There's a secret meeting going on in the basement of a whorehouse; the woman who runs this place and her girls give us shelter on a regular basis. One long table, only two actual chairs which are taken by the leader of one of the larger camps and myself (which seems like a waste since I wind up spending most of this scene on my feet), everyone else makes do without. The last of us has just arrived, and I've started to show a video I recorded earlier, a conversation between me and another man - one of my own kind, unlike the humans at this meeting. I walk around the room as the video plays, narrating here and there but for the most part it speaks for itself. I'm using this video as evidence to convince them to take some action against the other man in the video. When the video's done, the meeting breaks up for a bit. People talk privately. As I walk around the room, I come across someone sitting against the wall who becomes very agitated as I approach. I remember him - I'd once done something thoughtlessly cruel to someone or something he cared about. I apologize to him now, and I genuinely mean it - I tell him I don't expect him to forgive me, but for whatever it's worth, I want him to know that I am sorry I did it. I'm not at all sure he understands what I'm saying. There's someone with him who's very protective of him - I leave them alone. On the other side of the room, as I'm taking down the video equipment and thinking about the convenient access to electricity here, a woman named Carol approaches me. She's one of the camp leaders, I admire her greatly - we'd been part of the same territory once, but she and her people broke away from me. To my surprise, she's come to call a truce. She doesn't want the personal grudge between us to influence her people, since we're on the same side for the moment. But she reminds me that she's keeping an eye on me, she has people planted in my territory, she doesn't trust me. I remind her that I could say the same to her - I have eyes in her camp, and she's not exactly universally loved by her people, they could easily be convinced to remove her. I say to her, amused, "It's not exactly one-sided."
Updated 01-12-2015 at 11:56 PM by 64691
16th Oct 2014 Location: @ home Tools Used: two baramay devices under the pillows Others In Room: sleeping next to GF Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream This dream wasn't like a regular dream. I wasn't in a dream reality. It felt more like I was actually doing this to myself and my GF in the waking reality whilst I was in a dream state. Difficult to explain. Very similar to meitation except it was a dream. I was making etheric energy with my GF. I was designing a system for it to interact with our bodies. There was a part of it I though was wrong and I was telling my GF that it was wrong and needed to be changed. So I changed it and then I realized that it was actually alright and it would have been fine if I had left it. I woke up then. Thoughts/Notes I was actually doing something with myself and my GFs energy makeup. I'm sure of that. It was a very strange dream and I'm not sure if I could even class it as a dream.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 12:23 AM by 76450
15th Oct 2014 Location: @ home Tools Used: two baramay deices under the pillows Others In Room: sleeping next to GF Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I had quite a few dreams (4 or 5) throughout the night and I was lucid for brief moments in the inital dreams, although in the later ones I was not able to become lucid in the classical sense. In one (the second last I think) I was seeing myself in the dream as the third person and in the last I was watching the dream as if it were a movie. The first dreams were all linked. I was on a journey. Going from one town to the next. I was in a place in the countryside that was rocky and had a lake. I was walking along a path. I had a motorbike there and it was broken down and I was trying to get it repared. I must have woken up and the next thing I can remember is I was in a house and it was owned by a teacher. He was older and had an eccentric characture. There were lots of people in his house as if he was throwing a party and he was trying to sell his house. The last dream was me watching Star Wars. In the beginning it was like I was there just viewing it Han Solo was there with Chewbaca and they looked really young. I can remember thinking that they have done really well with the makeup to make them look so young. They were both in a situation with a guy who was a trader. They were in some sort of dispute and Chewbacca was allowed to leave although Han Solo had to stay until it was sorted out. Then Han Solo did something. He tricked the trader into letting him go. I can't remember exactly how he did it but I remember thinking at the time 'that's so clever how he did that'. Then they were both on the millenium falcon flying away. That's the last I can remember of that dream. Thoughts/Notes I'm no longer using the baramay device for meditation in the same way I was before. I just keep it close when I meditate. Still keep one under my pillow although it works on your dreams much better if you use it correctly in mediation and activate it before going to sleep. I've also got out of the habbit of writing my dreams down. The first dreams are about me learning to lucid dream again. Not sure what the others are about.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 12:30 AM by 76450
29th July 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I was in the middle of a full scale medieval battle and I was the king. There was loads of bloodshed and we were in a massive sort of arena. I worked my way towards the king of the other army we were fighting and we started fighting one on one. He was smaller than me and much younger. I won the fight by stabbing him 4 or 5 times. Then we began retreating but we noticed that the king was still alive! And so I called him out to his face and said there was "no need for anyone else to die" and that "we should just fight each other". He didn't want to do it but he knew he had to now that I had challenged him infront of his army. I was absolutely confident I would win. I was riding on the back of an animal which looked like a little monster and the enemy king killed it just before we started fighting. It was obvious that what he did was dirty tactic. We started fighting but I can't remember if I killed him before it ended because I woke up at this point. Thoughts/Notes I could rememer 3 dreams that night and I was lucid dreaming on and off during each dream.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 12:44 AM by 76450
23rd July 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramy device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I was dreaming that I was on the same vessel I am working and living on now. I was on B deck, standing outside and there was large a box with (walkie talkie type) radios in it. I was trying to use one and it wouldn't work so I swapped it with another one and it wasn't working properly either. There were two DCs standing there and they were telling me there was something wrong with the supervisor. I started thinking that everything looked very odd and out of place, then I realized I was actually dreaming! I got really excited and I was running around, jumping up and down saying "I'm in a dream, this isn't real!!! I'm dreaming!!!" Everyone was looking at me like I was crazy! They were tellling me "No! this is real, this is real!" So, to prove that it was infact a dream, I decided to grow a pair of big, beautiful, white feathered angels wings. I then started to fly, staying just a couple of meters from the deck. The DCs looked absolutley astonished and were saying "Wow!!!" Next thing I know I'm at the stern of the vessel next to some walk in containers and my work mate was there with the supervisor. They had been swimming in the sea for some reason. I was asking them "What are you doing?!!" The supervisor couldn't work for some reason and I was saying to my work colleague "I don't care this isn't real anyway" but he couldn't understand what I was talking about. I started wondering 'what do I want to do?' So I decided to have sex with some girls. Next thing I know I was instantly in an entirely new scene. I was at a checkout, like the kind you would see in a supermarket, and there was this girl working at the checkout I liked. I went over and started kissing her and very soon had her bent over the checkout and I was going to have sex with her but the table wasn't at the correct height. I was adjusting the height of the table by intention so she was at the right height for me. I woke up. Thoughts/Notes During the dream the guy I was sharing the room with woke up in waking reality, and he was going to the toilet and closing the door and sometimes these noises were starting to wake me up and I could feel myself start to slip from the dream.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 01:34 AM by 76450
22nd July 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: using the baramay device in meditation whilst lying down daily Dream This was the first night I ever tried lucid dreaming. My plan was to see ailens in my dreams. In the early part of my sleep I was regularly drifting awake and telling myself "I will realize I am in a dream, I will realize I am in a dream" then drifting back into sleep. I was having dreams but I can't remember what of but I can remember in one of them I managed to control it and I was looking at a spacecraft with quite a few aliens standing infront of it. Didn't last too long though. Then I was woken by my alarm at 2:00 and I told myself the same thing again and then fell asleep. The dream I remember having was this: I was back at the house I grew up in when I was a teenager and my current work colleague HB(male) was with me. I had the car I owned as a teenager and we were waiting for MR(male) to come cause we were going to give him a lift to school. My HB(male) wanted to drive so I let him. MR(male) was taking too long so we left without him. We saw the school bus leaving and lots of people standing waiting for the next one to arrive and we were going to do the same but I said to my work colleague "lets just drive all the way". So we kept on going. He was driving really bad and he was doing something else instead of concentrating on his driving. I was telling him to be cearfull of the bridge that was we were about to cross but he wasn't listening to me and we went over it way too fast! The car went flying through the air and came crashing back down on the road! I got really angry with him and told him to pull over into the car park that was at the bottom of the bridge. Then the scene instantly changed and we were in a classroom with lots of DCs all students and one male teacher. At this point I started wondering 'Is this a dream?' and I kept on repeating it in my head and started saying out loud "This is a dream!" I then came to the full realization that it really was a dream, and I was thinking "ok what do I want to do"? So I decided to fly. I shot up in the air and I was flying then I though, to test my theory that it was a dream I would have sex with a woman and then a beautiful girl appeared but I was struggling to change her apperance into exactly how I wanted her to look and she was leading me to the pyramids at the Giza plateau. I thought "No! The pyramids are not for doing that inside!" and then we started having sex then I was instantly back in the classroom. The teacher was asking me something although there was no sound. His lips were moving but no sound was coming out and I noticed the whole dream was muted. Slowly the sound started coming back and it felt like I hadn't actually been flying or went to the pyramids with the girl at all and it had all just been a daydream. The teacher then started asking me to demonstrate something that he had shown the class but I had no recollection of being shown anything. I'm just sitting there puzzled as hell about what's going on and I'm asking myself 'is this actually a dream?' over and over. All the other students are looking at me like I've gone completely crazy and the teacher is starting to get pissed off at my extremelly unusual behaviour. He then, upon realizing that I wasn't totally confused as to what he was talking about, started to demonstrate to me what to do (something strange with my mouth on a CD case) So I copied him and then the teacher started teaching the entire class about something else. I remember thinkin 'this is a dream. I should just stand up now and vanish infront of everyone and they will be amazed' but I started doubting myself and I was worried if I tried and failed I would make a fool of myself. The teacher started doing some more weird things with the other students and all the time I was questioning weather or not it was a dream. Then I woke up. It was approximately 4:30.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 02:00 AM by 76450
12th July 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I was thinking to myself, before I went to sleep last night, that in order for me to become more of the person I would like to be, I should start believing that I am competing with others and this will help me get there much faster. The dream I had was related to this line of thinking I was dreaming I was in a school hall. Looked like the one from my primary school. There were other kids there of all ages. Some the same age as me (I think I was younger than I am now but not sure). Everyone was playing a game where you take as many balls from one end and put them in a basket at the other end. I didn't want to play at first but then I watched some of the older kids playing (might have been young adults) that were the same age as me and I then decided I would play also. I knew I had explosive power and I knew that if I used it I could beat them. I was looking forward to my turn and I was getting excited to start. Then when I started, I realized I was competing against really young Thai kids. My mood totally changed and I felt like I always feel towards kids. I loved them and I started playing with them. Letting them get ahead of me sometimes and beat me and I didn't care about winning anymore. The kids were having lots of fun like kids do and I just felt happy. My girlfriend (who is a school teacher) was there helping the kid next to me, telling him to run because he was becoming confused and wasn't sure what to do sometimes. Thoughts/Notes I should look to kids as an example of how to become more of the person I would like to be. I should feel joy in the process, stay in the moment, have fun, love others, help others who I see are confused.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 08:42 AM by 76450
26th June 2014 Location: on a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: during this period I was spending a lot of time contemplating the concepts of waking reality as a projection of consciousness Dream I dreamt I was on a small boat and we were in rough sea. I was at my work station looking at a monitor and liasing with the captain on the bridge by radio. I could see on my workstation monitor a view of the vessel from above and I could see that there was what looked like big blocks of ice shooting out from bellow the waters surface and up into the air, coming back down in a long arc and smashing back into the sea. We were being thrown about a lot from the impact of these blocks of ice were making with the water and we were searching to find the area of sea we were going to be working at. I was running from inside my workstation container to outside on deck and back inside to see what was going on with these large blocks of ice and whilst I was doing this there was a male DC standing outside. The bridge called me on the radio and said that a block of ice was going to hit the vessel and to brace for impact. I knew it was serious and I ran outside and told the man we were going to be hit and to hold onto something but before I could finish what i was saying, there was a loud smash and the boat immediatley started sinking! Before I knew it I was under the water and I couldn't see much, just lots of bubbles and splashing. I can remember thinking 'this is so exciting! I better start swimming upwards so that I don't get sucked under by the vessel going down' but I was near the surface and I was confident I would be ok. I then woke up. Thoughts/Notes When I woke up I was a bit shocked from the dream because it was so extremelly vivid. Especially being under water. I could actually feel the cold water soaking into my clothes and touchig my skin and I could hear the noise of the bubbles all around me. Regardless of the authenticity of it, I wasn't ever scared. It wasn't a nightmare. It was a very exciting and enjoyable dream. My interpretation is this: The boat represents me on my lifes path. My higher mind is represented by the captain up on the bridge and I'm obviously the ego mind down on the deck. The water symbolises my emotions. Not sure what the male DC represents could be my thoughts. The blocks of ice represent either negative circumstances or my beliefs.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 08:26 AM by 76450
22nd May 2014 Location: On a large platform vessel Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: one other Unusual Activities During The Day: lots of travelling, now in a foreign country Dream Tonight is the first night I have slept with the device offshore. I woke up tonight in the middle of the night about 2:30 and I had been dreaming about how everything is all one. I drifted back to half awake half asleep and it continued happening. It didn't feel like a dream as much cause there was no story or scene or anything. It felt more like I was being taught the concept so it was well understood. Thoughts/Notes You can find out about Baramay device here: Higher Self Connections
Updated 01-17-2015 at 07:42 AM by 76450
22nd May 2014 Location: @ home Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: alone in my apartment Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream I had a nap this afternon. It was a really deep sleep and I was woken up half way through by the alarm on my girlfriends phone. I was dreaming but I couldn't remember the dream. You know when that occasionally happens? When you're dreaming right up until the very moment you awake and you just can't remember what it was. There's a strong sense it was something of great importance but it's like it's blocked or your mind is unable to comprehend the dream. Anyway, I managed on this occassion to remember a small clip from the dream. I was looking over books to buy on amazon.com. In the dream it felt smooth. Like silk. And I was making a decision. Not in the sense of I was dreaming I was sitting at my computer making a decision on amazon. It was that I was making a decision about how everything would go. I think I may have remembered my conciousness planning part of my future. Thoughts This type of 'dream' I find, only occurs with me if I have a nap during the day. I never seem to have the same experience after waking from a dream I have at night. I have a belief that our waking reality is created in our sleep. During this time the physical body releases large amounts of DMT from the pineal gland and the ego mind goes to the reality where the higher mind exists. The plans for waking reality are then made. If anyone is interested in this and wants discuss it more just PM me.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 07:37 AM by 76450
18th May 2014 Location: @ home Tools Used: baramay device Others In Room: alone in the apartment Unusual Activities During The Day: Dream/Meditation I did meditation in the afternoon today (about 12:00) using the device lying down. I was drifting in and out of sleep during the session and I can remember talking to individuals. Just before I ended the session I entered a room. I reinstantly recognised the place I was in and I had a strong sense that I been there before. There was a group of 4 people, one guy and 3 girls, sitting on the floor crossed legged, all facing in towards each other in a circular fashion. They were all working together to make something using their hands although I couldn't quite make out exactly what it was they were doing. I went to walk past them to go sit on my own and the guy saw me and quickly gestured for me to stop and sit with them. It was at this point that I realized that I was dreaming and I became fully lucid. I sat down cross legged with them and I made two balls of light, one in each hand. I then absorbed them into my body. I then made one bigger one and gave it to the guy then I did the same for all 3 girls/women. I then made another big one for myself. It ended there.
Updated 01-17-2015 at 01:29 AM by 76450
non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening I am on top of a mountain when I witness an amazing out-of-this-world happening. First some kind of ball of light appears in the sky, surrounded by a kind of dark vortex around it. It starts growing and causing some disturbances on the ground. Then some other type of energy in the shape of stormy clouds seem to appear to counteract its effect. Then a giant alien being appears in the sky and the energy ball grows even stronger and starts sucking some things towards it and disintegrates them. I can clearly feel reality fading away as it enters that light. I'm right at the edge of its pull and I feel it touching me deep inside and showing me the “reality” after everything I know disappears. It is the end, nothing will remain. I feel an emptiness and a sadness beyond words. I am a river of tears in the shape of a soul. But the counteracting force seems to be gaining hold and preventing it from moving as fast as it would. I don't know what this means. I still feel it's the end of everything today, but now I feel the urge to warn people. So I descend from the top of the mountain and I spread the news high and low that the world is coming to an end. The people closer to me do not believe me, even seeing the giant luminous ball in the sky growing by the minute. How can they deny it? I don't get it! But many others believe the same thing I do and the news is spreading fast. I then encounter people abandoning shopping, all of a sudden realizing that they don't need any of that since they will stop existing soon and then realizing that it was true anyway at any other moment of their existence. We were always going to die, we just didn't know when. I feel what they feel, they too are a river of tears. I feel the urge to find my friend Zilla. I don't know where she is and instead I go to her parents. Her father opens the door. He invites me in. He already knows what's coming. He says I won't have time to see Zilla, as she is far away, but that he has a gift she wanted to give me. I see it right away: she had bought two awesome white samurai swords, identical, one for each of us. They are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I don't even dare to touch them. I tell him to let them stay together as they are now on a shelf. I will never touch them, there's no point. I am happy just to have seen them.
Updated 01-14-2015 at 10:58 PM by 34880
I really don't have a lot to say in this one, for several reasons, of which I don't know any I just couldn't sleep last night. I think I finally fell away around 05:20 but I had to get up at 06:45 which simply isn't enough sleep to have any real REM-cycles at all. REM-deprivation is horrible and next day I could barely keep my eyes open but hey, the less you slept the night before the more you'll sleep now...
One fairly substantial dream - non lucid In a shop, I had two books. I had to slot them into a cardboard sleeve. It was tricky. I then left and went outside, there was a market of sorts,, including a book stall. There was an urgency for me to get somewhere, so I only managed to glance at the books. I then found a map. I looked at where the UK should be and it was in the wrong place - it was far too close to Russia - however , I never twigged! - grrr I then was with my wife in a sort of courtyard surrounded by old brick built buildings (a school?) Suddenly we spied a Tiger - we were a bit concerened. However, when it got closer we could see it wasn't a Tiger but more like a grey wolf with a stripy midsection. It had two wee circles where its eyes should be, so we could tell it was blind. Still it was chasing us round and round a car. I saw a man in the distance, but he dived into the nearest building. Someone I know IRL came out of a car, and failed to notice the beast (because we didn't tell him) he then saw it and realised that it was actually some man who was dressed up in a costume. He proceeded to tell us why, but I forget.... Had another dream involving water (maybe walking alongside a river?) but I forget....
12.01.2015Hellish brown beast after my cats (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was doing ET contact in the country, but I was doing this during the day when suddenly, I heard a huge noise of a plane crashing. There was no fire, no screams, no dead people, in fact, they walked out fine from the plane, despite the plain being broken in half. I wanted to assist injured people with healing energy until the dream changed a scenario. There was something involving a train accident and I was next to my car about to leave somewhere when other plane crashed the same way. I wanted to look at my bag, and ensure the police did not grab some of my stuff thinking I was to blame. The police seemed to not care from what it was in my bag. I wanted to call a friend and tell her what the heck was going on with the planes. I saw a plastic phone with a monochrome screen in my bag. Something like this one, but it was all white and had no camera: The phone made an odd noise I teleported to a house. The phone was larger, like an i-pad, but made out of plastic and still with the black and white monochrome screen. Now it had a camera also. I heard a noise and went to the bathroom, and I saw like a map on my "i-pad" and a red dot. Every time I clicked the red dot, I was moved to the rooms, until I clicked it twice and went to a small room that had a spiderweb. There was a tiny spider, and the app said, "Writing spider" It was an extremely extra rare find that if I photographed, I would get something mind blowing on a game. I could see the spider with a tiny pencil and a paper. When I took its photo, it started to grow and turned into a hellish brown beast. It was like a rat, but very slender, with long arms and very sharp claws... this is the closest I could find: I closed the door, but the door did not covered all the way up to the roof, as it was a wavy decor so the little beast came out from there. It turned in some sort of demon cat and I was afraid it would kill my cats. She went after both of my cats and I pushed it away. After this, and killing the beast (no idea how) a lot of nonsense started. I saw a show that looked like "The human body" where there were some viruses that turned into broccolies (of different colors) A voice said they needed to be eliminated, otherwise a big mess would happen. Sure enough it did. They turned into football players and these kept growing into demons, black shadows that were attacking some city hall and only using white light was good to defeat them, lucky me I could channel it.
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