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Note: First off, I’ve written this dream down before, but the file was lost somehow! Exact times and details may be off, but I can still recall parts of the dream so I will start from there.

Date: 1-8-2013
Time ~5:30am

I was walking with Greg down a path. It was a wide sidewalk that went on for about a mile and then curved to the right. It looked like there was an ocean around where the path curved.
It was surrounded by trees and forestry. Me and Greg were walking and talking while preparing to smoke. We talked about how we used to do this all the time. I said something too loud and Greg scolded me. I looked to the right and instead of forest it became a park.
The park had a hill in the middle of it and a skinnier sidewalk went through it. We were instantly at the top as Greg was talking about how we used to ‘push and play’. He was smoking what looked like a ‘little cigar’, but I knew it was a blunt. It went out while we were at the top and I asked him if it was out. Of course, he said yes. I began to wake up at this point.

This dream took place a day or so ago but couldnt adjust that on here as far as i could tell. anyhow here we go, first entry.

I was preparing a meal of cookies chocolate peanut butter oatmeal cookies was one of em (my mother used to make these when i was young alot), and put what was maybe human flesh in them for some party, so some cookies were bloated, they ate them and started growing pig noses, one of the guests started munching on his pig nose.



It was in an old rickety house i believe, I went back for some food, and ate some tortilla chips but kept spilling em on the floor as someone said I'll get you a plate, then i spilled them all over the floor and became a bit distressed.

I found a grenade an old small one, and kept reenacting how i was gonna use it or wondering who i should give it to.

Some agents were looking at a compartment built into the ground that was sealed with a lock in my back yard at 1771 crocket drive, they were trying to open the lock but failed. (perhaps my locked away memories of childhood?)

I tried to hide the grenade without people noticing in a stack of old logs. (the grenade representing something dangerous, like my schizophrenia or childhood and the effects of trauma, hiding it from the world around me and myself?)

I went back to 1771 crocket drive when i was alot older and my shoes were disheveled, i think something important happened, i said something or saw someone or knew something that I can't remember.

Another part I was with some lady and she got a car but it had no seatbelt for her which distressed me, she couldnt drive it well, saying it didnt drive like her other car, I had the idea to put parts of it in my older car to make it work better. (my moms schizophrenia as the lack of seatbelt car? Applying schizophrenia in some way to the old me to have a car with a seatbelt? Learn from schizophrenia?)

I just had my FIRST EVER true lucid experience. It was mostly a dream about my family and everyone jogging around town and at my dad's work at night. Then when I sat on the couch, my bracelet with the words "BRONY" on it was turned into something really weird with a bunch of random stuff on it. So I thought since my bracelet only has the words "Brony" and Rainbow Dash on it, I thought "Hey I'm dreaming!" and ran out of the house with full control at this point, and rose into the air and flew off. (and also scared some joggers along the way). It was a short experience, but I felt so free. It was the first real lucid dream I've ever had. So excited!

Dream 1: Car Lost
I am at my childhood colony at my fiancee house.(In Reality my fiancee house is in other city). My Fiancee is showing me wedding shopping stuff. I am worried about my car which is outside of house. I am going out to look my car but Oh I lost my car. I am searching my car everywhere, At dco house and in my neighborhood. I am very worried.

Probably caused by a certain talk that occurred yesterday, oh well, everyone has generic non-lucids occasionally.

I was at home and something went totally wrong so i had to go to school to check something, dad follows me. Now i am at one of the top floors, probably already solved whatever was wrong. Going down the stairs. There seems to be floating thing of solid light at certain floor, i briefly touch it and it kinda fades away. Going down the stairs. Dad is downstairs, i exit the school through basement for some reason, dad follows me. There are lots of people, which all ignore me, then there's lots of pigeons. I end up entering some sort of park and there's fallen tree. Dream ends.

Well, it wasn't ACTUALLY a shared lucid, but here's what happened (so weird):

I had a DILD, but I don't remember what triggered it. But I was in my livingroom with my son, and I remember being lucid. And I was talking to Chris about lucid dreaming, and he said that HE was also lucid dreaming right now. In fact, he believed that it was HIS lucid dream and that I was just a dream character in his dream. I said "No YOU'RE a DC and this is MY dream." We finally agreed that we were both having a shared lucid dream lol. So I began instructing him on how to stabilize, and perform reality checks etc. I remember telling him to look at his hands, and I looked at mine, although mine looked fairly normal at the time. Then we got distracted because there were a bunch of dog peepee puddles on the wood floor, so I was getting towels and trying to instruct Chris to step between the puddles. Then I was like "Hold on! We're sharing an LD and I'm wasting time on pee puddles!" So I made to decision to take Chris outside and teach him to fly. Then I woke up.

Ahhhh I was so mad! I mean, I know we didn't actually share this dream (you can disagree if you want, I just don't believe in it), but I really wanted to teach Chris to fly in an LD, while the DC version of him actually believed he was lucid. I think that would have been a cool experience. Yeah it would have been even cooler if it actually WAS a shared dream, but real life Chris has no memory of it. And I don't believe it anyway. I already said that.

Oh and, I have been reading a story where these 2 people keep having shared lucid dreams, and they had the same argument "It's my dream, and you're a fabrication. Nuh uh, this is MY dream and YOU'RE the fabrication." So I blame that dream on that story. Still fun though.

When I went to bed last night I was congested, so thats probably why I didn't sleep good/kept waking up....and I remember my dreams so well because I kept waking up go figure. (And the cycle continues).

The dream I remember the best was the last one. In it, Adams wife had stroked out, and I was taking care of her until she died. (IRL Adams wife died 2 years ago, quite suddenly, of a heart attack at only 48 yrs old).

Night One Part One: Shake It Up

I was in the living room in my house with my brother who was watching shake it up on a small TV, Even though in reality my brother thinks shake it up is stupid, and we dont have a TV as small as the one he was watching it on. The TV was really bad quality. Thats about it for that dream.

*Part two: the man with no fingers

It was night, there was a man standing in front of barbwire fence. He started climbing it. once he got to the top, he grabbed the part between the spikes. Then he stoped and looked at his hand, and one of his fingers dissapeared. Then another. He climbed back down, and another finger dissapeared. Now all that was left on his right hand was his thumb and pinky finger. Then he looked at his arm and saw scratched on his arm "meet me at (some place I forgot) in 15 minutes" it looked liked somebody used a knife to scratch it in his arm and then it healed, but you could still see the scars. The guy then ran to a yellow car that was parked next to a sidewalk and got inside. When he put his foot on the gas pedal thing, his foot dissapeared. He then ran out of the car and started limping towards a large black metal gate between two two or three storie brick apartment buildings. I think his arm dissapeared when he was running/limping. There was a man standing on the other side of the gate looking at him. The guy with missing fingers got to the gate, grabbed onto it and fell down. All while the man on the other side silently watched.

Part three: bruce willis

Me, some other guy, and Bruce willis were in a forest at night. There was a gang of other guys with blonde hair that looked exactly alike. Apparently they were our enemies or something. We talked to them for a bit, I forget about what. Then we walked away, and bruce willis blew up the forest.

I was at a beach, very rocky, full of people, with my dad and sister. He was there to work on the bathrooms, the lighting or something. When he was done, I was allowed to go play. There was a giant monkey bar, in the back of this beach, where the ladders were replaced with Rock climbing holds, so I gave it a try. There was a little blond girl and a light black bald guy wearing like, green, black, and blue spandex, also on this monkey-bar thing. I tried getting a heel hook, but failed.

I was then with my sister and her friend, trying to toke a joint in a bushes near a busy road. Before I could actually take a hit, I spotted Mr. Sanchez, the dean at my school, spying on us from across the road near the bushes. He called us out, and we got in some trouble.

I was IN my minecraft server world, with Sarai and other people, and we were making the town more and more amazing. There was this Teal-ass house, supposedly a mansion, but looking back on it, was the ugliest thing I've ever dreamed up. There was some kind of argument with the townspeople and the previous owner of this house, and I wanted to add a fence across the estate, but never did. A police officers son joined the game, and wanted to help. He was a cartoon character, Spanish, bowl cut, with one large rounded tooth sticking out his mouth to make him look like a dingle door. I slightly disapproved of him, but he played nonetheless, helping with roads and such.

I was in a garage/warehouse complex with my dad, in a place that slightly resembled Aiguille. Me and some friends, possibly my sister, wanted to break into a Federal Reserve Warehouse across the lot. We proceeded to using a cutting tool to cut the wooden locks and chains, granting us access to the warehouse, but owners of other warehouses, a black couple, big fat guy and his slim wife, saw us, and yelled out for us as we ran away from the warehouse back into ours. He caused a stir among the surrounding warehouse owners, and soon they all flooded ours demanding us hooligans to be brought to justice. Something happened, and they all left except the black couple, and I said "We were just going to use the wood to make go carts, and we'll go back and return the wood we stole" and the liked that. I made my way to return the wood, and they left, and we just ditched the wood, and prepared to enter the Federal Warehouse, then I woke up.

No recall.

No recall.

This is a fragment from a longer dream. It started in a school, but I can't remember what was happening.

A large group of people are in a field. A woman is talking and separating the people into teams of two. As she comes to me there are no more people to pair with so she pairs me with her, the woman is blurred and I can not make out who she is. As she picks me she turns and blocks begin to rise from the ground and swirl into a pyramid. The blocks remind me a lot of the Desmond missions from AC: Brotherhood which makes me feel like I am in the animus. She begins to run and tells everyone else to keep up. As we follow the pyramid gets higher and higher as blocks begin to move. We are now on a obstacle course in the sky that reminds me to much like a game of Jenga I dont want to lose. Following close behind the woman she runs towards a ledge before jumping, not being able to stop I follow and jump of the pyramid, thinking this is it I close my eyes. Instead of waking though I am on another block. The entire group is floating around the Pyramid as the woman who I now can only assume is the craziest teacher I have ever seen jumps back to the pyramid. She tells me to follow suit and to keep going to the top, but my fear of heights kicks in and I am frozen. Well, until a helicopter comes out of nowhere and starts flying around. I get scared that the gust of wind from the chopper is going to knock me off. I see a girl floating above the platform, I jump and grab hold of her, but I guess the shock of me grabbing her was to much and we fall to the ground. I brace myself for impact but land on a giant white pillow. Looking up I see other members of the group looking up towards the pyramid there are a number of military choppers in the field now and the rest of the group is still climbing, I wake up.

First dream I recalled in quite sometime, I happy with it, just wish it would have been the TOTM I have been trying to accomplish.

I tried the SSILD method and my body began to feel weightless. I got up after about ten minutes and looked around my room to see if anything was wrong. I then did some RC's. Surprisingly, no Reality Checks worked and my alarm looked as if it was working perfectly. I went to the bathroom and then appeared in my bed, waking up from my FA. I was actually surprised about how vivid it was. It looked just like my room.

Last night i finaly managed to get my 4th lucid dream after long break!

I used to do reality checks everyday and got no results, but this night somehow i was thinking that something is wrong about my surroundings... So i just thought "Wait a minute!" and yes i just got lucidity, i got exited as usually

So what i decided to do first was to reality check. I knew i was dreaming so why would i do RC?!

Cause i never did RC in a dream so i never knew how i would look like

So i tryed to push my thinger through my palm... And i was always thinking it would go through just like in to the hole or something. But in my surprise it was streching my hand like it was a gum, like sticky thing and is very flexible

So ye, was kinda nice doing RC in dream (FINALY IN DREAM NOT RL )

But after spending some time doing RC in dream, i got scared thought about some scary things, like someone was catching me and i was running...

I knew that nothing wrong can happen to me, since i had previous expieriance with scary lucid, so i could simple close my ice in dream and scream to wake up, but i didn't, i wanted to spend some more time in dream, but ye, i woke up.

But i am still glad that i had my 4th lucid dream.

I don't know if any of you have that strange feeling, like i am in dream and i am lucid, and i scream or yell something loudly and i think that my girlfriend can here me in RL, like i was talking while i am asleep, but this time i knew i was sleeping and i was contacting my girlfirend