a vast field. Our train had developed a human face of a child and here we meet a whole family of trains. I don't remember much else, but everyone spoke in sound effects which was weird.

And so ended the pleasant portion of this dream. After this I returned to the bathtub scene. This time, in the mirror I saw a woman's face and it spoke to me. It said, "the sleeping man is real John, he is right behind you." The room changed once again to the dark room. The face in the mirror was gone and I could now see the 'sleeping man' behind me. I tried to look back at him, but my head would just snap back to a forward position. I finally turned to look at his legs and I spat at him. I suddenly became blind and I felt a pressure on my face. The sleeping man spat on my face and began pushing me under the water. I woke up.

[B]#15[/B]
[COLOR="RoyalBlue"]I'm playing GTA with a lot of players. In the beginning we're just 2-3. When others start coming, they take the cars and go aroung doing GTA-like stuff around the 2-3 of us who were there from the beginning. We're just doing parkour. Now we're also using their cars by standing on top of them when they ride past and other insanity like that.
Theres a little valley, closed kinda place with tall buildings, where all the vehicles spawn. Outside that is a playground. There's a few very small, brightly colored houses with triangle roofs on the playground. On the right side there is a ramp. We're all having fun when we crash. I'm riding ontop of someones car, and I land in a cave on the side of a wall when I jump off, the cave is quite far up in the air, so I'm trapped.. I get some text message telling me I found a secret place, and I was having a for-fun conversation with the driver who was driving the car I flew off, about whether the stunt was well done or not.
I walk in, because I know the only parachute in the level is in here. The cave is big and heavily furnitured, like it is someone's home. I look on the minimap, there's someone ekse in here, I have to kill him- There's a big room, the cave is a vampire coven, the guy stands close to the parachute ([I]A hovering grey sack[/I]) I take my guns which I dual-wield and run up to him, I shoot him and he goes ragdoll. I ask him whe he didn't take it. ([I]over the chat, it's a game, after all.[/I]) He says something like [I]"The last one, is the best one."[/I] as if he were waiting for others to come. He was an elf with hair like the Adoring Fan from Oblivion. I discover that the vampires have a lot of well-selling snacks. I take them all, and save. ([I]Now its Oblivion, rather than GTA.[/I]) I'm thinking about making a good and rich kind of Vampire character.[/COLOR]
Some of the snacks the vampires had were those long, jelly-like things covered in sugar but still taste quite sour.

Hello everyone! I am new here. I decided to begin posting my dreams after I had my first lucid dream that I have had in a year or two. I think this may have been triggered by the fact that my friends and I were talking about it and my friend suggested that I preform frequent reality checks.

The dream started out non-lucid. I was in a dimly lit room sitting in a chair facing an old man and an empty wooden kitchen chair. The man had a box of old vinyl records and I got up to take a look at them. I asked if I could sit in the kitchen chair and he said something along the lines of, "no, I like to keep that chair open for my wife."

I asked him, "where is your wife?" He pointed to my right and I looked. A wave of panic and fear spread over me as I saw a semi rotted-out corpse hanging by a noose. The scene quickly became more nightmarish and I frantically tried to wake myself up.

This is where the dream became lucid. It had seemed that my efforts to wake myself up had worked as I could now see my ceiling. However something was not quite right: instead of laying flat on my bed, I was diagonal to my bed and my legs were actually going through the mattress. With lucid dreaming in mind, I flew up through the ceiling into another room.

This was the same room that I was in with the old man but now, the room was filled with clones of my high school spanish teacher. I began thinking about all the crazy stuff I was going to do in my lucid dream. I believe the environment was about to change when my cat jumped up on my chest and woke me up! As you can imagine I was pretty bummed.

That dream was two nights ago and I tried to replicate it again yesterday to no avail. I intend to try again tonight. Hopefully I will have more entertaining lucid dream stories for you soon. I have been keeping a dream journal for a while now and I might start posting those.

[size=18]Date uknown - Aspects of the OBE


I had this dream a couple years back but thought it would provide some informations regarding Lucids/OBE's. I was in my room falling asleep, when I opened my eyes my room appeared odd at that moment I was lucid. I started spinning above my bed to transform scenes but instead I started spinning but moving upwards towards the ceiling. I went through the ceiling and I saw nothing but black. A few seconds later the black became light and I was on the ceiling of my sisters bedroom (floating above them). I tried whispering to her to she if she would wake up but she didnt respond. I then returned back through the blackness only to wake up. I followed up with my sister the next day to see if she could recall any dreams about me but she didnt. I told her I was floating above your room in a lucid dream.

04/17/05 - Room Acrobatics - Apr 17, 2005</span>

I was playing my lucid induction CD at 4 AM. I went lucid via (DILD) and noticed I was in my room. I was doing acrobats in slow motion (due to I knew I was dreaming). I was doing flips, twist and other complexe sumersaults you would see in the floor olympics. But when I do these, it\'s always in slow motion, like there is no gravity. I can still here the Induction CD in the background, I don\'t loose touch with the sound. I spun myself into a new scene, where it was beautiful outside, I remembering wanting to get out of my room. Once I arrived, I remeber that I couldnt hold on to the visuals, I was waking up.

Additional comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">This is the second time I didnt loose the sound of the CD. This proves to be very affective in holding on to Lucidity from one image to the next. It was unfortunate that I was waking up.

03/30/05 - A historical spirt guide - Lucid - Mar 31, 2005</span>

Well I started playing the Lucid Induction CD around 3 AM this morning and probably about 30 minutes later I walked right into a lucid (WILD). One interesting note, I heard the CD through the entire lucid dream. I\'ve never done that before.

I was outside with my wife and I didn\'t recognize where we were although everything was vibrant and pretty and definitely looked dream like. I started telling my wife, "honey, we are in a lucid dream, this is what I have been telling you about!" She didn\'t pay much attention to what I was saying. I thought possibly we could have been dream sharing but she\'s never had a lucid before. (I asked her the next morning if she remembered any dreams about me, she said no.) Once I realized I was dreaming, I ask for a spirit guide (as I usually do); I saw a man who was dressed from the 1700 - 1800\'s. His name
was LoHan and was looked like he was at least part Asian. He had dark hair, dark eyes, moustache and tone skin. I asked if he was a spirit guide that I met before (because I believe they change shape/appearance as they wish), he said No. He said he worked (past life) with my father and they were part of security for the Declaration of Independence. I was pretty impressed. If I made this up from my subconscious I don\'t know where it came from. Thinking my Dad (who has passed now) was part of the
protection of the Declaration of Independence in another life. I didn\'t know there was any sort of security group for the document but maybe there was. I provided text below, read the Early Travels of the document, it did move quite a bit but it didn\'t say who really traveled with it or protected it. But it as highly guarded apparently. The rest of the lucid my wife told me to show everyone how I could fly. Of course being the show-off, I flew for what seemed like 10 minutes or so. I had several false awakenings.

Additonal Comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">I didnt post the Early Travels of the document here but you can read it on my other dream journal.

http://www.dreamjournal.net/dj/index.cfm?d...&dream_id=61383

03/29/05 - Flying the ECHO - Lucid - Mar 30, 2005

Well I woke my self up around 2:00 AM and read "Exploring the World of Lucid Dreaming" for about an hour. I then went back to bed at 3:00 and played my Lucid Induction CD continuously (until 6 AM). All of the sudden I was in my old car (Toyota Echo), I now have a Honda CRV. This immediately aid "Dream" to me. I remember popping out a purple cassette from the player, this tape wasn't mine and I didn't recognize it. Again, this is a dream. So I slowly pulled up on the steering wheel and hit the accelerator and the car started flying (like something from Starwars) or any other future epic. For a second it started spinning out of control, but I was letting it do that and it was not too dizzying;
but I brought it back under control. Eventually I landed it, and started to explore this near by BAR. I started eyeballing these weird people there thinking, "Man, this is my imagination creating these wierdos!"

[B]#14[/B]
[COLOR="RoyalBlue"]My family is at a party with many old people, my mom says I can just sit down on the chair on the other side of the table, by a window at the end of the table. I check Skype to see if all the guests have arrived. A song that I don't know is being played, two dwarves lead a dance, while many of the old people are dancing in a crowd behind the dwarves. One of the dwarves is a man and the other a woman, they are both wearing black clothes, the woman is wearing a red scarf.[/COLOR]

Another Long Lucid - Sunday Night 08/20/05 - Mar 21, 2005</span>

Well I was able to hold what I think to be an hour long lucid again. I entered this about 3:30 to 4:00 this morning. These are very exhilarating and tiring when you wake up at the same time. When I say tiring, it must feel like when a Psychic\'s mind has been working for a while. But it was also like I was on a long vacation as well. The good definitely takes over the bad. It was like being on Ecstasy when I woke up this morning and driving to work. I\'ve only done this twice (as far as having what I timed to be an hour) or so of lucid dreaming. I used the rubbing hands technique (which works for me) to keep it going for so long.

First scene was lucid but on a weak level. There was an intruder trying to get into our house, I knew it was dream and I wasn\'t scared. I went outside and thought I would Kung-fu-Matrix his ass just for fun. (I actually snapped my fingers to play some Matrix Techno and it didn\'t work) I didn\'t feel total control like I did with normal lucids! I started practicing some kung-fu move (or something like) but I was sluggish. The guy approached me, but we never fought. It must have been my mind saying you\'re not ready.

Next Scene took place around a very industrial setting, almost like a Navy ship. I know because I was in the Navy and spent 4 years on an aircraft carrier. This was a bit fuzzy but I remember showing these guys I could move things with my mind. I was shooting these steel barrels out of the upper deck. I have a feeling that I was protecting us from something while I was doing that but I\'m not sure what it was.

The scene continued on the Ship, here\'s an interesting note. I remember getting on the ship took several complex passage ways, steps & tunnels. I must have done this process at least 5 times and each time you would think this maze or process would have changed. It didn\'t which is interesting for a dream, usually it\'s completely unstable. The way to get on the ship was the same every time, and I feel I could have done it with my eyes close. I ended up in a lounge with some people, I remember to look for my spirit guide (I call her Clashonda) I saw a young white girl (which originally my spirit guide
appeared to me as African American) and asked what her name was. My spirit guide has appeared in other faces so I wanted to make sure it wasn\'t her. It wasn\'t, there was a bunch of people around me talking about what ever, but they all knew I was waiting on my guide.

Still in the lounge, a cute girl gave me the eye. In my mind I thought it was let\'s go fool around! So I left the lounge and started following her through a complex passage way, I eventually lost her and the corridors and passage ways were getting smaller. It got to a point where I got stuck. Since I knew I was dreaming, I concentrated and broke through the steel like it was paper.

I remember a beautiful beach scene where I was flying with someone else across the beach. It was so pretty outside, blue water, blue sky and nice cool breeze. This part of the dream really felt like a vacation. Everyone on the beach was amazed on how we were flying back and forth. It was so fun, I had a blast and I didn\'t wake up with a sunburn! The last scene we were waiting outside some building I was doing slow motion acrobats, like flipping and spinning in the air but very slow. Everyone was looking at me amazed and they were saying how in the world does he do that. I told that them yeah this is great and all but unfortunately I\'m eventually going to wake up! And sure enough I did wake up about 5:30 AM. It felt like I was on a mini vacation and just returned.

Additional Comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">The long lucids take allot out of you but they are completely amazing. I woke up and felt like my mind had been busy all night.

Second Meeting with Spirit Guide - Lucid - Feb 5, 2005</span>

Dream started off by; I noticed I was in a field, I didnt recognize this place and instantly realized it was a dream. So I started looking again for my spirit guide. I passed by this pretty woman with dark hair and dark eyes, for a second I thought SEX! But then I said no, no this is not the reason I am here. I kept walking passed her but then the eyes seemed very familiar. Even though my spirit guide appeared to me before as an African American woman, I still felt the presence and familiarity with this woman and knew it was her. I said "...it is you, there you are!" She smiled like she knew she had been found. I
think she was testing me I really do.

The scene changed and were inside some building, not sure where. I felt like this entire lucid dream, which I will not cover because its too long; took place in Mexico (or somewhere similiar (adobe homes). Anyway I asked her If we knew each other on Earth at one time or another. She said "No" and that she was assigned to me since day one. And she knew that when I was born, she felt it and knew that she was going to be my spirit guide. Since in real life my wife and I are about to have a child, I asked her what the SEX would be since we dont know yet. Time is running out for me to test them because we find out next week. She gave me something cryptic back like "Stand and Deliver" a pun intended I imagine. I said "I\'m not testing you..oh wait, I am." She just gave me this grin like "dont try it!" I remember her sitting on my lap and I hugged her and felt very comfortable with her like the last time.

Additional Comments:

<span style="color:darkblue">I\'m curious to find out how many times she or they are going to show themselves with different Identities. So far I\'ve seen her with 3 different looks. When we started talking this time, she appeared much younger, still dark eyes and dark short hair.