I just wanted to sleep...been dozing off all day. Last night was the first night in a long time I remember not randomly waking up. I remember something about trying to get a device fixed in an office, and because I didn't file the report, it obviously got worse. There was something else about Rocco Botte and zombies. The part I do remember however.... Involved me at some bar. I was sitting at a table with AM, and I was trying my hardest to hook up. From the looks of the table, she's had like five rum and cokes, and there's no telling where I'm at, but I have a feeling the place is going to be closed soon. I went in for a kiss on the cheek, and got denied. "Oh no, I just saw you as a friend", she explains after pushing me away. I got up and headed towards the door. I needed some food because I don't know how drunk I thought I was. This one guy had pizza on his table, but all of it had been half eaten. I head outside, and it's daytime. Not only that, the cannon goes off, and I have to salute the flag because it's going down. I see some people in airforce uniforms walk off while the flag is still being lowered and I'm just shocked. There a group of people who also start walking before the song ends. WTF is up with these people? Anyways, I need a pencil and there are a bunch on this stair case. Some woman starts talking to me and ask me about myself and what not. I tell her that I'll be getting out of the Army in a few days, and getting into school. We go back and fourth about my choices as far as my curriculum is concerned. I don't know if she's just hating on the fact that I'm trying to better myself, or just happens to be a negative person.
The last week has been quite stressfull. I'm going to live abroad for quite some time and I'm departing this weekend. I've been pretty restless because of this major event and although I still have dreams, I don't write them down in my DJ. I'll resume my DJ when I've accomodated in my new country.
Me and a few of my friends are running away from a guy, we end up running into a cave/tunnel. We hear a massive bang and realise that the guy chasing us has a big pick axe. We start to run, I can hear him behind me, he is getting closer and closer. Suddenly, we all stop running as it all goes silent and we cannot hear footsteps or the sound of the pick axe crashing on the tunnel walls. I stand there for a minute, then all my friends are gone, they just vanish into thin air. Alone, I begin to walk through the tunnel, trying to find my way out. Then I hear a bang and start running again. As I am running, I am being shot at by arrows from the walls. One pierces me in the eye. My vision goes black, but I feel no pain.
So the first two dreams happened two nights ago but haven't gotten around to writing them up here. The first one starts with me driving over a mountain and then parking outside a house. Across the street was a man and I got out of the car opened the back door and pulled out a baseball bat from the back seat. I started walking over to the man and he pulled out some crabs which he was going use use as weapons. When I got closer he ran away. I started hitting a wall and chipping off some concrete. I was swimming in a pool with a group of people. Someone through a knife and I had to duck below water to avoid being hit. When I came up the girl who threw the knife was laughing and said it was accident. I didn't believe her but kept swimming in the pool. I turned around and ducked below water. I saw another knife fly above my head and I knew she wanted to kill me. I then felt someone standing on me and not letting me swim back to the surface. I became scared and started to panic because I was running out of breath. Then I woke up. Last nights dreams.. I started off in a prison or castle and I felt like I was playing a computer game. I crept into someones room and started to steal things from the book shelf. When I took them they just vanished like they would in a computer game. I kept looking around the room and saw a gold skull. I zoomed in on one of the eye holes and there was nothing in there so zoomed out and zoomed in on the second. There were two red dots which I thought were spider eyes. I zoomed out and zoomed in on another hole in the skull. There was a black and white bug and he said, "I'm going to hack you!". He then started to unzip his body. I zoomed out and ran to the window. I jumped out and rolled off the roof onto the street. There were many tall buildings and it felt a little futuristic. I started walking with a friend. The street changed into a main street of Adelaide and we were going to a club called "The City". We came past a bar and my friend wanted to go in. Hanging outside was another friend I haven't seen for a long time. He had grown a very full beard. I was very happy to see him and started jumping up and down, shaking his hand and saying, "It's so awesome to see you!". We decided to go into the bar but a bouncer stopped us and asked, "How many drinks have you boys had". "3 or 4". I replied. "How can it be 3 or 4! You've either had 3, or you've had 4. Which one". It was said suspiciously. I said back. "We had 1 beer a few hours ago, then had 3, so it averages out to be about 3 or 4 standard drinks. I'm not sure if we should say 3...or 4." Everyone was very impressed, and the bouncer let us in. The bar was quite classy. There were chairs going all the way round the main bar in the middle. We walked to the back and it turned into a Thai restaurant. The food was already per-packaged into plastic bags and the shelves were stocked topped to bottom with the these bags. I started to focus on a photograph on the wall of the inside of a bus. There was a dead body of a boy who had been shot. There was blood all over the bus. I couldn't stop looking at it. I was thinking to myself, that's a lot of blood for one person. And then I saw the driver was also dead and had been shot. I was then overlooking the bus as it drove out of control down a hill and crashed over the edge of small cliff.
After failing my WILD and getting some tips from Forceez, I tried to get some sleep. I had one dream, vivid and long too. Detention Non-Lucid: It's night in my high school. I'm going to my locker and realize I'm shirtless. I see some article of clothing lying in front of my locker, obviously must be my shirt. I pick it up, play around with it, they are red gym shorts. Time rewinds, I'm walking to my locker again. My brother is there, along with a bag of dirty clothes and a bag of dirty towels. (these are here because our washing machine is currently broken in real life) I pick up the bag of dirty towels but we're stopped by a bald man, he's taking us to a classroom that has a TV in it. We sit down, there's another person in the room but I down give them any thought. I ask him why he brought us here. He says he is on the police force, and that he is holding us here to show us what our crimes are doing (even though I haven't committed any of these crimes). The video plays, and I take the role of one of the people in the TV. It's night, I'm manning a gun on some sort of armored car. I think we are in Mexico, most likely tracking down drug cartels. The car in front of the one I'm in shoots into the windows of the buildings we are driving next to. Blood splats onto the windows. This continues for a short time until I find myself somewhere unknown. I'm no longer in the video, I'm in an abandoned house. I walk outside. (This area seems to be reoccurring, either that or I've visited this area in this one dream more than once and forgot) There's no grass here, in front of me is a pit (man made, more like a moat) beyond this is the town I know. A voice speaks to me, of a girl I know, she says "Truman can see it every time, crazy right?". I instantly know what she's talking about. On the far right of the pit is a barely visible staircase hidden by a bush and half buried. I run up it. I'm now behind a shed the shed has an opening in the back large enough to squeeze through. I do just that. I'm no in a little undeveloped area. Teleport again, I am in a shop. I realize I have to get back to that classroom or the officer is going to be pissed. I run out, it's raining, as I'm crossing the street (four way intersection) every single car stops. The rain stops falling too, and instead just floats where it was. I'm now running in slow motion, this is extremely frustrating for dream me. In front of me I see a Russian/gypsy woman crossing in front of me. She is speaking in gibberish and seems to be cussing at me (that was actually pretty creepy for me). Teleport again, I'm at the school. It's daytime now, but I don't care, I need to get to that classroom. But my friends will stop me, I have to avoid them. I go behind a large dumpster (that isn't there in real life) and as I'm about to make a run for is, two friends of mine (we'll call them John and Rachel) suddenly pop up in front of me. "HEYY JENOS! WHAT UP?!" they're smiling like the actors from the Truman Show. I shout at the top of my lungs "Get out of my way, I need to get inside!!" I run inside. The dream ends here and enters into another one.
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A VIOLENT ATTACK (Re-occurring Dream) It starts with me walking down the path from my house. I am going to the shop. When suddenly this boy appears. Sometimes its a guy i know, (ex-boyfriend) and sometimes a complete stranger. He confronts me and stands right in my way, blocking my path and not allowing me to pass him. He tries to convince me that I should go with him. When he finds that I refuse and will not, he turns violent. He grabs hold of me and pulls me behind a bus stop and throws me onto the bench. He forcefully rips and pulls at my clothes, like a raging animal until I am completely naked. He then pushes me into the corner of the bench, which is completely hidden by the bus stop, so no one could see us. He pushes his body against me and pushes me so hard into the bench, that I can feel the nails. Then he starts to lick me down below, roughly and aggressively. I try to hit and him and push him away, but I am not strong enough. He holds onto my wrists and arms and pushes himself against me. Then he begins to undo his jeans and rapes me. It really hurts. I am screaming at the top of my voice, but no one comes to my rescue. I could feel my nails sinking into his skin, clawing and biting at him to let go. But the harder I struggled, the harder he would push down on me. I felt pain everywhere in my body and could feel myself bleeding from the grip he had on my wrists. I don't remember him leaving, but I remember being left alone at the bus stop, naked and in pain. My body was cut and scraped from the wood on the bench. Someone came and found me, I don't know who, but they called an ambulance. I remember seeing my attacker sitting at a table, just behind the bench, like he was still watching me - he looked like he was playing chess. When the ambulance arrived, it looked like a kiddies miniture ice cream van. They tried to put me on the stretcher, but it was to thin, and I kept rolling off. I woke up shaking!
Dunno why, but all my dreams seem to have been deleted from my DJ, so I,ve copied and pasted them back in. Strange. WELCOME TO MY DREAM JOURNAL!' DATE: 31.05.06 MYSTERIOUS DOORS I was walking down a long corridor which was pitch black, i couldn't see a thing! I came to a clearing, where there were thousands of white doors, in a circular room. There was also one red door in the centre of the room, leading back out to the room again- wierd! I heard a sound that sounded like sceeching. I ran for the first door i came to, opened it, and it slammed behind me! I saw a bright light and then woke up! When i awoke, i was quite dissapointed that i woke up, as i wanted to find out what the bright light was! 27.06.2006 MY FIRST LD- (YYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYY!!!!!) YAY MY VERY FIRST LD! :vibes: 'RUNNING THROUGH FIRE' I was running along a path, I could feel the wind slapping me across my face as I ran and I could hear the loud chirp of the birds-it felt so real! Anyway, I was running along this path and I came to two other paths leading off other ways. One path led to a huge hole in the ground, and the other led to a meadow-but this one was blocked by fire! I knew I was only dreaming, so I decided to run through the fire. It was amazing! I stood in the fire and ran my hands through it making pretty patterns within it. I felt like i was standing there for hours, but I knew that I wasn't! I ran through the remaining fire and realised that I was in the meadow I had seen through the fire. I tried to fly-no joy- I woke up! mood: exstatic Spirit 04.07.2006 A WEIRD WEDDING Well it starts with me in my dad's house, getting ready to go out with my friends, Justine, Valerie, Lena, Nigel and my sister, Claire. We all end up going to this sort of small cafe/restaurant. Nigel offers to pay and we all order prawn cocktail, but after they've made it, I change my mind and ask for a prawn salad instead. It is supposed to be my wedding day, so Nigel took us all out for lunch before the big ceremony. But, deep in my heart I know that im just pretending to get married and I try and think up an excuse of how I am going to get out of this situation. Then I am back in my dad's living room, I am in my wedding dress, which is black for some reason, and people are giving me all sorts of wedding presents. The only one I can remember is getting a blender, although I can't remember who from. My mind goes blank after that. Mood: Apprehensive 08.07.2006 3 short dreams WOW, for the first time in this hot weather, I have managed to remember more than one dream in a night- YAY! :vibes: Here goes, 3 short dreams lol MUM'S WORK I was on the way to meet my mum at her old workplace. When I got there, I went up the stairs as I usually did, but then I found I had to jump back down, down a very steep ledge, but I managed it. I came to my mum's office and she wasn't there. I turned around and a woman told me that I was early, and that my mum didn't finish work till five. She told me to wait in the waiting room, which was kind of like a garden. I sat down on the deck chair, where this woman was doing a painting, next to me. I told her that it was very good and asked her if she liked art. She said nothing and just carried on painting. School Art Exhibition-GCSE I remember walking down a long, dark corridor and finally coming to an opening where the GCSE Art Exhibition was. I looked around for my work and found it on the right hand side of the room. I remember feeling quite pleased with myself. Then my head of year came up to me and told me that my work was amazing and said that my ideas were really original. JIVE DISCO-ENCOUNTER WITH STRANGERS I was at a Jive dancing disco and I had for some reason, some suspicion that two of the people there, (a man and a woman), were deliberately taking young girls and children. I decided to investigate, but they somehow found out what I was doing and tried their best to catch me. The last thing I remember is seeing the both of them sail off in a boat together and in myself I felt relieved. 12.07.2006 2nd LD - Reaching for the stars YAY!!! 2nd Lucid Dream. REACHING FOR THE STARS! :vibes: Well, it starts with me, my best mate J and someone that I don't like very much, in a dark, empty room. I am making out to this guy, that I am blind, even though I know that I am not! Weird!!! As the dream moves on, I end up lying with this guy and I seem to be acting as his girlfriend-something that I would never ever ever want to be in my life. It was then, I became lucid. We all moved into a much darker room, and I could see all the stars above my head, and it was then, I just got the feeling that I wanted to fly up and grab the stars. So I did! However, as I was about a second away from reaching the star, I woke up to my alarm! Ahhh well, at least I was lucid LOL!!!! 21.08.2006 YAY!! I WAS LUCID AGAIN __FLEW FOR THE FIRST TIME! I was standing on a cliff, and jumped off it, half way through falling, I became lucid. As I was falling, I said to myself that I could fly, and I did! It was an amazing experience, I flew through the clouds in the sunset-it was beautiful. I became Superwoman, and flew at the speed of light. Then I woke up Mood: happy 2 SMALL DREAMS: GOLDEN CRYSTAL I was in a jungle type forest place, and I was in a race to get to a golden crystal. I found it and it glowed feircely. I then realised that I had to re-live years 10 and 11 at school. Mood: exciting SEXY SECONDARY SCHOOL DANCE I was dancing in fish net tights, a bodice and high heeled tap shoes, in my primary school, but all my secondary school teachers were there. I was thinking that everyone would think that this would be a crap dance-but everyone loved it! I did some tap dancing, and then two of my teachers performed a drop in dance form, and I tried to encorporate it into the dance. Mood: strange
I was playing a game (it looked like Torn) and my energy and morale was depleted. I ate some kind of mushroom and to my surprise it replenished everything. I used half of my energy on getting some material. Then I decided to explore the world. I was standing on an asphalt road. To my right I saw a shallow river and in front of me was a bridge that hung right above my head, across the river. I moved like it was google streetview. I had a few options and if I wanted to move, I rapidly went a little farther. I went under the bridge and I saw a lot of stuff laying around. Mostly junk. I picked up an old couch and some car parts. I then had the choice to go to a castle or to follow a bright and pretty road. I chose the road but it wouldn't let me and I wound up in the castle anyway. I saw Phoebe and Piper (Charmed) vanquishing a demon with a top hat. They took his hat off before he disappeared and wondered if the hat would disappear too. It didn't so they were relieved. I could see a different demon. It didn't feel like he was evil but he looked a bit like Voldemort. He was worried because that other demon stole his hat and was planning to do something with it. The charmed ones gave him the top hat in return for some behavior he had to change. I was on a meadow with many people standing around. The sunlight was orange and made everything look pretty. I was sitting behind a desk with my laptop on it. A guy with orange hair (I'm sure it wasn't the reflection of the sunlight) on the sides of his head. He was bald on top of his head. He was skinny and seemed friendly. He asked me if he could do some programming on my laptop. I agreed and opened notepad. First he told me what to type. I wasn't sure if I did it right but he said "well done!" and smiled so I guessed how to do it correctly. I backed away from my laptop and let him do the rest. At the end he made a mistake. I could see he misspelled a word. A woman next to him told him. He didn't really like the way she said it (neither did I) so he was stubborn and tried to look for mistakes himself. He used speed reading sofware to read it. I asked: "wow, you speed read too?". It was an attempt to make him notice we had something in common. He said yes and simply continued. I started to really like him and got so excited it woke me up.
I stood up from the bed just known that its LD. The house was mine but with the new furniture. Husband lied on the sofa and kid played on the floor. Count the fingers. Went to other room ad wanted to move back in time and to see me standing from the bed and counting fingers. I fall down on the back and stood up. Nothing. I did it several times. I cried loudly about moving in the past - nothing. I did it several times too. I made portal in the floor - and moved into the room with husband and kid, but without second me...I went through the wall and back into the room - nothing. I was upset in the dream end went to real
Successfully woke up at 1 A.M. no dream recall at all and ran into some trouble. WILD attempt #4 Awake: My alarm wakes me up at 2 A.M. 2 hours after I fall asleep (had some trouble sleeping). I feel awake, too awake after only 2 hours of sleep. I get up, go to the fridge and pull out some juice and take a swig. I look at the window. Snow, the first of the season. it looks peaceful in our little neighborhood. I go back to bed. It's been four minutes since I've woken up, perfect according to many guides. I put my earphones in and turn on the white noise, lie down... still. I do this for an hour and get absolutely nowhere. Tonight was especially frustrating, I'm hoping for better ones in the future.
I wouldn't call it much of a nightmare, but it wasn't the nicest setting. I was at an old school, but I've never gone to this school, all I know is that my friends are there. Friends from a longer time ago, like middle school, there isn't much going on. I wander the halls, seeing people I know. Not talking to them, and not being talked too. The greatest memory/high point of this dream is I was standing in a hall way. Looking down, I was at a door, much like an office in the main office itself. The hall leading to the reception desk maybe, and to my right an open door. That's about all I can remember. But it is a fragment, for I've had several other dreams like this, all in different settings, but I have no idea what they mean.
I had the craziest dream the other day, I can't find out what it means. All i know is it was so real. This had to be when i was in a deep sleep to about the time i was going to wake up. I remember waking up and turning my alarm clock off, and i went straight back to sleep. I was on a hard surface- pitch black, couldn't see anything, i couldn't move, and i heard a fan on the ceiling. not just a normal fan- but a rather heavy duty one, one made of a nice hard metal suited to last for a long time. I also heard my heart, beating very fast and loud. I also felt it- it hurt a bit, a sharper pain not a heart attack or nothing, but was simply too fast.I don't want to make the dream stop- but to find out what it means. Also- after waking up I didn't have any pain or anything, it just scares me. Is this a good thing, or bad? I'm no professional so i don't know how exactly to translate my dreams into meaning. As for my reasons behind not wanting to make them stop- maybe it means something and by getting further and further I'll find my answer.
Can't remember anything last night sadly. Oh well, tonight should be better! Happy dreaming!
I wake up; my mom comes rushing in the room packing stuff into a suitcase. I ask her why she is packing stuff up. She tells me that the Africans are taking over. I don't freeze with fear, I start packing all of my stuff into a bag pack. I look through the window and see the Africans closing in on us. I then begin to rush towards the door. While rushing towards the door I realize that I don't have my iPod. I run back to pick it up. While running out of the door I see some large Africans walking up the stairs holding boxes. I scan the area to find my brother and notice slowly walking down the stairs on the other side of the building. We meet up in the parking lot. While in the parking lot we run and end up at my grandma’s house miles and miles away from my house. All of my family is in my grandma's. It kind of feels like a party. I ask my grandma where T and B went. She says they are in my room. They both run out like party animals and I get energized and forget my house has been taken over. Then I began to mock T because he’s wearing summer clothes in winter. He tries to defend himself from the mocking but just gives up. Somehow my mother, brother, and I manage to make it back to my house. I see Africans rambling and moving stuff around in my room. Then I go up the stairs and burst through the door. When I enter I go on a crazy rampage eventually making the Africans retreat.
at club goes kinda outside club one of those digital posters like at 24 fitness navigating to look through pictures i was trying to find pictures of the panda girl while doing this i can see inside the club and i see the events from that night as if i am having an oute body experience i see myself viet and the others partying and dancing in the same area back to the digital poster, i seem to get into an argument with someone, like he wanted to use the poster, but i did not let him. i almost threatened him into fighting turns out that he backs off then teaches me how to use that thing we navigate through pictures, i see a pic of me kissing the panda girl from the back he shows me how you can rotate the picture so you can see at different angles it feels like i am standing at an atm using this, and there are people behind me i turn around to look at the people in line and i see the hodge twins i stop what i'm doing and say to them very enthusiastically, hey i watch your videos every day! you're keith right? i procede to shake their hands and ask for a picture. there was one other person with them that would take the pics. he had a polaroid camera and was snapping away a lot of pictures at once, after this i give him my phone and ask if he can use it. i tell him to hold down on the button until it focuses then let go. as i am standing with the twins, we do funny poses like flexing and shit. the guy could not figure out my phone.
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