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I had a full dream but forgot everything upon waking up.

The Construction of the Pyramids of Giza

Back to sleep. I'm in the body of this Ancient Egyptian-like guy named Ahmond. I'm looking down at his feet and at a desert that is miles below him--yeah, he's levitating way up in the air (don't they all). This guy is huge! The date is several tens of thousands of years before the Egyptians came about. I don't recall seeing this guy do anything but I know that he single handedly constructed the Pyramids of Giza--all at the exact same time via some insane psychokinetic ability. None of the megaton blocks that were used to build them came from Earth--they came from outer space. I don't think it took no more than four days to finish them all. Today, they're something like 47,000-48,000 years old. Before I woke up, I saw images of the completed pyramids. Some people claim that there were crystals on top of them but I didn't see any at the time. Perhaps they were added later, along with everything else on the inside.

Something about a birthday. I heard the ringing sound again in my left ear. I am beginning to suspect that it is some kind of frequency and influences people's dreams. I think it is also a transporter of sorts that allows one to leave his body and ride it to its origin. Just a thought.

New Born Baby - Strange White Clay Rooms

Back to sleep. I'm in a strange place with several rooms. Everything is white and looks to be made of some kind of clay. The doorways are oval shaped. I remember being approached by a blonde girl and I think she handed me a newborn baby. It was laying on a white cloth. It was so small, I could hold it with just four fingers. It was crying and squirming and I felt it moving around. It was such a strange sensation and I knew that I was this baby's daddy.

This child did not look human. It kinda did and it kinda didn't. I remember walking through one of the rooms and past another child that was sitting on a flat, protruding clay-like white surface that came out of the wall. It looked to be at least a year old and it was sitting upright with its legs crossed. The child's skin was clearly paper white as I was approaching him. Then I saw his skin change to a normal color like that of a caucasian like a chameleon. There was a black guy standing near this child but I didn't speak to him.

Now I'm with another child who looks to be about a year old and the black guy is with his own and we're playing with them, I guess. The overall layout of the place never really changed.

Not So Real Steel!

Back to sleep. I'm in the reception area of an arena which is located in an old building. This is where competitors pit their robots against one another--just like in the movie Real Steel. I am the current champion and my robot's name is Bonapart (that's what the announcer said). The name is apparently from the anime Tank Police, a personal favorite. A guy challenged me to a duel and I agreed.

We entered the large, dark arena filled with I don't know how many thousands of people. It was very dark except for the ring. The fight is a total blur but I ended up winning in the end. The announcer says "Annnd your winner and still champion, BONAAAAAPARRRRRRRTEEEEE!" The crowd cheered and I saw an image of my Title Belt then I began making a hasty retreat as they were playing my theme which sounded really corny, lol. As I exited the dark arena and stepped into the reception area, a short old guy behind me said "Hey, Shawn. The guys want to know if you think you can handle the big money." Or something like that. I said "yeah!" He said something and I woke up.

Night of April 26

2:17- nothing to say. Dang...

6:21- still, nothing. *I know I dreamed but it's not so much fuzzy as it is nonexistent almost.*

I tried to WILD and fell asleep. I started day-dreaming and forgot to reverse blink. I wasnt controlling it or thinking of this day-dream at all but before i kee it I was asleep. I'm not even sure if I should post this. I have to though, right? I've been at this for over 20 days now. No, forget it. I was my first try, I shouldnt be complaining right? But now I'm rambling and that's worse. I'm not sure if anyone reads this anyone, so why bother? Agh, no, I shouldn't think that, it's rude. I should just shut up and move on. I apologize if I'm complaining or totally off topic. I'll shut up now.

I was at someone's house. A brown-haired lady, a little annoying, terribly whiny. She kept getting huffy with people. We were having some kind of party or get-together; there were a bunch of people, all of whom I (apparently) knew. We were there for some kind of common interest, but I don't know what the interest was. I remember that the foyer area was separate from the rest of the house. When you walked in the door, you stepped up two big, white and black steps. There were thin, white wooden, short walls that formed a little room when you came in the door. It looked pretty cool.

In addition to the party, there was some kind of crime to solve. Dr. Soroyan was there, and she kept making me rewrite this test type thing she was making me take. The reasons she wanted me to write it were completely random, everything from "you're being too friendly, take more time to focus" to "That pen is not acceptable, do it again." Dr. Brennan was there and we joked about Dr. Sororyan. In the end, Dr. Brennan and I discovered the murderer and Dr. Soroyan had to accept me, bad pen and all.

Then I was driving down he road with a man to go get something for our friends. A can of blue frosting, I think, so the rude hostess lady could finish writing a message she was writing on her van as a way to say "hi" to all her visitors. As we were driving down the road, we were sort of flirting with each other. Then we crested a hill, and there was the most beautiful sunset I've ever seen. It was like a painting; in fact, the sky had canvas textures. Big orange sun, these orange-red clouds impossibly perfect, big in some areas, small with sun poking through them in others, dark and light orange and a hint of red. We both gasped and I started taking pictures of the sunset. I kept taking pictures until the camera was full, telling the man I was pretty sure i could crop some of the photos into amazing pictures. He said something indicating that we ought to hook up, and I giggled.

I was with my friend VC, and he and I had built a raft. There were various items on the raft. Three of which were a part of the raft itself. The bench, the food chest, and the stove. The stove, I recall, was a bit loose. I spoke with my friend about departing. He asked me which of the two streams ahead we should take. I replied that I wasn't sure, as they both had fast-water that would possobly overturn the raft. I must have made some sort of mistake, because the raft became unanchored and we began to depart before we had a plan. I grabbed hold of the raft and hoped for the best, when suddenly we collided with a wooden post, capsizing our raft. I was thrown off of the boat, as was my friend. I waltched him float away underwater when he was simply YANKED into a high-flow water current. Shortly after he entered the current, I was sucked into it too. I slammed into a wall, and managed to come up and take a breath just before being sucked off in the other direction (The current drug us through a tunnel made of bricks, that took us about 50 yards in one direction, and then took a 90 degree left turn and sent us another 50 yards). We finally washed up on a loading ramp. My friend was waiting in a line for something, and so was a female character. I was laying on the ground, recuperating from this very strange event. While I was laying there, I sparked conversation with the girl who was waiting in line. After conversation had ended, she talked to another female figure, whispering "Do you think he likes me?".

Some time passed. I approached the girl, and I thought "I need to ask her for her number". But I didn't have my phone or paper and pencil. So I simply recited my own phone number to her.

Scen changes slightly this is now a weak dream and very unstable... I'm swimming toward the building with the ramp. Having a conversation with my stepmother in my head, as she's not there... And I'm asking her what the building is. She says it's some sort of veterinary facility... I notice the building doesn't have a ramp anymore, but a door.

I awaken.

I'm at a military facility. There are four people practicing sharpshooting. It seems they are competing against each other in groups of two. I'm watching for a while, and then go to a recreational area.

There is a coffee machine there, and a small machine for grinding the beans. The grinder needs a token and I don't have any. There is a paper with instructions and it says you can take tokens from inside the machine, it's not locked. I open it and there are some tokens there, amids some waste product, kind of like ground beans but too coarse. I take a token and feed it back to the machine. It still doesn't work and I check the bean container. It's filled with gummies.

Blue = Dream
Green = 2nd dream
Red = Lucid

I was on my school bus, and was really tired so I fell asleep

I was standing at my bus stop, and I became lucid! "YES! I'm Lucid!" I said. I did a finger through the palm RC, and stabilized. Then the dream started fading.
Woke up in the bus, and was like: "Yea! I got Lucid!" Then the dream started fading
and I woke up

Ok to get the full understanding of how truly terrifying this dream was you must know when I was a kid I had a horrible fear of two things, Vampires and Spiders. I hated the site if blood and I had a fear of death by bleeding to death. Spiders and Vampires fed this fear. Also keep in mind this was a time before Vampires sparkled (I don't hate Twilight, just it did not depict what I imagine vampires to be like) I Was young at the time eight or nine I think.

So My dream started out right after my aunt got married to this new guy my step uncle. In my dream this guy was was rich. He owned a huge mansion and the after wedding party was outside in front of this mansion. This was a "Grown Up" Party and me and my younger brother and older sister had to stay in side. In my dream I get this really bad feeling about my new uncle. No one shares this feeling. Us three are inside and my sister is going on about a basketball court that inside the mansion. My brother runs off and the next time I see him he is in a bathing suit. I follow him to the bathroom where I find a huge bathtub that looks like a hot-tub. My brother jumps in and is having fun. I head off to find my sister who is in the basketball court she was talking about shooting hoops. We play a game of HORSE and shes laughing and we are having a good time. Then I decide to go check on my little brother.
I walk down the hall and as I do so It's seems to get a bit darker. I here this laugh echo through the hall and I stop and Look around but there's no one there. Being a little freaked out I quicken my pace and almost run to the bathroom. I stop at the door. It's cracked open. I hear no sound from inside and get this horrible feeling like a wave of dread. I slowly open the door, and the world seemed to come to a stop when I saw the horrific scene lay out before me. (Remember I'm eight when I had this dream) The floor is soaked in a mixture of blood and water. There is blood all over the walls and the bathtub water is dark red. The lights are dimmed and the whole thing looks like a scene pulled from a horror film. Then my eyes fall on my six year old brother who is floating face down in the bath. The walls seem to bend and the feeling of shock goes over me. I shack my self away from tunnel vision and run to my brother but slip and slosh blood water all over me. I pull him from the water and lie him right side up on the ground. It looks like some one took a razor and went insane on him. There are deep slashes all over him. I shake him but he is long gone. Then I hear foot step. Some one was coming. The step sounded like that person was wearing fancy shoes like the one you wear with a Tux. I hear that laughing again. Becoming scared for my own life I set my dead brother down and look for escape. I see a window and go for it. It takes a minute to get it open and pull my self through. As I throw myself through it I turn my view back to the door and and standing in the door frame is my Uncle. He has this awful grin on his face. Then I fall outside into a hedge.
I craw my way through the hedge and make my way to the "Grown Up" Party. I see my grandma and run to her. I frantically try and explain about my brother and Uncle and such but for some reason believes I'm just playing pretend to get attention. She and everyone else seems completely oblivious to the fact I'm covered in blood. She practically shoves me inside and shuts the door leaving me alone once again in the mansion.
I stand there for a second unsure what to do next. Then I thought of my big sis and made a run for the basketball count( I always depend on my sister when bad stuff happens, ever since I can remember she was always the one who knew just what to do. I suppose Big Sister are made that way ) So I'm quite sure my sister will save me.
When I get to the court and walk in the first thing I notice is it's dark. There is only one light and It's shining down on my sister. She is one her knees and holding her head. Her hair is messed up. (Before I go farther my sister is afraid of clowns...ya her nemesis) I run up to and ask her whats wrong. She responds quite darkly "There everywhere....." I look around and see nothing. She suddenly stands and screams "LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID CLOWNS!!!!!" She starts really yelling and freaking out then drops to the ground and starts failing. Then stops and lays in the fetal position shaking. I'm completely shocked and don't know what to do. Then the light shuts off.
The door on the other side I came into the gym opened. Light came from the other room giving enough light to see. There stood my uncle with the same smile. He took a step forward and stepped back. He glanced over at my sister and laughed. I yelled "WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER!" His eyes narrow but the smile remains. "Nothing much," he replied "I made her see what she fears most. I take another step back "How!? What are you?!" His smile gets wider "I'm a vampire and as such I can do many things, like make people see what I want them to and much more." I take this all in and say "Why?..." "Because your family is in the way. I only got close to your aunt to get access to you. Your not like everyone else and once you are are my apprentice you will become a valuable resource." I get really angry at this. "I'll never be your apprentice!" He takes another step forward " You won't have a choice once you become a Vampire. But if you insist on resisting me then I'll be glad to show you the alternative"
The shadows around me started to take shape. The formed spiders. Some were huge but there was also a swarm of small spiders forming on the ground but the billions. They were mostly black widows with red eyes. They were forming all around me. The swarm of small ones got to me first and started to come up my legs. They began biting me and I yelled in pain and began frantically swatting them off. I started yelling, "It's not real, It cant be real!" The vampire just smiled and said "But it hurt non the less and if I wanted these "non-real" spiders could easily rip you to bits but don't worry, I don't want to kill you. Just say the word and there be gone. " I looked him in the eyes and replied "It's never going to happen." Then I dashed for the door.
I ran out of the gym.. billions of spiders followed and they were still forming from all the shadows in the mansion. I ran down the hall and came to a door way that led to a stairway that spiraled strait up. I ran up the stairs. Spiders were every where and only inches behind me. I heard the vampires voice. "You can't run." I kept going and came to a opening to outside. I was standing on a tower hundreds of feet in the air. The spiders swarmed out of the opening but stopped before me. I was trapped. Out of the swarm came my uncle. He still had the same evil grin. "I told you. Now join me." I looked up with a very bad ass face and said "And I told you! NEVER! I would rather die!" With that I let myself fall backwards from the tower. The last thing I saw was him looking down at me falling. His smile was gone and he had a "she really did it" look on his face. Then everything went dark.
I wake up (In my dream) and I'm laying in a field and it's night. I sit up and look to my right and there is my uncle...smiling. I sigh with defeat and look up at the sky. The moon is huge. I lay down and say "What now?"

That's all I remember, I woke up shortly afterwards.

Ya this dream freaked me out as a kid and I thought for sure vampires were after me.

Tennis
It was actually a fencing match, but my dream brain wrote tennis. I was facing an opponent in a "fencing" match, but we actually just had jump ropes. The objective was to hit each limb of the opponent. It was difficult, and at one point he tripped me accidentally and was waiting for me to get up. I faked some injury, and then got all four of his limbs while pretending to flail. As I got up, he realized he had fallen for it, shook my hand, and bowed towards the crowd, which was ritual for the loser. The crowd had no idea what had happened and were silent. Suddenly the announcer figured it out, and the crowd got pretty excited for seeing a strange victory.

Party Time
There is a party in real life that is planned that myself and a bunch of friends are going to. I had a dream that this party was happening, and only 4 of us had shown up. It was really boring, since the entire time we were just waiting for more people to show up. We couldn't start drinking until so-and-so was there, etc. It wasn't a very fun party, because we all just fell asleep in weird places. I passed out on the stairs waiting.

Biker Flips
I was watching a video of some Native American bicyclists that were biking legally on a road. They did not have helmets on. They were looking backwards at some cop cars that were coming towards them. Apparently the cops were really unhappy they were on the road. The cops began doing whatever they possibly could to flip the bikers off of their bikes. It was horrific, and for some of the crashes I had a hard time believing anyone could survive. It was horrible. Not a good dream at all.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! enjoy as always.

WARNING!!!
THE FOLLOWING DREAM CONTAINS EXTREMELY GRAPHIC NATURE, AND VERY DISTURBING DETAILS, THAT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN.
PARENTAL DISCRETION IS ADVISED.........



Dream #1 The ugly side of my subconscious.

Spoiler for 18+ Only:

Im walking down a dark dingy hallway, there are mirrors and doors on the walls. There is this man telling this little boy to undress himself. Im whistling walking down this dark hallway with one hand in my pocket and flipping my hawk coin in
the air. Catching it as im walking, i notice in one of the rooms a man is forcing this little boy to undress himself or else he will kill him. I shapeshift into IT the clown and start laughing like a maniac. The man looks at me and says..."What the fuck is so funny clown!? "Do you want a balloon?" "No i don't want no fucking balloon get the fuck outta here!" I start laughing again, i tell the man don't you think that what you are doing could send your ass straight to jail for the rest of your life? "Uh no..and no one is goin to know, NOW GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE! He shoves me and i say to him.."Aw...now don't you think you should be much more nicer to clowns hmm? "No, and i don't like clowns!" I shapeshift into a more hideous looking being..with my flesh rotting and reeking of death and decay. I reach in my mouth and pull out my own heart and tell him.."I no longer have a heart...i left it in San francisco. I start laughing again throwing up maggots as im doin so. The guy starts looking freaked out. I look over at the child, "close your eyes little boy ok?" He nods his head and takes both his hands and closes his eyes. The man pees on himself saying.."WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!? He starts running, and i have now shapeshifted into Leatherface chasing him down this darkend hallway where the lights on the ceiling are blinking on and off, and there are rats and roaches crawling everywhere. Im laughing like a maniac chasing the man down this dark hallway hearing him scream like a woman! He trips and falls in the middle of the hallway. "Please man, no no no don't kill me man PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!!" I pull my eyeballs out, and swallow them laughing like a madman The man is screaming at the top of his lungs, begging me not to kill him. I am chewing on my eyeballs, and picking between my teeth. "How about we play chase a little bit more, because i enjoy turning your little sick pathetic life into pure horror. Now on the count of 3, i want you to run for your life ok? He nods his head. I now shapeshift into a sexy vampire chick, i lean towards him on the ground and lick his neck. "Hahahah mmm...taste good. i lick my lips. Now i want you to start running ok? He nods his head very fast and starts getting up running. "Lalalalaaaalaaa I am goin to murder you...."I start laughing again and moaning." Im sucking my fingers and walking down this infinite hallway, the man running tries opening doors but he finds nothing. Finally i shapeshift back into my regular self, and tell the man that his time is running out and that he has better find a door soon. I now shapeshift into a little white asian girl wearing a long dirty white gown with my hair in front of my face holding a teddy bear with its head cut off. "Im fucking sorry man ok!? Please don't fucking kill me man IM SORRY!!!" I look at the man and tell him.."Time for you to die Mr." I shapeshift into freddy krueger, and take my claws and slice the man to shreds laughing the entire time. Blood is squirting everywhere while this is being done, the man is screaming in horror. Finally after finishing him, i head back to
the room to search for the little boy.

I am shapeshifted back into my regular form. I walk down the dark hallway looking for the little boy finally finding him balled up in the corner crying. I look at the boy and get down on both knees and tell the boy im sorry you had to hear that and see what you seen. I apologize for my nature of handling that, Sometimes i can get a bit angry when someone harms an innocent child, or hurt anyone for that matter. The little boy mentions to me, that he understands, and he was only frightened by the noises he heard in the halls. I grab him by the hand and we walk the the dark hallway. "Tell me, if you could go anywhere in the world, or do anything your heart desires...what would you want to do?" He mentions go flying in a world full of candy.

Quite typical of little kids. I hear my beethoven music in the distance and give him my hawk coin totem. "Here take this, i will be your guide, and come to protect you if you are ever in danger ok?" He nods his head. I lead him thru a door full of candy and i wake up.

Dream #2 The beautiful side of my Subconscious.





Im in a casino around a blackjack table rubbing my hawk coin totem. The song Miguel sure thing is playing in the background. A few women are near me saying..
"Goodluck handsome, we will be waiting for your by the bar."
Im nodding my head rubbing my hawk coin totem. Im on a hot streak and cash in my winnings. I head over to the bar to see two beautiful women (Don't know their nationality) they looked arab or indian or possibly island carribean. One of the women was wearing a long red dress with beautiful shiny black mules and a french pedicure on her toes. The other woman was wearing a long sleeve purple sweater and some black jeans with some black flats and had a very exotic look to her face.

I buy the women drinks and we head back to my place, where i am dancing with them and we end up having a threesome together. Thats all i can remember and i wake up and record the dream.

Notes: My 1st dream clearly shows my protective nature to protect the innocent. It also shows my ugly nature when extremely pissed off.

My 2nd dream clearly shows how sweet and charming i can be to those i care about around me. Overall i am fairly happy with my recall, and my dreams.

[09.03.2012 19:27:55] GerSHAK: because I had a wet dream about you tonight lol
[09.03.2012 19:28:05] Invisicharrby: Ohhhh snaaaap
[09.03.2012 19:28:06] GerSHAK: you were probably older though ;P
[09.03.2012 19:28:21] PV: i hope no one ever says that sentence to me
[09.03.2012 19:28:25] GerSHAK: XD
[09.03.2012 19:28:48] PV: "i had a wet dream about you tonight"
[09.03.2012 19:28:51] PV: that's uncomfortable
[09.03.2012 19:28:52] PV: hahahah
[09.03.2012 19:28:56] GerSHAK: It was really weird, too
[09.03.2012 19:29:01] Invisicharrby: That's awesome. Lol
[09.03.2012 19:29:04] Panda: Shake, that's not really something you should tell women
[09.03.2012 19:29:11] GerSHAK: hahaha
[09.03.2012 19:29:13] GerSHAK: sorry, Loma
[09.03.2012 19:29:15] Invisicharrby: I bet I even sucked in your dream. Haha
[09.03.2012 19:29:18] GerSHAK: XDD
[09.03.2012 19:29:21] Invisicharrby: I ain't no woman.
[09.03.2012 19:29:21] Panda: That just comes off as creepy, lol
[09.03.2012 19:29:31] Panda: female
[09.03.2012 19:29:31] GerSHAK: well it's not my fault is it
[09.03.2012 19:29:38] GerSHAK: my brain decided to do it
[09.03.2012 19:29:43] GerSHAK: against my wishes
[09.03.2012 19:30:04] GerSHAK: that was such a weird dream
[09.03.2012 19:30:17] Panda: and it was wet
[09.03.2012 19:30:36] Invisicharrby: Do tell.
[09.03.2012 19:30:47] GerSHAK: I don't think I should go into details XD
[09.03.2012 19:30:53] GerSHAK: we didn't have actual sex if that comforts you
[09.03.2012 19:30:54] PV: i'm glad my host sister doesn't speak english
[09.03.2012 19:30:59] PV: cause she keeps looking over my shoulder
[09.03.2012 19:31:08] Invisicharrby: Oh ;( I see.
[09.03.2012 19:31:35] GerSHAK: well if you want to hear more... P:
[09.03.2012 19:31:47] Panda: He obviously touched your boobs in the dream
[09.03.2012 19:31:52] Panda: and then woke up from excitement
[09.03.2012 19:31:55] GerSHAK: I just remember that Ryan was in it
[09.03.2012 19:32:06] Invisicharrby: LOL
[09.03.2012 19:32:07] GerSHAK: or at least he was talked of, he wasn't personally present
[09.03.2012 19:32:47] GerSHAK: I don't really know how the dream started
[09.03.2012 19:32:54] GerSHAK: It might have been multiple dreams, maybe there was no connection
[09.03.2012 19:33:03] GerSHAK: Actually, earlier on, I had a dream about Dr Cox
[09.03.2012 19:33:12] GerSHAK: I was at a hospital
[09.03.2012 19:33:23] GerSHAK: And he examined me
[09.03.2012 19:33:25] Invisicharrby: Maybe that's what kick started your sex drive lol
[09.03.2012 19:33:29] GerSHAK: XD
[09.03.2012 19:33:50] GerSHAK: and there was some part of my larynge or something that was ill
[09.03.2012 19:33:54] GerSHAK: and he asked me whether I smoked
[09.03.2012 19:34:01] GerSHAK: I replied "only weed"
[09.03.2012 19:34:12] GerSHAK: then he did one of his sarcastic rants as he was walking away, you know, as he does
[09.03.2012 19:34:24] GerSHAK: "well MAYBE you should leave that be or you'll actually die"
[09.03.2012 19:34:33] GerSHAK: me "but that's unfair, everyone else can smoke weed"
[09.03.2012 19:34:41] GerSHAK: "well obviously you have a very rare condition, sorry!"
[09.03.2012 19:35:06] GerSHAK: and well yeah, then later that other dream
[09.03.2012 19:35:17] GerSHAK: I was a guest to a very very very rich important person
[09.03.2012 19:35:27] GerSHAK: Some kind of sheik
[09.03.2012 19:35:41] GerSHAK: There was a live group in his hallway playing soft jazz really well
[09.03.2012 19:35:49] GerSHAK: even when no one was present, just because he paid them so well
[09.03.2012 19:36:26] GerSHAK: and I was sort of angry at him for being so rich that he could just have this jazz combo playing even when no one was around
[09.03.2012 19:36:42] GerSHAK: then later I moved out
[09.03.2012 19:36:49] GerSHAK: into some sort of hotel room with Loma
[09.03.2012 19:36:50] Jark Marlingston: i love scrubs
[09.03.2012 19:37:08] GerSHAK: actually it was some really weird kind of hotel
[09.03.2012 19:37:26] GerSHAK: when you left our room, you were in the beverages apartment of a supermarket
[09.03.2012 19:37:27] PV: this is an epic dream
[09.03.2012 19:37:42] GerSHAK: the hotel only had two or three rooms
[09.03.2012 19:37:53] GerSHAK: for some reason Loma and I shared one
[09.03.2012 19:38:06] GerSHAK: then she asked me whether I wanted to have sex
[09.03.2012 19:38:16] GerSHAK: I was worried, because she and Ryan were a couple
[09.03.2012 19:38:30] Jark Marlingston: wow
[09.03.2012 19:38:31] GerSHAK: she told me something along the lines of "oh, Ryan wouldn't mind"
[09.03.2012 19:38:37 | Edited 19:38:42] Jark Marlingston: he really wouldn't
[09.03.2012 19:38:54] GerSHAK: I said "are you sure???" and felt uncomfortable
[09.03.2012 19:39:03] GerSHAK: but after all he was HER boyfriend so I thought she'd know
[09.03.2012 19:39:14] GerSHAK: but being the pussy I am I didn't actually have sex with her
[09.03.2012 19:39:27] GerSHAK: [skip]
[09.03.2012 19:39:32] GerSHAK: later, friends of hers came around
[09.03.2012 19:39:39] GerSHAK: into our room
[09.03.2012 19:39:49] GerSHAK: I was unshowered which made me feel uncomfortable
[09.03.2012 19:40:20] GerSHAK: I was also uncomfortable because I had sort of fallen in love with her and she sort of seemed to not care for me at all anymore, just talking to her friends really passionately
[09.03.2012 19:40:40] GerSHAK: so I went outside into the beverages compartment of the supermarket
[09.03.2012 19:40:57] GerSHAK: in my briefs
[09.03.2012 19:41:00] Jark Marlingston: is this still a dream, even
[09.03.2012 19:41:05] GerSHAK: in order to go back to my real apartment so I could shower
[09.03.2012 19:41:07] GerSHAK: the end.

[26.02.2012 04:27:32] GerSHAK: I probably had the longest dream I've ever had tonight
[26.02.2012 04:27:44] Charrby: Do tell
[26.02.2012 04:27:54] GerSHAK: let me try to recall
[26.02.2012 04:28:02] GerSHAK: oh yeah
[26.02.2012 04:28:10] GerSHAK: man
[26.02.2012 04:28:24 | Edited 04:28:25] GerSHAK: if this dream had taken place in real life it would have spanned days
[26.02.2012 04:28:31] Vector: lol
[26.02.2012 04:28:44] Vector: its inception man
[26.02.2012 04:28:58] GerSHAK: okay I don't recall very much anymore
[26.02.2012 04:29:45] GerSHAK: in this dream I was already going to uni but still lived at home
[26.02.2012 04:30:15] GerSHAK: I used to go home with a train
[26.02.2012 04:30:32] GerSHAK: but in this dream once a week I went in the car with someone who also went to my town
[26.02.2012 04:30:44] GerSHAK: in real life it's about a one-hour drive
[26.02.2012 04:30:51] GerSHAK: but in the dream it was 2 to 3 hours
[26.02.2012 04:31:17] GerSHAK: and we always stopped halfway
[26.02.2012 04:31:25] GerSHAK: at a family who lived by the highway
[26.02.2012 04:31:28] GerSHAK: to eat dinner with them
[26.02.2012 04:32:03] GerSHAK: the girl with whom I was taking the ride was really pretty and nice
[26.02.2012 04:32:24] GerSHAK: I don't know her in real life
[26.02.2012 04:32:58] GerSHAK: so that's the first part of my dream, me taking a ride home with her in her car, stopping halfway to eat with this family who lived by the highway
[26.02.2012 04:33:06] GerSHAK: I think we had rice and it was sort of dark in the dinner room
[26.02.2012 04:33:39] GerSHAK: the next part is me sitting in a maths lecture (I don't have this as a subject anymore)
[26.02.2012 04:33:48] GerSHAK: and actually
[26.02.2012 04:33:53] GerSHAK: we were taking a test
[26.02.2012 04:34:04] GerSHAK: it was the last lecture before the holidays but already past exam week
[26.02.2012 04:34:16] GerSHAK: and I didn't know we were going to take a test
[26.02.2012 04:34:41] GerSHAK: it was one of the last two lectures in the semester (at that point in the dream, but the other lecture never happened)
[26.02.2012 04:35:08] GerSHAK: someone was sitting beside me
[26.02.2012 04:35:13] GerSHAK: and I told them I didn't know anything
[26.02.2012 04:35:23] GerSHAK: and they were like "wow, courageous of you to take the test then!"
[26.02.2012 04:35:33] GerSHAK: I didn't tell them that I didn't know we had a test and they laughed at me
[26.02.2012 04:35:43] GerSHAK: so I took the test
[26.02.2012 04:36:05] GerSHAK: and I was the last person to leave the hall
[26.02.2012 04:36:42] GerSHAK: actually I now recall that the maths professor was actually my maths teacher from my last few years of school
[26.02.2012 04:37:10] GerSHAK: then I was looking for the person with who I usually took the ride home
[26.02.2012 04:37:17] GerSHAK: walking around the parking lot
[26.02.2012 04:37:20] GerSHAK: but she had already gone
[26.02.2012 04:37:34] GerSHAK: and there was only one more train I could catch
[26.02.2012 04:37:41] GerSHAK: so I went to the bus station
[26.02.2012 04:38:09] GerSHAK: I can't recall the next part clearly but I think when the bus arrived, I asked the driver a question and for some reason the answer made me not get on the bus
[26.02.2012 04:38:29] GerSHAK: then I crossed the road, to the bus station on the other side
[26.02.2012 04:38:44] GerSHAK: I think some other bus came and I got on
[26.02.2012 04:38:52] GerSHAK: hmm or not
[26.02.2012 04:38:58] GerSHAK: anyway I phoned my mom
[26.02.2012 04:40:12] GerSHAK: saying that there was only one last train going home and that it was uncertain that I was going to catch it, and that if she didn't ride here to fetch me, I'd only be home the next day, insinuating that I'd have to sleep in the cold at the train station if I missed the train
[26.02.2012 04:40:28] GerSHAK: in reality I didn't want to take the train for some reason (althought it WAS unlikely that I'd catch it)
[26.02.2012 04:40:43] GerSHAK: and I sort of talked to my mom angry to make her feel guilty and come fetch me
[26.02.2012 04:40:46] GerSHAK: which in turn made me feel guilty
[26.02.2012 04:41:27] GerSHAK: I don't recall exactly how we get from here to the next part of the dream
[26.02.2012 04:41:54] GerSHAK: In that part, I was on a trip with my school class and our teacher, although we were all already 18-ish
[26.02.2012 04:42:01] GerSHAK: and we were somewhere really really far away
[26.02.2012 04:42:10] GerSHAK: and it was really really beautiful there
[26.02.2012 04:42:27] GerSHAK: we were actually on a canoe trip
[26.02.2012 04:43:00] GerSHAK: I recall it from a part where I looked behind at an enormous waterfall from where we had come
[26.02.2012 04:43:08] GerSHAK: and there were mountains around us
[26.02.2012 04:43:26] GerSHAK: I had a camera with me but the quality of the pictures was as horrible as that of my webcam
[26.02.2012 04:43:38] GerSHAK: I still took dozens of pictures because everything was so breathtakingly beautiful
[26.02.2012 04:43:56] GerSHAK: at one point we got out of the canoe
[26.02.2012 04:44:08] GerSHAK: and there was some kind of dam
[26.02.2012 04:44:15] GerSHAK: but I and a few others didn't realize it was a dam
[26.02.2012 04:44:39] GerSHAK: it was just a really narrow way where you could walk next to a huge cliff
[26.02.2012 04:44:50] GerSHAK: so I and one or two other guys ran across it
[26.02.2012 04:45:10] GerSHAK: seconds later, the fucking thing opened and the entire water from the river poured out into the valley deep below
[26.02.2012 04:45:22] GerSHAK: and we were sort of really shocked because we could have died if we had done that a few seconds later
[26.02.2012 04:45:44] GerSHAK: then, music played somewhere
[26.02.2012 04:45:48] GerSHAK: America - You Can Do Magic
[26.02.2012 04:45:53] GerSHAK: I sang along to it
[26.02.2012 04:46:05] GerSHAK: I didn't catch the highest note very well
[26.02.2012 04:46:21] GerSHAK: And contemplated in my mind about how the highest note is a g-flat (it really is in real life!)
[26.02.2012 04:46:30] GerSHAK: and that on good days I sometimes catch a g but normally I only get to the f
[26.02.2012 04:46:36] GerSHAK: so I wasn't surprised but annoyed
[26.02.2012 04:46:49] GerSHAK: then I could sort of choose to have another America song from the same album playing
[26.02.2012 04:46:56] GerSHAK: and I didn't know that song
[26.02.2012 04:47:05] GerSHAK: and then we were in some huuuuuuuuuuge building
[26.02.2012 04:47:27] GerSHAK: it was sort of like Disneyland, the place where the building stood
[26.02.2012 04:47:37] GerSHAK: like it belonged to some sort of theme park
[26.02.2012 04:47:52] GerSHAK: not the building and the small town itself, that was a small town in front of the theme park
[26.02.2012 04:48:01] GerSHAK: and it was sort of like this insanely huge merchandise store
[26.02.2012 04:48:08] GerSHAK: and everyone got a number for a room
[26.02.2012 04:48:26] GerSHAK: and in my room, there would be a free CD of the America album
[26.02.2012 04:48:33] GerSHAK: I actually heard one more track from the album
[26.02.2012 04:48:41] GerSHAK: It was really beautiful but it doesn't exist in real life
[26.02.2012 04:48:55] GerSHAK: but I was sort of in a hurry because I recalled that I had to catch the train home
[26.02.2012 04:49:14] GerSHAK: although like, 30 hours had passed I had still not missed it and it was still evening
[26.02.2012 04:49:18] GerSHAK: so I hurried to find the room
[26.02.2012 04:49:22] GerSHAK: but didn't find it
[26.02.2012 04:49:28] GerSHAK: that took me 10 minutes
[26.02.2012 04:49:40] GerSHAK: then I got past some place that made me understand where I would find the room
[26.02.2012 04:49:54] GerSHAK: and I was really torn between going to the room or going outside to find the train station
[26.02.2012 04:50:10] GerSHAK: and that annoyed me greatly because I was almost sure that finding the room would make me miss the train
[26.02.2012 04:50:17] GerSHAK: but I went outside to find the train station
[26.02.2012 04:50:20] GerSHAK: then I woke up.

I was just about to type up my dream from two nights ago and I accidentally deleted it from my phone. XD

Damn.... I have no idea what it was about now. Anyway, I might as well put here that the last couple of days I've been getting some strong hypnagogia. Two nights ago I repeatedly, while trying to fall asleep, forgot that I was lying in bed and thought I was in various rooms around my house, and at one point a large, old-looking book appeared in front of my eyes and started quickly turning through all of its pages. There was more, but that's all I remember in detail. Last night the location-changing one happened a few more times, and at one point while typing a text in my phone I realized that it wasn't actually happening and just waved my hand around and stared at the screen for a few seconds, and then the whole scene melted back to me being in bed.

Strange stuff.