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"'By the look of my handwriting I must have been really tired.""

I was up in Mammoth mountain with my friends Kris, Mike, Nicole, Adam, some random girl and myself. We were all at the beginner course, so I could learn how to snowboard. We had to walk all the way to the top of hill which eventually turned to cement not snow. I then proceeded down the hill snowboarding, I was surprised at my natural talent for the sport and was carving the whole way down the hill. About half ways I noticed I wasn't riding a snowboard but had goofy looking sandals on and was riding with those but it felt as though I was in bindings. After getting to the bottom of the hill I woke up.

Later on that day I was discussing with my friends that I was hoping to realize the impractical use of sandals for snowboarding and become lucid but none the less a great dream.

i remember being in school when my father who randomly hapened to be there asked me what was Oakville, i answered him telling him its a city in Ontario. Then i found myself on a mountain over a river and i remember seeing water towers, he ones that contain water. All of a sudden i was forced to go on the back of a pink dragon!this dragon was very big so much so that i could only see its "head" i then realised that it was a dream i desperately tried to stay in the dream but it faded away and i woke up pissed off!this is my first entry i didnt know the techniques to stay in a dream wich is why it ended so quickly,lol. Strangely enough though this morning my sister asked me what is Oakville

Me, Sam, and Ken were all in the "living room" (it was supposed to be but we were in my mom's room) of my mom's house. All of a sudden, it got totally dark. I tried turning on some lights put some of the switches wouldn't work. I happened to look out of a window and I saw a guy walking down his driveway dressed up as Santa Claus. It was storming by now. Ken said, "Quick! Go to the basement! There is a creep outside!" So we all ran down our longer than usual hall and proceeded down our longer than usual basement steps. Halfway down, the phone rang. I yelled, "Ken! Go get the phone and the flashlight!" So she ran back upstairs.

Sam and I were too scared to go anywhere, so we waited. About a few minutes later I heard a loud bloodcurdling scream followed by a deep laugh. I told Sam to stay there, and I ran up the stairs and turned the corner to find the multi-purpose room (taken from my dad's house) steps. The laugh was coming from up there. I tried everything to shouting and yelling "hey!" to even throwing pillows to get the guy's attention. Nothing seemed to work. I can still hear his laugh today. *shudder*

I appeared to be in a girl's house/apartment room. We were upstairs in her bedroom playing some games. I was playing on her laptop, and I think she was on her PS3. Suddenly, we heard a siren. The girl skipped to the window, and said, "Oh great." I looked out too, and there was an ambulance parked in her driveway. They were um, watering the grass. LOL.

So we went downstairs and then we heard the doorbell. I opened the door and it was the 3 guys from the ambulance. I forgot what they said, but they were just standing there. Then I saw my friend Mike bound through the door and walk upstairs. I closed the door on them and ran ahead of Mike up the stairs. Once up there, the girl offered Mike a controller. He said no thanks. Then I woke up.

-The Hallway-
All I can remember was this: I was walking down a hallway and all of a sudden some jerk guy about my age tripped me. I think he fell on me too, and started flirting with me! Later on, I recognized one of my friends who I don't see very often. She told me who that guy was. It was a very familiar name but I just can't remember it.

-Elephant Mascot-
Long story short, I had a dream in which I raised a baby elephant. The elephant eventually got really big. He was wearing a shirt and cap..lol. Later on I could not find him and discovered that he had jumped into a tub of water and tried to stop the flooding. (There was apparently a flood in the old school) I'm not sure where he was a while later, and I walked over to a fountain/sink. I turned on the faucet then turned it off. I had two friends beside me. I remember this very clearly; we all saw 2 tiny baby elephants in the sink. I heard the girl to my left say, "That is the most amazing thing i've seen in my entire life."

I had a dream in which my surprisingly demonic older sister tortured my cat Sunshine.
Anyways,
It started out where i noticed I was in some kind of OR. I looked around and saw my Ken (older sister) standing there. Beside her was Sunshine, sprawled out on a gurney. Ken wheeled the gurney into the nearest room, and I followed. I looked down for a moment and noticed that Sunshine did not look normal..sort of human-ish. I squinted and saw, that my older sister had cut Sunshine's paw off.
She was um, holding it in her hand. Ken raised a knife and she said, "Time for surgery." with an evil smirk.

I then appeared outside of my church. It was nighttime. Ken was holding Sunshine, so I took her away from Ken. Then to my horror, I saw something was stuck up through Sunshine's chin and mouth, a pin. I cried and held her, but it didn't seem to be doing any good. She was suffocating, and I had no idea what to do. A group of people started gathering, and Sam was there too. I gave Sunshine to her, then glared at Ken. She gave me the most creepy demonic stare. Her eyes were yellow and red, sort of like olives. Lol. But still, it looked demonic.

Last night, I had several dreams. This is the only one I recall, and I only remember a fragment, but what is really a bummer, is that I questioned the dream, and did a reality check, but passed! I therefore concluded that I WAS NOT dreaming! The reality check was something new. I tried to push a finger through the palm of my hand. I recognized the dream sign, and did this immediately. The problem is that my finger did NOT go through my hand! I've got to go back to just checking my hands; it's much more effective.

I am at the beach. I am near the shoreline. The sea is raging (think the movie "300") filled with foam and swells. It doesn't seem to actually come on shore, but just rage out a bit from the surf line. Suddenly it freezes. Not like ice, but suspended animation; it just stops moving. Hey, wait a minute, water doesn't do that. I look down and try to force my index finger through my hand. No good, it must not be a dream. I start to run. Others are running as well. The ocean then "unfreezes" and continues. It continues to freeze and unfreeze as I move through my dream. The sky is sunny and the weather is nice. Everyone is focused on the ocean. A water fountain appears. The water is moving as usual until it suddenly takes a shape and rises up in the form of a buddha like person. A Buddha made of water. I am fascinated, and so is everyone else. We start to move closer, and it collapses into water again....

Conditions:
Fell asleep: 1:00am
2400 mg of Omega 3 Fish Oil before bed
Lots of food before bed

COMMENT LUCID NON LUCID DREAM SIGN

this entire dream has me depressed or scared the entire time, and depressed when i wake up.

my parents and my brother have moved away and i live alone. i have no job and no friends. i live in a half destroyed, abandoned hotel. I've run out of light bulbs. there's lots before this, but i can't remember it.

at some point there was a dream inside my dream about giant cockroaches.

i make a plan to go to the apartment my family used to live in and get a plastic bag, then go through the entire apartment taking lightbulbs. that apartment is also deserted.

suddenly my brother is there and we're driving to the apartment. its strange because he's driving except me. he takes us to the wrong apartment and i tell him to go to the right one.

on his way over there, he hits something with the car. i ignore it. then i get a vision of him in court and crying and the sister of the person he hit crying. i dont think i was crying. then i go back to "reality"

i say we need to see what we hit and i get out and there's a wounded dog in the bed of the truck (which was a minivan a little while ago).

he wants to leave it and i try to get it out. i go slowly in case the dog is hurt. he gets impatient and yanks the dog out. it doesn't yelp, but when he puts it down, its back leg is wounded.

i see that we're holding up traffic, so i tell him to leave and go grab the lightbulbs while i find this dog's family.

he leaves and i'm alone with the dog. it's night time and we're in a residential neighborhood. i start to walk around and i hear a woman screaming. for a long time, i don't go anywhere. when i finally start to move, the screaming still hasn't stopped. i see a street that i think the dog lives on and as i get closer to it, the screaming gets more intense.

as i reach the opening of the street, there are two run down houses on either corner. i'm afraid of both of them.
the one on the opposite side of the street is where the screaming is coming from. i'm worried that there's a murder or a rape going on there. i decide not to go down this street.

i carefully cross the street, going past the house where the street is coming from. when i get to the point where i can see into the window, i don't see anything, but i hear a man yelling. i get scared, drop the dog, and run as fast as i can.

i get into an alleyway behind a house a little ways away and stop, and i see the man has followed me. he stares at me for a second, says something like "they were going to get us, they're still after us, i had to do it" and runs away. i'm still afraid and i don't know what to do. i try to hide from him in case he comes back and-

-i wake up.

Last night I again failed to gain lucidity due to a failed WBTB attempt and evidently zero ability to see dreamsigns. Damn it.

To start, I was with a girl. She's someone I used to be really good friends with when I went to school with her my sophomore year before I moved schools again, and we almost hooked up several times, so that was on both our minds as we interacted in the dream. I hung out with her a few days ago when I was visiting where she lives, so I assume that's why she showed up in-dream. I remember we were trying to find some privacy so we could have sex essentially, but my mom was talking to us downstairs in a house we used to live in, but surprisingly not the house we lived in when I went to school with this girl (whom we'll call "LN"). LN and I finally manage to get away from my mother, and when I stand up from the couch I realize my yellow underwear are around my ankles. My mom looks at me funny, and it's as though she knows that I'm about to go upstairs with LN and do something. She doesn't say anything though and I just pull them up around my waist and LN and I start walking up the stairs. I hear her mention something about my current girlfriend as we make our way upstairs (who is not LN, in case you were wondering), and I feel guilty for a moment, but continue on. It's then that things get crazy.

LN grabs a condom from her bag (which is, oddly enough, the clearest looking object of the dream) and we head over to my room. For some reason the upstairs of this house now looks like a totally different house we used to live in, my childhood home. We walk over to my room and suddenly I see through the window my cousin walking up to the door. What's different about him now is that he has a huge beard and really long hair though, which is another dreamsign I didn't pay much attention to. I suddenly forget all about LN and walk over to the door, and as he opens it I say "Son of a bitch!" and wrap my arms around him in a hug, evidently because I haven't seen him in a while (which is true, at least). He walks in sheepishly and sets his bag down. I remember back to an earlier dream that night which involved me discussing with my grandmother why my cousin's mom married my uncle (who isn't my cousin's biological father). She kept saying that it was only for my cousin, so that he could have a normal life.

Night falls suddenly. There are now tons of people outside my house (the house that I originally thought it was is on seven and a half acres of land, so there's a huge party going on down there). I look at LN apologetically, still really wanting to just go to bed with her, but I walk outside to check it out. There are tables set up everywhere with music and food. There are also rows of folding chairs, among which LN sits down with a girl that I recognize from my high school. Apart from her though I recognize no one else in the crowd and soon hear word that this is a high school graduation celebration of sorts for Logan Neutral High School, which definitely doesn't exist. I walk around for a while, watching as students give presentations about their favorite teachers on a huge stage with an equally huge projector. I suddenly run into a girl that I used to know (and sort of be interested in) named RS. She gives me a hug and I put my arms around her waist, feeling how much thinner she feels compared to when we were younger but realizing she also still has some love handles on her. We talk for a while, about what I don't remember, still hugging, and I worry for a moment that LN will see me and become jealous.

Later I see a really huge African American girl with boobs hanging out of her shirt for some reason. Then, for whatever reason, I see a kid three years younger than me that I played with in the band at MY high school that I'm friends with and walk up to him.

"Who planned this party?" I ask.

"Mrs. B******," he responds. Mrs. B happens to be my best friend's girlfriend's mom.

"Son of a bitch," I say, but then I realize that Mrs. B is standing right next to me. I pretend not to see her and walk away. I see LN sitting and talking in the row of folding chairs, and she calls out to me.

"Hey look, I just got braces," she says, showing me her teeth. I see braces there and try not to be shallow, and still wanting very much to have sex with her, but my face must look disappointed because she laughs and smiles wider, and suddenly the braces are gone. I now see braces on her fingernails. My hope is replenished for eventually getting with her, but suddenly I find myself in a train car and LN isn't there. I know it's a train car because there are seats like in a train car, but it doesn't appear that we are moving. It's almost like we're hanging inside from the very high ceiling of some building.

I look down and out the window and see what appears to be a sitting area with several nice cushy chairs and some flat screen TVs mounted on the wall. I hear a voice that says, "This is Logan Neutral High School," and I look over to see a fairly attractive young girl sitting in one of the train seats with a guy whose face I don't remember. I quickly look back at the sitting area below, afraid the train will start moving before I can see it again, then realize I recognize the sitting area. I tell the girl that I've been here before for a marching band competition, even though now that I'm awake I know there's no such place. The last thing I remember seeing is her face--long brown hair, sort of wavy, framing a face of the purest complexion with eyes dark as night.

I really need to identify dreamsigns.

I had pretty good recall last night... just no lucids.

Dream 1:

I had a dream that my dad entered into a contest to win two Alienware M15x and won. I remember being really excited but asked him why he did that (We both already have an M11x IWL). I also remember feeling the texture of the sides of the computer, etc...

Dream 2 (**Possibly Shared**):

This dream was quite strange... I was captured by terrorists and they put me into this training camp for some reason. They put me into this place where there was other people my age, and we all had pistols. We were instructed to shoot at each other, I shot all the rounds in my clip, and then I got shot in the head with a bullet. Apparently, the bullet must of not gone through my skull for some reason. (My Dream Self must have a thick skull ) Anyway, after that happened in the dream I was thinking, "Oh shit, I got shot in the head! But why didn't it kill me?" I SHOULD of done a reality check after that, but no... I didn't. The next thing I remember seeing is my dad for some reason walking around talking to terrorists. After that, my attention was dragged back to the instructor, who gave me another clip of ammo for my pistol, he then instructed us to shoot at each other. I again, depleted my clip, and got shot in the head. I remember a slomo shot just for like 1 second of the bullet coming towards me. I got knocked over this time, but it still didn't kill me. The last thing that I remember about this dream is my dad doing something to my head which raised the blood pressure to cause the bullets to pop out of my skull the way that they entered. When he did this in the dream I lost my vision for a second, and felt pressure in my head. Next I felt the bullets pop out and clatter to the ground while feeling warm blood trickle down my face.

Dream 3 (**Possibly Shared**):

I had a dream where I was playing Halo with my best friend IWL. He is Mynden on these forums. IWL, he has only beat me like 2-3 times ever, and this didn't change in the dream . The first thing that happened was apparently we were playing Reach because I kept assassinating him the way that you do in Reach. The dream didn't feel like you were playing Halo, more of actually being your person. So for awhile that's all we did, talk smack, and I kept killing him. Anyway after awhile something happened that scared me and him, there was a strange dot on my radar in game, it wasn't a solid dot like usual, it was a swirly, non solid dot that was red, signifying it was hostile. In the dream, I asked Mynden if he saw that same thing and he said he did. I used my radar to find where this thing was, and I found it. When it saw me it started to run away, down into a place I have never seen in any Halo map. There was this gravity lift that was a purplish color, built into a wall, the ghostly thing went down into it, and I followed. When I got into the gravity lift, I looked down, and there was this big black entity that had a bunch of black spheres inside of it. I got the idea that the spheres were spirits. I reached down and tried to grab one of the spheres inside of the entity, but I couldn't. The next thing I remember is the dream setting changing, the gravity lift was still there, Mynden was gone, and the entity was still there. But below us was an ocean, and a base that was under attack in the ocean. It seemed like every time someone died in the battle below us another black sphere would go inside of the entity. I floated down from the place and went to the ground. I was completely ignored in the battle for some reason, and the last thing I remember from the dream is a nuclear, or some massive, explosion going off into the base while I was right next to it, probably ending this entire battle by killing everyone.

These next two dreams are really fragmented.

Dream 4:

Before going to bed, I was talking to someone that I Role Play with on World of Warcraft about possibly attempting to induce a dream where I was my troll character or was with both of our troll characters (Our chars are sisters). The reason for this is to see what we could develop out our characters from my dream state. As for the dream, I don't really remember anything about it other than I was either my character, or I was with my character doing something.

Dream 5:

This dream is the most vague of all of the dreams I recalled last night, and it's probably because I have spent so much energy remember all of the other ones, because I had a good idea of all of these dreams the moment after I had them, but not so much when I went to go write them down. Now that I go to write down this dream... I honestly do not remember it anymore.

Woke up this morning not remembering much more than a few bits and pieces from my dreams. Kind of a let down.

8.6.10
I was playing some version of a Mario Kart game.. Rather, I was in the game, and the track was intense. There was one section where I went down a tube and started spinning intensely, like a crazy water slide. Next thing I remember, I'm outside the game, playing with my cousin. Then we're in the game again, only this time it's a version of Halo. We were the covenant, attacking Earth. Our weapons sucked, and it wasn't really like Halo at all. We attacked a grocery store or something like that.. No, it was a building with elevators and lobbies, but we went in a section of the building that was like a grocery store. I remember thinking, "press Y to change weapons," then looking down at my gun and feeling a button on the shaft where Y would be on the controller. I pressed the button and my gun changed.

I also remember using B to melee an enemy, but then instead of hitting B again to melee, I simply swung my gun at him. It was like I wasn't confined to the video game button system; even though using the buttons worked, I could still do whatever I wanted.

That's really all I remember. Maybe video games are a dream sign.. Quite often I'm either playing a game, or in a game, in my dreams.

At first I was at home, or something like that. Maybe I was at a cottage or something, but I was with my mom. I held a red thermos in my hand, which was filled with cold pink lemonade. The stuff was pleasantly sweet with a hint of tartness.

Then my mom decided that we had to go to another continent; I think it was Europe or Asia or something. We had just gotten off the plane, and were standing on a street. Then we went to some wedding party, and I was with my class. There were only about 6 of us, and we all wore red shirts. We had to set up something for the bride; when the music started playing, we would then all follow her. We were also supposed to put on these white veils, but I was too late to get one from the storage room in that gym, and so I had none. I feared I would be scolded for lacking one. But then I realized that the rest of the class was here too, and only the few that had gotten the veils adorned them.

Somehow this turned into me and KA playing a game, or something. There was pasta and pasta sauce, and I started making it. Then there was some other food, and I wondered what it would taste like with the pasta sauce. I told KA and she said she had been thinking the same thing. I shrugged and decided to try it; it was quite nasty.

And then I was outside again on the sidewalk, walking hastily to where we had come to meet my mom. Apparently we were going home. As I did so I drank from the thermos. I had topped it off before with water and coffee apparently, and so I tasted each layer of flavor: first the coffee, then the water, and finally the succulent lemonade.

In the next dream I was at some sort of beach area. My mother told me that we had just come from my school and now we were going to walk down this place to the end to meet the heir and then walk back.
"Heir or mayor?" I asked.
"The heir," she replied.
"The heir of what?"
"The cottage."

I said something along the likes of the cottage not being worth it, but we kept on walking.

The place had random pools and random water everywhere. There was some ditch in a hill that held a pool, water randomly flooding some parts of the road, and a vast lake to the left. The water was absolutely beautiful. It was a rich, bright, green-hinted blue, and ever so clear.

Somehow I had my purple bikini on. I walked around like this not caring. I also had a shirt, a pair of goggles, and a bike helmet on. Some guy riding a motorcycle raced past us and whistled at me. I then took the shirt, which suddenly turned longer, and let it cover me. But yet two other people whistled at me, even in the long black shirt and my bike helmet and goggles.

I later felt the helmet on my head and decided it must look pretty stupid since I wasn't riding a bike. I took it off, but fumbled with it for a good minute. Then I took my goggles off, and realized that my helmet was magically on my head again. I struggled with all this stuff, and at the same time tried to pour a bucket of water over my head. I felt the water push the goggles down on my eyes; it hurt a fair bit. But finally all the stuff was off, and I held all of it in my hands. The dream ended there.

I can't really remember these two dreams in vast detail, like I hoped, but I can remember a decent amount. I remember two dream fragments:

#1: I was in some sort of foresty valley with a bunch of other people to celebrate my friends wedding. My wife was there and so were my other friends. It was Whitneys wedding we were celebrating. I remember seeing Whitney in pretty vivid detail and Brian as well. Then for whatever reason I'm walking through the middle of nowhere, still at this wedding, to another town to use the bathroom. Gotta love dream logic. And then, for whatever reason, the fighting begins. Inspired by Dragonball I, for no reason whatsoever, have to begin fighting my relatives in Dragonball style. But for some reason my relative is Tien from DBZ. So we start fighting and I remember throwing energy blasts at him and I seem to hold my own pretty well. For whatever reason another person joins the fight and I remember vividly trying to perform my kamehameha attack but nothing comes out of my palms. However, Tien still stumbles backwards as if hit by energy. It was a really cool feeling. I also remember sneaking into a small house, crawling past a small bedroom with a TV and a video game on, to go use the bathroom. But I couldn't find the bathroom and, from one of the darker closets, a cousin of mine grabs me and scares the crap outta me.

#2: And now I'm in some giant kind of superstore stocking shelves. Mike, my buddy from work, is there too. We're both working hard. I remember Jason and David, the owners of the company I work for, being there as well. For whatever reason I have to go out of the store and down to a ditch where there is a big pump moving water. So I get down there and there the pump is. It is blue and rectangular and sitting inside of a box which is in the water. However; the box only has three sides. No fourth side. I remember this sorta making me extremely confused. Because, without the right wall of the box, how is the water staying in there? I shoulda done an RC because I'm pretty sure I would have become lucid if I thought about it. My confusion, even though the dream isn't that vivid to me, was really strong and I remember it VERY clearly. So anyways I fiddle around with the pump by moving it around. I'm afraid of the water getting low and the pump sucking up air and dying (gotta love it when your work invades your dreams). So I move it outta the box and higher up this muddy slope. It begins to pull less water. OK. So I move it back down towards the box and suddenly it's shooting all of that water again. It's at this point, while fiddling with the box and pump, that I see two gold coins just sitting in the mud. I pick them up. My first thought is: I should give these to Leah to show her dad (who is a coin collector). I look at the coins closer and see that they look similar to the 2010 US pennies at one side (with the flag like shield) and on the other side is a pair of large trees that cross at the very top and in the middle is a couple of giraffe standing in some tall grass. I think to myself: "These coins must be currency in Africa!" And then I'm walking back into the "superstore" to show them off.

Whew! For two "fragments" I sure did remember quite a bit. I love it when that happens. I think that, with my new routine, I'm going to be making great progress. Last night I forgot to do my meditation/mantra but I did the rest all day. Today should be more effective, I think, because I was up too late last night.

06.08.2010

Who's That Celebrity? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My dad was in my grandpa's bathroom with some person and me, trying to figure out who certain celebrity was. I think she had some connection to the hooker in my previous dream. Anyway, I took out my labtop from my pocket, I started to search up this celebrity. She had blonde hair. I went on Facebook, and sent my dad a link to the last movie the celebrity was in. I told him I made a mistake, and sent a link on Marie Boone (Is she real? I don't know.). I then sent the link of the correct celebrity. Her last name began with a C. The dream ended.

I had a False Awakening. I woke up in my room, and I think my clock was blank. No, I didn't look at my clock. I thought I saw some bug on my pillow. Normally, I would freak out, no matter how tired I am. All I did was flip over the pillow, and tried to fall back to sleep (although I was asleep).

06.08.2010

I really have no title. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at some airport. I was on some pathway at it, and the pathway was floating. I looked down off the pathway, and I saw a dead hooker. I think she looked like the magician's assistant on America's Got Talent. No, she isn't. Something is different. It was night time. I walked to the airport terminal, but I decided not to go in. I walked back down the path, and there was the hooker walking next to me, and her killer in front of me. I knew something was different about her. She had black hair, and she was African American. She even randomly told me.

The killer was black, too. He wore a jacket, and some hat. It was gray. At least, I think. It was dark, so I may be wrong. It could've been another color. The hat was made of leather. I decided to avenge the hooker, so I pushed the killer off of the path, and he died. She was shocked that I would do something like that. I told her that she had to do me a favor, and walk home with me, because I was afraid to walk home alone.

She said okay, as it was only three to four miles away. We walked, but didn't say much to her. The first two or three miled was fine. She was gone. I guess she ditched me. I was walking along the side of the building, where a creepy guy with an afro was following me. The building happened to be a gas station, that looked almost exactly like my Quick Chek. There was nothing in the store, except the stuff used to hold all of the food. It made me angry, so I went home.

I don't remember walking home. It was as if I appeared at home. I don't know what type of pants I was wearing, but I had a white shirt on. In fact, the five other people had a white shirt on to. I think four of them were girls, and one was a guy. We were in my kitchen, but my kitchen counter was gone. We had a ball, and decided to throw it to each other, but everyone had to throw it differently. I threw it normally to the first girl. She then kicked it to the next girl. The next girl had to throw it backwards to the guy.The guy then had to throw it lightly to the girl. I don't remember how she throws it to the last girl. Anyway, on the way back, the kicking girl somehow starts to run and seems to fall down the stairs, yet she is still running. It made me laugh.