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When I woke up after having the dream about the Gant Bees, I was lying in bed under the covers on my stomach--the same position I fell asleep in. It was kinda dark but I could see enough to notice that I had two left arms!! I pulled my arm closer to me and looked at the other one which lay motionless. I was partly out of my body.

I sat up, threw back the blanket, and quickly looked around the room, forgetting to check and see if I was actually out of my body. It was kinda dark but it looked exactly the same as the real thing. Then I woke up and did the exact same thing again. The only difference being it was morning and the sun had come up. I laid back down and pulled the blanket up over my head and closed my eyes but didn't go back to sleep because it was nearly time for me to get up and go to college.

Subconscious Chatter

I heard my subconscious chattering away as it usually does right after waking up in the mornings and laying in bed with my eyes open or closed. It said "God, that's not going to work on me." I'm like "huh?.." Usually I'll hear a voice speaking but am unable to tell if it's mine or somebody else. Other times I'll see words or sentences flash before my eyes if I have them shut or I'll see a word or sentence and hear a voice read it to me while I'm wide awake. The way it reads these sentences is not how I read them. So, I thought that was kinda strange.

When I hear these voices, they usually answer a question I've been pondering about the previous day, or they'll answer a question I asked myself while lying in bed. And other times, it'll say something totally random but with a hidden meaning. This crap started near the end of 2011 but I actually think it's kinda cool. Either I'm going insane or the world is about to end.

Back to sleep. I'm walking down a dirt road through a forest. I come to a small off-road clearing of sand. At this point, I am am fully lucid. I decide to try to summon my dream guide by calmly calling out to them. I didn't want to overexert myself and wake myself up. No one came.

I continued walking until I came to a narrow path with walls made of wood on both sides of it. Before I entered the path, I looked around and saw two fat women sitting at a table with a laptop in front of each of them. They were also wearing headphones and they were tracking the movements of some drug cartels via satellite. I reached into my back pocket and pulled out a device that allowed me to time travel. I checked the date and it said the year was 2080 something. I forgot the month, day, and time. Then I warped.

I arrived in the exact same area and checked it again. It now reads September 9, 1923. I looked around a bit. The women weren't there, of course, and the path looked plainer. But it had these logs sticking out of the dirt walls which were wooden in the future. I decided to go and see where this path led. As I exited the path on the other side, I saw a small, partly destroyed city, with these humongous bees flying over it and terrorizing the townspeople. Those bees were bigger than cars.

The people were killing these bees by throwing giant red strawberries at them... These strawberries were about 4 ft. in height but very light. I know this because I remember throwing one at a bee. Whenever they threw a giant strawberry at one of these bees, the bee would grab it with its legs, stick a stinger into it, and use up their stinger, which in turn killed the bee. The townspeople were stacking bodies of giant bees in a pile in the center of town. I woke up.

A similar music track played during the training part of this dream:


I'm some sort of private investigator, and I'm searching for evidence with 2 coworkers in an apartment.
I quickly realize that I don't seem to have any gloves on me and ask one of my friends to give me some.
After putting on the gloves I go to the kitchen and start opening all the cabinets.
I wonder what I'm looking for...

"Hey, what are we looking for again?"
"Are you serious?"
"Uuh... yeah..."
"*sigh* we're looking for a quantum accelerated pipe."

... wait what?

"Like, for smoking?"
"For smoking weed, yes."

A quantum accelerated... wtf?
I keep searching and end up finding the most glorious of smoking devices I have ever seen.
It seems to be made out of some sort of glass and it glows in all kinds of colors, depending on how you angle it against the light.
But then finally it dawns on me... a quantum accelerated pipe... yeah... right...

I rub my hands and further investigate the pipe.
I am sad to find out that it isn't loaded. I would have loved to smoke some weed.

I remember that Yuya told me that I should break out of the dream plot when I become lucid.
Oh! And she wanted to teach me about time dilation!
I become very excited and quickly teleport myself to Teraluna.

I end up in a flower garden. Yuya is attending to some flowers right in front of me.

"Yuya Yuya Yuya"
"Hi?"
"Hi! Time dilation and stuff!"

She grins.

"Calm down! You're going to wake up."

Right...
After attempting to get myself into a calmer state I take a look at my surroundings.
The flower garden is beautiful. All of the flowers are very colorful and they smell great.
I touch and smell some of them until I decide that the dream is perfectly stable.

"So... the thing you call time dilation."
"Yes!"
"Well, for starters it isn't really time dilation."
"I guess. I couldn't think of a better word to describe it."
"Right. So, there's quite a few ways to approach this."
"I'm pretty sure I know which way works best for you, but first of all we need to work on something else."
"Oh?"
"Well, it's sort of directly related."
"Sure, what is it?"
"Your awareness in dreams."
"I've noticed that you sometimes are extremely aware when you're here, but only for short periods of time."
"You experience awareness in short bursts rather than continuously"

I quickly realize that she's spot on about that.

"Yeah, now that you mention it, it's pretty bad."
"Good, so first of all I am going to show you a technique to hold a certain level of awareness."
"Great!"

She drops the flowers.

"Let's go for a walk!"

We walk through the flower garden and talk some more about time dilation.

"Alright, stop!"
"Hm?"
"I want you to tell me the color of each flower on the plant we just passed, without looking."
"Err, sure? Let's see... it was green, yellow, blue, yellow..."
"No, you're cheating."
"I am?"
"You're using your sense of global awareness to tell what color they are without looking, what I need you to do is to remember what color they are."
"What? All of them?"
"Yes! I want you to remember every single detail of what you experience."
"Let's keep walking and pay attention."

This is going to be hard... like, really hard.
Is it even possible to do this?

"Sure it is, especially since you're dreaming. Remember when I told you the difference between focusing on something in waking life and in dreams?"
"Oh yeah, that's right."

I focus really hard on everything I see, even the smallest of details, and try to take mental note of them.
We walk past a similar plant, with approximately 50 flowers on it.

"From top to bottom, go!"

I try to remember and surprisingly, accessing my memories feels natural and easy.

"Red, red, yellow, blue, yellow... err, ultraviolet?, red, blue, blue..."

I keep going through about 20 of them until Yuya stops me.

"Hey hey, awareness!"
"What? Was I wrong?"
"No, but you're neglecting your awareness. Have you noted the details of the things we just passed?"
"Oh... oops. Wow, this is hard."
"Haha, see, just memorizing and remembering is easy."
"What I want to teach you is to remain aware of your surroundings, even if you are focusing on something else."
"If you can do that you should be able to continuously remain aware much more easily."

This makes so much sense!
Yuya is so amazing, why haven't I asked her about this before?

We keep doing this. I memorize all the flowers including other details and try to recite them from memory without loosing awareness of the new surroundings I encounter through walking.
It's really hard at first, but then it becomes surprisingly easy.
I feel like a genius, having such amazing memory all of a sudden.

Since I focus so hard on my vision, it becomes more and more intense.
I can see beyond the color spectrum visible to the human eye.
Ultraviolet and infrared, I can see them so clearly.
They aren't red or violet at all, they are entirely different colors.
The now 5 base colors start merging together to form new ones.
Everything is so beautiful.

It is so hard not to get distracted by this beauty. I have to remain aware of everything.
But it works! I can quite literally feel my awareness leveling out and remaining strong as I go along.

Yuya keeps asking me more and more difficult questions.

"How did this plant smell like?"

I can no longer answer these question with words, so I project my memories towards her, showing that I remember clearly.
We go on like this for some more minutes.
I feel like I have just achieved something major.
I have never ever experienced such an amount of focus.

We finally reach the end of the flower garden.

"And stop!"
"Okay?"
"Yep, time to relax, you cannot possibly keep this up much longer."
"Oh, I can't? It started to feel natural some moments ago."
"Still, if you keep that level of focus up for too long your brain will just spontaneously break out of it."
"You'll either loose all your awareness or even wake up."
"So it would be a bad idea to try and do this all the time?"
"Yes. You can do it for a limited period of time, for example during a battle where you need the extra focus."
"What I'm teaching you is to remain at a constant level of awareness."
"The important part here is that it is constant, not that it is on a level where you have surreal perception and memory."
"The goal is to never let it drift below a certain threshold, this way dream stability should remain high."

I understand her so well, her explanations are perfect.

"It's just more efficient for you to learn it this way."
"Not everyone is capable of achieving such a level of focus."
"It's something you often find in dreamers that are experienced with dream battles."

Dream battling has so many uses, how amazing.

"So dream stability is directly related to your level of awareness?"
"Well, yes, sort of. It's complicated."
"It always is."
"Actually, it is really simple... like most things."
"Yeah right."
"It's the painfully simple things the human mind cannot comprehend."
"After all your mind is trained to understand the complexity of the waking world, not the simplicity of the dream world."

Wow. That is deep.
I have never thought of it this way.
Yuya never ceases to amaze me.
She just drops these mind blowing ideas on me, as if they were the most obvious things in existence.

"Should I try to do this awareness technique in waking life?"
"No. At least not right now. You said you have constant headaches."
"Yeah, probably a bad idea."

She smiles and gives me a big hug.

"We'll continue this next time."
"Wake up and write this down so you don't forget it."
"I will! Until next time!"

Wake up... Have I ever tried waking up from a dream that wasn't a nightmare?
Heck, even a nightmare I haven't tried to wake up from in forever.
I close my eyes and command myself to wake up with my inner voice.
I feel a tingling sensation all over my body.

I open my eyes.
A quick nose plug RC confirms that I am awake and I start taking notes, excited to have taken my first step towards properly long dreams.

April 15, 12. 9:45pm - 2:15am

I was trying to remember my licence plate number and I asked Robert to go look, when he came back he tolled me, "6 2 4 N S U". I needed it because I was ordering music from BMG music club. I was laying on the floor looking through one of the magazines and wishing I could find some of the metal I listen to on Pandora radio. -End dream-

-Thoughts-
I had a second dream, but I focused so much on my first dream I forgot everything, but "a bean bag chair".

3:00am - 6:39am

I was at work and Robert came with me. Carrie (my boss) asked Robert to fix the roof. It was Sams week; the teachers try to get fathers, brothers... so on and so fourth, to volunteer and do work or play with the kids. I don't know what teacher I was with this morning, but all seventeen kids were there.Robert and I were talking as we headed outside. I was thinking,"I wonder if Corey is going to be here today". Just then, i turned and there he was setting in the grass, smiling at me. My heart jumped, as it always does when I see that smile. Then I looked over at Robert, He was bent over the roof having a having a hard time getting up on the roof. I watched for a moment, to stare at that sexy butt. I laughed, and helped him up. Robert gave me a kiss and thanked me for the help, he had the sexiest look in his eyes. I smiled and thought,"man I wish he was like this all the time."I climbed down and all the kids were playing, Corey was just setting in the grass. "Corey needs to get out there and play with the kids," I thought. So I went a grabbed a box of balls and took the purple and green one before all the kids ran off with all of them. I put the ball on the ground and kicked it towards Corey and yelled,"come on Corey, lets play." Corey looked at me with that smile again and Corey's son kicked the ball. I ran over to it and kicked it towards Corey again, he got up to kick it, but his son got it first. Corey and I laughed, then all three of us began to play for a while. Corey's son got bored and went off to play with other kids. Corey and I started to talk about our past. We were way in the back of the play ground. Corey told me, "you know. i have really missed you". "i missed you too, i'm so glad to see you with a better life", I replied. "That's not what i mean, I should not have let you go," he said. "well, I guess it's to late now i'm married, and you have a kid," I said. Oh and a wife or girlfriend, what is she anyway?" I asked. "My girlfriend," he said as he put his arms around me. The playground was empty now, all but Corey and I. I'm not sure were Robert was. "What are you doing Corey, Robert is on the roof!" I whispered. "do you want him to see us?" I added. "I don't care about him Jessi, I just want to hold you in my arms again," he said, with love in his voice. He almost had tears in his eyes. Corey was on top of me now, holding me with love. "But Corey, what about your girlfriend, don't you love her?" I asked. "No, i'm just with her because i love my son," He replied. Corey ran his finger tips through my hair and kissed my forehead. i didn't want to move as we stared into each others eyes. I had i brief thought about Robert, but it was gone as fast as I thought it. Just as i was going to ask Corey if he loves me there was an explosion right behind us. pieces of fence flew by us and the rest of the fence fell in flames. Corey and I jumped to our feet and Robert came out of nowhere and put his arm around me in a side hug. I hoped he had not seen Corey and I earlier. The smoke cleared, there were hundreds of armored men on horses.(they looked like the daedra off skyrim) The leader looked at us and declared that we are to be his prisoners. Before any of us could speak we were tied up and on the backs of horses galloping through fire. I heard screams and seen women running half naked away from the armored men. Tree armored men were taring a woman's clothes off and rapping her. Some how we arrived at a swamp, the armored men through us around a tree branch, tied us there and left. I looked around, there was me, Corey, Robert, Corey's son and a little girl i didn't know. A boomerang flew over us, cutting the ropes. We fell to the ground, I stood up dusting myself off. As I looked around, I wondered who the little girl was. All the scenery got sucked up. -End Dream-

Thoughts-

Booyah! i finally remembered a whole dream. It's weird how feelings can really come out in dreams.

I had this dream last night. I dreamt that I was just checking the facebook news feed when I saw my ex boyfriend's current girlfriend post an album on FB. The album was about my ex bf marriage proposal to her. A lot of people posted comments on the album and all of the disapprove of the proposal. I wasn't bothered about the marriage proposal since I felt that it will really happen and I approve of it. What I'm bothered about is the reason I dreamt about this?? Is this another prophetic dream of mine? What does those none-supportive comments about the proposal really mean?

Wednesday 4/18/12 bed 12:05
WBTB 3:07 - 3:25 Woke up at 9:39
DR
I'm on an alien planet. We are doing some kind of mining operations from hills and from air. There is a baseball stadium, in teracotta colors. Big sign says in cursive 'Palmer' something something.
***Before bed, I watched the movie "The contact" with Jodie Foster. There is a scene when she is on alien planet on a most beautiful beach with palm trees, water is turqoise, shallow, and the skies full of stars and galaxies are touching the horizont. U really wanted to dream about that place. So I was visualizing it and saying mantra "Alien planets, beautiful beach, with lucid dreaming, I can reach'. ***

Lucid Dream
False Lucid Dream

Night 42

I had a really short LD, and a short FLD.

I. I was at my grandfathers house with my aunt, we were in the dinning room doing something, and I just looked around and said that this was a dream. I did a RC and it worked and my aunt looked at me funny and started walking away from me. I walked to her and said "wait, I want to talk to you." I grab her arm and look at her. The dream started to fade and I tried rubbing my hands but the dream ended anyway.

II. I was in my house, but the upstairs was completely different, I was in some room looking out a window that had bars on it when I noticed 2 people sitting out in our yard. In my mind I was thinking it was a dream, and I was acting lucid, but I wasn't consciously lucid. I walk down the stairs where my dad is their telling me to come to the basement to watch a game, I said not at the moment, I want to ask the people outside something first. He said ok, and went down stairs. I walked out of my house and approached the people in my yard, they looked at me in a dull/blank way. I said something, but I do not remember what it was, and the dream started to fade at this point but I remember saying I want the dream to stay, but it ended.

I had some ND's as well, but I do not remember them at the moment.

I oddly had a dream that was very similar to a real event from my childhood. it wasn't that special, I was at Cory's house, in a rural area with no houses around us. I was only 10 and Cory was like 14-15. Now that I'm older I find it odd that I would spend the night at other kids houses when they were as old as my older brothers, but anyways...

We were in his yard looking at a small, old playground that had grass and weeds growing up to my waist. Cory was telling me there was a hornets nest in the playground. We wanted to get a good look at the nest so we carefully sneaked into the tall grass. Unlike what really happened, I seemed to feel smaller and the grass crowded around me. we found the hornets nest behind the ladder, and we were both daring each other to hit the nest with a stick. Cory gave in and swung the stick really hard at the nest. we both ran like hell as soon as he hit it. I could hear the buzzing like it was going around my head over and over. We ran into Cory's garage. We were both out of breathe and i didn't notice that Cory had his dogs in their cages. The dogs barked at me and made me jump. we laughed for a while and decided to get something to eat.

my dream starts to fade as we make pb&j sandwiches and eat. my vision fades like my mind fell asleep while watching my dream, later on I come back to my dream, re-living my old memory. Im playing checkers with Cory and his grandmother walks by us saying something to Cory about supper. She says something to me that makes me laugh.
things fast-forward to night time. im in Cory's room and were playing a video game. we get bored and decide to watch a dragon ball z vhs tape. we had to share a bed, but I didn't mind. we were talking about something I can't remember and my dream ends.

Segment: I was in a third person view watching over myself as a WoW character. I was in a place which was like a combined texture of Eye of the Storm and Redridge Mountains. I was mounted on [Tyrael's Charger], it had no wings. It was used as a land mount. all I remember for sure is that i drifted in and out of first person, and that i kept ending up in the same spot in the place.

segment: I was at my mom's house in my bedroom. It was dirty and nasty, and my sister and Dad were with me. I remember looking by the wall and there was a thick line of ants, as well as spiders that moved like the daddy longlegs in Cyriak Harris's youtube video. My alarm IRL went off, but in my dream, my sister answered the phone (it was like a red emergency phone, except yellow). And then I awoke.

After I saw Chris off to school, I went back to bed at about 7:30am. I was extra sleepy because thunder had woken me up around 5am. I wasn't sure I'd have any success with lucids, because I knew Danny was coming off his night shift late due to a meeting. Which means instead of him being home at 7:15am and going back to sleep with me with no interruptions, he'd be back by 9am or so. But it ended up working genius on my dreams:

I slept from 7:30am - 9am or so, and woke up because I heard Danny drive up. But I was sooo groggy, that I immediately fell back to sleep. But I had it in the back of my mind that he would come into the bedroom at any minute. This led to a few false awakenings. I heard to bedroom door open, Danny said something, and let Daisy the lab in and she jumped on the bed. Then I woke up, and opened my eyes.. it didn't happen. I could hear Danny in the kitchen so I closed my eyes again. This time I felt Danny come to the bed and lean over me, like he does when he's about to kiss me goodmorning. Then I woke up, and he was gone.. also didn't happen. I still hear Danny puttering around the house somewhere, so I closed my eyes again. This time Danny comes to the bed, leans in close to my face, says something..my name I think. I open my eyes and he vanished. Lol. I close my eyes again but didn't really fall back to sleep. I heard Danny come in the room, he leaned over me, and I could feel him look at me. Pretty sure this was real, I open my eyes, and he's there, looking at me with those big round blue eyes. He said "OH, wasn't sure if you were asleep or not." So we exchanged smooches and I-love-you's, and he said he was going to go take a shower. I figured that wasn't enough time to start a DEILD chain, since he'd be right back in the bed after his quick shower, interrupting things. But I felt the perfect amount of grogginess, so I went for it anyway.

I was lying on my stomach, and felt the first WILD vibrations wash over me. I was anticipating that sensation where the DEILD Demon gets on top of me, but it never happened. It was just kinda evenly spread over my whole body, accompanied by deep humming sounds. I felt the waves come and go a few times (and I could hear the shower going the whole time, at least I believe I could.. hard to tell sometimes), and each time there was mild paralysis, until finally I felt like I could slowly roll out of bed and do a RC. I stood up and skipped the RC, because I had the lucid high and knew it was a dream. It's funny how pretty much all my lucids start out with me in bed.. it's such a smooth transition. I like it better than DILDs, though it does lead to alot of FAs sometimes . Anyway, I left the room and went down the hall. I peeked in the bathroom and saw "Danny". He didn't look much like Danny and was wearing clothes I had never seen. He said something but I forgot it. So I just said "Bye I'm going to go do stuff." But everything was really dark, and I was feeling a bit sluggish. I looked at my hands, but I had double vision. That's new. So I went back to the bathroom mirror and scooted Dream Danny over (haha I do that IRL too), and looked at my reflection. Double vision again. It was morning-looking outside, so I thought if I went out, there would be more light and I could see and function better. It WAS better and a little brighter, but I was blind in my left eye again. So I walked down the sidewalk shouting "Ok, more lucidity and visibility now please." I could even hear my voice echo, it was cool. Vision got a bit better, I looked at my hands, also a bit better. Then I crawled on the sidewalk (yesterday, I read that trollmaster had done that and it worked). As I crawled I said "I wish there was more color and vividness." As soon as that happened, I saw a bunch of paints and a brush and paper on the sidewalk. Haha, you bastard. So I started making little purple dots, then lost interest. By then I could see just fine. So I went back into the house but it was different. There was a bedroom immediately behind the front door, and 2 guys from work were in there. One of them was Jeff (this petite little gay guy from the front end), and I forget the other guy. They were just chitchatting, and I thought, what the hell. I reached down my pants and felt the usual, fully functioning man parts. So I flipped Jeff on his back, and pulled down his pants. I started having sex with him, but parts of him kept disappearing and reappearing. Happens occasionally. Finally, I looked down, and his pants were back on and I was humping mid-air. Then I woke up.

I could still hear the shower going, so that couldn't have been but a 2-3 minute dream. Cool, it felt way longer. I felt more vibrations and immediately awoke into another lucid dream. I was in my bed as usual, and everything was bright and crystal clear. I got up, felt lucid, no RC necessary (I should do them anyway though, huh. Might bite me in the ass later). I went straight outside and felt like flying. I don't like to usually, because it I get vertigo. But I remembered the Pegasus one wasn't bad, so I just kinda ran and jumped into the air. I bobbed up and down a bit until I found a good currant. Felt pretty good! I was quite low to the ground though and I think that helped. I landed and just kinda grabbed my crotch. Man parts again. I went back into the house and I saw Jeff and that guy again. So this time I flipped him over on the bed, pulled down his pants and went from behind. I thought that would help for some reason. It did. I finished in like 10 seconds, and Jeff and the other guy never stopped chitchatting lol. I left the room and tried to think of something cool to do. I couldn't remember the basic task.. I knew it was something about an idol but couldn't think of the rest. Then I remembered I wanted to try food. I went back inside and this time, I entered the kitchen of the house where I grew up. I held out my hand and said "Bagel." It took 3 tries but then it appeared. Then I said "Slice in half." And it turned into 2 halves. Then I said "Toasted." And it turned golden brown. Damn I was having fun. "Cream Cheese Please." So I had a little toasted bagel sandwich, and I took a bite. It felt exactly like it does in real life: crunchy at first, then soft, warm and chewy, then the creaminess of the cheese..... but there was no flavor. I took another bite, and I got the faintest hint of sour cream, but overall nothing. Hehe oh well. Then I woke up. Danny had finished his shower and came back to bed. I felt like I wanted to try for another LD, but it was gone. Still had a blast though!

I was in the dining room when I got lucid. I remembered hearing that crawling on the floor works for a stabilization technique. I did it and the dream became really clear and detailed. I walked outside onto the deck, and jumped up to fly. I couldn't get up high, so I landed on a low tree branch, and tried to take off again. It didn't work and I fell. Then the dream ended.
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I was in a huge hotel-like place, well, it was more like a mall that looked like a hotel. I was looking for my family, since I was on a different floor. The elevator had the floors labeled with a letter and a number, and I was on floor J1 I believe. I went to a random floor above mine, and when I got out of the elevator I saw my little cousin and my aunt. My cousin talked with me for a bit, and after I said goodbye and walked away. There was a huge pop'n music machine in the corner of the big room. The buttons were removable, and since the colors were all wrong, I rearranged them. But the buttons were really big and the back few were hard to reach. There were also 3 rows instead of two.*

April 14, 12. 3:51am

My dream was about was about learning German, I was talking to two guys from Germany (who looked like Oliver and Richard from Rammstein) about learning to speak German. i wanted to record them speaking so I could learn to pronounce the words correctly. As I recorded them and asked questions, we were laughing and having a good time. -End dream-

-Thoughts-

At first when I woke up I thought I forgot my dream, but I didn't. My dream was about something I normally think about, so it wasn't like a dream at all. As i woke up, the dream became my thoughts, and as I headed to the bathroom I was thinking about how cool the guys were and i couldn't wait to listen to the recording so i could learn to speak German... wait a minute, what am I thinking that didn't happen...it was a dream.
I had broken sleep for the rest of the night.

9:00am - later that morning, Dream #2

My eyes were hurting, so I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to look in the mirror. The sun was bright, almost blinding, it was the morning sun rise. I looked at my eyes in the mirror and my eyes were blood shot red, except where my contacts rest. I said to myself, "Great, I have been wearing these things to long. Now I have to find my glasses". I walked off to find them and everything faded away. -End dream-

Dreams
I am pursuing enlightenment and different states of consciousness with Spock from Star Trek. There is a scene I incubate and it would appear and I would know I was making some kindof progress. I was very scared and I was at a table with a Spock action figure talking about it with him. I could feel changes happening to me, and I tried to snap out of whatever change I thought was going on.

I am at Albert Einsteins house and I look up at the ceiling. It is made of wood and the upper floor is filled with water. It is buckling the roof above me and there is a huge bulge where the water is about to leak out. For some reason it feels very significant. It has something to do with the secrets of Einstein. I am sitting down somewhere in a different building and I look to the right, there is a glass window and some art exhibit below outside. In front of me is more glass with some of my profs sitting behind it. I start talking to one of them but the glass prevents any sound from travelling so we try and read eachothers lips. Another prof beside this one thinks that I am talking to her, so she starts speaking as well. They both seem really into me. I think the profs are part of another exhibit and some of the ppl behind the glass might have been dolls.

I was in some building not a prisoner but I couldn't really leave. There was a cute girl on the phone and she was asking me directions about the streets around the area. My sister? is outside the doorway and I ask her these questions and relay them to the cute girl but she hears the answers directly from my sis. The girl is ordering french food and I ask her how much it is, I'd like to have some french ood too. My sister comes over and is like "really? you just ate -blank- and pie as well and are still hungry?" "I didn't have any pie." I say.

Earlier I was at an art Gallery and Tristan was sitting on a bench sleeping so I woke him up. He denied that he was sleeping. I went and looked at some jewelry that was part of some art on the floor. I'm on a bus at night with KZ and I am very disturbed about the whole Spock thing. We are going far past my house so I ask kz if he wants to get out and start walking now, but he says we should wait. Somebody takes a picture of me with a really bright flash. It was Leslie, kz says. I take a picture of him with a flash but its not leslie anymore its conner. Am I dreaming? I look around and seriously consider it and get a little creeped out at the possibility. Kz goes "woohoo!" or something and I wake up.

-I wake up kindof disturbed and fall asleep a little later. Just fragments of the next dreams.-

Dreams
I wanted to go study in Paris but somebody didn't want me to go. King Joffrey from A game of thrones is at the front of a lecture theatre and some game is going on. He tells his guards to bring him my head, but some people object. I am afraid. There is some gunfight in a hallway related to going to Paris. I remember running into my grandfather and having a brief conversation with him.

04.20.2012

fOrceez and melanieb PM (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm PMing f0rceez about something, same thing with melanieb.


For f0rceez, all I remember was just talking about how I'm going to do a WBTB after we talked about something that I can't remember.

I don't know what I'm PMing melanieb about.

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04.20.2012

Handstand 69 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for 18+....Kind of...:

I'm inside an apartment most likely, it kind of looks like mine format-wise. Me, this blonde female, and some guy were naked. I'm not sure if the other guy was having sex with another chick, but I'm occupied with the blonde female.

I think me and the blonde started to do a Handstand 69. She was pretty fit, she had six pack abs, and her legs where so shiny and smooth, and she was sweating a bit too, which made everything even better.

I'm pulling her legs all the way up so I can eat her, and before I go all the way, I believe I was crouching down and up a few times for some odd reason.

I look to the guy to the right who is most likely having sex with another female. He climaxes so hard, that I wonder if I climaxed as well when I was looking down on my penis.

(Oh my god, I see my penis for once in a dream!!! )

Nope, it was still hard, so I presume the guy's sperm landed on us, I was kind of irritated, and I wiped it off my underwear and other regions.

It seemed I tucked my penis through the gaps of the front of the underwear I'm wearing.

I only remember looking at my penis that was still hard after wiping the sperm off.....ugh.

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04.20.2012

MLP Pinkie Pie Humiliation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm not really proud about this dream, but I might as well put it down anyway.....

Spoiler for 18+....I think?:

I think this is a dream shift from the Handstand 69, because I still feel like I'm in the same apartment. Pinkie Pie has her front hooves on the bed, opening her private parts to me.

I'm seeing myself in third person perspective, at least, I think that's me who is near Pinkie Pie because of the underwear and my skin color.

I don't see actual penetration, just things from up front. Pinkie Pie was begging me not to do it, and that it was too big for her.

I'll leave it at that.

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04.20.2012

Large Katara and Little Aang (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Katara is like a giant compared to Aang. She has him on her hand, and she's using her fingers to roll him around like he's some kind of cute little animal or something, and it feels he's enjoying it too since he's rolling down the creases of her palm.

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04.20.2012

Trailer Food Areas (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside, having several fast food places around me. It's one of those areas where there's a busy traffic, and a lot of parking with a lot of places to go to.

I'm looking around some areas, tempted to go to them to get something to eat, but I end up not going to find something else more enticing.

Then I see one of those Trailers that sell food, and I go up to them, by this time, I think I was sitting on a white truck or something. So I get off it, and go up to them, then I turn back, and realize my wallet was stuck between the creases of the back of the truck.

I quickly grab it, go back to the trailer food area to see what they have, they said something, but that just makes me reject them as well. I look around to my left after I turn my back on them to see another area having a lot of heated food wrapped in aluminum foil.

It seems the employees were just waiting for customers to come in.

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04.20.2012

Elevator Settings (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with a random group of people, and we're waiting for an elevator to come open to us. The settings were kind of weird, but I can't remember what exactly.

I end up talking to some female and declared what I think she really has, which was dementia, or something like that. It took her a while to admit it, but she gives up and decides to click the elevator button for people with dementia.

Too random for me to understand anything that went on in this dream.

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04.20.2012

Trap Spell (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I think I'm in a fast food area, and there's this entity in a cloak, probably black or dark brown, not too sure, and it appears they are after me.

I panic a little but I'm aware that I can defeat them easily, or at least delay their movements and escape by using some kind of spell. The reason why I know this is that it feels like I'm in a video game, and I'm seeing things in third person perspective.

There's a HUD displaying on the bottom right hand corner, and there's a "+" pad, like you would see on the Nintendo Wii Remote, and there's something on the right side of the pad on the screen.

It looked like some kind of brown container or coffin??

I feel myself selecting it, and it instantly traps the person in some weird container I can't even remember, and the container was fairly huge. I thought this was the time where I should start hitting the container to damage the entity in it, but it only is breaking it apart to help them get out.

Once they do, I escape through the door, and I think the dream resets to where the entity was there. I use the spell or whatever it is again, and I forget what I did after.

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04.20.2012

Bus 24 and Melanieb? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There are a lot of shifts in this dream.

The room overall is different shades of blue and green, mostly turquoise,

I'm inside a lecture room, or something like that, and there's this person who appears to be a guest speaker, and he's asking the students what are the remaining three answers showing in red question marks.

I believe the question itself was asking what keeps organizations together. (Then I realized this dream was related to the Sociohorticulture class that I have, and how it's relating to a previous slide lecture I was at).

Some of the students answer, but they always ended up not knowing the last one, so they would try and say something that was said before. I think the max they could say were 3 words.

I raise my hand to say,

"Motivation to keep people in them........"

and two more things that I can't remember, but I do know that the last one was something that was repeated since it was easier than just sitting there looking dumbfounded.

The dream shifts to where I'm outside, and it seems I'm waiting for a University bus to arrive. I take my shirt off for some reason, and I see a bus coming near me.

I thought it would stop since I'm at the Bus Sign for it to pick and drop people off, but it passes me, and I'm wondering why. Then I realize it was Bus #25, so this wasn't the stop for it.

I think another bus was arriving after that, but I can't remember if it was #24.

The dream shifts again to where I'm standing near a curb, and I looked at a lawn sign


It said something about "Pornstar," or "Ex-Pornstar."

I felt as if this was referring to Melanieb, I don't know why, maybe it was during a dream shift, I probably experience something related to her, and presumed that this sign was some kind of association towards that.

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04.20.2012

Temple in Sephia (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My recall for this was too hazy, but I'll still try to remember whatever I can.

I see a picture of a temple with some kind of orange barrier around it, and it was all in Sephia color.

04.20.2012

Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember sitting in class with someone that seemed familiar. The class color setting was dark brown overall.

So after sixty four hours of being awake I finally managed to collapse and sleep for about six hours without dreaming early Thursday morning. Last night though, no such luck on not dreaming. Had to go to bed as early as possible for an interview the next morning. The nightmares were back.

Was exactly the same. I was running through the halls and I managed to realized I was dreaming. I felt the weird sensation like I am being squeezed through a bottle neck and strange vibrations all over my body and then I had lucidity. Instead of continuing to run around naked, I sat down in the middle of the corridor and just took deep breaths and tried to relax.

Something different happened. The voice I usually heat towards the end of my dream shouted angrily at me to run or he would kill me. I didn't talk back to it or try to hold a conversation with it. I merely smiled and ignored it while I tried to stay calm and relaxed sitting on the floor. Didn't work for long. No Eyes showed up and the other corpses like No Eyes broke through the floor. But instead of hearing the voice's disembodied laughing while they mauled me, I saw a shadow at the in the hall that I knew the laughter was coming from. I couldn't give any proof that it was the shadow figure laughing beyond that I just knew. Perhaps this is progress?