I tried an extreme WBTB & I won't try it again because of the unstable environment. Also I dropped my regular pain med dosage for this which actually was okay. I set my alarm for every 45 minutes for 8 hrs. Bad idea, so don't do it. I had many dreams that started but didn't have the physical time to form them properly. I was in a place for Psychic abilities. I was teaching lucid dreaming classes & it was really fun. I became lucid almost immediately but when I became lucid the stability was way off. I felt like if you were drunk & lost all of your balance or when you have vertigo from your inner ear being off balanced. Unfortunately I was woke up by my method & had no more time to try to stabilize the dream. Yet the dream itself felt rather long. Non-Lucid-Green Lucid-Red Side Notes-Purple Astral Projection/AP-Brown
2 cats shape-shifters. There was a hole beneath toilet in Mom’s house. My dog saw it and started to crawl down it– it lead to the basement. One of the cats started to come down too. The cats liked like giant Abyssinians. I worked for a guy, I think a chef. It seemed like my husband sometimes. I was outside and there was a yard sale. This was on a road where we lived when I was 10-12, in a house where the worst things in my life happened. A guy pulled up in his car and through the rolled-down driver’s side window inquired about a poster that was for sale at the yard sale: He asked if it was the kind made on pig skin. I assumed he meant vellum. I can’t remember if I answered him. This guy owned a ‘greek pastry’ place. I saw this guy again later and my boss/husband told me to just stay away from him. The guy also told me to stay away, it seems that there was some kind of rivalry going on between him and my boss/ husband.
Preface: Bed at 10pm in attempt to catch up on much needed sleep. I also took echinacea drops in a few ounces of water. I did not end up sleeping, because I could not get comfortable. I was still sensitive to noise (???) I even put in ear plugs but I kept waking up. My body was aching because of working out and practice. I began to develop a slight headache. At around 1am, I decided to take something for the headache and went back to sleep. Decided to sleep at the foot of my bed after many failed attempts at sleeping or resting. I was finally able to fall asleep during the early morning hours before my alarm at 6:45am. Recall is not good; I was so tired and I didn't jot anything down. DR 1 I had been kidnapped by a man. I remember sitting on the floor in a cell (?), but it was rather large. The room was white, the floors were white/grey. I couldn't really see the bars around me when I was inside. I could only see them as a third person. I was scantily clad. The man would tell me to do things- like "bring a dish(?) or plate(?) here" and "there". And "go sit on the floor". I was not the only slave. There were others. We were not "frightened", but more "broken". I felt like my spirit had been broken. Side Notes: This is the 2nd dream this week with a kidnapping. I felt very submissive in this dream. I don't generally feel like a slave IRL, but I suppose it mean being a slave to many responsibilities and still trying to do what I want to do. The colors white, and grey
Preface: Sunday night was a nightmare on its own. After meditating for about an hour, I couldn't get to sleep at all. I thought this would help me quiet my mind and get into a lucid, but it had the opposite effect. As I fell into sleep, everyone and everything woke me up. I felt more sensitive to noise. I woke up all night long and slept maybe a couple of hours. As a result, I can only recall one fragment: Someone is holding up a circular shaped rock with a gem (?)in the middle. They were holding it in front of me and I was confused.
This was a long one, and it is broken into two parts: Pre-cavern and post-cavern. I'll get to it. Pre-Cavern I do not have a solid opening or closing for this part as it was basically a massive amount of dream fragments, but I know their nature and beauty. The dreams were about myself, the american, collaborating with the humble Japanese on the design of a brand new aircraft, back in the beginning days of flight. The dreams had this beautiful quality to them of collaboration, where I would get tired of working, and then a small burst of inspiration from the Japanese would drive me to forge on and build, and in doing so I would grow and become loved. Then I woke up, after a final dream where I built the plane, and even after waking up I lay in bed to thank the Japanese engineers and say goodbye to them in my post-sleep daydream. They responded. It was nice. The Cavern I returned to sleep, and found myself in a very different situation. I am in a dark cavern. The walls are only a few meters apart, and about 10 feet up is a silver cable made of pure light that runs from one end of the cavern to the other, about 50 feet. At each end of the cavern, a small blue portal the size of a rabbit sits silently, and in the center of the cable are two mounts attached to it, objects with foot long strings of light dangling off them, with cherry sized baubles at the end. I touched the baubles and they get excited, moving the mounts across the cable as if in perfect frictionless suspension. I grab both baubles and swing them ahead of me, which causes the mounts to glide ahead. They move faster than my walking speed so I just watch. They get to the end, hit the little portal, and come out the one at the other side. This excites them a bit and they speed up. The one in front slows down a bit, and when the one behind it hits theres a 'crack!' and the front one shoots forward to the portal, comes out behind and shoots the other one. In a matter of seconds, both of the bauble strings are travelling across the cable at the speed of sound, blurring together and passing through the portals many times a second. I realize now this is a powerful source of magic, so I resign to study it carefully using the patience the Japanese have taught me. Post Cavern I wake up suddenly. I'm in a dark bedroom so I go to the window and open it. I'm at a mansion in the woods, similar to the T-House but much larger. There is snow everywhere, and my dad is in the courtyard. Suddenly my brother comes in. "You're awake." I am confused. Of course I'm awake. He tells me I've been sleeping for three days. I tell him about the cavern but he is confused. Suddenly my family is gone. I hear people talking so I go down near the courtyard. Three powrful beings are having a conversation in a room I'm next to, talking about how they've all come back from collecting powerful sources of magic and await my return. They speak of the cavern, they know I was there. They are going to use the power of all these magic places to kill everyone. I hide under the stairs, fuck those folks there is no way I'm joining them. I concentrate my hardest and manage to turn into a small animal, though I can't remember which. A cat comes by, which I know is another one of the magicians in disguise, and I act as a regular pet and cuddle with the cat. It is weird to know I am cuddling up with a dark wizard but I have him fooled. Then, someone says they will go kill my family and I perk up, losing my cover. They laugh, it was a trick to get me to come out of wherever I was hiding, they could sense I was near. I talk to them for a while about the cavern, and eventually we are all in a room. The wizards are two men following a woman, who is pure evil. The men just like power. At one point they transform into Sasuke and Rick, and at that moment I turn on them. I open a portal from the place of the baubles and they come flying out of it at light speed, since they've been gaining speed this whole time. It vaporizes the men, so open a back portal and slide the bauble mounts back onto the light beam and push them, closing the portals and allowing them to go gain speed in that nameless place for another time. At then end of the dream Anna showed up. I wanted to do something, say something, but the words would not come out. Those actions are reserved for reality.
Preface: After a bunch of family drama on Saturday night, its only fitting that I should have some pleasant dream activity. DR 1 I at a dinner party in a foreigner's house; a couple has invited me for dinner. It seems as if I am on vacation. The walls and floors are white, and the house has a calm color scheme. I go down a hall to the bathroom, but I never make it there. I am compelled to go outside. I walk outside of the house to the parking garage. It seems I am in an apartment or townhouse community. I go to find my bike (motorcycle) and its parked next to another way cooler looking black motorcycle. I look to my right, and there is a handsome guy standing next to me. He is tall, with black hair and brown eyes. He has some facial hair, which I find sexy. He tells me that he was going to leave, but that I'm beautiful, so he wants to stay. I laugh because whatever he is saying sounds cheesy. I look down and I notice that I am wearing tight black fake leather pants and high heeled ankle boots. I keep kind of looking down, because I feel shy talking to him. I smile a lot and he invites me out. I'm about to get on his bike, but I remember that I left my purse inside. I tell him that I have to get it...I then say,"let's go" and he follows me back into the dinner party house. The couple is pleasantly surprised when they see us enter and they show me where my purse is. They admit to me that they have gone through the purse in an attempt to try to contact me, and that they have seen that I have four tickets to the Kanye West show (they are obviously good seats because their eyes are gleaming). I tell them, "you know what? You can have all four because I hate Kanye West!" The guy laughs. The couple gets so excited and thanks me. I leave with the guy. Notes: A guy for once! And a motorcycle! ( A wild side, I like it.) Again with the color white, and relaxing surroundings. Also the color black..last time it was my friend with the black mink coat and today its me with black pants. Black shoes, which i hardly ever notice. I do really hate Kanye. Not as a producer, but as anything else, including as being a human being.
Not sure what's with my recall lately. My sleep is quite regular. I get up at 3am, work from around 4 am- 12pm. Pass out for a nap round 3pm, then bed around 8pm. Very little recall though. Last night, short nap, then bed around 8-9pm. Got up at 5 am. 5am - 3x300mg Alpha GPC 5:50am - 2x4mg Galantamine (new one, pure GM) 5:50 am - sofa Woke up from lucids at 7:30 I Put a rolled up blanket next to me, so when my cat sleeps next to me, she doesnt wake me when she fidgets. Works great. I was almost asleep, when they decided to fight right on the sofa. I said screw this and turned to my left side, like last 3 times (2x I got lucid on the side like that). *** I'm sitting on my mom's living room floor with some other people. They are watching TV, it's at night. From corner of my eye I see bathroom door close by itself. I think to myself "oh shit". I try to roll to my side and stand up, but having real hard time. I realize I'm sleeping and I decide to get lucid, because I'll be safe in a LD. I push my head backwards, feel the excelerated free fall backwards, but I end up in darkness. Try it 2 more times. Then I realize that I have my eyemask on, so it's safe to "open" my eyes. I try that. Blackness is now different, but still dark. I decide to jump out the window and I tell others not to worry, I'm going for a flight. I fall from first story almost to the ground where I start flying parallel to the ground. The feeling in my stomach is exhilarating. I fly over the fence between our garden and the street and I remember the TOTM I wanted to do - de-pantsing. I see a woman carrying a child on a sidewalk, walking away from me. I figure she will do, but I don't like the child there, so it disappears. I start talking to the woman. I turn her with her back to the wall and I notice she is older and pretty. I pull her pants down. I realize this is not how depantsing is done, but I don't care. Spoiler for Sexual content: As I'm kneeling in front of her, I slide my hands up her torso, pushing her top off. Her skin is very smooth and breasts are beautiful. As my tongue slides up her bold mound, I feel the slit. I spend few minutes on this, while trying to figure out, how she could return the favor. I'm thinking that this is going pretty smoothly despite this being my first time doing it in a dream or in WL. When I'm done, I turn to look for another DC to do a proper de-pantsing this time. I walk by an older man, not really appealing. But I don't care, I yank his pants down, then his white boxer shorts. He has 6 pen0rs. All small, shaped like acorns. (Watched Ice Age cartoon witht that squirell obsessing about his acorn). Some woman says "they are small". And the dude answers "yes, but they can grow". I blow some air on them and they grow. Not sure what else I do : D but they grow some more. I'm still not impressed. I turn to look for those 2 dudes that were walking towards us before, but they are not there anymore. I end up in a factory yard, by some old, red brick wall. A young black stud walks by and I ask him if I can "help" him. I realize that's something he should be asking me. He walks by again and I hope he got the hint. But by now there are some protrusions coming out of the wall and I'm taking care of the business.
+(f) visiting the people who (invented?) volleying in tennis? + in a bar with friends. There is some intrigue going on, I'm walking back to our table, and I'm holding a (larger than a hand) strip of photos covered in plastic and I'm folding this and putting it away. The husband is talking to the wife and I think I have a secret (affair?) with the wife and I'm thinking "don't say it, don't say it" but she does and he gets really mad and I go to another room. A strange thing with people who have left? Left some things behind, like a shoe, a wallet/bag, I pick them up and take them with me. One of the guys is Dwight Schrute from The Office. + [long, vivid, very semi-lucid/ weak lucid] walking night AH, take of flying, shine my "summon friend signal" flashlight into the sky but the enemies see it and come flying after me. We fight in the air, I have my lightsaber out and I'm turning it on and off, adjusting the length of the blade by pressing the rocker switch once, twice. I'm not feeling any feedback when I swing the blade through enemies, so I do it again, this time imagining resistance and sound. I get light resistance. Continuing to fly/fall down, the world is now entirely cartoon-colored. Bright colors. I think I'm back in a cartoon (dream?) eventually. I land and continue fighting with my lightsabre. I enter a room and there is a guy in there with his own pseudo-lightsaber, hooked up to some machine? With cables? I'm going at it with him and he's rejecting that I hit him, and he keeps on fighting, I reject his rejection and strike him again. At the end I'm climbing up on to some very high platform where a large air vehicle has landed with the Big Leader. I'm walking with the Big Leader into a large hangar, and he has a very important piece of technology that he wants me to examine and study/report on. We walk up to it and I see it lying on the ground: it is the fighting equipment from the last guy I fought. The last view of the dream is me looking down on the hoses and things and laughing to myself, thinking this is like a funny/ironic end to a movie.
Preface: Bed at 1am. Lots of running around with my bff all day today. Very productive Saturday- we worked out a lot. I attended my niece's quinceañera, which had a lot of family drama. My bff has been in a lot of my dreams lately, because we've been spending a lot of waking time together. DR 1 I am having a conversation with my mom in a new house. We have just moved in. My sister is on the floor getting comfortable, laying down and trying to take a nap. Her kids are running around, exploring, in the background. I tell my mom that I am pursuing a career in art. (?) She's kind of confused, and says I'm a B student in art. I tell her that there have always been people better than me in everything I did, but that none of that should stop me from doing what I want to do. She seems surprised that I have already discussed this with myself, and she agrees. I begin to explain a project to my mom. One of my projects involves using myself as an installation, hanging from a tree. (?) I'm camouflaged like the tree, but I have large leaves painted on me that will glow in the dark at night and will match other leaves. Of course, in third person, I can see myself on the tree. As I am hanging I am telling my sister about it too, and I reveal to her that I have a crush on some celebrity and I'm secretly wishing he'll see it. (?) DR 2 I am on a plane, sitting in first class. Everything is white- the seats the floor, the walls of the plane. Everything feels calm and relaxed. My best friend is doing big things and they are treating us like celebrities. I am writing a book. All of a sudden, my best friend touches my stomach as I'm stretched out in first class. She tells me that its hard and that she needs to work out. I laugh and say something to the effect that I still need work. As I'm telling her about the book I am writing, a guy keeps darting back and forth behind her. She is standing in front of the seats in the aisle ( I am stretched out on what seems like 2 reclining chairs) and she is wearing a black mink coat. She has full makeup on and earrings. Apparently, the guy darting back and forth behind her is a Fed Ex guy, which has to be around her all the time because she keeps having stuff delivered, and keeps having to sign for it. (?, lol) Someone asks her about so much spending - her husband has sent a message about and he's worried. She laughs it off and waves her hand, she's not worried at all. We continue talking. Notes: No clue about the art dream. Again obvious dream symbols, but presented in a completely different manner than usual. No clue who my celebrity crush was!!!!!
earlier: +(f) with friends, inside one guy's house, go outside, then into another entrance later: + [vivid] taping up the chair to block the entrance. Some other guys in the group have just placed a few pieces of tape bent at right angles sticking up from the back of another chair placed across an entrance. I'm rolling the tape around and around the chair. There is some conversation [forgotten] relating to what we're doing + Walking with a (maitre d'?) through a very narrow restaurant with people sitting to each side by the walls. We reach the door at the end of the room leading to the outside, and I think the maitre d' wants me to open the windows on both sides as I go out. I'm not sure the people sitting there will like it because people from this country do not like feeling drafts from open windows. Another room? An end room with windows to the outside, there is a beautiful girl sitting here. I think I recognize her from earlier [day residue]. She is talking about wine. I think about wine, and say something about bouuet or taste of wine, and think they're all drinking white, but what if it were red? She is addressing me about something but I don't understand what she's saying. It turns out to be a something about a recipe (to and Asian dish of some sort?) and she is listing ingredients.
Dog woke me up and I couldn't recall anything.
Dream I remember it being day time, I was waiting for a bus or something outside near the main road. The area I was in isn't nearby and isn't the usual place I go to. I think there was a crowd of people in my way and I tried to wave the bus over and it pulled up, but it was quite far away... I had to run down the road to meet it. There's a lot more to this dream, but when I woke up I realized that I was really late for work and I had missed my ride in. So the morning was a scramble and I didn't get time to memorize the dream.
I'm a student in a canteen. Someone asked me if I had spent the night with someone else and I said 'No I'm well behaved'. Then we were walking to the first lesson (I think it was geography), I was carrying 2 books, and I realised I had the wrong ones. We walked into a building and I had to throw something away, the teacher was watching and looked a bit annoyed that I was veering off but was ok once he saw I was just going to the bin. The classroom was at the top of a very tall steel framed structure, the staircase was spiral. The top was open to the air. We had to queue at the top, it was frighteningly high. We held the door open for the teacher, he had to step over a coat that someone had left. I ended up holding the door as everyone went in even though I had been first in the queue. 2 girls decided they were going over the edge they didn't feel well and weren't going to the class. It was really high, I could see mountains in the distance, I thought they were mad and helped lower them over the edge.
I was interested in traveling with the sangha next time they go to Tibet. Someone said that it's good to save around 3000 and that would cover most expenses. Lamala was sitting on a throne in the background as we discussed this.
I was in a survivor challenge where you had to start a boat & race it but in one heat I was having trouble starting it. My opponent looked like one person but felt like another so I became lucid at this point. I turned that person into my ex-girlfriend Gail! I've never turned someone into someone else like this. I was still trying to win but I tried to cheat & have my husband start the boat ahead of time & was disqualified. But then I had a funny thought like "hey, maybe I could sell this engine on ebay!"
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