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Chocoholic
I am at Subway, it seems I have found a job working there. I am cleaning up some things in the back room, and I notice the ovens where the cookies are being baked. The timer goes off on one of the batches, so I open it up and look inside. The cookies smell wonderful, making me instantly hungry. I look around and confirm I am alone in the back room before taking one of the hot cookies and eating it very quickly, eating it before anyone can come in and catch me. It is delicious! I take another cookie and eat that one, as well… and a third. I decide I'd better stop before I eat the whole batch. I continue cleaning and then I find a fresh batch of fudge. I get myself a drink, the drink looks like one of the slushies sold at Eegee's, and then I drink a bit and help myself to some fudge. I am eating my third piece of fudge when I hear someone come in. I stick the fudge in my drink to hide it. The man who entered is the boss, so I am glad I hid the fudge. He is suspicious, though. He says he will taste my drink to be sure I'm honest. He tries it and then gets annoyed. He asks if no one had told me that he checks the drinks to be sure there isn't any stolen fudge in them. I say no, no one said that. I'm in trouble. He says then he will tell me how things work. I had better make sure to have my drink acceptable when he comes to test it, and that means more fudge! Put two more pieces in there, at least. I add fudge. He drinks some more, then gives the rest back to me. I finish my shift and leave. I decide to jog home, to work off those extra calories. I hate to jog…

A World Without Hope
I am in a dark place, I look around and it seems like everything is just animated, everything is just painted onto a fake background. There are people around me, but they are all just robots. They move like robots, talk like NPCs from video games, saying the same things over and over and over again. They never change their behavior based on what I do or don't do, it seems like nothing I do makes any difference at all. As I explore this place, all of the fake painted backdrops start falling down and breaking apart, leaving me in the middle of a vast empty void. Nothing exists in that void, nothing there is real. I am not real, at any moment I may completely cease to exist…

Bottomless Abyss
I am in a cold and dark place, there is only darkness in all directions. I am floating in the center of an infinite dark abyss, there is no sky, no ground, nothing at all to get my bearings from. I can't tell which way is up or down or to the sides. I move a bit and find it is like I am underwater. I figure I can find the surface pretty easily. I blow a bubble to see where it goes. It doesn't go anywhere. It floats in the endless darkness and pops, which seems weird. I start swimming in what feels like the upward direction. It feels like I am getting absolutely nowhere. I try to swim faster, but the idea of getting anywhere is seeming completely hopeless. I try to keep swimming but it seems as if I don't even have a physical body. As if I am completely dissolving into the surrounding black water, into the black abyss. I am nothing, I am the abyss.

End of Days
I am at the dinner table having dinner with several people I know have passed on. My brother and my grandmother are both there with us, we are eating what looks like a Thanksgiving dinner. We are all eating and talking in a happy way, things are like they always used to be when all of us were together. I don't notice that this is odd, but I am happy with the situation, enjoying their company. After dinner we go our own separate ways, I leave in the car to go visit Tigress. My brother is taking my grandmother somewhere, and my mother is staying home. On my way to see Tigress the entire place starts shaking, it is a massive earthquake… in Tucson?! The ground is cracking open, buildings are collapsing… everything is in chaos. I turn to head back home to check on my mother, but I am almost to Tigress' house by now and I stop by there. Her house and family are ok, though their neighbor's house has disappeared into a huge crevasse. Tigress comes with me when I head back home. Cars everywhere are in wrecks, I have to take the long way to get home. I get pulled over by cops. I am told that my brother and grandmother have been in a wreck and are dead. My house has fallen into a crevasse and been submerged in lava… my mom is dead. My kitties and puppies are dead. Everything is gone, what is the point in going on? I look up and see the moon is out during the day, it looks huge. The cop says that's what is causing the quakes and disasters everywhere, the moon is going to collide with the Earth. Is anywhere going to be safe? He says probably not.

Meteor
I am in my house, my mom and I are quickly gathering everything we can into the cars to head for a shelter. There is a giant meteor heading for Earth, and the shelter is the only chance we have to survive. We get the animals all loaded into my mom's car somehow, and mine is full of a bunch of our possessions. I am driving after my mother towards the shelter. I happen to think I need to check on my friends in the area to be sure they are getting to safety. I head towards Tigress' house, since it is closer to where I am right now. I find she has gone up to Mt. Lemmon for a hike. I head up the mountain, wondering what she is doing up the mountain when there is a meteor coming. That's the worst place to be at a time like this! I am driving up the mountain to try to find her. I see the meteor in the sky, it is getting closer. I wonder if there will be time to get to the shelter. I have to find Tigress first and also check on Alicia, do I have time to do that? I have to have time, I will make time.

Deadly Beauty
The Earth is host to visiting aliens from outer space, or maybe from another dimension. No one is entirely sure. These aliens are truly beautiful to look at, they are ethereal and floating in the air, formed up of a substance that looks simultaneously liquid and crystalline. They move with a fluidity and a grace that is practically hypnotic. They communicate mostly telepathically, but they sing in an auditory manner. Their voices are beautiful, as ethereal as their forms, as hypnotic as their forms. There is one man who is trying to communicate with them more than anyone else, he is a sort of liaison between humans and their race. Everyone looks to him to find out what the aliens are up to, what they are trying to communicate. He also seems to be totally mesmerized by the aliens. He is responding to the aliens as if he was their servant. He starts cutting the tips off of his fingers, crying out in pain as he does that. He asks the aliens verbally why they want him to cut off his fingers… they sing as a response, he keeps cutting himself. I try to make him stop doing that, he stabs himself in the gut and proceeds to disembowel himself. He lies on the ground coughing up his own blood, dying. The aliens are singing to me, telling me to cut my toes off. I figure I can block their music with my own. I use Metallica at high volume. It is effective. It also seems to disorient the aliens. I head back and tell others what I have seen, they don't seem hesitant to believe. Everyone will now use loud music as a defense, the deaf are naturally protected, and we will be able to fight back against these intruders.

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concert?

I was at a concert with some strange woman. I was watching someone young play guitar, but he was doing a bad job. but later he started sounded good and he looked like a younger version of myself.

It actually kind of confused me because I had been working on WILD a lot more than DILD, though I had a DILD first. However, I suppose that while I was primarily using WILD, there was probably some DILD/MILD work mixed in.

~Scene 1~
I'm crawling through this wire/mesh fence type thing, chasing someone. It's kind of like the COD: W@W final kill-cam format. I was kinda happy about that, since I wouldn't be getting shot. I'm shooting at him, and he's shooting at me, but neither of us is hitting. This goes on for about 5 seconds. After 5 seconds, time reverts to normal and the enemy starts running towards this big wall/building/fortress-thing. I run after him, but hundreds of little blow-guns pop out of the wall and shoot at me. I am hit only on my right arm for some reason. After that, i either faint or walk inside the building.

~Scene 2~
As I am in the building, I find out that it's like an Oklahoma Sooners or Oklahoma State-themed sports bar (I reaaaally don't know why). I see some high school-age kids that I feel like I am supposed to know them. They are working as waiters. Then I walk up this large flight of stairs to the second floor. I start talking to a waitress (that I don't know) and eventually the word "dream" came up. This got me started thinking, and eventually I become lucid. Then, about 3 feet below the ceiling, a little white, glittering orb spirals down from the ceiling and is absorbed into me. I then realize the full significance of my lucidity. I get really, really excited, so without thinking, I run towards this balcony outside. When I see sky above me, but am still on the ground, I jump up (hoping to fly before it ended) but sadly, and painfully, land on a table. I start to zone out of the dream, so I start rubbing my hands, though it is to no avail. I was WAAAAAAAAAAAAY too excited. I know what I'll be working on now.

1.) Quick dream, maybe only a few seconds. I am riding with my grandma in a car, going somewhere where there are a lot of cars on the side of the road to the left and the right. Suddenly, we look ahead to the right and see a tornado on the ground. The top of the tornado in the sky is odd looking; it is a ball. I try to pull the car over on the left side of the road, but I freak out and wake up, just as I realize it's a dream.

2.) Another quick dream. In this dream, one of my front top teeth are loose. I keep trying to push the tooth back into its place so it won't come out. For some reason, there are no dentists I can call. It's either late, or a weekend. The tooth eventually falls out, but it seems to be further on the side of my top row of teeth than I remember. When I smile in the dream, it looks like I have all my teeth. The missing tooth is just out of sight in my smile. I also seem to remember the tooth/teeth looking odd.

3.) In this dream, it is night time. There is a building in front of me that I must go do something at, not on the inside of it oddly enough, but on the outside side of it. I seem to remember it involving some type of water faucet. As I bend over to do whatever I have to do, I look up and see a very large black man standing over me, with the intent to hurt me. I beg him not to do anything, I offer him all my money/possessions, but he says nothing and either shoots or stabs me to death. The dream fades to all black, a peaceful feeling. I wake up then.

I have been neglecting my dreaming as I have been dealing with a lot of personal issues lately. My lover of over three years left me a couple weeks ago, and the emotional stress has had a negative effect on my recall. Anyways, here's what I remember from last night.

1. Standing in a crowd. There are important men at the front of the crowd who are addressing us. I know the men are important because of their serious looking security guards. I have a packet of peanuts, and I keep throwing handfuls at one of the men. Eventually his security sees me doing it and chases me out of the building. I run out the door onto the street and begin to climb the facade of the building.

2. I'm walking with two friends, but they are far ahead of me. There are yellow and white flowers everywhere. I gather yellow for one friend and white for the other.

3. Smoking from a pipe made of candy cane.

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When I became lucid, I became aware of why I had gone there and what was going on in the town I was in.
People were reportedly disappearing and coming down with very strange illnesses.
There was this man who was pretending to help solve crimes and aid in healing sick people but in fact, he was the cause of all these things going on.
I saw him with my own eyes when a very close friend I was in Dream with became 'deathly' ill after this man walked by us.
What he pretended to be was merely a very good glamor that changed his appearance to most people.. he was a very strong energy vampire.
After I healed my friend, he begged me not to do my job that was to stop this 'man'.
He was afraid I would get hurt when I tried to apprehend this fiend. He said "Don't you love me, why don't we just walk away from this and Wake Up"
Then went on to say for me to move where he was (he lives far away geographically from me). That is, if I wasn't in love with the guy I am dating any longer.
I was so shocked to hear by BF's name I woke.

Awake Non-Lucid

I'm in my grans house, on holiday. My mum, brother and cousins are here too. I go to take a shower, but before I start getting changed, my brother comes into the room.

I ask him to leave, but he refuses. "We're not supposed to let you be on your own. Too dangerous."

I frown. Is this some kind of joke? I ask again for him to leave the room. Soon my mum and cousins file into the room. I start shouting. No one will tell me what's going on. I get so wound up that I sit on the bed crying.

Sophie comes in. She sits next to me. "Who invited you?" I ask, sniffing quietly, glaring at my family who are talking amongst themselves.

"I invited myself I guess. I'm here to look after you." She smiles sadly. I get off the bed. Surely she's not in on this too? I start screaming at everyone, my vision blurring from tears. Everyone except Sophie leaves. I sit on the floor, my back against the bed.

"What the fuck is going on?"

My mobile starts vibrating in my pocket. I yank it out, quickly clearing my clogged up throat. "Hello?"

It's my mum. I forget she was in earlier and break down crying. "No one will tell me anything, is there something wrong with me?" Sophie rubs my back gently.

"Honey, you're going to hospital remember?" Hospital? I suddenly see a yellow sheet on the bed. I read it quickly. Anorexia? Bulimia?

I cry even harder. "You're s-sending me to a hospital for eating disorders? I-I don't have an eating disorder!" My mum says I've not been eating and throwing up. (I didn't eat for a few days because I'm sick. I ate something recently and just threw it up, I guess this is where the dream came from. My stomach's probably the size of a pea right now) "It's not like that!"

I glare at Sophie. "You're the one with the eating disorder! Why the hell am I going? What have you been saying?" I snarl at her. I hang up. "Just get the fuck out of here. Piss off, I don't want to see you."

She leaves and I just sit quietly, numb. I take a deep breath, and tell myself that it's just a misunderstanding. Though it would help if everyone would listen to me.

The door opens and a girl comes in. I recognize her as an actress. I sniffle, and she comes and sits beside me. She puts her arm around me, but says nothing.

"I really admire your work you know." I say, smiling slightly.

She squeezes my arm. "Thanks."

I also had a dream that Katy Perry was my roomie but I can't remember enough to write down. I kinda remember that she had blue hair, was really nice and dragged me out at early morning hours to run around fields and jump over fences..

4/16/11-First dream of the night, we are sledding down a snow hill really fast, don't remember much because I didn't care to write it down. We were modifying something about the sleds to change speed and other things.(around 2AM)
4/16/11-(around 4:00am)Right after I did WBTB I had this dream. I am playing League of Legends on the computer but my vision is blurred, and I died for some reason in the game. I walk to the door and back and wonder, why am I floating. Suddenly I become lucid. I attempt to rub my hands but there are boxing gloves covering them. It is dark in my room, so I go to turn on the light but I wake up.
4/16/11-(around 5AM) I am in the car with my parents going who knows where, and suddenly I become lucid. I attempt to rub my hands but, again, something is covering them. LOL. I wake up.
4/16/11-Not sure of the time. Pretty long dream I become lucid for about half of it. We are sitting in some restaurant, with different groups of people. My friend is talking to some girl. I become lucid and decide to leave. I remember looking at my hands and seeing it like in a dream situation, they are like flimsy and it is not real life colors. Everything is sparkly, always happens in my dreams. I notice this stuff and think to myself, "this is amazing". I meet some guy and apparently I felt like he was my dream guide. I wanted to try lucid *** so I ask him to help me find a hot blonde. He nods, and leads me into a room and shows me a picture of a girl inside a magazine. Im like this isnt any helpful, but pinch the picture with my hands and take it off like a projector. Then I use my hands to make it bigger, like an iPhone. I try to make it come to life but it wont. Then he leads me into another room, which is the girl my friend was talking to but she is alright, I wouldn't want to do stuff with her. So I say hi and leave. I ask my dream guide, "do you want to be my dream guide" and he says, "do i have to do alot?" and im like "kind of" hes like "meh whatever". I start waking up at this point. GREAT DREAM.w

There was a man with very dark blue skin that had what looked like a gold grid overlaying his skin.
As I stood there looking at him, I felt something was VERY wrong, like something was going to happen to him.
I yelled out "NO!!" in my "God-voice" but already he had fallen down dead, hit by something too fast for me to perceive.
As soon as he hit the ground, asteroids and meteors started falling to Earth, and earthquakes began shaking the planet.

So im lucid but i dont have much dream controll.
Im standing infront of a huge pool with lots of stuff in it. [I realise im in a dream now]
I look into the pool and i hear a voice telling me to go in and find the chest. So i dive in and the waters freezing, i yell out for it to be hotter then its to hot. finally i ask to turn it down a tad and it becomes just right. I start diving down expecting to have to come back up for air but i didnt need to breathe! so after awhile i decided this was stupid and i wanted to fly away. thats when the dream fell apart.
But amazingly i remained lucid!
For some reason im in my parents room so i look in there closet and i see all this chocolate(?) so i pick one up when i see three multi colored spiders there they look dangerous so i slam the door shut. Then i see the door getting hit from the side the spiders are on. [Im not to worried i realise its a dream i just dont have Dream Controll] so i run down stairs to my room and see my parents [DCs] on the way. While in my room a spider slips under my door so i throw a golf ball at it and it dies. [This carries on for like 5 minutes with different items always hitting the spiders] i get fed up so i run up to my living room and my dad [DC] is literally sitting infront of the TV and looks abit zombified so i assume he was bit by a spider. My moms fine. She asks if i want to see the movie "Wolf Man" wich ive already seen. She turns the preview on and all of a sudden im in the movie. Thats when the dream starts to fall apart i try rubbing my hands and spinning but no luck. As i quickly see other dreams flash around me i wake up

Before i became lucid i had the following dream:
[In school hallway with my friend Cam] Im in the hall way with Cam and all of a sudden some undercover cop approaches me and accuses me of something that i didnt do so i ran. After running around the school i arrived at the front office and settled the dispute with the cop. Then i headed back to the hallway. Cam was gone so i entered the caff. For some reason all these parade floats were going through so i went to my friend zach's table and we chilled with our friends for awhile.
[Dream ends]

I had just moved to a small rural town circa maybe in the 1800s. All people that lived here were divided into two "factions"
and I was living within one of the sects. The groups hated each other passionately, and had no trust to those in Other faction.
The town was torn in a battle between the two.

Unexpectedly, I saw someone that I had not seen in a VERY long time and I had not seen him before in this town.
After watching from afar for some time one day I walked up to him on the wooden sidewalk and called him "Roland"
wondering if he would know/recognize me. He told me that he is not called Roland any longer and now his name is ______.

I was drawn to him; even if I had not wanted to go him, I would still would have even knowing what would happen if I did.
Me talking to him caused an uproar within the group I was with, since he was not OF them.

Eventually the tension was too much for me to handle and I moved in with not-Roland.
As I was bringing my things into his house, and looking around he started saying to me
that no lady living within his house would ever be harmed, talked down to or made to do anything that that did not wish to do.
This was so they would have more time to devote to whatever does move them; the numerous inner drives that motivate in directions unknown.
I understood, now, why he was considered dangerous.. this was not the way of the town.

One day, I was looking through his books and came across one that looked more like a diary. I resonated, like I had an inner vibration going through me, at the sight of this book
although I was a little wary of opening it. What I saw inside was a page with "I will look across time and smile at you fondly" in my own penmanship/handwriting.
It was a love letter to my Beloved that I had written..lifetimes ago as I was dieing. I had known I would see him again.
Somehow, he had kept it.

(this was a lucid dream..but it felt like at the same time, I was re-enacting a past life. My awareness was me now..interwoven with me..then.
The man's name now/presently was the only part I could not recall as I wrote this out)

When I became lucid
I realized I was at a doctor's office, explaining that I had a pain in my back that seems to go straight through me and out my solar plexis.
I had a man with me in the room whom I know well and trusted. A few minutes before both of the ones I came here with had been standing guard outside the room,
but one had rushed in after they had felt my confusion and distress.
The woman doctor first touched my back where the pain was and then asked to lay back on the table so she could look/touch my solar plexis.
She began to ask me questions which was hard for me to answer being I was drugged and very out of it.
Before I knew it, the doctor started putting restraints on my legs.

I looked at one of the men that had brought me here and I hollered out telepathically to him "get me the hell out of here!"
Of the two men with me he was younger and had blondish hair. He asked the doctor to leave us for just a moment.
As soon as she walked out the door, the other man rushed in having 'heard' what was going on. He was someone I knew...that I Trusted and Loved dearly. He picked me
up off the table and asked if I could walk. I could. We came out of the office door, his left arm around me and in his right hand he held a gun.
Slightly behind me and to the left was the other man (guard) who was heavily armed.

Everyone in the office was shocked as they ushered me out of the building. At one point I had thought there would be a gunfight
when one of the office's security guards saw us and the guns.
He just stood there frozen in place. The man that held me up looked at the scared security guard in the eyes
and said into his mind :Be calm. We are just leaving:

Afterwards, we lurked around outside in the parking lot. The building we had left now had hundreds of people standing around it. I was waiting for
someone to come out of the building but why I was there still I don't recall. An ex of mine was the look-out, standing just around the corner of the building by the door,
so I would not have to get too close to the crowd and possibly caught again. I was still feeling drugged a little.

The next thing I knew, I am sitting on a stage.I am about to be interviewed in front of a large crowd.
I am wearing the same clothes as I had been in the "doctor's" office;
a sleeveless dark red velvet dress. I looked at it wondering if it was stained from what had happened earlier. I looked out into the crowd and there were hundreds of people out there.
The first question I was:
"Can you explain for us what had happened earlier in your own words?"

I sat there and thought about what I was going to say for a minute..all of it true but it was not necessary for all the people to know..
that the scheme had been political. That the 'doctor' hated me and was very jealous of my position in the government and that the plan was to have me "disappear"
in a private hospital for several years.
I thought about asking the interviewer what she thought would happen if the person who loved her most in the world saw SHE was in danger.
What lengths would be gone to to save HER...

What I did say, after a lot of thought was "NO, I really can't."

Notes: 'Warning' and 'UKJp' stemmed from my hobbies, mainly being involved with fanfic in fandom, both English and Japanese.

I recorded all these with my iPod Touch by hooking up my earbuds, opening the voice recorder app and just clicking the record button whenever I woke up with a dream! It worked beautifully. Before, I was struggling with getting anything more than keywords down so this is an exciting breakthrough.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

04.16.2011

Warning (Non-lucid)

Mom was about to read a fanfic. There was a column of something online, but later there were three. There were warnings on the link titles at the top of the columns, you had to hover to read them. It wouldn't show them though, it would just show the title of the link. So I went into the source code to find it but it was all in Japanese. I found the line of English, and it had a word with a colon plus the warnings. It said that the story had scat, though I remember thinking that it wasn't quite that. I tried to warn her but she got angry at me. It was like the dreams where we fight or she's crazy. I cried but she didn't care. Honestly I just wanted to help, I didn't mean anything by it. I think this somehow involved my sister, like mom was looking over this for her.

Beach Contest (Non-lucid)

Me, my sister and my aunt were going to the beach for some kind of challenge that was going on. When we went we were worried that it wasn't actually going on then but what we saw when we got there reassured us. Even though I think it had something to do with there being more people, there actually wasn't that many there.

We're walking along the beach and there's feces on the ground. I think I point it out. My aunt starts running ahead and me and my sister run after. I try to avoid the feces but my sister doesn't at first. There's a dog running ahead of us, probably the one making the mess, and I get the feeling it's ours. It was a light brown and reminds me of a mini Cerberus from Eyeshield 21. XD We kind of halfheartedly call out after it.

I know at some point we go to a picnic table. My aunt gets up on the bench to the right and starts dancing. I get up on the top and notice some type of canopy overhead. I decide to leave the spot for my sister, though I worry how she'll stand without hitting her head. I go to the left bench to dance.

There are peanut butter M&Ms, but I point out to my aunt how weirdly shaped they are. They were big and kind of mutated. I think there was another kind of candy and we were trading, or she reached over and ate a piece of mine.

At some point there were these guys, part of the contest and against us, I remember seeing them in the water. I was shy but my sister went up to talk to them. Apparently there was this gum stuff keeping us together and it came off. I was shocked and swam really fast after her, though I hesitated for a second because in RL I can't swim and the water there seemed deep. But I had no trouble in the dream. My aunt was somewhere behind us. I remember the gum stuff got stuck to somebody's leg and I didn't want to pull it off because it'd hurt.

I was able to see myself, at least my face, as if from the sky. My hair was shorter, maybe a bit over my shoulders. It was dry from having been wet, and had my blond streak in it. I think I looked younger.

UKJp (Non-lucid)

England x China, fanfic chapters 1, A, 2 and 3. Deja vu.