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It has been a while...mostly due to that my dreams have been bland, until recently. I have more time now to work on lucidity too

Had a dream that I was trying to find the world of Harry potter or the world of witchcraft and wizardry. I was standing on what seemed to be a ledge on a castle top as I waved down at three characters who had to be Ron, Hermione, and Harry of course. I waved at them but something seemed off, the kind of just drifted as the stood there and I could see slight facial movement of smiles but my eyesight seemed off. I then jumped down from the castle ledge to greet them but ended up flying on a broom stick across a quidditch field, before the quidditch field view of each of the house bleachers/stadium seating I remember seeing a couple characters gathering some equipment from a car parking lot near a grocery store and their outfits were not fitting for what I would call wizardry. One of the guys I saw was wearing bright orange and it was really ugly. I took a quick glance shrugged it off and then flew over a horizon of buildings both magical and muggle. Never found out why Harry, Ron, and Hermione were just standing there outside of Hogwarts in a circle just staring at each other.

I then woke up to a voice that sounded mad at me, I was still slightly dreaming. The dream voice was mad because I had a decent dream that I could remember and this dream antagonist hates it when I have dream worth-while which is hardly ever. He carried on by calling me a fake emo by staring me eye to eye and then I woke up completely. It could have been peeves or some poltergeist, just saying...

edit: Also before I woke up all the way. I had some dream flashes, one of them there was a green flash, like the one Harry potter would describe...and then after the flash I remember seeing Donald Duck scream and runaway. Could there have been a slight notion of a Harry Potter, Kingdom Hearts, Disney Crossover, because that would be freaking awesome if I could dream about that.

I was walking down the living room to enter the garage. I open the garage door and turn on the lights to see my father head appearing out of it. I'm shock to see him as his body completely emerges to the living room. I quickly catch on that I am dreaming. I begin opening the front door, but I could hear my father and brother having a conversation in the kitchen. So I decided to listen in, in till going out the back door.

The sky was sunny with some clouds, I can see two kids playing with something that looks like a tree branch. I then started walking on the field, the area actually look recognizable to me. But as I continue to walk further in the fields it's routes began to change. I soon reach the end, I could see a wooden house with a car park outside. A road was the only way I could continue moving forward. Then I soon could hear my father and brother voice from a distance.

I ran to them to say I'm dreaming. My brother laughs and tells me that we should go back. They continue to walk toward the house, deciding now that I should make an attempt to prove my claim. I got my brother attention when I told him to look at my fingers, I only have 4 and they were oddly shape. My brother turns around and observe my fingers. That's when I turn my head to see 3 people walking near the fields. One resemble a character from TTT2.

As walk over to them, I notice one of them had fallen down. Before I could help them up, the sky begins to rain over everything. That is when the scene change in to be inside father room. There were other people also here with a look on their face that stated they were angry. I notice I was begin to feel a lot of symptoms. My face had saliva pouring my head and mouth and I could not stop twitching. Someone ask me to stop doing that but it was difficult for me to speak.

I went toward the bathroom mirror to see what was happening to my face. I saw that half of my face was covered in a white foam and my eyes kept trying to turn to the back of my head on their own, Despite my eyes movement this didn't change the direction of my vision for the dream. I came out and told everyone sorry and lost lucidity. I then have an FA. Lucidity Time: 7 minutes

Don't have very good recall about the non lucid and some lucid parts. I know there was a non lucid dream I had at the beginning but I can't remember it at all.

Dream 1

Non Lucid dream that I can't remember.

Dream 2

(Don't recall if there was a non lucid part to it in the beginning.)
- I was viewing a stage with a large blue blanket and white small stars all around it. We were inside a theater i think and i was viewing all this in first person.I followed a group of men in casual clothing going to the back of the stage. I thought this wasn't going to end well and the man was going to get shot. But he didn't. The group of men and a old guy were just looking at small t.v. screens.There was a brown/tan colored dog following one of the men too. The scene than shifted and I was on a bed in my brother's room. It was dark and i decided to call Dawn or Eye. But they didn't come. A dc girl pretending to be a ghost tried scaring me but i stomped on her and told her to be quiet.[Not a good idea] She said she would stop than the scene changed into a close up of a toy capsule machine. There were colorful small bears moving out of the machine. I woke myself up because things were getting too weird.

Next Dream

I was inside a room at work and was about to be replaced with a man. I told him he wasn't going to get my job though because his eyes were clear and had a purple iris.
- I knew I was dreaming so i floated around the place and ended up in a yard somehow. I felt like I found a spot where someone was buried but didn't want to look further. After that something I don't recall happened and the next thing I know I'm looking at dreamviews. There is a notification that is red but it says MichaelAngelo 1 invitation. I found it ridiculous. Than the screen changed and showed a picture of toon links hiding and trying to catch stars. It was called Zelda Star Note. Someone who was apparently new to the forum wanted to use link to collect all the stars so that they could make a wish.
The person liked to use orange in their DJ.

Last Dream

My cousin wanted me to give her paper so that she could draw someone from a television show. I got her the paper and was thinking about how dumb the girls were acting in the show. After that I appeared on my bed so I bit my finger and noticed that it was a dream. I started calling Dawn and he came. He told me to do something but was acting really mean about it. I decided to get another dream character's help to change Dawn's attitude and also asked why he was acting that way. I ended up asking an old persistent dream character who was suppose to be Dawn's boss. He mentioned that Dawn was acting like that because he was out of it and that i needed to use something to cure him. He took the veggies he was chopping and put it inside a book with a small clock and told me to give it to Dawn.I decided to just roll with it and gave it to Dawn. Dawn seemed a bit confused but at the same time started playing around with me. Like twirling me around, laughing and other stuff i can't recall. After that I reappeared on my bed and wanted to wake up but I couldn't move. It felt like SP because I felt like my eyes were slightly open but i couldn't move. I than reappeared on the bed again and was holding a transparent laptop. But still couldn't move. I decided to wait it out and eventually woke up.

First lucid dream I've had in nearly a year!

Two friends and I are starting a long trip, and the first step is taking a train to the airport. The train is very crowded, but we manage to find three seats together. It's late and night and both of my friends immediately doze off. I'm too worried about losing track of my bags if I fall asleep. I have my backpack, but I also have a couple of shopping bags filled with magazines and envelopes containing important documents. Why didn't I just put the important stuff in the backpack? It would have been so much easier! I rummage through the bags and find a large carabiner. I use it to clip the shopping bags to my backpack. There's a kid who comes up to me to ask what I'm doing. I try to give him a curt answer and send him away, but his mother sits next to me and won't stop talking.

I find myself in an antiques store in the city with the mother. We need some information, and I decide that the store clerk needs to look up an registry and print it out for us. There's a table with a plexiglass top and several dry-erase markers sitting nearby. I think the clerk will have an easier time looking up our information if I write down the names she needs to look up. But my attempt to write "registry" comes out as "S J" in an elaborate font. I stare at it and can't imagine that I wrote something that complex. The woman starts yelling at me, asking how stupid I am if I can't spell our names. I tell her, "I'm sorry. Sometimes when I'm dreaming, I have trouble writing." I look at her, then look at the clerk as it sinks in: this is a dream! I try to remember if I had any goals in mind, but come up empty. The only thing that comes to mind is that I want ice cream. So I march through the store entrance, which turns into a hallway in an old Victorian house. I pass several rooms looking for a kitchen, but it seems I'm out of practice at staying lucid. I get distracted by a parlor room full of people.

Morning of May 18, 2015. Monday.



I am in an unknown area, seemingly in late morning, near a small wooden cattle fence but which does not seem very high. However, at times, it seems I am inside my present home on W Street and outside in this unfamiliar area at the same time though it does not seem like a bilocated setting, only ambiguous.

I notice a very unusual bird walking around on the other side of the fence (and in conscious afterthought it looks much like a bittern but the coloring is wrong and it seems unnaturally “stretched” and thin). Upon seeing this unexpectedly unusual bird that I do not recall ever seeing before, I want to show it to members of my family. I start yelling the names of my two youngest sons and my wife Zsuzsanna but there is no response (and my voice sounds quite loud to me). I can see the feet of my second youngest son through a doorway as it seems he is lying on a bed reading (again, it seems as if I am outside and inside my house at the same time though looking through the other doorway of my “house”). I continue to yell their names, becoming a bit frustrated that no one is responding.

Finally, they all come out but by this time the bird is farther from the fence though still visible. I get the impression (though not correct) that it is some kind of ibis and say this aloud, but pronounce it like “ee-bus”, so I start to think that maybe the bird is not that rare or unusual after all. The members of my family do not seem that impressed by the bird.

Meanwhile, this extremely unusual-looking man in our “yard” and who is wearing what reminds me of a Canadian Mountie hat, remains motionless (and slightly leaning forward) and gazing at two extraordinarily odd-looking twin young girls on the other side of the fence (yet none of these people had been seen just moments before). They all seem unrealistically ugly, looking almost like troll dolls (though more naturally human-like). Either the man is making fun of their appearance by somehow making his face look like theirs (and I do not consider how this would not actually be possible), or the girls can manipulate how someone else’s face appears (equally impossible) as well as somehow “freezing” the person they are gazing at (though not necessarily turning them to stone). I am not quite certain which is the case even in conscious afterthought though I am somewhat wary of going near the fence to get a better look at the bird because I also vaguely remember something about Stheno and Euryale, the Gorgons. There seems to be an offset scene where the girls make their faces completely blank (with no eyes, nose, or mouth) and the man seems in distress as his face becomes blank. He pulls his hat down while also seeming to pull at his hair as he seems to be bending forward more, perhaps against his will. The mother of the girls is nearby but her appearance is seemingly normal. Nothing much happens after this, just an unexplainable sense of caution.

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Unusual-looking or unidentifiable large “exotic” birds, though often with heron, egret, stork, or bittern attributes, are a fairly common feature in some dream types since early childhood. They often consistently have the same unusual mood or essence that is not present in other dream types.

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So, as I said, I'm starting a DJ here. Let's start from a last night's dream.

[dream]
I'm playing Super Mario Sunshine in a village-like level. I want to do a triple jump, jump once again from background character's head, bounce off of a tree and do another triple jump but I notice a standing pitchfork with a coin on top. I walked towards it and tried to reach the coin. I failed but managed to fall the pitchfork. I've suddenly got teleported from Super Mario to my basement in Minecraft. I opened up some machine's GUI and understood nothing from its interface. I then started to press random buttons. I saw three slots in a line. There was a purple snail in first and third slot. I've had a purple snail in my inventory and when I pointed my mouse on it, the text saying "matching" appeared. When I inserted the snail into central slot, it appeared upside-down and red instead of purple. The progress bar started filling. After the process finished, the snails disappeared. I didn't know what did that machine do.
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I've had problems with my dream recall not-so-long ago but it's coming back, when I started working on LDs again.

Morning of May 18, 2015. Monday.



I become semi-lucid and start to wonder about how I had gotten or just bought a lopsided ice cream cone I am holding or even whether in fact it is mine. This occurs in a mostly undefined area though possibly in Brisbane (and with a fleeting sense of nostalgia). It seems like I should eat it before it melts nonetheless. However, my dream becomes completely dark (and completely undefined) with a simultaneous increase in the sensitivity of touch (recurring event since early childhood). I reflect on how it is sometimes difficult to walk around in complete darkness and be able to communicate with people or even in fact avoid bumping into others (recurring concept since early childhood). After a short time, I realize that I cannot feel the ice cream cone in my hands and am annoyed about the wastage of money. There is a brief attempt to feel the ice cream cone even though it is not there - a sort of illogical concern over whether or not I am using the sense of touch correctly.

After this, abstract “realizations” come to mind. I am not sure if what I had was an elephant’s head, a map of South America or the lopsided ice cream cone - or perhaps all three due to them being the “same thing”. I falsely “remember” this being an early childhood situation that had occurred a few times in which there was also the “memory” of three sequential pages in a coloring book of an elephant’s head, a map of South America, and a lopsided ice cream cone and possibly several other “identical” shapes as well as perhaps the Eiffel Tower on the last page for no particular relation or reason. I try to remember upon waking if I had actually seen South America transformed into an elephant’s head in a Gold Key comic book “reader’s page” (where contributing readers sometimes sent drawings of faces made from an arrangement of letters from a word), but am not sure.

Note: This first entry felt as if it were actually hours long. My recall isn't perfect at the moment, but I will journal everything that I remember. Whenever I woke up, I wasn't sure how much time had passed. I feel now that my dreams in general and my Lucid Dreams are getting a lot longer and I also feel like I am a part of them now because of my constant self awareness.

1. I was inside of my house and it was pretty dark. More specifically, I was in my room, and my lights were off. I got up out of my bed(that's odd) and I was already lucid, there was no "becoming lucid" because I already was as the dream started. I walked out of my room and went into my sisters room to see what she was doing. She saw my in her doorway and got up and was really excited. "Kayla, I'm leaving" I tell her just because. I then walk out of her room and walk into the spare bedroom. As I walk down the hallway to get there I look through our large glass window at the front of our house. I see that it is nighttime and the moon is out. Once I get into the spare bedroom I look around and just really take in everything.
I notice that all of the windows in this room all have a glowing green outline and have no blinds for privacy. I decide that I want to try passing through things, something I haven't done before. I take a few steps back from the wall and run into the wall with the intention of going through it. Instead of passing through this wall, I end up running head first into it and slamming my head with a lot of force. I fall to the ground, but I don't feel any pain. I get back up and I hear my sister running towards the room I am in. "Cory, let me come with you!" she asks. "No, you're not coming with me" I tell her. She continues to beg and tugs at the sleeve of my shirt and also my arm. "Please Cory, please!" she asks continually. "No, I'm going by myself" I tell her again and again. All the time she is begging me and I am practicing trying to pass through the walls and windows.
I finally go to one window in the room, and it still has a glowing green outline. I face my back towards it and truly realize that I can pass through it with ease. I walk backwards and jump backwards into the window. I pass through it halfway and then get stuck. "What the crap?" I think to myself. I am now at a 45 degree angle hanging halfway out the window. Now my sister is tugging at my legs still begging to come with me. I put my focus on the window and eventually I get free and start flying. I land on the ground nearby to think. I feel extremely aware and focused, and it feels amazing. I start thinking of all of the things I can do. "I could close my eyes and teleport" I start thinking, "Or, I could see her!". I now know what I am going to do. I walk down my driveway from where I was standing at the gate and go onto my street. "Lets go" I tell myself.
I start running down my street with the intention to run with great speed, like the flash. Slowly, I start building up speed and find that I am going pretty fast. I look at the houses as I zoom past them, and it feels good. I keep running, but I decide that I am going to go somewhere far away. Still running, I jump and take off into the air and start flying in whatever direction I am facing. After a minute or so of flying really fast, I come to a town. In this town there are many buildings, houses, and even a big radar communications thing. It looks like a really nice suburban area. The streets here are wet with rain and it is still drizzling lightly. It is also still nighttime.
After landing on the ground, I start walking down the street in front of me. There are houses all along the left side of this street, and on the right side there is a basketball court and a park, as well as a parking lot that is full of cars. About halfway down the road, the basketball court, park, and parking lot end and there is an area full of apartments. This road was really long, so halfway down the road was a good walk. Once I do get halfway down the road, I see a green house with its front door open and many of the lights inside on. The lights inside are all pure white so it is really bright to the point where it is a prominent light source even outside. I walk in through the front door with one thought in mind, "I am going to find this girl" I tell myself.
As I walk in, I look around. The floor of the house is covered in wood flooring of a dark brown color and the walls are green. "[Her name] I'm here, I know you're hiding" I yell in a non-serious playful way. I hear the sound of people eating. I walk into the kitchen area of this house and I see 4 kids, all about 13 or 14 years old, sitting at the dinner table eating their food. They look at me momentarily and then go back to eating, not even caring that a random stranger is in their house. "Come on [Her name] I know you're here". All of a sudden, a man in his mid 30's/early 40's comes up to me. "What are you doing here?" he asks me. "I'm looking for someone" I tell him. I assume that this man is the father of the kids that are eating and also that this is his house. "I think this person might be upstairs" I say. "Ok, well lets check, no problem" he replies.
With that we turn the corner and walk up a series of very narrow stairs. Once we get upstairs we look in the master bedroom. As we walk inside of it, I see that this guy owns a huge television, and it is placed on his wall. It looks like its about a 70" or so. Just then, a woman walks up from behind us and comes to us. It's his wife. She gives me an angry look like she wants to kill me or something. "What are you doing here?" she asks in an angry tone. "I'm looking for someone" I tell her. Her husband confirms this and she still gives me a nasty look. She looks of Asian decent and her black hair is up in a bun. She is wearing a silk green chinese dress that has designs all over it.
Not being able to find this girl, I walk out of the house and go back onto the street. As I leave the house, I walk directly across the street into some grass just before the basketball court and parking lot. There is a wire fence that separates the basketball court from the road. I go up to the fence and look through it easily since it is just wire, and I see a guy that looks like he is having trouble with something. He is bending over and looks like he is working on his car. The odd thing is, this guy looks like a ghost kind of. His entire body is gray in color and is about 30 to 40 percent transparent. All of his clothes are also gray and the same percentage transparency. "Hey you need any help man?" I ask loudly since he is across the basketball court. He looks up from whatever he is doing and looks at me. His face is blank, he has no facial features and his entire head basically looks like slenderman but it doesn't look scary, it looks pretty cool. He is also wearing a baseball hat as well.
Since he doesn't respond I figure that he actually does need help. I figure since I'm not doing anything at the moment, it wouldn't hurt to help somebody out. I go up to the fence and try to jump over it by just jumping high enough to clear it. I jump up but I only jump a normal height's worth. "Wow, really?" I say to myself. I focus and jump up again, this time with the thought in mind, "I'll jump high, but not to the very top probably" and that is exactly what happened as I did so. As I land back on my feet, I look back at the basketball court and now I see at least 20 cloned versions of the guy that I was going to help. They are all walking around and playing basketball and what not. Suddenly they all stop and look at me, or at least it seems to be me. I then look to my right and left and see 20 more clones of this guy all standing and facing the other clones. Suddenly they all get water balloons and start throwing them at each other. I am in the middle of all of this.
I pick up a few water balloons and throw them over, but after that I leave the scene. I walk down the street even further and this time with the intention to find the girl I have a crush on. "Hey Gabby, where are you?" I yell out. Suddenly I see her walk out to the street from a house that I think she was in. I walk up to her and I realize how beautiful she is once more. Her eyes glimmer in the moonlight. I bring her close to me, and she does not object. Our eyes stay locked on each other this entire time, and it feels so magical. We start to kiss and as we do I hold her. After about 5 minutes or so of that make-out session, we stop and look at each other, still in the moment. "Gabby, your gorgeous, and I feel like we should start something together" I tell her. "I think we should too Cory" she replies. With that we hold hands and walk down the street. While doing so, I see not far ahead of us a line, and for some reason I get a feeling that we need to go to it.
We walk over to the line and I see that it is all of the people that are in our English class. I realize that everyone is in alphabetical order and that we need to get in line. Me and Gabby would stand right next to each other, but one girl, Julia is in between us. As we walk up to her to get to our spot in line, she notices that me and Gabby are talking somehow and tells me that I can stand in front of her so I will be next to her in line(what a big deal lmao). We stand next to each other and talk for a few minutes. Suddenly, the door to this building opens and everyone starts walking inside. As we walk inside, I slap Gabby's ass, knowing that it is probably too soon for that, but not caring at the same time because she has a nice ass. It turns out that this building is a classroom, at least on the first floor that we are on, and we all get into out seats. At this point, I know that Gabby has somewhat caused me to lose some awareness because of the pleasure that I felt kissing her and everything else. I now know that I need to perfect my self awareness even more. The dream continues on from this point for a really long time, and I mean really long.

Note: The time I was Lucid in this dream felt like hours long. At one point in the dream I even realized that I was going to have a hard time journaling everything because of how long it was. I also remember feeling a wave of various pleasant sensations during the dream that I have not felt before.

2. I was in my house, but it wasn't fully my house. Half of it was a mix of another house. I had just walked down the stairs to the living room. On my way down I encountered a kid a little younger than me and he was a bit overweight and had some sort of mental disorder. I felt sorry for him and wish that I could fix it. Anyways, once I got into the living room, I suddenly decided that I was going to sleep there tonight. From my kitchen a random girl walks into the living room where I am. She is petite and is wearing a short dress that is tight on her. She walks over to me and starts touching my body. I become lucid. My animal instincts take over and I take off her dress. We start banging right there on the floor and now she is fully naked.
[explicit] I grab her tits as we bang and she moans in pleasure. I remember thinking just how sexy her body was in general. All the while we are kissing and the entire thing is just really hot. We stop momentarily and she tells me to come outside in a few minutes for a surprise. I wait for a few minutes and once my dad randomly walks in the house, I walk outside. As I do, I see the girl from inside and she has tied herself down in ropes. Her appearance has changed a little bit and she now looks like a girl I know from school. I look her in the eyes in a seductive way and suddenly she turns into my sister. WTF? I am completely grossed out and disturbed and I walk back inside the house.