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05.01.2015

ET Crafts (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Lets see if i push myself into typing more dreams now. Been of vacation trips and then, a huge amount of work... over 300 readings in just four days.

Everytime I would look up the sky I would see massive alien crafts. I was excited and felt very blessed. They were made out of mist and they had red, blue, green and white colors. Some of them were larger than a building.

It seems only I was able to see these crafts.

Something happened that I appeared inside a Hindu temple, I believe from Lord Shiva.







Also, I saw a few more exotic indian buildings.

it got night again and I would see more ET cratfs.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

I am at some exotic place, like an old church semi-ruined, where groups gather to have workshops like tile making and other artistic works. I go downstairs for a break and pass by a hallway where I see on my periferal vision a man with a hooded cape, sitting on the floor against a wall, like a beggar, but not really begging. It's only a few steps ahead that I realized: “didn't I just see my guru?” I look back but he's already gone. I go after him through a door to the outside, a maze of crowded streets like in some middle eastern village. I finally spot them and keep trying to reach him, but he Is fast and I keep loosing him at every corner. He knows I am after him, but he is like a jedi master, he wanted me to see him, bu not to meet him, just to know that he is keeping an eye on me.

Too Close

I was talking to a guy about how i could notice it was a dream just by something weird happening.I removed my parakeet's blanket on the top and it went through the cage. When I pulled it a hole appeared and I was now aware that it was a dream.But now i have a problem. The dc with me stays too close to me behind me and doesn't want to get away from me "Don't touch me!" I say than push him away. But when i go to the next room the dc follows me. I decide to try and forget him than call for Dawn."Dawn!"I shout. But dawn didn't come. The guy than grabs me and takes me to the room where he gives me a kiss.I immediately run upstairs and start calling for Dawn again when i notice a huge muscled tan anime street fighter like shirtless guy looking through the window."Ah! Who are you?" I ask than the guy that wouldn't get away from me comes upstairs than looks through the window at the muscle man outside."What are you doing here?" he asks. "Let me in, man." the muscular man says to him."No.Get out of here."said the other guy. I sigh and think about what to do when i wake up.

Running Around

I was inside an unknown home with my family and someone else's family i don't know. We were all looking for something to eat for lunch.I look around for the turkey but its no where."Wheres the turkey?" I ask looking around."Soon I learn someone finished it and i get annoyed. Just as i'm about to look for mozzarella sticks people start screaming all around me.

A black monster like blob starts looking for people to eat"Hmm...Maybe I should make a turkey sandwich appear in the dream..."I think to myself while trying to stay away from the monster.Suddenly I notice that a person looks like the guy from the other dream.He didn't seem as annoying though he was just there.

The next thing i remember is i'm inside a car riding on a mountain and as i look out the window to my left i can see more mountains and nature.I think about the guy that appeared in my recent dream and now he is in the car too but driving."I'm in a dream right?"I ask."Yep" says the guy driving."Whats that?"I ask looking out the window at strong tribal like men.One of the guy appears in front of me flying and extends his hands."Are you ready to come with me?" He asks."No! Get away from me!"I shout afraid of how real he looks.He tries to get me to go with him but i say no. He than turns away and disappears."That guy was sort of scary..."I say out loud."Its okay."says the guy driving."What was he wearing.What do you call that thing again?"I ask."I think its a thruce" he says."No..I think its called something else but i can't remember.Than the dream shifts.

I'am now inside a city filled with delinquet teenagers arguing and calling a girl chicken for not having sex with a guy."Leave her alone!Don't get mad at her just because shes not as dum as you!" I tell them. They start to get mad at me than tell me its none of my business. I run and suddenly a guy who is supposedly helping me grabs me than jumps off a platform onto a rope with me.I look above my head and now there is a train track above us and below us movie directors."Cut! Alright good job guys!" A man says to us.I start to follow the guy with me who is now taking me into a huge pretty building that looks like a mall/Office building.

A lady starts speaking through a loud speaker telling everyone to get to their places. She gives off the feeling of a mad dictator. As i was walking with the guy he told me to stay close to him. After me and the guy met up with his friend somehow we ended up seeing a guy with a gun who wanted to kill us.Eventually we ended up splitting up and i wanted to get out of the building quickly but there were no doors taking me to an outside scenery."Wheres the exit?"I asked an office clerk."The exit is right around that corner" she says. I say thanks than run to that direction but it gave me nothing."Forget this." I say than fly up and out the building. As i fly onward i can see a lot of people moving in a mall like area with shops. I can also see a highway in the distance. I fly past it than notice that there is snow in this area.

There are also three small kids playing outside of what looks like a castle with no adult around. I push them back inside the front door and try to lock it but it wont stay stuck.I decide to forget about it than fly further to the side.I begin to appear in a room where a small group of people are weeping over the passing of an old man. There are two cartoon looking guy ghosts and one of them is speaking with a pointing stick."One day when she was making tea her head exploded" he says pointing to a dummy that head explodes. "Than someone else's head exploded" he says pointing in a different direction where another explosion occurs."Omgosh...I gotta get out of here" I think to myself. Suddenly the old lady sees me."Haggart!Haggart Is that you!? I missed you so much!" she shouts at me. "Ew!No! Get away from me!" I say pushing her back.Than i wake up.

In this dream, I was given some advice on healing from my daughter. I walked into my bathroom, off my bedroom, and a beautiful young woman was standing there with a hoodie on, and I didn’t recognize her, but as soon as she spoke I knew it was my daughter. We moved in behind the bathroom door out of site. She had the exact same voice and facial expressions. In spite of all this I wasn’t lucid yet, but I should have clued in since my daughter has passed into Heaven. She then thanked me for trying to be with her all the time, and constantly reaching out for her. We kissed and hugged. It was so real!!! I still wasn’t lucid (if you can believe it).

She then said, “Dad, there are phrases in the Bible on light, energy, and healing you should read.” Then I became lucid, because I remembered my plan to heal my son’s wart in a lucid dream. I then said, “What did you say?” I was sort of shocked by hearing this, since I’ve never read the Bible to any extent, nor has my daughter. She then repeated it in a more clear voice, “Dad, there are phrases in the Bible on light, energy, and healing you should read. Read the Bible!” Several people, including my wife, walked into the bedroom, and then my daughter and I walked out of the bathroom, to see who was there. As she walked out of the bathroom, she changed into somebody completely different. Now she looked like a belly dancer, and done up in a gold dress, tasseled, and bikini top. My wife gave me a shocked look, hit me on the butt with her hand, and looked at me like, “What were you doing in there?” The other people in my bedroom were men, who I didn’t recognize, and my lucidity ended and I returned to regular dream mode. I then asked the belly dancer in the gold dress for her cell phone #. My wife hit me in my butt again, and then I woke.

The following day I Google searched the Bible on healing, and found several of references to this. It basically said if you believe in God, and have faith, then you can ask God to heal people by placing your hands on the sick and they will recover. This does clear up a few things for me, and in particular, that it’s not me who’s doing the healing, it’s God. I’m not a strongly religious person, but I’m going to listen to my daughter because she’s always right. Anyway, so now I’m going to change my strategy on healing this wart in a lucid dream. Instead of saying “Through love and consciousness heal my son’s wart. “ Rather, I’m going to say, “Dear God, please heal my son’s wart.” I’m also planning on creating an energy ball in the LD, and then pushing it into my son’s wart with my hand, and holding it there until it dissipates (healing lucid dream style!).

NON LUCID
*In the dream I was worried about finding my next job, then I remembered how Ana always finds me another job and there is no reason to worry.

Recall Goal: 45 dreams (this is an 11% improvement over previous month).
LD Goal: 5 between 1/2 and 2/2.
Activity goal: complete task of the month for January.

Okay, so my recall wasn't the best in this dream, but here it is:

1. I had just walked into some sort of classroom in school. It looked fairly normal except for the fact that the lights were off. There was a dimmed yellow light that came from out of the class that gave it a sort of glowing yellow atmosphere feel. I looked for a table to sit down at, and my eyes spotted a table full of cute girls, so I walked over to their table, sat down, and introduced myself. We started talking, and I found myself really attracted to this one girl, Nihiti. She was a light skinned black girl, but she looked more white than black(not that I'm racist) and she looked beautiful. I could tell that she was interested in me, so I stepped things up a bit.
We ended up talking for the rest of the time that I was in that class, and then suddenly I was transported into a log cabin. This cabin was huge, it was 2 stories tall, but it looked like 3 stories. The interior was spacious and everything looked like it would in a quality log cabin. Suddenly I became lucid, but I just started walking around so I could really explore the place. I remember walking into the living room of this house and Nihiti was there along with another girl that had been sitting next to us when we were at school. As I walked into this room, Nihiti noticed me. She got up out of the chair she was sitting in and came up to me and we started kissing.
She led me upstairs into her room of the Cabin, so it appeared that this was where she lived. Once we got inside her room I started looking around. In her room she had a really big bed with brown covers, a brown dresser, and a brow cabinet. There was more than that, but those were the main things that stuck out to me. Suddenly, while I'm looking at her dresser, I turn around and Nihiti is only wearing a house coat, and there's nothing under it. She grabs me by the collar of my shirt and pulls me over to her gently. We start making out, and I slowly take off her house coat. Her body is amazing. I run my hands all over her while we continue to make out. We stop making out after a minute or so and I get naked. I then put her on her knees and take her on doggystyle.
It took me a few seconds to find her vagina, but after I found it I stuck my -you know what- in her and we started having sex. After only 30 seconds of this, Nihiti's head was now gone and was replaced by my friend Arturo. His head was now on her body. Immediately I stopped banging her. "What are you doing Cory? Are you gay?" he asked me. I didn't answer because at the moment I was rather annoyed. Next thing I know, the black girl that was sitting downstairs next to Nihiti walked in the door and got really mad and jealous(I had been talking to her a little bit in school). "Is it going to be me or her?!?" she screamed at me with tears filling up her eyes.
I didn't answer again. I look back at Nihiti's body, and its now fully her; head and everything. She gets up and looks me in the eye, waiting for my answer. As I look at her, I whisper in her ear, "I'm keeping you, I'd never give you up." She smiles and hugs me. The other girl walks out the door crying. I feel kind of bad. Me and Nihiti cuddle for a little bit, and then at one point I got up out of the bed to see what was going on downstairs because I heard my dad talking. Once I get downstairs I see that my dad has just walked into the house, and he's not really doing much besides just walking around. "Hey dad." I say. "Hey son" he replies. With that, I then walk into the kitchen of this cabin, and inside of the kitchen already is a young boy of about 7 years old.
He has two knives in his hand, both of which are really sharp. "Lets play" he tells me. "Whoa, I'd actually rather not" I reply. He then starts chasing me around the kitchen with the knives, trying to hit me. Eventually we both stop running, and now he's across the kitchen from me. He then throws one of the knives directly at me, and I dodge it barely. He throws the next knife, and it misses. That wasn't the end though. The little boy then gets out a whole load of other knifes and launches them at me. I start thinking to myself that I need to kill this kid. The second I thought that though, I knew that I wasn't going to. Dream or not, I'm not killing any kids no matter what; that's just wrong.
I don't remember what happened after this, but I do know that I had another lucid dream which I remember nothing of.

dream1- The dream started out like a low quality youtube video. there was some guy talking infront of a camera at what seemed to be a park. the day was cloudy and alittle rainy. Then the guy started talking about dreams and reality. he used his camera crew as an example of what was real. in the dream i was watching it insted of engaging with it. However i was actually able to have thoughts and emotions about the dream. As the dream went on the camera quality and show itself became more hight quality. Eventually ccame to the point where the guy was in a professional TV set and thhhher were other people in the dream now. The stranger was also not talking about dreaming, instead it seemed like he was the host of some game show.Then the dream ended.

Morning of January 5, 2015. Monday.



I got to “travel” a little within an incredibly beautiful green landscape. This sometimes happens when I do a bit of weeding, but interestingly, I pulled up some tougher weeds in one part of the lawn mostly after sunset - which is in contradiction to the Tetris Effect (and thus “unexplainable”) regarding the very bright, even “glowing” visionary imagery.

This intense dream experience has caused me to question the actual nature of the so-called Tetris Effect and what is really happening at different levels of consciousness. I had assumed before that the reason I had such beautiful vivid (and fully lucid) dreams on an evening or next morning of a session (no matter how short) in gardening, where the entire landscape was made of various types of beautiful plants and continuous amazing changes in scenery and often additional patterns - was because of seeing a few different types of plants in brighter sunlight for an extended time. It seems that concept is not quite right, at least in every instance.

The same type of amazingly beautiful and blissful “glowing” dream still happened when I did a bit of weeding in real life (for a fairly short time) after sunset due to it being so warm during the day. I actually was lying on the ground for about ten minutes at a time to get better access to the tougher woody stems and I could not see all that well.

Even so, off I go later in my dream into the beautiful, wondrous landscapes. No people are around anywhere as I travel (and I am aware that most people cannot “see” at this level and I feel slightly sad for humanity about knowing this), although there had been a brief period where I was watching a smaller human hand seeming to reach up to me (though the person likely not buried or injured) as if only partly covered by stripes of mud near possibly a partly collapsed man-made structure such as an old wooden bridge - I do not think they had fallen; it may be a typical automatic tulpa-like creation. I want to grasp it and make contact (especially in such a bright and “accelerated” state) but there is a shift in my dream in it becoming even more brighter and vivid and with an increasing variety of plant types. For a time, I see rather large spider lily plants as well as both smaller and larger ferns and horsetail plants. I see a swaying of various smaller plants (a little less than knee-deep) in one area (from a mild breeze, I think, or possibly from something moving just under the average plant-height level) and there is a small cluster of trees across from me. It appears to be on the side of a small hill though the slope is only about twenty degrees. I am not certain if there is solid ground or water under this particular expanse of plants, so I remain disembodied and float over the region.

After a time, when I am indulging in the overall beauty of the region, I notice a few different paths through marshy areas and sparse woody areas, the whole time feeling very peaceful and satisfied. Various pieces of straw, thin but longer sticks, and large green plant stems are lying along the paths at various angles. I also see smaller patches of yellow sand and white sand as well as the dirt along the paths.

As is typical of this dream type, there are shifts in higher stages of “glowing” sections. I see feathery plants and very vivid and precise leaf patterns, both magnified and as part of a wonderful landscape, moving about in my disembodied “orb” form (though able to take human form if I wish).

The usual “tunnel” appears, which seems to go deep into the earth, and is lined with some sort of light-colored plant matter, perhaps root-like. This type of feature always occurs in this dream type. In this one though, I am not as aware of insects and arachnids in remarkable detail as sometimes inconsequentially occurs.

There is a scene of six coppery cobras facing outward in an implied hexagon, swaying about but otherwise not moving from their positions and not even causing any wariness in my fully relaxed state (though this is typical, as I am rarely concerned with any type of potentially “threatening” imagery in this particular state) - it is more like they are “living statues” in a way, but still with some sort of power. The bottom parts of their bodies seem somewhat joined or tied in some sort of knot at one point.

I am now inclined to believe that it is sometimes primarily the “energy” and physical contact (from plants and the ground) that brings about this dream type rather than (or in addition to) just the bright imagery. The evidence speaks for itself - that, and the fact that I am not thinking of weeding at all in this type of in-dream environment - two facts which seem to contradict the Tetris Effect ideology, which interestingly enough, I did not question that much in the past due to seemingly relevant experiences and positive results of experiments relating to it. Also, the imagery of the plants I had seen in reality on a particular day are not necessarily dominant at all in this dream type; sometimes the plants even seem prehistoric, as if I was sometimes looking at the energy forms and possible variations of all plants throughout existence.

*Again had troubles with sleeping, but I can recall some fragments.*

First dream

Sunny, warm afternoon. I was in the backyard of my home. Suddenly I started to run around my home without any general direction.

Scond dream

I was at a great festival in Montreal. People were celebrating, although I can't recall why. It was during cold, dark evening.

Third dream

I was a truck driver. While driving from my home, I took a woman as a passenger. She was young, slim brunette with a bit dark carnation. She was pregnant, and I had to take her to the hospital.

Hi all, first time using this forum... I have been doing some dream interpretation of my own for awhile. I had this 2 dreams which happened over 2 nights and I am stumped on how to interpret them. As they seemed linked so I just post both of them and see how it goes. Would love to see someone help me on this. Thanks in advance!

Dream 1:

I was holding my black sling-bag for skates and walked out from a room (I am a skater in real life, having skated since my polytechnic days. And, I do have that bag and skates). I then met a friend. Let's call him Dan. He was my friend from Secondary school and he was asking about a girl, X, and why are we not talking as much. (In real life I do have feelings for this girl, X, and she currently is my course-mate in my University. If you need to know more about this, basically it's in my opinion, one-sided. There was a rumor going on about me being interested in her for awhile, so I can assume she knows my feelings for her, but I didn't tell her outright. We're just course-mates/acquaintances for now. And, no, they have not met in real life) In response to his questions, I simply shooked my head and smiled before walking off.

It took me awhile to notice, but I realized that the location of the dream seems like my secondary school but there are a few differences. For one, the canteen layout is very different compared to real-life. Here, there is a separation of halal on the left and non-halal food on the right. However, true to real life, the canteen is on the left side of the parade square. On the parade square, there was some sort of rehearsal going on. I have no idea what is it about. I saw mostly yellow as I passed the crowd to go to the canteen. I also remembered that it was night time and in the dream I had a feeling that the girl, X, is in the crowd, but I chose not to find out where she really is. I left the canteen after taking a walk around the stores and left the canteen.

I then walked along a path which leads towards the stairs to my Co-curricular Activity room. I was thinking of heading to the room as quickly as possible for my Robotics Club activities (likewise in real-life when I was in secondary school). I kept walking down the path and remembered it being a dark lane. Funnily enough I think I could see where I was going. I then saw a few people (unknown) with props and one of it was broken. I think was made out of Styrofoam and hand-painted. I did not take much notice to it and I found the stairs and climbed it. At the top, I found another 2 of my friends, called S, and T. (Both are friends whom I have met in my skating days in the Polytechnic who I respect very much. S is 1 year older than me, while T is 2 years younger than me.)

They called out to me and greeted me. Not sure if it was coincidence, but they then started to talk about X. I could not remember what did they say/asked me, but it seems both were in consensus, like they have discussed it for awhile before talking/asking me whatever they were saying. I even forgotten what I replied them actually. (This was a critical info that I failed to recall when I woke up to log into my dream log.) Eventually it started raining and water started splashing back on us until they were drenched. But, they continued sitting there and talk about that topic. This is where I woke up, ending the first dream..


Dream 2:
This dream was weirder as I actually woke up once or twice in the midst of the dream and went back to the dream.

I cannot remember the sequence of events totally, but I remember I was at the swimming pool with a few friends. V, who was my childhood friend whom I have not met in years since primary school and some of the guy friends in the girl, X's clique. I could not remember what was the conversation topic, but I'm pretty sure it was directed to me and my friend, V, suddenly mentioned X's name and the other guys' expressions were like "wow". I tried to motion him to keep quiet but when he blurted out, my mind went, "the damage was done. They knew." (In real life I am trying to keep things as low profile as possible. My guess is that a lot more people know about my interest in X.) (V and the other guys never met in real life!)

At this point, I was called to wake up in real life as it was almost 3pm. I sort of knew the time was roughly right as I did check the clock prior to the dream happened at around past 10.30am. However, when I checked the time on my phone, it was 9:06am. So, I went back to sleep.

Somewhere in between the timeline of the dream here onward, I woke up again, hoping to see a text message from X, there wasn't. Back in the dream, I took it to be no hope of getting closer to her.

The next thing I knew was that I was in a hotel or some large school with a very complicated building layout. It is difficult to get around. (Truth in real life is that my school is now in a holding campus and will have its own school campus soon later this year.)

I found myself heading out to participate in some exhibition or seminar* co-hosted by X. Many of the uni course-mates were there and I could identify a few of them at where I stood. The location of the exhibition was some sort of hall, with carpeted floor, two large posters were set-up for the event. There seemed to be a buffet spread and there were many people in the front of the hall. I didn't know what was served. I stayed away from attention and stood near to the entrance of the hall. But, somehow in the dream, I did ate something light.

When the event started, the first thing I noticed from the crowd was X. She had done up her hair into a bundle and wearing a silver dress, greeting people. I was smiling and when I realized she took notice of me, I slipped out and walked out of the hall. I then realized I was wearing formal wear for the event.

* When I was penning this down, I realized the event was not an exhibition or seminar as what I thought in the dream. It was a wedding.

I was back at the Hotel/school, I was thinking on how to be more efficient in my workflow and I decided to visit the canteen in the school. There was no one actually wanting to go there as some sort of flashback in the dream. I could remember the food being served there; curry chicken, assorted vegetable dishes and there was a fruit stall at the centre of the canteen.

I did not buy anything again and I walked out and up. I then came across a room, which I entered and asked for directions to another location to study a module. The room was beige generally and when I sat down, I noticed a stack of paper in the centre of the table. There was a lady who assisted me in my queries and directed me to the place with a schematic drawing of a map. I did not notice her features though. However, what spooked me was that before I left the room, she mentioned something along the line, "you all will move in here soon. By then you'll know".

After I exited the room, the dream ended.


Sorry for the long post. I do hope someone can help me in giving me insight of what the dream means if there are any meaning to it. If not, just leaving it here as a read!

(I went to sleep in a car on the way out of state.)
I dreamt woke up in my bed at night, the room was exceedingly bright even though in my heart I knew it was night time. I did the hand RC and my fingers were growing in weird angles.

************************************************** ****Que: Lucidity****************************************** **********************
I took a moment to observe how I think while dreaming and found it shockingly similar to waking life, I had lucids before but none had ever come to this level of clarity. I live in the basement so it came as a shock when I opened my door and came out on the front lawn. I walked through a town that looked nothing like mine and explored the world around me(especially touching the concrete walls and looking at how much detail they had). I walked to my high school and found out that it is in the same relative location as waking life which was weird since i did not recognize anything else. Standing at the corner to drive into the student parking lot was my dream guide Morpheus(Aren't I lucky?). He ushered me into the school and said that he could not follow. I explored the school and to my surprise I had my school laptop by my side without ever remembering to bring it. Then a tall fat kid came and tried to bully me by stealing it. I felt the emotional response of rage even knowing that this was a dream, and so I grabbed him, and ate his soul dementor style(sans kiss thankfully there was SOME distance). I explored some more and found an abandoned janitors closet, at this point shit went down and all the lights in the school dimmed to a dark red and blood painted the walls. Instantly I thought of the demo to silent hill P.T and my subconscious (bless/curse its soul) decided to go with my expectations and made a baby cry in the closet(I could only see through a crack in the doorway. I then heard my dreamguide's voice saying "I know the only me is me, are you sure the only you is you?" I thought wryly to myself My subconscious and I are the same and different, and the only you is NOT you since you are a part of me. I turned around to fast to walk in the other direction and found myself in an accidental scene change. Now my friend Jacob sat in a dark office with me but he was different. He had sharklike teeth and pure black eyes. I rolled mine and said "Now what the fuck are YOU supposed to represent." "I am everything you hate about yourself." he replied darkly. That confused me as there was nothing similar between me and my friend from school but I had just got off the phone with him when I dozed off so maybe that was it. I was like "Hah no I don't have the time to deal with nightmares, you do realize this is MY dream right? I can obliterate you with just a thought." He grinned challengingly at me and I found my powers not working. I laughed at the audacity of my subconscious and overpowered it through aggressive control if passive would not do it. I went into tiger stance like Udyr from league of legends laid the smack down hard. After I was finished pummeling him I went out of the school and walked on the road out of town, thinking about philosophical questions, deep meanings, and the nature of my reality that was around me. Eventually I woke up and opened my laptop to write this down.

I was in a normal dream at my grandparents house I was walking down stairs then all of a sudden I realised I was in a dream, I sat down on the stairs looked around it was all fairly good visually. I then looked at my arm do do a reality check and my whole arm was missing so I was sure I was dreaming. I got up looked to my right and decided I was going to fire electricity out of my hands. Blue beams of lights started flowing out of my hands. I turned around and went into the next room, here I first tried to spawn a motorbike to ride of the balcony but this didn't work. So just to spawn something in I looked down at the bed and expected a sword to be there. I picked up the sword and was swinging it around for a while.

The sword was flashing however it was like it was a hologram flashing in and out. After this I placed it back down and decided to preform another reality check and my finger went through my hand, then continuing on from this I decided to feel the textures of the room and my self. I placed my finger on top of my tongue and I could feel it was a bit wet and also noticed the view of my nose cross eyed of my face. I then proceeded out to the balcony where I was thinking of doing some high jump parkour from house to house, I jumped up onto the edge of the building a looked down and saw one of my friends, this is where everything messed up because I remember going to talk to him and lost my sense of reality. But I still remember part of this dream I went to talk to him normally but instead this time instead of thinking I was in a lucid dream I remember I had a lucid dream and I told him about it in my dream.

I dreamed that I was in a town. I was there supposedly for vacation. I was with some people. For some reason, I was attracted to one of the guys. I hugged him from behind, and we were like a couple. We took a tricycle somewhere, near the beach, a house. Later on, however, I can't seem to remember his face. Or I mistook one guy for him. I can't seem to find him anymore.

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Notes:

- This is one of those dreams with longer notes than dream content. I wish I could remember more of my dream. It seemed important. I didn't do incubation, but I couldn't get the issue at hand out of my head.

- I woke up in a panic, but it may not be due to this dream. I thought I was going to be late for work or school. It's been years since I was required to be on time for work or school. (anxiety of making a decision soon before it's too late, long-term consequences)
- I've been experiencing anxiety these last few days because I have to decide something big, something that barely has any benefit to me except to live with a guy I like very much. He didn't let on whether he likes me back or not... he just needed someone to share the rent in a new place, I think... ("vacation" and hugging a guy, other people were inconsequential in the dream)
- There are a lot of risk on my part: I will have to move all of my stuff, pay another deposit and advance in the new place, be farther from commute areas (especially train). I'm also emotionally involved (seems that he isn't), so if ever he dates a guy (who isn't me), I'd be devastated. But I'll be stuck in the same place, so I can't take a time-out. He, on the other hand, might be able to by simply staying at the guy's place or even his home.
- If he moves out, I'll be stuck in the place or have to find a new place (so it's another move). Staying would be problematic because the only reason I'm moving in the first place is because he's there. If he's no longer there, why would I stay? The place itself has no benefit for me, except that it's the hub for yuppies, and even then, so what? ("I can't seem to find him anymore")
- ... I think I'm starting to understand the dream now... (notes in the parentheses above were added after this line)

I am in a dark house with old dusty furniture. I am in the living room I think and I fall into a hole in the floor to the basement. It is dark beyond where the light from the level above comes through the hole but I can see rows of pillars or something. At the back there is something moving. I can hear it and barely see, but it is definately not human. It suddenly produces a small light source like a tiny pen light or something. I can see the light searching the walls and floors like it is looking for something. I get very scared and climb a thin water pipe back up into the living room. I am terrified of being found by anyone, especially by that thing in the basement.