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Fragments: A guy preparing to move on, saying "Can I borrow this map?"; a gallery/cafe belonging to an art group called The Future People or something similar; a runway show based on Sleep No More; a newly-made vampire using mantras to learn dreamwalking, using it to watch over a friend, another vampire, who's being held hostage.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

I'm with a group of people stealing some huge metal sphere, but as we're driving off with it, we lose it, and we circle back and argue over where it could be. I catch sight of myself in the rear view mirror and realize one of my front teeth is loose, to the point of falling out. I'm thinking I'm going to have to see a dentist, which annoys me. I notice all the teeth on that side are loose.

I 'wake up' in my IRL home and go to the bathroom mirror to check my teeth after that dream. I spit out long strings of gritty, bloody material, textured like sand. I'm thinking it's good to get that out.

This werewolf kid in human form is sitting in a car, tied up, with blood covering his face. There's a blond girl in the seat behind him who didn't believe his stories about werewolves until just now, as a werewolf in wolf form leans in through the door, right into the kid's face. The girl starts screaming.

I'm dropping off that same werewolf kid at this mansion, and there are three men standing on the steps out front to meet us. I'm saying to them, "Are you all Adrian's?" Adrian's the wolf kid's name, I'm asking if he turned them, which I'm hoping is not the case. And it isn't; they introduce themselves to me, and it turns out the house holds some organization of witches or magicians or something of that variety. They're all very friendly. One of them, this heavyset old queen, mentions that he's single, and I'm amused. When I introduce myself, I add, "And I'd have to be invited in," just so we're all clear.

didn't have time to post much lately but i wanted to record a super awesome lucid i had a couple weeks ago or so:

realized i was lucid, flew over this huge body of water at night, super detailed night reflections in the water and it was one of the most beautiful sights i have ever seen. and then i flew over it a second time and there were sparkles in the water and at a certain angle this russian emblem shown through the water's surface and it was in a diff language, i tried to remember it for when i woke up but since it was in a diff language i couldnt. it was a really intricate design.
at one point i was like i want something cool to happen! duh i want a puppy to come out of my purse! so i thought of a cute little puppy and expected it when i opened my purse. hahahha dreams mess with me i pulled out a fucking stuffed dog chihuahua thing with buttons as eyes. i had to laugh at such a warped realization of my expectation and lucid attempt.

DREAM from like two nights ago:
crazy! i was hanging out with this girl like the morattas the blonde one and she was talking about her lesbian ness. i was like i never did that before. and eventually she was obviously gonna say "would you want to hook up with me?" and she did and i was like alright why not but i was SOOOO SCARED and then we were naked and making out and i was like into it but i didnt know really how to have sex so we just kinda grinded on each other and then for some reason i felt a dick even tho shes a girl and she doesnt have one but its a dream so it doesnt make sense. so anyways the sex was good and weird at the same time but nonetheless a new experience for me.

god damn why so much fuckin lesbian shit in my dreams. horny as fuk for guys n this is what i get in my dreams lol at least it feels just as good in dreams. plus in waking life i was lookin at this girls fb before bed trying to see if she was a lesbian bc she just seems like it n i was curious bc i have known her forever.

other dreams happened that aren't lucid but sucks bc i dont remember now....

110213**+ 1030 ~3 mini-wbtb ~5 wbtb SSILD WILD. On my first noticed awakening I only remember a fragment of a dream where I was wondering why would the church be teaching this(what?, I wonder if it was LD related as it feels like I forgot something important). I remember a title or something: "Witchcraft in the Church." I get up go to the bathroom remind myself the date and quick review of goals and go back to bed and do my variation of SSILD cycles...shorter version. I get the HH visuals fairly quickly and am mostly letting them float by but attempt to engage a few of them later on. Eventually I get one with N's friend M in it...usually they don't make any sense or are not recognizable so I engage this one but was probably already dreaming whether I engaged it or not. M is sitting on the ground in a flirty pose in a dress with her left knee up and the other laying mostly flat exposing her underwear. Another woman thinking it is unintentional tries to push her dress down with her foot but M lifts up her knee again and this time I can see even more clearly...white lacey underwear. Knowing this is a dream I tell her to remove them with my thoughts. Next thing I know we are both completely naked and sitting on a seat or could it have been a toilet (weird) but we were rubbing out bodies together enjoying each others naked skin on skin when I woke up. I turn over and write down my lucid and I get up go to the bathroom, go to my home office where I thought about reading a few pages from "Are You Dreaming" but realize the light will be too bright and is shining across the hall and might wake my wife. I walk around a little then lay down and think about my goals and focus on the back of my eyes thinking the next time I see I am dreaming over and over maybe 15 times. Do my SSILD, longer version and decide to enjoy the quiet time and patiently wait like Sageous talked about. Again I start getting the HH visuals and some audio fairly quickly but they don't seem to be going anywhere so I decide to roll over and hope for a DILD but then it happens I half suspect I am dreaming but worried I might still be awake but decide to will myself out of bed and I roll out of bed without actually engaging any muscles lest I wake myself. Sure enough I am light as a feather where as I normally feel very heavy when getting up and know I am dreaming but my vision is very foggy so I pause and decide to do one of the TOTM I just read about last night. I recited the months from November backwards starting slowly got a few of them more quickly and going faster almost tripped me up at April to March as I thought what comes before April but slowed down and finished. I continue out of my room slowly float walking and I see the railing from the overlook and everything is very clear now. I fly down over the railing down to the first floor. As I open the front door I think for a moment if my wife might hear the door opening and should I lock the door and I remind myself no worries, no need to even lock it my dream for any reason I can think of...keep going! I fly/float down my street kind of sluggishly and think that I must have read too much about how some people have various trouble with flying and realize I have flown well for as long as I can remember and I zoom off quickly to Girl Friday's. I think for a moment if I should go direct to my goal of flying out into space to look back at the earth but the temptation is too great. I arrive at Girl Friday's and I see a few other people outside that are often around her and might look sideways at the married man coming here at night but remind myself it is a dream - no worries (something I have been working on - reminding myself it is a dream - in conjunction with my daytime awareness check-ins and RCs). I float around back up to the back room and imagine that she will be there getting undressed. Sure enough when I look in the window she is unbuttoning her blouse. I knock on the window and give her the big eyes look and she is into it. I continue to float out side and she continues to undress one item at a time. I feel myself getting excited and I ask: you want to see this don't you. And as I start to pull it out I imagine it will be abnormally large and it is! And then I noticed that kind of hurts as if has expanded too much. I say you want this but I decide it is time to move on and I fly up into the atmosphere at super speed probably for 10 or 15 seconds towards my goal. As planned I look back down towards Earth but I must have flown too far earth is tiny and not the site I imagined so I flew back down towards Earth and stopped when it was in nice view. I could not make out the continents, the atmosphere was cloudy just blue ocean and clouds it seems, but so beautiful. The planet was glowing...I just sat there completely in awe and actually started to cry overwhelmed with emotion and I woke up. I get teary eyes just recalling it. I had planned to also fly to the moon and do a little bounding around on the moon and surgery with a piece of moon rock...but maybe another time. A little later on after laying in bed while recalling what a wonderful lucid dream I just had on top of a good one earlier in the evening I have a dream where I'm laying down on the floor on my side and I am apparently at work as I hear several of my coworkers talking and going by and R greets me in his normal up-beat way and I realize its Saturday there's no way I'm at work I'm dreaming again I tell him I'm sleeping and I notice how cool is this but then I focus on drool that seems to be coming out of the corner of my mouth and I wake up. I must have dozed off because I did not enter the dream consciously as I normally do with a DEILD, so I am thinking it is a DILD and possibly an FA caught(since I was in the sleeping position in the dream). I decided that's probably it for the night and decide to get up. Sweeeeet!!!!

was in this huge ass class room and probably close to hundred kids (mainly scu students) were having an insane rager, the crazy part was no alcohol but everyone was freaking the fuck out and making tribal noises and flipping tables and there was this huge slide and it was just mayhem. yannick was in the dream and we were BUDS wtf like i was all endearing to him and shit. and
me and bryn were friends again like old times but she was clearly lesbian for me and i wanted to be her friend but that was freaking me out bc she kept saying suggestive things and talking to other people about how she wants to hook up with me. then i walked out of the classroom with gabby p and i was like "gabby i neeeeed to talk to you " it was about bryn but gabby thought that i meant i had a problem with gabby herself, i never got to tell her what i wanted to say because we reached our destination too quickly. the destination was this place where .. actually it is irrelevant and not interesting.

bloody scene involved a good friend of mine (dont kno them in real life) but they were an alcoholic mess, blood blood blood everywhere and his arm was cut open and the bone was revealed he looked like a bloated red dying drunk and he didnt care he just had a beer can in his hand still drinkin. i took him to the hospital.

got home and parked my car and rand into mom on some street. alex was there too. mom was normal and then suddenly her eyes got big and she was like "wait a minute... I don't feel good." and then she started breathing hard and fell to the ground blood was coming out of her nose. i was freaking out and trying to calm her down at the same time and also call the police. i told alex to feel her heart beat and then i would call but he was so freaked out he didnt do it right away, so i had to scream and it was so fucking chaotic. i tried to type in all these numbers to call but i kept messing up bc i was so freaked out. alex was so pissed at me bc i insisted i do it myself but i was doing a shitty job. suddenly, we turned on each other. he started saying things like i am a selfish person with so many vices and that i financially drained the family. i felt this huge wave of aggression like i have never felt in waking life (rarely) and i stared at him like a demon and he stared at me too and the feeling built up and up and i finally just pushed him and then i was like WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT this is so fucked up and i love alex and he loves me and wtf is going on. looked at my hands. looked at them more than other dreams. in other dreams i was like self-conscious bc i thought "what if this is actually reality and im just standing here staring at my hands like an idiot while my mom is having a heart attack?" but my hands were clearly dream. there was 6,7,8,9 digits each time i looked, the fingers were all varying in length, and i had a solid, true feeling THIS IS A DREAM and i said that in my head a lot. i knew about not telling dream characters i knew it was a dream, but i was SO sure that it was a dream that i didnt give 2 fux and i told my brother "OMG its ok alex!!!! it's ALRIGHT dont worry mom's ok this is a DREAM!!!" and i just wanted to see what he would say. he was actually happy and he was like "well, that's great!".

went outside waiting for the ambulance with mom, i just flew away. which would b a dick move in real life but its a dream soo yeah. peace out ima go fly, i flew a bit and then i decided i fly too much in lucids i want something better!! so for some reason i thought it would b cool to have an item of my choice just fly to my hands. so i thought about a coke can really hard and then put my hand out and it flew over and i caught it. i did that with a couple other items that unfortunately i do not recall.

I was at my house waiting for some other friends to arrive to play some monopoly I was with Chris, Will and I believe Frank and Mirsa were still on their way. We were setting up the game and I regain a bit of vividness when Eli was making a deal with someone which was totally ridiculous which he was actually considering like trading broadwalk with a water utility and $100 which everyone was cracking up since he was considering it. After that I remember I loged on to a computer and checked on my fantasy team and saw that all my players blew up like crazy and I beat Chris who I am playing this week which was awesome hopefully Sunday does not let me down.

Third-person P.O.V shows a kid about 8 or 9 who is in some ghetto place of Africa. There are several floors laid with loose old bricks. The kid does crazy and dangerous life-threatening stunts. He says he does these stunts because he pretty much has nothing to live for. After he says that, the view ascends up the brick landscape slowly. As it gets onto the higher levels, a series of miniature skeletons appear on the rugged and dirty brick floor. As we ascend, the skeletons get much smaller. These are the skeletons of impoverished human beings. I now understood why the kid never cared if he lost his life doing those crazy stunts. I felt an overwhelming sense of sympathy and felt sorry for the kid.

I am chillin with some friends in a parking lot. Out of the crowd, i remember Sean, Tim, and possibly Billy being there. Sean spots a car and wants to jack it, but Tim insists that we jack the Honda. We get inside and drive who knows where.

Transition to being outside in the third person point of view. Some girl with a bun in her hair is spying but running from a couple of girls (One of them is Brittini) at the same time because they were cannibal traffickers. She keeps almost getting caught, hiding behind brick walls and bushes and barely avoiding their gaze. Some other innocent girl (Emily) runs into the screen and is in their plain sight but is cutting corners and running. Cut scene.

Transition to me in a room alone with my "friends". I now realized that they try to get rapport with you and gain your trust, convince you they are their friends and make you feel comfortable, only to make you vulnerable and turn around to sell your body to cannibals. I don't let them know that I know this. They leave the house and leave me alone there. I try to devise a plan to fuck them all up (don't know why i didn't just run away). As someone enters the door, i line up a haymaker to his jaw as he cuts the corner. It is my roommate who i am very close with so i end up not doing it. Later on, i end up awakening to my roommate actually going to use the bathroom in waking life and i act like i'm sleeping but keep a close eye on him because i think that he wants my body for protein.

Transition to me running outside planning my escape now. Some guy in a truck seems suspicious as if he was paid to keep an eye on me. He turns his head, sees me, and starts trying to follow me, but his clumsy ass crashes.

i am in bed with a very heavyset woman. She is on top of me and is kissing me with slightly stinky breath. Her much slimmer but thick sister is in the kitchen behind the counter watching us. My attempt to make her jealous works and she comes to the edge of the bed. i take her hand and gently pull her towards the bed to invite her. She stands on the bed and tells her sister to, "get her fat ass away" or something of that nature. I take her body in my arms and feel her silk robe. I put her on her back while some creepy music plays on the radio which makes me kind of uneasy, but it eventually gets a little less creepy and more sensual. i moan and give a "mmmmmm" sound and i pick her up and feel the lightness of her body ripe for domination. She rides me for a second only, and literally twists my dick. As she exited, i see my penis is unshapely. I try to crack it back in place.....and it cracks but never goes back in place. I say whatever and try to continue. Something happens and she leaves the room in a rage and locks me in it. I turn around and look on the wall to see the nutritional facts of myself on a poster. I realize i am in a holding cell and I am not the only person they have done this to....I am probably being sold to cannibals. This leads me to my next dream.

I had 2 pets, a cat and a dog, and was at a ranch house. I was out in the yard with the 2 pets and T was there. He was upset about us messing around in his garden area. The garden itself was quite odd in the fact that it was modular. T and another were moving large square sections of sod and soil to expand the garden.

Later i was in the house and instead of pets I had two children. A boy and a girl. I was there reading a Dr.Seuss book to them before they went to bed. After leaving my dream changed to veiw to myself simply being a spectator.

The two kids were still in the room, but they had a handheld radio that another kid was saying rude things over directed at the girl. Then there was another girl there telling them that she was sorry for the way Ghost was acting. That Ghost was just a jerk and to ignore him.

I am alone in a giant movie theatre with seats that are facing different directions. For some reason, i sat at a seat facing away from the screen and turned my neck to watch whatever it was....it felt comfortable at the time. I go below to the "help yourself refreshments" and spill water all over the place.

I am apart of some group dance going on on stage. I am reluctant and shy because it is improvised, but the other dancers cheer me on. As the split dancers emerge together coming from both sides, i start to get my groove on and come out of my shell. I end up really getting in the mood and doing flips and handstand push-ups. The group dancers were trying to hold me back and tell me that I am doing too much and that it is a GROUP dance, not an individual show off type of routine. Whatever. I keep doing my thing and disregard these fools.

11/01/13 Bed 12am - 8am

Mentally exhausted, but I couldn't sleep, so I meditated for a while sitting on a bed. I was asking for help figuring things out.

DR
I'm staying in a hotel. It's huge. Indoor is bright, multi-story, marble and glass everywhere. I walk around and come to a retirement home. I'm thinking how nice for the residents, to live right inside of a mall, so near to entertainment and shops.

I'm in my hotel room. Suddenly I feel a tooth in my mouth. I spit it out and wrap in a cloth. I go downstairs to the dentist to have it reattached. He says sure, but I'm gonna need 12 shots. I'm asking "why would I need shots"? And he says "Shots are great at taking away the pain".

So I make an appointment to get there at 6:30. On my way there I stop to pick up bread I had apparently pre-ordered. They hand me a large bag of flat sheet of rolls. As I'm walking away, they are suddenly in a huge burlap shopping bag. And I don't just have one, but 4 of them. I look inside and in one of them are 2 lizards.

I walk to the outside of the hotel. A georgeous park starts right there. It reminds me of the forest where Snake finds Tsushinoko, with all the little colorfull frogs, squirells, fireflies... It looks like there is black moss on the ground and on the rocks. I stop and look at the animals. There is this tangeine sized ball, that looks like it's made ouf of suede. It has huge, very cute eyes. There is at least 2-3 different species of them. Up on a rock I see a small, 1inch long, black centipede. He is so cute. There are firns, and some lizards. I think this is the attraction of the hotel.

I keep walking on the path through this park, looking for a safe place to release the lizards. Away from streets and people. There is some landscaped area with bushes, but they have no leaves, and there is noo grass. I'm looking for a place where they could hide right away. Just accross is an area with foot tall clover. I shake first lizard out of the bag. He is about foot long, bright green with yellow tummy. The other one is very similar. They are a couple. They are fat, and they move slowly.

I'm waking back to the dentist office and I see a nurse leaving. She tells me I'm late (I know i'm 30 min late and it's 7pm now), but to go and check to be sure. I come to the office and doctor is just locking up. We talk for a bit and I'm not sure if he still takes me in. So I guess my pain is all mine.

Noon nap frags:
I'm in a store, looking at displayed binoculars. I want to look through a rifle scope, but someone just pickes it up. He says that it's all not focused, because there is not enough distance to look at. I pick up a 7x50 small binocular. I aim it at the window and at the hills behind it. I amazed to find some hikers going up the hill on a slanted path. They start changing and now they look more like chimps and gorillas. I think they are a new species or human-apes.

I probably have trouble picking out what I am going to wear for church. I end up going shirtless. It's been a while since i've been there and i notice that I am different from the people there. Since I am shirtless, i start to get cold. I am slightly embarrassed and try to save face by walking out and going downstairs. I see some kids in the basement of the church and i either give them gifts or play with them. My mom ends up cooking there and plenty of less fortunate kids keep asking if they can have some of her food. She tells them that they are more than welcome to take whatever they want. From soda to turkey.

Was at my G.ma House again. My sister was there as well. It was dark outside... maybe raining... There was a sense of forbodding within the house and I knew something was wrong. I go up and into my old room, but hear my sister yelling to get out. Suddenly there's a dragon im my room thrashing around, and i quickly fall back out of the room and slam the door closed. My sister has this annoyed tone, dripping with sarcasm, that i "didn't know" about the dragon.

I'm starting to try to cover the widows on the house and remain quiet becuse we don't want to attract others to the hosue.

There's a crash and my sister is there... apparently the dragon has smashed through the upper level and was now in the bathroom on the lower floor. It was stuck there for now.

10/31/13

1. I'm in NY. We have an RV, but i don't know where are we going. For some reason I'm waiting for a cab. I see 3 of them down the road, but they all turn away before coming to me. Then I see the RV and I wanna get picked up, but I already called a cab and don't wanna screw the cabbie over.

2. I'm in an ethnic restaurant in NY. It's a longish room, with a waiter. When we are done, we all sit down in an ante-room on a long bench. There is about 10 of us, all girls. The waiter feel sorry for us so she brings out a huge metal container full of toasted bread and something similar and she offers each of us a piece.

As we sit there, we discuss what we gonna do in the evening. Some are going clubbing. I want to go to just look around the town and maybe get a hot dog.

Gandolfiny walks in with his wife, arm in arm. She has a white long coat. He is smiling.