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12.01.2015

Weird ex and step dad nonsense. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with my family enjoying some vacation. Hanging around, there were three female friends and one of them, called Teresa who was my ex. My mom told me that Teresa still loved me ( I have an ex called Teresa, but my mom never met with her and she neither looked in the dream like she looked in real life and we had a mutual agreement in parting ways.)

Teresa was at the beach and wanted to lay down on the sand with me and watch the stars together. I felt my wife would get pissed if I did that and I tried to look for my wife.

My step dad was acting like a jerk and he tried to fight me twice. He threw me to a corner and punched me, but it did not hurt. I decided to send him a psychic attack in order to mess him up.

Later my mom told me to go to the Canari Island for one day, something I found impossible just for the time of the flight there.

I was sitting on the couch in my kitchen. My mother was sitting there too. I turned on Half-Life on my old laptop, and my mother turned it on, on her phone. It was weird phone, it was extremely thin, and easily bended. We were moving through the deformed, dark labs. From time to time teleports lighted the darkness a bit. Luckily they weren't leaving enemies. The place get more and more deformed. I turned the laptop off, and found myself outside. I was watching the night sky. Black, devoid of stars. Suddenly I realised that I look at a gigantic black vortex that surrounded earth.

Morning of January 12, 2015. Monday.



This dream was of not much interest to me. I am still “going back to King Street” after over twenty years. It is always different, however. This time, my apartment (or the pinhead’s apartment I may be visiting at the time) is near the space which the large bathroom was in reality but farther southward. The pinhead (Leonard S) is present and mostly stands to my left without doing or saying much and there is seemingly not much furniture in the large room.

The activity is somewhat unclear - though it is related to an apparently important task involving sorting. There are several low stacks of folded newspapers (from different time periods, possibly relative to a ten year time period) over the floor in at least six or more piles to my right and at least four or more to my left. It is possible that they are only about two or three newspapers high or there may in fact be only one newspaper in each position. I am aware that there are many more newspapers to go through in whatever activity I am involved in. My landlady (who lived to be over a hundred in real life) comes in, seemingly slightly annoyed, but I do not think I am doing anything wrong.

It is possible that I am involved in scanning all of the pages or certain features of them - such as the comics only (or at least sorting them more precisely somehow, though by what relevance I am not certain), but if so, it seems I am doing it mentally - yet still possibly sending it to a computer file somewhere (apparently to save space). I notice that some top pages are showing typical clusters of paragraphs related to actual news (with some black and white photographs here and there) and other top pages are mostly showing columns of daily comic strips (I notice a “Wizard of Id” strip featuring Spook, the hairy dungeon prisoner). This is in about a fifty-fifty proportion overall. Not much else happens. The floor remains covered with newspapers as my dream loses cohesion.

I was walking down the road at night with some people. We were gonna buy something. The place has lots of lights. Malate?

I had to withdraw from an ATM. Not sure if there was one nearby. We were inside the mall. Food court?

Though I may have dreamed more this is what I have so far:

Rarity from MLP: FIM and someone else were traveling in a mushroom patch with large mushrooms along a river, avoiding a beast that would harm or kill them on their way. Then two others showed up by them and eventually those two took a path to the right which would lead to a cycle, while Rarity was still considering the one to the left that may have led to death. Eventually I think they all went to the right, then I saw where it led: Somewhere near Applejack (Who may have been a TF2 engineer) and Lyra Heartstrings was tied up near the hole in the ground that the four came out of.

1: Earliest that I recall yet though there are more: I saw a roman city-like place and I think I was Rainbow Dash going around the place in circles to get away from something. Then I was skipping past some torture devices and someone by the name of Amy was in one, it was like the video-game Chiller (A nasty torture device based "game") and I don't think I activated the torture device but I got darn close to the lever at least; I did hear the name of the woman who was in it and her first name was Amy. (Note, I heard the last name too and I later came across two women by that name the following day in one way or another though not physically; One is from the Amy's foods and the other asked for prayers at AllDevotion.com.) Then after going past that and skipping over a little running water near the torture device I got close to another "Attraction" in the "carnival" but didn't go into it, it being sorcery or something, and then I got near another one and the whole place suddenly looked like a Home Depot to some extent while I was in front of another "Attraction" that put a cage of some sort around me. I didn't believe it was telling the truth, though; I just turned on the Xbox 360 Guide (Yeah, how does this even work? Do I need to know? Good thing it does though, YEEHAW!) and hit the Exit button and got out of it. The ride did it again, but with tape this time; I got out of it again.

Note: here's another typed account of it:

1 (Account 2) I just had a dream (I didn't post it in my DJ before posting this reply) where there were "Attractions" like carnival rides that were all deadly. (Go figure, right? You know how some people call working "The circus" or "This carnival ride" or whatever?) One of the rides "Trapped" me by putting a cage around me (or at least it looked that way) to give the illusion that the only way out was to go through it and be devoured, Which is absolutely bogus. (I don't know how it would devour, It just would.) I only ended up exiting it by "leaving the game" through the Xbox 360 guide button. (Dreams have to make sense to me on some level, so does the Xbox controller signify that I was playing around with the idea of being trapped and leaving it? It seems so at least.) Then, the ride tried to do the same thing again but with some sort of tape around me. I just cut the tape and left the "Trap zone" before finding another "Attraction" (Which I didn't see anyone going into; Come to think of it I didn't see anyone entering the other one either) which was also deadly and I felt was sorcery. It was quite asinine but that one didn't try to trap me.

- Copied from here: http://www.dreamviews.com/dream-inte...-everyone.html

2: Then I was in a department store of some sort; I was doing something else earlier, but at another point someone in a white tee shirt wanted to trade MLP: FIM cards with me. I told him I didn't have any, then I went to get some in a rack of clothing.* I was about to get one card that had a number of "21" on it, and then I heard someone coming so I left and went through some hallways and ended up going into some corner in a darkened room that appeared to be a small dining area with a 1950s or 1960s type fold-up table and some chairs. An elderly woman walked in with a walker and sat down. I said "Hello" because I didn't want to scare her as it was dark, though it was light enough for me to see her. We talked for a little bit, Then later she started talking to her son (Who is not me; Also, her son wasn't in the room or at least I don't think he was and I had the impression her son wasn't in the building) saying she wanted to tell him something before she died. Then, this other rather demeaning or slightly demonic-sounding voice (At least by my interpretation) came in (The voice was present but I didn't see anyone else in the room) and said something about the first B-52's music album and MLP: FIM, I think, and also someone who built workbenches and that I was influenced by him or all these things. I also had this sense that the woman was literally going to go up in flames by spontaneous human combustion if I didn't do something so I (Semi-lucid) brought up a Bible and a Bible verse, that one being the Lord's Prayer for her and recited it vocally. I felt pretty lightened (and I also do when I write this. It's nice.) as I woke up while still thinking of it a bit and while reciting it in-dream.

* That clothing is interesting, What does it mean? People go get it and wear it.

3: I was in an area near a beach and the water was rising. I saw a woman with blond hair and I ran pretty fast without fatigue up a steep hill to get away from the water. I eventually got to the top but the water kept rising, so I went and jumped over the slope where water was shooting out into a valley below. I then floated while the water drained out of the valley and then I landed in the valley after the water was all out. Then, I went to the left with some people and a dwarven type guy or garden gnome type guy (Point is, he was small compared to me) and found what I think was a dead body of his brother lying down on a sort of table. The dwarf commented on this and later I looked around and there was rusty junk that was once useful stuff nearby, then I think we left. There's more to it, I do believe.

4: Later on I (or who I saw through the eyes of) put a car (a black one, to my recollection) at a high-rise building for it to be worked on. I then went to the fourth floor and later tried to not be detected as I attempted to leave the building. I thought of using a hook to lower myself down an elevator shaft after I put the elevator up some stories above me, (note that this building is somewhat based on the house I've been living in, in waking life and the elevator shaft would have been where a fireplace is in a kitchen in waking life) and while still on the fourth floor I hid myself from two women by staying on the top of a bookshelf. I eventually got to the ground floor of the building but was found in the pool area (which was the living room of my house too) by my father.

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You know what? I can't call these nightmares, exactly. Sure, there were nasty things (The deadly but fake, "forced" carnival ride for example) hinted at but I didn't go into them so I didn't suffer them! I do believe you can avoid them too, if you seek for the way and reject the illusions!

I found myself waking up on the floor. I got up and decided to open the door in to the living room. I notice the garage door was open. I went in to the refrigerator to place a juice box in to the freezer. I then proceeded to go in to the garage and notice one person there. The guy slap something on my neck and then I ask them why they do that? But they insisted that I was making the whole event up. I decided to give up and enter back in side the garage. I notice a controller and as I am attaching it to a USB, I get this feeling like I could wake up. That's when I realize I am dreaming as I place the controller down. I have an FA. Lucidity Time: 4 seconds.

I was to do a film as an actor, and I had to act out a scene to get into the restricted area. I went up the stairs and there was lots of people waiting to be seen to. Eventually a show started. We were not required to do anything, the show required people to figure out a puzzle with their drawn cards, it was a show that was already to be live somewhere else. We started to get bored with it, and went to leave. I went to catch the train back because I missed my girlfriend and didn't care about the fancy show anymore.

I haven't done recall in forever, so bare with me:

1. I'm in a dream, and suddenly I become lucid. The first thing that comes to my mind is to find a certain girl to spend time with her( sounds pathetic I know lol) because I've had very strong feelings for her. I am in some kind of room, and the walls are a mix of white and blue. The ground is colored with white tiles that have a shiny appearance to them. In front of me I see a room, and the lights are off in it. I tell myself, "She is going to be in there, I know it." In my heart though I know I didn't really believe it because I have tried seeing this girl so many times, but I have only seen her once.
I walk into the room, turn on the light, and she is not there. Instead I walk in to a girl in a tight, shiny blue dress sitting down in a white chair with a round white table in front of her. She looks at me, and I find her attractive but my passion to find this girl is so strong that I don't really care about how sexy this girl looks. I walk out of the room and close the door behind me. Once I'm out, I stop, turn around, and try again. "She will be in there this time", but again I didn't really believe. It feels so ironic because I know I can do anything, but finding her is the one thing I've always had a hard time with. I walk into the room again, and the same girl is sitting down in the chair.
I walk over to her and decide to see what she is all about. She stands up as I come over to her side. We start to get intimate and start making out. I know that this isn't what I want, and I have no idea why I gave in. I remember looking around the entire room and building I was in, just amazed at how real everything felt. After this I forget what happens next.

2. I am walking down my friend Alex's street, who only lives around the corner, and it is dark outside. The sky is black and filled with stars. As I continue walking down his street, I suddenly hear a military jet flying by. I look up into the sky and I see it. It is silver in color and has blue streaks on it. It looks highly advanced. I keep walking, but after a few more steps I notice that the jet is following me at speed where he is right above me. I start running to get away. I turn left onto the street where I live and I run into a col-de-sac that is on my left. Once I get into it, I notice a two-story house and there are around 3-5 girls standing on the lawn of it and talking.
I run up to them and tell them what is going on. I'm about to just run inside of their house when suddenly, all the girls turn into cartoons. Now the girls are animated. Immediately I become lucid. I forgot the rest.

Something to do with my parents placing a large potted plant in my room. I told them I didn't want it because I would be off at college and not be able to water it/take care of it.


Something to do with multiple earths, and distant future space military men eating way too much meat and becoming zombies.


This dream took on a weird blur between a story that I was merely observing and one that I was actually a character in, and woof, it was a hefty one.

The story established a woman's character. She lived alone and worked online with her cat, a small stripey orange tabby with bright green eyes. She lived in a small town in a hilly, remote corner of Europe (Italy?) The town was fairly sized with a town square and several larger buildings as well as a church and the ruins of a castle turned into the town square. Outward from the town were a number of nice modern homes. One of the smaller ones being hers.

One day, the cat decided to leave the home. He headed outside and began walking through the farm feilds and yards on the edge of the town deeper in the woods. He met up with a group of other cats that [dream logic] were some migratory herd of cats [/dream logic]. The cats were able to talk and the leading members of the group were against letting a house-cat into the group. The leader himself, however (who was simply a larger version of the exact same cat) allowed him to travel with the group.

There was a rather long story about the group of cats and the dynamic between them. One of the cats actually had a bionic eye and leg. Each one had their own story, character, and motivation, and they traveled the world as enlightened sightseeing nomads.

The woman had actually been on vacation for several months, while someone else had been cat sitting for her. When she returned home, she found that the cat sitter had stated that she hadn't seen much of the cat, but assumed that he ran away not too long after he left. The cat sitter stated that about a week after the woman left the food bowl was never emptied and the litter box never had any surprises in it.

The woman got mad with the cat sitter, refused to pay her and soon gave up on her. There was a back-story as to how the woman (Let's call her Carol. I don't know, she looked like a Carol. ) found the cat. She had found the cat as a child and rescued her, and the cat had been her lifelong companion.

So this was where my character came in he was the friendly town psychic who had a way with animals and was her only hope for her to ever find her lost companion. I agreed to help her in return for a hefty sum of money. I then used my psychic power to locate the cat, that for some reason was in New York City. I told the woman that I was amazed at how far her cat had traveled. I told her that I would travel and recover the cat, and she insisted that she come with me.

Part of Carol's character was that she had never been outside of the home town, she had some kind of mental disorder that made her very scared of going to new places. I tried to explain to her some of the sights we might see when we travel to NYC. I recall one scene where we were in the town square and I was trying to explain what skyscrapers were.

"See that building... that is what? Five stories. In New York, it's not uncommon to see buildings that are a hundred stories tall."

Mind=Blown.

Yet another aspect of this story was the fact that it took place on a future earth where air travel by plane had been outlawed because it had been deemed too fuel inefficient. Instead, people rode on huge airships called drifters. They had a skin with a layer of photosynthetic algae that grew on the outside converting waste products into energy and clean water. However, riding on drifters was unnecessarily expensive and only for the wealthy.

We considered traveling by water, but with global warming a number of ports had flooded and sea travel had become unnecessarily expensive and inconvenient. Hyper-Hurricanes and rouge waves were also a deterrent in sea travel. However, in my psychic reading, it was by means of a cargo ship that Carol's cat had traversed the ocean from Europe to NYC.

Carol didn't own a car, only a bicycle. I, however owned a Motorcycle that I refused to ride after a bad crash broke one of my arms and nearly paralyzed me. After some convincing, I realized that we really had no other option than to take the motorcycle.

Thus our journey began. There was a really long shot of us riding through a wind farm.

We eventually found ourselves in the middle east, near Dubai. Now if anyone is up-to-date, they know that Dubai is a huge Jewel-in-the-desert kind of city. But I suppose by this point in the future the original city had been decimated by sandstorms and terrorism. The city was now a titanic walled military compound that deployed mobile oil platforms into the desert to drill out the last pockets of oil. They jealously guarded the black gold held within the walls of their city.

There was a reason that we needed to associate with these people, something to do with getting a 'fueling pass' for my motorcycle.

We passed through a few other locations taking a sort of Zig-zag pattern across Eurasia, seeing the sights along the way. The only ones I even remember the names of were New Moscow and the Chinese orbital elevator in Hong Kong.

We ended up spending much longer in China than needed, and Carol got very frustrated with me. I was learning more about my psychic ability from these Buddhist monks. The monks were midgets for some reason (2-3 feet tall) They also advised against our quest, and stated that we should let her cat roam the world free, because it is clearly what he wants. Carol also got frustrated with me because I was so intent on sightseeing in China. (IWL I've always wanted to go to the more remote parts of China. They look so beautiful.)

Eventually we ended up crossing the bridge that went from Siberia to Alaska, then drove through northern Canada, heading south east of the great lakes. In this future, most of America was a war-torn and bankrupt badlands, but the eastern seaboard was still hanging on. (In fact they seemed to be thriving.)

Future NYC was beautiful. There weren't that many futuristic buildings, save for a large glass monolith with three circular holes cut through the top. A couple of drifters were docked at the top, going through the holes. Supposedly every major city had one of these. It was like an airport, but for airships rather than planes.

Just of Manhattan island, I went into a park, considered the advice of the monks and preformed a second psychic reading. I wasn't able to get as clear a bead on the cat. There was something about too much noise, but I could figure that he was in the 'New York Underground', an extensive network of tunnels running deep beneath the city. Carol had worked through her anxiety about new places and was excited to see the city.

We cut briefly back to the cats who were underground. It seemed as though their group had disbanded.

However, we needed a way to get into the NYC underground. I met my friend S who said he had a contact that worked at his favorite pizza place. The man who ran the place had skeleton fingers due to some accident when cooking. He had filed his bones into small knives and tools that he used for cooking.

When we showed up asking for information, he thought mistakenly that we were applying for a job and tried to make us cook pizza for the day.

Eventually we found how to get into the underground. There was a fake subway station with a slide in it. When we found it, Carol jumped in and I followed after her. The slide converted to a tubular pipe and we were sliding TMNT style. I'd guess we wound up about ten stories beneath the streets.

As soon as we hit the bottom of the slide someone took a picture of us and tried to sell it to us. He had a camera for part of his head and one of his eyes was the lens. (Gosh these characters are just getting weirder and weirder.) He had assumed that me and Carol were a couple and wanted to sell us the picture framed with this heart.

It was at this point that I became semi aware that this was in fact that this was a dream and I also became aware of the fact that the dream appeared to be ending.

Thus we had a rushed conclusion where Carol found her cat, only to chase him into the road and have him get run over by a bus. She cried. There was some theme/quote here about having lost a companion (the cat) and gained one (me). I then started fighting against the story and trying to change it. I wanted to go off on my own and explore the world with the money that I had made. The story concluded with me meeting up with the monks on the return journey. Carol wasn't there anymore.

I hear some noises in the kitchen and walk over there. I see a young lady throwing lettuce everywhere. Fist fulls at a time. Reaching deep into the bags of lettuce and giving it a full strength pitch. Sometimes at a salad bowl, other times, well, I'm not really sure what she is aiming for. Lettuce covers just about everything now, all over the counter top and floor, and even filling the salad bowl amazingly. I think I see some shredded carrots fly through the air at one point.

I wake up thinking, "I should eat more salads"
And then I did.