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Secret Government Program
There was a secret government program where people with secial abilites were sought after and trained. Skills of the operatives varied greatly as did their power, I was one such agent. Nobody in the organization knew my powers other than the head of the program himself, the general. He was a high ranking official with large control and influence within the government. When I wasn't on a mission or assigned to a task I was usually with him as a kind of body guard. I always wore a signature hooded black rain shell. Supposedly it was durable and well suited for many climates. In any case, I was with the general at one of his speeches. While he stood at the podium speaking I could feel he was firey and motivated and could sway the masses easily. Even though I had been through years of training and was a cold strategist I could still feel my heart telling me that this man was doing something morally wrong, that the agency wasn't good and I felt conlficted between my duty to the organization and to making things right. I was assigned to a mission with several other operatives. There was a temple in some jungle that we had recently discovered that had an item we needed to retrieve before whoever was our enemy got it. It had something to do with how everyone had their powers so its importance explained that there were several of us assigned to this one task. We were dropped of by helicopter on one of the mountains and moved out through the jungle. I remember the rest of the team resented me due to my reputation as a prominent agent and that my powers were unkown. We came to an opening and could see clouds below with forested mountain peaks rising above them. There were ruins on the several of the peaks with most of the building centered on one mountain, all of this looked very much like Machu Picchu.



The only way down to it was a long narrow steep trail. It looked like a huge slide but there were brambles and thorns growing over it. While the team was deciding what to do I decide to act of my own free will and take the item myself. It would be safer in my hands than in the hands of our enemies or the organization. I slide down the slope and flatten my body. I just barely manage to slide underneath all of the brambles and when I get to the bottom the dream fades.


Typical School Dream
I was late for some class but I was back at my highschool. The class was some sort of physics I had never even seen before and had absolutely no idea how to do, but it was in the room where I had taken AP statistics. We were having a test today and I knew I was totally screwed. TF was sitting next to me and even he was a little concerned by the test.

Matte White Bugatti Veyron
I was in Italy somewhere. I was driving through the hillsides in a matte white Bugatti Veyron.



It was awesome to barely move the pedal and feel the raw power of the engine throw me forwards. I was overtaking a bunch of other cars. I picked up my little sister from somewhere. She was standing with a bunch of her friends and they all stared in awe at the supercar. My little sister was freaking out, she wanted to know how I got it. She got in the car and we drove off. haha awww yeahhhh

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I'm in Germany at a friends who's trowing a party.
There's a few people there I know, plus a girl I've just met.
Her first question after being introduced is: "Do you believe in god?"
This annoys me. If this is the first thing she wants to know about me, it has obviously got to be very important to her.
I reply with: "Which one?" thinking that she'll get the message and not talk to me for the rest of the evening, or at least drop the religious talk.

I don't mind religious people at all, as long as they aren't annoying about it, and I have a very strong feeling that this woman is exactly that kind of person.
To make things worse, she doesn't get it.

"What do you mean? Our lord an savior Christ of course! Don't tell me you're one of those atheists..."
"Yes, I am an atheist. But I could simply believe in another religion as well, you shouldn't generalize the term god like that. There's other beliefs out there you know."
"Yes, but they are all false, and you are a bad person for not honoring our lord."

You've got to be kidding me...
I roll my eyes and walk away.
There's no point in arguing with such people, I consider them borderline delusional.
I grab some food from a buffet when I notice the girl followed me.

"If you ask nicely I can teach you the way of Christ and save your soul you know... you can be forgiven!"
"Listen girl, what you're saying is terribly offensive. Being religious does not make you a better person than I am."
"I uphold moral values the same way you do and I need no religious teachings to tell me how to do so."
"You should leave me alone."

But she doesn't... instead she tells me that I'm going to hell.
I contemplate explaining the difference between beliefs and facts to her, and how what she's saying is being offensive but I quickly decide against it.
I've met people like her very rarely, but this is extreme.
I look at the balcony and think: If only I could just fly away. This party sucks!
If this was a dream I could just jump and begone.

I feel the urge to try to levitate...
I look at the girl who's now staring at me, looking genuinely sorry for myself.
This makes me angry, I could slap her in the face.
She seems to have no free will, just an empty shell... like a DC...

Hmm... I look around.
Nothing's off, everything seems perfectly fine... still... is this a dream?
I try to retrace my steps... how did I get here?
I have no idea... I must be dreaming!

I approach the balcony with the girl pursuing me.
Just before reaching the balcony I try to RC, but as my hand approaches my nose I finally know that I am dreaming, even though I haven't performed the RC yet.
So I just jump off the balcony and fly away.

It is nighttime, but I can see somewhat clearly.
I fly over a forest, enjoying the nice and fresh air, and not being annoyed by that girl anymore.
Flying... it really never gets old, it's such an amazing experience.
But I feel like doing something different.
I feel like running. Running as a wolf! Just as I did in Dancing with the wolves, Dragon at Stonehenge - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views

I approach the ground and shift into a big white wolf mid flight and enter the forest fully transformed.
As I run though the forest I quickly notice that it's not the same as last time.
Last time was a magical experience, but this time it is not.
It doesn't feel surreal at all, and the forest appears normal and boring... not to mention it is rather dark which is bad.

Maybe last time I wasn't on earth? Maybe it was because I was with Olivia?
I keep running faster and faster, trying to remember what it was like last time and hopefully teleport into the same scene.
As I reach higher speeds my fur starts to sparkle and my vision becomes distorted.

My vision normalizes and I'm certain that I've teleported back to the location I was in last time.
It feels magical yet again. The forest is beautiful and oddly bright even though it's the middle of the night.
The sensation of the air brushing through my fur is absolutely amazing.
I wonder if I'll be able to meet Olivia or whoever she was yet again.
I attempt to relocate the hill we were on last time and find it after about a minute.

But she is not here.


I howl into the night hoping that she'll hear me and come visit me...

~16/08/11~

i find myself in a theatre full of people and i am about to perform with some kind of school singing group (used to do chorale singing while i was at high school). I am mingling in the audience before having to go backstage and the person i'm chatting with (my flatmates boyfriend IRL) says: "bro look, it's Danger Mouse" (an awesome producer whom i admire).

Danger Mouse:


so i'm pretty starstruck but i'm also freaking out because i think this is my only chance to ever get signed by, or collaborate with Danger Mouse. For a while i panic and try to tidy myself up but my hair is way to messy.
At this point there is a gap in the dream (or recall) and suddenly i'm onstage performing. I appear to have forgotten about Danger Mouse because i'm just messing around and talking to other people onstage. I imagine my principal being embarrassed by how average the performance is and it makes me want to mess around even more
~wake up~

wish i'd been a bit more surprised at seeing DM at the show and had questioned the dream. Could've done basic ToTM so easy!!

I didn't get much sleep and all I can remember from last night's dream is a small fragment. I was walking through the Back 40's at night and listening to some smooth jazz on my iPod. I had a joint in my hand and I was about to light it but someone called my name so I paused. I saw Devon walking towards me and he was saying something but I wasn't listening. I realized I was dreaming (since Devon was killed in real life) and immediately began practising my air-bending like they do on that show Avatar: The Last Airbender (which is a surprisingly good show btw). I'm getting pretty good at it, I can make small tornadoes and change the temperature of the wind now, but I'm still having a little trouble with flying. I can only get a few feet off the ground, if I try to go higher, I just fall down and usually end up hurting myself. Still, I'm improving so I guess I just need to keep practising.

I was super tired and didn't do any formal wake back to beds. I also did a half ass meditation. =/ I did wake up at some point and I remember that I had a long dream but was so tired that I couldnt get myself to write any of it down. All I have is some tiny fragments now...
- I was in a car with allen.
- I felt tension or anxioty.
- I was dressed in some type of business attire.
- I went into a grey building and was nervous but it is not clear to me why this happened.
- Color's green and orange somewhere.
This is pretty pathetic considering last nights well recorded dream adventures. If anything, this makes me more motivated to not be so lazy tonight.

So, it was like... I dunno, about a week or so ago when I was just lying in bed, it was almost 3 AM and I was watching youtube videos (<3Shane Dawson<3) when my Ipod died on me, so I got up and pluged it in. While I was waiting for it to charge up and work again I layed back in bed and placed my head on my pillow, and as I lyed there I heard like these crazy flute sound things, and so I sat back up and looked around and I still heard it faintly. I thought maybe my Ipod was charged up and playing music, and it was charged up but I picked up my earbud and it wasn't playing music. I got up and turned off my fan.Maybe the vibrations from it was making these noises?? So, then I lyed back down on my pillow and I heard it again, clear as ever. It sounded like someone was playing a fricking Zelda marathon under my bed!! So I sat back up and about 2 minutes later it was gone. I don't know what happend next because I guess I fell asleep, or maybe it was a false awakening. I don't know but it was wierd.

This time it took me a few nights of meditation before bed, and one dream journal entry to have two of the most incredibly vivid lucid dreams Though there was nothing magical about these dreams. Nothing astounding. It is the awakening of knowledge that they have brought with them. I have crossed a boundary into lucid dreaming that I never could have imagined.
I have had false awakenings before, but nothing like this. My first false awakening of the night was like an episode of sleep paralysis. A very strong episode. I awoke and lay there looking at the ceiling. Obviously paralyzed. I of course knew exactly what was happening and stayed calm as I tried moving my arms over and over, waiting for the feeling to return. Only this time was different. It was taking far longer than usual to escape the paralysis. I was regaining some feeling enough to fight through the weight and stand up. However, my entire body felt like it was made of lead and I still had absolutely no control over my head. In other words, as I stood there I was forced to hold my head up with my hands like a newborn baby. If I let go, it would fall straight backwards and I would be looking at the ceiling. The next thing I remember, I'm laying in bed again, sound asleep next to my girlfriend. Only at this point did I realize that in the previous episode my bed had been on the wrong side of the room. I realized that it was in fact, a dream I had been in; And if that was a dream, this could be a dream. I have never had a lucid dream start from a false awakening. In fact, I have never seen one so vividly. I now understood that as many lucid dreams as I have had, perhaps I have never fully grasped their potential. Their potential to recreate life. I see, that there are in fact.... 2 very real, realities.
Now the good stuff. I lay there and decided to do a reality check. But, I was in sleep paralysis again. I almost knew before I stood up that this would be my first experience with this type of LD. I again forced my body to rise through the great weight and forced my head to stay up. I struggled to raise my arm and pinch my nose... and BAM, I was breathing through it. Very aware I was in a dream, yet fighting the darknes, and the overpowering pull to black out, I remembered and old trick. "INCREASE LUCIDITY NOW! BECOME CLEARER! INCREASE LUCIDITY NOW!" I fought through the darkness seeing my room as it really looked in waking life, and seeing it become clearer as I had demanded. I trudged towards my front door, and when I got there did a final reality check to clear the picture as much as I could. NOTE: (THE FINGER THROUGH THE HAND REALITY CHECK FAILS ME MORE OFTEN THAN NOT. IT WILL NO LONGER BE USED.) But, the nose pinch did. I burst out of my apartment into the sun light, and the sensation was unreal. Or rather, too real. How is it possible? For dreams to so vividly mimic real life. The sun on my skin burned slightly, just as it does in the day here. The veins in my arms came to the skin and showed themselves, just as they do in the heat. I walked towards the steps going to the pool, I thought about flying. Yet, I said to myself, "Every time I have a lucid dream, I rush to do the coolest thing I can think of as fast as possible in fear of losing the dream. I need to slow down, and learn the basics first. I'll just use this as a practice run. Here, there is a small flicker in my mind. I turn around and there is Michelle from the apartment above me. Up the steps on the grass patch where Ice goes potty. She is with two other people. The apartment behind the grass patch is not there. It has been replaced by a mossy, grassy set of concrete steps. Seemed to fit. As I approached I too had to take on maybe 4 to 5 of the same steps. There was one entity sitting on the left, who I never even took the time to look at. Michelle right in front of me, and one sitting on the steps behind her. I have never intentionally practiced talking to a dream character before so this was my time to practice. I toyed with her, just to see how she would react. Me: "Whats your name?" Her: "Michelle?" Me: "Where are we?" Her: "Pshh. (funny look)" Me: "So what's your name? Her: "Amanda!!" I can't remember the next question... If there was one. For that is when he spoke. The man on the stairs. And whatever he said, it shocked me awake. When he spoke, his voice had dark intent. He was challenging me. He implied something about me fooling with my dream character. He looked poor, like a bum on the streets. He was fiddling with something he held in his hands; hands with half finger gloves. He wore a dirty tan trench coat. The typical look of a street beggar. But, this entity I could tell was not friendly. He did not like me toying with the girl, and whatever he said had enough impact to kick me out of the dream. I remembered what he said at first. But, as I lay there trying to fight my way back into a dream, trying to replay the dream over and over, I could not get to that point. I must have tried to recap the dream anywhere from 5 to 10 times. I can't remember because, I never could. Each time I tried I fell straight to sleep. Then I would jolt awake. This happened over and over. Each time with a reality check, and each time to no avail. I gave up with the intention of writing it down later. Here it is. Perhaps all of those times when I am so tired I can barely move, it is because I am in fact dreaming.

I was in a desert. Very dry, sandy. I had a gun in my hand and a couple of Ocarina of Time characters were next to me. They were also holding guns. We came to a hill and tented right there. Then a hoard OF ZOMBIES APPEARED!!! Everyone shot at them and we ran back home

I was at my house in my parents' room. My dad said he could play guitar and said he'd show me how to play sometime. But he never did

At this doing i became semi-lucid
In a forest, I saw one penguin in a cage and three baby penguins holding on to the cage. The father said, "Run run!" And so they did.
They came upon a glass with people inside it and screamed, "Help help!" But no one came. They ran into a room with shelves and found a turtle. They picked it up and ran into another room. Here they found a TALKING turtle. They switched the turtles, making them handle the talking one. The forest turned into my house and one of the penguins turned into me. Whore-ay. And I took care of the turtle and we went to some castle themed amusement park The end.

Had a rough one last night.

I can't exactly recall what perceiving it was like. But I remember my mind being in tatters, like I was going crazy. All I knew was that I was going crazy. Or that I was dying, or something; I just knew that something was very wrong and that nothing was what it seemed. Of course, I was dreaming but I simply could not quite figure that part out. I wanted to escape to the real world but was unsure of where I was in relationship to it, or was unsure of what the real world really was. This dream was fully inspired by the few-and-far-between deep Salvia Divinorum trips I had in my youth. It was exactly like an experience that played out almost completely similarly, in which I knew that something was very wrong but could not figure out what it was.

I was in my old house living room when me and my family are all try to become lucid it was a dream on becoming lucid i go to mykitchen and rub my hands and look around then bam im really lucid so i go back to the living room triping over stuuf on the ground it christmas and there lot of presents every were in diffrent shapes. i start to rip them open but there just clear balls in diffrent shapes like i open a circle present and it was like a clear beach ball so i go oit the front door worried i get in trouble for leaving in the mddle of the night but i new i was lucid so i went i jumped of the porch and look at the sky there million of baby blue stars and it amazing i start to rise and rise then i look down and see my mom come out the house i dive and gluid down.she like get back in the house it late at night i say im lucid but she dosent listen and i lose my lucididy and get back in the house

August 16, 2011

Dream fragments this time.

Before I get to the dream itself I notice the past few days that I been waking up in the middle of the night without being able to recall anything. This was the case last night but I was lazy and fell back to sleep to quickly have this fragment.

Anyway:

Middle of a forest and there was a Blastoise on his back. He oddly enough didn't have a shell which I didn't notice til I woke up. I rub his head and he seem to enjoy it then I put my hand on his belly. (He lack a shell but the color was the same.) He nodded and approve it. I rub his belly and somehow I knew he was willing to grant a wish.

His wishes was VERY limited...He can transform me to a Pokemon...That it. If lucid I would pick Haunter for his powers, abilities and looks. My dream self pick my favorite Pokemon though so it wasn't all bad. Spent a few secs being a Charmander then woke up.

- I was going to meet up with N because he came to visit. I was wearing a big fluffy black jsk wth shorts underneath. I had to stop at some store on my way there to use the bathroom. But they didn't have any toilets, just these weird public seats with a tiny hole in them you were supposed to try to use. There was a blonde girl with her dad at one, but then I realized the holes were taped over anyway, so I just left.

Then I met up with "N", but it somehow turned out to be E instead. He hugged me and then kissed my shoulder. He was wearing this purple lightning shirt. We went and did some sort of school thing even though it was still summer. I think it was an adventure but I can't remember it. At the end we were outside my grandmother's house, he had to go and I said "okay, wanna hang out tomorrow?" He was like "er okay" sounding like he didn't really want to. I started talking about what we could do and he was backing away slowly, then finally said "okay I wanna get to my home now..." so I let him leave.


- My mom was going to make me drive somewhere even though I didn't know how. I sat in the passenger seat and the car had some kind of semi automatic turning and driving thing, so I just had to steer once in a while. I soon realized I couldn't do it, so I turned around to drive back home, making several cars have to swerve out of the way, and drove on this really wide bike path. Somehow I made it home and was like, "I can't do this".


- There was this HORRIBLE bathroom I was supposed to try and use. It was so dirty, the water went right up on the seats when you flushed and more stuff would appear in it sometimes, all the toilet paper was soaked, and there were slices of roast beef in a bucket you were supposed to use as toilet paper. :| I somehow managed to use it, then came out and it was full of people. I started talking to someone and we both said at the same time, "that was the worst bathroom experience of my life!".

Then I saw a door at the end that said "ANYTHING-KEI" (I understood it was supposed to be like fairy kei) and went in. It turned out to be this nice, empty, clean bathroom that was covered in rainbows and furry things and everything was animal themed. I was annoyed I hadn't discovered it before.

I was having a hell of a time falling asleep last night but after about 3 hours I finally did.

Dream 1: I was in some sort of IRL world of warcraft school. we were learning to fight by facing bosses as if I were in a raid with a class of people. I dont remember much of the fight but it was quite fun. I later after class ventured out into the land. There were lots of monsters in a fantasy landscape and I had a quest to achieve. It isnt coming to my memory right now but I can remember venturing through this land and fighting a few easy beasts and joining some fairy lady or something for the quest. At that point I woke up and went back to sleep

Dream 2: Lucid: I kept waking up and falling asleep IRL but all of my dreams were linked together somehow.
First I was at some club wth a bunch of hot girls, i started to grind with some of them and it was awesome, I ended up back in my neighbourhood and took my little sister to the plaza a couple of minutes from my house to go to the dollar store. while we were in there i made some small talk with her and then i saw that this dollar store was selling xbox 360's! I grabbed one and i dropped it into the band of my sweat pants. I quickly rushed my sister to the front telling her to distract te cashier while i waltz out with the console. It looked pretty obvious I was hiding a huge box under there but i thought I could get away with it. When I got to the cash something didnt seem as it normally would in taht store. I quickly realized "YES! Im dreaming!" I started to run out of thedoor and my sister yelled at me to come back she had no way of getting home. I knew this meant nothing she was just a DC so I kept running, I walked out of the door skipped a RC and just started spinning to stabilize. I started walking down the strip of the plaza and since this was my fourth successful and longest LD I thought I should try flying. I jumped and expected to float but I fell basically as gravity would normally pull me down. I then said out loud " I will fly!" and jumped again with my arms outstretched in front of me and began a very slow drift through the air, this wasnt satisfying enough so I thrust my arms to my side while tensing them in a shape kind of like this /l\ I instantly picked up a ton of speed and blasted throgh the air while the surrounding began to blur. While I was in the air I used the thought of dragonball Z characters flying to help me actually achieve the speed and flight> I thought about it so much that while I was flying I started to sing " Dragon dragon balllll dragoon ball Z!" Soon I found myslef non-lucid and walking back to the plaza because I had just left my sister there alone. as i was walking ther again I quickly said " hold up, Im still dreaming what am I doing?" Instantly the whole scene turned blurry I collapsed and let a huge fart rip (or what I thought was a fart ) I tryed to look at my hands to stabilize but I couldnt make them out theough the haze I ended up opening one eye and waking up!

It was incredible all my other LD's lasted seconds while this lasted for a matter of a couple of minutes. I cant wait to do this again tonight. I will attain lucidity again!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Didn't recall much this morning, only a dream about getting Magic the Gathering cards.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm opening a bunch of envelopes, I guess it's my birthday. I get a few Magic the Gathering cards in one, and I check them out. They're red/green, and mythic rare. One card gives +12/+12 to a creature which is imba. I thank everyone around me for the presents. All of a sudden I'm in a store with my dad, we're getting new cards. "This is such a waste of money" he tells me angrily. I don't care.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

I was in a dream, and I randomly became lucid. I was standing in the middle of a random open area with a few trees. It was snowy, and the sky was grey. I scream "CLAIRTY!" a few times and rubbed and clapped my hands together. When I looked around, I was just stunned. Everything seemed so real and vivid. I touched a few objects, and it felt so strangely sensual.

I had totally forgotten about any dream goals I had, but I was trying to remember them. I decided I should start by getting away from this area. I tried to jump up and fly but it didn't work. Then I spotted a giant fallen over tree. I decided I could use it as a broomstick like in Harry Potter. I hopped on to it, and then I was flying on a giant dead tree.

Steering the thing was quite a task. It was really hard to balance on it. Eventually my dream faded.

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I was at summer camp like I used to go to when I was younger. We were lined up against the wall of that gym and the counsellors were doing something. We were all wearing the orange uniform shirt and waiting for something to happen. I looked around and saw ZA and JU among all the orange shirts. I was really confused as I thought they were too old to go to camp by now. I wanted to go talk to JU but something was holding me back.

Suddenly I turned around, and this gorgeous guy was standing in front of me and smiling down at me. He had tanned skin (really tanned, the only thing I objected) and brown hair that swooped over his brown eyes. He randomly took hold of my hand, and I went right along with it.

Then we were randomly in some forest area on some sort of trail. We were climbing a huge wooden staircase that went up this cliff. The random guy was still with me the whole way. At some point I started making out with him, and he grabbed me and carried me up the stairs. Then the dream ended.