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I'm heading toward the exit of school building, and making my way through the second floor stairwell. I'm thinking about dreams, and becoming lucid in them. As I approach an outdoor balcony connected to this area, it hits me that i am actually now inside of a dream. I Begin to fly over the railing to travel out of the area of the building and toward the forest beyond. The dream feels a bit unstable, and I'm a bit cautious of flying at the time. I want to head farther into the distance to explore the dream scene, and feel walking would be better for a couple minutes until I can build some stability. I head a bit farther, then begin flying, and the dream begins to fade.

quick notes for now:

earlier:

+ flying/riding outside on snow-sprinkled rocky boulders mountains, deep dark tall elevator shaft, "4 guys agreeing to make the movie", hallway of elevator doors and rooms with girl, young folks sitting watching TV one guy with dreadlocks eating cereal

+ walking through dimly lit [DS] house, confused, always choosing wrong room, "oops, wrong room" (walk in on two people, don't see)


+ Django, walking up steep street telling pack of young men the benefits of it, how it has a HTML preview layer so you don't have to debug using only the DB [FALSE]. I question this statement later and suspect it's wrong and they might find out

later:

+(f) the open refrigerator, I remember cleaning it [FALSE]

+ indoor garden, tree with pears impaled on branches, I remember [FALSE] that I put them there to ripen, I take on off and take a bit. I go open the curtains to the outside, look down and see potted plants/succulents with water in them some plants have decayed but some live

+ son S2 is getting a haircut, I see the locks of hair being snipped off he says he doesn't want to short, I'm admiring the work and saying that the overall shape is still the same while being reduced. Then I notice a HUGE spiderweb in his hair and then it's sitting on edge on top of his head with a big freaky black&white striped spider in the middle, I lean to the guy next to me and point this out, then the spider is walking down to my sons's head and then we have a battle of blowing this spider back and forth between us each trying to get it away from ourselves. The spider just won't let go of its strand and fall to the floor. I feel partially paralyzed. The spider wraps itself in a bladder and becomes like a dark jiggly water balloon.

+ toy car track set: wooden train tracks, symmetrically built by two brothers. Very extensive. I see cars zipping around the track. I'm closely examining one of the raised "X" interchanges, moving a car across it, but it keeps getting stuck, I'm trying to see how the track can let the car by. I ask if this is a starting point? The boy points out another part that is the starting point with a little "catch" on one of the rails to hold the car. Then I accidentally hit a portion of the track and it starts collapsing. I try to scramble and halt the chain reaction but for a second it gets away from me. I'm eventually able to to reach ahead of the wave of falling and stop it, but the boy is very upset. I'm looking at a portion to see how to rebuild it, it was a raised section made from tiny toy birthday cakes with little teeny splinter sized colored "candles" on top. The little splinters have spilled all over. It's going to take a very demanding effort with tweezes to put this back together.

+ pack of toy cars given to "grandparents" the grandmother takes only a few: high detail cars, silver VW bug, "Formula 1" racer, I think my son shouldn't give them all away so he can give them to his own son in the future.

I entered a building looking for a toilet. Almost went into the ladies toilet, looked next door but that was also a ladies. Started walking down a corridor, said hello to a black cat, walked down a corridor and there were lots of children's paintings on the walls and I relaised it was a primary school and thought that my children's school was much nicer.

I got to a door with a guard on it, he said I looked like I needed to go past an opened it up for me, I saw a children's gynmastics class to my right as a passed and realised that was why there was a guard on the door. A man with a child in a pushchair walked past me and I remembered my children when they were that young.

I went through another door. There was a rehearsal going on in the end of the room. I walked quietly to the other end and met someone from university and we talked, she was complaining about someone who was being dificult in the rehearsal and told me the play was called 'Bread', it was a musical. I tried to carry on walking but I had reached a dead end.

I recall that I was tidying my room. It was a dark and cold day, and I've tidied the room only slightly as it wasn't that messy. My sisters were hurrying somewhere so that's why I was tidying the room. I found a teddy lion and placed it on top of a shelf, where already two such lions were placed and put it behind them. Then I thought "Always behind, in the shadows."

Flirt
I'm in a train or bus with two friends, one guy and one girl, both white. There are more people there, but none that we are acquainted with. The guy and girl are having a seemingly friendly conversation, but I know that he is interested in her. I think they are talking in Dutch. Either the guy or I has a laptop on his lap. I think it's the guy at first. The girl exits at what is to me an unexpected place (Almere). I figured she would be going to Groningen. That just cut the conversation short by an hour. The guy goes after her, towards the exit, to ask for her number. In the mean time I find a different place to sit. Suddenly the bus/train is full of wannabe actors. One girl to my left seems to be memorising a script. Another girl all the way to the left is reading it out loud. That's quite obnoxious. I'm trying to concentrate on my thesis, so it's quite annoying.

I'm outside on a big street with the guy. I ask him how it went. He tells me it went horrible. He got her email so that he can ask for her number. I tell him I've been there and it's shit. At that moment a blonde girl enters the street from a building. It's the girl I was referring to when I said that. Right? Some guy meanwhile mentions that he got a number that connected to an online disposable service, where he could talk to the girl. The first guy gets out his laptop and before long he's chatting with the girl through email.

Newbie
I'm talking to a girl I've just met. We're in my city in Indonesia, close to the university. I'm explaining some basic things to her about how to get things done around here. There's a guy with us and at some moments, one of the staff members from the international desk is there as well.

Adult Twix

Spoiler for No really, adult stuff:

I had a strange dream about a Twix commercial. It was definitely not a child friendly ad. It was already late at night, so I figured that was why, but I was still surprised. There was a woman who wasn't wearing pants. She was upside down, a bit similar to doing a handstand. She somehow was balancing a single twix on her privates. I didn't get a look at that and was later also wondering how she managed to do that. I figured she had probably inserted it. The voice over also talked in an adult manner. He was making this sound like a game. There's the twix and a group of guys and everyone takes turns to take a bit off the twix. If you're the one who has reached the end... well then you have to finish the job.

I blame this on the guy at the bar yesterday who went around asking everyone how to say 'nice pussy' in their own language

Invasion
I'm in my room in Indonesia. I have a swiffer type of broom and am cleaning my room. Holy shit, there's a whole line of ants just invading my room. Also, there's a dead wasp or something similarly big on the ground. But.. I didn't kill that thing. I didn't even see it inside. What happened here? I start sweeping the place up.

Had another nap and remembered another dream. Didn't remember much other than being outside somewhere but glad I remembered while napping at least.

I didn't get much sleep. Had to get up & go move my mother n law into an Assisted Living Home cuz her dementia is so bad. So I had a vague non-lucid but l had to get around quickly & didn't have time to write it down.

On a brighter strange note. Yesterday I forgot to mention something due to time. I woke up to go pee in the middle of the night & was standing in the doorway of my bathroom & I felt vibrations & heard the whirl & saw my arms. My astral arms & my regular arms. I was just stopped in the doorway kind of taken a back by it. This has never happened before while just walking through my house & i was just kind of in awe of it. I knew I needed sleep cuz of so much going on so I just went back to bed when the experience ended after about 2 minutes.....

Strangely enough it may have to do w/ a weird visual thing I've been doing lately. See, I've been building this dream house in my head for years just to fall asleep until a couple of weeks ago when I started doing it again but now I find myself subconsciously doing it at other times. I'll be reading & comprehending my book but my mind is building my house & I go a couple of paragraphs & think, man this is weird. Then I realized I was doing it while just walking through my house just out of the blue. Kind of like daydreaming or something but I'm still doing whatever task. It's like I've trained my brain to multitask this one thing because I'm always tweaking details to my house.

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

9/7/16
Dream 1: I was travelling to my uncle's house for a party there. On the way I passed an old, derelict house where my dad supposedly used to live back at university. I got to my uncle's house and went through the cleaned up garage to the living room. There was food and balloons everywhere and the party started in earnest.

Dream 2: I was in a line going through airport security. I think I was travelling to a tropical island of some kind and I had to go through a check that I didn't have any guns on me or anything.

Dream 3: I was casting a game of pro Dota. It was a LAN tournament in a house so the two teams were set up on either side of a room with us in the middle. Before the game I listened to one team captain and therefore accurately predicted their draft, knowing they would pick Phoenix, Faceless Void and Rubick (I think). The other team however picked a seemingly random draft that I couldn't really understand. As soon as the game started however that team started pushing down mid lane and were suddenly taking barracks. The first team tried to stop them but the other team's teamfight was too strong and they wiped them a couple of times. They took two lanes of barracks before the first team surrendered. My co caster was stunned, the game had ended in 5 minutes, the fastest ever. I too was flabbergasted but recognised that the other team ha actually had a very clear and clever strategy.

Dream 4: I was going to a voting booth with a friend for an election. We got there just in time but I lost my friend inside and I couldn't find where to vote properly. I accidentally stumbled into a counting room, and when they found me in there they got angry, shooed me out and began counting all the votes again. I eventually found the right place and looked at a political cartoon in a newspaper.

Fragment: Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban.

8/7/16
Dream 1: I was running in an election against some imposters. I think there was something about crows.

Dream 2: I had a big fight with a boss in a tower in w101. After I defeated him I left but forgot about the loot so I broke back in to the tower and took it. I went to a market and a woman there offered me a quest to learn the sabretooth spell and some additional gear, which I started.

Dream 3: I was in high school and was part of a Chinese class. Because we were so small we were in the same room as an economics class. The teacher gave me something to read and then answer some questions about. The economics class people were looking at me funnily as they didn't know if I studied Chinese or not.

Dream 4: I was with my mum at her new house and we were testing out all of the keys and roller doors and stuff like that.

Dream 5: I was discussing singing and music theory with a few other people, particularly in relation to heavy metal.

7/7/16
Dream 1: I was at a school gym or something and a guy got me into a headlock. I was pretty pissed because he threw my back out. I tried to get him punished by the department but they didn't do anything.

Dream 2: I was going to see a movie with my dad and we went to a subway first to get some food. We could make our own stuff and I got a thing with steak, cheese and bacon.

Dream 3: I was at my old primary school where some kids were playing bat tennis. I watched them for a bit and then went into an office. Someone in there told me that Sargon had gotten into a big argument with some SJW scholar and I started watching them duke it out.

Dream 4: It was the final game in a Dota championship and XBOCT and Funnik's team somehow escaped a trap and won by rolling out with all 5. It was complicated but it went into slow motion as it happened and I heard Tobi screaming out "Heeee goooot theeeeem oooouuuuutttttt!!!".

6/7/16
Dream 1: I was voting in a British election which was about some weird positions over things. There was a big swing towards Labor and there were concerns over the legitimacy of the election. After I voted I had pizza for dinner.

Dream 2: I was in an underground train station where I was held up by two policeman. They searched my stuff and found a small container of gold which had some kind of drug in the bottom. They then used a Taser on me, which subdued me but I remember it didn't hurt very much and I recovered to my feet quickly. After I explained how I had no idea how the drug came to be there I was released.

Fragment: A woman was dancing.

What a dream. Long, detailed, vivid, and fun. The best kind. It all begins with me, Simon, and Anna driving into the city in a car. We are downtown, and I realize that the building from my balloon boy dream is right next to us! I point it out to Anna with Simon's help, and then we drive by, off to some event. When we get there I lost interest quickly and went to find my car. I was going to take an uber, but when I checked the app I realized that my personal car had been parked and marked by uper. I get to it and lose my mind. It's a bright orange Honda S2000. I get in and rip it around hte neighborhood having way too much fun. I then get to the place I'm staying and go in. Inside is Steph and smoe friend of hers hooking up with some dude. I join in, but Steph tries to leave so her friend and I ditch her first. Then I woke up. I get back to sleep and I'm in a different part of town. I check uber and find my car has been moved again for some reason. I notice that every time my car is parked it is next to a supercar that is the same colour. I get in the S2000 and drive back home. There I find Anna and Simon chilling and Amanda with her boyfriend. Amanda is in a pink bikini and it's driving me mad. I head to the basement to collect my thoughts, and then I wake up again.

This time when I go back to sleep the dream is different. I am downtown on the sidewalk and I realize I'm in a video game. I am playing with Chris and Seth, and we see a group of Santas walking away from a plaza. I walk over there to find the source and see something amazing. It's an Easter egg, where Newman, Stu, and Santa Claus are having a conversation about the Jews. After watching them in awe we went around the corner and saw a group of kids. There were some babes and some people we knew, but over time more and more gangsters filled in the crowd and more good people left. I was leaning against a tree when a dude wearing a pretty cool camo jacket walked by and stared at me. I said nice jacket, and he laughed and I realized I was wearing a camo jacket too. He walked over to his ghetto friends. There was one dude in a white long sleeve that was trying to act hard and intimidate people so I just kept staring at him and he was pissed. I went to go talk to chris, but I slipped on an embankment knocked that dudes arm. It was the perfect excuse. He grabbed me and showed me to his friends. I was so pissed at him for being a shithole but I just walked away. Unfortunately I walked left around the corner and then decided to go the other way to find my car, and when I walked by again they saw I came back and I stared right at that guy with a "fuck you" face. Two of his goons started chasing me. I did some parkour and climbed a house onto a tall chainlink fence, and while balancing on top I started rapping about how these guys were trying to fight me when we should be friends. They got even more pissed, and then my alarm went off.

My husband and I were on a vacation together, staying in a hotel that had a creepy manger. He was our age or older, and had a thick head of bushy brown hair and giant dark piercing eyes.
He was acting inappropriately towards me, in a very threatening way when no one else could see.
At one point I had to go back into the room with a key, to get additional clothing, headphones or earbuds, and [my?] wallet and the creepy manager was there, and I couldn’t find all of the things I needed before I felt like I needed to escape.

It was hazy and darkish and I was walking down a small alley/road with my dog and saw I saw another dog behind a fence that looked like her only a different color. I knew they had once known each other, or were siblings, and I wondered if they recognized each other; they seemed to.

My husband, creepy manger, one other guy and I were sitting on lawn chairs facing the ocean
It was sunny and warm
We were watching strange crustaceans and cuttlefish on shore, interacting with one another.
At first just one, but then all, began changing colors. Beautiful iridescent sparkling colors that faded into one another. I became lucid when I thought about how strange it was. The dream quality diminished instead of enhancing. The background with the animals froze, and things were dimmer all around. The people around me were still talking. I felt hesitant to fly or do anything too intense because it felt like I was about to wake up. I tried to interact with one and soon either woke up or lost lucidity.

I was driving a car with my brother in the passenger seat. The car started sputtering, and my brother gave me a look that said this happens all the time.
I pulled over near someones house and parked haphazardly.
People came out of the house an accused me of ruining some of their lawn ornaments. I apologized, and a younger woman asked me if I wanted coffee or tea or anything.

Thoughts:
The hotel part is similar to another dream Ive had recently—having to go back into the hotel rom with a key to get additional items while trying to avoid/not trusting the manger. Hmm. I need things, from an area that is supervised by someone I don't trust. I'll have to think more on this. Im not sure what ocean animals signify...perhaps deep-seated memories or creative ideas? And finally, I am in the drivers seat, although my car breaks down. Of course. I don't feel like the best example for my younger brother perhaps?

placeholder of summaries for now:

early:

+ at the pool, taking pictures of girls/mountain

+ RPG, +24 "sporn" armor

+ cleaning / sweeping thinking of vacuuming former home tons of items on the ground

mid:
+ watching a story of woman, guy standing by her sitting and unbuckling his pants, she's shocked says "I'll be happy to take it in my mouth, but not so soon"

+ [long, vivid, AL, near-epic] blackjack in the casino, not cooked shrimp, gay guy, lying on the ground outside with the fat women

+ at the craps table a guy has a loaded die (3), going for 5-5-3?, I'm calculating odds

late:
+ shovel roof, 250 meters, kilometer

+ moving computer equipment but it's plugged in, shoes, railing, plugging in network router to wall

+ outdoors scene from story with girl and olden/times / zombie? (cracked paint) girls

+ super short (dreamlet?), the cookie left hidden on the floor behind furniture

I was in my old school, went down to cloakroom, left my jacket and then changed my shoes. I met there a dark haired girl from my class. We talked for a while about plans for this day, them left the cloakroom. I took a seat at a bench in front of an entrance, the girl went through a hallway and disappeared. I was sitting there for a long while, students passing by. There weren't much of them, I knew that half of school's students are absent. After a while of sitting I decided to go to the cloakroom and leave. I met that girl again and we both took out stuff from cloakroom and headed to entrance. On the way we saw students coming to school, they told us that every student needs to go for some kind of commission. I decided to leave the school using back entrance.

I left the school and found myself in my house. It was dark, I was moving some small objects of strange properties, then I took a coffin with what seemed to be an ancient vampire. I left the room and went outside. I was standing at the entryway, watching the rain.